when i get

so now i write. What time did wife leave for work. It looks like she got up early or had plenty of time to looks around. Anyway. It was a slow day plenty of contrast. I got something out of it? Feedback yes. I learned thta forgot what it was. It's in there somewhere. In here, rather for everything is here and now.

And that the path is still synchronicity. Use up the energy. When this shifts, you'll know it is there for you and thet timing is right. But right now, it's too uphill. The energy now is sit through this make yourself in the light frequency. Then you use up the energy. There is something here for you. Trust the timing then.

These two are bonding. This is positive an experience for me. I feel sleepy. I had coffee on my way home. It's how i treat myself. I work through this week. See what happens on monday. I would rather do nothing just sit here. Have coffee. Nap. I dont want to go out. Wife might insist on that. I guess i'm not going.

We can talk about it then. Or daughter comes along and spend the day here. But only if she wants to. I'm not going to insist on it. But i can live with it if not. I allow. No need to push things. I am full now. I can make it through tomorrow till lunch. I dont eat breakfast anymore.

What happens here. Market looks sideways. Is this going to explode? I'm thinking towards the upside. That is resistance there. Too late to trade this one. How do you move forward with this? It's too deep. Wait for retrace and failure then trade from there. I miss the old hometown. But when i go there i am going to remember the negative energy. It's only good with the family there.

The energy has shifted. What's here and now then. I'm not sure. This is good. I am developing some good friends with the team. Then i can play with this. Let's see where this is headed. For now, this is good for me. Trust the timing. I dont have to join their race. I have my own compass. Then i trust my timing. Then i can let go. I have no business comparing but i was. Then i can let go now. What comes out of this.

Something to write about. Precisely. Write about it. What ahppens next week. They be gone. It dont matter where they go. It's only this. I enjoy being able to wear these things. Then i can live with this energy. I dont know what comes next. All i know is that i live with the synchronicity. There is nothing else. I am not insistent or have conditions, expectations--now and then i have them.

But soon as i feel the feedback then i can choose to let go. This is the point of it all then. This is a spiritual practice for me. How do you preach that then. The energy will shift. They are going to leave you alone. Then you can are making something out of it. It's not luck but relevance. Right now i have what's relevant for me.

I am not fightinig it but i am living in that shift. Now aware, i cna let go and choose to be here. Daughter boiling water. She is making food. I am telling not describing. How do you describe that. Water is boiling in the water boiler thing. This sits right beside the window in the kitchen. This is one of the most used appliance. I use it everyday. When i get home i make coffee when i have time.

My kids when they get hundry and dont want to make a grand meal use it to make instant noodles. I see ramen. The idea of ramen. I can order stuff but i dont feel like it. The ones i ordered hasnt been delivered yet. It's in the country but hasnt been delivered to local post shop. Then i can wait. I have other stuff in the mail.

Price on h1 looks bullish. Do i trade from here. Of course. Why not. Is there a better way to trade this? I can look into it. There seems to be a pattern in there. I will have a look later on. For now, only do this. No need for others. For now, only do this. I can eliminate the other lines. Are they noise? It feels like it. Keep it there for scalping.

Ok. Now what. This is thursday. Should i be trading this? It preceeded that. Maybe i can harvest like this now and then. There has to be a better way of doing this. How do you propose we do this. Trade on those two sides. The other side is for hedging. I see the point there. But this is not the full time job. I get that but you have already shifted.

Then you can do something else. I can go take a nap. I wake up around midnight and go back to sleep. By the time i wake up i am fully rested. Wife works from home tomorrow. I wish i were home. Let's see how things go from there. If not, do something else. Like what? I'm not sure. Only do this. Then i can write about it. I write once a day now.

Only for the time being. But on my days off i write at least three time. I can write in the coffee shop but then i cant wait to get home. So i go home because that is more interesting. This is path of least resistance. Then i dont have to push it there. Just do this. This is abundance. You see how this connects back to you. Of course.

Then you see how you are supported. You are creating in every way. You created this yourself. How do you go from here then. You double up on that side. Then you can get something in the meantime. Or do something else. Where is the target? On that side of the fence. Let's see where this is going.

Do i put a trade in there. I think so. Let's see how it goes from here. Otherwise, do something else. At least you have something going for you. I can post or trade for now. I see what you mean there. Is this headed into something else. It could be. Just be open. It's all connected for you. No need to be tight. Just trust the timing.

I like this image here. It's hot. I have access to that energy. You see it coming in for you. What comes next. That guy is negative. You feel the energy in him. How do you change things up. I have a positive aura. I get negative because i am overwhelmed. And i allow myself to be in that light. It's part of my process. Then i am at peace.

something that interests

i like greens. And i forgot what i was writing. Why is this leaning this way towards? I have a family. But i am unsure. There is a lot of unknowns. That is good. If you were active conscious creator, how do you behave?

You know that the only neg if you may call it that is that there is time and space lag. That's your kryptonite. So how do you play with this. You play with it. You have the energy. Put yourself in that resonance. If things give you a curveball then this is not a block or detour but a surprise.

There is something here that you did not anticipate or were aware of. This is part of the journey. Then you are curious as to what's going to happen next. This is the course i'm in. What happens next? You go this way or that. All at the same time, you have this going for you. And then what?

I'm not sure. Just trade this like a buy and sell business. How deep does it go? I'm not sure. But this is a business you are doing. Just ride the wave the way you seem fit. Trust the synchronicity. And then you can ride any wave that comes along. I'm not feeling well. Why is that. What is the source code. That this is not connected. That i do not want this.

