No expectations though. You simply do it because it's fun as a business? It's interesting is more like it. I can do this as my part time job then. The other group was a lot more fun but there are setbacks as well. I guess this here is ok.
What can i do about it then? I'm not sure right now. This is where i am so let it be so. What are my options here? Finish writing. This is round two? I think it's the first. I woke up to an insight. It was on reddit and it addressed my issues spot on.
I went to work feeling better about it. No matter what it is, i can handle it now. This is the path for me then. I can quit at five k. In the meantime, let's see what happens here. Do i have to setup domain for that? It has advertising anyway. I can go back there and fix it up anyway. Let's do that.
When is my next off? I can go to bed at eleven. The important things is that you feel good now. I can go to bed then. This is where i am. Day off is a long way off and it's already halfway through tomorrow. I guess i can play with that. I also play on weekend. Soon as the tide turns i can ride that wave again.
This time things are different. I don't have to be anxious about making it work. It is working. All i need to do is to expand more awareness into this. There is not one way up the mountain. You can go your own way or the other way. I see a path that seems to work for me. It's not just you but it's the fish out there.
You know what to do. Daughter has job interview tomorrow. It's for a kitchen hand position. That's good then. At times i tend to worry about these things. But she has her own path. I cannot interfere. Trust the synchronicity. Her interview is in the morning. It was good she tu with five dollars on her own. She has initiative.
How do you encourage her then? She works in the city. She may have to work on that student discount so she can save money going to work. Where will her work be? I don't know yet. I can look it up though. I do hope it's something good. Let's how things go and know that it's all connected.
What else is there? I can go to bed now. It's all well and good. It'll be almost eleven when i finish writing anyway. I am committed to writing at least once a day. Poker i do at least one hundred hands, win or lose. I do my thing and no insistence, conditions or expectations. You only write across the page.
Is that a metaphor? Something like it. I have packages coming this week or next. No email yet if the package has arrived. If not, i can raise an issue with that and have that taken care of. Otherwise, it's all the same. Let it be a reflection and feedback for you. It's all good. It's all positive.
I can go to bed earlier and have a longer sleep. I had capuccino earlier and it was good. I can have another one next time i go. I was able to sleep in the bus but it was shallow. Sleep is a prized commodity around here. Let it be so. You can will find something in here that works for you.
Should i write my name on it? It'll be black and you can read right through it. I can do that. But isn't it best to simply get another one? I can look into it. But it's all connected for you. Trust the timing. You will see how it all works out.
I have that in my plate. It's all good then. That is your permament spot from here on. You can grow things up from there and see how it goes. Should you write up something there? Not really. You can make changes though and it all connects back to you. Why am i dwelling on that.
You have a choice. I can check my email. I don't have to. At least it's all happening here. I can take a more active role in the group. Or not. You get to talk more often and lead discussions. Or do something else. I am not doing tmc as i have poker to play. I can stay on this course. The timing isn't right.
It all connects back to you. I can go to bed soon as i finish these. I post pictures? I think so. Do it once a day and see what happens. I have that series so she don't have to watch that other one. I may have to setup plex on this laptop. This so she can watch her thing. But if i play poker it can't be on linux.
I was able to turn that one around and it was easy. He was surprised and pleased that i fixed his situation. Why was he on that frequency? Maybe it's what worked for him. Sad hey. He's so disconnected. At least he thinks he is.
But that's just an opinion. And the creation is giving him back that reflection and feedback. This is when reflection and feedback are the same. It's all projection anyway. Why would they make an issue out of it. These things happen. But i haven't called tech support for these.
Broadband yes. You can't help but call when you can't connect. Other than that, you can simply look things up. I can handle these things better now. What are my options then? Only two are from the original group. I can partake in that as long as i don't have to spend so much time in it.
Kids are going back to school soon. I may have to sit in the bus with all these kids. That's my process though. It's all the same. He's a good kid. He'll be able to take care of himself. No more time for play and i'm alright with it.
Let's do something else. I can go to bed now. It's warm again. The storm has passed. That is simply a different config. You have a different config as well. You know all these things. Why do that at night when you are about to sleep. That's your feedback.
How did you define it? How is it possible then? One year? The gap starts there. So we work with dsr on that level. I'm thinking i can add funds then move up stake levels. How will it work for you? Play one table so you don't have to need a bigger bankroll. Just be sufficiently funded.
I think at this level you are doing alright. The fish will want to move up higher to avoid these gringos in the haystack. Then you are learning much here anyway. Those who are lags can they make it up higher? They can but they have wild swings. You don't want to go there.
These play as if they were in a tourney. And that's fine but there are certain things you don't get to do here. Top pair on showdown from a solid player is not going to hold. Stay the course. You know what you are doing and you are good at it. You know what to do here.
You don't have to go there as full ring is how live tables play. You can master this format so you'll know what to do when you go live. When is that? I think i grand will do. Then i can go there and make that one happen sooner. Let's do one tables from now on.
How can you make it work? Be on the inside. No need for ice. You know how to use up the energy. And it's not about resisting what is. You simply sit on it and you'll see the reflection through you. You know what i mean. I wonder how he is doing right now? I'm not sure but this is all connected for you.
I'm done.
