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I feel like an old man. Why is that? There's pain in my knee. Is this font good for me? I can try others. For now, it's ok. I will stick with this. Content is more important than how it looks.




Should I go long cable? It don't matter what others think. You do your own analysis, then trade on that. Listen to others and you are trading based on their predictions. These people are paid to make predictions, not to trade. There is a difference there. Of course, their predictions have to make sense.

I think this is a good os for me. It starts up rather longer than arch, but once it's up and running, everything runs smoothly. I can stick with this. I got what I needed from arch. It is time for me to move on.

I can do programming with this. I can install them programs when I need to. I have learned much from the experience with arch.

I ate my daughter's lunch without knowing she had it reserved. I feel bad about it. I can get her something later. Not today. Next time. I have that in my list. It was a good day today. I went out to paknsave to get some food. I got back, took a nap and woke up refreshed.




My knee hurts. I can skip yoga today and give it a break. I can resume tomorrow. I could have ran earlier, but it's best to take it easy. There's more to life than fitness. There is enjoying life and being in the moment.

Why do I compare myself to others? They are only different. Not one is better than the other. I can have my lunch later on. It's not exactly lunch. More like something to eat when I get hungry.

I can't eat like everyone else in this house. They are kids. They can get away with eating junk food all they want. I am not in that light anymore. My path sows me that there is something else to it. And so I see what is in this path. It's different. Not better or worse, but this is where I need to be. I can stick with this. I think I made some good research to get this running.

It looks great. Everything seems sharp and running fast enough. It's not like linuxmint's mate. I tried that, but I think I can run with this. This has been around for a while. It also has good community. That's important when picking an open source software.




You go back to the community when something goes wrong. That's where you get information. And I give back with the experience that I have with this. So far, it's good. I think I can run with this.

What else? Do I do three pages? It's too long. I just want to enjoy writing. And two pages is good enough. I have enough for two pages. When I need to, I will have enough for three pages or however many I need to write. When it's there, it's there.

Not much happening. I go to facebook to see what's happening. It's good that way. You get updated with relatives and friends. My kids don't care much about their relatives.

Their path is different. They probably are learning that friends are family. And that is true. I forgot to reply to mike's email. I can do that now after I finish this. And also reply to simon's message. Is that time to enter the trade?

Not yet. Do something else in the meantime. Writing is good. I will grab something to eat soon as I finish these. And then I can move on. Why is it this way? Maybe it's because it's a complete package. Arch was not meant to be that way. It is more like a teaching os. You learn from the experience.

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I don't know if I should start writing now. My son is getting up in a moment. He'll take attention away from the flow, but it's not really a distraction. It's that the flow has changed into that, the energ has hifted and that's where my attention needs to be. There is really no distraction.




On mondays, the path is cleared up. That's why we have weekends off trading. I see where I need to go. The stops are more evident this time. No need to trade any other way. How to take advantage of this?

Watch where price goes and how it plays areound me levels. Then watch atr. If it's odwn, that's when you open positions. You close them when it gets quiet again after a volatility breakout.

I see. It's those quiet moments where they decide to go and the volatility breakout on the other side confirms where things are headed, or not. And that's what is new this time. Is that necessary? I think so. I am testing now. I have a new blog. It's cold today. I will run sometime around noon when it's warmer and the sun is at its peak.

Or not. I will see what happens. I can do yoga in the morning, but there are things to do around here. I can do yoga while waiting for things to happen. It will help get me warmed up. Then I have the whole day to whatever needs to get done.




What else is there? I have next in line. The seeds seem to be not growing yet. Give it time. Trust the timing. It is cold this morning. This is his second winter. Time went by fast that time. Was I having fun? It is what it is. The energy ha hsifted. Is son going to school? Maybe. He was absent a lot last week.

I think he doesn't really want to go to school anymore. They are not doing a good job there. And people can't do anything about it. That school time is what they need to get other things done. Maybe there is a better way to do this? Like start off an apprenticeship training, but there are a lot of factors to consider.

