finish outside of work

 i want to write first, then get on with my day. Am i better off meditating instead? But when i sit there, my head goes to do something else. 

I might as well finish on this. I write while watching tennis, so this is multi-tasking as well. I did not work today. I chose not to. Its been playing in my head for a few days now. Today my head went into overive to get me day-off today.

So i did. I spend the day with self like artist date. I enjoy these moments. This is where i am. I dont get that part so i guess i need to be ok with the unknown. It doesnt concern me? It's not about me. I chose to have this concern me anyways that's why i am here.

So i write about this? Not really. It's more about spending the day on this side of the fence. Let's do tennis? I can do that tonight. I can work on the assessments this morning and other stuff. 

I can work with this but these ones dont get up until much later. I think it's best to do the glue thing tonight when we all go to bed. This way it has eight to ten hours to set. I dont think i have wood glue. I threw it out.

I can look around see what else is there. This looks nice. I can stay with this. Or not. It is what it is. It's here for a reason and you get how these things are. It's the clean strike. Is it insistence. It is the direction i'm headed but i am aware when it becomes insistence.

How to shift into this mode. Just do this. Daughter heads out. It's nice on here when you open your eyes and just be aware. This could be the golden age all over again. It comes in cycles. I have tennis. I have this and that.

You get how this works. Just be in your awareness. It doesnt have to be fancy in any way. I can make that shot when i am in this space. Blink, not slow think. You get how this works for you with you. Trust that this is connected.

And then you can work things out from here. Just be in the moment. You get how this works anyway. I have much on this. How do you cover these things. That was a good shot right there. It is the awareness. When you are present in teh moment, you see these shots.

But when i am thinking about the past, then i am not in the game. This i see now in hindsigth. Now you see. Ew have match tomorrow. You get how this works out. I can finish this match then continue on with my day. 

You get how this works out anyway. It is the morale of the troops. You get this way and that. You can work things out and trust that this is so. I can think about that, or be in the moment. Just be with it. This is where i am. This is what's relevant. 

They got past that. Ok. What happened there. Maybe they got lax but it kicks in later. How do you get into that space. Not really sure right now, but you get how this works out. I can have a hit, but does it really work that way.

I can opt into this one instead. Or not. You get the idea. What comes next. Finish up. Continue on with the day. I like those, but it doesnt resonate with me anymore. This is more efficient. I can stay here for now. 

Ok. Now you see. Now you get. This solves fills a need. Stay with this until the energy shifts. And then you'll know. And then you will see how these things work out. I have class tonight. That is pretty close. I can edit these things later and see how it works out.

Or not. When it resonates with you it comes easy. Or not. You get the idea. At times tennis is difficult and frustrating but i stick with it. At the end of the day, it's fun and frustrating. So it doesnt have to be perfect. 

I can work with that. You can work with this way and that. How do you tighten up that way. You get the idea. I can get me a video published. I can finish this and submit before the class starts. I can start work on the other assessment tonight.

second thoughts withdraw

 it's that feeling hitting the ball using your hips or core muscle. When you get resonate in that frequency, you are that person.

And it is its own reality. I like how she hits the ball. It revolves around her the racquet path trajectory in that way. Should i let this dog out. I dont want to get up. But this is the path then.

But this is what's here. This is what is relevant at this time. She's all grown up now. This happened quick and is over now. What you sees in here. I think you have an idea how these things are.

And you get to the other side. Am i mesmerized? What does that mean? It moves as frequency and you have plenty in that regard. How do you make such a prototype. You make one for you. It doesnt have to be prototype. 

That was the margaret audi. It's what greets you when you get there. Maybe continue on with this. I can practice this anyway. Get ot ...i have a definition that it's not supposed to be here. This is the middleware. 

You get this. Now you can expand in this direction. What are they doing there. I think he wants in with what she's eating. That was a positive experience last night. Stick with this. No need to overthink. I can move on when it's relevant. 

Right now it is the tennis. Use up this energy and then you can decide from there. That is a spot reserved. You can work something out in this direction. Why is connection that way. Can i fix this. 

It doesnt have to be there because you folds it in anyway. You extend after. To efficient that, you be in that frequency extending the arm from your core muscles. That's the point here. 

You get that anyway. Is there a racquet place i can bring mine to. It's the one closest to you. I can be here anyway come back for it later or in the coming days. Or not. 

I can leave my phone numbers on there. Maybe give it until it's time to change things up. Get back to 56 tension and build continue from there. Now you know. You are i dont have this is open connection. I can find other matches in this regard. 

You see how to move the racquet. A number of these tutorials are incorrect, or did not touch cover the idea expanded on this. It's the process you needed to go through. I can work that out today. Where do you go from here.

Not sure how far that goes along. It's going to be hot out there and is it best to stay home anyway. I can work something out. The connection is terrible. For a first world, this is not for everyone.

How to work this in. You move to one that resonates with you. You have this and know how to get this sorted. You can scale in and out and it works out anyway. You can research these things get started and you can be in this space.

What is it you want then. You video that and talk about these things. Or something like it. The connection is slow in this regard. I think i can work something out in the meantnime.

I botched that and you have it in here. When you realise that this is so then you can work something out. If you dont get it then you continue on to the next one. No need to reply on that. 

Why is it in here then. If you cant accept that answer you move on. That's the point here. It is this way and that. I think you get that point and it is negative in this regard. You can resonate in this way or not. Trust the timing.