wall practice tennis

 what if you were in that frequency dimension. What are you doing different? How is the experience different? You sense that shift inside of you? That's the point. That's what is real. Now you experience that and it all is connected for you in you.

That's what all this is about. It's always shifting. How do i do this different? Experience this different and in frequency. Aha. The worry is less and diferent. Again, there be more awareness into this. You can shift the attention this way or that.

But you get the point. You have this in place. And you can choose. Your choices are more a reflection of your clarity. And this is what the unfolding is about. You have more of this in place. You get the idea.

You can create a vlog about this. You then expand on what you are doing in this way. People are curious about how or what it is like. You then bring in a lot more into the equation. That one seems ok, but it isnt relevant really. 

You will find more perspectives that align better with yours. This is what you do. This is how you are relevant in this way. What comes next. You are seeing how all this is in place. You have this and then you continue on. 

I think you see what you are doing about this. It is different and this is less and more. It is narrow vertical and you are big fish in a small pond. That's the point. Thisis all david & goliath. They are both the same and different.

Again, this is the story schema. This is how you are using this. What is the video about next. Aha. You get a sense of who is behind the channel, making these videos. At least you see how this works out. 

I can make that. There is no tennis then. Things are always different, always shifting. And you ride this wave of synchronicity in every which way. I cehck back in a week. I have one more class and then we dont come back until it is febuary.

Is that the right way to spell things. And now you see. Now you have choice. I builds in this direction. You get what you can work with this. I can make selections about this way and that. You see here and now. I can work on that right now.

I see that. This is what you are here for anyway. If you needed more, you'll find it in there. Now you know what to do today. I can work with that set and carry on from there. Or not. I already am big in this way. Just do this. You have it here.

I finish another one. I'm just waiting. Aha. Now you see. I can go there finish that mail. Then work on thattest. You see how all this works out for you. I can do that too. We have comp. I go easy. I just do hits on the wall.

class no render

 i think i have optimised my system yet again. It was running sluggish, more so when access files from the libs. 

See how it goes. Also i am trying out some changes. 

Not that i am bending over backwards, but that the channel is growing and need to be more in line with these things. Some of the videos will not have audio to it. That's ok. I can use the ones that doesnt come with audio do something else about it. 

Or not. I got dizzy with that lunch. Is it something else? It feels like it somehow. What is this about then. I think there needs to head out. I can make me a bike like so. Or not. I have class. 

I got the enrolment forms sorted. I move on to the next one. We are at the end of the month. I am going to get that sorted tomorrow then. I do three then head off to the live exams. I think she's able to support herself with her winnings though.

Do i need to make videos with this? She's not able to sustain her wins not having reached the qf. If so, let it be then. Just observe. I dont have to make a fuss out of it. Just be do this here and now. 

I do walls later tonight. That was the meal last prior to fist. I resurface again friday afternoon, maybe sunday even. I dont think there's much happening on hte socials. I can work something out then. If not, do soemthing else. 

I dont have any message about that one. Leave it be. Once we have that in place, i can do something else in the process. Just be this and that. In the meantime, i go do other things. I build up the channel. I have two already. I can look into these and see how it goes.

And what are my options on this. I can do that one and do the commentary on top. This way i have slow motion on the ones there and then get that sorted all throughout. Or not. But you get how to make this work.

I think i've seen this one play. It's the one where she led and lost at the end. I think she goot injured along the way. Why is this here at line. I think i missed one line up above. Get that sorted.

It looks weird this way so i finish at this line. The error comes up later on. This here is the first set. I have class in one hour if you can call it that. Otherwise, i do something else. I do the wall after class. I am not rendering a video anyway. Maybe do that then.

out on the table

 you have no idea who i am now do you? And then what happened? I am thinking this out when it should be connecting to source, let the words flow. It doesnt have to make sense. Just let it.

What comes to this. Why would it be that way. You get that. You see how this is going. I have half an hour for this to finish. I can leave this at that, finish the ice cream then come back to it. When was the last time you had ice cream?

I dont think it's happened then. It's ok to be safe, but you hurt people. That's not how you get that sorted. That's not how you do it. And you play it safe and had no regard for others. 

That was in the past. What how is it different now. You see. You've learned your lesson. You behave in a different way. And all the cards are out on the table. It's everything that's different. You go down that path, you show who you are to the rest of the world.

