it's different now

 let;s get working now. That is helpful. I like the changes. Not like, strong word on that. But aware and this resonates with me. 

This statement then is more in alignment with who i am. I like that fat rendering on that end. It was something we both had to go through. This is positive for me. This too is different and resonates. It is part of this and now you saw that.

What happen now. You simply play. Let someone else work with that. I have this with me and this work. Trust that this is so. The power is plugged in all the time anyway. I can go there get something sorted out. I have been in this space anyway.

It is the title, but it is more like that. The title was changed and i was more into tech anyway so it checks out. What gives then. You see how this works out. Trust that this is all connected for you. I did some freelance work.

Plenty on there anyway. I did not save and it's ok. I did reconnaisance and running stuff on the cloud. This is what i did. I did not because something happened in there and it was just so. This is connected. 

I can work with that. You can build too in this direction. I have much in place this way. You get why this is so. Trust that this too is connected for you. What comes next. You put it in your awareness. Why the changes just now. 

Why not.the awareness hits you and you are awestruck by it all. You continue in this awareness and this is so. How do you work with something like it. This is bbq. Where do you get more of these.

I'm not sure where here but we can do something like that on there. I have one coming in. This is something i use anyway. It is a tool in this way. You get how all this is just so. Use it in this way. I have this. I simply do three. 

For today, finish that. You evolve into this anyway and you get how this works out. You can wrap them individually so you cut back on that. I have this for dinner and this is what i do later. Just this. Get to the other side. 

You can change that later. Finish these then see what you get out of it. I run tomorrow. There is no tennis tomorrow. I have so much on my plate and you let the body catch up. I can test that see if it works. But is it giving them access to that.

I think i can change things around. For now, this is where i am. Trust that this is so. You can watch these things or not. Just do this get to the other side. This is here but that one is worse. 

I get that. I work on this with this. You can continue on with that and that is the meat market. I can work with that. Fast all week and then break. Where is this going. This is so much better. This resonates with me. I can work with this and that. 

I needs to bring that up and inside. I can see how this is connected for me. Trust that you have it all in place. This is what resonates. Trust the synchronicity on this one. I was in that space anyway. Now you know.

I agree. That is raclette. I  have it good. I get it. You zoom out. Even if it were just this, you came out ahead. There is much awareness because awareness is infinite. You get that. You have that in experience. You build in this direction. You edit later.

I have this in place. And you get this one and that. It is interesting in this way. How do you resonate with that. The right question solves these and it resonates in all directions. They have this and that. You get that part.

Ok. Now you see which way you are headed. Even if i were to just finish these two, it's a lot and i can build on this. Ok. That's the goal for today. I can update edit improve resonate on that as we go along. For now, you see how this works.

meditating more lately

 i'm not sure what to write about. I have buds pro on my ears and tuned in to music. Maybe i can edit playlist as i go. I dont really dig that music so remove from playlist.

I like this particular shot. I can plays tonight. We have two hours practice later this morning. I tried running out but there was plenty discomfort there so decided to not force it. I can run tomorrow saturday, then again sunday.

You have plenty resources out there. It was you that limited self from zoom out. This way you get the full experience and you see how it is all connected. I can visit that bike shop to check things out. I can work with that. 

Not most, but you can check these things out. I can create one and build from there. You get how these things are. You target one market segment then expand from there. It doesnt ...i like how this sounds. I can build me one. 

This time though it's on my terms and i can define things in this way. I can document everything as vlog. This is interesting. Basically it's about what you do around here. Leave it be as such. You get how these things are connected.

Look into this. Continue on. Do i have that running? I think it's way past that. I have moved on since. You see how it is different. You always move in different perspectives and i can build in this direction. You get how this works.

I like those handlebars. Build a new one. You get how this is. Let's go in this direction then. It shifts all the time. It is all relevant in this way. That's why you are in this. Let's see how it works out. Send an app every day. Do one. You get much in that way. Just do one.

I can screen-record what i do around here anyway. Trust that this too is connected for you. In this way...i recharge batteries. The a7's are reliable. It's the interface that doesnt work as well plus the camera doesnt have that pixel effect.

I can work with thes efor now. I have the actual camera anyway. I can shift that around later. I wonder how to get that sim card electronic. Maybe it doesnt work as a security issue but i can look into these. It's what is relevant for you.

I may have to finish python. So get into it. You just need if else. You dont have to complicate things. You can code golf that later optimise but you dont have to be balls deep into these things. Again, trust the synchronicity wave will take you effortlessly.

Not that you avoid pain or discomfort difficult, but you go through all this riding the synchronicity. That's what is different this time. That's the point here. I can build in this direction. I can get me one thing every payday and build this way. 

