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applied assessed waiting

 i needs to write. The right contact lens feels torn. I replace them tomorrow. I have resources anyway. Trust the timing. 

I applied for the tafe cybersec course. It's one year and gives me creds to get in the field. I'm not the typical applicant infosec professional, but who is? I have every right? Is that the word? I have the same opportunity as anyone else. I am relevant on this path.

I have resources anyway. I've been on here since the dark ages. I am able. I am worthy. So i write. The job is ok. Its just the headaches i get with the monitor. What can i do about it. I fast tomorrow. I have tennis tomorrow and i come home late.

I needs to fix that thing. How. I have much expense on this anyway. I'm not sure, but this might not be the right time for it. There you go, files transferred. That is not caring much about it.

But then again, it's my opinion. I dont have much on that so i observe have it in my awareness. I have much in this way. Tomorrow i fasts. We have new player tomorrow. I'm not sure who that is. But it's been full house since. 

Maybe we can get a different court or something. This way others can play. But we start fast4 next week. This is interesting. Wife wont play--injured. I guess not. I have been using that for a decade now. 

It's one of those things i've learned. And still there's a lot to learn but this path hasnt been working for me. Why force it. I can work other things out. But this is where i am. I go where the synchronicity takes me. That's the path for me.

And i am having fun at work. How to make this better. Get those thoughts lined up. It doesnt serve me in a positive way if i spiral into that. It doesnt work. I know how to change things around. 

It is late and i finish writing. This is what i do now. It'd be fun traveling in that way. I have access to court but i dont have time on there. Maybe around these times i can go. I can look into that. 

It is hard surface though. I know. Just do this. It is three tennis courts and i have access to it. I can work something out. Just do this then. If i was student i'd be spending lotsa time on there.

But that's just me. I finish these. Maybe i can go swim instead. That sounds interesting. But it is a long way home from there and i have much in this way. Just do this. You see where this is headed. 

I get to work from home soon and this works for me best. Just do this. What comes next. Training was boring and this is more fun in this way. I think you have something worked out. 

Why live that far. I'm not sure. But this is how you populate the resources you have. I get that. Trust that this is so. What comes next. You simply go in this direction. You do this. Get to the other side.

And you dont want to go there unless it is relevant for you. Finish writing. That was relevant. I have headache still. You know what this is about. I think there's a course for that. I can go in that pathway. Or not. 

Not much demand on there. You get the point. What comes next. Yuo have this. It is interesting to learn all that. You have enough practice in this way. I can look int othat. 

Can i deep dive into that. Is it leveraged? You can go there. But it is what you have on here. I have plenty of resources on tihis side. But this is what i do now. I think i need to replace that now.


ok with job

 i'will write first then have coffee. This gives her another twenty minutes or so to sleep. Is it over. No it is shifted. It's not the same. 

What's different. I am. My response is different. It's different not the same because my awareness is on it. Do you reach out to that. I dont have to. It resonates when it needs to. 

That one carries a lot of load. You see that in her eyes, in her energy. Is there something i can do about it. Just be your in your own clarity. I dont have to change things up. That one looks shallow to me. Why is it that way.

It was a universal thing. But now you know. How do you enjoy these things. You simply let go. The trend is towards this. The weather clears up then. I have that in there. I can tune in to that or do something else. You get the point. And it circles back to this and that. 

Just do this. No need to rush through. This is where you are. This is where you need to be. Go for that dopamine high. No need to be masters of the art. Simply be. Be in joy. Be a master in that if you need a purpose definition joy. 

I can work something out. You get what all this is about. I can bring dog to that but if there was something there we wouldnt be able to walk about. I think you see how this goes. I can bring him to that one instead. I bring the bike on over. It is interesting how he is. 

But he walks around gets curious a lot. You can bring him into that circle right there. There's plenty to check out on there. You know how that is. First you be walks around then you can check things out on there. 

It is all connected in this way. You have much in place anyway. What comes after this then. You pay off that much and you continue on. You got this. You do one hour and then when you have enough skills you get a gig going.

In the meantime, i finish a course unto this. I think you see the point to all this. That's the point then. You dont need a lot of hand-holding. You simply be. Trust that this is all connected. It's not a popularity contest. It just is.

I can get ahead of the line in that way. You got this. What comes next. You simply do this get to the other side. I think i have it in the file. I simply import that and i have everything on here. 