Now that you know, how do you respond? I would rather be in this business. This is helping you run this business. Then you are on track. This is connected with the business. You have plenty of free time anyway. Trust the timing on this one. I dont have to trade there but you know where this is headed.

And then what happens. You just write about it. You dont have to know how this will turn out. You just write. It connects to that. There is nothing. I go to images as this helps bring forth flow? Something like it. Just write. What's he up to. I am going back to work after tomorrow. I'll be dealing with that energy tomorrow. Or i can choose how to respond to the idea.

That is a better path for me. I like that. Am i watching tv now? I think so. Until i fall sleepy i get to watch some tv. Is there a differetn way to spend time? I can do dev work. That is interesting anyway. It is part of the process. Just do this and see where it's going. Or i can do web with python. That too is connected.

It's easier for me to create a site from scratch. At least this way i know what i am doing. Then yo uget to change passwords and all that. I have a good book with me. I can finish that tonight. I have one more video and then another one comes up tomorrow morning. I can get that tomorrow. Is this where i'm headed. Write and cook are the mainstays for now.

Dev work play is the hobby or something that interests me. How do you go with this. I'm not sure yet. Maybe there is something here you can write about. If you were that antagonist, what is the path of least resistance way of handling the protagonist. You dont meet them head on. You simply go under the clouds and then strike true.

If so, what would the antagonist do? Nothing. He brings the seed to his actions by being negative. He can do things differently. He can go under the radar and implement his plans without raising any flags. But how do you do that. Are they doing that right now. I think so. You see them on the news now and then but it is the destroyers that go head to head.

There could be the silent majority that are going about their own way. How will they do things differently. They are patient. They know that going under the radarr is cost effective as a business. That's how they see operations. And then they can be more profitable. They are the protagonists in their shift.

Then the other side is the antagonist? It could be that. Maybe there was someone else left and the others were just put there like dummies and then the real action was on the next building. How do you play with that idea. They wouldnt know or find out what was really stolen. It wasnt even in the agenda.

That is a good twist there. Then how do you know they were pulling the strings all along. Soon as things quiet down, they move out. No need to push things around. You can make it look that way. It's all connecting back to you. See the experiment there. You played with that idea. And then you can do something else all along.

Now that you see that. How is they going to get out. How do you know there was someone else. How will the cowboy find out? They wouldnt. All they know is that something goes missing. They only see after the smoke clears up. An then that happens all the time. How will you implement that. How will you find out what happened there. You will not.

Htere is so much skill involved that you need to be an insider to get into it. But where do you start? How do you fight the fog? You know it's there but how do you fight against it? You dont. You simply let it roll ahead and then when it clears. She doesnt care. Why should i care. Because it's in me. Because i care after all.

Not really. You are after your own good. You didnt want to be bothered by it. Leti t be there then. There are consequences. You can let her experience that so she'll know what cause and effect are. Or you can just live your life and not let your self be affected by it.

I saw this before. Why did i neglect it? Because you saw something else that lined up with you. Was i played all along? It feels like it looking back. Then i can choose sometihng else in here. She never cares about good cooking. She's not from that perspective. So be it then. I have a different way of doing things. I'll stick with this instead.

least i am

what now. Wife went off to pick up daughter. That's an aded expense there. She tends to bring them under her wings. They enjoy that. I would rather push them out of the nest for them to strengthen their wings. To each their own. When they are good and ready they will go.

What happens now? You just write. I finished early. There was nothing there for me as i was out of my light. That lady is ocd. Somewhat like it. And i allow that. I dont have to change anyone. I only needs to be in my own light. I feel like this is out of center and it's ok with me. I can still write.

Do i listen to music? Not yet. I am getting sleepy though. It's already past nine. No wonder. Wife goes to work tomorrow. Today she worked from home. I have two days off. I'm supposed to clean the toilet but i'm pooped. I'll shower tomorrow. Are we having sex tonight? I dont know. If she's going to bed early then yes. If not i sleep alone.

I may have to listen to music now. These kids are grown up now. Three out of four have jobs. Entry level positions. At least they are getting their own money. What comes after you. I too have work. It's ok now. I went through hell there. She brushes twice in a row. Why is that. I dont know. That's her thing. I love this image.

Just write get to the other side. I was thinking i'd learn more accounting. Maybe get something up and about withthat. For now, only do this. She's going to watch her junk now. Time to listen to something. And now she's back. The tv is blaring and somehow doesnt think of lowering that volume. Why not talk to her about it?

Because i want to be left alone. I can go to bed early no. No action tomorrow anyway. It's cold. There's a lot in here. I have a long way to finish. I might as well just write. Write about what? I dont feel like doing much anyway. Why not start learning about running your own business do business accounting. Why not study that instead.

There's a lot to it. What do i have to learn? You can learn all that. You simply need to put your mind to it. It's bookkeeping basics then you move up from there. I think you see where this is going. Then you can expand from there. These are numbers. I see what you mean there. Do i go to a different company? I can take that. Let's see how it goes from here. Maybe do support desktop or sometihng.

Or not. It is getting cold and too much layers dont feel nice. I would rather be warm like in that image. Where will i put my desk? Right near that fire and the window. Right between these two elements. I am sleepy now. Do i go to bed. The skillet is done. What happens tomorrow. I get paid wednesday. I can have coffee then take it easy the rest of the day.

I guess it's going to be like that. At least i am on my way to six months. I have brisket working in there. I'll have that brunch then start work on that ribs. I have a recipe in there. I'll look it up and see how it goes. There are bay leaves. Maybe i can get more spices. I have one book coming in next month. What are my options here.

