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 if i'm headed out, why feel this way? Is it fear? Or the energy showing the definitions i have? Aha. That's integration then. You are using it to get something out of it. That's a positive.

I like this channel here. Camp fish cook. It's still part of the camping equation. That's where i'm headed then. I'll be out for weeks because i have source of nutrition. If when it's a small town like that, there should be a grocery of sorts we can go to. 

If when it gets too cold, you can check in to a hotel or airbnb. That's interesting again. That's part of the experience. Why would influencers charge that much? That's because they've built up their channel. They put in a lot of work into it. I dont have to finish recharging these lights and power-bank because i'll be back after the noon-time rush.

Head out to there as you have orders to fill. Then come back when it's finished. Take it as far as it will go. Do the instruction manual in this way. You have this. The legs dont feel as tired as before. Maybe the ride home helped move the lactic acid around.

I can look into that. Also it's not like tennis that's high intensity. Maybe i'm not moving around as much? It feels that way. If solo practice where you have to send the ball back no matter what, this here is different in a way.

What can i do here. What are these two doing that they can win back the points when needed. That's what i look for in these matches. I go in this direction and there's a log on there. You see how this is. That's what is different about these.

There's a line in the toilet. You got this. They're in a lake this time. You see how you can get into this equation. It's cloudy so iffy that i head out to city. I can use this and that anyway. It's a big jacket. I have something more trim.

I'll use that today. I can use that a lot moving forward. The glasses are the issue. I'll wear a hat with visor to it to keep the rain out when riding, but it can only do so much. Wear contact lens as it's daytime anyway. Night time, you can use that as it's different. 

It's coastal saltwater but like in a cove. That's like ormoc to you. Are there fishes there? There's always fish everywhere. You just needs to look. That's life. You can use organic bait as that resonates. 

Going to nsw, there's also a lot of coastal towns you can look into. The way seems much greener and headed towards warm. Now you see how all this is relevant. It doesnt have to hit all those spots. Just do what interests you.

You see how this is relevant. Those are lean arms. She's doing not weights, but i forgot what it's called. It's in my thread. If there's nothing you can do about it, then that's synchronicity saying your task may be different...is different than what you think.

That's the lesson all this time. This here is different and i unedrstand my task here is different now. It's raining. If i was already out i'd be ok with a jacket on. Go this way then. I'll give five next week work through all week. This way you have it going continue in this direction.

It helps in ways plus you are able to make video. The idea is that you ensure the asset -- you, are in positive motion. I was thinking safe, but there is negative connotation there. Cultivate the asset. Plant seed, cultivate. Allow for this asset to compound. Not protect the moat, plant, cultivate curate.

There's the idea right there. Everything is connected and you use it in that way. I can make video itm. I'll work through the whole days next week. Rest up this weekend. I will notify about this and deliver. That's the idea there. During lull, i can go fishing. That' two hours at least of video content. 

I'll use that to get license then. This way i dont have to worry about that. It's a full license and you can work something out in this regard. Ok. I see that now. You can work on the videos, or not. You have this in place.

Now you see how to use this. You are different in this way. Winter rides are different and so you go this way and that. You have much to process? Not that you lack. It's that you discover more of yourself in this way. That's the idea.


excited to go fishing again

 i'll keep the box for a week then throw it out. This is for the fishing line, braided. This jacket is warm. I prefer channels like this where he goes fishing, camps and cooks his meals. This one at first he did not catch anything and made himself instant noodles for dinner.

I have the reel and rod arriving today. I heads out tomorrow and test them out in real-time. It's night time so there won't be any fish to catch -- i think. But still, it's part of the excitement experience. Have the experience anyway.

How then next. I can either fish at docklands or st kilda. What's it like to be a commercial fisherman? You supply to the local market and it's fresh. You go out early in the morning to get there and delivered early. That's a lot, but you heads out to fish.

