you can leave

i haven't been writing. You can see the keyboard habit is different. It's not changed. Everything is changing anyway. It's only different in my body consciousness.

I ordered that bible...the book where i learned much of my poker. I am going to use it as reference from here on. Stars has been active lately. I saw china players in there. With seven billion people all over, one percent is a big number for a long tail.

Is this working? If so, why did i stop last time? I couldn't say to anyone i played poker for a living. I guess i didnn't want to be seen as a gambler but it's not gambling. Everything can be a gamble anyway.

Smells like someone passed away. You learn from all these things. What do you do now? You push. That is a different skillset. It's because you don't want to be in there. What to do now? You know what's coming up next. Then do something about it. How? You just bought a book.

That's a big first step. And then what do you do? Shipping is expensive but it's still fifty percent lower than local. It's how long it takes to ship that concerns me but i get something in the mail every two weeks. I'm fine with that. What do you do now? You put yourself below. Why not be the expert on this?

It's because you didn't know what to do. Now that you do, how do you go about this? Did i waste my time in there? I don't think so. Weekends are prime time. Should i be picking up from the library. I had coffee and it was good there. I did not get to sleep much though. It was shallow? Kinda.

What to do now? I'm on my break. I can upload stuff in there. I think vaguely remember closing that account. I can go check later. I need to pick up something out. I'll do so in an hour. I have plenty of time to finish these then. I post with all that glam. Do you listen to your music?

This is what i'd rather do. What is different this time? I'm not sure. What do you need from me? Invest in your metagame. How else do you do that? Woosh. Put yourself in that frequency. You'll know what to do next. Is it related? It's in your awareness.

Soon as you see it you have the opportunity to match frequency. And then what? I can use them as bot. You see where this is headed. How long to get there? Some folks don't get past 50nl. That's not good. That's fifty bucks. If you play at that level and make a stack everyday, is that good enough?

Question is, can you level up that way? I'm not sure, but i'll know when i get there. If not, then do something else. I am going out though. Wife can drive her to work. For now just write. I may have to go to toilet. These have been moved to over there.

What else needs getting done here? These are great for editing. Also for flow writing. It doesn't get in the way. How to get started with that? If you are making as much, then make the leap. This is the process for me then. I have much in my plate. Use up the energy and you accelerate.

This is why it's here. I need to go poop before i go. You don't need that energy though. Pick up use up then you convert energy. What are my options? Have fun with it. Woosh. Can i get more from grocery? It's sunday. She'll finish late today. I can go to bed late then.

We can have a session in the car. Will i be up later? I think so. Then let's go in that direction. I can go out for a walk there. Or ride the bike. I have enough in that bin to last the day. I don't have to go then. What's in the box? Something that needs to get out.

Rubbish is on tuesday. I am still out that day. Enjoy your long weekend then. It was offfered and this wont show up in the equation. Changes coming? It's always different. Next week is payday anyway. I have saving going on this way.

I get what you mean. Can i change that? Any other books you need? I don't know. That one was from the library. They make money that way? How do you get into that? I'm not sure yet. At least you are moving forward with this. I can boil eggs. I think she'll make dinner in a while. I have junk in there.

I'll eat at noon. This is part of my equation. What are your options here? You can do this or that. It's all connected. I need to go after this. Then i can head out already. You have more than enough time. Take it easy connect. Then you will see how things are related.

That was a good neighborhood. I could have stayed there long. You'll know what to do here. You have that energy. It's all up to you now. How to run later? Go at sunset. I also do yoga when they go to church. I can do that.

Finish writing. I am rushing in here. The pics folder are starting to fill up as well. Do i get more storage? I don't need them now. It's all in the library. Time to go? Not yet. I can finish these. How does it feel like? It's there. You can ense that soon as you stit, it'll all come out when you let it go.

That's where it's headed. I can go see a video. Or i can read a book. At least i have all these. Then i can let go and see where it's headed. Are there other options here? Is it? I'm not sure how that goes. It's a cash game. That's where i grind.

It's about this then? Finish up then post. I can go sooner then post later when i have time. Then see it that way. I have breakfast late. For now, only do this. I can go take a nap again. I am going to have to go soon. Is this a better store? I have funds for it.

Do i need a different software? You need to upskill. Then go in that direction. How else are you going to read them? See how long it takes. They should have an estimate. I think three weeks. I can go check that later. I'm not pleased but this is the energy. I use up the energy.

No need to invalidate. You always have it in you anyway. You put it there then you have access on you phone. Is that important? What how else are you going to use this? How do you level up with this? I'm not sure yet. At least it's working that way.

Then you can leave it at that. It's on autopilot and that's what you need use. It's all here for you anyway. Are there others in the equation? I think so. I am going to have to go soon. That's the right time? It's still early. I leave soon.

Finish up then. You have fifteen minutes to do your thing then head out. It takes eighteen minutes but i can go a minute or two later on. Who is that. It's there. You can take off soon. That guy is nice. He is genteleman? What happened there? You got timed out.

I am almost done. Finish up soon. It's that guy. He must be here to fix something. I haven't been in touch. You can get more lightbulb. I need to go soon. Or i can come back the other way. You can check it out later. For now, only do this.

Done.

he was surprised

i got back a stack earlier. That's part of the process. You fill in the form and the muse will fill in the missing blanks. Or something like that.