We'll see. I can go there, or not. But is it that interesting to you? That is the question that I have when I see a fork in my path. If it looks interesting, then I choose that path. If not, do something else. Or maybe check the definitions tha ti have. That is also what the fork is there. To show you that maybe there is something that's out of alignment.

So how do you manage positions? No more take loss. Manage them. I can look into that and learn more about it. Should I be on demo?




Not really. I can trade this and see where this goes. Where do you put in the hedge? Is that a hedge or martingale? Which one is better? You need to consider what else is open. If it's the latter, you need to have deeper pockets. But I think it is going to work. The only consieration is that you have deeper pockets.

How to do that? I don't know. But you know where this is going. That is a risk, but we know what is going to happen here. Is aud going to go sideways? They have strong interest rates. That's why money is going there.

How to grow that? I don't know. It's not in my head so maybe I don't have to know htat. I only need to write what comes to mind. That screen is blank and when something shows up, I write that down. That is what this practice is about. Is this automatic writing?

no. I just write.

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Almost every pair I am watching went sideways yesterday. The buffer zones worked well as support and resistance. I will look into that some more. I think it has potential. It's better than using an indicator that lags. I think support and resistance are more predictive.




The only other indicator I use is to id sweetspots. I am turning into an advocate for this. There's a lot of magic going on in there. Sometimes it works, other itmes, they teach me something, I learn something from it. The latter statements puts responsibility squarely on my lap.

No one teaches anything to anyone in any way. That is arrogance, rather, the local mind in control. Learning, that is not much or as much based on ego. I prefer it that way. That works for me. It might not work for someone else and that's ok. You get what you need when you need it. Not a second too early or too late.

I have a meetup coming on thursday. I am going this time. I missed the meeting last time, about two weeks ago. It's in parnell. There could be a lot of walking involved in there. I can take the hop bus. I may have to leave early for that.

My daughter calls them rehab meetings. I think she saw me attend one before in the local library and thought that it wasa rehab meeting that she saw on tv, she's a smart girl. And she takes responsibility with her sisters. I leave her in charge when I need to go out.




Son is not coming to school today. I give him time to work on things that are important to him. What you put out is what you get back. I hink it's good that he knows how to pripoitize himself, rather than following someone else's agenda. This is what they are growing up to be. They put themselves first and they will get there.

The big game for me is trading. It's an open market and everyone can get into it. Even the big boys are trading that market. How come nobody is sending out job feelers for that? I don't know. This is something I can lok into. I think that guy is only looking for attention.

I don't have to go there. I can do something else. I have enough on my own. What to do today? I don't know yet. I have a meeting at nine. Then I can move on from there. Do I go out later? I think so. Then the water bottle has to go to the freezer. This way, I will have something to drink, cold water, when iget there. It's going to be cold outside. I have liners this time. Everything is connected. See it that way.

How are things going to go? I don't know yet. What will be will be. No need to put myself outside of the light. I can allow that. If it were there, then it is contrast that I can work with, something I choose to work with.




And it is there for a reason, that way, I can use the contrat so I will have a clear choice .clarity. I can write with my eyes close.d the kids can type fast aswell. I think it has something to do with that.

I don't think I want to get a laptop even if I can. The screens are too small and they are disposable. I can assemble my own deskitop. I prefer that better. This one has been around since we got here and only upgradede once. It has been running very well since.

I wonder how non techies who have money will do it? I think you can get a good laptop off trademe on that. I think they don't know how to get things working that way. I can get one for a hundred bucks maybe. I think that's as far as I will go with that. More than that and it defeats the purpose.

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I think I finally have it—how to scalp m5. This is why these things were happening. It was to get me to this point and learn it. I see it now. And I get these insights in the morning when everyone is asleep. It's fresh info from me higher self.




How to get more of that? Simply be in the frequency. Trust the process. There is always something there for you. Do you want to talk about this or just want to drop out of the planet?

I think I know what to do. Maybe get traffic there and see what happens. Do I have to post charts? No need. Only get to the other side and see what happens. I can trail that with swings. Zoom out with the positions then trade that accordingly.

