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i like greens. And i forgot what i was writing. Why is this leaning this way towards? I have a family. But i am unsure. There is a lot of unknowns. That is good. If you were active conscious creator, how do you behave?




You know that the only neg if you may call it that is that there is time and space lag. That's your kryptonite. So how do you play with this. You play with it. You have the energy. Put yourself in that resonance. If things give you a curveball then this is not a block or detour but a surprise.

There is something here that you did not anticipate or were aware of. This is part of the journey. Then you are curious as to what's going to happen next. This is the course i'm in. What happens next? You go this way or that. All at the same time, you have this going for you. And then what?

I'm not sure. Just trade this like a buy and sell business. How deep does it go? I'm not sure. But this is a business you are doing. Just ride the wave the way you seem fit. Trust the synchronicity. And then you can ride any wave that comes along. I'm not feeling well. Why is that. What is the source code. That this is not connected. That i do not want this.

Now that you know, how do you respond? I would rather be in this business. This is helping you run this business. Then you are on track. This is connected with the business. You have plenty of free time anyway. Trust the timing on this one. I dont have to trade there but you know where this is headed.

And then what happens. You just write about it. You dont have to know how this will turn out. You just write. It connects to that. There is nothing. I go to images as this helps bring forth flow? Something like it. Just write. What's he up to. I am going back to work after tomorrow. I'll be dealing with that energy tomorrow. Or i can choose how to respond to the idea.

That is a better path for me. I like that. Am i watching tv now? I think so. Until i fall sleepy i get to watch some tv. Is there a differetn way to spend time? I can do dev work. That is interesting anyway. It is part of the process. Just do this and see where it's going. Or i can do web with python. That too is connected.




It's easier for me to create a site from scratch. At least this way i know what i am doing. Then yo uget to change passwords and all that. I have a good book with me. I can finish that tonight. I have one more video and then another one comes up tomorrow morning. I can get that tomorrow. Is this where i'm headed. Write and cook are the mainstays for now.

Dev work play is the hobby or something that interests me. How do you go with this. I'm not sure yet. Maybe there is something here you can write about. If you were that antagonist, what is the path of least resistance way of handling the protagonist. You dont meet them head on. You simply go under the clouds and then strike true.

If so, what would the antagonist do? Nothing. He brings the seed to his actions by being negative. He can do things differently. He can go under the radar and implement his plans without raising any flags. But how do you do that. Are they doing that right now. I think so. You see them on the news now and then but it is the destroyers that go head to head.

There could be the silent majority that are going about their own way. How will they do things differently. They are patient. They know that going under the radarr is cost effective as a business. That's how they see operations. And then they can be more profitable. They are the protagonists in their shift.

Then the other side is the antagonist? It could be that. Maybe there was someone else left and the others were just put there like dummies and then the real action was on the next building. How do you play with that idea. They wouldnt know or find out what was really stolen. It wasnt even in the agenda.




That is a good twist there. Then how do you know they were pulling the strings all along. Soon as things quiet down, they move out. No need to push things around. You can make it look that way. It's all connecting back to you. See the experiment there. You played with that idea. And then you can do something else all along.

Now that you see that. How is they going to get out. How do you know there was someone else. How will the cowboy find out? They wouldnt. All they know is that something goes missing. They only see after the smoke clears up. An then that happens all the time. How will you implement that. How will you find out what happened there. You will not.

Htere is so much skill involved that you need to be an insider to get into it. But where do you start? How do you fight the fog? You know it's there but how do you fight against it? You dont. You simply let it roll ahead and then when it clears. She doesnt care. Why should i care. Because it's in me. Because i care after all.

Not really. You are after your own good. You didnt want to be bothered by it. Leti t be there then. There are consequences. You can let her experience that so she'll know what cause and effect are. Or you can just live your life and not let your self be affected by it.

I saw this before. Why did i neglect it? Because you saw something else that lined up with you. Was i played all along? It feels like it looking back. Then i can choose sometihng else in here. She never cares about good cooking. She's not from that perspective. So be it then. I have a different way of doing things. I'll stick with this instead.