No expectations though. You simply do it because it's fun as a business? It's interesting is more like it. I can do this as my part time job then. The other group was a lot more fun but there are setbacks as well. I guess this here is ok.

What can i do about it then? I'm not sure right now. This is where i am so let it be so. What are my options here? Finish writing. This is round two? I think it's the first. I woke up to an insight. It was on reddit and it addressed my issues spot on.

I went to work feeling better about it. No matter what it is, i can handle it now. This is the path for me then. I can quit at five k. In the meantime, let's see what happens here. Do i have to setup domain for that? It has advertising anyway. I can go back there and fix it up anyway. Let's do that.

When is my next off? I can go to bed at eleven. The important things is that you feel good now. I can go to bed then. This is where i am. Day off is a long way off and it's already halfway through tomorrow. I guess i can play with that. I also play on weekend. Soon as the tide turns i can ride that wave again.

This time things are different. I don't have to be anxious about making it work. It is working. All i need to do is to expand more awareness into this. There is not one way up the mountain. You can go your own way or the other way. I see a path that seems to work for me. It's not just you but it's the fish out there.

You know what to do. Daughter has job interview tomorrow. It's for a kitchen hand position. That's good then. At times i tend to worry about these things. But she has her own path. I cannot interfere. Trust the synchronicity. Her interview is in the morning. It was good she tu with five dollars on her own. She has initiative.

How do you encourage her then? She works in the city. She may have to work on that student discount so she can save money going to work. Where will her work be? I don't know yet. I can look it up though. I do hope it's something good. Let's how things go and know that it's all connected.

What else is there? I can go to bed now. It's all well and good. It'll be almost eleven when i finish writing anyway. I am committed to writing at least once a day. Poker i do at least one hundred hands, win or lose. I do my thing and no insistence, conditions or expectations. You only write across the page.

Is that a metaphor? Something like it. I have packages coming this week or next. No email yet if the package has arrived. If not, i can raise an issue with that and have that taken care of. Otherwise, it's all the same. Let it be a reflection and feedback for you. It's all good. It's all positive.

I can go to bed earlier and have a longer sleep. I had capuccino earlier and it was good. I can have another one next time i go. I was able to sleep in the bus but it was shallow. Sleep is a prized commodity around here. Let it be so. You can will find something in here that works for you.

Should i write my name on it? It'll be black and you can read right through it. I can do that. But isn't it best to simply get another one? I can look into it. But it's all connected for you. Trust the timing. You will see how it all works out.

I have that in my plate. It's all good then. That is your permament spot from here on. You can grow things up from there and see how it goes. Should you write up something there? Not really. You can make changes though and it all connects back to you. Why am i dwelling on that.

You have a choice. I can check my email. I don't have to. At least it's all happening here. I can take a more active role in the group. Or not. You get to talk more often and lead discussions. Or do something else. I am not doing tmc as i have poker to play. I can stay on this course. The timing isn't right.

It all connects back to you. I can go to bed soon as i finish these. I post pictures? I think so. Do it once a day and see what happens. I have that series so she don't have to watch that other one. I may have to setup plex on this laptop. This so she can watch her thing. But if i play poker it can't be on linux.

I was able to turn that one around and it was easy. He was surprised and pleased that i fixed his situation. Why was he on that frequency? Maybe it's what worked for him. Sad hey. He's so disconnected. At least he thinks he is.

But that's just an opinion. And the creation is giving him back that reflection and feedback. This is when reflection and feedback are the same. It's all projection anyway. Why would they make an issue out of it. These things happen. But i haven't called tech support for these.

Broadband yes. You can't help but call when you can't connect. Other than that, you can simply look things up. I can handle these things better now. What are my options then? Only two are from the original group. I can partake in that as long as i don't have to spend so much time in it.

Kids are going back to school soon. I may have to sit in the bus with all these kids. That's my process though. It's all the same. He's a good kid. He'll be able to take care of himself. No more time for play and i'm alright with it.

Let's do something else. I can go to bed now. It's warm again. The storm has passed. That is simply a different config. You have a different config as well. You know all these things. Why do that at night when you are about to sleep. That's your feedback.

How did you define it? How is it possible then? One year? The gap starts there. So we work with dsr on that level. I'm thinking i can add funds then move up stake levels. How will it work for you? Play one table so you don't have to need a bigger bankroll. Just be sufficiently funded.

I think at this level you are doing alright. The fish will want to move up higher to avoid these gringos in the haystack. Then you are learning much here anyway. Those who are lags can they make it up higher? They can but they have wild swings. You don't want to go there.

These play as if they were in a tourney. And that's fine but there are certain things you don't get to do here. Top pair on showdown from a solid player is not going to hold. Stay the course. You know what you are doing and you are good at it. You know what to do here.

You don't have to go there as full ring is how live tables play. You can master this format so you'll know what to do when you go live. When is that? I think i grand will do. Then i can go there and make that one happen sooner. Let's do one tables from now on.

How can you make it work? Be on the inside. No need for ice. You know how to use up the energy. And it's not about resisting what is. You simply sit on it and you'll see the reflection through you. You know what i mean. I wonder how he is doing right now? I'm not sure but this is all connected for you.

I'm done.

it somehow denotes

what's it like in there? Is it really different or are there small details thatwork the same? You know how prime radiants work. It's all about resonance and pathways.

Then this is an opportunity for me to play with the energy. I can start playing later on. Last night was a long stretch of nothings. So it's like this. Autohotkey, or ahk doesn't seem to work this time. I'll look into it. Surely they want players to multi-table. If that doesn't work, what's the point.

