in the future

i just want to sulk. Why cant i just sulk here for a week. I dont know if that helps but it feels right to just sulk. What is it about sulking that'll help. Time off from my head. No resistance.

I can simply go there do nothing now. That place looks nice. Do i want to go there. It would be nice to take the shot from the angle with the water. Or something like it. Why are they taking it from there. Not sure. Just do nothing here now. It dont have to be a week. Just let go. I can let go of insistence. That the day has to be good. I'll just sit in this moment.

Why is there a need to have a good day. Why not just be good to your self. Is that not possible? I can do that too. What did they do to that guy. Poor kid. He should have not waited anymore. He could have signed up with others. But that's me. Its an opinion.

I am looking for yoga videos. Something i can follow. No. I'm just looking at feet. Why is that. I dont know. It is interesting to look at feet that way. I feel like no place is perfect. Or is it my local mind doing sort work. I guess so. Now i see it. I couldnt even finish one round yesterday. The hands were numb. That means theres something off about it. I may have to use this kona for short rides.

How do you change that. I dont know. Those be long bones. Ours are shorter on that. Then hy do you compare. I just want to do nothing. At least finish writing. Why nothing. I have four days intot this. Fasting used to feel good. I'll get back into that. It felt good and i have four days. Remember this. How come it felt good. I cant remember. It just felt good waking up to a fast. I have four day. I break on monday but coming home fasted is stressful. I can let go of that then see.

Just get through your day that way. I can do one round each time i finish then head home from there. That is an extra half hour or so. Lets do that. It can be stressed but when i get home i can shower and then go to bed. This way i dont have to go there. That sounds legit on your end. Let's get into that then. I have enough lights anyway. What happened thene. She was holding a pose.

You can do videos like this yourself. That is the classic jawline there. How did they get those. Not sure. But i am done there. But yoga and fasting feels good. What comes next. Get yourself casual work. I can try this for a month. Then i can check things out. It's like getting that one settled in then get the others to go there. This kid is getting ready to leave for work.

She has good discipline? Or are things simpler for her. Why cant i make it simply myself. Let go of all that conditions. You dont have to go there. Just be in this moment. Make it ok to just be here. Can i be ok for now. I can let go. No need for that baggage. I see it. I am aware. I have let go. The response is different now. You dont have to go that way. You know how its going to go. Let's see what comes out of it then pick up from there.

What else can you do with this. I dont know. I am doing yoga in a moment after son leaves. Other child has finished school. Shi might hang out with frineds. I only finish writing. Let it be ok for now. Surrender to what is and act on your excitement. You see that path. The universe will expand on this. Why not go farther before. Not sure. I was waiting for the hand of god. Then you see how that goes.

You put it outside of yourself. Now you aware, you have changed things. I have let go. Now what. I dont know just yet. I only have this. I can change things up on that bike. The derailer isnt working. How do you fix that. Check out the video. It feels kinda loose there on something. I continued writing. Is it a phase. It could be. I used up the energy. Now i write. There was a stinker.

I clean that on monday. For now, only do this. Maybe sunday i can clean things up. I do nothing now. I feel like doing nothing for now. Then i let go of my load. Just be here. You see the meaning. There you go. Lighten up. You dont have to carry that all the way thru. This here and now is where you are. Everything comes into this. Then you can pick up the energy from here. Th e flow is here for you.

I dont have to deal with it now. I have let go. The response is different. That is balancing a lot. Do i go there. She'll do one side then shift to the other. I finish late. That guy finishes at midnight. You get a lot of those along the way. You can also do things that way. Then let things go for now. What other options can i do here. Simply do nothing. Let go. I can take a nap.

A short one before i go. I leave at half past noon. Plenty of time there doing nothing anyway. I just sit and wait until its over. Take these short breaks throughout your day. This lightens up your load. You dont have to go there. I only has this. There is that front rack. Do i have to go there as well. That dont feel right and can i change things up. I dont know. Why not.

Then change things from here. I post then see how it goes. I get the picture. Lets take it easy right here. Letting it be ok to just be free of the thought? Not free, but aware, observing them thoughts. No need to be perfect now. I only writes. No need to be in the future. I only writes about it. Then things can change from here. Do they change those things up. I guess so. I used to like that.

I did take a break there. How else can i do more. I have this response. Then i can let go. That is my response. I see that now. How was i able to effect changes anyway. I dont know. But this is where i am now. I think he had an email there. I can check that later. What are my other options here. I dont know. He took a while to sort that out. I can help out. I have time.

Then finish these lets do some cleaning up from here. How can we clear those things. Not sure. There has to be a way around this. Maybe i can sort things out myself. What else can we do around here. Not really sure but you can clean that up in six paydays. That was before. Let's see how it can pick up from here. You simply clean the toilet like it. Then you do a good job at everything almost.

It's just this. Get this done. Be in the moment. Sit through it. I can go take a nap now. Just take naps throughout the day. This is all i do in here. I dont have to be anything else. He wore a shirt that was too old there. Who was supporting that. I am not sure. But that was the experience for him. Can you do better than that. Not sure what you means there. It dont have to be fancy. Can i go there.

it from there

i write to points me downstream. Having anxiety after days off. How do i use up he energy. I look under the hood. Definitions perspective not knowing what to do. But i've been doing this for more than a year now. I've always found a way.

If there was something new a curveball, then i'd learn how to use up the energy. And this is what its here for. And the upcoming christmas is a curveball. What's reasurring about it is that it is part of my interest. Riding excites me. I dont know how that's going to be but i am trusting the synchronicity. I have two weeks there.

Then let it be so. Let's see how these things will come about then see what happens. What do i get them for christmas? I already told them it's going to be cheap this time as there's altogether all of them. I cant afford to go big. Why am i not getting a christmas bonus. Not really sure. But the bonus i gave to myself is this business.

I dont think they can come close to that...bank called to setup business account. How is this going to fare. Trust the timing. You are on teh path. Everything is connecetd. This is higher self guidance for local me. This we havent done so and is different. Lets see where this one is headed then see what comes out of it.

