not unemployed, running business

 what happened? It's not invalidating. It's just checking in. I see that. But it's all in the past. You dont have to pull from that anymore. You got something out of it.

What was it then. It's in your awareness. You dont have to go around digging for it. I write because this gets me started. I stalled somehow. But i'm not without job or unemployed. I am building a business. That's my job. 

It takes time and effort and more than just getting a job. It entails putting your self into it. That's the difference. If they dont get that, then it isnt relevant for you. That's what you have here. 

This is what it's building up to. It doesnt have to be fancy. You only needs a handful, plus you have two forks going for you on this. You can then expand on this. Golang solutions is what the business is about.

When it doesnt pan out in that way, you have way much more on there. But you build with this. It's the same as working with php and wordpress back in the day. The difference now is that it's golang + postgres. And these are better tooling if you ask me.

It can go in any which way that's relevant for you. What you need to do now is to ride the wave. Be open to synchronicity. Trust the timing. Once you have this in awareness, then you are in it. You are having the experience. The reflection will be there. No insistence on the outcome.

This is what's here and now. Trust that this is where you need to be. I leave the library open for tonight. This way it'll finish while i sleep. That's what is amazisg about my work-staation now. I hyphenate because it makes it easy to read. 

I've been on there. That's not much different and you have instant replay on this one. Just do this then. You get how this works for you. It's all here nad now. I hve the heater on because it's freezing cold today.

Being in business, you simply make sure the saas works and the platform is ok. I caan do security on this one plus you dont need paayment structure for now. It's all ad revenue. I think it's more like old school and it is about the connection. That's what is different about this.

You can have a request for features page. When you have enough votes on there you can build on that. In the meantime, this is where it's at. This is what i'm building. I may have to go for that free-tier trial. That way i can scale up when needed.

What needs to be done here. Get this sorted. Build up the repository. You have everything you need in here. Maybe go for this one or that but you get the point. It's a long way to there. You get what needs to happen now.

fibre down, ego big

 i like coding. I like enjoy working with tech. It's those saturday and sunday hackthons when i need to help with the team to create a solution for the orgs. 

Those were both the high times and the worst times of my life. It's the paradox. I guess i am trusting the synhcronicity at this time. It's in my awareness. It's not the other. I have this transformed. There is a difference here. It's not the same.

What's different? Awareness. It's in the bag. I know that this is not, never the same river. That's what makes it different. This is what i works with. I continue on with this. It's what makes it different. 

What makes it interesting is the unknown that's thrown in the bag. Let's finish these for now. I'm waiting for a call that's coming in at ten. There's something amiss on here. I choose not to focus on this but my bag's all ready to go.

I'm putting my self first this time. The kids are all grown up have their lives to live. I'm not essenntial in that equation anymore. But in my equation, in my cloud env, it's different this way.

It's not about the past, but what you have here and now. It gives context, but it's not connected directly. You have reference to this and that but at the end of the day, it's still up to you. That call is supposed to come in at any time. I guess they have others to attend to.

I can listen to my radio in the meantime. Give it five minutes. If it doesnt come in, leave it at that. I'm restarting the device before it gets with that equation. If i were level two, this is what i'm doing. But then again, it's the training you have in there. 

I have nmap tshark and pretty much everything else on network analysis. I use this on my line of work. And you get how to find the information you need, plus the context to work with it.

It is still not connected. The call hasnt come through yet. Just do this for now, get to the other side. I have this in place anyway. As long as they're working on the issue it's all good. Otherwise, what's happening on here.

Just do this. I wonder if he's using dns public on that connection. I may have to mentor this one. I saw the story on there. And you see the behavior. You see the contrast. I wonder why that is so but there is something small ego in that behvior.

Does it resonate with me? If it affects mine, then i dont belong in this equation either. What to do bout this. You simply continue on to the next equation. Just do this. Get to the other side. I dont think she gets that. I was wrong.

watching olympics judo

 time to write i guess. There are matches scheduled and these are the best athletes from around the world. It's amazing getting to that level. How? No need to know how, you just go.

And it's the same here with golang. You practice. You just be. It's all here and now. You get how these are. But it's not negative. It's more  this and positive. You understnd how these are. 

I can watch, but right now, i am not going to sit and watch everything in one go. I am resting so i watch these matches. Otherwise, i'd be practicing. It's either training for tennis, or golang.

The other process is the channel. I am using that to get these in place. It's all connected in this way. That is an interesting logo. What does that mean? I can have a look. Right now, i guess it's not relevnt.

Another week starts. If i had starated on that channel i'd have several videos to my name and it'll be fed to the algorithm. I understand that. Just be here and now then. I go there that way. How in wht way. I removed that. This here is different.

What happened there that one. I'm not sure. But the writing gets so fast at times i miss out on the spelling. You get that. You understand. That's a big mat. It is interesting in this way. 

Why not do one in judo. Maybe karate kid in tennis. Aha. But it takes a lot of practice in that way. The kid takes on  wall because they can't afford to be members in the club.

Also the kid goes to the local court where he trains with old people. And that's how he sharpens his skills. He picks up on a weak side and works through it. How then does he get involved with the gang?

I'm not really sure. Again, it's the love interest. Maybe shue is the coach or something and trains the kid. Maybe it's different this time and they train through the different levels. 

But how do you go there. That's what the series is going to be about. There's a lot in there and you get how this is all connected. Maybe take up a martial art in that way. This so you are imperturbable. What is the synonym for that.