Or you can simply have your own butchery for that. Aha. You sell them off the boat to a local market. The unsold fish is what you have for the rest of the day. Aha. Start with a sailboat. Grow from there. It takes time, but you get the idea.

Where do i go. Perth. That's warm and faces the open sea. Or sydney. But i dont resonate with the sydney frequency. Perth i havent been there and it looks interesting enough. Let's go then. No tennis is ok. As long as i have bike to travel.

Bike fish camp cook. Aha. Interesting. Let's go in this direction and see what you get out of it. Again, this goes off that early december aikido days with the bong. Those were good times. I was broke most of the time, but when the energy kicked in, i was good and ready.

And i did share the energy around. It lasted a decade or so. That is how you resonate. I did not understand how to cultivate the energy. But now you know. Now you have the experience. Now you know how to plant the seeds.

This is what resonates. Did everything finish on there. I think it did. You dont have to win. You simply enjoy return the ball. Get them to take one more shot. No need for winners on there. Just get them to take another shot.

Ok. That's what i do then. I've played well in the past. You still have this in here. Can this go htis way or that? It can. That's the idea. Who is that with the lean arms. That photo showed lean arms and legs. Most of the fat are in the belly. That's a positive. That means the fat is mobilized and that it's headed in that direction.

You can get a kayak so it's a workout. But sailing is part of the frequency experience. I can start with a kayak for the workout, but you see how this turns out much. Then you have much in this regard. You have plenty resources when you resonate in that frequency. 

I get that. This is interesting where we are headed. You dont need others much. That was the reflection back then but now it's way different and you see. And you can go fishing. You can do much. You have your world in this way and you get how to work things out.

Where to go fishing? Where it's good to fish. Maybe take a boat out or something. But you understand how these things work out. You have much and it doesnt have to cost much to do these things. You can take the train for that local vibe experience.

That's the idea then. Take the train. Bike to spot when you get there. You have the whole year to work this out having the experience. That's how you unflod in this regard. Trut the timing. Ok. This is interesting now. Maybe they can bring the rest as well. 

Aha. Nowy ou are getting somewhere. You have plenty on here. I can bring my equipment when traveling. Except for the bike. That one has to be local so i can leave it with bro or pamangkins. That's a positive then. How do you get to that frequency?

You simply have the experience. From there you'll know what to do. You will have options left and right and you simply let local mind to do its thing. That's the idea. You know how to resonate in this way. Trust that this is where you need to be. You dont even need trust. Its' baked in. What you put in there are the thoughts and feelings. These are in alignment or not. It takes you in that direction or not.

There is a gap though to let you see what is in the process. But you get the idea. Like the algorithm, it feeds what is relevant and then you simply go from there. This guy goes fishing everyday to create content. That's what you do with what you have. Then you see. You have the experience.


use up past energy

 the place looks familiar but the energy feels different. This isnt the place. And you can make something out of it. Looking back, it's different. The place just said so. It's higher up.

I wonder why that is. Perhaps the place isnt the same anymore. It gets cold in here as i recall. But i am acclimated this time. If i go visit it is going to be cold. How come there's that env that looks similar? You see how it is then. 

I dont have to share the energy with you. You tend to stay in your head thinking you can over-think your way through. It doesnt work that way. Why should i go there knowing that mine is a compass that works with any map whereas yours is a map that's based off decades old information that is no longer relevant?

Aha. I go there, i cant work my magic. I've tried doing so for more than a decade. Soon as you have something working for you, you leave me out in the dark. I'm not there anymore. I have choice. And this time, i am building into this reality. I have other self that's guiding me anyway.

Ok. How to do today. Do the instruction manual. Take it as far as it will go doing your best. People are talking about her. Who else is a lefty that's making the same frequency? I cant think of much on there. It's historical data vs what's happening here and now.

How do you beat her then. Now you see. Play the energy. Why does it feel that way? I dont have to compete with that energy. You already know see how it works for you. Leave it at that. Trust the timing. Mine has no strings attached to it. You come and play if you want.