Just finish writing. You are halfway thru. That's how i spell the word now. This is wrong? That's a label. It is what it is. If it serves you then so be it. If not, go do something else. I like working with vim. Htere's a lot of writing here and that's what i use it for. Am i going into that part? Why not do something that interests you.

Like what? I'm not sure just yet. But this here is a path that interests me. Why not go buy and sell crypto? That too is a valid option. I can look into it. And then go do something else. Is there a market for this? What are my other options? You can go look for supply. Is he still with the company? I dont see these two anymore.

I'll ask jorge. I see him often so that means they should still be there but they're not. Then something's happened. I'll ask around. A lot of things seems to have changed recently. Am i burning out here? It feels like it but this new campaign got me hooked. Let's see how it goes. Otherwise, start looking for something else. Like what?

I dont know. Just finish this path. The sooner the better. Then you woosh into it. Then it all comes to you effortless without like going downstream. This is what you are. What else is there. You can check out the market but i'm not into that right now. I am looking at something else to do here. Like what? I don't know. Just do this. See what happens.

Ok. I'll finish this and go check that out. I am dwelling on that. How'd she get hooked on that? She's not even watching it. It's just some people worrying about something trying to control their environment. But it's a projection. They are playing their own shadows. Do i really dig this music or is it because i made this playlist?

Where are the follow stats? I dont know. Let's have a look at it. They used to say if there are stats on it. If not, go do something else. The music had to restart there. It doesnt show anymore. Let's see if i can find it. Where would you find those stats? I dont know. I can look it up or let it go for now. I feel sleepy.

But she's not going to bed yet. Then i finish these and see how it goes. I can read a book then go to bed. I dont have my videos just yet. I'll go have a look after i post these. Then i can see that one tomorrow. I do yoga tomorrow. It's that same drill. Should i write out there. I'm not sure. Let's see how it goes. Daughter comes over wednesday.

I think she'll sleep over. There's not much happening lately. Things resume as they are. I'm on a tightening budget now. I can do something with the money on that side but what would that be. You can hone that skill. This is hot. Who is she. Someone else's love interest. I was there before. I feel like i wasted that time. But that's water under the bridge. You got what was relevant for you.

how many people

no work today, day off. I'm fine with that. Had a great time yesterday surprisingly. It was me actively choosing to be in alignment. Guy beside me had another yet bad day. How do you change that? You dont. He serves a purpose. He has his own process. You let him use up the energy just as you too have a process to go through.

Part of that process is writing. Then how do you move forward with this? I'm not sure but you can use up the energy. You have it all in you. Today is just about getting ready for it all. And then what. Just do this and see how things go. It's all connected for you. I'm not sure i want to go there. It's dry.

Maybe i can do security audit or something but that energy has negative angles to it. I would rather see myself doing this. But then, it's my definitions that apply. There was update. Turned off dropbox to make restart faster. I dont really have that runnning all the time unless i am actively editing a file. That burger looks good.

What's going to happen today? I will go through that and do the laundry. There's one more batch there. Wife and kids go to church. It's emotion outpouring that is interesting. There is so much energy emanating from the person. How do you get more of that? You go to funerals. And then you do something else. But this is all for you here.

How can you be selfish? It's not. This was agreed upon on a higher level. You may not see it now but it serves a purpose. Can i do this something else. I have good breakfast waiting for me. What happens today? Wife leaves later for work. What can i do today to have fun? I'm not sure. Get things sorted and you caan move forward. I guess that's what i do then.

Tomorrow is friday and i can enjoy the day that way. I switch back to earlies. You come in on time and you get that going for you. Then you can expand some more. I cant do extra sleep. When i waake up i get up. I simply take a nap later on. What happens now? You build it up again. You find clarity this time and you go for that swing.

And then what happens. Do you really need for this to be that wide. Too many words. You can cut back on that. Pork hoisin sauce looks good. I will look into that. But i prefer savory. It's what i'm going through atm. I will use up this energy and then look into that side. Do i have lunch enough tomorrow. We can do grocery then.

At least this way no need to use it up tuesday. I have plenty on my todo list this way. I'll get right to it then. I can get one from ali. It takes a while to get here but you can fold time anyway. Why not write about it. Kid discovers ai and proceeds to get going with it. But how do you connect. There has to be a sort of sensor. Then you can get help that way.

That is the ultimate stackoverflow. Where do you go from there. You just write. Use up the energy that way. No need to write the besteseller. Just be flow. Just flow through. Your job is to write it down. Best closed eyes while writing. Where to get such a burger. I can go for a subway. Or not. There is brisket here. That crosses the bridge just right.

How do you go into that. How many people will follow or subscribe. That video said it's not there. How do you get more of that in place. I'm not sure but that one had a lot of expectation going for it. You do so because it's interesting, it excites you to do it. But if youu have that you are in a different space dimension.

How do you change that. It's in that equation. You let go. You allow. You jest be. Create even if there's only one person out there that will see or use it. Even if not use it, still good. You can always write about these things. And then you expand from there. What happens today. Just take it easy. No need to do anything. Tomorrow is friday.

Let's get going then. Now that you see it, you can are building towards it. You can take off weekdays come back weekends where the potential is there. But it still connects bacj to you. Then you know where this is headed. You get those calls and it's not here. You shifted. You saw that. You were so deep into it.