Or are they on investor profit mode now? That's sad. You may have to look into other sites for assistance on this. Are they eager to provide support on that? If that were the case, what's the point of doing things in windows?

You can simply copy paste the folder and run on wine. That seems to work with mt4. I have that in me. I tend to look at these things. I am aware of that now. I have a choice. I will write between sessions though. What's different this time? I go back to work tomorrow. What's up with the wife?

I don't know. She has issues here. It's the spiral thing. You go back but it's not the same river. It is your awareness that sees the same thing but it's not. Widen your view and you see things differently. That's the point of it all? Not as much. But you get the point.

She's making her smoothie now. It's going to make a lot of noise. What are those files? Do you need it t ogo thhere? No editing. Write and get to the other side. Next weekend is five days from now. Let's cross this bridge then and see what happens.

Is that an alarm. Is she going out? I'm not sure. I'll ask her later. School is about to start again. Buses are going to fill up. Why is that door open? It's for th esmoke to go out. I write but this is connected for me. What are my options. Where is that thing? I think it's in the bag.

She'll use my bus card. Not much cash around these days. It's the new way? It's a different way and you are looking into this. At least you have a standing chance here. I get home for dinner anyways. It's the mornings that i'm not around.

We'll get to that when the timing is here. In the meantime, only do this. Get them solutions so you're not thinking baggage around. I'll have my coffee and be right back before she heads out. I can leave the card in here anyway. Did that alarm turn on? I think so. She did something about it then.

They see you write a lot. I have a custom domain for that. I don't know if i should keep it. Are people doing searches for that? How much is the traffic in there. People will want to read about these things. Will it work? Look into these as well. You might want to go for them videos. It's this and that.

You tend to have long stretches where it's going nothing. You want it that way. That's the grind. You can will find something else in the meantmie. It's all connected for you. I did not nap yesterday? I think i did but only for a short time. What's she doing now?

It's the wake up grind. I guess she can't wait for that to wait. I'll complain about it if i did not get much sleep. It wakes people up. It is a bit noisy. Is there something i can do here? I guess you can explain things to her. It is bothersome though.

That's life now. I don't want to go there but if that's where it needs to be then so be it. Why is it picking up on my browsing habits? It's not a habit. You are aware of it. But when you are not then do somehing about it. This is how everything is connected for you.

Do these kids have work today? It's expanding as always. I can see this. How much farther are we talking about? Does he need that as a job then? If that were this week, how much did you make? Can you level this up? You have much to process here. It's the energy. That's what you do.

I get what you mean. I am leaning into it. You always have a choice here. Then you can make something out of it as well. It's different now. You can check this out and see how it goes. In the meantime, you can find what needs to happen on in here. You can find that info as usual.

It's that products line. What are my other options here? Look into all these things and you can connect with it. You see the contrast. You have accelerated yourself and the dam is rushing through you. You have a choice. You can be bitter about it and crash or redefine the energy. That is your creation.

I was going to say power but it somehow denotes a negative feeling in me. Creation sounds feels more neutral, more elegant to describe how or what it is. Then i can use it from that perspective. There is a feeling of dread in me. I use that energy. Everything is here for me. I am in the future and past.

I can change htat. I own it. Then you are outside of the forest. You have different perspective. I can get that solution and two things to do in there. Let's get going then. Can i get that instead? I see what you mean. Moving on now. Almost done with that. Do you need more storage?

It's the same price but it's an annual thing. This here has been sitting there for years and it costs the same. I get the answer now. I don't need it. I don't travel around much and don't work with other people on this. One hour bands are narrow. At least the grid is wide.

This is part of the process then. What can i do about it differently? Let it go. This here is what i have. Both active and passive. At least it's working for you. How do you proceed from here? I'm not sure just yet. It went short of that.

Is this optimal? It feels like it. Then you can let it go for now. Focus on what's here and now. If it's not, then do something else. She'll spiral on around eventually. You have all these here for you. What's going to happen next? I have that here and now and it looks like a feast.

That one was really funny. It looked real though until you look much more closer. And then you gets the joke. But what are you doing from here? Simply get to work. Get your head down and see how these things connect. There's a lot of support going on in there. Who are these people?

It's what you say. She's making her lunch. Does she have enough cash? Not all of them do. At least it's moving forward this way. I can look more into that as well. For now, only finish these and see what else opens up for you. That was a long stretch. You are spiralling around?

You gte what needs to happen here. Trust the timing. It's all here and now. Soon as you get into that frequency you will know what to do. For now, this is where i am. I can close that door now. Or not. You have this all connected and you can make changes every time all the time.

I get how the energy works now. Let's get cracking here. You are in alignment all the timing. It's always perfect weather and it isn't seem to be like summer. The weather has shifted again. Are we geting much colder weather this time? That would be interesting. I used to know what that means.

Move expand.

you have one

i can do four...i haven't done four sessions just yet. Increasing time or lines might not work. I can try but it don't feel good. I am looking for a way out. Right now there's nothing that seems more relevant than the path i'm in.

I guess i'm staying here for now. At least until i have something solid working for me. Maybe i could have done better if i stayed with my game. That started to feel good over time but i didn't stay with it. Now i know better. But the last time didn't work so well.