People see that already. I dont think you will, but if you did, you were scum all along. Why would you want to go there for that. But if scum anyway, then you see. What is this one about. I think you see how this connects with you. This is the path i'm going down, but that harley did not sound like it.

I'd rather do a honda or yamaha. Cheaper, but if the quality is up there, then that's where you want to be. You get how all this is anyway. I think you see what this is about anyway. Can you see how this works for you. What can you do about this. Then you see.

This thing will finish in about an hour. I have four to go. I can wake up to that and see how things turn out this week. If so, then i create a different path. This is going to get the eyeballs. Then i get that in the place. 

I'll decide on that later. But for now, keep at peoce. You know what happens next. You are in this anyway. You can build into this or that. You get it though. What comes next. You simply get this sorted out. Why would you want to be in that equation.

I'm not sure why that is. But you know how this is. Do you want to see a video instead? It can go this way and that. You have this and i think we get this started after this one episode. In the meantime, i have this in place.

I think there's two lines to go. I think you see how that one was. I think that was the equation there. And it's been burning in the oven for awhile and you just had to take action in that direction. 

I see that. Can you live with that. How do you get this in the end you let go. I've let go. I use it as a trigger to go inside awareness. That's what is different now. It is a tool i use in a positive way. I think that's the point to all this.

easy wall last night

 i wants to play, but no one is available and i dont want to tire myself out for tonight's wall practice. I can go earlier, but that time from 8 till 10 is sacred and habit. 

What are my options.? Do something else. I'm getting tired of this what i'm doing. That's why i am writing. I am almost there. Just keep going. Honor the time between no more and not yet. 

This is what the practice is about. I had a good nap. It was deep and cold because of the air-conditioning. It was also surprisingly quiet given the work from home situation. I had a good lunch. It was a good feeding window for me. Then i take tennis tonight.

What are my options here. Do i move to japan? That's interesting that fishing village. It's small and beautiful out there. I can make videos there and if there be tennis courts, that place would be perfect.

Now you know where you're headed. Trust the timing on this one. You can build something with this here. Just do this. Get to the other side. You know what it is you are doing. If it says otherwise, then take that as cue. Otherwise, you do something else.

And still it is all connected in that way. I can go this way or that. I have class later and i am running out of interest in that one. It's fake. I teach myself. The teacher is there to make sulit the tuition you paid. Otherwise, you can learn much on your own through the internet and ai. 

Anyway...this got me going down this path. I see how this one here is connected anyway. This clock moves with the system clock. Amazing how that is. I use this in my own way. Or not. I repeats that. I can do something on here.

Take another nap still. Or wash the dishes? It never ends--the washing of dishes. That's practice then. You continue with that and you make a practice of meditation out of it. That's the point. 

I like the keyboard on this one. I bought this for my self. This is what it's like then. You knowhow to use this energy. Get going from here. You make changes to the video enough that it's a remix. 

It's very subtle though. But see how it goes. I can go this way or that. But if you dont try, how do you know what works . It's all a different perspective. You test and see what you get out of it.

I haven't written journal in a while. A few days to be exact. I get up and nott write but start work. I also work into the night. But if i am tired i dont. Last night was easy. I could have gone longer. I am getting in shape.

finished assessment, doing wall now

 this feels like old bag. Something like it. This is synchronicity. I understand what this is about. Trust the timing.

Do i make a video now or tomorrow? I'll make one after wall practice. This way, the head is clear. I can make one easy just to get something posted. Then i can work something out later. I tihnk i have enough china and wuhan videos to tide me over to next publish.

What then. I make pizza x 2, then head downstairs to do wall. She can microwave the pizza later when she gets home. In the meantime, this is what's relevant for me. I have one more video coming out tonight.

After this i have 24 hours to make the next one. I have teh weekend coming up. Practice early this morning was good. Positive feedback abound--most improved player they said.

That's ok. I made some moves even i was surprised, but i saw it and knew i can make the shot. I have pizza in the oven. I have another one coming up. From there i can work something out. Just do this. Finish up and see what you get here. 

I couldnt walk dog as it was light shower. But i know i gotta take him down. I wonder if brother took him out. He should. I was out all morning. He could have taken him out by then. 

