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tennis inside out

 i dont feel like doing that. But i use up the energy. I continue on in this way. The speed they have is ok, but seeing it can be better, why not? 

Maybe they have too much but how is power different from control. I dont have to dwell on that. You have much in this way. I continue on. It takes me three days to finish one? 

That's weird. I used to do one every day. This is all connected. You have the awareness with this one. How do you proceed from here. It's been a few months. You continue on. You have much in this way.

That was slouching. Is this better. I feel better. I should have gone. Why dwell on this. You have choice. This is what you got in this. Now you continue on. I want to see that match.

They are resting up. That's key. How do you get that in there. That's brisbane. It's a ful day of tennis and i do so inside out. I see much. And i have this like a month. It's always shifting. What's he doing in there. He's very social.

He did not eat the bone. Maybe he doesnt want it anymore. We'll see how it goes. Maybe it's too early. Do i have that one. I can delay as much as possible. I can do wall earlier. That weird lady just sits in the car. 

Maybe she  wants to do conversation. I can initiate something. Let's see how it plays out. I can hide that thing. It's his stuff. Should i be watching that. The language server uses up a lot.

Do i need that one? It's there, but i dont think you need it running in the background. I dont think it's running on vim when you have that one instead. Test and see how it works out. But it's not installed on there.

There it's off. Now it's running the nv thing. It's the gpu. How do i turn that thing off then. Maybe uninstall or something. I hardly use it anyway. I dont use codeium on this one too. Now you see.

You remove those things irrelevant. That's the point. I have coffee, do situps. I have a lot on my list here. It's all fun and exciting. It's connected with your excitement. Do some hobby too. Focus on these. Now you are supported.

You have this in place. You are building something and vim runs its own process. Check out other editors but i'm not sure i want that now. Continue on with this. It's more than enough.

And i finish up on this one. You can also check out those social interactions. There are plenty and you dont have to be big fish on there. You simply resonate in this way. Plus you see how these things are.

I remember socials on there. I can join that. It was active and you see how you can work something out. It was fun that way. They have all the courts. You can join these things. 

And tht's how you get to this side. What are the options here. I'm not really sure. I have much to do on there. I'm waiting. Why not make things happen. I go this way and that. Just get to this level. Now you see.

What are my other options. I can send up that message start working something out. I have this energy. Observe. Use it up. I dont have to go there. Now you see what's relevant. I can go now. I carry thi cross and i have it inside.

It doesnt matter that way anymore. It's done and done. I get to choose my path now. It's inclusive and positive. But it's in the past. I dont even have to do this one here. I can finish up and move on. Who watches those things.


xclip copy paste works

 i think that issue with copy clipboard is fixed. Install that thing, set something options and you are good.

I tested it last night. How come i did not have to do anything last time? I'm not sure. But this thing works good now. I simply had to raise the font size and it's all this. How come my monitors are different size?

I forgot. But it's what i have. I continue on here. I slept went to bed past 3am. Worry and all that. Disconnect for now. You dont have to ask permission. Just go. If they get in touch, so be it. If not, leave it be.

I'm done with that aspect of my life. They connect if they want to. Otherwise, i'm ok. I live on in joy anyway. It's this wanting to be connected that gets me. I publish one video everyday. This one here is for the week so i have two published each week.

That's good enough. Trust that this too is connected. You'll know what to do when you get there. You can even publish two videos of the same but different times. I dont think they'll notice anything. They'll think it's a different one.

Ok. We'll see how it goes from here. What kind of video am i creating. Maybe something where i needs to head out. Maybe do an adventure. Maybe do research about something. It can be something that's wildly popular and talked about.

I can chime in my opinion, share my experience with the matter. This way i can still make it from home. I have this and this works out. It is more researched and the unique perspective comes in handy.

Let's go there. This way, i use video snippets. I dont have to be on talking head. Just do voice-overs. Ok. I see what you mean there. It can go this way or that. It is more about communication and connection. Expand on these.

Delete the ideas that do not serve you. You do not need them. The language server is running in the background. Do i need it back there. What are my options. Just leave it be. Do nothing today. Look up what you can talk about this week. When do you publish? 

Let's publish on a thursday. This way it gets processed for friday viewing. Everyone publishes on that day. It's the unique perspective. Get on there and be different. Be your big fish in a small pond. 