They wouldnt because it's not local to them. But then again, they see the quality of play. You get how this works out. I get me a twig stove so i can do bushcraft in the env. But in urban situation, you'll have to do out and find it. 

How to use the energy. You see how this works for you. Does it matter if it's a lefty. It does. It's subtle but the brain skips a millisecond to compute and running towards the ball with a miscompute like that causes faults. This is what you work with. 

What do you have on there. He could have gotten something else in the equation. He has a tent in the shade. This is interesting. There is not much fishing on here, but you get the idea. That used to be a river bed.

The water shifted. Why is that. I cant wont go there. You are not there anyway. You have a agendas that are not positive in energy. It doesnt resonate with me. You resonate only when it suits your needs. That's not me. I'm not there anyway. That's an entirely different place. 

It's up in the mountains past sampaloc. I have never been there. It's a long way even on commute. Anyway, you see options on here to do when you come visit. You'd be spending a week on that travel. Where to find that. Do you have teh time on there.

It's an option. This is the abundance. You have choice. You always have abundance from this perspective. Now you see. Go on mango season. That's past the christmas season headed into summer. Summer in these hills is perfect. You can spend days on here, but there is no fishing whatsoever.

Ok. I see your point. I think it was an intrusion of privacy going over my journals. But then again, you paid the price anyway. But these days, i'd appreciate it if you did not. What gain do you have on there other than to see if i'm onto you or not. That's lame. You are this person. I was wrong about you.

And now i see. I move on in this and i see the way before me. It's not a definite road map, but a direction on my compass -- a moral compass. That's the difference. You wouldnt even acknowledge what i'm doing here. You only see the trouble you are in. 

Trouble that you caused yourself all these years. You dug your own into this and now you want me in that same hole. I dont think so. I did so before and what did you do. Even after the fact, you still kept to your comfort-dopamine habits. You dont get it still.

I wonder why i am here anyway after all these years. I guess this tells me how this works. What is that filter. Do i need one. It's too bright out. Can i use it on my camera as such. I may have to get something like it. I'm usually out in bright sun. On sunset i can easily remove that.


explore safe unknown

 forecast is light rain for today. No promotions. I dont have to fight it. If that's the case, then i use the time to make more content. It's visual storytelling that i am learning practice.

I think i have these in the bag. I simply pracitce to have them on-call queued up when needed. But you already have it. Trust the timing on this one. These do not really have much of a story but it is slowtv. Can i use it this way?

I'm not sure. If it's light shower, i can head out do the minimum. Nota day goes by without the minimums. Or maybe i can do lilydale. It's a short ride from here anyway. Is it something to look into? Maybe i can do runs in that locale see the place explore as i do my runs.

These are long runs in-betweens. It's way worse than what you have right now. What are my options here. Stay safe? Aha. Not much at home than do videos. What you want is to shoot b-roll. I can get used to writing out that word. You have this and that anyway.

Ok. You mix it out. You have three shots for the b-roll. You have the wide, action and personal shots. That's how you differentiate these things. The difference is that you are not talking about these but simply show that this is what's different.

Ok. I can work with that. There's plenty interesting things to do around here. Tell that story thru visuals. Then you see how this relates to you. Why dont you throw that out back? It's too young anyway.

I may have to get me some fishing license when i gets there. That is color grading? I can work with that instead. Is he going to have that for dinner. Something is off about it. But you see how to connect this way or that. 

You always have options. Trust that this is where you needs to be. I can make the minimums around here. Do the lunch runs. Start at eleven finish around 2pm. Rest up then repeat finish at sundown when there's not much to do around here. That too is training runs.

Ok. I get two other benefits then--shoot b-roll and training runs. I can work with that. You can show that you are able to do these things and then build your way back from there. The point is to get the compound interest to work without much interruption. You keep it going. 

That's what is different this time. It's not really around here but just the perspective is different. And now you see how it changes automatically. It's this and that. This other two channels i see are more about doing extra after work. It's too much noise happening in the background. It is reflective of what's happening on the inside.

