tennis inside out

 i dont feel like doing that. But i use up the energy. I continue on in this way. The speed they have is ok, but seeing it can be better, why not? 

Maybe they have too much but how is power different from control. I dont have to dwell on that. You have much in this way. I continue on. It takes me three days to finish one? 

That's weird. I used to do one every day. This is all connected. You have the awareness with this one. How do you proceed from here. It's been a few months. You continue on. You have much in this way.

That was slouching. Is this better. I feel better. I should have gone. Why dwell on this. You have choice. This is what you got in this. Now you continue on. I want to see that match.

They are resting up. That's key. How do you get that in there. That's brisbane. It's a ful day of tennis and i do so inside out. I see much. And i have this like a month. It's always shifting. What's he doing in there. He's very social.

He did not eat the bone. Maybe he doesnt want it anymore. We'll see how it goes. Maybe it's too early. Do i have that one. I can delay as much as possible. I can do wall earlier. That weird lady just sits in the car. 

Maybe she  wants to do conversation. I can initiate something. Let's see how it plays out. I can hide that thing. It's his stuff. Should i be watching that. The language server uses up a lot.

Do i need that one? It's there, but i dont think you need it running in the background. I dont think it's running on vim when you have that one instead. Test and see how it works out. But it's not installed on there.

There it's off. Now it's running the nv thing. It's the gpu. How do i turn that thing off then. Maybe uninstall or something. I hardly use it anyway. I dont use codeium on this one too. Now you see.

You remove those things irrelevant. That's the point. I have coffee, do situps. I have a lot on my list here. It's all fun and exciting. It's connected with your excitement. Do some hobby too. Focus on these. Now you are supported.

You have this in place. You are building something and vim runs its own process. Check out other editors but i'm not sure i want that now. Continue on with this. It's more than enough.

And i finish up on this one. You can also check out those social interactions. There are plenty and you dont have to be big fish on there. You simply resonate in this way. Plus you see how these things are.

I remember socials on there. I can join that. It was active and you see how you can work something out. It was fun that way. They have all the courts. You can join these things. 

And tht's how you get to this side. What are the options here. I'm not really sure. I have much to do on there. I'm waiting. Why not make things happen. I go this way and that. Just get to this level. Now you see.

What are my other options. I can send up that message start working something out. I have this energy. Observe. Use it up. I dont have to go there. Now you see what's relevant. I can go now. I carry thi cross and i have it inside.

It doesnt matter that way anymore. It's done and done. I get to choose my path now. It's inclusive and positive. But it's in the past. I dont even have to do this one here. I can finish up and move on. Who watches those things.

xclip copy paste works

 i think that issue with copy clipboard is fixed. Install that thing, set something options and you are good.

I tested it last night. How come i did not have to do anything last time? I'm not sure. But this thing works good now. I simply had to raise the font size and it's all this. How come my monitors are different size?

I forgot. But it's what i have. I continue on here. I slept went to bed past 3am. Worry and all that. Disconnect for now. You dont have to ask permission. Just go. If they get in touch, so be it. If not, leave it be.

I'm done with that aspect of my life. They connect if they want to. Otherwise, i'm ok. I live on in joy anyway. It's this wanting to be connected that gets me. I publish one video everyday. This one here is for the week so i have two published each week.

That's good enough. Trust that this too is connected. You'll know what to do when you get there. You can even publish two videos of the same but different times. I dont think they'll notice anything. They'll think it's a different one.

Ok. We'll see how it goes from here. What kind of video am i creating. Maybe something where i needs to head out. Maybe do an adventure. Maybe do research about something. It can be something that's wildly popular and talked about.

I can chime in my opinion, share my experience with the matter. This way i can still make it from home. I have this and this works out. It is more researched and the unique perspective comes in handy.

Let's go there. This way, i use video snippets. I dont have to be on talking head. Just do voice-overs. Ok. I see what you mean there. It can go this way or that. It is more about communication and connection. Expand on these.

Delete the ideas that do not serve you. You do not need them. The language server is running in the background. Do i need it back there. What are my options. Just leave it be. Do nothing today. Look up what you can talk about this week. When do you publish? 

Let's publish on a thursday. This way it gets processed for friday viewing. Everyone publishes on that day. It's the unique perspective. Get on there and be different. Be your big fish in a small pond. 

And with that, i have the perspective that's different. Dare to question. You dont need to have all the answers. Sometimes it's just the questions that are important. The answers come with the questions.

Where how do you find answers. I dont know yet, but it'll be there once the question is there. My top 10 doubles players. Which ones would make a good combination. Aha. What makes her a good player anyway. Did she win the tourneys?

It could be. I dont have much published, but there are others with more spunk. I just dont get why they haven't won titles. Maybe they dont have to. Maybe they are ok with just playing at a higher level.

How do i get there. I can walk doggy here shortly. We can spend the daylight in the park. Or head off some place else. That would be interesting. I'm recharging the phone. I'll get some work done. Tennis can be later in the day.

It's the weekend. See what you get out of it. Maybe sundays people play. I can join that. I dont think i have that running on here anyway. I msgd that i wont be available the rest of the month. 

How do you surprise yourself writing. The ideas come through. You write them down. You edit later. It's not the same thing. Now you can use the same in talking. You can will edit later anyway. You can even do a reshoot on that. But get everything on there.

christmas morning

 this thing seems to work ok. I thought i saw an issue last night. 

It's christmas! Not that i'm religious about it. It's a quiet morning out. It used to be special in a relationship kind of way. But now i am developing a relationship with my higher self. 

How is that? How do you do that? I listen. I connect. I stay quiet. I am mindful. I pay attention. I am in my awareness. I act on my joy. I do everything by the Instruction manual.

What do you get out of it? I dont know. It's just something that i feel exploring. I dont have to get something out of it. Just peace of mind. Quiet. Clarity. I take time off. 

Should i offer that. I dont know. But i dont have to reach out so often. Just do this. Get to the other side. Not give her a taste of punishment or revenge. I look after my self now. No one else is going to be here for me anyway. Should this font be bigger?

I had bigger font on that side. The two monitors have different sizes. Maybe i can do one without the other. Idk. But it's ok just the way it is. Is the video bigger on that browser then?

Aha. Not relevant right now. I think i've seen that video. I have coffee after this then sits out with the coffee. It's such a beautiful quiet morning out. I was thinking i'd sit there first. But you have quiet all along. This was what is here. No need for revenge. Just move on.

Ok. I dont have to go there then. What makes that file so big? Is it the updates? If so, by ten years, what would that size be. I'm not sure. But i will look into it. I think it's the updates. 

It gets slower over time. You need something else to put them into. I'm no longer on that side. Just be quiet on here. I dont think they collect that. It's nice like this. Nice slow and quiet. Things pick up later. But for now, just do this.

Maybe that pole dance thing is next on my agenda. I can work something out in that regard. It'd be nice and cool that way. Plenty fish out there. But that's not the point. I need to be alone now. 

There's something about that statement. Let's do that then. I dont have to compare. Just be. Just have this alone and quiet experience. Just being. Mindfulness. I like that. So much in this. 

And this awareness is not common to everyone. I dont have to invalidate her. It's not me anymore. And you know that. Let's get going in this direction. I dont have to prepare anything. I can set that table and get ready.

Dog isnt eating. He must have eaten something that did not sit well with him. Is it that chicken? It could be. But he ate the one before. Leave it be. He's healing. I think he's due for a vaccine. 

I'd like to take him driving. Aha. You saw that. Go against sociall norms? How do you do that. I dont have to. Have coffee after this. It's good and ok like this right now. Somehow the eyesight shifted.

I caan do walls later today. And what else. Just practice being. Practice mindfulness. Just these two. I dont have to go have an occasion. Being is more than enough if you let it.

This i miss writing. Why not a story about that. There is. You get that. What did you do christmas. I can make a video of that. I can put together snippets here and there. I can do that. It's quiet outside. Let's go have coffee there.

day one she's away

 is this a better font size? It automatically adjusts the ones on the other window that's open. I think this be ok for now.

I starts me a vlog. I can get to that side, make it a challenge/advice vlog. It's a different angle because of the experience perspective that i have. It's more quantum physics as i understand it to be. It's not going to preach, but to share my experience.

Also i'll be talking while editing videos. This way i hit two birds with one stone. I publish two videos for two separate channels as i work one time. That's what this is about then.

One more to go. Is this buddy hungry? I just fed him. I think he's bored. He wants to head out. Sister is coming home. I needs to create a video soon. I edit the ones that show personal information.

Other than that, i have most everything that i need in here. Let's get to work. I can dedicate allocate one hour for this. What's the worst that can happen? I get dox'd? People find out and get going in that direction.

But you can make it so you share information. This dog wants to head out. It's not that hot outside. I can bring those downstairs let the sister walk him outside. She's got dance. I wonder if she'll have time for that.

Else she can do that tomorrow. I'll finish these, take doggie boy out after i make the video. I can do that. What else is there. The videos are just about finishing. I'll set up camera, mic, the software, then start working on it. 

The software needs to be set up. I'll do that. Finish these then get going in that direction. It's this and that. I have four in the line. These are relative unknowns. I can work with these publish them twice a week?

Can be. Let's see how it goes. But saturday is good to publish because you have a full week in case these get flagged. If not, then it stays on and i can build up an auadience in this way. 