It doesnt have to be perfect at this time. Only do this and see how it goes. If things do not work out, i can always close the account the go from there. I've had several businesses that did not fare well. I am taking a different path this time. This i havent done so in the past. Let's see where this is going. What else is there. Not really sure. I have anxiety. Use up the energy.

I do this until wed then take the day off then work through to the weekend. I am off monday after that. I can work with this. Lets see how it goes from here. I have laundry done. Its outside. I dont see rain in the horizon but i can take them in before i leave in hour half. Plenty time for now. I have friend sitting with me there. Use up this energy. Do i need to take a nap.

This writing is better for me. I dont know what to make out of this. Only do this get htis thing sorted. When things dont come out the other side, i can always do something else. For now, only do this. I dont know how this is going to turn out. I have the business registered. I go from there. What else is there for me. I dont know. I use up the energy. I can go early but i do the same thing anyway.

I guess this is so much better use of time. Do you want to go there. I have this energy. I am aware of this. What else. How to write. This is local me grasping, gasping for air. But it is a definition or pespective. You dont know what's going to happen next. Then sit this one through. Not pasive but get myself comfy while as i go through this process. Then i see what comes out of it.

How else can i make this work for now. Not really sure. But you have this certainty that i am working with. You dont have to go there. You have this. Work this one area then see what you get out of it. You have a team in there and they are handing off each time. In and out. How much would that be. There is the ten bucks. You see how that is. What else is there.

Not sure. Only do this for now. Wed i ride. For now write then go and trust the timing. The clothes are under the sun. They were zpinned off water. It may dry up sooner. Wife comes home later and i finish at ten. I get home late. I am not eating but get ready for bed then have coffee the next day. Tomorrow be my friday then. I work through the weekend. What do i get out of this.

Not sure yet. I have this perspective then. It's the unknown that keeps people on their toes. But this is how i find more of my self. I have this energy. Look under the hood. Then i see the pov. I can change things from there. The energy shifts as the perspective and definitions shift. I am aware. I am in this moment. Simply be here and now. Use up the energy as i sit.

Is he going to call again. I dont know. But this is how you get through the first year and you have the business up and running. What else are we doing on this side of the fence. Not really sure. I have that being developed. But i am writing too. The momentum can change. I am testing so i know what its about. Then i shift. I get the synchronicity and thats the part not seen by much. You have that down pat.

And then what happens. I am not sure. For now, we are moving forward on this. They have chinese. Are they pinoys out there doing the same thing. Not really sure. But you see what you can do with it. Lets see what happens from here. I have this energy anyway. I can do this expansion then pick up from there. What are my other options.

Use up the energy. What else. Not much else. Be in this moment. Be the awareness. Observe the thought and the body. No needto fight it or invalidate. Only be here and now. Then you are in the creation center and am poitning downstream. This is the point to it all. No need for that. It can be but its not really me. Them clouds are coming. What does that mean. I finish these then see if i needs to bring them in.

If so, i have enough time to bring them in. It looks like just clouds. If not bring in the dried ones then take it from there. I dont have to do everything. Son can bring in the laundry when he gets home. Otherwise, i wash them again on wed and i'm fine with that. Just get this over and done with for now. He called that number so they have it in there. I may have to get a plan forr that.

Certainty. Can you get that or is it by the numbers. I think you already got the point. What else are you doing in here. Is that rain clouds? It looks like it is headed there. Then i can bring that in. I may have to walk if it rains. Or not. But i havent walked in a long time. It's the bike i use anyway. Lets see how it goes. For now, flat handlebar is coming later this week.

I paid for all that last weekend. I think it was on saturday when birthday was happening. I have done this. The sun is out. Still see patches of blue. It can rain this time. I just finish this then get on with my day. I have plenty time in here. If they dry then just bring them in. I can always move them about later or hang them again tomorrow.

that next time

i was almost took that 1tb offer on dropbox. I realized the amount was in dollars. Although it looked cheaper than the one on drive, if you converted that, the cost is still bigger. I stuck with what i got on drive. I dont really need that much at this time, letting it go for now.

I already had this track on my playlist. Letting it go. I let it play enjoy the writing for now. How'd she get so hot at that age. I dont know. It's the generation we are in. But the perspective is different. There is much difference to it than before. I dont have to go there anymore as it is too upstream for me. I've let it go. I have contrast and i use up the energy. It is there for me anyway.

The energy has shifted. No need to convince anyone. I can ride tomorrow at lunch. I can spend the rest of the day on that. Wife wont be back until afternoon. I dont know what comes next. We can do grocery tomorrow or monday. It's up to these two. I am only here and now. I work weekends and one day off since i think but i do have that three days off coming up if i remember correctly. Then it's all done and good.

Do i finish it off or do i just get it going for it. I dont think anyone else is going to be there for team so i am good to go in there. Let's finish these and use up the energy. It is something i can write about in the future. What did i get out of it. I learned that i dont have to carry this baggage. It's not mine anyway. The contrast clarified the frequency i prefer to be in.

Just these two insights are powerful for me. I got me a new handlebar anyway and it's four gives. I can finish that one off in two. Then we are on our way. What else is there. Not much. Just do this. I can clear that off tuesday or monday night. Birthday just went past and not much this time but still people put in the effort.

It is a dying energy but it was still there. And i've already shifted anyway. Let's get going with this and come away with much. What elsse can we do in here. Not really sure. He was in there and i could have learned something from that. And things be different now. Let's see how it goes. Maybe there is something here. Not the track for me there. Is this a repeat? It feels like it.

Does it happen this way all the time? Let it be so. I can always add to the pse and shift the energy or use it up. Still it is in my creation. I choose how this turns out from here. Who is this artist. The season one was interesting. It they play as a team. Thats what you want in there. You work together. I did not see that in there. How do you change that if you were in that position.

You remidnd people what is important. There is no need to go there. If that happens twice, then there is something out of alignment and had to be changed. But seek first to understand then to be understood. I dont get why i had to do that. Then once you understand then you see the energy shift. I have that in me. Then i can take care of it. I have that energy. I am going to use it up.

Daughter is out there. Maybe i can shift this out and get there faster. This music is changing and i can add to it over time. Anyone can create a playlist out of it. I have this in me. I can look more into this and see...the audio seems different and i get something different each time. Is that an online only shop. I can look into it. If it were so and cost is half, then there is potential to it.

