monday autumn rains

I'm starting the poker guide today. I can finish it in a week, the draft. I have the outline. I have the story in my head. Now it's going to come out. I am giving birth to this. This is like being the female. I see the picture now. This is why things have been happening this way.

I have yoghurt for breakfast. It's still a bit frozen. I am going to thaw that a bit. This is the morning pages. I am going to write these then I am going to post. I willhave breakfast after I finish these.

It's raining outside today. I think I am going to run--unsworth heights field. I don't want to have to ride out there in the rain giong to the gym. I can run. It'll be good to run.

Some people charge an hour a dollar for their work. It's easy to get jobs like that. Why not go there instead? I can do like five dollars an hour, get as many jobs with that. I think I can.

People in odesk, they are small businesses that need help with their marketing. I don't think a high priced copywriter is needed there. I can just set things up in my own website and take things from there.

I have one client, grow with that business and I can make something out of it in a year. I think that is possible. Let's make some changes and see what happens.

Do I need to do that? I think I know where this is going. Who knew I was going to be a writer? I can do yoga as well. This morning. That is the break I am going to take. That is also good. I can run in the afternoon, but then again, there'd be people in the field.

I'd rather run mornings. This is why I changed the schedule. I can go to the gym on weekends instead. I see. What else? I also need to get my eyes checked. This is part of the process? Yes.

What to price the ebook? Fifty sounds good. It's not too mainstream and for micro stakes, I think that is a good level to get into. Ten dollars is easy. But then I can get a thousand with that and that's ten thousand dollars.

How to get traffic with this? I can put an ad online with that. I can even do that on Facebook. How am I going to do that on Facebook? On zynga it's easy to play that poker. It's fake money and you can go super agro on that and make good. You gotta have real money on the line to make it better. Otherwise, it's just an ego pissing contest.

I remember going agro once and I made money on it. I was getting good hands. But when variance hits, it's going to hit hard. I am relearning how to type here.

I can stick with this than go from there. I like this font. It's dark enough and it is easy to read. People who get to see this will find it easy to read. But I gotta write it in here. In windows 7 it doesn't have the exact same font. It's a bit different and when I open it there, it doesn't look the same.

I can do something in the meantime, and this is it. Just pay attention to what's giong on inside. I am playing pokerstars zoom. I am enjoying it. But the difference is that it's not really like rush poker.

But still I get to play as many hands and players don't really pay attention. They are just looking for the big hands. That's why you gotta fold. Get the numbers, get the sample, then play accordingly.

Do I need to get a bookstore with this? Not really. I can just make updates to the book, then send them the updates for free. No need to have them buying things regularly. I do business the way I want to be treated.

I think I can do that.

This is the second page on the morning pages. I am writing. I don't have a deadline with a client. I like it this way. This is Synchronicity showing me what I want to happen. I am going to walk this path.

I can write other stuff as well. The question is about getting more traffic. I am going to have to improve that website and make things better. I am going to use more strategy there and have people look them up when they need to learn something.

I am going to improve its SEO. Do I need to get a new blog? I think it has been indexed already. I can make changes to it regularly. I am going to have to look things up and see how the posts relate to each other.

It will take a month, but I am not doing much of anythign anyway and this is part of the learning process. So be it then. I have pork cooking in the nuwave. That's breakfast. What is for lunch?

I don't know yet. I can find something later when I go look for it. So it's going to be a full month. Who knew I was going to be a writer?

I have been doing this for more than a decade now. This is what it is all about. Just let things go. No more drama. It's part of the big picture and I use it for direction. If it doesn't feel good for me, then I turn this way. I take that as Synchronicity telling me which way to go.

There is always guidance. The question is, am I listening. I am alone in this house. The wife and kids are away. The kids are in school. The wife is in work. Do I need a laptop? It distracts, but if it is there, then that tells me that it is part of the process.

Right now, it's not. I don't have to go there and fret that I am not there. It is not me.

This is page three and I will finish this soon. I will have yoghurt for breakfast, then write the outline or draft, then I can play poker then resume writing. That is going to be the day. I think. Unless Synchronicity tells me to go otherwise.

I listen to that. That's how my day is structured now. No more planning for me. I choose which state of being to have and everything reflects that. Or I learn something new. Right now, I am learning something new.

I am always learning something new. This time, I am learning how to trust Synchronicity in a different light. Like I thought things are going to be this way, but then it makes a big turn and it is unexpected.

Still the direction I take is the guiding light--follow my excitement. No need for religion in that. All that is, creation, that is the guiding light. That is not religion. What is religion anyway? It is like... I don't think I have to go there.

Just keep writing. Don't forget to breathe. The one with the e is the verb. Without it, it's a noun. I see. I am learning that as well. I think writing has made me a better english writer. I think some people who has been in the US for some time still think in tagalog, like my friend abe.

