get that sorted

 i'm headed out in half an hour. I finish writing. Does it take that much time? Can i bring the bike? Why not bring the bike? 

You see how this works for you. Where to put it. I'm not really sure, but i can put it at the back or something. I think i can break it apart then put it at the back. I think that should work. I can put it short max then have it at back.

Where to park. The usual, or put it by the entrance where it doesnt get in the way or something. This way i have more options. It's always about options. I dont go there when i need to.

Is that the life i want for me self. No. It is the video itself. You can make videos on just about anything. This game is different. She's not as hot a player as touted? It's the inexperience that's working against her. Now you know how to work this out.

Maybe do mixed doubles and you get to that level sooner. Is it that issue. If so, i dont have to be there. I can choose. I have choice every step of the way. You dont have to be there. Just be. No need for insistence on the outcome. 

Spring is here. I got past that winter of my life. What was i doing last summer. I'm not really sure how i made it through. I did go through that. I think it was all tennis. Continue on this path then. This is what works for you.

Ok. Choose sb. Do the im. That's the game plan here. Have the experience. Be in the experience. Do you want to go in that direction? How come a number of applications are not available. How to make this work for me.

I can do arch linux. But then again, when things break down, that's an issue i need to go through. It takes a while to get through that. But now you know. Now you get it. I can have two running on the background.

Or not. You get the idea. That's a nice dog on there. They can be free running around. But this here is too much noise. I dont have to be on there. You get the idea. It is the poison you put into it.

And you can always work something out. It is the energy you use it up. That's the point t oall this. I bring that along with me see how it works out. But then again, it's all about choice for me. 

I can head back get that sorted. But i may have to go through all that again. Or not. Just do this. Get to the other side. I always have choice on this. I dont think i need to  go there. You get how this is connected. It is this and that.

Let's work something out in the meantime. It's not new shoes every season. You get where this is going. That's plenty to go through. You can edit this make it work for you. 

I've been there before. You can be in here and work something out as well. Or not. You get the idea. It is this and that. You see how it can work for you. In the meantime, just do this. Finish up. 

It is interesting when you live there. But if i need to travel to get there, it's not for me. I can move there if need be. You get the idea. It's time to move on. This is impermament. I have choice every step of the way.

Ok. Leave it be at that. Have the experience. That's the point. When it is in your awareness you can work something out instead. That's why it was there. You get the idea. It's not that you were avoided, but she did not want to be read.

There's plenty question marks on there. Leave it be. This is what's relevant for you now. You get how this works. Let's get going with this. I can choose this way or that. Do you need something on there. 

story back here

 so much insight coming through. It's not what you do, but you being the experience. That's the only reality because it isnt real.

Us open starts today...started this morning here in aus. I have much on my playlist. I dont see schedule for doubles atm, but it's there. It gets busy much later on. I have plenty on my plate right now. 

I drive her to work. My foot is better. I plays tomorrow. It is being in the experience in this way. I dont have to go there. What's that noise. I think chuchi is under the bed. He slept there earlier. He woke me up at dawn.

That was underspin on the ball. It was a curious way to spin. Now you see it. That's how much it works its way into it. That was topspin. You have much to experience here. It is all part of the process in you.

I am not the same from last year. Things are way different now. Do i want to stay or go. It doesnt matter. It's my experience that matters. With it comes the definitions and energy that go with it. It's the holy trinity. So much has been removed to make the connection through that.

But now you know. It is in your awareness. What happens now. I can wash these two then use the other ones in the closet. It's getting warm anyway. Summer be here soon enough. It's all connected. You get how these things work. 

Now you know. It's in teh old videos and you have this in place. But you get how it works out. You dont have to go there just do this. No need to be in that space anyway. You know what this is about.

What happens next. I drive her over. I heads out. I make videos. It doesnt matter that one. I have this instead. Do you even need to get going in that direction. Where is chuchi. I think he is sleeping or getting comfy under the bed.

I could have asked for my thing but then again, i can work something out later on. You got this. You know how this works out. Trust the timing on this one. There is so much anonymity on there. I know. It doesnt resonate with me totally. 

What then. Use up the energy. You know how things work out. I think a match starts in an hour. I dont have to see the live action. It's there. You get to see it much later on. Where are these courts at? I have match tomorrow. It's not the same. 