Now that you are aware, what to do next. Just write about it. No need to expect that. You can let go on awareness. And then you use it just write. It's contrast and feedback that you always know and use. It's your energy. This seat is too backed out. How to change htis. Put something on it. Maybe get a scarf. Are you going with them.

I can choose not to. That night market has a lot of good food. I can check into that. But it gets full on a weekend. I can do something else. Like what. Where did we park then. I'm not sure but there is plenty there for you. Look into it some more. Is that the neighborhood you want. I think there is a misconception there.

Why would you cross that? You cant find a way out. The momentum you are not aware of. Soon as you see it, then it's gone. You are out of the forest. But it can get deep into it. And that's the process for you. See it. Be aware of it. When the energy is there, check under the hood. And then you see how you are creating the universe.

But it is a different perspective. It is connected in every way. How do i get into that some more. Get your bike up and ready. You can ride every other day. You can start with that one then expand from there. You can ride bike going there. I think there is a short cut somewhere. I will look it up. It's the uphill that's tough.

But you can always change that. I cut back on the images. It's piled up again. At least you are using up the energy this way. Then you are on path. You are tweaking the energy. You are creating your universe. What's it like to be awake. You already know it. Explore that shif.t the energy is within already. You simply choose to line up your dse. And then you are there. Simple enough.

wanting to be

i got so sleepy and non-thinking last night. I went to bed and slept right through it. I started waking up at three. By five i was wide awake. I am not taking coffee so i can take naps troughout the day.

That's the gameplan. Plus transformation matters. Why is there such a need to sell. Why not just be in that frequency. This is your path then. You are the transformation. You are your own light. Not the light but your own relevant. It dont matter what is on the outside. It's all within you anyway.

You dont have to make it cryptic. You simply are or you are not. You allow yourself not because that is positive energy. You have it all in you and you know it. You live through it. You be do have here now. And that's the point through it all. Even if you stay here for the rest of your life, i'm alright with it. Then you are getting into this or that. What comes next.

I'm not sure. I can let that go for now. And then you will see what comes the other side. You can finish up late or early. It's all up to you. Enjoy this while it's here. Soon as she levels up she can will fly off the nest. And that's the point of it all. I would rather have an empty nest than a full overcrowded one.

It gets lonely at times but this is the path. So much wind last night. It'd still be raining today. Umbrella comes out. Son uses that one. I can move forward from here. You dont need it. He's not playing anymore. Why is he in that frequency? I'm not sure. I was there myself until i gave it all up. How do you teach that?

Shine by example. They see it then they respond to it. What's up with that site. It's no longer interesting. I tend to veer away from it more. This is a good image. You get one each day. What time do i go. Can i have coffee in there. It's a friday. Coming home i'd enjoy that energy. Then it's all up to you. No insistence conditions or expectations. It's still here for you.

What is all this. If you were that powerful, why would you need an armada. You can and will get things done anyway. The pressure is on in there. But you know how to work with this anyway. Let's get this up and running and see how it goes. And then you see what comes next. From here just get this over and done with.

There is huddle plus hat thing. Then it's an interesting day. What comes next. I'm not sure but you can learn something from everyone. It comes from a paradigm. It's random because not everyone is going to buy. You are looking for that glimmer of interest. Soon as you see it you strike. If they are wishy washy about it you can do something else.

How could you have responded differently. Ask questions. It's all the same anyway. It's the quality of the connection. There are five people here each with two devices a phone and laptop. You notice the lag in the laptop as you tend to look at it more. The mobile has mobile data switching over now and then.

That's the point of contention. You go with the popular brand then everyone else is on that highway. I dont think there's much happening in here. What else is there. She has that and it reflects back on to her. What else can we do in here. I'm not sure. Only that you do this and see how it goes. There be poor people out there. Amazing how it is universal.

I have negative energy in me. It's local self wantingto be in control. I can allow that but it's in the letting go where you have creation. Let it flow through you. This i like. This is pinay. Who is she. How do you connect with that. It'd be nice to be friends with that. Then connect with that energy. You have it all in you anyway.

Now that you are aware, what time you go. I take the express. It's almost the same anyway. Once you get to smales they gets off and you have the bus for everyone else. Or take that and see how it goes. I can walk from down there. It'd be a good workout for now. I see that. Is it fun. Should i take a nap again. I can do so at the bus. I dont have much happening in there. Do you want to learn something new again. There is much in my plate. I can stick with this.

But what else is there. You know the drill. Let's get going with this equation and see how far it goes. I can take a meditation from here. I am writing as i meditate. Writing while i quiet the mind? Empty the cup is what more apt. Then so be it. Continue with this. It's how creation works. I want to stay at home today.

Tomorrow is saturaday and then i take a day off come back and do rdo. I'm alright with that then. Next week you have a much longer one. Let's see how it goes. I can do early today. Let's see how that goes. Today and then tomorrow. It dont matter much but it's just a bit here and there. I have resistance. I have negative. Then you see the point to all this.

What else is there for me. I'm not sure. These ones are going to stick around much longer. It's already in there and everyone is getting that experience. So be it. Just get going on this path and see how it goes. You know the drill. You can choose how to respond. You think it's best this way?

I'm not sure but this is an issue i can look into. The resource is there and you can get into it sooner. Just do this for now and see where it's headed. I think i was able to get that sent out. What is the email supposed to be in there? I'm not sure. I forgot. Just keep writing. You are almost done.