I get that. Now lets get moving. You can install vipn. Three weeks on this and you get the point. He feedbacks that i am often left alone finish a call sooner than most. That's a positive thing then. You get the idea. That's nice and you see it.

Things can go this way or that. I have coffee now. I have much on the day coming up. This is part of my synchronicity. It is all connected in this way. The kids can go while i finish up on this. You get connected in this way anyway. Trust that this is so.

You know how to move people it is this way and that. But it is different. Focus on what's different anyway. Just do this. Get to the other side. You see how what you can do about this. How come that still comes up. Because of the keywoard.

It explores all this and you see how you can work with this. Trust that this is so. I have several books to go over. You got this sorted then. It definitely is. You have much in place. You can converse or you can tune in.

You know how this works anyway. I have this in place. I can sneek up on that. You know what to do anyway. It goes this way and that. It doesnt have to go that way. You got this. What comes next. Do walls.

I can work with that. I'd like to work on my serves. I have coffee first. That's the first thing i do. This lasts longer then because we are out most of the time. I live on my laptop then. It could be.


she felt empty

 i did not write this morning. Maybe that's why i feel so disjointed. I started work at the uni this morning. It was good going out, but soon as i got settled in, the clouds came in.

What to make of this. Use up the energy. This is where you need to be. Use it up. I have issues. Work through this. Work through the pain. Experience. Action. Take action in the frequency that you prefer. If you can go...when it's time to go you'd go--no doubt about it.

But it's not here yet. There's something here for you still. Soon as the energy gets used up, then you can shift into that frequency. But for now, you only do this. I did not write earlier. You got this then. 

It's in the past. That's not who you are anymore. I dont have to dwell on there. Things are like this because she's trying too hard to prop things up. I found that bridge to cross. I go build in this direction then. You get how this works. 

What then. I can take that bridge crossing again tomorrow. I have tennis tomorrow. She's not playing so i head straight on there. I finish at ten. I bike back home. It's going to be a long day. I go to bed at eleven. 

Just do this. Get to the other side. It's not the same energy because you have awareness into this. You know how these things work out. Trust the timing. You got this anyway. I dont have to go there. Just do this. I think there be that. Or not. 

Is this forced thing. I know. Just do this and see what you can work something out. In the meantime, have fun. Do the instruction manual. What happens then. I can tune in to that. I have much on there. I think you see how this is. Trust that this is connected for you.

The ride to work was easy and interesting. I get going here then. I have this and that. I get used to this and it works out in every which way. I start on the course january next year so it's ok.

I can go in this direction. It's all the same anyway. Why not head...the course was closed. I think that was for the next uptake. How come it's right up there. Maybe so much are getting into that. Is there going to be a glut. 

I dont think so. There's this glut concept in my head since the day i heard about it. Why is it. I'm not sure. You get how these things work out. Just do this. I can write before bedtime. This is my journal then. 

I play tennis everyday. Even if it were just one hour is good. I doubt this here is real. The reply was spot on and avoidant. That says a lot. I dont have to dwell on that. What can you do about this.

Trust your intuition. You get how these things work out. And then you can be in this environment. Suddenly the phone doesnt work. It's weird that way. I can do something else instead. At least that drives the point home.

Or at least the pressure eases up. In the meantime, i go on. This is the path i'm in. It's dis-appointing my self. You get the idea. Now you know. Now it's in your awareness. You can build on this. You head out in this direction. And then you can work something out.

I can walk with that tomorrow. You can always take it easy anyway. Just do this. Use up the energy in this way. Or something else altogether. I got there in due time. You loved it in tacloban. Give this one year and you'll grow on this too.

Ok. I can work with that. Be in this frame of reference. You get how this works out. It is the adjustment period. I can build on this. You have much on this anyway. Look at all these things and you'll know what to do.

What comes here and you get to work things out. I think you see how this is about. I think this is here and what is that all about. I think you see. Now you know. Now you move on in this direction. Trust that this is so. What happens next. Be open.


work city west tuesday

 i wonder if i get a bite on this. Still it is interesting to explore this path. Is it joy? Not joy, but interesting. I finish the enrollment today later after tennis.

That's what i do later until i go to bed. I can work that and then get a response during the week. I'll be working in the city--west of it at least. Two train rides and a short bike ride. I'm fine with this. At least it's different. I can explore side gigs while doing so.

Also going down the path of cybersecurity finally. Let's see how this works out. I be going for a bachelor's ...or perhaps take this as far as it will go. I dont think i need bachelors soon as land a gig in the industry. I can easily expand in this direction anyway.