Things are way different now. Do you even need one. I dont think so. It's not the same. These are morning pages. I woke up earlier. It doesnt matter what time. It's that ability to connect right through. It's the being in the moment connection.

And you have it different now. You can move expand forward in this. I can get ice cream tonight. It's a weekday. I can get palabox ovker the weekend. What's dog doing. I need jacket but it gets cold. It's chuchi under the bed.

Finish up then continue on. I have much energy to work through. Use it up then it shifts right away. It looks similar but it is an echo. It's already different. It is the sub-atomic particles. You have this in your awareness. It takes different. 

It is but it is similar. You got this. Do you need the story back there. Not really. It's in the past. You have everything in the here and now. There is a difference on there. People can see sense what it is. 

This sensing...how does it work. You quiet the mind. From there you get to see how it works out. You can even see when it's about to double-fault. That is something else. How do you get there. 

You go through much and you see. I think you know see how this works out. I have it in this regard. Just use up the energy in this way. It can be that, or it was a lesson pointing you in this direction. You decide. Your choice.

insight choice not limited

 this test. It works. I feel different? It's not that i need to keep that in, but that i dont have to. I can choose to put myself...my self first. I am free. Why would i restrain myself into this limited something.

I have choice. I dont have to be the consequence of that. The universe will balance itself out. I dont have to make that happen. This is one lesson you wont get from the outside. This is context. And now you know. I have this. I get out. I continue on.

It's not the same river. I gave it a year. It's not the same. If it changes then i ride that wave. But i did not waste time. I learned much about my self. And now i stand on my own two feet. 

This dog gets excited with all the dogs outside. It's early anyway. That dont have to go there. The thing is, i limit my self to be with you. And now i'm free. Why should i feel sorry for myself. I was angry but it's grief really. It you were not worth it. I learned much in the process. I dont have to limit myself anymore. 

That's what i got out of this. If you do not choose to invest in this, i dont have to be here. I dont even have to invest in it anymore. It's not the same. You took a huge big withdrawal. I dont think i have to put in anything anymore. 

That's the point. Why do i feel negative about this. Now you know. This is the lesson here. Now you are free. I dont have to. Everyone knows who you are. Even if no one knows who i am, i am fine with that. The people that matter knows. 

That's enough. I can live with this. I can move on from here. What is this coming through. I have much insight on this now. That's why it had to happen. This is the point. Everything is here and now. This is why i write. I dont have to limit myself into that. 

I can move on with this. I dont have to do anything else. What comes next hen. I'm not really sure. But where is that headed to. I think you see. Maybe they are going to motorway. It gets back into this. I have two for tomorrow. I dont think they'll get to chemist on time this way.

Unless it's at coles. That one closes much later. But still they needs to be on the way now. That was a long time out. That's an achievement already. Things are different. But i can choose. It's all out on the table now. Where is that headed. They are headed south. Where is this going. I'm not really sure. It's near docklands.

I dont have to concern myself with that. I have freedom. This had a reason. Now i use up the energy. I have insight on this. I dont have to go there. Or not. You get the idea. That one showed you who they were. And you have much in this way.

I know. I see. What comes next. You build in this direction. I think you get where this is going. I get that too. This goes on until november and then you move on to the next one. Can i get something going with this. Or not. You get the idea.

I dont have to keep that in. I alone have value. That's the point here. I am more than enough. I think you know where that is. It's time to get back. I have more than enough in there publish everyday. It's on the motorway in that regard. They have car now. Where is it going. 

I finish up. You have much in this regard. What are we having on here. I'm not really sure. But i dont have to watch that all the time. The indifference is there already. Are they lost? I dont think so. I had the whole day to my self.

That's enough. I have healing in this way. I dont need to be there. That's why i felt this way. The local mind did not understand the immensity of the context. I get that now. This is insight. This is guidance.

Where is that going. Not really sure. I think they have car. They have covered much distance in that way. If she goes south, i have reflection. You see how this is connected. I dont have to go there. It is not mine anymore.

I get the meaning into this. What now. Where is this place. It's out there. Where are they going. I can message them soon as i'm done here. I think they have stopped where is that place. Not sure. Maybe near motorway. 

injured healing visualized experience

 i just think that's weird, but that's in the past. What got to that. You see how it's valued but that is her reflection not mine. 

Still, it is feedback. I dont have to base my definitions on that but you see how it was. You have choice now. Things are not the same. Fwiw, you have the edge on here because you have choice.