He's been in the US for more than a decade now, but his english is not that good. There are a number of people on Facebook whose english is not that good. Not all. Just some.

I guess that's the path they chose. I wonder which blog I am going to post this into. It doesn't matter really. I have three that I update this into. That is more than enough.

I think they have thousands of posts already. I have several blogs. Some I no longer use but they are still there. It is part of the process. I have several domains for myself, but not all of them are being updated.

That's part of the learning process. This is almost finished. I see the end of the page already. I am going to post then have breakfast. Then I resume writing.

I am done.


This is going to be my morningpages fr the day. I am writing this copy and I have like today to finish them so I can move forward with my day. What is the problem? I think I have already defined them. I have a promise that these packages helped other people--they might be able to help you.

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How's that for a guarantee? This libre office is better than abiword, it's just that it takes longer to load. I think it has something to do with the funcions. These are not with abiword, so it loads faster. Just the capitalize the first letter of the word in the sentence is a big help. I don't have to come back and do them later.

Also there is auto correct and auto complete. I don't have to worry about those as well. I can concentrate on my writing. I also have camtasia on windows 7. I can make videos later. I am even teaching my daughter how to make videos themselves. They can get jobs on fiverr later when they are able to make those as well.

If they can finish one video per day then that's five dollars for them. If they can finish ten in a week, that's fifty dollars. That's a lot of money.

When they work together, someone collects information, one will collect media while another one works on the video production, then they can all get more things done.

They are creative already. I just point to them what they can do with it so they can make money with them. I think I have something working there. I will go in that direction. I just need to copy paste some of them then I can write out the first draft.

I am also going to use some of the videos in the series. Is there something else I can do? Can I record what happens in my sound card? I think I have software for that. What is that letter doing there? My fingers are not doing the things that should be done. This tells me I am not doing my practice as often as I should. I think I need to do some more practice with the keyboard again. I can do that later. I am going to do them later. For now, cat in the can with the canister and the cinch is the cunt and the cactus in the c. I am writing down c's so I can practice them. The index finger is taking over with that and that causes problems for me. I am going to be more aware of that so I can be more conscious of what is happening.

How did that happen? I am now aware and I am going in that direction. How did that happen? I am not lazy. It just happened. It is subconscious, which means that I am not checking into that more often. I am aware, so I am moving past this.

What else can I write about? I have everything. I think I can work with that proof. I need problem. I can use the proposition that they use. I just need the motivation.

I think the not having control over life. The feeling of anxiety that looms over the people. That life is beyond their control and that this is causing them anxiety.

I am having that experience and I can write about that. There is the weight issue, there are externals that I can't seem to control. BWE is something that can help put semblance of control in my life. I really can't control anything that's on the outside. It is a reflection. What this does is that it quiets the mind. This helps me put things into perspective.

Seeing things better from a different perspective, I am able to deal with these issues more effectively. The c, what happened there? How did that happen? I can do an exercise there that will help with the issue. But that is going to take time away from my writing. I can do that later.

This is page two. There are one more page after this. I think I can do the exercise later when I finish the Facebook page copy. Then I can work on the video. I think the can has some issues that can be resolved.

The kids have playstation 3. are there games available online? I think so. All I need to do is look, then buy them so I can have them for the kids. I don't think it will be that expensive.

What else is there to write about? I think I have everything in here. I have direction. Do I need to stop writing now? I can stop writing now. All I need to do is to continue with the Copywriting.

How did that happen there? I think I changed something and it became a habit for me. What else is there? I can just do that and see what else happens. I can think of it this way and I can write this way. I am can be more aware of this. Can is a big word. That is the word for today. I can. I can type better with this. Can is something that I am working with.

Wife has issues. I cannot change her. I can only change myself. That is the reflection there. There is the lesson. I can move on forward from here. What else? I have the tools that I need to write this copy. I will finish them, then send them over to the client. Then I can have the rest of the day off.

The other computer has finished what it is supposed to do. If my eldest daugher finds making videos enjoyable and makes good with it, then she can make money with it. The other sisters will see what it is she is doing and will want to learn about it as well. Then they can help me with this business and together we can make a good business out of it.

I just get a small manager's cut. Fifteen percent is a good standard price. We might need another computer so we can all work together on this. I think there is a demand for this.

Demo is better than telling about it. How can you show a video showing how effective it is? Show people using it. Testimonials. I think you can get testimonials for five dollars at fiverr. I can recommend that. I can tell them what needs to be done.

Or we can hire a voice over talent for that. It will only last a few minutes. I think I can even do that myself. Where else can I get that. I have camtasia. I can do them myself. I can do video editing from here.

The files need to be saved as video. I can write the script for that. But what else is there for us? I think we don't need people really. We just need voice over talents. I think we have a media company in the making here.

Let's run with this and see what happens.