Is it the players? Maybe it's the grind you don't like. It is still something else. What can i do about it? It's ev thing. If you have it in you then you play see the cards. If not, then don't. You give yourself good pot odds along the way. How many people like doing that? How do you get back in that level and how much play time do you make?

Should i reinstall windows just to play? Should i look into live games instead? That sounds more appealing. You do eight hours in there like working a regular job. What is the outcome? I'm not sure but if you make ten bb/100, that's a lot. You only need to time how much time it takes to play a hundred hands.

Ok. That's a good start. Are you going for stakes again? I may have to go on my days off and work eight hour shifts to do that. Where how am i going to raise my stakes? I'm not sure yet. There be investors out there looking for stakes.

Let's see how it goes. There is still that nzpt. The last one was in 2014. I guess it is dead in the water. You may have to grind it out online. What are my other options? If it's going to be a grind, it's not going to be as profitable. Look at other options.

Should i even get that book? Will it help? Why not go to australia? Better yet, go to vegas or macau where they have an active poker community. I can look into that. You may need funds to get there then. In the meantime, build up your skills if you are going this way.

Go for something with rakeback. But htey used ot have that pin stars. Did that work for you? I was building up bankroll. I did not stay with the game though. You know better this time. What if you went into variance? Then you are going to look into this again.

The difference here is that you are in the light. That's the difference. Find the level you need to crack this case open. Will you can you make it at that level? What about the players in there? Will they give you room to play? Still there be variance in the game.

This is all part of your synchronicity. Let it be there then. Is this gambling? It felt lik e me a failure back in the time i quit. How can you make it different this time? Play live cash games on your free time. If you can make it in a year, then go for it. If not, do something else instead.

In manila there used to be a lot of rooms to play. You can look into that as well. It's not gambling. You have a system and it was working. You may have to travel for it. You see the path opening up here? Go on your days off. This is why it's here then.

The grinders come in on weekends. You can try them out on those days. You learn the skills. You play them as it is. What else is there? I'm not sure. You know the drill here. You can go heads up with a whale. You sit there and see how it all goes. You continue playing and see how far it goes.

No need for sng. You can do cash exclusively. You have better faring in that category. I think you see where this is going. Or not. At least you see where it's coming from. Do this on your days off. How? Start with the usual buy in. Raise up a bankroll for that in your trading. Then you can take it out and see how it goes. If the trading fares, stay with it.

I got up later than usual. Daughter left work early. I could have stayed up but my sleep cycle is shifting? It's the weekend. I go back to work tomorrow. That's the grind for now. I can watch that movie instead? Let's see how it goes. Go heads up. How are you faring withthis? I can read on the bus.

That sounds logical. I can do so on my free time. Let's look more into this and see how it goes. I think wife is keeping that for now. The videos work but she still has to pay fo them. Hulu doesn't have latest connects. I think she can let go of that.

It's her collection. I can find something else here. Play them whales exclusively. Or do something else instead. You'll find them online. Or not. They will want to play this and that. You can find these everywhere. How do you bring that together?

I don't know yet. There are thousands of millionaires in china. You have one whale in there as one percent, even half of that. You only go to ocean and catch that whale. Then you can install one on your pc. You don't have to go out.

Find your whales here. That saves you money for now while they don't have that. Is it something they can do as well? No. Not everyone has it. You also have variance working with you...no one's holding that anymore. I can swipe it and play with that website.

What content are you going to use? Write about it. Screenshots be good as well. You can put in tutorials. Or simply go on blogger so you don't need all that shit. But you have something up in aws. I can look into that as well. It's not gambling. Is it? Gambling has anxiety written all over its face. You have that?

At times it felt like it. Then do so at your free time. Where can i get a pc for that? Get another one or use that as bankroll then get this one instead. You see the drill? I may have to reinstall then. You're not using this one anyway. Find what works. I think i used that inetwork and it's where that one started.

I see what you mean there. Start with a demo. They will want to see the next card and you can take it from there. How do you write about it? I'm not sure yet. You play with their emotions. You only do +ev moves. You don't even write as much? I am. Then you are on the path.

You have two in place. Three if you do not invalidate this one. Then you are on your way. A new door has just opened. Let's start exploring this then. How to get that os? You can do so from that pc. Are you doing something else differently here? Where are you going to get that?

You create another one. You have two in place. Then you will have to test that. I think you already did but do so anyway. Plenty of that where it came from. Steup this weekend? No need to think out loud. This is where you need to go. You'll find out soon enough anyway. Is this better rake?

It gives back in cash. You don't have to go out. How much time are you putting in? It's a full time work. I see what you mean. Then set it up. At what level stakes should you be playing then? You see light at 10nl. You can start off from there. It's the buy in. Blinds are ten cents. You make one bi per hour is good.

Is that too steep? I can look into that. You need one and you moves up sooner. You see where this is going? You don't have to go there anymore. It's there's a lot of anxiety going on in there. You only need to be in this light. You can test it if it pleases you. But you know how these things turn out.

Let's go for it.

have to do

i enjoy these live cam videos. They show a different slice of place. Not this one though. That one kept shifting. Lying down back in bed i'd only go through negative energy.

The head will want what's familiar and comfortable. That's predictable and easy. But this gets easier by day. This is new and unfamiliar. This is good for you. It's feedback. Use it that way. You will move on and forward with this.

You get these folks now and then. It'll turn out ok trust me on this one. There be negatives in the area. You can choose to be negative, or bring it all to zero. That's how you create your reality. Only be positive.

