nationals won?

nationals won. I guess we'll have more of the same. It's time to widen my perspective. How do you do that? I write first then post. After i finish, then i'll have my coffee.

Everything is connected. This doesn't mean it's negative. It doesn't come with a default meaning. You are here to put meaning into it. This is your path. They are powerless anyway. It's just the illusion that they project. You already know this. You have been creating just fine all this time.

I guet pockets of contrast now and then but it's feedback i can use to expand. Then i'll have my coffee. Today i start moving. We can make something out of this situation. I'll move this one pc table into their room. Or maybe for one other daughter and so she can have a working station. Is there anything else here i can do?

If i got that table then we can have it there. For now, trust the process. There's phone calls i need to make. I can cancel that then get a new order on the other side. That fits in perfectly anyway and the savings are enough to cover for it. Besides, soon as the bot starts trading, you can get it back.

What happens this week? There's news for eur around friday. Nzd has news as well. That's all i can cover for now. Was i able to sleep? It felt like it. I had a dream anyway. What happens now? Keep to your light. This chair has a good spot over there under the shade. That is perfect for coffee. I can make a better picture for myself.

It wouldn't necessarily be negative. You already know all these things. And then some. I don't have to watch them. I am matching frequency here. I am much closer to that so i can practice my motorcycle skills. And it don't cost much to go around to that side. Son will have a bit longer walk coming home.

That's part of his equation. He goes to high school next school year. Plus they go on term break by friday. We could have chosen to move by then. Anyway, lets continue writing so i can finish these. What is the frequency? If you don't know, all for it to be at zero for now. When you see it you will know. These are details in the reflection. You already know that.

You have intention set? Yes. It's outdoors and enjoy life. No need for competition then. You know how to make this work now. Do the thing fill the page and come the right timing everything will fall into place. Do i trade more lots or trade something else? I trade two. This time they work together. What am i on the lookout for?

Market opens. Trust that this is so. I guess those that made it no longer go to them forum. Or not. I see where this is going then. It's not about indicators? I think so. It's more about something else? I don't know. It's about perspective that's for sure. It's how you respond to it. Then everything else falls into place there.

I can make a pizza oven that way. You simply put wood into that and the pizza cooks its way in. It's bricks and cement. You can make one yourself. It is going to be a good project there. You can have that in the north. Rather, it's the house in the north. That be nice to see things. They are coming with new season?

It's going to be next year. They made this short because the actors get paid a lot this time. It's been quite a while but that's how it goes. They made good this time. I have a project. I unravel it over time. For now, i do what's relevant. I go to sleep later when my body says so. For now, i only do this. I have lunch late.

There's bacon and hotdog. Is there egg? I didn't check. I hardly have egg. There's also sardines. I keep this house for a week for trading. I cancel that order to move house so they keep the connection in here. There's not much to do anyway. I am moving providers. So be it. Were we ever with them?

I think the wife bought vodafone and we used that for a year. That's before we switched to orcon then. I think so. What can i do here differently? Response. Look at how you response. That's where your prower lies. It's where your creation is. It's aphysical world. Then you bring heaven on earth.

This is how you have ascended. You know these things. It's light time. You don't have to go to bars. It's more shallow? Not really. It's all about appearances and trading on the illusion. I know what it's here like. I can expand on this then. This is what my path is about. This is what i do.

Soul rider? Something like that. I finish writing then get on with my day. We finish moving by tuesday but still have something in place by then. Who is going to be at home. Daughters could be home. I'll check that out. I can walk anyway. It's like an office i keep. So be it.

What's next? Finish writing. Then i can make coffee. It's a motivation for me. I can take a nap later in the room. It's going to be a long one. I keep to this anyway. How will things turn out? I don't know yet. You can cancel if it doesn't work out that way.

Would you rather do big pipe? It is a possibility. At that price without modem, it is expensive. Go for something with modemm built in. This way you have extra if you need it or someone else needs it. Do you have to be sour about it? No. You have a choice. You can see the illusion or see what you create with energy.

This is what it's about anyway. This kid gets up earlier than usual. Things work. It's perfect as it is. Then you only unravel the experience. I think that's the word there. What's she looking for. These kids grow up fast. What do i do here? I have shifted. I have twenty years to that but i am extending it with the arrival.