Other than that, i have other things on here. Maybe do a restart and see what yo uget out of it. Will it be relevant? It can be. Aha. I can't go in that tangent. What are my other options. 

I have plenty on here anyway. Just do this. The dl's are done. I'll edit them later. But it is something you are working on. I can build in this direction. Or i can head out to the car and do my edits from there. 

I'd like to take him out on a drive, but that's not possible at this time. Why not work towards that and first thing january or december, get that sorted after christmas? That makes sense. I have something to work on and get to that level.

Ok. Let's look into this then. Get that sorted in the meantime. That one's done. Let's get this sorted and done with. You have plenty on here anyway. I take out the dog after i make the video. No need to rush, but get this over and done with.

I have like three weeks, or 21-days to get this sorted use up the energy. That's the point here. You see how this can build up from here. You have plenty and you get what is relevant about this. I have the tools i need on here.

It's dark but you can work on that in the meantime, or not. I can set up a camera while i do these things. Or run the video as i do another one. I see that. I can work both ways. 

Ok. Last line. This is the energy i feel. It's not anxiety unless i choose to experience it that way. It's just energy that i can use to get me going here. Use it that way. See it that way. Then you turn this into positiive. That's what happened there and then. 

awkward christmas different

 kids be visiting. We have a full house today but it's weird. This is part of growing up i guess. Leave it be. No insistence. Trust the timing. 

What to do today? Just be. Have the positive experience. This is vim. I can use something else. It's weird that they use these folks. Is it using them to advantage? It could be. But they were most likely told of what's happening. Otherwise it wouldnt be that way.

Do you have other videos to edit? I am looking into making player profiles. This way it's all fragmented and changed in every which way. Do you want to stick around to this.

I can look into it that way. There's a lot going on here. You simply do your best. Do the instruction manual. I'm not having lunch. I'm not hungry. But they are headed out to go shopping. Not my thing.

I'd rather have tennis but no one has replied to it yet. What else is there. I do wall. That's two hours. I do that first, then see what you get out of it. In the meantime, you can test out the contact lens. 

What can i do with this. I think i uploaded some skill stuff with these snippets and it got took down. I guess it's not cred at this time. It's not baggage, but something that's different. 

It's weird this way. I dont think there's neg in there, just animosity, not having seen each other a long time. This is the synchronicity. This is what i'm working with.

Leave it be for now. Just do this. I can make me some videos while they are away. Or i can go lao tzu. Do the tao. Do the instruction manual. Put it in your awareness. 

You dont have to with it away. It goes on in there and you'll know what to do. I can go to toilet after this. What do i want to talk about? These kids are adults now. This is what needs to be here. 

So you leave it be at that. Or not. But you get the idea. Finish up, do your edits and then you'll know what to do. Use the old videos. Edit the ones events that are upcoming.

This way it shows up. How come i did not use it. Because it takes longer to edit them this way. Is this something i'd rather do. It can be. Or ...i unsubscribe because the ideas there do not resonate with me.

I think i can look into those other things. I go for a second cup. But this video i wont be able to use for now. It just sits there. Work on the r1's. They get took down eventually at some point.

Do the round-robins. The latest going back to the oldest. The latest ones get taken down. Is this sport's related. It can be. But you'll get some good ideas later on. Or not. Ok then. Finish up.

These serve compilations are different. I think i went to sleep at around four. I couldn't at first. I'm not sure i want to go shopping. It's not my thing really. I can take a nap, work on these videos. 

I can do work on that new channel. I can do talks around here. It feels weird around here. The seats are there. But you get the idea. Finish up, continue on. Maybe they want to talk? They will ask if they feels like it.

Or not. I'm triggered lately. Just do this. You get how these things are. And it's not the same. It's never the same river twice. Why would you insist on that. Why did i respond that way last night.

fixed cmp in options

 i think i disabled auto-complete. Finally. That was a pain. I found the thing in options.lua and set that to a plugin that wasnt there.

Good thinking there. I was enjoying using this. And now i learned something new about my self. That if you got in the rabbit hole, you'll find what you are looking for. You have context. That's what is different here. 

I saved that on git and next time, it gets dl'd and you have something that works. That's the point. And it's still vim. You can still use the fundamental vim if needed. It's just the bells and whistles that come in handy. Like grep the dir.

And so it is. What happens now. I have that sorted until january. Next stop is that one. Then i start adding every middle of the week so we have something new each time. I'm not going to add more because they keep adding into it.

Add interesting matches. Start with that one. Then you build up from there. The ones that dont show up anymore. That's how you get these things sorted. It's because they dont have it in there. You have this one window to add power to the whip.

This way you are not doing much by effort. You are efficient and effective. That's the bio engineering thing here. You build into this. That options gets loaded and you get that sorted anyway.

How come it did not show up on there. I'm not sure how, but you see this anyway. How come they built a cmp for it. I'm not sure how but you get this anyway. I think i need to add a comment to it. Or not. You got this sorted now.

It's yours. That's the point. Do you need a sales funnel for that. That's what the business model is about. It doesnt have to rely on that one. Do the sales funnel. The product itself will be there. Can we do shopify?

If you have to at some point. Right now, you can do the join thing in the interface. This way, they have something on there that resonates with everyone. You get this into this and how come it's not getting into that equation.

I'm not sure. Have you set an apt price level for it. I think so. Is it worth going into that. If not, you have other options to consider. This is the way. You solve problems and you show the light. You are not showing the way. 

You are sharing the experience. That's the point. You can make a video on that and it gets searched anyway. You have this in point. It gets enough eyeballs and you are on your way with this. 

Do i go into that instead. How many for tonight? You have eight. That's more than enough already. You can go this way and that. One gets tired more often. You have two. I fasts until tonigth's dinner. 

And then we go to airport to pick up daughter. Aha. Interesting. It was good last night. You can let go now. Do the work now. This is what's different this time. What is that about. 

You get this anyway. You go inside and it's all in there. That's the thing. It's never about what is on the outside. You get that too. What is the product. It is getting better with this. 

Should i do something else. Practice lobs and shorts. Ok. Also top-spins. This is the path. How often can you practice. There's another socials tomorrow night. Twice a week is more than enough.

Do you need people for saturday? I can check that later. The two boys are out walking each other. These are good boys. You raised them well. You raised them as best you could. That's all you can do there.

share insights flow

 this is on vim. I can stop using neo because of issues there. I hardly use them tools anyway. It's fancy and all that but when things break down, you dont know where to fix.

And it's a lot going into that. At this time, i just want something that works off the box. This works and has worked all these years. I gave the new one a test-drive. It did not work with me. It's too much trouble.

So moving on. I'm looking into doing that channel. You do snippets for a while. Is there going to be voice-over? Or talking head. It alternates like that. But you get the idea. It's nice to walk-about and show stuff. 

You tell stories here and there. It gives context from experience. Can you talk about these things. I can put them there but scheduled one year into the future. I move this every year. Such that when i am gone, then the videos get published a year later.

This way there's something to move  the videos along. This is interesting. What's the channel going to be about. Perspective and sharing of eperience. I can do this and that. It segues into other things but it's about the lesson on there. 

How do you remove that one thing. This has worked for so long and on different env. I prefer this one. It's simple and very effective. Why bother changing. You have claude and gemma anyway. Ok. I'll stick with this then. 

But then again, i hardly do any coding anymore. The only times i need grep for dir is when i'm coding and fixing that thing. Why was i so triggered yesterday. I think it took a dive while training. I went into that explored that and the ego took over.

How what did i get out of it. Control. It's that one too when driving off the car park, trump said something i did not agree with. I think she did not agree with something either and tried to be democratic about it. 

What can i do now. You dont have to go there. Just let it go. Consider that as a drunk on the train that didnt know what's happening. Leave them to their ignorance. I dont have to correct everyone. Not everyone is going to be on that same train. 

It's monday. I dont have to do anything. It's going to be hot today. There's forecast light showers later. I can do that too. Why is that line on there. It is safe env and is it really. So much fear we have here. 

Will this shed light to the experience. All i know is that to learn something, teach someone else. Then you see. You learn something from the beginner's perspective. That's the point of the experience. You did not waste time. You got something out of it.

Now what. You use that experience. You share the insight. By acting and letting the flow move along, you get more flow. You don't dam the river to get more. You let it flow and you use it. Aha. Now you see where this is going.

Do i need to update these things? Only if you have to. I removed that thing. Is there a backup. Maybe you dont need it anymore. I can change this to random. It seems to show more of that series. Done that. Daughter arrives tomorrow. 

We have tennis then dinner with friends for xmas party. I can make reservations. But i did not get any comment not to. I'll make the reservations then. I have a final headcount. Can we stay in the club instead. We can leave later on.

But the meal is hot and it's nice to not have to worry about these things. It's been there a long time. Everyone agreed to it. Just move on with this. Can i email them for reservations. I can do that. Or give them a call. 

Let's do that when the y open. I can call some time around after lunch when it's not busy anymore. Or before. I can do that at eleven or so. Now you have stuff on your bucket. Let's use up the energy.

shrinking good stuff

 this channel is not sustainable. You can use it to grow audience, but it's not resonating. This is synchronicity telling you that you are on the path, but you need to take this other fork in the road.

Not other, but i am editing myself here. How come this one works but the other doesnt. What's the issue here. Edits were made but what seems to be the problem? Why not ask? 