They left them behind. I can see that now. I can do things different. Phone is charging. You got spoilt with that phone but i'm alright with this one. I can do other things in here. You can do them manually from here on. It's ok that way.

I only need a listening to. How do i get better audiobooks? Not all of them is outstanding. You can still find something here. This is in canada. I can set something up outside the door. Or maybe something else. Let's do it later. For now, only do this. Is that snow or smoke?

It's not consistently everywhere so i'm thinking it's smoke. Was it hardware? Can i change that now? I will look into it. On my free time let's dig deep into it and see how it works. At least get something that people can use to browse the net.

You can do a simple ubuntu install into that. Writing gets easier this way. How is emotions tied in? It's the energy. You write about the energy and you find the dsr's to it. I write this way now and i keep shifting. You get that habit in place eventually.

I can turn this screen off if needed. For now, i only do this. Today is last day in here. I am moving forward with this. It was a good learning experience. Now i use it on my own and add to the energy. This is what you do. What else is next?

I can clean up that lens but not right now. I have food in place. It's good eating that way. I start at eight again next week. I leave around six or before seven. I'm fine with it i guess. I get home earlier. That moves an hour or so. At least it's consistent.

I take a nap on the bus when i can. This so i don't have to do it at home. Still it's a five minute nap at home. Nothing fancy. This is my life now. Find the light be in the light. This is what i do now. At least two other things are happening. The cash flow for the business and the trade business.

Then i am also building up bankroll for poker and uber. These are the things that i do then. You know what to do with this. It's not for recreation but the regular grinders may not look into that. You can do research on this. I can look into it on my free time.

I have stuff to do in the weekend. I have a choice in here. What happens now? Is there a big news coming out? I can go back to bed, or not. It all depends on what you want. At least these are all in here. I get roaming profile. That's what they call it.

You have a fixed schedule then. You are in this and can get something out of it. Everyone wants it that way. You know what to do there. You simply get to that point and see how it goes. You have negative and positive energy this way. You integrate and put yourself in the balance point.

How? You allow for it to be there and see why it's there for you. Closing the eyes help make the flow come hither. You can edit later anyway. At least get a tmier in sound so you don't have to see where this is going. She has no alarm? I can fix that.

Phone turned over yesterday. I think it's all in place now. That happened so fast i did not expect that. I can play with this and see where it's going from here. Also good it's not too sensitive. But you can work with that as well. Is that a park? It could be. It gets too cold in that env.

I can play with that. Or not. This is the way it is around here. Is this good or bad? Time went by so fast. You gotta watch out for this. Five years is a lot in here. You can use it to your leverage. How do i do that? Always be aware. When you get there you can tune out but you are zoomed in because you are aware of your energy. Zoom out of the negs.

I see what you mean there. I still peek out to see where it's going. I get what you mean though. I can do that tonight. Better yet do something else in here. No need for long lines. Just go for the timing. I can get coffee later. Unless wife is finishing early. Then we can go, or not.

Where to get good coffee. I don't know yet. We'll see what we can do here. You have choices all the time. I get what you mean here. I like that tofu and pork. You can make one yourself you have more than enough tools. Why not get that tool? Let's do that today. I'll do so when i get home.

Is it cheaper that way? Of course. Three times cheaper. This is why they get more customers. It's not just him. It's the team behind. They only focus on one but he's not really orchestrating. He is resonating with the energy. That's what you do.

It's easier that way. You make sure that's in place there. How do you get to the other side this way? I'm not sure how. Local mind not designed to know that. It only is to percieve that it's happening focused only here and now. You get the ideas across. But you can be detailed as possible.

That part just got easier. I get how to work that magic now. You know what to do here. You can reset that anytime anyway. You help much faster that way. You have that down to a science now. How come they did not know that? I'm not sure.

Can you teach that? If i have to. At least you see what's happening here. You can even do these ones faster. Is it easier to walk them through it or simply do it on your own. I know the answer to that one already. I can still go back to bed.

I got up sooner on that one. Why is she doing vacuum? I'm not sure but these are crazy people. They can deal with that or do something else. You see where this is going. You can write about it then. It's a different energy focus. I get what you mean there.

How is that different for you then? Why'd she stop? It's a taxi not uber. Then you can create that path for yourself. Let's get that worked out over the weekend. Line up the energy. That's all you do at every moment. You have all this to play with.

I see it clearer now. Not this or that. You are prime radiant. Use it that way. Then you create your own universe. It's path of least resistance. You are moving into this reality where it's so effortless it's amazisg. How do you share into that?

You'll know.

that fly doing

how am i going to trade tomorrow? Be patient. Know that you have it here and now. It's simply the contrast and lag that you see. It's all here and now anyway. What else can i do today?

Choose your thought. You have access to dsr. I have eggs boiling. That's for lunch tomorrow. Wife is watching her nightly tv shows. It's too heavy for me. I cleaned the toilet and had my shower. What's going to happen now? Only be in the moment then. This is all connected for you.

I have work tomorrow. I can attend to son's uniform on my next day off. This week i connect with the new manager and get the new schedule. I think she has to reach out, otherwise, i can go there. Are we moving upstairs? I don't know. We'll see.

It's all synchronicity. We do this here and now. For now, only do this. I am writing as part of my practice. No need for expectations, insistence and conditions. I simply write. I have eggs boiling anyway. And then what? It's the parties and i don't go there anymore. This is what is happening now.