A lot of things happen then. You are a key person in the event. How will that be? You are writing much. You have chosen the frequency. You are a contact person in the event. Trust the timing. You will get more message as the frequency unravels.

Then i can write about it some more. It's not going to be about that anyway. You have a different universe. A different reality experience. It's the same for everyone else because they are not aware? It feels like it. Then what can you do to help? Shine the light. Be a beacon in the dark. There's a lot of misinterpretation.

How do you play with that energy? Be in your own light. You don't have to force everyone out of their cave. That's going to be painful for them. Just shine your light. Those that wake up will see the light and know that the night is over. Then they wake up. And it's easy to be in the light. It's more fun in the light anyway.

Can they pull you into the dark? They can't because they won't see you. You choose to go in the cave because you see them there. Otherwise, they are powerless in the light. Rather, everything comes up in the light and they can't handle the light. Then you can just be an example. This is easy?

It is. That's what all this is about. You have transformed the energy. Now you can use it. This is why i write. I write much andthen get insights from it. The next charity event is next year. I can be a sponsor if i so choose. Or not. It's all connected anyway. I see what happened there. Was he asking for money? It felt like it.

Now you see. Now you move forward. I can help out in the next seeral but not immediately. It's not yet relevant for me. Soon as it's relevant everything falls into place. Daughter has work today. I then pick up later and then busy through the rest of the day. I do a lot of things here then. It's the start of a new day.

This is what you do. I guess so. It's not lazy or laid back. It's being responsible to self and everyone else. It's making my own choices knowing that i am responsible. That i can make my own choices and have the other end of the stick. This is what it's all about.

Done.

move on now

i couldn't sleep. What else is new. I have interview tomorrow and my head kept running through the different scenarios. At this time i'm going to go for the 'admit defeat' platform and explain why i can be the better candidate--i have no place else to go.

It makes sense as others may be physically capable but soon as they get a better job find one, they leave. That cripples your team and you don't want that. I think that makes sense. I can take a nap later on at around six. For now, it's good to write and run this bot see how the market plays out on the london close.

This is what i do. It only needs one percent. I don't have to keep this bot running all day. What to do next? The broadband is going to be off for several days worst case scenario. I might run this bot on eurchf. It doesn't move about as much and i'm not sure if there is news coming. To be sure, i will turn on the timer.

The bot runs from london close to london open. Is that enough time? Should i even run this bot? We'll see. If i get this job, i have two options. I may have to set timer anyway. Or i can run a different bot. But it's going to be offline for several days. You don't want to go there. What can i do then? Turn it off when you get the job. Get back when you go online.

That makes sense. That's what i do then. We move tuesday next week. We sleep there tuesday? I think so. We check back every now and then. How to turn over keys? I don't know yet. We'll know when we get there. She's pissed off i get that. Who wouldn't be. I allow that. I integrate this into my experience. It's part of the whole. It's my process. So be it.

I don't know what happens next. Simply be open and trust the synchronicity. I guess that's it, that's where we go now. Start off addressing the elephant in the room then build up from there. Soon as i get to one year i don't have to go. I can either move to a different department or something else comes up. I'll open up to options then. In the meantime, do one year.

I'm there to lose weight anyway. It gets easier after twenty one days. This is the plot then. I see where it's going. So now i have a process for the interview. I can stop thinking about it now. How do you make it stand out? He has needs. He needs a team that will deliver results. He can get someone else but their good resume is also used to get other jobs. I have no where else to turn to but to make my resume good by doing a good job--commit to at least a year. Then things open up by then.

Why would he want that? Wil it work? It's time consuming and takes a lot of effort to hire and train someone for the job. You want people who will stay. Is that his main concern? That's one of them. What else? He is responsible for check-out. It's to move people out so others come in and give customers a pleasant experience.

What else? If you were manager what are your wants? I guess that's it right there. I can focus on that. What do you talk about then. Price is headed to moving average. Should you be concerned? It's them bands. You want candles inside near ma not on the bands. That tells me it could go down. Wait until it's inside.

Then i do nothing. Trade price on the inside. Soon as they ride them bands you can't see a pullback soon. Getting back to writing. How do you get started. Point out the broken cv. I'm committed to stay for at least a year and put that in my resume. But it's a good company. I see that people are happy. There's a good chance that i will want to stay and explore opportunities then.