You can get the minor ones every time from a cheaper source but you go a long way in this regard. What is this track here. I remember this one and i have this in place. Trust that this is so. You got this. I can do a search and look around in this way.

Now you have path. I can start today. I can look around and see how it goes. Today is friday. I can do one today. I can do one tomorrow. You then see how you can do two or three everyday. Just one hour goes a long way. That's the point.

You see how these things are and it's not very efficient effective that way. It doesnt stick. It's an outside contraption illussion. You see how this works of ...what was that. 

Switch around. Finish these then switch restart. It doesnt resonate with me. I look to the past and what do i get out of it. That need. I see. It is not going to fix things. I like that leather saddle. Get that in shopping bag. But i already have one that's super comfort. 

I can ride weekends on free time. Let's get into this. You see how it is connected anyway. Trust that this is so. I can go much around. You get what is relevant for you in this way. You always get one that is a reflection. Build in this direction. 

forgot what this

 there is always choice. Ao starts today. We are using up the energy to start of the first match. There are a number of interesting matches today. Most of the ones i know in the circle have taken the time off to watch.

And so it is. Leave it be in here. You get by with this and cross. I like chinese food now. Waiting is different. How do you describe things. You'll know when you get there. Else you have chatgpt anyway. 

I have files being transferred. There is also this. I'm not keen about getting job so i build business instead. But this can be business as well. You build them then sell the modular to make it like a subscription model. 

And there are a number of these out there already. You get how these things work. Why not create the app and build from there. I see your point there. It is this and that. You build and there are means and ways through this. 

You get this part. How this anyway. I'm not really sure, but there is escape from discomfort. No . It is so. You simply put this into your awareness. I get that part. You have how many cameras on there. 

I can fast then on the break, it's either i cook make something, or eat out. Throughout the week i plan it out. And this is the process. I do workouts, i play. I attend to share experience and perspective. 

I guess so. Now you see. I think it's about to start soon. You can go for that and then make something yourself. This is interesting. There is so much you can build with this. Do your research, then test how it goes. That's the point. 

Aha. I can put that on keep. I can check on that later. For now, this is the path. Waiting. This is what i do. But it either arrives around this time, or maybe later on. You see what you can work with this. There's so much on here you can build on.

The point is you have this and so you can build in this direction. That's the process. How to. Now you are building in this direction. You see how this can be big as there are questions that need answering.

And you dont have to pay. Or at least you give initial information, and then they get questions qualified they taek to professional advice. But you can always verify in this direction. So much on here you can work with.

Ok. Let's get going then. You can be that resource online for everything in this way. I think you get it. You can show where to find that information. Once you get that sorted, it comes in every which way. They call when there are problems.

That's the point here then. I get that. Now you see where this is headed. I can work in this direction as well. I see what you mean there. Now you know. Now you get it. You can work out technical details. If it's not there, refer to cua. Aha.

But i am thinking in that direction. You see how this is related. You have much in this direction then. I get that. What comes next. You simply do this then see what you get out of it. There's so much on here. Now what.

Use up the energy. I am about to finish these anyway. Do you need that one or something else. I think you see. What comes next of this. So much. That cuisine is so deep and interesting you can deep dive into this.

The world has changed so much. You have this and that. You have a path ahead, a process you are...it's not going through the process, but an unfolding, to discover more of who you are. That's the point to all this.

I dont need outside validation. It is from a different level that you are coming from. Finish these then continue on.

like them pc games

 it is ideal for work life balance, but if i have to go there, i have definitions come up. I guess that's what it is for. I can look it up different this way.

How to use this. Trust that this is the way for you. That part is empty. You continue on to something different and new. Trust that this is so. You see so much fear on there when you can go inside and get this sorted. 

Leave it up to me and i'll fix this, then send you an email. That seems to work. When you do get the email, you are able to deliver on that promise. You do one of that each day and it builds up. That's the point. 

Everyone makes mistake. They put on blinders or explore a path. This here is my path. And it's like going to prison metaphor. It's like this and that but you get it now. You are moving forward on this.

Tennis is big in this state. It's for me, the state of tennis. I am surrounded by courts. You pick the one that works for you. I can move membership onto that. Is it easier to join that. See how it goes.

I go into this then. You'll know what to do when you get there. But south is my home. That's where i'd always fall back to. The members you see. Are they any good. Do i blame the rest of it. I see how that works for me. 

I can go late. She wont be up until late and then coffee and all that. I can go in this direction. I feel better now. The nightmare is over. Now it's shifted and it's interesting. I am curious how this turns out from here. 

As it is, there is a lot ofwork to be done on my end. Trust that this is so. I learn much in the process and you wouldnt find it on the easy path. Go dopamine reverse. That's why you are here.

That's the point and reason and something why this happened. You can let go now. She stayed. You gave her a shot storm and she stayed. I would have left if i went through that but stayed. See the difference. It looks the same on the outside, but go with what's inside of you.