I can write better copy in there. Surely there is so much to write about with these patrs. Can i brand them differently. I believe so. These are for people who dont want to wait like me and need the part immediately. Htis is piano music. That was already played. How come its still there. Why is this playing again. Not really sure. I am looking into these things.

I think i've seen some of these already. There doesnt seem to be much control as there should be. What can i do next. I saw that once. How did i use the energy there. Go through this one then i have another weekend. Two weekends and i'm done. This track sounds ok. I can add this but needs to see at least halfway through before i make a decision about it.

I wrote much this weekend. No expectations. I just write. I dont have to go there. This is the energy part. Lets see what comes out of this. Too much drama into this. Is it what i want to listen to? That is a cello strum. There must be a more technical term to it but i am not looking it up. Plenty of food. It was good but there is a better way to celebrate this.

A ride out where i've never been to before, camping out. That be fun. Let's do that next time. I am building up to this one and then plenty of drama in there. This here is a good track. That sound is the hand sliding across the string. That is part of the track music somewhat. There has to be a community in there. I'llsee it when it comes relevant.

For now, there is nothing. No tree has fallen in the forest so nothing here for me. Continue writing. How to celebrate tomorrow. I dont know. I would rather writte. She wants to get the family together. I'm ok with it. I dont have to fight it but this is where i am. Suddenly the track changes and how can you change things. I go into the playlist.

Then let me do that here. I'll go change that out but it gets back after that drama. Just leave it as is for now. No need to go there. How do i download all this? I am not sure yet. Give it some time when things start to turn around on that side, i can get back. It can be a part of that business. Let's see how it goes.

I'll get that deleted. Too much noise. Or do i want to leave it in there for contrast. I will see how it goes. For now, too much piano. Not the type for me. I miss that times there. I am that person energy. This is the person i am. It dont matter back then or now. Where is the awareness. It is here and now. You can put awareness into that. Not sure as there is thought thinking that.

How else can you prove test that one out. Try. Be in that awareness. It is not here and now. I think that is the test for that. Then work with this. Play with the idea now. When it is relevant then things will change out. I start late then. I can do so after lunch. Then dont worry about it. When the timing comes you'll do right by it.

maybe i can

i am feeling anxious? Under the hood its the uncertainty and fear of it. Then i sense the fear and use the energy. It is pointing to misalignment in my pse. This is how i move with the energy how i use it up.

I check on that bike after that first stint. Then i am in this now. I have shifted? The awareness is different although the outside looks the same. Now i am moving in my excitement. Now i see it. There is the energy. Just sense the energy. See the pse and know what is out of alignment. It's all connected. See the misalignment as pointing you something.

I turned it off for now. Better using up the energy writing than listening. This i use up the energy better and in more alignment with my pse. I put them in three. I seldom use all three but this clarifies the energy and the path i am on. Then i am on the right path? Not right or wrong, but relevant to my frequency. This is the path that's more relevant for me. This is exciting now.

I dont know how this turns out. I take this one moment at a time. I can do one delivery on my way home. Why not? This be interesting then. Should i get another topup? I am using it in that way anyway. How else can this be? I see your point there. Let's get going with this. I can change that later. For now, flow and write. This is the path for me then. I can tune in to that. Or not.

In the meantime, this is me here. No need. That is negative. I am allowing that because i am positive. This is the point to all integration. That was insight. Then simply add this to the story. It's all in there. You simply write what flows through. Do i need to bring this other one. Son has tu. He can get a data clock session later if he needs it. The others have their own, no need to worry or be concerned there.

You see how this all connects doesnt it. Allow this to be here then see how it goes. At least we have this in the backend seeing this connected. No insistence on how this should be. Only use up the energy. I am having a lot of energy. Feel it. No need to use labels. If its going negative then allow the negative to be there. This is the integration. Use the negative energy. Sit through it.

Make my self comfortable in the negative enerrgy. I can change out of this jacket later. For now, this is where i am. I have hour and half and it feels like plenty. Thisis the energy shifted. What else can i make out of this. Only do this. Only write. See the thought. No need to identify with the thought. Best to feel the energy behind or coming forth from the thought then look under the hood. How is perspective working here.

That is the point to all this then. I seem to be going nowhere and that is ok. I am alright with it. This is still writing. What comes or flows through i write it down. Later on i can sort them out how this becomes a story. But it is exciting that i can do one delivery on the way home. Maybe i can do this moving forward here. But i have a different bag.

Sus. At least i can go check that one out. At least i am here. Lets do that on my day off. I start off from there then see how things pick up from where i am and how far synchronicity will can take me on that day. I'm doing it that way from here on. I can add up on saturday then see how things go from there. That is much and i only use the music side and audio. It should ootherwise i can budget everything.

That is one of the expense for me. Maybe i can sort this one to do by sequence. Then i dont have to see things differently. But when they go there what do you do next. I am not sure. Only that i write about this. When things go differently, see why that is there and then get something out of it. This here is part of my process. When we move, i have something to do when i get there. And it's a good great way to explore the city.

Then i build up resistance to travel. When i have that timing, then i am good to go. This is how i am using up the energy. Build it up here, then shift and see what you get out of it. What else is there for you. Not really sure. For now, only do this, just write and get to the other side. When you get therre you get there. For now only write.

There be plenty of things that can go wrong for emille. That is a nice name. How do you spell it? That one resonated with me. I think you have something in there. He picks up and delivers. He loses the bike. He gets mechanical failure or a flat tire. These things be part of the day. How else can you cover for that. Statistically, they dont happen that much often. I have backup in a way that get uber car then deliver then fix the flat.

The job comes first. Even if i break even with it, the cost is deductible anyway and i can use that in the future. Then i learn much about these things and then i can fill in the details when i need to. I leave shortly. I finish this in about that time. Ok to get there early. I only do this anyway. What comes next. I dont know. Lets do that binaural with gamma. I am clearing up space to empty the cup.