But then again, it can be interesting to be on this path instead. I have ...lost my train of thought on there. I can watch tennis but that' not relevant for me on here. She's sleeping. I wake her up at around five. That's usually the time we go.

I dont have a bite but that's ok. At least it's not the same frequency on here. Just do this get to the other side. Explore this path see what you get out of it. How do you get a response on there.

I'm not really sure. Just do this and see what you get out of it. What was that. Nitric acid. I am waiting for reply on there. There was this one from dandenong. Mentioned location if that illicits a response. Else, continue on. 

What comes next. I'm not really sure. Just finish up and then i can continue on. Just do this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. This is the third. Keep at it. You'll get to the other side eventually. I have ...also mentioned a few other things. 

At least it's this and i have out-something. I have a different path. Something to distract me. I miss riding out there. I'm on this path. It's not the same. I have this in place. I can work something out. 

What happens next. Finish up. You get what all this is about. I can continue with the chat later on. In the meantime, just do this. Get to the other side. How do you start a conversation on this. I'm not too sure. 

At least i am exploring this. I no longer limit myself on there. Just do this. That is interesting set of clothes. Now that is interesting. If they are back there you know how to work that out. In the meantime, trust that this is so.

What comes of this. What becomes of this. I'm not sure. Only that i explore this see what you get out of it. I play tennis and we can stay extended until past seven maybe eight. That's a lot. If there's game on there, let's see how it goes. I think that is set on alert.

Or not. You get the point. I can work things out from here. I am getting a reflection on this. I'm not really sure. In the meantime, i can have the chat open. If i get a bite, explore. If not, do something else.

I finish up in the meantime. See how this works out. And there be others out there. For now, you get how this is connected for you. Build in this direction. I can use a different one. I think so. Something with a clip to keep the bud in the ear.

Or not. Just do this get to the other side. In the meantime, i can work something out. I do a lot of exploration on this side. I finish this up. I'm not really writing about anyway.

It is part of the process. At least i channel through the insights ideas that come through. It flows through you. I have teh conduit open. I simply do this. What comes next. I dont have to. Jst do this. I can send that one over.

Ok. Let's do that. This is what's here anyway. If the signal is lost for some reason. One chance only. Then i tune out zone out. That's it i'm done. She knows that. I dont have to anymore. I have resources now.


more with less

 more with less. Blink. That's what i got waking up. This was the insight. This is the path now. I see what happened. What do you do then. You experience this. 

She'll wake up early. We have a chat then that way. It was good. I learned much yesterday. I continue on this way. I get what all this is about now. I wonder if she is able to grasp all this.

Trust is who you are. It is not dependent upon other people. When you trust yourself, this is reflected back to you. Those that do not trust themselves, nor experience this will drop out of your experience.

This is what it's about. It is to experience the physical reality. It is choice. It is experience. This is the insight. I have much in this way. 

You see why that option is very limited. You give choice becausue you have it. In abundance. Thisis your abundance because this is who you are. You experience it because. You experience more by having less of the experience.

There is so much missing from the english language. And this is what makes language beautiful. It is elegant. This is what i am. This is my clarity. It's not an idea in my head. It is how i live. It is in my expeircence. 

This is why it's different. You get that. You provide share this experience because you have this. This is what you have. I can never get enough because you give your self less. This is the paradox. This is whence i am. 

Aha. I found you in hell. Thatwas the gift. Thisis what i got from the experience. This is my abundance. This and a lot of other things. This is why i am here. Now you get it. Now you shine. You dont have totalk about it. Now you get it.

It is more with less. This is the mantra. You say more when you do not say it. But you dont need that. You have clarity. That's the point. This is the reflection. It's not about consequence. Reflection it is.

So much in this experience. This creation flows through you. That's the point. I dont have to go through that.  I am not limiting my self. I choose not to. If you choose to be in my experience then i will be in yours. But it is about sharing.

It is natural in this way. But itgrows. I have much to share with you. Most people do not never have the experience in this way. It is a craft. It is an art. And you share this art experience craft with your self. 

This is the experience. More with less. Now you get it. Now you know. Now you experience. This is the gift. You never would have found it without going through...growing through hell. 

You get what that word means implies. You found joy through difficulty. That' the point. Now you have more of this. Now you getto experience this in a lot of different ways. Now you get it.

I can make this as my base. We can explore all this but there is a better way. You see how this works out. Now you know. Now you get it. We can be based in that location instead. 