That too is a lesson. Now i get it. And with this, you accelerate. You use this in positive ways. That's why you had to go through this. You now have context on how to use these tools. That's the point. You can do a channel based on this alone.

It's not to teach others, but to share your experience with your son in this way. Is it going this way and that. You see how it goes there and back. Now you know. Now you get it. All cards are out on the table. Should i get the new one.

It did not resonate with me the further down it went. I have the tools. You get that. You work with the rest of it. That's the point. You always repeat that. Maybe there is something here. Idk. Just do this get to the other side.

And when you see things there you get something else. It's like the pc games you played. You always level up and it becomes difficult because you've done so. Once you get the stuff on there, you level up again.

This is the metaphor for life. Can i go this way. It doesnt matter that it's like that. You continue on with this. Can i work with that instead. Now you see how this connects back to you. Build in this direction. 

You sleep much. That is connected too. It is not for pleasure but to reset. I sleep five minutes and i'm all good. You get that part. How did i get that those. I can look back into that. Check how to connect with that.

Then you can expand in every which way. Trust the timing. You know what it is you are doing. Trust and stay in a positive not. I can get me one of those. But the point is, you dont needto. You connect. You have connection to source energy.

experience this now

 i'm ok. I see how it's connected. I am grateful that this is so. Continue on. I learned much through this unknown. I get that now. 

What then. You continue on. You expand in all directions. There are different ways, but being with it is life with this in there with you. You work with this. That's the point. You get how to pass the buck.

In the end, it is always with you anyway. You learn your way through. You find your way. That's the point. You learn more about yourself. That you need all that in there tells you something. And that's the point.

It doesnt have to go this way and that. You see why this is here. The situation is why is this not automated. Something happened and there was a glitch. Then you can fix this so everything is in place.

Now you know. Now you get it. This is the point. How t oget this sorted then. It shouldnt be but these are the ones that do not know understand how to use the system that's there. Aha. Now you see what where you go through next.

I think a surprise every now and then is in order. Let's get going with this. Trust that this is so. I can get one along the way then. You see how this works out. Why the need for that. It is for the commute. 

Aha. Now you see. I think she'll need another one. Let's go in this direction. She has preferences. Aha. Do you want to go there then. You see how this works out. Now you get going with this. 

I can explore this path then. I get that this is connected. I see where this needs to go then. Does she use them that way. Now you see. I think the price dropped enough but sony has better stuff in this direction. Let's see how it goes.

Look into this then. The ones on review arent that effective but you see how it works out. I can tune in to that and see. But you are in this mode. What can i get here then. You see that. 

I get it. You have connections. You have guidance. But you see how this works out for you. Build in this direction. It's not like a superpower thing. But with clarity you get how to access these things when needed.

That when you need t ocross that chasm, a bridge appears. You find your way through. This is how it's all connected. It's not that it's there but that you know how to connect. That's the point. You dont have to travel to the farthest reaches of the universe.

You have everything here and now. You simply resonate with it is the idea. With this, now you are able to travel to the farthest reaches of creation. That's the point. You have access and connections to all this.

Imagine how great this would be. How do you write about it. This is for the soul.this is for the inside. Experience this. That's how you use it. Not tof feel better but to go deep in the experience. Experience this in every which way.

Aha. Then you see something and get something out of it. That's how you use this. It's ok to never win again. There is something else here for you. That's the point. Once you see that, you happily move on.

Ok to experience this in every which way. It's like you put breadcrumbs along the way. That's the point here. You talk to someone so you'd know. That someone is there to help out. This is what they do. 

It gets difficult but you see when they are ready or not. You become a buddy for one to help them stand on their own. That's the point here. Now you know. Now you expand in this way.

enjoy light showers

 i didnt write, now i can. I am in meditation these days. It's to put in the awareness and it is connected. So it is in lieu of writing.

Is it quiet in there. I believe so. There is no control? There is, but also there is awareness. The control is there to bring back to breath when the awareness is there. I have resistance in this. Now you sense it.

This is what you do. This is the in-betweens. And it's ok i get lost in there but the coming back is key. You have all this guidance and i had to g othrough that because it got me going in this.

And so it is. So be it. That was tough, but i made it through. I have tennis. I have meditation. I gained much in the experience. I have a new relationship. This is entirely different. Everyday is different. That's the point. 

This too was the lesson. You would say it got you moving this way. You learned all that but it was part of the lesson. It was part of the process. Now it is different. You can talk about this, why not? I dont have to make sense. You can simply give an analogy or metaphor. Play with this idea, see how it works.

That's the point here. I have mic. I can work with this too. You can test different scenarios and it all works out for you. Be in the experience. Choose discomfort. Choose difficult. That's what you have on here. And you expand in this direction.