Everyone has chice. It's the awareness that's different. And this you know. This you understand. Go from this knowing. Have the experience. I can play but i think it's best i rest this up. 

What then. Simply use up this energy. I can play friday. It's best better to rest up then go full on next week from here on. Now you know. Now you have choice. It's all about choice. That is the abundance. Aha. 

You see the trifecta? I have all three. I've always had all 3. And this is in my awareness still. I'm waiting for a reply. If this pulls through then i can work something out later. If not, i still go and see how it works out. 

You have more leeway in this. And you are aware of this. Now you know. You get how this works out. Finish this. Explore this path then. You know how this is connected. What was that noise. 

I give myself choice. Always have choice. If none is evident, i dig around and see. I always have choice. This is the abundance. This is the energy. You get this. That too is choice. You can go this way or that. You get how this is connected. I rest up then continue on through the week. 

I can go this way or that. I thougth it was good but i guess it wasnt. I had this through the weekend. What happened sunday. I didnt play sunday. I was injured still. This is concerning. What can i do here. I was ok those two days.

Ok. Let's rest this up then. I can work something out. In the meantime, you put your energy into it. This is an example and you get to practice given the context. You work with this energy. You get how it is connected.

I dont have to struggle with that. This is insistence. You only shine the light, put it in your awareness. That's the work involved here. I am moving in this direction anyway. 

What now. Finish up then continue on. You get this. It is by resonance and reflection. Do i need to get those. I dont think so. Just do this. Finish up then continue on. You know how all this works out. What comes next. You finish up and see.

I think i can work something out in this way. If you go then you can be. If not, do something else. You get how it is connected. I'm not going to be part of that clique. It's not part of my definition. But you have reflection on this. 

It's your energy anyway. These matches are interesting. Do i search on this. I think i can work something out. It's already in there. Do something else. I can find me something that's relevant. But in the meantime, this is what needs to be here. I dont have insistence. 

It's there, but i dont put much energy into it. That's the response. That's the choice. Do i put energy on win or something else. Now you get it. Do this instead. Build the energy around this.

Do i wall today. I dont have to. Give it time to heal. It's about healing and there is time and space. But you get how this is. Now expand in this direction.

Finish up then continue on. I have all this in place. Them legs are so lean you can identify the muscles on there. It's the reflection. You got this. That's the ideal weight then. Let's resonate with that. Use time and space.

not the same river

 i'm messed up bet the awareness is in there. It's part of the process then. The reflection gives me feedback. I am using this in a positive way? Am i integrating this? The awareness makes it so.

What happens now. I dont have to know what happens next. Only that i point downstream. I choose my state of being. I choose how i experience this. That's the point. Xpc is now the thing in here. 

I am using this in a positive way then. This dog is cool. I enjoy being with this dog. Stay in this vibration. Do i want to go with her? I can choose not to. There's something off about all this. I have choice then. 

You see how triggered you are with that frequency. You can choose differently. I can go there ahead and spend time this way. It's not about you. You are in your own clarity. This is a choice you are now aware of.

What then. I stay in this frequency i choose. I have choice. I can say that, or i can do differently. I have choice. I can work something out. I have a lot to do around here. I dont have to go there. I can choose not to. 

That i need to be there hovering tells me something is off. It's not the sob i prefer. Hence this gives me choice. I can choose how to respond. I can choose how to experience this. That's the point. There is so much awareness in this.

I dont have to think this through. The ego uses this to stay up front and it is its job. But it doesnt have to. There's so much more on this that i can choose. Stays in this freqeuncy. I have much choice in here. I can clean the toilet.

Or not. I can choose something else instead. Why is that here then. You see the point. Now you can work something out, or do something else altogether. You see how this is connected. Now you can work something out.

What then. I only goes to do this. I journal because i feel neg creeping in. But there is awareness in all this. The awareness is running in the background. Thisi s good for me. It's still positive. Use up the energy in this way. 

I can choose. I see it on here and i have choice. Do i prefer it this way. Not entirely but i have something on here. Why did i react that way. I saw the point. Now i use it in there or not. But it's in the awareness anyway. 

It's always about choice. I dont have to be here. How come it's still in this frequency. You dont see the point. Why is that. I am building in this way. I build something positive. I think you see where this is headed. 

Given a different situation context, i choose different. But this is what's here. It's what is relevant for you. Use up the energy then. Sit on this and see it through. Soon as you use it up, then it shifts automatically. That's the point.