You need to get a talking head in there to make it yours. You do not generalize. You simply go in this direction. This one isn't much. What then. Get out there and connect. You can do this and that, but how come it didnt get the ratings?

It did. It's up there. Why am i here. I am waiting. How to get sorted in this direction. Just be open. This one works. Why is that so. Look into it. Is it the same one? If not, why not take out everything else. What's common and what isnt.

I see what you mean there. Do the work. That's what this is about. You can look into all these other things. What they want to see are results of this and that. Now you see what you needs to do. You can't go there. That's the point.

It's too iffy. Can i look into that other one? Why not focus on a player? Add more into this. You can. Pushing in this direction then? You see how this works out. That one video did not have the rest of it. Plus you cant go there because it is content from others.

You see how this is relevant for you. Why is t there that way. I'm not really sure. Do the work. Use up the energy. What happened there last night. You broke into that. Is it something you can do more often? 

At this time, it's not. But you will look innto these things. This means i'm headed out elsewhere. That one doesnt have to be two words. But you get it. Just do this. See wat you get out of it. I got something out of it.

What's different. What's not. Can i do something else about it. Maybe this is what the creativity is about. Or i can do sometihng else. If not, you see why. This is real or not. But it does make sense.

Stay with it. I think the issue is seeing the ball. If so, you are at a disadvantage here. Take a break. A week is more than enough. Do so for a year. Just do this. Get to the other side.

This one i do not preferr. I prefr this other one. I think it's the one i have. And it's good this way. You want something you can do each week. One video a week. It doesnt have to be everyday.

What is the work then. This one here. How come i dont have rate on this one. It doesnt. I was looking into something else. I like that part. You can clean up outside. You put these things away. 

You clear this and build unto that. You can test the audio background. But once i'm there, i'd rather play. I can have a hit this way and that. It doesnt have to come from trump. Trump doesnt understand how that is anyway. Trump is full of local mind.

What then. Go your way. You do not have to be with trump. This is not invalidation. I am using this in a positive way. You can go this way or that. Why not be a self-trained someithng. You dont use i tthat way. Just be in this frequency.

You have something else on here. And now you know. It's a local park. That one is shorter. I am making progress on here. That one looks more like it. You can do something that's similar. Or something else.

Can you go this way or that. If not, what could you go into. Get out there do plenty of other things. I enjoyed that one, but it's this mess here trump. I keep blaming her. You need to take responsibility for your own life. And then you are.

teachable moment learning experience -- not lesson

 i havent writte pages yet. Had coffee. I'll have another after this. What's all this about? I dont know. Dog wanted to head out. But he was too slow getting up so daughter took off without.

That's synchronicity anyway. It, the racquet goes across, not what i've been doing all along. Doing so gives it pace and topspin. This is what i practice. Hingis' forehand exemplifies this. Let me rephrase that. Hingis' forehand is an example of this. 

I prefer to write in the latter than the former. So no need to go into that. Can i make a compilation of these? It can be a mix of both singles and doubles. And that these go through the years. Someone with the curiosity energy can deep dive into these. 

Let's try posting bits and pieces and see what you get out of it. I have several already. I can do wall, or just go practice tonight. There's not much on here right now. I can watch those others but i dont think it is relevant at this time. This one you wants to see?

I got side-tracked there. If it's a two word word, i hyphenate. This makes it easy to scan. That's how i'd read words anyway. It makes it faster. I haven't posted publised anything just yet. But i am exploring this.

I have all these singles matches i'm looking into. Should i announce this. Ok, that's off my chest. I think it's interesting this way. I'll volunteer for that subcom. It's interesting and i learn plenty in the backend. 

This way i can organize sometihng for the locals. You can rent a court for a season or something and it costs about a grand. Interesting. You dont need lights for it. You can run the comp on weekends late afternoon. Or you can rent tho whole thing for the tourney.

Interesting. I am learning much. See how you can get with this. You need to coordinate with the different clubs and whatnot. I got distracted yet again. Plenty come up when writing. That's the point why i write. I may have to open a tab for these ideas then explore later. 

But still, they are connected. It would be great to do these snippets. I'll make them, post and see what you get out of it. Itm, you have plenty on here to work with. Trust that it's all connected and you get what needs to be done here. 

I could have kept that open and let these things dl. But that's part of the insight, lesson or present. There has to be a different word for that. Lesson seems harsh, but there is.

Learning experience. Teachable moment. I can use these instead. Lesson feels like it's coming from the outside. Whereas the former feels like the seed was already in there. You just had to cultivate them a bit. 

What comes next. I think you see the point. You get this running and you learn and you use the experience. That's how you move on with this. I see what's happened there. He's in there let it be. You can work out other things.

And this too is connected. The connection was lost. It's like this with the ethernet port. Can you get fixing that? Or should i do a release reconnect? I can look into that. It's what you do with a hard-reset. Can you work with something else instead? 

I think you see what can be done about it. Ok. Moving on with this. If it doesnt happen, then it's perhaps not relevant. You work things out. You get into this grove. This one was the match with mariash. 

I can do a search on that. I dont see it. That's not relevant then. Go into this rabbit hole, see what you get on the other side. It's all connected and you scale leverage int othis anyway. It's myopic trump's way but mine works out.

If not, i get something out of it. With trump way, i have regrets, but still a learning experience teachable moment. I'll move on with this. The former is more personal. The latter feels more like a chore.

ideas going this way that

 i can place this constant, but at times it's best to let the window float for where the mouse is. Planning can be good, but tehre is insistence on the outcome. 

I would rather ride that wave...but then again, there are those that will think i'm being lazy where in reality it's tao. But that's just me. Let it be so. I gained plenty insights on this. Ride that wave.

We have lunch out, then tennis. I prefer that joint, or this one here. I am open to ideas every now and then. Did we head out to play last time? I needs to clear this first. 

Finish up then go. I have done this and can post later in a moment down the line. The shots seem lost. You haven't practiced that in a while. But i have my forehand. It's the glasses contacts that shook things up.

And i learned much in this process. So i put this in my awareness. I see the insistence on the outcome. The awareness alone is positive. Doggi-boi didnt like that gyudon. What was it then? 

Not sure. But i dont have to know as it's not here. Maybe it's not relevant at this time, but this. I am testing out ideas, and this morning, i revert back to this. 

I'll test that one out with one video or another. But you see the clarity on here. How do you make this any more different. Change the theme behind it. How? You can do plenty slow replay. How do you rephrase that.

I'll look it up later. But it's the scale that appeals to me...resonates in this way and that. What then. We have this coming up. See how it works out. Trust that this is connected for you. 

If that's the hit you get then it's alright. But if it goes the next level neg, you make it positive. That's the point. Reuse this, or make something else. 

I see what you mean there. Now you know. If you were in this space, you'd see what is relevant for you. I dont have to guard this. That's a negative. I simply walk away from it.

You see how it's different then. I get it now. Leave it at that. Now you see. What happens now. Rest monday, but we can do practice that time. Tuesday, not sure who's playing.

Leave that for now. Forget about it. Focus on something else here. Why would they want that. You cant bring that up because it's not relevant at this time. Simply do this. Get to the other side.

What comes next. You use up this energy. That's when you know see what comes next. And then you know. Then you use up the energy in this way. She cant run much so you see the situation.

But is that relevant for you. Practice long and short game. Focus me more on the short. Like that idea from golf. What happened to that channel. You put out ideas that resonate with the small pond. Aha.

There was another term for that but it escapes me now. I have tennis today and tomorrow. I can do two sessions, but yesterday i was tired from the match. At least i get to practice everyday.

And that counts towards a lot. You resonate in this way. How do you get to that level. I'm not really sure. But you see what's possible. Now you go in this direction. 36 break then 3 days.

positive in dark

 i suddenly got the something to wrie. I am editing these matches and got something there. What is this about.

I just woke up from nap. I guess this is connected. But i was pushing acting like that. It's supposed to be difficult. From here you find your clarity. You shine your light. It's not that you are fighting, but allow and let all things fall into place. Shine your light in this darkness.

In all the negative, be a positive. That's the point. It doesnt mean it's going to make it easy, but that you shine your light. Be a positive experience even if it were just for your self.

I think i got something in that thought. Leave it be then. That even if others are negative, you choose to be positive. That's the point. And you see how all this works out then. 

How else can we make this. I can arrange for something else. This way, you see what's here nad now. What can we do here then. I'm not sure right now. But just be this. I dont think she's playing anyway.

But if she did, hten we have three? Four. We still short by one. I wonder how zoe is available? I think she is but she's not in my contact list. I'm not going to play this next season.

This is more than enough. It's not fun this way anymore. I can do socials. Create opportunity for others to play or do the comp in this way. You get the idea. What other way means can you get this working.

How come there was no call for that. I'm not sure. Maybe there is something else here for you. But and you get the idea. Shine the light. Be positive in all this. It's difficult. Be positive in this difficult times. That's the point.

Leave it be. They have it hard themselves and they dont know how to use it. They are do not have the same self-awareness level as something. And you get the idea. So you move in this direction.

Just be positive in all this. You dont have to preach in any way. Dog is great. I love dogs. I move this way then. You can make something with this. It doesnt have to be perfect. Just be in this.

Can you write something like this way. What's the point here. How do you get this insight across. It doesnt have to be solid. But it can be simple words in the screen. 

Or i can simply watch something. There's not much out there. You can make a positively good video. It doesnt have to be funny. It can be something like walter mitty. I like that one.