And with that, i have the perspective that's different. Dare to question. You dont need to have all the answers. Sometimes it's just the questions that are important. The answers come with the questions.

Where how do you find answers. I dont know yet, but it'll be there once the question is there. My top 10 doubles players. Which ones would make a good combination. Aha. What makes her a good player anyway. Did she win the tourneys?

It could be. I dont have much published, but there are others with more spunk. I just dont get why they haven't won titles. Maybe they dont have to. Maybe they are ok with just playing at a higher level.

How do i get there. I can walk doggy here shortly. We can spend the daylight in the park. Or head off some place else. That would be interesting. I'm recharging the phone. I'll get some work done. Tennis can be later in the day.

It's the weekend. See what you get out of it. Maybe sundays people play. I can join that. I dont think i have that running on here anyway. I msgd that i wont be available the rest of the month. 

How do you surprise yourself writing. The ideas come through. You write them down. You edit later. It's not the same thing. Now you can use the same in talking. You can will edit later anyway. You can even do a reshoot on that. But get everything on there.


christmas morning

 this thing seems to work ok. I thought i saw an issue last night. 

It's christmas! Not that i'm religious about it. It's a quiet morning out. It used to be special in a relationship kind of way. But now i am developing a relationship with my higher self. 

How is that? How do you do that? I listen. I connect. I stay quiet. I am mindful. I pay attention. I am in my awareness. I act on my joy. I do everything by the Instruction manual.

What do you get out of it? I dont know. It's just something that i feel exploring. I dont have to get something out of it. Just peace of mind. Quiet. Clarity. I take time off. 

Should i offer that. I dont know. But i dont have to reach out so often. Just do this. Get to the other side. Not give her a taste of punishment or revenge. I look after my self now. No one else is going to be here for me anyway. Should this font be bigger?

I had bigger font on that side. The two monitors have different sizes. Maybe i can do one without the other. Idk. But it's ok just the way it is. Is the video bigger on that browser then?

Aha. Not relevant right now. I think i've seen that video. I have coffee after this then sits out with the coffee. It's such a beautiful quiet morning out. I was thinking i'd sit there first. But you have quiet all along. This was what is here. No need for revenge. Just move on.

Ok. I dont have to go there then. What makes that file so big? Is it the updates? If so, by ten years, what would that size be. I'm not sure. But i will look into it. I think it's the updates. 

It gets slower over time. You need something else to put them into. I'm no longer on that side. Just be quiet on here. I dont think they collect that. It's nice like this. Nice slow and quiet. Things pick up later. But for now, just do this.

Maybe that pole dance thing is next on my agenda. I can work something out in that regard. It'd be nice and cool that way. Plenty fish out there. But that's not the point. I need to be alone now. 

There's something about that statement. Let's do that then. I dont have to compare. Just be. Just have this alone and quiet experience. Just being. Mindfulness. I like that. So much in this. 

And this awareness is not common to everyone. I dont have to invalidate her. It's not me anymore. And you know that. Let's get going in this direction. I dont have to prepare anything. I can set that table and get ready.

Dog isnt eating. He must have eaten something that did not sit well with him. Is it that chicken? It could be. But he ate the one before. Leave it be. He's healing. I think he's due for a vaccine. 

I'd like to take him driving. Aha. You saw that. Go against sociall norms? How do you do that. I dont have to. Have coffee after this. It's good and ok like this right now. Somehow the eyesight shifted.

I caan do walls later today. And what else. Just practice being. Practice mindfulness. Just these two. I dont have to go have an occasion. Being is more than enough if you let it.

This i miss writing. Why not a story about that. There is. You get that. What did you do christmas. I can make a video of that. I can put together snippets here and there. I can do that. It's quiet outside. Let's go have coffee there.


day one she's away

 is this a better font size? It automatically adjusts the ones on the other window that's open. I think this be ok for now.

I starts me a vlog. I can get to that side, make it a challenge/advice vlog. It's a different angle because of the experience perspective that i have. It's more quantum physics as i understand it to be. It's not going to preach, but to share my experience.

Also i'll be talking while editing videos. This way i hit two birds with one stone. I publish two videos for two separate channels as i work one time. That's what this is about then.