The contacts are acting up again. I can remove this for now, let it run the other way. At least this has time to simmer in the pan. I can do that. After this i do that. I can do that while the pizza is working. I think you see how this works. 

It looks promising. My views are above average. I can do a search on that. You have that in the works this way. I think the feedback there is useful...i can make something with it. Then it was a positive experience.

What comes next. It was a year and i paid the price. I paid much more than that. I get that. What happens next. I think he'll have the pizza later but just leave it on the table. 

Or i can put it in his room. But then again he wont eat it anyway. Just leave it there then. I dont have to accommodate hers. She has choice. She eats ...but i feel let down by that. 

I know. But this is part of the experience. Leave it be then. You learn more about yourself this way. I dont think there is practice on there but i can do tomorrow. Or not. I have match on saturday. 

redirect is postive negative. up to you

 this is pointing me in a relevant direction. I be starting my channel apart from the tennis one. There could be issues down the road, unless i create content that's sort of this but that.

How to do that. Instructional videos or something. Maybe put something on there that makes it different altogether. Or maybe i can look more into it and see how this works out. But i'm not going to wait until that's here. 

Get working on this now so it becomes resonant with this relevant. This is difficult but a challenge. This helps me grow. Does that mean i'm wasting my time? No. I am learning. This points me in the direction i am headed anyway. 

What then. I leaves shortly. Dont put too much on that reusing content. Just evolve from here. Maybe do one of those challenge thing then see what you get out of it. Or maybe something else altogether. But dont put too much time on that. 

I have improved my editing. Next step is to create content that's relevant for me. This means i head out with the camera and shoot footage i can use. I used to go around that place a lot. That was useful content. And things change fast in the city. It's like a growing thing.

You can maybe do something in that regard. But still, you see how this works out. I like that i learn much from that channel. You can build this way but it is still the same thing. What are my options here. 

Do another one over. It's going this way and that but if it's only like that what gives. Is that one making money. Iirc, it isnt. Then you need to do something else. This is a wake-up call. You get to that level and see what you get out of it. Otherwise, it is that red flag and it's not going anywhere.

Ok. I see that i can work something out on here. I heads out anyway. I dont have to build in that direction. But i did learn sometihng out of it. At least my head is busy with things like this and i am learning much. 

If you were in that space, how would you work sometihng out. I see what you mean there. That's why i did not go there yet. There were questions not answered and now i get it. I see which way i dont have to go. But not sure which way to go. Just take baby steps. 

Slow down there or stop altogether. When you do this then you have something else. What comes next. I'm not really sure. Maybe do some motivational videos. Put things together and then you can work sometihng out. 

Do your own voice-overs. Do talking heads. That makes it different. And then you are creating different and you are building this way. Can i delete everything and start over. I think i have been here before. Dont stop. Continue but in a different frequency.

clarity ride the wave

 i'm done on that side. It's not me anymore. It's different. But why the anxiety? It's the unknown. The ego mind seeks a foothold in a deep ocean--instead of knowing being in clarity.

What is clear is that you are the ocean. You float. You dont need a foothold on the bottom because that will only put you in one state. When you float, you go farther faster more efficient and more effective. This means the wave will take you where you need to be...where it's relevant for you.

How do i turn off that thing. I just realised i changed that. Aha. Stay here then use that thing. That's an insight right there. How come i wasnt writing all this time. Should i turn off tat thing? 

I dont really need that but leave it on right now. Ride the wave. What you went through is what's relevant. As you saw recently, you are using it in a positive way. You won against good opponents because you worked as a team.

Now what. You move on with this. I think i see why that is so. It's old and safe. They anchor themselves down with pre-conceived notions that no longer works. And this is why it's not relevant for you anymore. 

Ride this wave. You know what's going on. You understand how this works. It doesnt have to make sense. More so, you dont have to explain yourself. You play. You give it your best. You understand these things. 

I think i see how this is one-sided now. You get that. It's time to move on from here. What comes next. You simply be. You go in this direction. You can be or not but you understand these things. It's what is relevant for you.

And you get that. You have momentum already. You see how this is turning out. Now you get where this needs to be. I can do that and this way you get what comes next. I do the muchova tribute. Then i can work from there.

