this thing seems to work ok. I thought i saw an issue last night.
It's christmas! Not that i'm religious about it. It's a quiet morning out. It used to be special in a relationship kind of way. But now i am developing a relationship with my higher self.
How is that? How do you do that? I listen. I connect. I stay quiet. I am mindful. I pay attention. I am in my awareness. I act on my joy. I do everything by the Instruction manual.
What do you get out of it? I dont know. It's just something that i feel exploring. I dont have to get something out of it. Just peace of mind. Quiet. Clarity. I take time off.
Should i offer that. I dont know. But i dont have to reach out so often. Just do this. Get to the other side. Not give her a taste of punishment or revenge. I look after my self now. No one else is going to be here for me anyway. Should this font be bigger?
I had bigger font on that side. The two monitors have different sizes. Maybe i can do one without the other. Idk. But it's ok just the way it is. Is the video bigger on that browser then?
Aha. Not relevant right now. I think i've seen that video. I have coffee after this then sits out with the coffee. It's such a beautiful quiet morning out. I was thinking i'd sit there first. But you have quiet all along. This was what is here. No need for revenge. Just move on.
Ok. I dont have to go there then. What makes that file so big? Is it the updates? If so, by ten years, what would that size be. I'm not sure. But i will look into it. I think it's the updates.
It gets slower over time. You need something else to put them into. I'm no longer on that side. Just be quiet on here. I dont think they collect that. It's nice like this. Nice slow and quiet. Things pick up later. But for now, just do this.
Maybe that pole dance thing is next on my agenda. I can work something out in that regard. It'd be nice and cool that way. Plenty fish out there. But that's not the point. I need to be alone now.
There's something about that statement. Let's do that then. I dont have to compare. Just be. Just have this alone and quiet experience. Just being. Mindfulness. I like that. So much in this.
And this awareness is not common to everyone. I dont have to invalidate her. It's not me anymore. And you know that. Let's get going in this direction. I dont have to prepare anything. I can set that table and get ready.
Dog isnt eating. He must have eaten something that did not sit well with him. Is it that chicken? It could be. But he ate the one before. Leave it be. He's healing. I think he's due for a vaccine.
I'd like to take him driving. Aha. You saw that. Go against sociall norms? How do you do that. I dont have to. Have coffee after this. It's good and ok like this right now. Somehow the eyesight shifted.
I caan do walls later today. And what else. Just practice being. Practice mindfulness. Just these two. I dont have to go have an occasion. Being is more than enough if you let it.
This i miss writing. Why not a story about that. There is. You get that. What did you do christmas. I can make a video of that. I can put together snippets here and there. I can do that. It's quiet outside. Let's go have coffee there.