One more to go. Is this buddy hungry? I just fed him. I think he's bored. He wants to head out. Sister is coming home. I needs to create a video soon. I edit the ones that show personal information.

Other than that, i have most everything that i need in here. Let's get to work. I can dedicate allocate one hour for this. What's the worst that can happen? I get dox'd? People find out and get going in that direction.

But you can make it so you share information. This dog wants to head out. It's not that hot outside. I can bring those downstairs let the sister walk him outside. She's got dance. I wonder if she'll have time for that.

Else she can do that tomorrow. I'll finish these, take doggie boy out after i make the video. I can do that. What else is there. The videos are just about finishing. I'll set up camera, mic, the software, then start working on it. 

The software needs to be set up. I'll do that. Finish these then get going in that direction. It's this and that. I have four in the line. These are relative unknowns. I can work with these publish them twice a week?

Can be. Let's see how it goes. But saturday is good to publish because you have a full week in case these get flagged. If not, then it stays on and i can build up an auadience in this way. 

Other than that, i have other things on here. Maybe do a restart and see what yo uget out of it. Will it be relevant? It can be. Aha. I can't go in that tangent. What are my other options. 

I have plenty on here anyway. Just do this. The dl's are done. I'll edit them later. But it is something you are working on. I can build in this direction. Or i can head out to the car and do my edits from there. 

I'd like to take him out on a drive, but that's not possible at this time. Why not work towards that and first thing january or december, get that sorted after christmas? That makes sense. I have something to work on and get to that level.

Ok. Let's look into this then. Get that sorted in the meantime. That one's done. Let's get this sorted and done with. You have plenty on here anyway. I take out the dog after i make the video. No need to rush, but get this over and done with.

I have like three weeks, or 21-days to get this sorted use up the energy. That's the point here. You see how this can build up from here. You have plenty and you get what is relevant about this. I have the tools i need on here.

It's dark but you can work on that in the meantime, or not. I can set up a camera while i do these things. Or run the video as i do another one. I see that. I can work both ways. 

Ok. Last line. This is the energy i feel. It's not anxiety unless i choose to experience it that way. It's just energy that i can use to get me going here. Use it that way. See it that way. Then you turn this into positiive. That's what happened there and then. 


awkward christmas different

 kids be visiting. We have a full house today but it's weird. This is part of growing up i guess. Leave it be. No insistence. Trust the timing. 

What to do today? Just be. Have the positive experience. This is vim. I can use something else. It's weird that they use these folks. Is it using them to advantage? It could be. But they were most likely told of what's happening. Otherwise it wouldnt be that way.

Do you have other videos to edit? I am looking into making player profiles. This way it's all fragmented and changed in every which way. Do you want to stick around to this.

I can look into it that way. There's a lot going on here. You simply do your best. Do the instruction manual. I'm not having lunch. I'm not hungry. But they are headed out to go shopping. Not my thing.

I'd rather have tennis but no one has replied to it yet. What else is there. I do wall. That's two hours. I do that first, then see what you get out of it. In the meantime, you can test out the contact lens. 

What can i do with this. I think i uploaded some skill stuff with these snippets and it got took down. I guess it's not cred at this time. It's not baggage, but something that's different. 

It's weird this way. I dont think there's neg in there, just animosity, not having seen each other a long time. This is the synchronicity. This is what i'm working with.

Leave it be for now. Just do this. I can make me some videos while they are away. Or i can go lao tzu. Do the tao. Do the instruction manual. Put it in your awareness. 

You dont have to with it away. It goes on in there and you'll know what to do. I can go to toilet after this. What do i want to talk about? These kids are adults now. This is what needs to be here. 

So you leave it be at that. Or not. But you get the idea. Finish up, do your edits and then you'll know what to do. Use the old videos. Edit the ones events that are upcoming.

This way it shows up. How come i did not use it. Because it takes longer to edit them this way. Is this something i'd rather do. It can be. Or ...i unsubscribe because the ideas there do not resonate with me.

I think i can look into those other things. I go for a second cup. But this video i wont be able to use for now. It just sits there. Work on the r1's. They get took down eventually at some point.

Do the round-robins. The latest going back to the oldest. The latest ones get taken down. Is this sport's related. It can be. But you'll get some good ideas later on. Or not. Ok then. Finish up.