The light is brighter from here so there must be curtains and a window on this side. There is the door. Is it locked. The skin tone is just right. And it's light and pink. How else can you access that. It is this wanting the void. How do you expand on that. You have the void and they are filling you in. You know the drill. Let's get going then. You can get that up and about.

i'm doing here

that was off center. Where did that come from? What's different this time? It has to be from the inside. I'm headed towards a birthday. I intend to have this over and done with. How will my response be different?

I will choose alignment. What else. What is that for? Is she going to use that light from now on? I am using them batteries. It wasnt meant to be for that. He has a phone already. I dont get it. How come my daughter's phone has faster speed mobile data or wifi than mine. Shouldnt it be all the same?

Is there something on mine that slows it down? Perhaps. It's all hardware. How do you change things up a bit. I dont' know. I can change music. This is something i do now and then. I do nt look forward to that coming up but what can i do. I am shifting this through using up the energy. What comes out of it.

I'm not sure. That this is part of my process. That even if it were like this, i am getting something positive out of the experience. It doesnt necessarily have to be negative. It's up to me how this is defined. Even if the other person in my life is a neg, i can choose how to respond. This is the insight i get out of this experience.

If that were the case, then i got something good out of it. They could have done that but i made it positive for my self. That's what counts in this experience. And i chose to make it positive. It dont matter what the interaction was about. This is the response for me from now on. This i make positive all the time.

I seem to like this app. It's a web app. Ho do you make these things? I dont know but it works. There was this other app before. I think they made changes on this one. Anyway, i can see how this affects my energy. At least it's all here for you. This is why you have this perspective. This is me going through this. And it's different for everyone. And it dont matter if you are this or that. It mattters that you are you.

And you are on your own path. I lowered the font on that to change the cpu showing. I think it is working well for now. In other case i can change that differently. What was that? I dont think it was part of the video. Anyway, i can switch to another one. Or this is good listening until you get the other one. These are upvoted everyday.

Not everyone listens to it. It dont matter what she does. I get something out of it anyway. Do i shower? I can shower tonight so i dont have to do it tomorrow. It starts tomorrow so i wake up monday with 24 hours on the keto having started. That's a perfect way to start the week. And it headbs back to you anyway. This is supposed to be metal music. Do you dig this?

I dont know. Let's see how it goes. Do you want to keep this on your file? I am open to it. Let's see how things go. How is this different from nirvana? I dont know. It's not my generation. I just listen to these things. It is part of their energy. What do they get out of it. I dont know. But you know the big picture here. It's not this or that. It's all connected and the same one thing.

You dont have to keep in mind. It's part of your definition source code etched in stone. Then you get something out of it. Were those my pants? I dont know. I did wash them. Where did that come from? I did not see it washed. I go check it out. Perhaps it's there. She goes into control mode. That's not the thing for me. She dont get it. I dont have to teach her anything.

At least he knows what it is i'm doing here and he responds differently to it. But that is her path and that's how she treats herself. And i am getting something out of it. This is my path. Are you sharing this? The light is there. If they see it, well and good. If not, so be it. I dont have to level up. I am perfect where i am. This is the path for me. No need to push to make things happen.

As long as i have this in my light then i dont have to do anything but point downstream. This is a perfect analogy for me. I get it already. Do you like this music? It is part of the playlish. I write much and i write fast. Not really fast but it is here. When i zoom out then i see it. He's not playing soccer anymore. Why all that stuff? I dont get it.

So be it then. He dont have to go there. We dont have to talk about it anymore. Just move on and see where this is headed. Why did he quit? I dont know. Maybe things are different this time. He could have gone for that other sport. But it's him. Maybe things be different for him eventually. But my path is different from his. This is mine here.

Then there is no need to compare. Just do this and see where this is going. Just write what comes to mind. Do i have to restart this. I like this track. There is this femaill vocal to it. I can listen to this all day. I guess so. Then you can change a lot of things here. It's all up to you. It's part of the process for you. You see where this is headed anyway.

Is this part of the bubble? Why is it not? It's still running. What else is there. It's always like this? But you have changed the response. You have already shifted. Then it dont matter what is on the outside anymore. It's all this and this is what keeps you here and there. You always have choice. It's all opportunity for you.

Then you can stick with this for now. Is this indie rock? What makes it so. I dont get it. Maybe if i go deeper into it. But it's not relevant for you. Then you can let go of it and shift differently. Then you can choose. I can do something else now. When is that coming out? Soon. At least it's there and you are aware of it. No need to change the outside. You can only change yourself.

And taht's all that matters. Knowing that this here is for you all is done and well. Is there a need for that? Is it relevant for you. Well then. What comes out the other end? Who is this. Is she creating all these tracks? How do you get one yourself? When you shift into that then it's yours. At least it's here and now. You can line up with the energy. Then you will see how it's connected.

tomorrow is friday

i see the meaning now. It's easy to say you are positive when all is rined up for you. Not quite so when things are gloom and dark and negative everywhere. But you have been aligned. This is your reward. The knowing that this all served you and is are all connected.

And this is where you leveled up. What comes next? I'm not sure. This challenge situation. Just show clarity. You dont have to go there. You are doing your best anyway. I think i can do better given the budget for the year. I can come up with a winning campaign. Give me one weak area and i can whip up a campaign that will turn everyone most everyone into an order taker.

How do you do that. If you spend that much, you can give away these phones anyway. Why not do it that way. You only do so for a limited time. Those who sign up are going to be glad and happy about it. Rather than spend millions on advertising, just reward the current customers. Those that have been with you a long time.

What's the catch. Sign up for broadband. That is all they need to do. No more discounts. In one years time, you would have gained back the cost for that plus more. You have people lined up. How do you do that then. Contract for that long. They can give away tv and other appliances tied up for two years. I think we can do better.