Is this the trinity. It could be. You have this as template for your stories. You build in this direction. Do i need umbrella? I can enjoy the light showers. It's this way and that. It's all connected for you. 

I have much time on here. Just do this. I think you see what that is about anyway and it is the running much and the hit the ball thing. And it's fun when you mave that one good shot. That's the point. And i dont need fairways. I simply need a wall.

Not even a wall at that. I have mental imagery. I have this world inside. But what else can you make out of it. You write about these things. You can write it out then read it. You have several options and you get to this level.

I think you see where this is going. Something is going down in that direction and it's tough. Take time for yourself. Talk to that self and you bring in back. Imagine it's this. It doesnt make sense but trust me on this.

Try not to make harsh decisions. Talk to someone you trust. That is what's needed out there. You can make a video out of this and they connect with that. You can talk about a lot of things and it doenst  run out. Always there is a different perspective to this.

I can expand in this direction then. You have this in place. It's all connected for you. Trust that you have connection in every which way. I can finish these then continue on. You hove this. That's what is different about this.

I can go to city then or back. It seems this way and that. You simply had to go through that. That's the experience and so you trust the timing. Trust the synchronicity that you see it now. Trust that this is so. 

And you thought you cannot trust. You go inside. Can you trus this. Now you see. Now you know. You have the experience. You cannot think it through. This happened because to get you going in this direction. Now can i let go.

Why not. In my awareness then it is different already. You dont have to have the process. You have the awareness and it's not the same. Now you have choice. What do i get out of it. This is key. 

You expand on this with the writing. You build in this direction. You go every which way because every which way is connected. You take in more so you have more to work with. Continue on. 

4 days to go she back

 it was stressful as i had a lot of resistance in me. There was insistence, that i want things to be easy. Bu the energy is thru pain. I use up the energy. That's the point.

And so i made it to the other side for today. I took things one at a time as they come in. I make it thru to one day at a time. This helps to put me in the present? I guess so. When i have awareness i am in the present. When i feel negative, i trigger this to be in the moment.

I have a headache. I can run tomorrow. I can do tennis in the basement for now, do two hours. I come back finish he fasted day and continue on to tomorrow. The goal is saturday finish when she gets here. Just get through today and i will make it to saturday.

If when kids ask for grocery, i wouldnt be able to go until maybe thursday or friday. I think we can make it through. We had grocery recently and i can give them the gift card when they want more supplies. It was an ok time through christmas.

It was tough, but it's time for me to step up. I guess so. Things are way different. I do tennis and that's two hours. I can run tomorrow morning. Or do today and run tomorrow again. There's still light showers. It might rain tomorrow as well. 

I can run or not. It doesnt really matter for much. I have new shoes. I can do two and there. What then. Get to the other side. See how things work out. What's in store next. It doesnt really matter for much. I would rather run...things being equal. 

If so i run tomorrow night after work. I guess that's ok too. It's light thunders. There is a light shower. I finish at seven or before eight. That's a long enough run. Nobody in the park when you have light showers like this. 

Finish writing and then i can run. I was stiff from last night. I'm done with shoes. Its time to move on. I get her the bag tomorrow. Its a long shipping might take a month. I think she had that under consideration. So be it. Plenty on here to see.

Finish up. There is still lightning anyway. Do i get rechargeable batteries? It's too many there. What happened to the rest of it. I think the kids are using it. I can work something out in this way. Just be this get to this. 

Are there options for me different. I think so. Finish up. That's all you do today right now. I made it through to this. Do i give up? It's not giving up. Its alignment with what you prefer. It's not quitting, but clarity.

I'm not going down that path. It doesnt serve me. There's plenty on here to savor bask in. A good day is one. You can go this way then. I have new grips. I'll test them on when the ones i have starts to give. I can remove the underlying and use the new one.

I can do that tonight. I can go to bed early anyway. Not much happening so i can rest up run tomorrow. At least it's all behind you running in the morning. I can do so at night. I dont think the guys will want to play tomorrow. Not enough players.

Ok. Keep at this path then. I run again tomorrow. Rest up thursday and you go straight over the weekend. I can run saturday morning. That's nice. I can go this way. This looks interesting. I keep the pace slow and easy. 

This resonates with me then. Do i get that one. She knows how long shipping will take. I think we can stick to this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. She's keen about it. So be it. How to get my racquet restrung.

I can bring it over to a shop. But it's all downtown and they close at 5. I dont think i can will make it there on time. Unless i ride over hte weekend so i will get the chance to go there. And so it is full of it.

But now you see. You have this in your awareness. I can get me another one of those later. For now, go out for a run. It's going to clear up soon and why not get started anyway. I can shower later, then do yoga. That sounds like a lot.