You get the idea. It's broken already. I'm not broken. This one is. And i'm forcing myself in this situation.. No. It's the synchronicity. It's telling me to stay put. There's something here for you.

Otherwise, i'd ride that synchronicity as far away as it will get me. I dont get why it's so dificult. Can i not take it easy. It's the wanting. Just be here and now. Have the experience of what is. Accept. Allow. 

I dont want to be here. I see your point. What then. Observe. Put it in your awareness. What would i have to believe is true to feel this way. Now you see. Now you have the experience.

How do i use this in a positive way? You dont have to do anything different. Being in awareness is different enough. You sit in this process. Use up the energy. That's the point. Now you know.

test this tao

 i'm washing my sleeping bag. It's the end of winter months ago--september iirc.  At around summer i wash it to make sure it's dry and mold free before putting it away.

Where do i stack this? I'm not sure. I turned off auto-cmp so the thing doesnt show anymore, but i have codeium running in the background. It still cant recommend words to writing and that's good. It wasn't made for this.

It is good when you are writing code. More often than not, the code recommended works and if i were using claude, i get similar code recommendations that work. So leave it at that for now.

I do the pages and then i get on with my day. I publish one for daily and another video for the weekly forward upload. I do this so that even if you get into that one, i still get video published in the weeks to come.

The target is to get them sorted over three months. This way i have new content each month, then go weekly then daily. I think that works out. Do this for now moving forward. 

What comes next. You simply go in this direction. I think you see how this is connected for you. I have headache? The contact lens seems to have stopped working. What's happening here. 

I'm not sure. Trust the synchronicity. This is connected even if it's not evident at this time. Just do this. I dont have to tweak that. Just sit here and do tao. Has it ever worked for you.

It quiets the mind, let the higher mind show me where the synchronicity is and to trust the timing. How did it work so far. I have everything sorted except for the wants. 

The needs are automatically there. To get this sorted, i have coffee when she's ready to sit down. But i can't share because the cup is full. Fool. Nothing comes in and out except for those times that comes from the outside.

So be it. I can leave it at that. I dont have to go in that direction anyway. I have everything i need in this here and now basket. You see how all this is working out then.

Yes it does. What happens next. You build the funnel over christmas. You fill that funnel and host local. From there, you build like that pond and grow a forest in the process. And this is what you do in the meantime.

Will adding water to the pond work? Will it attract insects and bugs? That's the point isn't it. Maybe i can create a channel around that. Aha. What's the one product then? I'm not sure right now. But you see how this grows. 

Let the tao show you where it needs to go. Right now, build the channel around building that sales funnel. Everythig will fall into place once you have that up and running. You host local and then see how it goes.

Ok. I have several here in this direction. Let's get going. You know see what you can work with this one. You can create that instead. I can build that. I have that in the works anyway.

Which tripod for desk do you use. I think the one that's already here. Use that and then see what you get out of it. Does it have to be in the local tongue. It can be. You build out from there depending on the outcome or what tao left blank.

You build the path by walking through it. Now you know. I get coffee after posting this. It works out all the same. Just do this. And then you have something already. 

everything on video

 it's just a front, but the intention direction process is to create content, make this grow my business. 

The ath process then is to continue, refine what it is i do. I tweak and improve. I get insights ideas and i put them to work use them. I have the experience in body mind and spirit. 

I guess all the wor comes from the inside. I wear less contact lens lately because of these glasses. I should have gotten them before, but how come i did not contest that idea? 

Now you know. I do not have to respond to that. Maybe that's how her process is. It's not relevant for me. And you got this. You know what's happening here for you. Now she forgot she was going to work out, or already did.

Just do this. Get to the other side. What comes today. Work through all this then. Just do this. I have that sorted. I have growth in that channel. But how come this one doesnt seem to be getting along? I'm not sure.

But you get this though. You have that much. Is it better to start off another. Not really. You have returning views on this. You then get things sorted to the other side. It's not entirely spot on, but it is headed in that direction.

Can you get that there. Not sure. I got upset? Not really. But it's good he told me about it. What are my options. I put forth my best effort advice. Now it's up to him to learn how to best respond and in a positive way.

It's everywhere though. Just this. You get to the other side but here at least you have the balance evident. It's kinda different as you see and you get that. What then. You can move to a different frequency.

It is this. People look after each other in this way. Imagine that growth trajectory. And people look after each other in this way. What happens next. You have everything in video if needed. 

If not. Just do this. I can do all that but if them be not responding in any way, i move on. I dont have to spend much time on that. How come it's not moving on along. I guess it's not being recommended in that way.

I can do something else then. Like what. Add more each day. Maybe it about eight minutes minimum. Add more if possible. I have much in the library. I can publish more today. 

You simply just publish more each day. You create then publish. It's a lot. You get that. Now you simply move on. Trust the timing on this one. You only needs to get going and you will see. 

I wonder how this one is doing. I can go check now. Being a ytuber, he knows about cpm as he is looking for ways to improve his channel. Ok. I guess that's the reason there. But he makes more than what i saw in this one channel.

How come the disparity. I'm not sure. But which one is believeable. I think the one i use now. Mine is not on that list because it's not there yet. But this other one has a projections to it. 

I can work off that. I am looking to finish these then have coffee. How come she works out early. Just go and do yours later when the timing happens. No meals until thursday. I have that planned out.

The next thing is to delay. Keep delaying. Do something else in the meantime. I can look up this other one. It is interesting and that much is a lot already. You can build on this.

pick up month

 this text editor now works seamlessly in the background. When i first got started, i was in the config tweaking testing different things. Now it just updates every now and then.

I have the ai tool in there too so it works like that, except for writing. But it's ok. I use it mainly for code. I felt a need to take a break from that and write something.

It's raining outside. Match today could be a wipe-out and i'm ok with it i guess. We can do a hit later if it's not wet. I got me some atp dunlop balls from yesterday. It's starting to pick up again. Let's get going.

Do i need to change the channel name? I can. But not right now. How much before you get this up. One month. I'll get to that level and it's going to be a month ahead of the other one. 

Get going. You have all the resources you need. Trust the synchronicity. I learned much in that way. You know how to make this work for you. The rx glasses are good for editing, but for comp, i needs to wear contacts.

There's a fish-eye effect on my vision. When tracking balls, it affects my perception. I guess i'd still wear those and that's all good. It's all connected. It's wet, the temp is below 20s but it's humid. We had early dinner out last night.

I did not quite enjoy the one i had, but the mango for dessert was just something. I dont have the word for it now. Delectable? Something like it. Exquisite. But these are adjectives. It'll be best to unpack them and use more easy words to describe how it was.

And that's the beauty of writing connected. You get these ideas instead of just relying on ai or the thesaurus. You paint a picture in their mind. I am practicing how to do this on video.

In video, you show, not tell. Instead of unpacking words, you unpack process using visuals. And then you get as many b-rolls as you can. You also use audio but do so in hte editing process. 

Keep it simple. You already know what to do. She's not having coffee as she might go back to sleep on the couch. If it were me, weekend mornings would be glorious and grand. Get to tha tlevel then. 

This segue is also part of the process. Now i have perspective and experience to match. And then i expand in this direction. What comes next. It's ok to show outdated matches. 

You have everyone else showing the popular ones. You dont have to join that. You can be big fish in this small pond--david vs goliath. That's a strong and helpful lesson for me.

I will get back to it. Not right now. Trust the timing. Now you have references to that and you know what to do. Trust that this too is process you are doing. Then you get that sorted. You'll know what to do.

I love enjoy those runs. You'll get back to that again. Plus you know how to grow a channel. You have three things going for you. I may cut back on the time doing runs. Twice a week minimum would be great. 

I love rides like those. It's short and i get around much. And we continue on from there. Just this. I know which way to go now. In the meantime, you grow into that beach cottage near the mountains. 

It doesnt have to be cold. Just grow a channel in that direction. You have access to an audience that enjoys these things. And then you expand from there. You know what to do. Let's get going.

planning xmas party

 these contact lens are nnot so good anymore. What can i do about these. The glasses dont arrive until next week. 

Maybe synchronicity is telling me to take a break for a while. It could be. Why not be ok with not doing anything for a while. It may be a few days, three. Then things start to shift. 

Ok. Let's try that. I sleeps. Watch videos, practice tennis. There's process involved in a number of these things. I know. What can you do about these things? Observe. Put it in your awareness.

It doesnt have to be fancy and all that. Just do this.  It's no longer about wide screen, but the story. People go for the story. What can i do about here and now. I see that i used that tech. I have fifty-one videos still in there.

Even if it were just 10, it's going to work anyway. I see that the priority then is to protect the pointn. Is it. Because it's a game of errors. It's a moving game. 

You can be so aggressive, but the opponent is conservative waiting for you to make mistakes. And you make errors while the other strives just to return the ball. 

I see the idea there. How then do you get to that level. I can check on taht. The editor is not yet available. Do nothing. Or i can test hat but it's going to give me errors. Leave it be.

Do nothing, as you know. It rains today even later. Do nothing. Let the phone charge. Go downstairs and practice. That's a lot on your list already. Take a nap when it's quiet. 

Spend time with doggie boy here. It's humid and we are doing something about it. Get to even this mediocre average level and you'll be all right. That's the point then. 