I stays here then use it up. What are my options in this way. Is that addiction. Know that there is negative. Then i can choose something else. But it is the awareness that's the point. I dont have to go. I dont have to be there.

It's sad it had to be this way. It's the grief in that way. But now i have choice. This is how i make this positive. It's how i integrate this. Stay in this definition. When it changes then ride that wave. For now, this is what works.

What is. It's not lost. Only that you have it in the bag and you can pull it up later. It is a tool. You need context to use the tool. It's not something you learn, but to uncover unfold. It's already there. You simply experience this in a different perspective.

And perspective is all about angles. That's how you use this then. I can go and do something else. But you get the point. It's scumbag situation but i am triggered and i have choice anyway. No wyou go in this way.

not the same river

 it's not really doing much on there. I can work on the samsonova video, maybe do something similar over time. This takes a week, maybe three days, but if it stays and catches eyeballs, why not.

Better to do one that gains ten, than to do ten but gains one. But then again, this is all connected anyway. You get more connections and you get how all this works out. 

Maybe i do more and it gets used to doing this anyway. Why not go there instead. Why go through all this trouble. So many red flags i ignored...chose to ignore. I stayebd because family. But it meant nothing, so now i am free.

It did not mean nothing. It's just a difference in perspective. They have their wings now. You raised them well. Now you are free. The nest is empty and you can test your own wings and are free. That's the point.

Trust the timing. It's all connected anyway. This is what it's all about. I have this much in place. I think i can finish that before the finals? Or not. I can do something similar in this way. But then again, i can point acknowledge attribute ek-ek. 

Or something similar. You get the idea. I have one two three more and this is done. I get out and maybe have tennis later tonight. When i rest this it gets better. I am fast today until wednesday...maybe thursday morning.

Why is that relevant. You get how it all works out. Trust that this too is connected. You may not see how but it is here for a reason. What comes next. I can head out there but there's so much to do on here. I can work in that direction have two instead of one.

This way, i can get something working in both directions. I can have back something forgot the word i was thinking of. Back-up. That's the word. But you spread yourself thin that way. Or not. It's all connected. 

Why would you want to go in that direction. Is that something i need to know about. How come it takes that long. I'm not sure. But there are times it's like that anyway. I dont have to go there. But it's been like this anyway.

I dont really bring much to the table. What am i missing here. I'm not sure. Just this or that. Am i obsessing about this. You get the idea. I have had more milage. It comes with the e so it's mileage. 

Now you have this in google it is convenient this way. I be needing to transfer files. I can do so after this while transferring. It's here and now. I can be heading out soon. I can do wall later while waiting. 

Or not. I can come home do these videos anyway. It's here and now. I finish up then continue on with my day. This one takes up too much memory it lags the system. It's best to do this while afk. 

That's letters used well on this. I was left out. It's time to go then. You are free. This is connected. There be this and that. I can come back but then again, i dont think that resonates with me.

Move on. I can add one or two throughout the week. That picks up momentum and see which one gets there soonest. You get the idea. Does it have to be in this direction. I can work something out anyway.

You made good videos back then. You can work something out. It is this too. I can do a tutorial with this. Like a playbook or something. Then you be the destination for the idea. You can build in this direction.

Or not. But you get the point. I think i can work something out anyway. I can build with one video then continue on to the next. You can work something out. It doesnt have to be fancy in this way. You get the idea.

different same triggered

 i am recharging phones write. I had issues yesterday. It must be inflexibility, inconsiderate. Is it me or is this being reflected back. 

But then again, when you think it through, you lose the connection. Now you know. Now you see. How to work with this then. You have everything on there. Listen to that still small voice. 

It is intuitive movement. It is kinesiology. Listen to your voice. It's not the ego voice. It seems feels to come from nowhere and it is feels highlighted in that way. Pertinent. It is clear when it comes through. There feels to be clarity in it.

Now you know. What then. Just do this. Use up the energy. No more thinking through. Experience. Act. Be in the moment. Experience here now. That's what we do then. You dont make it happen through ego. Ego is here to help navigate but not decide. 

You simply ride the wave. Ego sees wave, rides it. That's what this is about. But to think things through doesnt work for you. Soon as you have this in place, collins has good game right now. 