The vessel is good as its emptiness. Then that's how i proceed from here. If kfc had deliveries then that's where i hang out more often. Aha. Others can get into one of those but that's not where you want to be. Do it for that then see how it goes. What else can we do here. How much do they pay out on that. It is part of the cost. They should be sorting that out eventually.

I am using up the energy this way. I can go for an easy walk now. No need to rush things through. Only do this. Will it rain again? I dont think so but it rained earlier and got things wet. You see the trail there. Trust the timing. It's all connected for you. See how you use up the energy. See how you respond to these things. Then you are using up the energy this way.

How else do i respond differently. See the energy. Look under the hood. This is how you move forward. All this was synchronicity. Then you are creating your own universe. Daughter leaves shortly. I finish these then see how i can take it easy today. See what's stands out as misalignment then check under the hood get that pse sorted.

This is what it's here for. Tomorrow the fibre gets connected. What else is there for me. Not really sure. Only do this and see how it comes back to it. What if it were there. Not really sure. Then it gets sent back. That was a repeat of words. This is timing for me. I have this as feedback saying alignment. Then i use it that way. Only write. You have clouds but i get home after ten.

had to take

have my orders in place. This one is going to scale, as i see it. I was going to say no doubt but that is ego talking. I'm simply open to what can be but it is resonance and reflection. So it is connected wit my energy. This is the exploration and opportunity for me.

Dream was feast after i turned my perspective. There was so much out of nothing. Not sure of what it could be about but it was about perspective. I can focus on the negs or positives. Everywhere you look see heer now you have a trinity of sorts. This is what the path is about now. Then just do this. No need for what others think. Am i really going to get a job when i get there.

It's going to be hot and sunny. It's my environment. I can always visit here and when that too is up and about i can make something out of it. What comes next. Not sure yet. But get this internet thing sorted. I can take the day off now then another one on sunday. This way it gets easy on me here. I can ride out. That covers for the day and it is much more interesting this way. I could have stayed up last night but she did not want to go.

Then i am open. Anything can happen rom here on. I dont have to. They too have let go already. I have not much to invent in there. Then let's get going. Do i need their recommendations? I dont know. Just do the bare min for now and see how things go. You are moving forward here. What are my other options. Finish this one then see how things go.

Is it going to be dry all day. I dont know. We'll see. I may need a second bottle for that. I can take cane of that. I can write from that one entirely. This biz is up and running. What's another term for grow? Or build? No words befit that for now. I just write then. I see these and can i sue that environment. Where to do my gigs. Not sure. Takapuna perhaps.

Why not do wendys in albany. That one has deliveries waiting on a lot and there be that commercial site around it. That makes for quick lunch deliveries galore. I am putting them in that bag. That'll do much. Let's get going then. I saw much. I can make this work. Why not test it. I can do that as well. Do they have it in there. Who is this guy here.

I dont know but this is one of his early videos. It's been drying up much. I dont am not keen about going back. Let's get something else done. Like what. That is two weeks off. I do one each week. That will get me to the other side this way. Let's get going then. I'll put this out and see how it goes. They have that as part of their process.

Then i can see this working for me. I dont have to consider that and simply do my energy. I can ride all day it seems. I did so over saturday. It was an easy ride. This bike can stay here for now and it connects back. I then come home, take it easy, then go again around five or four even. That's when i start ordering stuff myself.

I may even do that bank thing today. It is a short ride from there. If they had it there i'd go. Where else do you have it. In albany. You have it in the mall. It's too far off but it is a good idea. Or make that call this morning then i can see how it goes from there. I get the picture. Let's get this sorted then. What else is there. Only this.

People getting ready to go. Had to take care of documentation and all that. Its going to be busy this way. I finish writing. It is a transition, it's the energy that counts. Can i finish before this one ends. I am not sure. What do you get next. Just keep writing about it. Then you have other stuff in the mail. I have a few more coming in. If i dont get them then so be it.

Maybe i can ask for their info and see what they think. I can do that. Do i change the email i have in there. I think so. Anyway, they be cheap stuff. I can replace them later. I got what i needed here. Only do this and see how it goes. This guy is having fun and i can make something in here anyway. You see the point to all this. That lady was running towards where.

Do i like living in tthe city that way. The video be poor. This is a nice shot. I havent seen this in a while. What happened there. Where is this place. Looks like the beach. Do you needs chain like that. Can i get backpack better. I think so. Nope. That one finished first than i do. People like this is on nextel. This guy looks brown raced. He rides a lot.

I guess so. He dont have to be fast and flashy. I can run that thing on my ankle for days. That is one more thing processing. Lets get right into it. You saw them videos. Is she a trusted blogger. I think so. No point there selling. You only do this. It's a build business channel. I dont want to show it as a business. It's more like a blog of sorts where i doc what i am doing running the show.

What other metaphor do they use for it. I am not sure. But get this one sorted do yoga then go your day. Where do i test that one. I can order one right now. There be drinks in there always. Just do that round then see how it goes. Surely people be wanting that lunch. I can do that for the day then see how things go from there. I can do that. No needs to plan these things. What if you finished this one.

Then its done. I can still go to work or not. I can am taking it easy today. Not much happening for me in there anyway. It's their numbers now, not mine. Then i take care of me numbers. I dont have to as i have alternate source today. Can i cover that much? I think so. You only have this. Let's see how it goes. It is exciting. I have everything in there anyway. I can write about it later. Only do this.

Then i finish then post. But now, just get this sorted. I can do that as well. Just do a forgot password. Give instructions then see how it goes. If it's a business then i gotta print that stuff. I guess so. Where can i print. I dont know yet. I only have this here. Then see how it goes from here. This one looks like an ok screenshot for her. So it's a day off then.

Why not. This is where i am now. It's moving forward from here. It's their job to get that up and about. It's time for me to move on. I have oblgiationss? I dont get paid in there anyway when i am away. That's not my definition exactly and this is now my synchronicity. Then it is time to move on. Let's get cracking. You have here and now. Time is not short. But you have this thirteenth step and i get this.

then i take

i feel like writing now. I spent the morning riding bike with daughter. It was a good bonding experience. She got tired from it. Hope she can get to work. She leaves at five. One just left for work, the other is taking a bath. Son is studying for math exams. No need to push him there but he chose to study for it. My work here is done.