And you are happy because you see more withless. That's the point. You savor more because you have less. That's tehe lesson here for you. Now it is time to move on. You got this.

And i am different. It's not the same. What comes next. You can have this chat. I am. It is different in a lot of ways. Who are the people around you. This is what you have for your self.


visit end of month

 the conky thing wouldnt restart. I'll fix that later. Finish these first. Things are moving right along. Ss seems real. I have a shot at something new. I'm going into the unknown.

It's the unknown where you learn more about self. That's the point. I know i deserve better. I am worthy. It had to be this way to get me moving. Now things are different. Notsure how this works out but it is what it is.

I am over-thinking this. Now you know. You can do something about this then. What comes next. How do you get to that. I'm not really sure. But this is where you are now. 

You get how these things are. She is someone else's daughter. I get that. But she is not who i thought she was. I wasnt made to believe. It's just that i trusted her insteead of verifying that trust myself.

And i am not going to force trust in me. Either you do or you do not. It is this experience that is here. How do you show sincerity. By being true to yourself. Dog be like this and knows much.

How do you get to this frequency. I'm not really sure. I start walking in this direction. I'm grown up. I'm not a child. But i have child in me. I take care of this child. 

It's precious me. Not like it. But i have local mind who doesnt have all the answers. And the rides around the city are what resonates with me. Now you know what to do.

I can work with that. The kids aren't here anyway. They have their own lives. They've checked out. And it's time to move on. That's the point. Now you can work something out onhere. And it gives her freedom too.

You are both in prison. It's not when you realise what is holding you back -- it's just you. Now you know. You dont have to be here. You simply continue on with your life. No need to invalidate. You got something out of it.

And you are using this anyway. You are using this the right way for you. Ibe fixing this conky in a moment. I have work today. You simply move on. You continue in this way. And now you havethis.

What about all this stuff. You dont need them. It's all junk anyway. You have a window on this. I can move near work. How to find a place on there. You simply move in that direction. I have this in place. Trust the timing.

What comes next. You have all this in place. I have me the email. I can move in this direction. I cancheck things out this way. It is moving forward in this way. Trust that this is so.

Trust the timing. I can easily walk out. How many weeks into that. Now you see. What do you do next. You continue on. I get me a room to rent. That's the next thing. You build up from there. 

I can ask around. But you get the idea. Is she a member of that group. I dont think so. It's too much information for her. Just do this. Get to the other side. You'll know what to do. 

Ok. I'm beyond sad and disappointed now. I see it there. You have this. Now you have it inawareness. This too is reflection. You see how it is. I dont have to go there. It wasnt about me after all.

And now i see that. It's clarity. How do you build on this. You know what to do. Let's get going. What do i do here on. 


experience creation through the eyes of creation

 me and the dog have this routine in the morning. He gets up to pee in his corner, takes his treat, then heads out to the balcony and watch the world go by.

He's a different dog. Or maybe i wasnt paying much attention...or that my perspective is different this time. I am aware that everything has consciousness. Even the rocks have it and you connect with creation in this way.

I can focus on the negative, or live be in the moment. I prefer the latter. I have choice. This is my abundance. And then he'll go to my kids' room and continue sleeping beside them. And that's how life is right now. 

I've been through hell. Hell is in the mind. Did i choose that. Itwas like the ego mind tore apart asunder into several pieces trying to make sense of reality. It's all in the head. How doyou get whole again. 

You live with what is. You allow. You see the positive in creation. You choose. You choose to stay in clarity. I had fun through those times. It was great riding my bike throughout the city. 

I continue doing this when i have a business on the side. And thisis what i do now. I can write about that instance. How will this be now. I have choice. I can build a channel. 

I think dog wentto sleep in the toilet. This laptop needs to be changed. I have much going for me in this regard. I dont have todeal with her negs. I choosenot to. If she wants to go there, so be it. I wont sit here waiting. I can choose that now. 

But i'd rather be riding on synchronicity. This feels way muh better. Spend time with dog. That's life my daughter lives is a dream job. She spends time with dogs. And that's how you live. 

She lives a charmed life. I guess it was a lesson for me. Not in a bad way, but more like a present. I learned more about my self...about creation. I learned that much. And in this, i am greatful. I appreciate. 

Aha. I like this one. How do you get with this. There is a font like so. I can continue using this or that. You get the point. What if you fly? That is amazing. I hada grand time on there. I'd go back tothat. 