You see where this is going. You already have that in place. The campaign they have is not working. You dont even have to go there. You just go here and see where it's going. But you dont have to. Put it in the oven for now. Let it simmer. Right now, you had a glorious day. It was a good day to spend with the wife.

Then you can have more of this. It is truly amazing this way. And tomorrow is friday rdo. I look forward to that energy. I can finish it off straight and then head home. It dont matter how it turns out. You have it in you anyway. And then you will find what needs to happen here. What do you propose? They are going to put it back in anyway.

Make them feel that they are safe we got you covered. These things happen. We cant do it that way because it has something to do with the operating system. We cant control that. You can. It's your phone. To do so would interfere with the os and manufacturer wont allow that. What then can yo udo about it. Ask other side and see if they have that issue as well.

But it's not here and now. You saw a lot of contrast there. That was feedback for you. Then you can write about it. Then she has stayed on. What happened to that. I am not sure. Everyone has moved on. I wasnt a good fit then. If i am not then i am open to this one. I can do something else in the meantime.

Like what. I can am writing about this experience. Then you will see what fits in. You can go this way or that. In the meantime, just do this. You can always make changes later on. For now, just finish writing. It all connects back to you. I am writing. Then she is bored. I dotn know what to do with that. It's in her control. It's not my circle. Then you can let go.

What happens now. You just write. Tomorrow is friday. What are you doing different this time? You have a writing hobby. You can write. You just write about something else. I can write about getting a hobby or something. But i'm not sure how. It's that need. You dont want to be in that energy.

It's not what i prefer. Then i can do something else. Should i have stopped? I could have but it is not mine to choose. She chooses to get bored and not find something that will interest her. Why not. I am not sure. She is looking for external cues conditions to get her interested. Now that you know, how do you respond?

You already know that. Then you just act. You simply be. Then you dont have to preach. When the energy has shifted, you stop and take a look around, what's next. Then you take up that energy. It's that simply. That's all i do all day. When i can i just follow that energy. I can go downstairs and get more exercise but it's the energy you use up.

Now that you are aware i can clean up. What is moving forward here. Writing is moving forward. I can do more of that. Just tume in to that video and see how that helps you. But pattersons class is so much better. I can stick with that. Will that help you write. No. It gives structure but it doesnt really help.

Then waht if. What if this guy can be creatior in the fourth density. He operates in a different shift. He is not sure how to go about it but he has guides. How does he know. Because of a video he found on youtube. He has following this guide for more than a decade now. The words energy is ingrained in his consciousness.

How does he experience move forward. You get this situation and he responds differently. He has changed his reality experience. And that's all there is to it. Whatever curve ball comes his way, it's lalways synchronicity. It's all connected. At times it's not so evident but his consciousness reminds him that it is and he trusts that feedback. And then it comes around.

He gets insights that confirm the connection. And he builds up his energy on this foundation. Brick by brick but it's not heavy and set in stone. It's all in his consciousness. How then do you keep score that he is moving forward in the story circle. Things get easy. He has more clarity. He has more synchronicity.

Synchronicity is the currency. The more you have of this, the more you know you are aligned and acting from the higher self. All is connected. Then you collect synchronicity. How do you do that. You take note of it. You ralize. You know it is connected. You see the insight as to how it connects with everything. And that's how you know it is synchronicity. And that was a good day for me.

traversing through information

felt like a neg but it wasnt. Wasnt my bro but someone close to me and i was arguing teaching upset. I guess their algo is not learning. Amybe it still is. I am upset. Watch the energy look at your source code.

That this dont belong here. I am mcold. I needs to look up that underpants. This is not as cold as the other days. I left my umbrella and i feel negative about this. What else can i do in here. I'm not sure. Just get on with it and see how it goes. Not everyone is doing it but what else can we do in here.

It is a definition. Or maybe i should just go in there and see. Just do it. Do it anyway is better for me. It's not forcing. It's more like doing it anyway. I prefer that. But you'd rather be open. Empty sounds doesnt connect. Open is simpler. You know how it feels like. It's like opening a door. You let in or out. You simply observe.

And that's what i do here. Is there a window open? It feels like it. I have clothes to wash tonight. Son slept right through after i got home. He gets that tired? At least he is doing his homework. He has a schedule going on. I writes. This is who i am? You are no dev. Why force it there. You enjoy playing with electronicts though on the hardware side.

What can i do about it. Simply observe. Be here and now. It dont have to be just on the inside. You project flow it through you. Be the color and you see red everywhere. It works like that. This is cold. What can i do different today. Check the weather.

It looks like rain through the weekend. It doesnt show if it's going to rain but periodic clouds. But why does it show rain for the weekend? I dont know. But weather this cold means it is going to be sunny soon. So be it then. I'd wear double going out. You need one more of that. It feels good to be warm out there. So i go out but it's bulk when i start walking. I can get me another one.

I am fighting this. Why not allow it? This affects my energy. So not fight it but use it as contrast feedback. This was before. Now i respond differently. This is more preferred. Is it mincing my words? It's looking at how the words make me feel. These words form part of the definition. If i am not careful, the definitions affect energy which leads to experience. This is the practice.

So how do you see it. That is expectation. Am i going crazy here. It is not a lesson but looking at how it is inside. This is introspection? Something like it. Wife got home and i was awakened. That lady turned off lights in the kitchen. Son didnt get up last night. He must have been tired from school. It's that boring.