I sent in my resignation four weeks notice yesterday. I did not tell my wife. She's going to worry about it. I have my company up and running. The bikes are good to go. I'm going to do this. I can go out tonight then. Let's go after dinner. I can do that. It's dark there anyway and there's not much happening anyway. Let's see how it goes then.

What are my other options here. Not sure yet. Just do this. I can hang out by home cooked and see who orders from there. The distance be hills and see how it goes. For now, just trust theh timing. I will clean the dishes after this. The bike rack is showing in here and they are arranged by file name. Got upset last night but my response is already different.

I can choose to dwell on that. I got me the replace sim card. Where is that other one? I'm keeping it there just in case. It has one year before getting deactivated. I needs to change the number on that app so i can use it on my company phone. I may have to get another number or something. Let's see how that goes. I have several and this other one can keep to the old pattern.

There were no instructions on how to do this. Let's see where this takes us. At least i am excited about this. The pay aint much but we are headed elsewhere anyway. If that dont work out then i can always go for a part time casual work. This way i am still on here. I am looking for something else and may be open to synchronicity on that. This here top is random. That house looks empty. What am i listening to. It's like that.

There is not much difference there. I see it now. How to make this resonate. Not sure about that. For now i only write about these things. It's best to not have internet every now and then. Trust the timing on this. I am headed off in this direction. Just do this for now. Not sure what that one video is about. Maybe it is a brand or something. What now.

Finish writing then do the dishes. She'll be home around six. The spaghetti went about that way. Why am i checking that out. Not sure. Maybe there is something in there or whatnot. I am listening to this track from opm and i just write. Then i do something else. I think it is a stationary bike. Why would you buy one. Those people who dont see the point in getting out and it's all ego and not getting the energy side to it.

I dont have to convince them about it. I have my own ways. Let's see where this is headed. I saw a chinese community flourishing there. Plenty on that side of the fence maybe i can work something out on that side. I dont know. Trust the timing on this one and see where it's headed. They have their own culture on that side. Something has shifted here. Then i can be on this side of the fence.

I start on keto tomorrow anyway. That gets in the way. No. It is on its way. I have this much and it gets exciting every week that goes by. I dont know how things will work out. That be my goal. Raise enough get it on the business side then see what happens. This be exciing times ahead. Lets see where this is headed. And then i get to see things happen my way. I dont have to tell her what's going on.

I simply put myself in the light. Then i take care of that side of the equation and we get to see a lot of difference around here. I can add shareholdres over time. For now, it's just this. See what comes out of it. Trust the timing. I have the earphones. I can order another one when there be symptoms but i can hear through that anyway. What track is this.

I havent heard that other one in a long time. What happened to that track. Not really sure. But when you have that much tracks, you get to miss out on the others every now and then. Trust the synchronicity on this one. It's already different. You are here and now and that's what this is about. I have this to look into. What happens in there during the day.

Not sure. What's she into. Not sure either. But you have this and you got this. I can ride there. It was fun. The bike held up. It was good. Let's get going with this see where it is going. I have packages coming in. If i miss out on that then so be it. I dont have this one number and i am changing it around. This is my synchronicity. It's fun. It is quiet. It is at the balance point and it is pointing downstream.

Then let's see what comes out of it. No conditions. I have gone through all that. I think we are going to see that movie. Or something like it. We'll see how it goes. It's good that she is here anyway. She makes a lot of money and she is exposed to all that. At least she is absorbing all that energy. What else is she getting out of it. I dont know. We'll see down the line.

And this energy is right here. You get the point to all this. Let's get going. Things are different now. You have much going for you. And it's tax deductible. That is the key here. Let's get right into it. Do you need to radio this one out. Not really. Just write then see what happens. I can do whole days on that but when it gets quiet i can bike home take a nap get ready for the night ahead.

She dont have to know about it. She leaves early and come home late. I can set my schedule. What if she sees me? I dont know what to make of it. I'd be out anyway. I am doing this and see what happens. If so, then it is timing and i have that trusted already. We'll see. No interesting videos in there. I just finish writing. I havent been there for a while.

I think she got tired riding bike. I was. But not sore. Her bike was a tank. I think i heard plenty clanking but she built up her fitness level on that ride and it was good to share my excitement for bikes. Then she can expand from there. I was sharing ideas with her as well. That be good. She'll remember those times. I would.

Then it was time well spent. We'll have more of those. I can have shared coffee with the kids then ride off. That is something to look forward to. I can choose my energy. Even if i go through winter, i know what to do with this. I can get me a poncho then ride with that. It's always like this anyway. You got this. Everything is as it is.

i have options?

interest rates, its why i short stop. I went past twenty four hour fast. I feel differently positive now. The rear tire held up. I can get me kevlars. Why did i not do that before. And how did i get them flat. How is that slow motion and it brightens up. What bag is that.

This kid is up now, looking to prep her food. Why does she alarm that way. Do i go for two days then break? I think three to four is ideal. You get deep into that. I have me keto omads. That's where i'm going. It's not a chrome but some other big bag. I dont really need one now. Things are in transition. I see what to do next. It is something i like doing, then it is aligned.

I think i used to have bags almost that big. Those were the timbuk2s. I got rid of it, i thought i was done with them but i was wrong. It wasnt aligned but it is connected. I have opened up to this. That yellow tarp tells me it is lbbjkt. It's not as hot as i thought but it is big. Maybe i can go for them instead but too much flap.

It sags on the side. Not for me then. Go for something else. There you see thtat. It confirmsit but not the straps. Then it's not. I forgot about them straps. Flannels be great. Lets get going in that direction. So much resistance i see. I feel that. I can let go now. Wife brings car with her. I have bike, can go everywhere and its fun. What comes next. Get this llc going then see how it goes from there.

I may have to send out them stuff. Do they have to be legal age? Not sure but we'll see how it goes. At least it is open and can i change things up later? I think so. Then just set things up see how it goes. That is a lot of traffic. People working to get that sorted. Where is that place. It goes through a lot. I have plenty in my plate. Awareness expands into it. That's the physics of it.

