i did not write this morning. Maybe that's why i feel so disjointed. I started work at the uni this morning. It was good going out, but soon as i got settled in, the clouds came in.
What to make of this. Use up the energy. This is where you need to be. Use it up. I have issues. Work through this. Work through the pain. Experience. Action. Take action in the frequency that you prefer. If you can go...when it's time to go you'd go--no doubt about it.
But it's not here yet. There's something here for you still. Soon as the energy gets used up, then you can shift into that frequency. But for now, you only do this. I did not write earlier. You got this then.
It's in the past. That's not who you are anymore. I dont have to dwell on there. Things are like this because she's trying too hard to prop things up. I found that bridge to cross. I go build in this direction then. You get how this works.
What then. I can take that bridge crossing again tomorrow. I have tennis tomorrow. She's not playing so i head straight on there. I finish at ten. I bike back home. It's going to be a long day. I go to bed at eleven.
Just do this. Get to the other side. It's not the same energy because you have awareness into this. You know how these things work out. Trust the timing. You got this anyway. I dont have to go there. Just do this. I think there be that. Or not.
Is this forced thing. I know. Just do this and see what you can work something out. In the meantime, have fun. Do the instruction manual. What happens then. I can tune in to that. I have much on there. I think you see how this is. Trust that this is connected for you.
The ride to work was easy and interesting. I get going here then. I have this and that. I get used to this and it works out in every which way. I start on the course january next year so it's ok.
I can go in this direction. It's all the same anyway. Why not head...the course was closed. I think that was for the next uptake. How come it's right up there. Maybe so much are getting into that. Is there going to be a glut.
I dont think so. There's this glut concept in my head since the day i heard about it. Why is it. I'm not sure. You get how these things work out. Just do this. I can write before bedtime. This is my journal then.
I play tennis everyday. Even if it were just one hour is good. I doubt this here is real. The reply was spot on and avoidant. That says a lot. I dont have to dwell on that. What can you do about this.
Trust your intuition. You get how these things work out. And then you can be in this environment. Suddenly the phone doesnt work. It's weird that way. I can do something else instead. At least that drives the point home.
Or at least the pressure eases up. In the meantime, i go on. This is the path i'm in. It's dis-appointing my self. You get the idea. Now you know. Now it's in your awareness. You can build on this. You head out in this direction. And then you can work something out.
I can walk with that tomorrow. You can always take it easy anyway. Just do this. Use up the energy in this way. Or something else altogether. I got there in due time. You loved it in tacloban. Give this one year and you'll grow on this too.
Ok. I can work with that. Be in this frame of reference. You get how this works out. It is the adjustment period. I can build on this. You have much on this anyway. Look at all these things and you'll know what to do.
What comes here and you get to work things out. I think you see how this is about. I think this is here and what is that all about. I think you see. Now you know. Now you move on in this direction. Trust that this is so. What happens next. Be open.