I can listen to music while i do this. Or something else. I can listen to music. I just repeated that. This is what's happening anyway. I can listen to that music. It was interesting and it can be the playlist while i write. This is the lifestyle for me. Then be in this frequency. You set conditions. You don't have to.

I know that. Now what? Just do this here and see how it goes. These shows can be scary and it's meant to be that way. I know that. You can see this is the way here. What else is there. You need someone looking out for you. I've told them that. It's the same everywhere. It is what it is.

The eggs hasn't boiled yet. Shopping here is more expensive. I am setting up something here. You are on your way then. You don't have to go that way. You know where you are going. Youu are using this contrast. I go to bed and get up early tomorrow. There are times i can take a nap then. The bus ride home is a good time to nap.

Should i bring that thing with me? It's too bulky but it helps for me to sleep in the bus. Is it good for your back? Heck yes. Then bring it with you. I can always wash it later on. I don't think son is going to use it anyway. He's home much and maybe when he goes out of town.

So be it. I can find something in here that i can use. Like what? Use up that energy. I see what you mean. I don't need pomodoro for this but it is a tool i can use. I can go there then. No need to count lines. I can do that. I think i can find something in here. You are in this party.

This is halfways through. Then you can be in this thing. Is it boiling? Not yet. Who could that be. And then what? I don't know. This is connected that way. What else is there to write about. Just write what comes to mind. You can be this way or that. It's just here.

What else can i do here? Boil the egg. Here and now. Be the contrast. Project and see the illusion for what it is. Take it one moment at a time. This is how you use up the energy. I can post these with pictures now. This is second pages for the day.

How do you do four sessions? I don't know yet. Just do four and finish it immediately. You know what do to. You don't think that's boiling yet. But it's not. It'll get to the other side. What am i writing about here/ nothing if it's nothing. I don't mind that. It's just the writing. A writer writes.

Don't look into the content. Just writer. You don't have to clean up all that things and then you can find what connects from here. Are there something else i can find. Those mobile technology you can use somewhat. Just keep writing here. Under arrest for stupidity. Imagine that. Then you can find it.

It's almost boiling just a few more minutes. I can turn it off later. Or not. I can leave it at that and see if it's soft-boiled that i can use. We'll see how it goes then. But it's going to be soft-boiled less. I can turn it off now. And then what? Just finish writing and see how it's connected for you.

Is that the rash? I'm not sure. Then you can leave it cooking at that and see how it turns out tomorrow. And then what. You simply write this and then you can find these things and then you can write. You find these things and you can be a supply chain. But that's a long way long shot.

Find something else. I know. Just do this. What is that fly doing there. I can look into that but it's going away tomorrow. Do another thing. That thing can stay there until it's good to go. You can have boiling water and still not boil immediately.

You can do a trace but soon as it gets to the onion then it'll be tough to trace it. What else can i do here? I don't know. Just do what's here and see what you can do. I am tuned in to that. It's simply out there and you can ask around how to do it. This is what you do then?

You can write about it. This has been around for much longer. Maybe i can do half now and another half the other time. I can do that. Let's see how things go from here. I hate what i'm doing. I have so much energy in that. At least i'm aware of it. At least i can look into my dsr. This is the reason why it's here.

Now you can use it. Set up stuff for tomorrow. You know what to do. Only finish up and then you can get to that part and then you're going home again. Do i wait up for her? I don't know. She'll be coming up soon when you get there. I don't have to go there. But i want to come home with her. If i get too tired then i don't have to.

It's nice to come home with her. Then i can do that then. That is a dum ad. Does it make it more memorable? I don't know. So you can see what's happening here. I see what that is. But you can beat that ad? I think so. It depends on what they get. They use onion.

You see it then you can find other things in here. I don't think people are that committed down here. These are distressing moments. These are the things that they are doing here. I am not there? I could be. But it's different. The dsr's are different this time. I can start a new one here.

You can do something here. You can look at the entry and exit nodes. These take time. A week perhaps? Then you can look into it this way. You don't have to. You are connected. You are prime radiant. Then you can see the connection this way. How to do this? I have anxiety again. I see that.

What else can you do here. I regret that moment. That was one of the lowest moments of my life. I regret that. I try not to shout at my kids anymore. Why did i lose control there. What are they do and then they can find something else. Is there you can do something here? I don't know. I think it's connected somewhat.

This is two more after this. A long shot. You can find something in here. That is a hacker story. They should do more of that. How are they doing it? I don't know. You can do research or it and see what opens up. You always have a choice here.

You can finish sooner. But this is the part where you see other things in here. What are these folks doing here. I don't think you want to go there. What was that about? Imagine that. That person is a sicko. You don't want to see that in here and you see what else is there. What can you do about this?

Finish writing.

in a day

this is set two. I'm making it a habit to do four pages in a day. Weekends are easy. Weekdays coming home from work, it's a stretch.

Plus i changed config on my vim. I switched back to control-g. The other one had issues with h as the first letter. This way takes getting used to again but it's going to work. I'm done with dev work. I am putting more awareness into my writing. I simply write. No insistence or expectations. I write what comes to mind. I behave as if i were a writer. What i write at this moment doesn't matter.

What's important is that i am writing. Let's see where this goes. I have anxiety but when i get to that part i am able to handle it. I don't have to test my self but i know. I have a choice. This is what's in store for me here. There be other things. But in this moment, i am learning toshift through time.