It's difficult having to move. I'm sure there be salary increase on a regular basis. I'll take that and see what i get out of it. Is this going to trend? Europe is about to close. I don't have to explain all this. It's confusing. Stick wit that plot. It's going t owork because it makes sense.

Let's do that then. Is there anything else i need to know? I'm not sure. Only that it's here anyway. I didn't get a call this time so i might as well do something else. I don't have to go there. Is there a notice? Of course there will be. I write. Wife had cramps earlier. I can doze off for an hour then get ready to go. I have everything in place?

I think so. Let's get cracking there. Finish writing. How far do you wants to write? It's them bands that concern me here. What else is there for you? I don't know. It it going to be like that price action? It looks like it. It's going o ride them ands until it doesn't. Then you can trade that. It's closing soon anyway. Let's see how it goes. It's been like that for a while now.

There you go. I turned on bot for euraud. I think it's about to go nowhere now. Let's see how it goes. How far down? Test that ma then bounce back. Price tests back them bands then figure out where it wants to go from there. If not, then see what happens. But price seems to have stagnated at this point.

How do you convince anyone? What questions do you have? I know i should ask questions but if you are not going to hire me then i'll be wasting your time anyway. But if you hire me i am sure questions will come up as i do my work. I think i have better context asking them then. For now, the only question that matters is when do you want me to start?

Is it going to be that easy? I think so. If he doesn't answer that, then there's a good chance i go look for something else. So be it then. This is the path. I am ok with that. It can go this way or that anwyay. What can you do here to dsr everything. What would it feel like? How will you respond? The response is key and it ties in with everything.

I respond to let's take a nap when i feel like it to help the body adjust. I'll be in the sun all day. That triggers everything. Plus i'll be dead tired coming home. Maybe wife can come pick up? That'll be fun i think. Or not. I'll bring bike and ride the sidewalks. That makes sense too. What else is there anyway? I leave at ten and i get there in about ten minutes.

That's more than enough time. Is this more than enough for now. Should i turn off the other one? The spreads are pretty close anyway. I don't think this is going to go deep anyway. Price is headed into them ma and it's right next to each other. I can watch videos. Or not. First finish writing. I am not a writer now. I guess so. I am more a baby sitter to this bot.

That's good isn't it. Yes. And then i add incremental improvements to that other bot. I get ideas and it comes back to testing. Then i can see where this is going. Does it go as low as that? It's where it's supposed to turn bac. That's hot. Who is that? I don't know. You see the contrast there.

Things have turned around already. You don't control that. I see what you mean. I see that. Is it rude that way? I don't think so. I am being practical anyway. Then we can do something in here. I can move on now. I see what you mean there. What did that lady mean? Surely there are other factors. Then i will find out when i get there then.

I see the people working there. I think it's about people skills. You want them talking to the customers making sure they have it right and in and out faster so they turnover sooner. Or not. I don't know how things go in here. I am excited about this. Why do i have definitions otherwise. It's contrast. At least i am aware of them.

Can you write about it? I already am writing about it. It don't have to be fancy. It's going to be like this for a year or so. After a year, the bot will have sufficient funds to get me a bike. I'll be processing that account as well for the corporation. Then we make things happen? It's my second wind in place. Aha. This feels right then.

What else is there? I'm not sure. You can take this as far as it will go and see what happens. It's righ tthere anyway. What else do you go for? I don't know. We'll see. It takes a while but this is my time now. You see what the horizon is like? It's like sunrise at dawn. It looks bright and serene. How do you see more of that.

It's on the milford side. I'll find out what it looks like then. For now, i write. I finish writing then take a nap later. That's more than enough for me. I tried sleeping but it didn't work. Why is that? Is it cold? I can get me a blanket then. This is going nowhere. What can i do here? Turn it off later before you go.

I'll do that. Then this has to run on the cloud. I'll do that when this closes on profit. For now, this runs for another three hours or so or until i feel sleepy. I don't have to force it. I feel sleepy, i take a nap. This is what i do now. I finish at noon. I get back later. Son is at home. The other kids maybe at home as well.