This one takes until feb. Nothing happens till then. This is the clarifying process. How do you tell a team-mate that they are too aggressive. Aha. That's the lesson for me then. 

Wait for balance then go. That's the gameplan now. So you are testing waters in the meantime. And it's ok that it takes too long. But you get the idea. You learns much from here. 

Is it about timing? It is, but that's just part of it. You get to this level. I think i adjusted for that and you can work something out. I sees what you means there. 

I can work on this here and then you build in this direction or that. It doesnt have to be right in the middle. You are going for quality. What's the story then. 

Tell them about this and that. I can do a series on bouchard. You won't find much out there about this. Then you expand in every which way on this. But you see the point. 

I dont want to have to monitor several channnels. But you can upload one each week for that. I see what you mean there. The chat is organisig a xmas party. 

That's what this group was made for. It's to bring together all these people and something. But it's working isnt it. Some have dropped out, but still, it's there. 

something's not right

 something doesnt feel right. Maybe i am sick? Look into this. Explore this. There's so much to do sometimes. Do the instruction manual. Refer to it when making decisions which way to go.

At the end of the day, you, the higher self and local will find what's relevant anyway. You're on hopium. Go into knowing. You know that what's happening now is what's most relevant for you.

I can live with that. Let it be ok. You get insights and ideas on how to use these things. I go this way so i can do the one hour golang. Once you've used up the energy, the frequency shits. There's nothing there. 

You ride thiswave of synchronicity and take it as far as it will go. That's the point. What about coding this here. What about that other vlog. Maybe i can work something into building this sales funnel. Maybe i can talk about these ideas and grow from there.

Maybe i can get input as to how or what next to do. People like to give their ideas. Maybe you can build a community around this where people come together and talk about ideas and experiences.

That sounds interesting. It's going to take a while. I can share tho code and is it possible to run the server local? Definitely. How much does it cost to do so. Else, is there something else i can do on here. 

Do that later. Right now, finish writing these. Again, i use golang to setu up a sales funnel, then build up from there. It can be a mailing list, or a forum. Or simply like a media server of sorts.

The audience can stay or do things idk. But the server feels like a next step or is that something to keep you busy. What is it that the audience wants? I can put advertising on the site or channel. 

This way it pays for the resources used in the cloud. Or not. You have this running anyway. How to make it secure is part of the learning process. Why is it hard to see this way. I'm waiting on them glasses. This is what's here and now.

Plenty happened in practice last night. Maybe that one is wrong. What would be ideal then. The nadal shot looks like it but i dont have the details. I'm not getting the same result. 

Keep practicing. You know how the learning process works in this way. You can work something out. It's going to rain all day. Practice is downstairs. I can take naps. I can have coffee. It's warm and humid right now.

I can set that one up. Check why it's humid in this way. Maybe there is something there i can learn. Or not. You get the idea. The clips should be no more than thirty seconds.

I think i can work with that. Is it too long this way. I can let go of control and let the imagination feed the ideas into these pages. I'm justa  conduit...the fingers that input through keyboard. 

So this is what i do for now. Can i turn on aircon or open that door. Hte door is more climate friendly. I can check things out and go from there. You know what to do.

This is why i check in on these things. You know which way to go with this. I can shoot video. Or i can do the code, finish it up. Once i have it up and running, i can make video? Or i can do so now.

Maybe i can use gai to help with this. I use the fiber package and build with react. That's the front-end back-end. But i can use templates from fiber. It comes with it. You can do the react thing once it adds input from user.

Aha. This ssounds interesting.

waiting for glsses

 leave it be. Stay in your truth. Live your truth. What others think are mostly their opinion. They do not have the self-awareness to see what's true anyway.

More often than not, they see the darkness ignorance not knowing as the light because that's what they have in their experience. And how do you know this to be true?

Can you live in this way? Go back to apply for these spots? You have it in you anyway. Who is that kid. What's he up to. I'm not sure, but he is sharing in that limelight.

This dog is bored. Comebacks. Why would you think that. You are not. That's not true. That is my opinion. Given what i've been through, it's not a comeback, but a process towards clarity. That's a definition that works for me.

Stay tuned listen to that, or create your own content? I think you see it that way. How? Just go in that direction. Test it out. It's what is trying to come through from you. 

No need to get into that one. You simply do this go in this direction. What happened last night? I'm not sure either. But there was this and that. I observe what's happening on here. You get what to do here.

I can go back to that. I can run postgres and the golang interface as server. You then have either react or bootstrap in the frontend. Do you even have to know these things?

It's just making these things and serve up things. Why not make your own then. Aha. It's not the money that's stopping you then. It's the project or idea not working out? 

Also it's not follow through when you encounter a detour. Now is that fact or opinion. It is insight i think. Right now i have a detour. What is a different word on there. 

I'm a mess. Is that fact or opinion? I see. It's not a mess. I am in a process. When it's dynamic like this, it's not in order as others percieve it. But everything in this process is in order.

Aha. Now you see. That's why you couldn't sleep last night. You had to read that book and get the insight processed while you slept. And now you have it in you. This brought up a number of things to your attention.

Now the ego mind has something to chew on. But not over-think this one. Just that it's now in your awareness. Do i go into that other one. Do you have time for it. Why not send the application, then work on the project business. 

You dont have to show the whole shebang. Just present this one and that, then pick up from there. Also you will be making changes to those so that it becomes this different entity altogether. 

Sure it gets flagged, but you can work this way towards and then it's a whole different shebang. That's the point here. How else can this be different. You can edit that out by spending more time to it. 

Those glasses will be refreshing. I've worn them a long time. Now you know. Now you see. You experience it and you ...it becomes you. Because you are the experience.

That is profound--you are the experience. The experience is you. And it doesnt have the garnishings of the ego mind. It simply is you and the experience. It's also synchronicity meshed with the experience. That's the point.

deciding by not deciding

 front-end dev is something i can bite into. Given a month, i can set something up and running. What about agency experience? That's something that can easily be sorted. Put your heart and soul into it.

Maybe make a vlog out of this. Talk things through during the day, shoot b-roll. By the end of the day, put them all together. It doesnt have to be fancy that way. Just this and that. I understand back-end anyway.

Most of these have already moved on to the latest tech or something. I'd be moving out. This feels downnstream for me. But is it achievable? You went down that path before and didnt open doors. It just did that way.

I did get one interview. This one went easy, but nothing happened. It just gave pains. And this is the second time this has happened. But how come the others stayed. It should have kept to this but it stayed. Why even leave them on.

There must be something to this. Leave this one up and about. In the meantime, there's som much you can do about these things. It's going to be hot. I feel that now. Maybe that's just an excuse. There's nothing really there. I sense that too.

It's time to go. I choose not to live in this way. Ok. That's decided then. What happens now. Talk to the kids. Head out. You dont have to see where it's headed. But right now, i cant stay here. That's what is evident for me. 

Why am i having this experience. I'm not really sure. I explored this up and down inside out...in every which way. It comes back to this. If you trust the timing and synchronicity, what is this telling you.

Now you see. Now you know. Let's get going here. Pacck up and go. Make that decision. She's not going to call it. That's how twisted the character is. Sad it took this long, but it's evident. You cant change that. You cant even change yourself.

People will see that anyway. You can build something in this direction. You know what to do. What happens next. Build in this way. You know what it is you do. You can do towards full-stack on php.

I dont think there's much on that. But i could be wrong. Have a look under the hood. This seems to be going nowhere, but it's better than the results i got from the tennis channel. Am i missing something here. 

If it were relevant, it's going t ocome up. Right now, you have everything you need. Trust the timing. You got everything you need to make it through. This is where you need to be, what needs to happen.

otu of contact lens

 test the idea insight. See where it goes, how far you can take it. But every step of the way, you give it your best.

In the meantime, it's all this. You get to this level and you see how it works out. They take on these athletes when they are young and grow from there. These are basketball stuff. And it's quite popular. But tennis is its own niche.

How do you get footage b-roll on that. You cant just walk to a park and shoot video. There has to be a different word for that. I can go there see what you get out of it. I think it's possible to get these images. But you want that as footage. How to do so.

Aha. That is a good question. The next question then is, when do you start. Now you talking. I dont think these ones resonate with you. But there's a story here. How do you find that story. There's plentoy of them out there. You just need to do work on this.

It is that workout on the ball of your feet like jumprope pads.  I dont know what it's caled now, but if i dug around much, i find my answer. Or the answer is there waiting. 

I dont have to look into these right now. But can you get better footage than this. It's all about that practice. Who gets the most ouf ot it because most everryone goes out to play. You see how you work on the ones you don't then you get that insight and use it to clarity.

That's why you dont go for wins. You go for clarity. Once you have that clarity, you are here and now. How do you get that tall. You stretch. You do yoga. You are always growing. The question is which way you go.

They are pinning on the next big thing. Is this where it needs to go. You see how this works for you. There's so much out there that it is unique to every individual, every account. Dont go for that one. Build on this instead. Now you know.

When will that be. I think you finish soon enough. Where is that court. Who is this kid. He's grown so much taller than these videos here. And when you get to that level, you keep going. You get that perspective. You use that to fruition. You take it as far as it will go. 

And then you see where to go next once you get to that level. You have four kids and they all go into the pro league. That's survival? There's a better word for it. I dont work in the meantime. This too is part of the work, process. You entertain ideas insights. 