But i have shifted here. What comes next? I'm not sure. But it comes to you. They connect back. And then you will see that these things happen. I see what you mean there. Then everything has its place in the universe, even you. More so you. This universe is about you. How do you know. It's only your voice you hear in your head.

But there be others and they are different perspectives of the one all that is. It's more like one giant awareness that broke itself into an infinity of pieces. There is no god. There is higher self. You broke off but and you connect back. You have access back. Why would anyone want to be negative like that. They serve a purpose. Otherwise they wont even know you exist.

This is running slow. But you are traversing through information. You just write. No big words. That one was about an old man who caught a big fish. Everytime i look at it things get more simpler. And they say its a classic. I guess it was. Then you can write something there. He came to term with it. Nobody knew the majestic beauty of it.

But it doesnt really matter there. You spend years on it. I dont even know how this bot farm will turn out. It's just there. I am using it and it's not scaling. It's your decision. You are on track though. Let's see how it goes. You can go spend more when you reach that. For now, only do this. I have other things in mind.

I see what you mean there. Keep that dry. You use it on tuesday. Then you pay back. It's that simple. Also use it online but there's not much i need right now. Then you can skip on hat next time. You have everything you need already. What acid can you use. Vinegar is most often used. Is there fat in there. Why not get rid of the sweet.

I will look into it. For now, i can get me a battery then pair this. That means it's going to drain off scanning all the time. You can do something else. Like what. Just write. No need to be. Just be open and let it flow. You dont have to direct it. You can go in different directions but you have this edit mode and you can go in and out as often as you want. But you have timer in there.

That helps a lot. You still have it. You can write later. I wrote last night. It helped decongest trafic in my head. Things are always changing anyway. You see this and just let go. This is your path anyway. I can check weather. Do you really need that. You can choose to do that. Or not. But this is resource you can use. See it that way. It's part of the equation.

Someone is moving in with the group. What's wrong with that weekend when you get early leave most of the time. Right now it's not relevant and i'm alright with it. I am doing these and am getting out of it something. Even if i dont know what it is, i just keep it open. I get to see what it is or feel waht it is eventually down the road.

But point downstream. You simply have fun withi t. I post then get ready for work. I can have coffee. I have time for coffee. I make that first then get ready for work. It is cold today. I can wear that. It's always there for you. She comes home late and i can setup anyway i choose. Saturday is time with the kids.

of the equation

wife doesnt want to go to bed just yet. I write. I dont have much to do. I'm not as anxious as before. I have come to accept my circumstance and this is simply contrast and feedback. I still get to choose my state of being through all the contrast.

What else is there. Daughter gets her first paycheck on friday. She is stoked excited about it. Fun times for her. She is learning much from this. She is a cheerful child. What next. Just write. I can do this one thing then read my book later. Are we having a session tonight? I'd like one. Tomorrow i might go to bed early. I can go for one session tomorrow.

Then i go back to work. I have phone charging. I see this as synchronicity for me so what else. Just trust the timing then. This is here for me anyway. Just be in this moment. This is contrast for you anyway. I am anxious about it? Just watch the market. If price were to have broken that band, it would have done so violently with energy. It is showing weakness now. I leave the order here.

I dont think it's going to do one more touch on the other side but i think it can and will. Who turned it on anyway. Where is this going now? It's so right in the middle there. Just trust the timing on this one. And then what happens. This looks like weakness. Ride the wave see where this goes. This is failure on the ma. I can have coffee session again tomorrow. Payday is after four or around five.

I can apply for that leave tomorrow. Maybe when i finish this. Maybe do that tomorrow. I just want to take it easy this time. I am not going to think about it much. This shows weakness. How do you know? The bands were broken right there but showed weakness. I dont think it will go up but the day chart shows bears are in control.

We'll see. I write about these things. My url failed on the droplet so i cancelled it altogether. It's not working there so do nothing about it. I wasnt writing much in the blog. Let's see where this is headed. I did not go to that international stock meetup. I think it's a scam. I would rather go my own way.

I think they are doing poor marketing in there. If they were making big bucks in there they wouldnt be running that gig. They'd be on vacation in perpetuity. But they are not. They hustle. That means they are not doing anything. Where is this going? Price is headed for a close. I let it go this way. Then i can go to bed after this.

I'm done with that there. Plenty anxious there. What to do tomorrow. Start writing again. What to write about. This stay at home dad trading at home and gets into the dark side. It shows how he is able to keep himself anonymous. No need to connect really. How do they get in touch with it? I'm not sure. He made comments and someone found on the inner circle.

They try a transaction and things work out. So that's how it gets started. No need for identities. They are better off anon. That way no trails in any way. Then you can write about these things. Then you can explore them. There was this one other book. I have one coming in next week or so. I can look it up.

No sign of that book. I can order it but it's not really something i want to look into. What else can i look into. I'm not sure. I can let it go at that. I've read that part of the equation. You have leads into it. You know how to set it up. You can help out in that way. How can you get into that circle. Just be open about it for now and you will see.

I cant find that book. There are books like that, they go missing. What's happening now? Simply let it go. Let the market ride itself out. Let the energy run its course. Wife is still watching her tv. She's not really watching anything. She is listening to it. What is that doing in there. I dont know. Price is headed back upstairs. What now?

It's testing these levels until market opens on the other side. Let it go for now. Just do what it needs to do. I think it's going for a breakout. Or not. Let it be so. Just see tomorrow. I can let go now. I am off for tomorrow. What to do then. I dont know. Just empty your cup. Then you are better off using up the energy.