I found this other option on here. Now you see. This here is local enough that you can do interactions even if remote. That's the idea. Continue on with this and see what you get out of it. When you have that the heating is more efficient. It's safe from the wind and it channels the heat direct.

I can build in this direction. How do you continue with this one then. You can create content when needed. Show that you already are in this space. How do you work around these things. Start building. Start compounding in this direction. It changes all the time. Make sure that you have what is relevant.

What happened there. It suddenly went quiet in that way. Now you see. There is much in this regard. Then you build around this. Trust that this is so. What to do today. Explore lilydale lake making video shoot b-roll or do the runs.

Let's try it out. That distance is easily transportable. You get to that point, then come back via bike path. I have that on box hill too. You have much on there anyway and can work with this way or that. 

The idea is that you have this in place already. You simply move the camera this way or that. Then you have it. You can even just use the two things so it doesnt look so big. But then again, the weight pulling down makes it stable. Is that where you drink water.

Not good when you are out there. You put yourself at risk that way, but you know how it tastes like. You lost the trust in that connection and syou see how it works out. Now you have things different. That lilydale is more relevant because you can do the min runs.


slowtv v talking head

 i hope i'm not invalidating, but i can make a better content than this guy is doing. This one is more about dopamine hits. Maybe that's why it's working for him. It's all about the toys. Maybe the experience is there.

Ok. Build in this direction. You dont have to share as much, but you see where this is going. Htat's a lot of toys there. That's what a positive youtube experience is about. You get all the toys. That's where i'm headed then. 

The tennis channel is stable as it is. Just this. Build the bike channel now. You can am are zooming into the experience so it's all in there. Like everywhere you go you get a ping. That's the positive experience. 

You ride in lunch hour because of the sunlight. Every day you go you have new content to video. That's what this is for. And you see how this too is a positive experience. Trust the timing. That one started crashing because of that. Am i out of that tunnel? The experience showed you that the frequency had shifted.

Yes. That is true. Let's build in this direction now. You can make a video out of it. This way, the vehicle becomes an expense for the business. Let's go in that way. But that is not compounding positive for you. But you can transform that. I heads out after the rush hour. There is no promotion, but i used to make good even without.

I get the positive ones. The short runs. This way you have much to show. And it showed you how the algorithm works. Now you see. You have gai and everyone else in that neighborhood. And it's growing. All devices are now recharged. Let's head out. What would be fun here.

We have tennis later. I'm building too in this direction. I feel like a four in that game. I am at 3.6 last i checked on that. Then it's different now. I can play more tennis now. That's the idea. It frees up time and opportunity for you. That's the idea here.

Do i skip fridays now. I can do weekends. That's the fun part. Ok. Free that one up. You can do six hours on that, one after the other. You can build on that one too. Its cut down to this one. The only thing you need on there is to cut back with this.

How do you get into that more. I'm not sure, but you know already. Ok. Trust the timing with this one. You can cut them into weekly bits. That's the idea on there. Now you see. 

He's probably video in the backyard vacant lot. That's a thing now. You can build too in this direction. It doesnt have to show that it is that way. Just this. Do i need to get an ebike for this. It's going to be a disposable expense. Not here.

Unless they do this for youtube, then they can work something out. They build in this direction too. In the city it's congested, but it is safer because the bike is priority in there with the space. And you take all the sidestreets there. You know where the clogged ones are. Avoid go side.

And south sounds better for me this way. There are less stops and you get to stretch out the runs. That's where i'm headed today then. Plenty opportunities on there. You get on with the short rides. I can ride around crown to get to the next one.

And always there is that next one. You have plenty shortcuts to play into. Plus you get to ride this way and that. The orders are less and far between. You know how to work this out then. You are closer as everyone else is in the city.

Does it play to your advantage this way? Definitely so. I do short runs with less. This way you get to come back and do another one. The long and big ones they can have. That one doesnt resonate with me. I dont have to rush through that. There are those that are slower.