Ok. Finish up then continue on from here. Those are great graffiti. You can find something on here and people travel in that way. Plus the local community is looking into these things. You get the idea. What happens today. We'll see how it goes.

don't stress--trust the timing

 insight from this morning is that it can be a hobby. It doesnt have to be great--just something that interests you. Rather than spend time editing videos that'll get strikes--go authentic.

Dont mind that pressure. You pressure yourself anyway. You know what works for you. Trust that this is what's relevant anyway. How then. You make it your own. What comes with this. Do razols. Btfgame is also something to emulate. Go for the old ones.

Maybe there is something in there that hinders the process. I go looks into that. What would it be. Those existing right now are more slams. What am i not seeing here. I am looking at these instead.

Ok. I may have to let this go for now. This conversation here is not the same as the one before. But you see how this works out for you. It means you need to let go for now. It's not because they have money and you don't. It's that you are not in your clarity.

Ok. What then. What now. Go take a nap. Take it easy. You have all this in place. Be in your clarity. Right now there's too much noise. You are over-thinking this. It's a hobby. Should i get a new hobby. What will that be about.

What interests you. I dont want to work with clients. It can be easy as this one and it's not? You get the idea here. What story are you telling on here. That one got a strike. You see that it's not relevant for you then. 

The others were let off. Finish these. That's one thing i can work on right now. Just write, put words in, then you can take a nap. Or make that fried rice. Be in your clarity. I dont know why that is. But you see where this is going.

She's not going to fight you about it. She won't go into confrontation. What then. I dont want to fight. I just want to be understood. What then. Understand yourself. Just be in this space. You can make something that's similar. Cook something. It doesnt have to be that there are a number of those out there.

This is to get you going in this direction. You then refine make improvements. You gain insights once you are on your way, started the process. But if you stay in the sidelines, it's not going to happen that way. 

What then. I need to publish one more video. Go with the old ones. Go with the videos that are not there. It expires in feb. I have all this to go through now. You can let go of that. I have pressure on this. 

I can choose to over-think this. Or choose to point downstream and trust that this is part of the synchronicity. To trust the timing in my life--this is where i need to be right now. Can i do that. I think i can.

body memory over-ride

 there has to be a better way to do this. I got the body fingers to pick up the pattern vim. It worked. But i cant remember. The body does. 

So i finish these then see what comes up. I should be on no mind mode. Then it comes up. Why did i stop doing this? I thought i can work something out. I was so derpressed earlier.

It's like waiting for something and in the meantime, things are in the dark. But the awareness is there. The presence is there. Connect with that presence. Quiet the mind. Pay attention. That's how you get through this. 

Not just get through as if waiting for the sun to come out. But be aware. Do the instruction manual. That's how you get through this. Do what excites you. I dont have bike. So right now, i works on the business.

I dont have ideas just yet, but when i get on a roll there, it all owrks out. Trust that this too is connected. I get through this and i'm ok. But i'm not going to wait. I use up the energy in a positive way.

Let's go then. When i get in that mode, when i feel that coming in, then i use it as a trigger to come into awareness presence. This is spelled with a capital letter. Presence. This makes it distinct from the regular and you know what this means.

Should i have that in auto-correct? Not necessarily so. At least son got his invite for the ceremony. He's past that. I use up the energy in this way. Just do what can be done and you see what you get out of it.

Will this work? Why not. This is what you do in the meantime. There are dozens of other videos in that library. I can work something out from there. Or i can build a different one. You get the idea.

And you go into that let the body memory take you there. I did that and then it's not worth it. It wasnt fun. And you get that. What comes of this then. Just do this. Get to the other side. 

If it turns then i enjoy it. But right now, it's not fun. You know what's fun, do this thing here and make it work for you. Do i have to put in everything? If it resonates with the audience then do so. 

In the meantime, use up the energy in this way. I already did my practice. I dont have to do another set unless it is something i look forward to. It was just too many thoughts. Now you know. Now you get it. I'l have another one.

insight saturday morning

 as i got up this morning, a thought or idea came up--tell stories. 

I think this is more permanent. You can craft a video, publish at the end of th emonth. You go for quality this time, not quantity. It doesnt have to be about you. It can be a simple story as 'your journey home'. Or the commute going home. 

It has everything on the storey circle, this dog is different. He sits and watch the world go by. He doesnt run around play like the other dogs. Is he enlightened? Every being is, but to a different tune. 

Create one video like this each time. You have a different story. Tell the story from this perspective. Then you have something new and unique each time you publish. It's a simple story. 

I go out to play tennis. Will i win or lose. Can i shoot video on there. Then you return update what happened. This is simple enough. Can i shoot video that way. I can look into it now. 

How much video do you need at each time. In the meantime, you show what it's like. It doesnt have to be like this or that. Everything will have something simple to it. You tell stories by showing, not telling. You unpack.

That's the point to all this. Some folks, they enjoy sitting back and crit make fun of the process. It's different doing the actual work. You dont just settle for the status quo. It's sad he's grown old that way. He's given up.

I dont have to criticize. I simply show what my process is about. I have this and that. I layer off to come to process. Then it's being layered in. That's the paradox. That's the process. I dont have to lecture. They already know.

And, this is the story. I think they need to create a ladder of sorts. This is what brings in the people. Hen you have something going for you. People come in to play there. That's the point. How many courts will you need. All six, two hours during the day.

Sunday morning sounds nice. We can create teams of sorts. Teams of two will work. Just as well. This way the round robins happen each weekend. You update the website for ladders and outcomes.

Aha. This is good. I think you can build on this. That's what all this story is about. You dont just say what happened. That's boring. You bake in the story as you go along. Now you know which way to go.

different frequency choices

 fasted on the second day feels way much better than short term gratis. The high you get is more intense, you have clarity in your thinking, you get insights--there's more there than i can think of right now.

For long term benefits, metabolic numbers are better, you feel good. You have faster reaction times and your body reacts better to balls coming at you. This means you play better tennis when you are fasted.

But why am i not going there. You keep using that pain. Now you know. Now you are aware of this. That makes it different. How to use this then. You set up alternatives. When you are in that frequency you set up different choices and you act on the ones that are relevant.

You use your awareness and you stay in that awareness. You dont go on auto-pilot and let the ego mind alone make the calls. You have the higher mind in the equation and that helps. 

What are my choices then. I can do yoga. I can do wall. I do yoga then do wall some time in the late afternoon. We play home the next two matches. That's a plus. 

When i choose to win a match i won. That was yesterday. I think i am not the same beginner anymore. Things are different. And the upcoming fast4 is going to be different this time. I look forward to it then.

Not all of them are able to play. Then you are open to new circumstance. People are coming in and you are able to play different. This is what makes it different for you. 

Do you need that thing coming up all the time? Or can i use something else. They have sponsors now. That helps them to act on opportunities that come up. She made it up to number two. That's a year of work on this.

You see the difference. You get to that level and then you find what's relevant for you. This way you heal better that way. What happens then. I have tea later. I bring my own and find that water heater.

Is there a different way to this. I can talk to people. That's different. Talk about fasting. And say that the next season is going to be way different than this. 

That one starts feb. I have ample time to finish this course. That is what's relevant. That is the exciting thing that's coming up. I resonate with this. I look forward to it.

wall practice tennis

 what if you were in that frequency dimension. What are you doing different? How is the experience different? You sense that shift inside of you? That's the point. That's what is real. Now you experience that and it all is connected for you in you.

That's what all this is about. It's always shifting. How do i do this different? Experience this different and in frequency. Aha. The worry is less and diferent. Again, there be more awareness into this. You can shift the attention this way or that.

But you get the point. You have this in place. And you can choose. Your choices are more a reflection of your clarity. And this is what the unfolding is about. You have more of this in place. You get the idea.

You can create a vlog about this. You then expand on what you are doing in this way. People are curious about how or what it is like. You then bring in a lot more into the equation. That one seems ok, but it isnt relevant really. 

You will find more perspectives that align better with yours. This is what you do. This is how you are relevant in this way. What comes next. You are seeing how all this is in place. You have this and then you continue on. 

I think you see what you are doing about this. It is different and this is less and more. It is narrow vertical and you are big fish in a small pond. That's the point. Thisis all david & goliath. They are both the same and different.

Again, this is the story schema. This is how you are using this. What is the video about next. Aha. You get a sense of who is behind the channel, making these videos. At least you see how this works out. 

I can make that. There is no tennis then. Things are always different, always shifting. And you ride this wave of synchronicity in every which way. I cehck back in a week. I have one more class and then we dont come back until it is febuary.

Is that the right way to spell things. And now you see. Now you have choice. I builds in this direction. You get what you can work with this. I can make selections about this way and that. You see here and now. I can work on that right now.

I see that. This is what you are here for anyway. If you needed more, you'll find it in there. Now you know what to do today. I can work with that set and carry on from there. Or not. I already am big in this way. Just do this. You have it here.

I finish another one. I'm just waiting. Aha. Now you see. I can go there finish that mail. Then work on thattest. You see how all this works out for you. I can do that too. We have comp. I go easy. I just do hits on the wall.

class no render

 i think i have optimised my system yet again. It was running sluggish, more so when access files from the libs. 

See how it goes. Also i am trying out some changes. 

Not that i am bending over backwards, but that the channel is growing and need to be more in line with these things. Some of the videos will not have audio to it. That's ok. I can use the ones that doesnt come with audio do something else about it. 