Then i have this in me. It did not go anywheer but i feel something in my fingers there. Maybe it is time to stop. Do less notes on that side. The yellows tell me what it could be. Is she alcoholic? Them be the new bikes. It's like she has plenty. It's a different perspective. People have good days over there. You can easily resonate on that level. You know how to do that.

Lets get testing that. The package could arrive tomorrow. Then lets zip by today? No. You resonate with what you prefer. You are not cutting this day to get to that. There is a difference. This always defaults into that. I have options. Like what. That is a... Forgot. Had to change videos and now its gone. That is different and there is symmetry there. Not quite. Maybe it is pre-conditioning.

I can write. I have more time to write there? Not really. Unless you count hours off and really sit down to write. Plenty of commute time in there. I dont have to finish this one through. I have it all in place anyway. I am not going in there but this is to set things up. I have it in here now. I can turn it down if when it is too far. Unless there be no one there to pick up then go for it.

I can ride then figure out how to get home from there. Maybe bring car park? Or have her stop by? I dont know. We'll cross that bridge when we get there. School is still there she'll do one more year then do univ. I will stick with this one and once setup and gaining momentum, i will go shift into it. At least it is exciting and interesting this way. The difference i see. I only needs to get to that level.

And then what. I dont know, not sure. Maybe i can make something out of this just yet. Plenty of things to get sorted but it is the clarity that they dont have. They seek to cross that bridge whereas i clarify my energy in that this here moment now. You see the difference. Same energy different filters. That makes all the difference in this world. Then you resonate and manifest the experience.

It's not that you had to bring it in from the outside. You always had it. Itwas there you were not in the frequency channel. I have spreadsheets but how do i access it over on that side. Not sure but you get the point to all this. I have that app anyway. What is this going into. It's been there for months. You see your energy go this way. That's a thick downtube.

It is what it is. You can do that frequency. Let's get going here see how it goes. I wasnt messaged but i am open. I can have them days for a year and i can choose be the contrast. That's what all this is about. Then is it abotuu this one instead. It is what you say it is. The headphones holder is working out great. Not too technical but it works. And flexible, no pun intended.

I took a picture not sure how to upload that. Today is wed. I think sim card should be here soon. I use that. Then i can close out that one. No need to wait for it. I'll see how it goes from here. Do i wait for that bill? Not really. I have it all here anyway. Things are shifting this way and that. It's all over the place because it is everywhere all that is.

You see things differently. Then i have options here and there. How else can we break this apart? It is already there. Change the pov and you see how it is. You get the point anyway. Let's get going on that side plenty of time here and i get to do yoga. Why is this not better for you. I get out and its quiet and a beautiful night. I have the moon. I was a night person but daytimes are great.

It dont matter whats there or here. Just do this. They agreed to play that experience. Then it is part of everything. It is what it is for you. Then you see the shift. You use up the energy. It is different now. How can you not see it. I am open to change. I am. No need to conditions put on that. You either are or are not. Then you can choose both ways. It is easy as you have balance.

Thats how this is for. No need to see that movie for now. Them not interested. I can always see things from this way. I can rent that one out. You see the point to all this. I get that. How to see it. You already did. I can let go then. What comes next. I post then process some stuff needs to get going. Am i having that coffee. I can choose to go there.

Then lets get going. This guy got rid of his car. What happened to that female? Maybe family or something. Not sure about it. This place is good singles place. I dont mind living there. But that is not my thing. This here is. I am headed there then. Let's see how this goes. Give this one a year to build up momentum. The energy is there anyway. Kids be getting ready for school. Do laundry.

do dev work

is it a factor, not having tips? Does it matter? I just want to ride. I want to ride and do something while doing it. I can start them do one delivery at the end of shift, then do more of them on my days off. The point is to just ride for now. I dont know where this leads to but i am open. Surely something interesting is going to come out of it because of the timing and synchronicity.

This i know. It is not based on faith but knowing and from experience. This happened in the past. I took up practiced aikido for ten years. I was broke some of the time but knowing what i know now, things would be different. What about that ten year time coming here. It was different somehow. But it got me to this point and i did get something out of it.

Now synchronicity has brought me to this point. I am taking taken that path. Let's see how it goes. I go where this takes me then see what comes out the other end. I am looking into doing some of that. I dont think i'd make sixty grand in revenue but see what comes out of it. If i am headed in there then i am going to sign up for it. If not, do something else.

What if it were not as profitable? Then something else is going to open up. I dont know what that is for now. All i know is that i learn accounting and running this business. I will expand from there. Do i do uber driving? Perhaps not. I can sign up for a lot of things but i dont know if that is going to be related. I am open to synchronicity. If it goes there and the energy is there then i use up that energy. If not, see what comes out of it.

I write. I was lying in bed couldnt sleep so i just played mind tracks. I guess i am better off writing. Next weekend i am off. I do four days work this week. Next week i do five. This is part of my process. Tomorrow i gets paid. I register that business then sometime later that week or so i get the front racks. That's when i start doing delv work. Play. I prefer to call it play.

I dont know what else is there. This is so much better than going to gym. This here i learn something. If nothing comes out of it then i go dod something else. For now this makes sense for me. If i were too old then i wouldnt be able to walk anymore and i'd just lay there and go to sleep pass away. But i still have energy to spare. I can climb up these north shore hills. I can still ride well.

I can do ubers in the city. I dont know how to get home from there but surely something will come out of it. Let's see how it goes. If that was so in demand then there is something here for me as well. Lets see how things go from here. What else is there. Not sure. But this is play for me. Let's see what happens. I can esaily go there but i prefer to rest this one out.

What else. I do four day fast. It starts today after lunch. Then it rounds out to lunch break tomorrow. That's day one no need to wait for end of shift. The pain is gone. The energy has shifted. I used up the energy. I am aware though. When i sense it start to shift, i tend to be more aware. This is how i used the enrgy to positive meaning. It's all neutral until i define how the energy is. This is a great shot.

Who tends that garden. What's it like to be with a lady that enjoys gardening. I knew how that felt. What's different in here. Not sure but she is or has different priorities. I dont know what comes out of this but for now, this is where i am. Let's see how it goes from here. Could you have made something out of it. I dontk now. Let's see how it goes. I just write about it.