The thing is is that it's more eternal and people will come back to that. You get this. That's what makes it work. Why not do a doubles and then a singles. I can work with that. You see how this works. 

Focus on players that do doubles. This way, it is connected to what you are doing here. Then you can build in this direction. It's not entirely about that fan thing. But it is kinda in that way. 

And you get what this is about. They see that. They sense that. Rather than being that, you get what you can work with this. Let's get to this level and understand no resonate with your higher self, your complete self. 

prepared this time

 why not give yourself ...your Self, a chance this time. You've had experience on here. It's like growing a farm, a business. It uses the same principles. This time around, it's different. You have more awareness in this.

If that happens, then it's for a good reason this time. I can let go at that. It's good we had tennis already. It's four in the pm and it's dark and heavy outside. It's going ot rain more. We have tennis tomorrow morning. This one i enjoy doing.

I enjoy almost all of it actually. Except i guess for the ones with the beginners on it. I get how it feels now why they the more senior players i know,  dont want to play with noods. 

What can i do about it. If there, then so be it. Even the most senior one i now see as noob. I gained much in this process. I'm not sure if i can win one to one, but maybe i give them a hard time and i learn more in the process.

I have more than a dozen videos uploaded. Continue with this. So far so good. What's it going to be like in a year? Aha. That's the next video to make. This time though, i have a lab i can do and have two channels going for me. 

I continu on this path. Do i go back to dev work? I can. It's a hobby. But it's been taken over by the content creation thing--make youtube videos. It's big. You can get something in this. 

And i have two this time. I have much and i have training experience in this regard. So it is all connected. I dont have to have clients this time. Maybe advertisers, but it's more than that. It's why they dont want vulgar because of the ad.

So you can leave it at that. This video is about fifteen minutes long. That's all good. I can use this and once this works out, i can add others. It's all here and now. Do i get a diffferent one. I can go for it.

Or not. For now, finish up then do the dishes. I did take a nap earlier. I fell asleep. Just like that. I did not even notice that i did. This is process eaten. What's happening here. I think it's the video editor. 

What can i do about it. It's the ram that's being used up. This one is lighter. I can use it more often, more so with just pages. I'll use the other when we are not processing in the background. This works now. I can move on?

One more of this then i can move on. Clean the toilet, wash the dishes, publish videos. That's the routine for the weekend. Also wall later tonight. It's the last thing i do . I have much. I do jump ropes with the wall practice. I am ready.

coming up with ideas

 ok, how to do this. My head is engaged and churning ideas, connected. They want to convert. Build up the audience and convert on a regular basis.

I think that's what the problem. They want to build the business into a global brand. HOw do you take them to that level. You find the common problem and focus the message on that as you go along. 

HOw do you communicate that to them. There you go. Now you have context. You do jimsway. HOw to urs? You have direct response. You know how to research. You know how to create content that is focused on solving that problem. 

Now you have ideas for the channel. Now you have something to talk about and vlog with. You build the channel in this context. It's the quality of the ideas. It's not just copywriting. Anyone can claim they can do that. 

But you solve a problem with consistent and focused jimsway. That's how you get to the other side. I have coffee process and have a go at this. I dont like to use attack but to focus my resources to address the issue. 

There you go. It's all about connecting and coming up with solutions to this issue. And you get that. These two are ahead and seem to be celebrating the final. That's when you let up. It's the attention. You divert the attention and change mental game.

But you bring it back. You can talk about these things in this way. You saw how that is. Now you have resources on your own this way. What happens next. Now you know see both sides of the equation. Now you see. I think that was the message she was trying to send out.

Ok. Now that you have it, what point is there to build up ? Where did that come from? It's the issue i've been going through all this week. You saw some things that did not sit well with you. You explore ideas and see what intuition brings up. 

That's how you connect. But i dont have to address that anymore. I choose otherwise. I choose relevance. That's not relevant for me anymore. And now you see. Now you can build with this. You can go in that direction see what you get out of this.

HOw to use that then. Now the attentnion is shifting. HOw to get this one instead. You have this idea of building a platform for the community. This might be opportunity here to build a complete solution. 

If not complete, you are building towards relevance. The ideas will come. Simply do the next step. What comes next.right now, there's not a lot of content coming through. This is time for catch up. I can include snippets every now and then.