Or not. I got dizzy with that lunch. Is it something else? It feels like it somehow. What is this about then. I think there needs to head out. I can make me a bike like so. Or not. I have class. 

I got the enrolment forms sorted. I move on to the next one. We are at the end of the month. I am going to get that sorted tomorrow then. I do three then head off to the live exams. I think she's able to support herself with her winnings though.

Do i need to make videos with this? She's not able to sustain her wins not having reached the qf. If so, let it be then. Just observe. I dont have to make a fuss out of it. Just be do this here and now. 

I do walls later tonight. That was the meal last prior to fist. I resurface again friday afternoon, maybe sunday even. I dont think there's much happening on hte socials. I can work something out then. If not, do soemthing else. 

I dont have any message about that one. Leave it be. Once we have that in place, i can do something else in the process. Just be this and that. In the meantime, i go do other things. I build up the channel. I have two already. I can look into these and see how it goes.

And what are my options on this. I can do that one and do the commentary on top. This way i have slow motion on the ones there and then get that sorted all throughout. Or not. But you get how to make this work.

I think i've seen this one play. It's the one where she led and lost at the end. I think she goot injured along the way. Why is this here at line. I think i missed one line up above. Get that sorted.

It looks weird this way so i finish at this line. The error comes up later on. This here is the first set. I have class in one hour if you can call it that. Otherwise, i do something else. I do the wall after class. I am not rendering a video anyway. Maybe do that then.

out on the table

 you have no idea who i am now do you? And then what happened? I am thinking this out when it should be connecting to source, let the words flow. It doesnt have to make sense. Just let it.

What comes to this. Why would it be that way. You get that. You see how this is going. I have half an hour for this to finish. I can leave this at that, finish the ice cream then come back to it. When was the last time you had ice cream?

I dont think it's happened then. It's ok to be safe, but you hurt people. That's not how you get that sorted. That's not how you do it. And you play it safe and had no regard for others. 

That was in the past. What how is it different now. You see. You've learned your lesson. You behave in a different way. And all the cards are out on the table. It's everything that's different. You go down that path, you show who you are to the rest of the world.

People see that already. I dont think you will, but if you did, you were scum all along. Why would you want to go there for that. But if scum anyway, then you see. What is this one about. I think you see how this connects with you. This is the path i'm going down, but that harley did not sound like it.

I'd rather do a honda or yamaha. Cheaper, but if the quality is up there, then that's where you want to be. You get how all this is anyway. I think you see what this is about anyway. Can you see how this works for you. What can you do about this. Then you see.

This thing will finish in about an hour. I have four to go. I can wake up to that and see how things turn out this week. If so, then i create a different path. This is going to get the eyeballs. Then i get that in the place. 

I'll decide on that later. But for now, keep at peoce. You know what happens next. You are in this anyway. You can build into this or that. You get it though. What comes next. You simply get this sorted out. Why would you want to be in that equation.

I'm not sure why that is. But you know how this is. Do you want to see a video instead? It can go this way and that. You have this and i think we get this started after this one episode. In the meantime, i have this in place.

I think there's two lines to go. I think you see how that one was. I think that was the equation there. And it's been burning in the oven for awhile and you just had to take action in that direction. 

I see that. Can you live with that. How do you get this in the end you let go. I've let go. I use it as a trigger to go inside awareness. That's what is different now. It is a tool i use in a positive way. I think that's the point to all this.

easy wall last night

 i wants to play, but no one is available and i dont want to tire myself out for tonight's wall practice. I can go earlier, but that time from 8 till 10 is sacred and habit. 

What are my options.? Do something else. I'm getting tired of this what i'm doing. That's why i am writing. I am almost there. Just keep going. Honor the time between no more and not yet. 

This is what the practice is about. I had a good nap. It was deep and cold because of the air-conditioning. It was also surprisingly quiet given the work from home situation. I had a good lunch. It was a good feeding window for me. Then i take tennis tonight.

What are my options here. Do i move to japan? That's interesting that fishing village. It's small and beautiful out there. I can make videos there and if there be tennis courts, that place would be perfect.

Now you know where you're headed. Trust the timing on this one. You can build something with this here. Just do this. Get to the other side. You know what it is you are doing. If it says otherwise, then take that as cue. Otherwise, you do something else.

And still it is all connected in that way. I can go this way or that. I have class later and i am running out of interest in that one. It's fake. I teach myself. The teacher is there to make sulit the tuition you paid. Otherwise, you can learn much on your own through the internet and ai. 

Anyway...this got me going down this path. I see how this one here is connected anyway. This clock moves with the system clock. Amazing how that is. I use this in my own way. Or not. I repeats that. I can do something on here.

Take another nap still. Or wash the dishes? It never ends--the washing of dishes. That's practice then. You continue with that and you make a practice of meditation out of it. That's the point. 

I like the keyboard on this one. I bought this for my self. This is what it's like then. You knowhow to use this energy. Get going from here. You make changes to the video enough that it's a remix. 

It's very subtle though. But see how it goes. I can go this way or that. But if you dont try, how do you know what works . It's all a different perspective. You test and see what you get out of it.

I haven't written journal in a while. A few days to be exact. I get up and nott write but start work. I also work into the night. But if i am tired i dont. Last night was easy. I could have gone longer. I am getting in shape.

finished assessment, doing wall now

 this feels like old bag. Something like it. This is synchronicity. I understand what this is about. Trust the timing.

Do i make a video now or tomorrow? I'll make one after wall practice. This way, the head is clear. I can make one easy just to get something posted. Then i can work something out later. I tihnk i have enough china and wuhan videos to tide me over to next publish.

What then. I make pizza x 2, then head downstairs to do wall. She can microwave the pizza later when she gets home. In the meantime, this is what's relevant for me. I have one more video coming out tonight.

After this i have 24 hours to make the next one. I have teh weekend coming up. Practice early this morning was good. Positive feedback abound--most improved player they said.

That's ok. I made some moves even i was surprised, but i saw it and knew i can make the shot. I have pizza in the oven. I have another one coming up. From there i can work something out. Just do this. Finish up and see what you get here. 

I couldnt walk dog as it was light shower. But i know i gotta take him down. I wonder if brother took him out. He should. I was out all morning. He could have taken him out by then. 

The contacts are acting up again. I can remove this for now, let it run the other way. At least this has time to simmer in the pan. I can do that. After this i do that. I can do that while the pizza is working. I think you see how this works. 

It looks promising. My views are above average. I can do a search on that. You have that in the works this way. I think the feedback there is useful...i can make something with it. Then it was a positive experience.

What comes next. It was a year and i paid the price. I paid much more than that. I get that. What happens next. I think he'll have the pizza later but just leave it on the table. 

Or i can put it in his room. But then again he wont eat it anyway. Just leave it there then. I dont have to accommodate hers. She has choice. She eats ...but i feel let down by that. 

I know. But this is part of the experience. Leave it be then. You learn more about yourself this way. I dont think there is practice on there but i can do tomorrow. Or not. I have match on saturday. 

redirect is postive negative. up to you

 this is pointing me in a relevant direction. I be starting my channel apart from the tennis one. There could be issues down the road, unless i create content that's sort of this but that.

How to do that. Instructional videos or something. Maybe put something on there that makes it different altogether. Or maybe i can look more into it and see how this works out. But i'm not going to wait until that's here. 

Get working on this now so it becomes resonant with this relevant. This is difficult but a challenge. This helps me grow. Does that mean i'm wasting my time? No. I am learning. This points me in the direction i am headed anyway. 

What then. I leaves shortly. Dont put too much on that reusing content. Just evolve from here. Maybe do one of those challenge thing then see what you get out of it. Or maybe something else altogether. But dont put too much time on that. 

I have improved my editing. Next step is to create content that's relevant for me. This means i head out with the camera and shoot footage i can use. I used to go around that place a lot. That was useful content. And things change fast in the city. It's like a growing thing.

You can maybe do something in that regard. But still, you see how this works out. I like that i learn much from that channel. You can build this way but it is still the same thing. What are my options here. 

Do another one over. It's going this way and that but if it's only like that what gives. Is that one making money. Iirc, it isnt. Then you need to do something else. This is a wake-up call. You get to that level and see what you get out of it. Otherwise, it is that red flag and it's not going anywhere.

Ok. I see that i can work something out on here. I heads out anyway. I dont have to build in that direction. But i did learn sometihng out of it. At least my head is busy with things like this and i am learning much. 

If you were in that space, how would you work sometihng out. I see what you mean there. That's why i did not go there yet. There were questions not answered and now i get it. I see which way i dont have to go. But not sure which way to go. Just take baby steps. 

Slow down there or stop altogether. When you do this then you have something else. What comes next. I'm not really sure. Maybe do some motivational videos. Put things together and then you can work sometihng out. 

Do your own voice-overs. Do talking heads. That makes it different. And then you are creating different and you are building this way. Can i delete everything and start over. I think i have been here before. Dont stop. Continue but in a different frequency.

clarity ride the wave

 i'm done on that side. It's not me anymore. It's different. But why the anxiety? It's the unknown. The ego mind seeks a foothold in a deep ocean--instead of knowing being in clarity.

What is clear is that you are the ocean. You float. You dont need a foothold on the bottom because that will only put you in one state. When you float, you go farther faster more efficient and more effective. This means the wave will take you where you need to be...where it's relevant for you.