These serve compilations are different. I think i went to sleep at around four. I couldn't at first. I'm not sure i want to go shopping. It's not my thing really. I can take a nap, work on these videos. 

I can do work on that new channel. I can do talks around here. It feels weird around here. The seats are there. But you get the idea. Finish up, continue on. Maybe they want to talk? They will ask if they feels like it.

Or not. I'm triggered lately. Just do this. You get how these things are. And it's not the same. It's never the same river twice. Why would you insist on that. Why did i respond that way last night.


fixed cmp in options

 i think i disabled auto-complete. Finally. That was a pain. I found the thing in options.lua and set that to a plugin that wasnt there.

Good thinking there. I was enjoying using this. And now i learned something new about my self. That if you got in the rabbit hole, you'll find what you are looking for. You have context. That's what is different here. 

I saved that on git and next time, it gets dl'd and you have something that works. That's the point. And it's still vim. You can still use the fundamental vim if needed. It's just the bells and whistles that come in handy. Like grep the dir.

And so it is. What happens now. I have that sorted until january. Next stop is that one. Then i start adding every middle of the week so we have something new each time. I'm not going to add more because they keep adding into it.

Add interesting matches. Start with that one. Then you build up from there. The ones that dont show up anymore. That's how you get these things sorted. It's because they dont have it in there. You have this one window to add power to the whip.

This way you are not doing much by effort. You are efficient and effective. That's the bio engineering thing here. You build into this. That options gets loaded and you get that sorted anyway.

How come it did not show up on there. I'm not sure how, but you see this anyway. How come they built a cmp for it. I'm not sure how but you get this anyway. I think i need to add a comment to it. Or not. You got this sorted now.

It's yours. That's the point. Do you need a sales funnel for that. That's what the business model is about. It doesnt have to rely on that one. Do the sales funnel. The product itself will be there. Can we do shopify?

If you have to at some point. Right now, you can do the join thing in the interface. This way, they have something on there that resonates with everyone. You get this into this and how come it's not getting into that equation.

I'm not sure. Have you set an apt price level for it. I think so. Is it worth going into that. If not, you have other options to consider. This is the way. You solve problems and you show the light. You are not showing the way. 

You are sharing the experience. That's the point. You can make a video on that and it gets searched anyway. You have this in point. It gets enough eyeballs and you are on your way with this. 

Do i go into that instead. How many for tonight? You have eight. That's more than enough already. You can go this way and that. One gets tired more often. You have two. I fasts until tonigth's dinner. 

And then we go to airport to pick up daughter. Aha. Interesting. It was good last night. You can let go now. Do the work now. This is what's different this time. What is that about. 

You get this anyway. You go inside and it's all in there. That's the thing. It's never about what is on the outside. You get that too. What is the product. It is getting better with this. 

Should i do something else. Practice lobs and shorts. Ok. Also top-spins. This is the path. How often can you practice. There's another socials tomorrow night. Twice a week is more than enough.

Do you need people for saturday? I can check that later. The two boys are out walking each other. These are good boys. You raised them well. You raised them as best you could. That's all you can do there.


share insights flow

 this is on vim. I can stop using neo because of issues there. I hardly use them tools anyway. It's fancy and all that but when things break down, you dont know where to fix.

And it's a lot going into that. At this time, i just want something that works off the box. This works and has worked all these years. I gave the new one a test-drive. It did not work with me. It's too much trouble.

So moving on. I'm looking into doing that channel. You do snippets for a while. Is there going to be voice-over? Or talking head. It alternates like that. But you get the idea. It's nice to walk-about and show stuff. 

You tell stories here and there. It gives context from experience. Can you talk about these things. I can put them there but scheduled one year into the future. I move this every year. Such that when i am gone, then the videos get published a year later.

This way there's something to move  the videos along. This is interesting. What's the channel going to be about. Perspective and sharing of eperience. I can do this and that. It segues into other things but it's about the lesson on there. 

How do you remove that one thing. This has worked for so long and on different env. I prefer this one. It's simple and very effective. Why bother changing. You have claude and gemma anyway. Ok. I'll stick with this then. 

But then again, i hardly do any coding anymore. The only times i need grep for dir is when i'm coding and fixing that thing. Why was i so triggered yesterday. I think it took a dive while training. I went into that explored that and the ego took over.

