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I'm starting the poker guide today. I can finish it in a week, the draft. I have the outline. I have the story in my head. Now it's going to come out. I am giving birth to this. This is like being the female. I see the picture now. This is why things have been happening this way.

I have yoghurt for breakfast. It's still a bit frozen. I am going to thaw that a bit. This is the morning pages. I am going to write these then I am going to post. I willhave breakfast after I finish these.

It's raining outside today. I think I am going to run--unsworth heights field. I don't want to have to ride out there in the rain giong to the gym. I can run. It'll be good to run.

Some people charge an hour a dollar for their work. It's easy to get jobs like that. Why not go there instead? I can do like five dollars an hour, get as many jobs with that. I think I can.

People in odesk, they are small businesses that need help with their marketing. I don't think a high priced copywriter is needed there. I can just set things up in my own website and take things from there.

I have one client, grow with that business and I can make something out of it in a year. I think that is possible. Let's make some changes and see what happens.

Do I need to do that? I think I know where this is going. Who knew I was going to be a writer? I can do yoga as well. This morning. That is the break I am going to take. That is also good. I can run in the afternoon, but then again, there'd be people in the field.

I'd rather run mornings. This is why I changed the schedule. I can go to the gym on weekends instead. I see. What else? I also need to get my eyes checked. This is part of the process? Yes.

What to price the ebook? Fifty sounds good. It's not too mainstream and for micro stakes, I think that is a good level to get into. Ten dollars is easy. But then I can get a thousand with that and that's ten thousand dollars.

How to get traffic with this? I can put an ad online with that. I can even do that on Facebook. How am I going to do that on Facebook? On zynga it's easy to play that poker. It's fake money and you can go super agro on that and make good. You gotta have real money on the line to make it better. Otherwise, it's just an ego pissing contest.

I remember going agro once and I made money on it. I was getting good hands. But when variance hits, it's going to hit hard. I am relearning how to type here.

I can stick with this than go from there. I like this font. It's dark enough and it is easy to read. People who get to see this will find it easy to read. But I gotta write it in here. In windows 7 it doesn't have the exact same font. It's a bit different and when I open it there, it doesn't look the same.

I can do something in the meantime, and this is it. Just pay attention to what's giong on inside. I am playing pokerstars zoom. I am enjoying it. But the difference is that it's not really like rush poker.

But still I get to play as many hands and players don't really pay attention. They are just looking for the big hands. That's why you gotta fold. Get the numbers, get the sample, then play accordingly.

Do I need to get a bookstore with this? Not really. I can just make updates to the book, then send them the updates for free. No need to have them buying things regularly. I do business the way I want to be treated.

I think I can do that.

This is the second page on the morning pages. I am writing. I don't have a deadline with a client. I like it this way. This is Synchronicity showing me what I want to happen. I am going to walk this path.

I can write other stuff as well. The question is about getting more traffic. I am going to have to improve that website and make things better. I am going to use more strategy there and have people look them up when they need to learn something.

I am going to improve its SEO. Do I need to get a new blog? I think it has been indexed already. I can make changes to it regularly. I am going to have to look things up and see how the posts relate to each other.

It will take a month, but I am not doing much of anythign anyway and this is part of the learning process. So be it then. I have pork cooking in the nuwave. That's breakfast. What is for lunch?

I don't know yet. I can find something later when I go look for it. So it's going to be a full month. Who knew I was going to be a writer?

I have been doing this for more than a decade now. This is what it is all about. Just let things go. No more drama. It's part of the big picture and I use it for direction. If it doesn't feel good for me, then I turn this way. I take that as Synchronicity telling me which way to go.

There is always guidance. The question is, am I listening. I am alone in this house. The wife and kids are away. The kids are in school. The wife is in work. Do I need a laptop? It distracts, but if it is there, then that tells me that it is part of the process.

Right now, it's not. I don't have to go there and fret that I am not there. It is not me.

This is page three and I will finish this soon. I will have yoghurt for breakfast, then write the outline or draft, then I can play poker then resume writing. That is going to be the day. I think. Unless Synchronicity tells me to go otherwise.

I listen to that. That's how my day is structured now. No more planning for me. I choose which state of being to have and everything reflects that. Or I learn something new. Right now, I am learning something new.

I am always learning something new. This time, I am learning how to trust Synchronicity in a different light. Like I thought things are going to be this way, but then it makes a big turn and it is unexpected.

Still the direction I take is the guiding light--follow my excitement. No need for religion in that. All that is, creation, that is the guiding light. That is not religion. What is religion anyway? It is like... I don't think I have to go there.

Just keep writing. Don't forget to breathe. The one with the e is the verb. Without it, it's a noun. I see. I am learning that as well. I think writing has made me a better english writer. I think some people who has been in the US for some time still think in tagalog, like my friend abe.

He's been in the US for more than a decade now, but his english is not that good. There are a number of people on Facebook whose english is not that good. Not all. Just some.

I guess that's the path they chose. I wonder which blog I am going to post this into. It doesn't matter really. I have three that I update this into. That is more than enough.

I think they have thousands of posts already. I have several blogs. Some I no longer use but they are still there. It is part of the process. I have several domains for myself, but not all of them are being updated.

That's part of the learning process. This is almost finished. I see the end of the page already. I am going to post then have breakfast. Then I resume writing.

I am done.