Is she coming over? Should have been here by now. What happened to those messages. Still waiting for text then tomorrow i go to work. Then payday then i register that business. How far can i take this. I dontk now yet. But if a bank account were setup, then i can still use that but taxes be different. Let's see how it goes from there. I may have to register that business on that side.

That is going to complicate things. Where am i getting the funds for that. Not sure yet. No text. Am i going to do dev work again. I dont know. If the energy is there the opening comes up then i go there. For now it is irrelevant. Then i simply do this use up the energy. Four weeks come and go very fast. You use it up then shift into it. That's how things go from here. What comes next.

I dont know. Grocery is next. I fixed up the bike. Then i can use it tomorrow see if the patch holds up. I may have to get another one as spare tire was used onn epoxy. I can get me one from the gorecy. It dont have to be power brand. It's all the same holds up anyway. Then i change things up but i dont really need that one. I have this instead. See what comes out of it.

For now only write while i wait. What are the others wanting. Not sure. But i am done there. I see the energy and can change the definitions. I have showered. I did not go for much. I went to takapuna. I was thinking of devenport but it wasnt relevant. I can go next time. For now, just do this. Short quick rides doing hills. Then i pick up from there. This is my starbucks coffee.

I was simply looking at different gardens on that side of the fence. I could get lucky but it was different. Now things are different again. Omad is on keto. This is what's different here. That is going to be on saturday morning or afternoon. I'd do it lunch. Or i can ride out then have that omad. Sunday is omad as well on that side. Wife be home then.

I finish writing then see what comes next. What is the name of that. I can autocomplete the tab andfind it. Not now. That tstops the writing. I dont really need it for now. I see these things. Then i can find other things. I tend to get held up there because i am taking notes on where to find my information. This is how i pick up things. Then i learn then i move on. I dont know what comes next.

I can repurpose this but i tend to keep to my own. I can use that to see what comes the other end. I have these racks. What do you do in the meantime. Not sure yet. We cross the bridge when we get there. No messages. Still waiting on that. I think she finish at six. And then she'll be watching movies anyway. I can go to bed much later.

I can do that. For now i write. I like this background. Why are these people in a rush. I walk the bike to that part then ride up from there. Why does it take that much. It must be the weight. I see. Then i can pick up from there. It is different each time. I dont think i changed that. I can fix them brakes later. I have it in there anyway.

What comes next. Finish writing. I shower tomorrow morning after yoga. That is the fun part. I'm done.

that is considered

that shot is at an apartment complex that looks so crowded, maybe not so from this perspective. Maybe we can move into one, but i am not so sure. No plans, only here and now. Doing laundry.

I move to get those hack saw cut off bullhorns for my handlebars. Do i ride more? I work through the weekend. Birthday is like two weeks i turn one year more. It's not old or young, but going deeper into presence is the question. Plenty laundry. Saw an old guy cockroach. I think it was the one tormenting the wife the other night. What happened to it. He traveled much to get there but was just going around the house.

At least now we move forward with this. Son is going to school but his sisters are off from work? One is going. The other is getting her guitar today. I wonder what these two has planned for the day. I have new files in the library. Then get going. We had shared dinner last night. That was good. These kids are grown up now. Soon i'll be the smallest in the family. Son is bigger than i am now.

This is how it is. Everything is here and now. It was a cool documentary. He peacocks. I tend to. Maybe it's the artist in me as well. But he had great voice. What's my talent here. They allow video uploads to keep traffic in the site longer. That be good but extra work. Still. How do you get documentaries in there. Not sure.

I will have a look. Maybe there is no need for it but we shall see. Maybe they are gunning for it but plenty of opinions and perspectives are what they are. What do these ladies have planned for the day. It would be fun if she was more active on the side. But that's not me anymore. This is what's relevant for now. What comes next. I am not sure. I am open. Let's see how it goes.

Youtube is a great search engine. Works out for when i am home and i get to learn much. But what is my voice. Is it in the creative space. Perhaps. Why not explore that. I can write. I can connect to flow. Is it about writing. Can you write something that evokes so much in there. Why not explore that. Movie latest was a dud but there was something to it. I guess it's just me.

It had some of that element but not quite got there. Was it best to rewrite that. I can. Why not now. Write something about it relevant but from my perspective. What would have happened differently. I like this bike geometry. Why are they lower on that end. Not sure but this here is a great kidchen eating room. I like that. How to resonate with it.

Match that frequency. I have these tools going for me. Also laundry at work. Finish these and i'm done with the day. Next off is two days. Then i have four then long weekend or something like it. It's good and quiet. It's what you do with it that matters. Then see how i can expand on the business. I am headed in that direction. What comes out of it.

Get a bigger bike then see how it goes. You are always on the level up. I get that. Let's get right into it then. I think she was not able to sell on that and they found a comparable candidate that was already on board. Let's see how it goes. Maybe the sale didnt push through quite well. How do you move someplace else.

She'd been there five years. That is considered an old hand. I wonder what's it like then. Maybe there is something in there i can connect to. We'll see how it goes. For now, only do this. See how it goes. My perspective is different. I dont think he's that tech. I have plenty more where i come from and it runs deep. I have connection to flow. That is the difference there, plus the perspective.

The writing comes easy when i close my eyes. Simply do this. Surrender to what is. Use up the energy. This is what i do most of the time. Then it shifts over to the later side finish late. I can ride out that time. I dont mind it much. Lets get right into it. I document much. Its because i had plenty to do in there and others can pick up from where i left off.

When it isnt much then not much to write about. That thing is going to finish up soon. Let's change it up. I can finish them in one hour? Maybe two. Them be seeing that movie. What happen today. Not sure. Wife might want to go there for lunch. Who else be home. I dont know. I got stuff todo. I can ride out until midnight. She be working anyways. I'll see how things go.

Not much happening but being in the moment. It might rain tonight headed into better weekend. Then i can go out monday. Then four days through and i get the weekend off. That's me right now. Next week is payday. I decide how to respond to this. I choose what to make of it. I use it now for presence build. Then i practice. Then this is key for me. The relevant is here and i use up the energy.