How what did i get out of it. Control. It's that one too when driving off the car park, trump said something i did not agree with. I think she did not agree with something either and tried to be democratic about it. 

What can i do now. You dont have to go there. Just let it go. Consider that as a drunk on the train that didnt know what's happening. Leave them to their ignorance. I dont have to correct everyone. Not everyone is going to be on that same train. 

It's monday. I dont have to do anything. It's going to be hot today. There's forecast light showers later. I can do that too. Why is that line on there. It is safe env and is it really. So much fear we have here. 

Will this shed light to the experience. All i know is that to learn something, teach someone else. Then you see. You learn something from the beginner's perspective. That's the point of the experience. You did not waste time. You got something out of it.

Now what. You use that experience. You share the insight. By acting and letting the flow move along, you get more flow. You don't dam the river to get more. You let it flow and you use it. Aha. Now you see where this is going.

Do i need to update these things? Only if you have to. I removed that thing. Is there a backup. Maybe you dont need it anymore. I can change this to random. It seems to show more of that series. Done that. Daughter arrives tomorrow. 

We have tennis then dinner with friends for xmas party. I can make reservations. But i did not get any comment not to. I'll make the reservations then. I have a final headcount. Can we stay in the club instead. We can leave later on.

But the meal is hot and it's nice to not have to worry about these things. It's been there a long time. Everyone agreed to it. Just move on with this. Can i email them for reservations. I can do that. Or give them a call. 

Let's do that when the y open. I can call some time around after lunch when it's not busy anymore. Or before. I can do that at eleven or so. Now you have stuff on your bucket. Let's use up the energy.


shrinking good stuff

 this channel is not sustainable. You can use it to grow audience, but it's not resonating. This is synchronicity telling you that you are on the path, but you need to take this other fork in the road.

Not other, but i am editing myself here. How come this one works but the other doesnt. What's the issue here. Edits were made but what seems to be the problem? Why not ask? 

You need to get a talking head in there to make it yours. You do not generalize. You simply go in this direction. This one isn't much. What then. Get out there and connect. You can do this and that, but how come it didnt get the ratings?

It did. It's up there. Why am i here. I am waiting. How to get sorted in this direction. Just be open. This one works. Why is that so. Look into it. Is it the same one? If not, why not take out everything else. What's common and what isnt.

I see what you mean there. Do the work. That's what this is about. You can look into all these other things. What they want to see are results of this and that. Now you see what you needs to do. You can't go there. That's the point.

It's too iffy. Can i look into that other one? Why not focus on a player? Add more into this. You can. Pushing in this direction then? You see how this works out. That one video did not have the rest of it. Plus you cant go there because it is content from others.

You see how this is relevant for you. Why is t there that way. I'm not really sure. Do the work. Use up the energy. What happened there last night. You broke into that. Is it something you can do more often? 

At this time, it's not. But you will look innto these things. This means i'm headed out elsewhere. That one doesnt have to be two words. But you get it. Just do this. See wat you get out of it. I got something out of it.

What's different. What's not. Can i do something else about it. Maybe this is what the creativity is about. Or i can do sometihng else. If not, you see why. This is real or not. But it does make sense.

Stay with it. I think the issue is seeing the ball. If so, you are at a disadvantage here. Take a break. A week is more than enough. Do so for a year. Just do this. Get to the other side.

This one i do not preferr. I prefr this other one. I think it's the one i have. And it's good this way. You want something you can do each week. One video a week. It doesnt have to be everyday.

What is the work then. This one here. How come i dont have rate on this one. It doesnt. I was looking into something else. I like that part. You can clean up outside. You put these things away. 

You clear this and build unto that. You can test the audio background. But once i'm there, i'd rather play. I can have a hit this way and that. It doesnt have to come from trump. Trump doesnt understand how that is anyway. Trump is full of local mind.

What then. Go your way. You do not have to be with trump. This is not invalidation. I am using this in a positive way. You can go this way or that. Why not be a self-trained someithng. You dont use i tthat way. Just be in this frequency.

You have something else on here. And now you know. It's a local park. That one is shorter. I am making progress on here. That one looks more like it. You can do something that's similar. Or something else.