All is as it should be.

that's not me

i've figured out what i am doing next--rock climbing, getting out there. I'm done climbing up the business ladder. It's not supporting me. I would rather have a business that runs on autopilot as i travel and experience the world.

I guess that's it--to experience the world. What is another way to define it. Experience different perspectives? Something like it. I am triphasic. I have much time. I go to bed sleep when i feel it otherwise i am up and about. No need to fight this. I am using it.

What is a typical day like? Exciting. Interesting. Contrast. Zero point. Chocie. Opportunity. It's all this and more. Being open. This is the kind of life i am living now. It starts here and now. Open to experience. This defines it best. Then that's what we do now.

What is relevant? I don't know. I don't have to know what it is. If it's relevant, it'll be here and now. If not, then it's not relevant here and now. It's that simple. No need to carry other people's baggage. I am done there. I help out when i can but i'm not going to be responsible for them. This is the example that i am now.

If i can't help, then i'll allow myself to be that. I don't have to because synchronicity is there for both parties. How come he's still awake. Does he ever sleep? He had a long sleep earlier. Maybe that's what all this is about? I think so. What can i do about it? I don't know. He sleeps much that's for sure.

Some kids are like that. What time do i turn it off? Soon as it breaks even and closes the grid i'm done for the week. It's a long weekend and i'm fine with that. What do you do now? Simply be in the moment then. I'm not sure what's going to happen next. It's all here and now anyway. You don't have to have rules because that's someone else's.

You define your own preferences, not rules. There's a big difference there. You know how to use this. Let's get cracking here. What's your day going to be like? I'm getting the car from wife. Then i drive son, wait for him while i walk around. Then i come home and see what happens next. I am open to experience?

Simply open is good. Then let's do that. I can do yoga tomorrow if there is the opportunity. I sleep a lot and often because that's how i go now. No need for eight hours. That's not relevant for me anymore. I get up and get going much. This is who i am now. Why was it there anyway. For contrast. Now you know who you are. You have much in your plate now.

I don't feel like having coffee. This pic is pixelated. What do you do now. There are climbing walls and bouldering around the city. I can be a member of these shops. I have much in there. Let's get cracking. Take it easy. Build up skills over time. It's all there for you. It'll come because it's relevant for you.

Then i can look up videos for it. It don't matter if i go out there to climb. The local walls are more than enough for me. No need for others as well. This is what's fun for me now. I get to move around a lot. This is why it's relevant for me. Now i see my abundance all along. It's been there waiting for me to see it.

What's there anyway? Emptiness. Not nothing there but open energy. You can mold this energy anyway you want. It's an energy opportunity. It's been here all along. I wasn't seeing it because i was in a different frequency trying to meet someone else's expectations. Now i am aware. Now i am awake. I have let go. I am open now.

What does it feel like? Liberating. Now i see why it's all here. You can make it work this time? Yes, of course. Set a buffer in there and then move along. Set and forget. This is what it's about now. Then we can make something out of this. I can. Let's get going then. What else can i do with this?

I can start a business on that side? I think so. I have a tent. I have a bike. I can move around now. Let's get this energy on the road then. What happens next? I am looking to turn off the bot for the weekend. Soon as it closes the grid, i'm done for the week. This thing isn't changing. Is it the timer? Perhaps.

Can i change it manually? That defeats the purpose then. You go out there, the doors will open up for you. You get laid more often this way. You bring them to you anyway. What do you see now? I don't know. It's not there. The open energy is there. I get that. I write. This is what i do now.

Your kids can feel your energy example. They want to see that too. How what can i do different here? Nothing. Just write because this is what's here. I can stop but i am finishing this session. Then i can stop. Do i go back to bed? I can do that. Or not. I can leave the contacts on. Where do i hang out and meet like minded people?

Trust the process. You bring them to you. Then i am here and now. Start with easy hikes. You know what to do now. Let's do this then. I can go out. You don't have to run the marathon although if that gets you going go for it. If not, you will find something else. You bring it to you. Is this over-extended?

Maybe. I can trade that on monday then. Trust the process. You know what to do with this. I see what you mean. It's trending? It's like parabolic indicator. It works when it works. When it stops working then it's something else. It depends on the pair you trade. There's plenty opportunity with this pair.