What then. There is so much on here. Trust that this is so. You have much in place. Use up the energy. You have this all in place. Is it going to rain today. It is another beautiful game. The kids are headed out. I wonder where it comes from then.

You get how this is all connected. Trust the timing. Which would you prefer. I think we can ask that question on here. What are my other options. I'm not really sure at this time. It is the connection in this way. What comes next. 

Get to the other side. Use up the energy. You have intuition. Use it. Ride this wave. You get how this works. You know. How to get back into yoga. I used to go mornings. You do deliveries in the afternoon or whatnot. I can work something out this way. 

I missed yesterday but i was broken yesterday. I did have a grand time hanging out with the kids. What comes next. I'm not talking about it in that way but you get what works. Let's get going in this way. I have match later tonight.

I can work in this direction. It's not about reading text so you know how this is about. I think you see. Now what comes next. I'm not really sure. I can go this way or that. You see how this is connected. It is the rabbit and you can know how to work this.

They want to run, give them something to run after. But it works out in this way. Hither and yon is the name of the game. This is practice for you. What about the other. You simply get that running on here.

It seems to make things smaller so you have to do this. You get impules shots and you see how to break that one. And this one too. I can work on the return serve. You need to swing into it. Ok. What then. What was the thing on there.

Small take back then follow through. I see. You get how that feels. You get the ball to and return in that way. You know how the ball feels like on slice. That's what you be here for. Slice and ...underspin topspin is the name of th egame.

What then. It is leaves a bad taste but that's how it is. Now you know. It is tasteless and you get what needs to work on now. Let's get going. I dont have to sort things through. This is the way now. Get things going. That is some action there. 

What was that about. You know. Now you see. Let's get going. You be here all along anyway. Maybe come to visit in that way and this gets worked out. I think you see how this goes. Let's get going. 

I dont have to fix anything. It's all connected. You get how this works. Let's see how to work things out. That was a good run on there. What comes next. Phone recharge get to work. Let's go. 

all positive anyway

 why am i upset. What do i get out of this. It's a perspective. I can see what's similar, or focus instead on what's different. 

Plenty effort i see to make things right. I was there once and she did not give me a hard time to it. Rather, she was supportive of me. But why am i giving her a hard time now. 

Because there's something missing in me i suppose i see it this way. Why cant i make it better and leave it at that. What's she doing in there. Is she cleaning? You cant do so with everyone on here. It gets dirty fast again.

What is different. Why not focus on what's different instead. Why not let go. What am i getting out of this. I'm not sure. Just get to the other side. Trust the synchronicity on this. Trust the timing. 

I guess she is trying to make up for this. Leave it at that. I dont have to dwell on that. Unless i get something out of it. It focuses on that rather than attend to the issue at hand. 

I can do all out on there and see how it works out. I used to do it that way. I dont know. I see what's happening here. It's all positive anyway. Just do this. And then you can expand from there. 

You get what this is all about. You have great kids. Why leave it at that. You can build on this. But she didnt want to. What can i do different on this. Tocino longanisa, it's not that great compared to day three. 

But to get to day three, you need to go through all this. It's a definition. Why not see it different instead. You can go to work tomorrow. Or something like it. I'll transfer tomorrow first thing. 

Can i play tennis tomorrow. I can go but there be juniors tomorrow. Did she get cash for tomorrow. I dont know. How come nobody wants to play this time. I think you see how that is. 

Why play with each other when it's comfortable that way. You can work something out instead. Can i book for tomorrow. I can work something out. It's always a possibility. It's all opportunity. You get that. 

I'll work on this publish next. Finish these now then get to the other side. It doesnt have to be fancy. Simply move forward and then you get to expreience the next level. The point is you continue on with this and see what you get.

This is the path process for me. Why not alternate. I can do that and then get to teh other side. You get how all this is connected anyway. I can work with that. But then again, you dont want to go there until you get this one.

Or not. You dont want interruptions like that in place. But what triggered this one and not the other. I'm not sure. Maybe i can work something out or not. You get the picture. 

Get from the bottom up. You know how to work your way through this. And get to this one or that. I think you see how things are. What comes next. Just do this. You know how things are. 

I regret. But that is living in the past. Listen in. Channel. It comse through you. You create this anyway. It doesnt have to. You can wallow in this or not. You get the idea. But you see how that is leveraged enough.

I can finish these then continue on. I dont have to go there. I have this in place. I can work with that and do something positive with this. You know how these things work out. You simply do one each week.