Can you go this way or that. If not, what could you go into. Get out there do plenty of other things. I enjoyed that one, but it's this mess here trump. I keep blaming her. You need to take responsibility for your own life. And then you are.


teachable moment learning experience -- not lesson

 i havent writte pages yet. Had coffee. I'll have another after this. What's all this about? I dont know. Dog wanted to head out. But he was too slow getting up so daughter took off without.

That's synchronicity anyway. It, the racquet goes across, not what i've been doing all along. Doing so gives it pace and topspin. This is what i practice. Hingis' forehand exemplifies this. Let me rephrase that. Hingis' forehand is an example of this. 

I prefer to write in the latter than the former. So no need to go into that. Can i make a compilation of these? It can be a mix of both singles and doubles. And that these go through the years. Someone with the curiosity energy can deep dive into these. 

Let's try posting bits and pieces and see what you get out of it. I have several already. I can do wall, or just go practice tonight. There's not much on here right now. I can watch those others but i dont think it is relevant at this time. This one you wants to see?

I got side-tracked there. If it's a two word word, i hyphenate. This makes it easy to scan. That's how i'd read words anyway. It makes it faster. I haven't posted publised anything just yet. But i am exploring this.

I have all these singles matches i'm looking into. Should i announce this. Ok, that's off my chest. I think it's interesting this way. I'll volunteer for that subcom. It's interesting and i learn plenty in the backend. 

This way i can organize sometihng for the locals. You can rent a court for a season or something and it costs about a grand. Interesting. You dont need lights for it. You can run the comp on weekends late afternoon. Or you can rent tho whole thing for the tourney.

Interesting. I am learning much. See how you can get with this. You need to coordinate with the different clubs and whatnot. I got distracted yet again. Plenty come up when writing. That's the point why i write. I may have to open a tab for these ideas then explore later. 

But still, they are connected. It would be great to do these snippets. I'll make them, post and see what you get out of it. Itm, you have plenty on here to work with. Trust that it's all connected and you get what needs to be done here. 

I could have kept that open and let these things dl. But that's part of the insight, lesson or present. There has to be a different word for that. Lesson seems harsh, but there is.

Learning experience. Teachable moment. I can use these instead. Lesson feels like it's coming from the outside. Whereas the former feels like the seed was already in there. You just had to cultivate them a bit. 

What comes next. I think you see the point. You get this running and you learn and you use the experience. That's how you move on with this. I see what's happened there. He's in there let it be. You can work out other things.

And this too is connected. The connection was lost. It's like this with the ethernet port. Can you get fixing that? Or should i do a release reconnect? I can look into that. It's what you do with a hard-reset. Can you work with something else instead? 

I think you see what can be done about it. Ok. Moving on with this. If it doesnt happen, then it's perhaps not relevant. You work things out. You get into this grove. This one was the match with mariash. 

I can do a search on that. I dont see it. That's not relevant then. Go into this rabbit hole, see what you get on the other side. It's all connected and you scale leverage int othis anyway. It's myopic trump's way but mine works out.

If not, i get something out of it. With trump way, i have regrets, but still a learning experience teachable moment. I'll move on with this. The former is more personal. The latter feels more like a chore.


ideas going this way that

 i can place this constant, but at times it's best to let the window float for where the mouse is. Planning can be good, but tehre is insistence on the outcome. 

I would rather ride that wave...but then again, there are those that will think i'm being lazy where in reality it's tao. But that's just me. Let it be so. I gained plenty insights on this. Ride that wave.

We have lunch out, then tennis. I prefer that joint, or this one here. I am open to ideas every now and then. Did we head out to play last time? I needs to clear this first. 

Finish up then go. I have done this and can post later in a moment down the line. The shots seem lost. You haven't practiced that in a while. But i have my forehand. It's the glasses contacts that shook things up.

And i learned much in this process. So i put this in my awareness. I see the insistence on the outcome. The awareness alone is positive. Doggi-boi didnt like that gyudon. What was it then? 

Not sure. But i dont have to know as it's not here. Maybe it's not relevant at this time, but this. I am testing out ideas, and this morning, i revert back to this. 

I'll test that one out with one video or another. But you see the clarity on here. How do you make this any more different. Change the theme behind it. How? You can do plenty slow replay. How do you rephrase that.