How do you do that? Immerse your self in the moment. I do that by taking calls. I get a call, i work through it and next thing you know, it's break time. I do it all over again and then it's time to go home. I am at peace. That nap i have on the bus is good. Next week i wait up for the wife.

It's not going to be a long wait as i finish at five thirty. I walk over there and she's just come out from work. We wait for the bus, i take a nap and then we get home. This is my routine now. The only difference is that we are in a different country. My kids have better opportunities than i did?

Not that it's better, only that it's different and are relevant to their process. And so are yours. Nothing is better or worse. The question is that is it relevant. This is what you learned here. I am moving forward and writing about this. They are in departure now? I think so.

What can you do about it? They stop by kuala lumpur. It's in malaysia. Then they head back to auckland. I don't have to pick up as that's the time i get home. They will have to wait an hour when they could have taken an uber and got home sooner. I also need to get pizza when i get home. Or at least go when they land auckland.

It would be exciting to fly out. This is my process. They have boarded the plane. That was fast. It felt like forever last time. Then they land in kl and then they board another plane coming home. This is home for us now. What's happening here? See the energy. What's in that energy.

Things that can be. Not will be. You can't predict the future because the energy is always changing here and now. It's always shifting though and you can see the shift happen. So what's next is what's more related or relevant to what is.

I don't have to predict that. I can go to bed at midnight. I have two more sessions after this. I can finish then rest half an hour then start over again. I can do the dishes after these. That's a good half hour so i don't have to do them tomorrow. Or not.

I can simply go to bed. I can get up early again. I'm alright with that. This means i have longer day. It's been raining all day. The weather is improving tomorrow. There'd still be rains. I'm a sun person then. This is the duality in everything. It's summer but you haev rains like it's winter.

I remember that santa lucia movie. We used to go there a lot. That's how we enjoyed time together. Is it drifting apart? I don't know. There's a gap in there. I won't fight it. If she wants out then it's going to hurt but i can get something out of it. I can move on.

It's all connected. Or nothing is going to happen. Like this could be inertia and go on forever. Not forever. It's going to look the same this moment but if you looked closer, it's a whole different ball game. How do you know that? For one, i am writing again and yet it's not the same writing.

If you zoomed out or in, you see subtle differences and similarities. This is how you are prime radiant. You see the differentce? You felt that. It felt right. It's because this is what's relevant for you. What is that noise. It sounds like it's inside the house but it's out by the window.

Do you have to listen to all that? Are they spending the night in the plane? Then they will sleep it off. When they get up it's going to be going to auckland. They land there like late afternoon. I guess they also will move sooner to a different plane. Or they may have to wait a long time.

Give her space. That lady stalked by an ex. That's a sad story. Was i ever there? I think so. But i've learned from it. Time for me to move on. Is there anything you can do? Yes. Change your response to it. You see how what happened is connected to what you are now? It's clear crystal as. And you are using it.

And you are ok with this. I am at peace with this. It's what i created anyway. It was a good experience. I can repeat that and make the same choices. Would i? What if you went back in time? Given all that you know, how do you respond? I am not sure. I would respond differently. But it's never the same. You make it different all the time.

What's out there is an illusion. It doesn't mean a thing. I am keeping the red phone case. I have been using it more and i dnon't see how the new one is a good protector. You want that screen to last longer. Although yo uhave been careful with your phone before.

That last one was an accident but it was relevant for you. What comes next? Trust the timing then. I am writing much. Can i finish four pages? I'll see what i can do. This is what i do all the time now? It's ok. I am ok with that. Why didn't i just go deep into it?

I think i did but there were distractions. Now things are different and you still have opportunity. You gave yourself this oppportunity. What are you going to write about it? At least write an outline. What if you had magic powers, like that ability to shift and match frequency. How will you live in this world?

First off i'd track down that nephew. How do you do that? Go through what happened. You first match the frequency then you see where he was headed. The energy is still there. Nothing is ever lost or created. It the energy only changes. You can track that energy and see where it went.

You had hardware error support. I can use them again. I can create me a website but i don't really have to anyway. I can look into that. I can do an imgur thing. I can post it there and see how it goes. I think i can do that. What else is there? I can look it up and see how it goes.

Or send myself the link and save it on browser. I can do that. Let's add that over so i don't have to go through that anymore. I can also look up solutions and see what happens. I can maybe put folders inside folders and see how it goes. She didn't even text me.

I think you have an idea there. Let it be. You can make changes as you go along. This is yours anyway. Is she going to tell you about these things? I don't know. But she is on shutdown mode and i'm alright with it. What happened there. The light was lost. Too dark?

It seems like it. Post these without pics or you'll run out soon enough. I get that. Then i can start up another one. I can post outlines at my dropbox or g-drive. It don't matter where. You only need more access to it. Dropbox offers more storage for less price. I am thinking about it but it's not relevant right now.

Then do nothing.

for a different

no reply from daughter. That means i go to the next item in my todo list--i write. I've had a lot of things in my day. Taking that early leave means a lot. It can be positive the other way as well. But this is balance for me.

Three days and we have balance. But that is reflection. You have balance now. Yes. That is true. If jon loses his job, i may have to support him rather than help him get a cab. This so i can have more leverage on the cash flow and the business. I invest in the uber and that's a lot of problem i can't see.