You just gotta be open to it. Is it a moving average. That too is what it is. But will it connect whet it is? It's supposed to be that way. What's happening with the day chart? It looks bearish. If this comes back then you get to short the situation. Let the bot take care of itself. It finds balance through synchronicity.

This is what it's about then. You see it when you see it. If not, there is something else for you. What happens now? Let it bounce back. The session is drying up. I can turn it off as grids close. In the meantime, do this. I can go back to sleep when wife leaves for work. I can make myself something to eat?

I am not hungry. Now i am done filling the void in my spirit. I found who i am here. What happens next? Open. That is what i do now. Let's see how it goes then. The volatility is drying up. Maybe this will go someplace else. I can do that. She leaves at seven or so. I go back to bed and have two hours to nap.

That is good for now. In the meantime, it can stay up here or not. I think you see what this is about. You can go or not. It's all up to you anyway. I pay much in commission but it's cost of doing business. No need to fight it. This is opportunity cost. There's a difference there. Others like to fight it. They don't get how the universe works and they are going to fight you on that as well.

That's funny.

That is how they are. Then you can allow for that to be there. You don't have to stay there. You can turn your back on them and get on your merry way. It's not a block but the universe saying try this instead. Maybe i don't even need this pc anymore. It's getting there. I can have one all the time to connect to bot when needed. I see that. Let's get cracking then.

I have linux and it's more than enough for me. It's easy to install another one. I don't have to stay though. What i need comes to me. It's like a magnet. And it comes in abundance. I don't have to push things to make it happen. Things just fall into place anyway.

This is going to be fun. How can you move forward with this. I can go sleep later. I can do yoga later. There is teh bus ride and it's going to be fun. I can have fun in that situation. I don't have to fight things anyway. It comes to me. Even if i did push it around, the universe pushes back.

That's not me.

margin call

i got margin call. What now? To turn this around by christmas, i'm going to do something i haven't done before. I'm not sure the ea can handle it. You've seen it work before. This one ea can handle that. You've seen it before. The other one didn't give you that much return. Ho do you do it this time.

My anxiety has kicked in. Why should this be a bad thing? I have expectations. That's why. I don't think i should go for the other account now. Too late for that now. That big long white is a fluke. I was looking for a turnaround here. It didn't work. What now? It was so strong a move. Maybe the atrs alone work better?

It looks like it. Go for the one hour. Even if you were stopped out, it's going to turn around and give you a better move. What does this tell you now? Go for the moving averages? I think so and the tick volume. You learned something from it. Bands don't really work. On several occasions it has failed before. This pair works well with that method.

What happens now? Bring it down here. Cut the rest off but bring heaven down on earth. Everything is here and now anyway. Do two trades anyway. Will it work that way. Right now, there's no trade here for you so you do nothing. The market's about to close. Keep it this way. I have it in place. You've seen it before. You know what to do. Close everything on friday.

Jesus christ. What happens now? Panic mode if you have to, if you want to, just to let off some steam. You know what to do here. What have you done here? You know what to do. Let's get going. You know what to do. See the ball, hit the ball. That's all there is to it. You can do martingale with this method here. You have a good read. You can martingale this one. Trade with the trend this time. You see how it goes now. It's headed into the 200.

How to trade this then. It's going to go sideways from there. Keep to your reads. The ma is there to tell you when it is sideways. Is price going to shoot up from here? I don't know. We'll see. That looks a lot like climax. How to trade this. Maybe i could have closed the other two? I don't know how to deal with it. For now, just do this. Martingale this.

I think i see what you mean here. Use that but do the other way. I'm turning off the vpn. What can i do about it? Should it have that much? I am gambling here. Do what you know. You can make it work this time. You know the tools. It's there for you. Can you trust me on this? Talk to me bro. You know what to do. If you don't go then so what. You can still make it work. Trust your read on the market. You have a good eye for this. Should i use those levels? It seems to work there. Can you see those. It works until it stops working. I see what you mean. It's a step ladder pattern there.

You have anixiety. I see that. Let's allow this to be here. I work out after this. Then i rest. I do yoga after an hour. Keep it up anyway. You know what to do. If it heads for that, then you can go sideways but be ready for it as well. Do i go short here? I don't think so. Trust your read here.