I'll look it up later. But it's the scale that appeals to me...resonates in this way and that. What then. We have this coming up. See how it works out. Trust that this is connected for you. 

If that's the hit you get then it's alright. But if it goes the next level neg, you make it positive. That's the point. Reuse this, or make something else. 

I see what you mean there. Now you know. If you were in this space, you'd see what is relevant for you. I dont have to guard this. That's a negative. I simply walk away from it.

You see how it's different then. I get it now. Leave it at that. Now you see. What happens now. Rest monday, but we can do practice that time. Tuesday, not sure who's playing.

Leave that for now. Forget about it. Focus on something else here. Why would they want that. You cant bring that up because it's not relevant at this time. Simply do this. Get to the other side.

What comes next. You use up this energy. That's when you know see what comes next. And then you know. Then you use up the energy in this way. She cant run much so you see the situation.

But is that relevant for you. Practice long and short game. Focus me more on the short. Like that idea from golf. What happened to that channel. You put out ideas that resonate with the small pond. Aha.

There was another term for that but it escapes me now. I have tennis today and tomorrow. I can do two sessions, but yesterday i was tired from the match. At least i get to practice everyday.

And that counts towards a lot. You resonate in this way. How do you get to that level. I'm not really sure. But you see what's possible. Now you go in this direction. 36 break then 3 days.


positive in dark

 i suddenly got the something to wrie. I am editing these matches and got something there. What is this about.

I just woke up from nap. I guess this is connected. But i was pushing acting like that. It's supposed to be difficult. From here you find your clarity. You shine your light. It's not that you are fighting, but allow and let all things fall into place. Shine your light in this darkness.

In all the negative, be a positive. That's the point. It doesnt mean it's going to make it easy, but that you shine your light. Be a positive experience even if it were just for your self.

I think i got something in that thought. Leave it be then. That even if others are negative, you choose to be positive. That's the point. And you see how all this works out then. 

How else can we make this. I can arrange for something else. This way, you see what's here nad now. What can we do here then. I'm not sure right now. But just be this. I dont think she's playing anyway.

But if she did, hten we have three? Four. We still short by one. I wonder how zoe is available? I think she is but she's not in my contact list. I'm not going to play this next season.

This is more than enough. It's not fun this way anymore. I can do socials. Create opportunity for others to play or do the comp in this way. You get the idea. What other way means can you get this working.

How come there was no call for that. I'm not sure. Maybe there is something else here for you. But and you get the idea. Shine the light. Be positive in all this. It's difficult. Be positive in this difficult times. That's the point.

Leave it be. They have it hard themselves and they dont know how to use it. They are do not have the same self-awareness level as something. And you get the idea. So you move in this direction.

Just be positive in all this. You dont have to preach in any way. Dog is great. I love dogs. I move this way then. You can make something with this. It doesnt have to be perfect. Just be in this.

Can you write something like this way. What's the point here. How do you get this insight across. It doesnt have to be solid. But it can be simple words in the screen. 

Or i can simply watch something. There's not much out there. You can make a positively good video. It doesnt have to be funny. It can be something like walter mitty. I like that one.

You get the idea. It's broken already. I'm not broken. This one is. And i'm forcing myself in this situation.. No. It's the synchronicity. It's telling me to stay put. There's something here for you.

Otherwise, i'd ride that synchronicity as far away as it will get me. I dont get why it's so dificult. Can i not take it easy. It's the wanting. Just be here and now. Have the experience of what is. Accept. Allow. 

I dont want to be here. I see your point. What then. Observe. Put it in your awareness. What would i have to believe is true to feel this way. Now you see. Now you have the experience.

How do i use this in a positive way? You dont have to do anything different. Being in awareness is different enough. You sit in this process. Use up the energy. That's the point. Now you know.


test this tao

 i'm washing my sleeping bag. It's the end of winter months ago--september iirc.  At around summer i wash it to make sure it's dry and mold free before putting it away.

Where do i stack this? I'm not sure. I turned off auto-cmp so the thing doesnt show anymore, but i have codeium running in the background. It still cant recommend words to writing and that's good. It wasn't made for this.

It is good when you are writing code. More often than not, the code recommended works and if i were using claude, i get similar code recommendations that work. So leave it at that for now.

I do the pages and then i get on with my day. I publish one for daily and another video for the weekly forward upload. I do this so that even if you get into that one, i still get video published in the weeks to come.