You know the drill. You can choose to go there or not. It all comes back to you. It's the hair. What happened to this guy. I dont know. He is from that generation. Thes you will see plenty of things there. I think you see the energy in there. You have it in you because you can see it reflected back to you.

Then we do grocery tomorrow. I dont have to go there. So be it then. Trust the timing on this one. Just write about it. I am using up images faster this way it still gets ahead of the course. Are we doing it again today. I can go to sleep if needed. I am reading my book anyway. Then i can do other things. This thing has been in service a long time. I can get different keyboard. Or not. Just do this then.

But you can do a lot of other things. For now, just do this and see how it goes. You have enough energy coming up soon. It's only tuesday. It is plausible but it 's tight at this level. One lot is good and gives you plenty of room. I talk to my kids, i tell them stories. I hope it's interesting enough for them.

They'll remember these moments i hope. It's why i do it. Then they can look back to it when i'm not here anymore. This i did not have from my relatives my family and i am changing it now. And that's what this is about? I think so. So be it then. I think she has no work or school tomorrow. Daughter is coming over tomorrow.

Then she sleeps over but i leave early. I think we all get back to the grind. That's what it is grinding. Then you are able to do this. What's my ideal grind then. Writing and editing. You are. Why not get into it on yoru free time. Just write about an idea yo ucan develop on the way home. Then you can post. Then you can develop later on. It's all this and that.

put family first

no need to rush. I have time. I'd just sit in starbucks look out the window. I can write then have coffee at home. I'm done here? It seems like it. She did not even bother to respond to it.

Maybe she felt bad about it is what the kids will say. Why did she not do something about it. It's not about being the bad guy here. It's about doing what's right for you. What's right is being with the kids. It's going to be an added expense but you see where this is headed. I'm going to let this slip away for now.

What happens next. You just go about your day. It dont matter what comes next. I have one hour. I leave at eleven past seven. There are old pictures here. They are different shift. This is what i do currently. What comes next? Just put your head down for now. Where did she sleep? I dont know.

I dont have to be here. I dont want to be here when she's around. She might sleep in a different room now. She might kick son out of his room. That's drastic for her but she has that capability. Then it is time to move on. It dont necessarily be bad. Just be open to the synchronicity. This is different. Why am i here?

I dont know. Maybe it's time to fork the path and see where this leads to. I did not sleep well? I think i did. If i was there for about two hours i slept through straight almost. My side hurts. I'd get used to it. She...time to stop putting blame on others. This is my reality experience. This is my response. I have a choice each time.

What comes next. I dont know. Keep to the light. Do your best. I can finish early. I have that tool now if i wanted to. People dont stick around much. I have this and i am consistent about it. I dont take a whole days off. I only do them half at a time. Does that cost much? Then you have this in place.

Keep to the light though. This is what you go through. What comes next i dont know. Only do this. Then you see what's coming up. You know the drill. Tech challenged is not an excuse. Google it. I tought myself programming. I can build a pc. I can create a web server, use aws and i learned them all from google.

Do i have coffee after this? Who knows. Just write and see how this goes. It's too early to just be sitting there. I go back to early next week. Friday tomorrow. What is taht guys name again? I forgot. How come he knew my name. I dont know. Maybe it's everyones businesss to know each others name. I guess so.

That battery drained faster than usual. I dont have time for coffee there. Should i take that umbrella. Nobody uses them anyway. I need one and i can keep this here. I need to turn that one off. Where did she sleep. Ask the kids tomorrow. I dont want to sleep in another room. This is our bed. Why do i have to bend backwards. Why cant we both go to bed together.

I dont know but that is important for her. She works hard because she spent a lot on that vacation. That was five grand she's still paying off. And she claims she's paying a lot. I knew this was going to happen. I let it go at that. Why did i not fight it. This time though i did. We're not going unless it's cash.

Then i am done with that. I keep to my own light. No need to convert others. It's not about religion. It's just this. What was that light. It was my light. No need to just sit. This is my experience. What comes next. Just do what comes next. Nothing came in. It's the campaign. They are running the different campaign.

How will you do things differently? Make it easy for the customer to do so. You can only do so much. Keep to your light. Everything falls into place that way. That was the last? I guess so. She dont get to have it straight through. I went there. She could have ordered in food. That was the cheaper way to do things.

That would have been fine alright. She could have watched a video that way. But in her head, i'd silently go along with her. I am positive about this but i also need to be positive for my self. I was putting myself down that way. My response is now different. It's not that she cant go there. It's that her priorities are not aligned.

Are mine not aligned. Yes. You put family first. It should be your self first then everything else. When you have time for your self, you have more to give to the world. You see the equation there. Am i having coffee after this? I dont think so. Then let it go at that. It was a lot yesterday.

I'm fine with that. I can enjoy posting this. This is time for the self. That bus is coming soon. I dont have to take it this time. Do i bring an umbrella? It's going to be warm wearing a jacket. I can use son's umbrella. It fits in the bag. Let's do that. Have a look at it. Otherwise i dont want to bring home two.

It's a stormy day today. That's part of my equation. But it's not always sunny. I slouch. It can be this or that. It's all the same anyway. Just do this and see how it goes. You can make something out of it anyway. You can check that out when you are done. At least this is behind you now. This feels better with coffee. I can go make one while i post.

That sounds good. Let's get on ahead. You are about to take a new path. It is aligned and this is relevant. We'll see how it goes then. If she's negative about it then so be it. This is the process for me. I am allowing them to be negative about it if that's their choice. And i have my own choices to make.