This is the point to it all. What do i do next. Just do this. I can go through that course finish one. There is always one coming up. I have packages arriving and it takes a while. Wife did not get that gig. That means extend this by several months? Not yet relevant otherwise its going to fall into place just like that. It's always been like this. Trust the timing.

It's all synchronicity. It's all connected thats why you trust the timing. Do i. I believe so. When i am aware i see that and i can allow or let go. These kids are up. I think so. One is going to work the other is going to school. That's him. He is getting ready to go soon. I may have to stop by toilet. I have omad going for me during the week.

Does it help? It feels like it. At least it's staying there. Needs to get going in that direction do this straight through. Then it's ok what i do now. It is recalibrating the energy. Then i shift into that and i just go through with that. Trust the timing. And i use up the energy. This here is my nook. We all have our nooks.

That be a nice bike. Why leave that out in the snow. That gets rusty soon. Where is that place. It's all grey and white. Is that how you spell it. Too much drama on that side. How much. Is it fun still. I believe so. They get there much. I can invest on that and see how it all goes. You can do it here and now. Then you see it leveraged.

is different entirely

is it riding for uber that i want to do, or doing bike tours. I think you see the answer to that. Bike tours be better and it is worth the expense to it. But how do you switch into that. Not sure yet but them uber eats could be a solution to your travelling.

Better yet, write books then see how things go. Why did i choose to get upset. There was a need to be correct. There was need to be right. I see that. I change the response there now. No need for spandex. That never was my main course except maybe for a time back in the eighties. And then things picked up and it wasnt me anymore.

What comes next. Only do this. No needs to go there. Those be cool riding. Why is it not in my experience. I'm not sure. How do i shift into this. I dot know yet. What was that over there. And where is she. Why talk in that situation. I took a long nap. Do i go out for a ride. Not much demand around here perhaps. Maybe i needs to go there. How come them be drained like that. They should be excited.

Maybe this is the wrong video for me. I'd be starting in the mornings tomorrow the whole week. I want this to end. How do i shift. I start on that side of the road. I can do it on that side then get going from there. It is kinda long way from here. How do i take a break. Bike cant get on bus but ferry i can. What time is the last trip. How do i get back from there.

I'm not sure yet. But this is the path for now. Maybe i can make changes moving forward there. And then what. Not sure where it goes there. For now just finish writing. Why not write books. Make it simple just do this go once around then see what happens. That soup dehydrated me. It's too salty. She was fishing for complements, not feedback. This is in aus. I dont know how things can progress from here. But simply observe.

You know how to use up the energy. Simply do this for now. I can go for a walk. Only use up the energy. It will shift once you've used it all up trust the timing here. There was apprehension. That was a helmet issue and they were sitting on the bike lane. That wasnt safe. They are on that situation. I think they were showed instances here.

How do i use this up. I dont know. Finish writing then move forward. I'm done there eating. Time for me to fast. What to do the rest of the day. I can ride out. Or do something. It isnt what's expected. How else can i do a business that scales. Write books. Create videos but there isnt much cash flow from there. Trust the synchronicity for now. Do this, then see which paths open up from there.

I get what you mean in there. How can i position or name the company such that it can go this way or that. I dont see it just yet. Maybe i can clean the bathroom, get a haircut. That be comes easy. Or write about something else. Like what. How can this be a book. I'm not sure just how at this time. Why did i not stick with it then. I dont know. Just do this. It's about comparing the rides in different countries. I dont have to compare. I can easily resonate with that energy then see how it goes.

That be a mess. I think i'm on that level over there. It doesnt seem safe for them but it can change up a bit. Why is there so much negative in me. How do i use up this energy. It's not the energy i prefer. I dont know yet. There is so much unconscious in me i guess that's the reflection i am getting. No dinner then. I'm done. Just sit here maybe ride next week. I dont get it then. It will be the week after that.

It could be on a friday then. That looks local here but it can be otherwise. I'm not really sure. The local mind wants control to get from here to there. It's all about resonance. How do i shift then. I'm not sure. I can go out and fix the bike somewhat. I can move that handle bar from here to there and get that derailer fixed up. There be several things to do here.

Let's get them done by the way. Let's see how it goes. What other options do i have in here. Not really sure. Only do this. Maybe switch owners. It's still going that way. Then we can change things up a bit. Let's change things that way and then connect from there. Then i can see how to switch things around. I get that now. What comes next. I think they will get in touch with them then we can see how it goes.

Do i get that discount. It looks like that place. But it's not. It is different entirely. That's a different bridge and sits right near the city. How do i switch things around. I have seen this one already. That is nice weather. How do i shift into that. Not sure really. I have much resistance. I can do it this way or that. But for now, trust the timing. They have that here as well. It's all about this and that. Poor thing they did not protect.

Why would you be so poor to do that. It doesnt help much but if they prefer it that way then why not. It's best to avoid them situations. Will you get involved there. Not sure. At least it's protected. Taek it one break at a time. This is the path for me. This is resistance. Plenty of unconscious here and there. At least be aware of it and not invalidate. They happen here and therep so much to do anyway. No need to go there.

How do i shift into that. Not sure but i have this negative in me. You see where this is headed. I dont have to go there now. I see it in me anyway. What can i do about this. Why are they all in there. What is this about. The bikes are priority on that side? It looks like it. Then it is safe to ride there. It should be.

What are they doing on this side of the tasman? Not much. Why am i resisting this then. What can i do about it? Just write about it. I have headphones. She has much baggage. I dont have to go there. We are connected. It's allthat is. Once you see the connection you will never be separate. Everything happens for a reason. Then i can choose this instead. How do you get back.

You dont. Where you are is where you needs to be. Realizing this i move forward. Why is it raining. No need. It is in the south. Or something like it. That is their version. How then do i get in touch with this business. Not sure yet. Leave it at that. I am starting up this business. What was that business about anyway. I cant remember. Was it a tech company. It must have been.

How do i create other things about this. Should i start another one. I can create one but it's not where i wanted to go. I want to ride on that side. Then simply go there. Once you go use up the energy you can change it up. It will shift. And then you can do something about it. Then i see the feedback. Let's get right into this for now. Only do this see how it goes from here.