to my so

I know and understand what you are going through. I wish I can help. If I had a million dollars to spare, i'd give it all to you.

But I don't.

And that tells me that it's not in your process for me to help. I am sorry if you think I am heartless and do not care. It breaks my heart for me to think that this is what you think of me right now.

I can't do anything to change your mind as it will take you out of the process and you might take it a different way. I love you unconditionally that I am allowing this to happen. I know that when the time comes, you will see how everything falls into place. This is all for yours and all of us, our own good.