i wants to play, but no one is available and i dont want to tire myself out for tonight's wall practice. I can go earlier, but that time from 8 till 10 is sacred and habit.
What are my options.? Do something else. I'm getting tired of this what i'm doing. That's why i am writing. I am almost there. Just keep going. Honor the time between no more and not yet.
This is what the practice is about. I had a good nap. It was deep and cold because of the air-conditioning. It was also surprisingly quiet given the work from home situation. I had a good lunch. It was a good feeding window for me. Then i take tennis tonight.
What are my options here. Do i move to japan? That's interesting that fishing village. It's small and beautiful out there. I can make videos there and if there be tennis courts, that place would be perfect.
Now you know where you're headed. Trust the timing on this one. You can build something with this here. Just do this. Get to the other side. You know what it is you are doing. If it says otherwise, then take that as cue. Otherwise, you do something else.
And still it is all connected in that way. I can go this way or that. I have class later and i am running out of interest in that one. It's fake. I teach myself. The teacher is there to make sulit the tuition you paid. Otherwise, you can learn much on your own through the internet and ai.
Anyway...this got me going down this path. I see how this one here is connected anyway. This clock moves with the system clock. Amazing how that is. I use this in my own way. Or not. I repeats that. I can do something on here.
Take another nap still. Or wash the dishes? It never ends--the washing of dishes. That's practice then. You continue with that and you make a practice of meditation out of it. That's the point.
I like the keyboard on this one. I bought this for my self. This is what it's like then. You knowhow to use this energy. Get going from here. You make changes to the video enough that it's a remix.
It's very subtle though. But see how it goes. I can go this way or that. But if you dont try, how do you know what works . It's all a different perspective. You test and see what you get out of it.
I haven't written journal in a while. A few days to be exact. I get up and nott write but start work. I also work into the night. But if i am tired i dont. Last night was easy. I could have gone longer. I am getting in shape.