Ok. I see the idea. Now you get this going into the idea. This one is a talking head. I think you connect better in this way. You see about those that are negative simply because they are in pain, make more noise. The positive ones resonate higher and are quiet about it?

It's like that. Or this one. Explore south because it's less congested in there. Plus plenty are lunches you can get in there. You see the orders pile up because it's there with you. Trust the timing on this. You get how it works already.

And you go this way or that. It all adds up. By 3pm you'd be done anyway. You have reached your quota and are in this regard. That one too is positive.


daughter had heart surgery

 yesterday's ride felt like i could go on all night. Why did i go home then. Why not stay in your excitement clarity reflection? Idk. It just felt right not wanting more. It was enough to be aware that i was in that state frequency.

You have enough. This awareness, this choice -- you have enough. You are in this state and it is a choice. You have more than the ones in that mansion. That last run, the guy had all the toys, but internally, inside, he did not know understand aware of abundance. It was all possession and grasping?

It's not invalidating. It is contrast. I can head out now, but if she wakes up late anyway, ten am would be just fine getting there. I can have me a good cuppa. Let's do that. I can reward myself this at the end of the ride. But cant have that late in the afternoon. I cant have cappuccino early in the day.

Maybe get myself something else instead. Now you know. I have this video uploaded and worked on in the coming months. It's going to be in the library and get used up. I have 2tb worth of slowtv coming up on this one. It just runs in the background for people. That's where your niche is.

It doesnt have to talk about these things. That sunset from blackburn is amazing and beautiful. What is the word for that. Idk at this time. But there are plenty out there and you resonate with that energy. He has crushed ice? It's snow? Idk. Just observe.

That match was great. How come it was there. Was i focused on something else instead? No. It was just right. You sent the ball back. You sent it deep and middle. That's enough. That'll do pig. That's enough. What now. Head out at past eight or something. 

I'm recharging these devices. These two are recharging. Soon as done, i heads out to ride. I also do the promo later in the day. It doesnt have to be rushing all about. Just stay in that frequency. I dont have to do runs in that way. Simply develop this market.

That's a positive right there. Stay in this frequency. That one was invalidation? It was contrast. I dont have to invalidate myself too. Know that it's in your awareness in this way. She lost weight. She plays well. These are the next crop of players coming up.

Who will dominate? It's the mental and clarity that rises up and show in crunch time. How do you determine that. Idk. But you'll know it when you see it. Those are the matches that count. Not when it's easy, but when the stakes are high and it matters, clarity brings you.

What then. Finish up. This is a positive experience. How do you go with this one. Now you know. I can have this in here. Just sits. You can have this in place. You know. You see. You that is zoomed in as camera. And it is stable. I see what you means there. You can have coffee as such.

Let's go in that direction. Maybe she heads out of icu. But if we can have a cup together then i'll head out and get one. The new bike lock arrives before the end of the month. It'll be there. It's all good. It's all connected anyway. They ended it not me. It's up to them. I can open another one.

Maybe have something go into that instead. Maybe use it as backup or something. Why not go with a smaller bank. Aha. Look into this. I think ing looks interesting. I did my research on that before. Time flows through you anyway.

Ok. This has plenty baggage going into it. I'd rather do cc bike tours. Then this is what resonates. You are supported in this way. You always have choice in every which way. That's the idea. Ok. Go with this. See what you get out of it.

You always get something out of it. Whether you are aware of it or not. The thing then is to know that you are. This is in the middle of nowhere. You simply find yourself such a campsite and go often. The camera angles shift and change.

You have plenty like this nearby. You'll find them. Then you'll see what happens next. Itm, this is where you are where you needs to be. I have such a camera. Or i can send this one there and have them build unto this. 

Ok. You see what needs to happen next. What then. I'm not sure if they went out. But it's not there anymore. Let it be so. What then. I'm not user. But if this is the energy, trust the timing. It's there alright. You know how to use it. It's all in there anyway.