Is there another word for that? It is cold. Is it the window? Do I post these tomorrow? What to do over the weekend? Nothing. Enjoy the weekend. On monday after lunch, we start with the new job. It's a job for now, but soon as I get things going, then, I will trade off that.

I can create an ea for that and just watch the ea. How will you trail it? I don't know yet. Only that the ea will fire up trades, then I will manage them trades myself. That makes sense. I don't have to do something there? I can do that ema. Make it a short ema for short term trading. I can trail with that and see what happens. Or not. Simply watch how things go from there.




How to show trade levels? Or mark those that you have traded? I don't know yet. I think there is something to this. Do you want to teach someone?

It's going to cost them a lot. It's a black box. They will pay through the nose for that. I can get the algorithm to work. I think there is an ea for this. I will begin in that direction then.

How to do this? I will look up the internet on how to get there. For now. Only do this. I see it. It's the wall I was looking for. Define support and resistance. The smart ones are going to get it. It's friday. Get going with the trash.

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I have issues with expectation. What if there was a “curse” that you will never have anything/everything that you want. That will be an interesting story. How will that be so? Like a witch's curse? Or maybe someone you offended as a boy and the idea just stuck to your head growing up and that you believed it.




And from then on, growing up, this person gets so frustrated because he is always trying so hard, giving it one hundred percent and not getting it. In the end, he gives up. He appears to be there and do the effort, but there is no passion there. He becomes not to care anymore. He loses interest in life. He goes into depression.

And that's where he finds the answer. There is nothing out there really. And that the definition on depression is what changed everything. People were thinking he was a loser and left him alone. And that's how the depression deepened. He spent his time alone. He was out in the woods. He was homeless except for his bike. He would ride everywhere and camp.

And he was having a grand time doing so. And he discovered what synchronicity meant. Things happened and fell into place for him. Those things that he thought he wanted before and did not get, they sort of found their way to him this time. And they were so much better than what he wanted before.

He had a better bike. Then he got himself a business on the internet and it was making him feel accomplished. It wasn't making any money like most dotcoms were expected to, but he was pleased with what he was doing. Doors started to open up. He met different people. He started working with them on different projects.




This time though, he did not expect anything in return. There were no goals or plans. He simply showed up because it was interesting to him. He spent hours working on the projects because it fascinated him. He would talk about these projects to anyone who cared to listen. Listen or not, he did not care. He was just so animated about it. And people did listen. And they gave input, their ideas added into the mix. And it settled and stewed in his subconscious.

One morning he woke up and had an insight. He would make/create a ___. I don't know what it is, but it's a path that suddenly opened up that he thought wasn't there before. And since this path was not something that he's been to before and he was open to the unexplored, he went down this path.

There was still that spectre that he was cursed to never get anything that he wanted, and it was all ok with that. He never had any expectations about anything. When he found himself with …

lost my train of thought there as son was asking me about something. That was an idea I got to write about before I left to pick up the kids from school. My daughter was there too. She had half day school today. Instead of going home, she went with her friends to visit their old school.




In my youth, I wouldn't go like that without first asking permission the night before. My kids, as long as they think it's good with them, they don't have to ask my permision. I don't know what's good for them. I can only guide them but my opinion is mostly for myself. They don't have to do what I say, even if I insist so.

It's different with their mother. She is in the old world. It works for her. I leave her at that. She will find what she needs, her path, by the frequency that she projects. Not all my trades are going to be homeruns.

Because of this, I let go of expectations. I trade because this is my business. Mriam has lung cancer. Does she smoke? Is that why she is gungho on being in the limelight? I don't know. It saddens me. I voted for her before. She got cheated out of it. Too bad.

Things got into a downward spiral from there. I think things would be different if things were different. But they are not. These are all a part of the process. No need to change things. They al happen for a reason.

My ball of the foot has a discomfort in it. It's not painful, but there is that feeling that if I kept running on it, it's going to be painful. What's next? There are movies maybe. I can check out the next episode, but can't get that until tomorrow morning. Then I do it later.

I think the subreddit has more potential. The email thing is not working. Anyway, I think there is more to it. I can't change their thinking. Only that I provide good content.