You can't run a business in remote control. I already paid tuition for that. What is that. It was not what i expected but i found out about it as well. HOw is this pair going to trade? HOw do i trade this? You have it in place. Now you do something about it. I don't think it's going anywhere.

Ten pip range versus twenty three with aud. It's because this other pair is more active in this session? I think so. Let it be there. If daughter sms for pick up, i'll drop writing and drive over there. I pick life and action over planning and stuff like that. Action grounds the energy. You get what this means.

HOw long will that brisket be cooking? Should i lower the temp? I can lower that. The fly seems like takes its cue from the awareness i have of it. That could be something there. Will this pair continue on at this level? We'll see. Right now, it's doing nothing. I leave it at that. It did show weakness on sweetspot.

HOw do you trade this then? Look for 123 pattern then trade accordingly. Trade the pullback. HOw far will it go then? I'm not sure. If it were true failure, it's going to go back down one sweetspot. I was saddened at how things are right now. But this is hte reflection for me. I got something out of it.

When push comes to shove, i will help out. We are connected that way. This time when kids get back from school. But things are different now. At least if kids need a ride home they can get an uber. That takes care of that question in my head. Then you can focus on a lot of other things.

Like this business. You buy and sell. You don't buy inventory just to sell it at a loss. This is what this business is about. No need for homerun trades. You buy and sell at profit. You do so with less capital and you can leverage as much as you can. For now, this makes sense.

What are my other options here? I'm not sure. Finish writing. This other pair with the yen seems to be consolidatinng for continuation. Should i lower the temp? It is already low. Bro needs internet. HOw do you propose we do that? We take care of the basics. While at this level, he learns a lot of things. HE has to be committed to this.

HOw is his learning abilities? I don't know yet. HE might go for a different job. Even the cousin is unemployed. What's happening there. HIs two other friends are in the same boat. Is that his frequency vibration? HOw do you make things different?

You shine by example. HOw do yuo do that? You show him the opportunities available. HE has no internet. But he can get free wifi? Where? That doesn't exist. I don't think so. If you get him on visit visa, how is he going to get supported? What about the kids? I can help with that. I may have to support her education.

Ok. That takes care of it. HOw else is she going to get to that side? You let her learn by doing. Then she can attend other gigs. I think i see the path here. You know what to do. She has to hustle. You learn by doing. It's ok to be poor. That gives you an advantage. You pick up skills you normally wouldn't if you had special situations.

It's just a projections. You got lucky there. That doesn't mean you are better. It's only that your situation is different and that your path is different. HOw do you teach that by example? You can tell them stories. There's always story. What is that fly doing? Why not go on the other side?

It takes its cue from your awareness of it. HOw come she didn't reply? I'm not sure. But if she needed a ride then she'll send me a message. If not, then it's not relevant for me at this time. What to do then? I can go out for a walk. I pick up one daughter at nine. What do i do then?

This is the predicament. Soon as you run out of things to do then you look at other options. For now, only do this. HIs is where i am. Let's get cracking with this and see where it's going. You know what to do. In a farm, you raise livestock so you can sell them at profit. You don't slaughter them just because it's time.

This is what you do on the payday farm. It's the same principle. Do not do like the others. They have a different path. You only need be consistent with this and you'll find yourself on that frequency. Which frequency? Pws. It's that template. It's not a definite insistence or expectation. It's just that energy feeling intention.

Then let's go for it. Is this pair going to go up or down? I don't know. It does what it does. Then i can let go of it. Look for another pattern and trade accordingly. You have the charts. Yo uhave the levels. Look to these and see what you can do. You already have it in place. No time frame. You see what happens. You trade accordingly.

And then what? Life starts over. You already are clarity. You are open to what is. Then you can expand on this and see where it's going. The guys take advantage of that. I am in here for the long term. It's a bot. You run the bot make sure it has enough fuel. Then you can see where this is all going. It's boring at times to watch paint dry.

This is part of doing business then. Should i do that? Not yet. It is a possibility but not yet. You'll know when the timing is right. But if it's not, then it's going to be difficult. You see what i mean here. What do i do when i finish? I'm not sure. You'll know when you get there.

I can grab something to eat. I can go out for a walk. I already had my walk. Go to that park. I can take a nap? I don't feel sleepy. I had a short nap earlier. I think wife and kids are going to tanay today. I wonder what that place is about. That place was two sides of the stick. It was both fun and a pain. It was a learning experience for me.

HOw could things have been different? I was young. I needed guidance in there. HOw could you have made it different then? I am not so sure. But you see all this in place. You got something out of it. It's time to move on. Your response to it is already different.

No need to block. You are by awareness and reflection. This is the prime radiant. You get what that means. HOw do you make this into a story? You write the story that comes to you. It is going to feel easy that way. No need to strike information. It'll be there when the story is ready. If not, do something else.

Like this one. HOw else can you do something in here? This pair looks good for trending. I can play with that. The spreads get wide at times. I'm alright with it. The ting about it is that it goes far and wide. That's where you want to go with this. HOw else do you do it?

Finish writing and you'll see what else is there. The orders are in place. If i close this, do they still stay in place? Of course. It's not a bot. Once orders are sent, it stays with the server until filled or cancelled. You can play with these orders as well.

HOw did he learn about those things? I don't know yet. But there are stuff here yo uneed to do. HOw did he go there? It's what's relevant for him, otherwise, the story would have been different. It's good that he found someone who loves him. We are lucky in that way. Look to the story.

HOw is that related?