The target is to get them sorted over three months. This way i have new content each month, then go weekly then daily. I think that works out. Do this for now moving forward. 

What comes next. You simply go in this direction. I think you see how this is connected for you. I have headache? The contact lens seems to have stopped working. What's happening here. 

I'm not sure. Trust the synchronicity. This is connected even if it's not evident at this time. Just do this. I dont have to tweak that. Just sit here and do tao. Has it ever worked for you.

It quiets the mind, let the higher mind show me where the synchronicity is and to trust the timing. How did it work so far. I have everything sorted except for the wants. 

The needs are automatically there. To get this sorted, i have coffee when she's ready to sit down. But i can't share because the cup is full. Fool. Nothing comes in and out except for those times that comes from the outside.

So be it. I can leave it at that. I dont have to go in that direction anyway. I have everything i need in this here and now basket. You see how all this is working out then.

Yes it does. What happens next. You build the funnel over christmas. You fill that funnel and host local. From there, you build like that pond and grow a forest in the process. And this is what you do in the meantime.

Will adding water to the pond work? Will it attract insects and bugs? That's the point isn't it. Maybe i can create a channel around that. Aha. What's the one product then? I'm not sure right now. But you see how this grows. 

Let the tao show you where it needs to go. Right now, build the channel around building that sales funnel. Everythig will fall into place once you have that up and running. You host local and then see how it goes.

Ok. I have several here in this direction. Let's get going. You know see what you can work with this one. You can create that instead. I can build that. I have that in the works anyway.

Which tripod for desk do you use. I think the one that's already here. Use that and then see what you get out of it. Does it have to be in the local tongue. It can be. You build out from there depending on the outcome or what tao left blank.

You build the path by walking through it. Now you know. I get coffee after posting this. It works out all the same. Just do this. And then you have something already. 


everything on video

 it's just a front, but the intention direction process is to create content, make this grow my business. 

The ath process then is to continue, refine what it is i do. I tweak and improve. I get insights ideas and i put them to work use them. I have the experience in body mind and spirit. 

I guess all the wor comes from the inside. I wear less contact lens lately because of these glasses. I should have gotten them before, but how come i did not contest that idea? 

Now you know. I do not have to respond to that. Maybe that's how her process is. It's not relevant for me. And you got this. You know what's happening here for you. Now she forgot she was going to work out, or already did.

Just do this. Get to the other side. What comes today. Work through all this then. Just do this. I have that sorted. I have growth in that channel. But how come this one doesnt seem to be getting along? I'm not sure.

But you get this though. You have that much. Is it better to start off another. Not really. You have returning views on this. You then get things sorted to the other side. It's not entirely spot on, but it is headed in that direction.

Can you get that there. Not sure. I got upset? Not really. But it's good he told me about it. What are my options. I put forth my best effort advice. Now it's up to him to learn how to best respond and in a positive way.

It's everywhere though. Just this. You get to the other side but here at least you have the balance evident. It's kinda different as you see and you get that. What then. You can move to a different frequency.

It is this. People look after each other in this way. Imagine that growth trajectory. And people look after each other in this way. What happens next. You have everything in video if needed. 

If not. Just do this. I can do all that but if them be not responding in any way, i move on. I dont have to spend much time on that. How come it's not moving on along. I guess it's not being recommended in that way.

I can do something else then. Like what. Add more each day. Maybe it about eight minutes minimum. Add more if possible. I have much in the library. I can publish more today. 

You simply just publish more each day. You create then publish. It's a lot. You get that. Now you simply move on. Trust the timing on this one. You only needs to get going and you will see. 

I wonder how this one is doing. I can go check now. Being a ytuber, he knows about cpm as he is looking for ways to improve his channel. Ok. I guess that's the reason there. But he makes more than what i saw in this one channel.

How come the disparity. I'm not sure. But which one is believeable. I think the one i use now. Mine is not on that list because it's not there yet. But this other one has a projections to it. 

I can work off that. I am looking to finish these then have coffee. How come she works out early. Just go and do yours later when the timing happens. No meals until thursday. I have that planned out.

The next thing is to delay. Keep delaying. Do something else in the meantime. I can look up this other one. It is interesting and that much is a lot already. You can build on this.