And this is what i do now. I ride much. I am building this business. This is what i do now. I enjoy this. I have choice. And this is a lot. The awarenessis here. The appreciation is here. Why wouldyou want to be known andrespectied. 

I'm not sure. I'd rather be in the dark and have joy. I'd rather be left alone. Respect...it's a reflection. It doesnt come with the title. If people respect themselves, they reflect that in everything. It comes with the halo effect, but it wears off.

And thisis what happens in a marriage. The halo effect wears off quick. And this is how you ...i dont have to be seen as valuable by other people this is what the story is about. I paidthe price. I see what my self-esteem is about.

It's built-in with your something. I forgot. I miss those times. I'll go back. The timing shifted. This is what i do now. I live through life in thisway. Get up to that then continue on. 

How else. I work my way through this. Travel. Food. Bike. Tennis. Reading a book. Good coffee. Time with the dog. Play with the dog. Hanging out with friends. Conversations that dont have to make sense. Great sex. 

There's so much to live for. Sure there's contrast...but it's part of the unfolding. It's not that you learn more about self but that you learn more about creation. That you are creation. You see the world through the eyes of creation. Now, that's a story.


start work tomorrow

 write again. Waiting. Not wait, open. Sit. Aware. Observe. I have tennis later. We have tennis later. The guy shoots video. Who edits?

Where'd they go this early. Maybe park. They have turkey but that's a pain. If i had youtube then it'd be an interesting video. But it still is. You've grown much this way. 

You can do copywriting video and make it like vlog get to this point. You have much in this way. I can make coffee then move on. This is wwhat we do on here. It's the same thing. It was interesting.

But now you know. This is all connected anyway. You get to this and that. You cook something. You make something in this way. You get how this works. Now let's get moving on here. What comes next. You resonate. Coffee is good. 

Outside cofee is great. They have dogs. They eats much these kids. You go for the good shot and they are all there. Just do this. I can make me coffee next. 

Or not. But this match is interesting. It's match because there's two of them. They have outlet so they dont act that way. It is there. But you need ratio on that. You get how that works.

I dont get why there's a need for that but they are united against one that's being forced. You know how that will end. Why am i watching this. It is life as such. You can make bring light into this world anyway.

You get that. Things are always shifting. I can move in this direction and that. It's this way and that. You have much in place. What comes next. You simply be. There's not much on there anyway. But you have much. 

If browser, then you can work something out. It is that because it's not optimised. You have much control but chrome has a lot to it anyway. I stick with this. It's not supported because they dont know how to fix it.

You simply google it out but when context isnt there you work something out. I donnt get why the need for control. But you have the same thing. I know. Get through this anyway as you build in this direction. 

Camera is the issue on here. I can work sometihng out. Maybe put the laptop connected to a monitor. You know how to punch that in. I can build in this direction anyway. I slouch. You can make something on here.

What's different about this. You video your everyday and print at the end of the week. Publish i meant. Rice is too sticky. You get that part. It's as tudio. That's not a real home. 

They have astudio on there. That's weird. You get what all this is about. That is fit in every way. You have camera set up and running in the background. This is all connected. It's not out of fear. But that too is...something's amiss with that.

What's a good book youve read lately. I'm not really sure. It's all for show like that. You build in this direction. That can travel much. You get that part. It is about the journey then. I can work something out.

I'm about to finish. I continue on next. Fast like overnight, then hit buffet. This be interesting this way. It's a poke bowl. That lost steam. If you went that way it fizzles out. 

Why eat that way. Too much baggage. Now you know get how this is connected. You move in this direction. This pays for itself in every which way. Now you know. I think you can find your way through this. It's not just the cooking. You cook with your writing.


samebt different

 is it possible to be this? Why not. If when others do it, why can't you. Because you arenot in that frequency. Put yourself there and you become unique in that perspective.

That's what you get out of it. All this time, i had something. I built myself into something. It's that i had to...chose to tether myself to that idea that did not resonate with me. Now you know. Now you are free

that's the point to all this. You have choice. That was negative, but it's there to get you moving in this direction. That's what is different about this. That's what you get out of it.

We can go to a different place and you get how all this works out. But you dont have to be on that cutting edge. Your cutting edge your frequency is different. More like unique. It doesnt come along for a thousandyears.

That's what creationneeds from you. Not that it is missing something, but it is about you as creation. It broke into a lot of tiny picese just to experience itself in all this. 