How do i turn off that thing. I just realised i changed that. Aha. Stay here then use that thing. That's an insight right there. How come i wasnt writing all this time. Should i turn off tat thing? 

I dont really need that but leave it on right now. Ride the wave. What you went through is what's relevant. As you saw recently, you are using it in a positive way. You won against good opponents because you worked as a team.

Now what. You move on with this. I think i see why that is so. It's old and safe. They anchor themselves down with pre-conceived notions that no longer works. And this is why it's not relevant for you anymore. 

Ride this wave. You know what's going on. You understand how this works. It doesnt have to make sense. More so, you dont have to explain yourself. You play. You give it your best. You understand these things. 

I think i see how this is one-sided now. You get that. It's time to move on from here. What comes next. You simply be. You go in this direction. You can be or not but you understand these things. It's what is relevant for you.

And you get that. You have momentum already. You see how this is turning out. Now you get where this needs to be. I can do that and this way you get what comes next. I do the muchova tribute. Then i can work from there.

The thing is is that it's more eternal and people will come back to that. You get this. That's what makes it work. Why not do a doubles and then a singles. I can work with that. You see how this works. 

Focus on players that do doubles. This way, it is connected to what you are doing here. Then you can build in this direction. It's not entirely about that fan thing. But it is kinda in that way. 

And you get what this is about. They see that. They sense that. Rather than being that, you get what you can work with this. Let's get to this level and understand no resonate with your higher self, your complete self. 

prepared this time

 why not give yourself ...your Self, a chance this time. You've had experience on here. It's like growing a farm, a business. It uses the same principles. This time around, it's different. You have more awareness in this.

If that happens, then it's for a good reason this time. I can let go at that. It's good we had tennis already. It's four in the pm and it's dark and heavy outside. It's going ot rain more. We have tennis tomorrow morning. This one i enjoy doing.

I enjoy almost all of it actually. Except i guess for the ones with the beginners on it. I get how it feels now why they the more senior players i know,  dont want to play with noods. 

What can i do about it. If there, then so be it. Even the most senior one i now see as noob. I gained much in this process. I'm not sure if i can win one to one, but maybe i give them a hard time and i learn more in the process.

I have more than a dozen videos uploaded. Continue with this. So far so good. What's it going to be like in a year? Aha. That's the next video to make. This time though, i have a lab i can do and have two channels going for me. 

I continu on this path. Do i go back to dev work? I can. It's a hobby. But it's been taken over by the content creation thing--make youtube videos. It's big. You can get something in this. 

And i have two this time. I have much and i have training experience in this regard. So it is all connected. I dont have to have clients this time. Maybe advertisers, but it's more than that. It's why they dont want vulgar because of the ad.

So you can leave it at that. This video is about fifteen minutes long. That's all good. I can use this and once this works out, i can add others. It's all here and now. Do i get a diffferent one. I can go for it.

Or not. For now, finish up then do the dishes. I did take a nap earlier. I fell asleep. Just like that. I did not even notice that i did. This is process eaten. What's happening here. I think it's the video editor. 

What can i do about it. It's the ram that's being used up. This one is lighter. I can use it more often, more so with just pages. I'll use the other when we are not processing in the background. This works now. I can move on?

One more of this then i can move on. Clean the toilet, wash the dishes, publish videos. That's the routine for the weekend. Also wall later tonight. It's the last thing i do . I have much. I do jump ropes with the wall practice. I am ready.

coming up with ideas

 ok, how to do this. My head is engaged and churning ideas, connected. They want to convert. Build up the audience and convert on a regular basis.

I think that's what the problem. They want to build the business into a global brand. HOw do you take them to that level. You find the common problem and focus the message on that as you go along. 

HOw do you communicate that to them. There you go. Now you have context. You do jimsway. HOw to urs? You have direct response. You know how to research. You know how to create content that is focused on solving that problem. 

Now you have ideas for the channel. Now you have something to talk about and vlog with. You build the channel in this context. It's the quality of the ideas. It's not just copywriting. Anyone can claim they can do that. 

But you solve a problem with consistent and focused jimsway. That's how you get to the other side. I have coffee process and have a go at this. I dont like to use attack but to focus my resources to address the issue. 

There you go. It's all about connecting and coming up with solutions to this issue. And you get that. These two are ahead and seem to be celebrating the final. That's when you let up. It's the attention. You divert the attention and change mental game.

But you bring it back. You can talk about these things in this way. You saw how that is. Now you have resources on your own this way. What happens next. Now you know see both sides of the equation. Now you see. I think that was the message she was trying to send out.

Ok. Now that you have it, what point is there to build up ? Where did that come from? It's the issue i've been going through all this week. You saw some things that did not sit well with you. You explore ideas and see what intuition brings up. 

That's how you connect. But i dont have to address that anymore. I choose otherwise. I choose relevance. That's not relevant for me anymore. And now you see. Now you can build with this. You can go in that direction see what you get out of this.

HOw to use that then. Now the attentnion is shifting. HOw to get this one instead. You have this idea of building a platform for the community. This might be opportunity here to build a complete solution. 

If not complete, you are building towards relevance. The ideas will come. Simply do the next step. What comes next.right now, there's not a lot of content coming through. This is time for catch up. I can include snippets every now and then.

publish issues gain

 like everyone else, being right is not a constant. I dont have to invalidate the situation. Only that it's giving me feedback reflection as to what is. 

We're just waiting for these two to wake up, then have lunch out. She's going to look for weekend work next year. It doesnt work for me that way. If i were to have a side-gig, it's never going to be a second job, but a business. 

Again, if you knew me, i believe in doing something that scales up and has leverage built-in to it. A job seldom has this, unless it was similar to that job i had back  in the day. But that's all different now. I can go back to that and the energy has shifted already.

What happens now. All cards are out on the table. You know what to do. I dont have that baggage, but it is a different baggage. This time around, there's awareness in this baggage so it's not the same.

I use it as a trigger. The trigger works as a trigger for something else. The wound is not as painful anymore, but it's there. It's just different this time. I can use it now in a positive way. Can you talk about these things? That's not minutes but seconds. 

I think there is music there that might cause issues. I will edit that out if it does. Otherwise, i go ahead and publish content so i am done with the day. The video is now being processed. Is there anything good to see from yesterday? I think so. I saw one or two.

But i'd rather empty the cup for now...somehow meditate on this. I ran yesterday last night after tennis. I did three km and felt great. I can run everyday, but is that worthwhile. Should i be doing tennis instead? I can. I do alternate tennis wall practice with jump ropes with running. 

I get slow intensity burn on the wall practice as i build up ...the snippet did not pass checks. I am doing edits, do another render. If it still dont work, i'll have a look at the video later make further edits. For now, continue on. This would be interesting but see what you get out of it. 

I have two that's finished. I'll do a harvest check on these after i post these. For now, just be with it. Why will it work this time? Because i did my checks. The only issue is when you get there. But why did i not continue back then? 

I'm not sure. I have mental health issues. I got baggage that's weighing me down. I'm different now. I can check on that see what you get out of it. The usual isnt there but i can make changes. 

Worst case scenario is that this takes about an hour and a half to render. I can take another nap. Or start on the next project altogether. I have several in there already. Maybe it's too long. I can edit these to make it shorter, but i need to see where it's getting snagged in the check.

one percent better today

 am i obsessesed about this game? You bet. It's who i am. HOw do you unpack that. I play tennis pretty much everyday--whenever and whoever invites me over, i play.

If the other is better or a beginner, it doesnt matter. I get out hit balls with them. If i lose i learned something. If i win, htat's a bonus. I still learned something but i see the reflection of my effort. Fruits of my effort? 

It can be that. But it is more insistence or expectation on the outcome. I hit balls because i like how a good hit sounds like on my racquet. I spell it that way because racket could mean like a gig or something temporary.

Racquet is a tool of the trade. It's a tool for a craftsman. Maybe this is what i'm doing, crafting points. Aha. That's interesting. Getting the racquet to connect hit the ball a certain way to get that pop. And when you hear that pop during a match, that's reward enough for me.

Like those. That guy played well before i did, but look at where his serve is right now. There are other players look at where their shots are. Maybe i'm obsessed and have time for this so mine is different. But that's what obsessed is about. You make time for your craft.

It's not about hard work. You can go out there and work from nine to five like millions of people do. But when you are obsessed about it, every hour you put in is an investment. Every day you make it a point to come out of it better...even if it's just one percent better--that's what i'm here for.

And i put this obsession on my channel. It's how i create videos. This is what i do now. Maybe do a compilation of doubles matches for these players. Different ones for different opponents. See you got an insight there.

People want to see how others play. That's the point to it. You can create these and show how this one is different than the other. Publish one video everyday. That's the point. That's the outcome for the day. That's the habit i'm building on here. 

Then i market the library in this way. Maybe come out with specials every week. That is something worth doing. Then you have thousands each week, each month. And it's passive. And it scales up and down with leverage. 

You then come out with a book. You explain the bio-mechanics of the game. HOw you can leverage skills with the geometry of the court. Mental toughness and game. You can talk about these things.

It's not that you make it happen. It's that you quiet the mind and let training shine through. That's what you are doing here. You do not rely on the motivation. Quiet the mind. Let your training take care of it for you. The higher mind is there guiding but it is quiet in there. You just be.

HOw do you get that out there. You see so much out there and see how this is. There you go. Now you have more in the list. Finish this one then add more to the equation.