I'm going through a lot here. What's the point here? It's for you to do the impossible. You have all the tools you need right now. Let's make this work this time. If you get another one, then so be it. You know the drill here. What can i do about it?

Can i make an ea out of it. Trade on the side of the atr. I see. If i did that, i could have gotten that move all the way through. It was there for you. Be patient this time. Be clear about the frequency this time. You know the drill. What can i do now? Do yoga. Do your workout. Keep to the present. Keep to the physical. It's where you ground the energy.

I get that now. It's there for you. Trust me on this. Should i move this account to that side? I don't think you have to. But if you must, then so be it. This time you can see it there anyway. I can move that account over. I think it'll work this time. What about the cost? You make more trades here. What if it corrects this itme? Trade only when you see it. You know what to do here.

At least this time it makes sense. You have been here anyway. You know what to do. I have anxiety. So be it. You can trust me on this. You don't need something else. You listen because you were anxious. It's those carbs you see now? It brought you down. It's your choice anyway. Now you see?

Don't blame yourself. You got something out of it anyway. Now you know how to trade this thing. You can't sleep anyway. You can use the energy this way. Put in the ruls. You know how to use this. You know how to turn this around. Let's do this. It's going to make a correction soon. You are not going to trade that.

What happens now? What if it goes through that one? You don't have to trade them. Turn it off on fridays. Take profits there. You know what to do. You don't have to trade lesser time frames. You want the real juice here. How do you get those moves? Trade on the opm? Always integrate. I know you feel bad.

Ok. Just feel bad for now. What was that move there? Do you listen to them now? They are selling something. Why go there instead. This is the third time? I know. Let it be there. You know what to do about this. No such thing then. It's either it trends or is sideways. What if it works? What if the other bot works? Look at the atr. If it's still there, then it's going to work. But how do you know it makes those moves?

Watch the news. It forms a ledge, then it comes out of that ledge. It goes back in the ledge then comes out and forms another one. Can you see that? Ross talked about this before. How do you trade that? It came out. How do you trade that one? You would have been stoppend out there.

It forms a ledge, then use the atr for entry? How do you know it's a ledge? Swing high swing low. You see that and you know it's there. How can you read that? I can do my workout then do another one then and there. How could you trade these? If you don't get your entry then it's not it?

Three bars too deep means you gotta let go of it. Then you martingale it to make it work. You ride it through to the other side. Legit entry means you can martingale it. If not,let it go. Wait for the next one. You still have plenty of time here. You may have to manual this one. Don't go for that anymore. Trust me on this. You have a good read this time.

Should i trade on the side of the ma? It looks like it. If it't cose, maybe you can do differently. That one there was a false move. But that was a long time ago. Could i have used the ea there? I'm not sur. How can you trade that? You let it go. You could have been stopped out there. That one is a fluke. Ho do you trade that one?

That part, i don't know. But you can make this work this time. Trade on the side of the ma. That makes sense? It does at this time. How do you know you don't have to? Look to the sweetspots. I think i see it here now. That big move right there, there was no entry for you. What about volume? What how can you use that?

I'm not sure. Maybe as portent of things to come? There was nothing there you can use. What other tools can you use here? It could be better if you watched those levels. M5 looks interesting now that i've removed the squiggly lines. How would you have traded that? You were getting signals there. Trust the process. Ho to trade this?

Not yet. I think you can be patient with this one. You see what's happennig here. How do you use that now? Wait for volume? It looks like it for now. Go workout after you finish these. It's going to be fulltime for you here if you trade this way but there are oppontunities. You are now overfitting.

Let it go. Go back to h1. It takes longer to form giving you more time. M5 is going to be fun if you want to trade that way but you don't have to. Trust me on this. I do nothing now? I think it's best you do nothing for now. Talk to yourself. You are your own best coach. You need someone to talk to?

Me and my big mouth. Lesson learned. I can move on now. This is going to crash later on. Man this hurts. How now? You know how to trade. You don't need a bot for this. It would be nice to automate things though. Turst me on this. You know what to do. How do you trade this? Trade the levels. Can i do m5 using the levels? Go for continuation or reversal?

Look at price action at those levels. Now you know what to do. Adjust the indicators and leave them out of it. You know what to do here. Trust me on his one. What else is there for me? Now you revert back. Could i have traded this better? Should i switch accounts?

I can do that.