And without you it is incomplete. What am i doing here. I have yearning for this. You go this way andthat. It caused this but it is a perspective in this regard. You can hit balls all day. I can work something out. You build in this direction. 

I can start walking that way. Or go this way. But you are open tothe eidea. That's the point. And these ones play all day. Am i in that frequency. Why not. It's all up to you.

I can work something out instead. Someone had the big idea. Others are filling in while waiting to channel theirs. Or maybe they cant seetheir own potential this way. Now you get it.

When's it coming. We have two more matches coming up. You get what this is about. You can go this way or that. But you are piling up in this way. That's the point. Now you get it. Now you see. 

This is the pattern. You get what all this is about. You can work in this way. Itcan come through and you are a missing picee to a puzzle. It fits directily on this. 

It is a source of big ideas in this way. Why not talk about this unique perspective. It's not this way or that. What do you look for in a copywriter. I decided to test this one path on.

I think we have something on here. It's all connected in this way. Is it what they seek. What else is there. I think you get the point. It can go this way or taht. It is how you connect to flow.

Others dont even know understand how they have their own unique big ideas. It's not big. It's just quantifiying. It's not a judgement call or anything. But getting to that level requires ashift in perspective.

And that's what you do. It's all connected in this way. You are this way or that. Now you know. Now you get it. This is a long weekend. Not everyone is here anyway. But you see how this works outfor you.

Did i miss that one occurence. I guess it's not related in this way. I dont think i canattend that...nor interested in attending that. I joinde an agency as a consultant.

Or something like it. I am in this empty mode and you get how this works out. I can go at it alone. Or not. But this one has used itself  up. Maybe it is different on the inside, same on the outside. It's a seed.


lost east malvern lessons

 i can eat at noon, eat one hour. The next meal is at dinner in that sushi place. I think it's lame to have to invite friends over to soft-launch your place as a manager. You need better marketing than that.

How do you do that. Better marketing. Better urs. But then again, that's just me. Maybe i can make a video on that. I can surely do. But how. Do you would you rather write a book. Why not do a video about writing a book.

Or something like it. The point is, you put it in there and you expand into this. The audience is there anyway. You simply need to work something out in this regard. Maybe put away the old videos and build up on this. 

I finish these. I can work one hour through that one doing just the test. They should have made video on that i can do a search. It's easier this way. But then again, i wouldnt be paying attention.

It seems to lag at this point. Maybe i am doing this. But it is something like this and the ideas that come to mind in that regard. I can read a book while traveling. That's a lot of reading instead of thinking. 

But the mind attention is engaged in that way. It's the slow mind processing everything. Trust the synchronicity and you are on blink mode. That's the point. This is the context for you. Now you know. Now you see.

I think she's gone through traffic now. She's in alexander parade. It's the rush hour. This is why i opt to do this better. What comes next. It's still about her. Because i dont really need much. That's the point. If i did, i'd be asking for it.

What then. You can work something out. You dont have to correct the past. That's not you anymore. It's not even you. But you get the point. I think you see how this works. Maybe i can work something out. Do i even have to mention that. I dont think so. The traffic is moving pretty ok.

I leave later. I can start eating now, get to that point later. It's breakfast. I can do lunch. I have three hours on this. It's the delay gratification part. I can do that as well. But finish this is my priority so i get to work on that before the start. 

Maybe monday or so. You get the idea. It's one step and it's been hanging over my head for years now. I need to get that sorted then. I need a todo list for that. I guess so. It's not urgent but it is important. You focus on this aspect in the coming months. 

And now you know. Now you get it. It's not you anymore. That's the point. Build on something else. Again, making b-rolls is not important. But you get the idea. I have camera. He has one. He's not using it. Because of bandwidth.

I think it's so broken down there, you need to work something out. But it's not relevant for him right now. You get that. You can do something different about it. Like what. I'm not really sure what it is. 

Ok. Work in here and you'll get what needs to happen. Use up the energy. This here writing is using up the energy. It was an easy gig. I could finish it in three days. Maybe sooner. You get the idea. 

Right now are people looking into it. I guess so. The traffic is there already is going through the backdoor. It was unfortunate. I think i needed that perspective. Or is it. You get the point. 

Do i need to stay. It's slow thinking again. The point in blink mode is that you are using up the synchronicity. It is simple and complex. But you get the point. You dont have to go there that way. Ok. What are my options here.

Just do this. Use up the energy. You have much in place anyway. Just do this. You can work something out. Or not. But you build in this direction. I can do something there. You know what needs to happen now.