Can you get to that level? Why not. There's a lot of practice going on in there. Aha. These are interesting matches as well. I be looking into fencing too. Maybe i can do golang while i am doing all this. Interesting.

that was weird

 this feels ok. Which colorscheme this again? Time to write. It's in auto-complete still. Keep it there. Keep things as it is for now.

We have match later. It's not how good you are. You saw players who are so negative, it hinders their growth. The negative energy keeps them from reaching their full potential. But they can be at the top, but still, they are not.

You see that in every aspect. And i was there. You get how this is. Trust that this is connected for you. And then you understand how to use it. So much here. Should i change that back? 

I just did. And changed it to home row so it is easily within this reaach. How is this different? You just saw it in action. And again. This here again i get used to it. It can be on there but the context...the window you're using it on makes it different.

That's what i like about vim. It's a text editor where you get used to working on the keyboard and less with the mouse. This way you are able to move between windows and use the keyboard to just navigate. It's ok to use the mouse, but you can type with it.

Even so, it is much slower because you need to locate the element. But then again i'm not here to argue about these things. The elan videos doesnt connect as much. Why is that. This is the illusion. But there is a different level to this.

And i see that. Seeing it makes it different. That's the point. And i  have lost weight. It's started moving. I feel better already. I dont have the pain on there. I takes it easy from here. I dont have to rush. Just be.

We get there in a year. I am consistent with this so i am moving forward in every which way. You get how this works fory ou too. It' sthe color and the blur when you zoom in contrast with the background.

That's the effect you go for. Focus on the business. Again, you get this works for you. You were there already but the context is different. Is it different now again. Now you see. It's not the same river. For one, you know better with this.

Sohuld i go back to that one. That is an option. How different is that from here. Is it able to parse pdf files? That is something to look into.  I can test that but easier to parse text files.

Ok. I dont have to think much about it. You get this. I finish what i started. This way i am accumulating, hoarding stuff i dont finish. Aha. That test needs attention today. Let's get that sorted. I am finished and resonate pull from the future.

se is xp w clarity

 i have that planned out on the table. Next step is to go. I'm thinking the week after this. Unless she has time for leave we can go on a weekday.

Tennis comes second on this. I have eggshells running around. Dogsy went out earlier. I wish i can take him to offleash more often. We get there when we get there. I can do the test this weekend. 

I have no assessments this weekend. I think the next one be due in a week or two. I'll have a look at it. I think we have three coming up soon. It's gotten more interesting with aws but the schedule is backing out of that for now.

Most of the students dont like it. There was highlighting on that. Can i afford a weekend off. I believe so. It sounds interesting so i guess this here is relevant. Or not. We'll see how this unfolds. 

Am i in this for the long term. There's gas, food. Also these two are going to have to eat take out or go to grocery. We'll see. I can build a portfolio by building a business. It's going to be a date website. But will it work that it is open source? 

It's going to be like reddit or some other social media but it's more this and that. Look into it. You can reach out to them and have that to work for you with you. Trust that this is so. Connect on this level and see what you get out of it.

Maybe a chat room of sort.s maybe a messaging app that members can use. But this is how i explore the idea. So much to learan on here. Just get going with this. Is it there. I think so.

But it is not the way i envisioned it to be. What happened on there. Was this the better match? It is a long one. Can i make changes to this. The video is rendering. I enjoy editing videos. If so, i can shoot b-rolls more often and edit them later on.

I put them in a folder that's on syncthing. This way i have a private network among my different devices. Or not. You get the idea. I have that on drive anyway. This is more general. I am looking into this. I see where that is. That's the river part.

I wen biking on tehre the first few times. I  think i got lost or something but i did make it home. That phone was bonkers. I think that's the reason why i had a hard time back then. 

But that's in hindsight. I'm already done here. This is the last line. I can do more, but maybe later. I go check things out. You can work in this direction, or see what you get out of it. That one is passe. You have other things to consider.

grow a tree

 write. I have class in an hour. I leave for tennis then. It's nice that i'm able to do both. I am working towards that cert4 as i have time for other things.

I got me the jump rope. Tbh, i'd rather train wall downstairs so i can do jump ropes. But that's ok. This is what's relevant at this time. Perhaps friday i can do that. Wife goes to office friday.

Saturday we have match. Comp season starts wednesday. HOw come that did not pull up. I continue to write. I'm not lazy. It's just that it doesnt feel relevant. I can make that in that direction. 

The point is that it goes this way  and that. I am setting baseline for this. I wonder if people be going there to play. Is it comp season already. We have four attending later.

It is a habit and i am choosing the response. It's what i use it for. It's part of the equation and you have this. I do jump ropes to train the ankles. It is mostly that part of the body. I needs this doing this for more agility.

I feel like im heavy on my footwork. This helps to float like a butterfly, hit like an axe. Or something like it. I am thinking this throuogh. No need. Simply channel through the ideas. Just do htis. I go out in an hour.

I wonder why she said you dont have to chase down balls. But you can see how she plays. That's not relevant for me. I play the way i think is right.

Finish up and you can continue with that later. Or not. But you have choice. What's the story here. Just get started. It's going to evolve as you go on. Trust that this is the process. 

People dont want to be sold. But if you have it in there, leave it then. You'll find it in there when it becomes relevant. You get how this works out anyway. People can show how it is.

Or not. You get the idea. I am in this for a reason then. Trut that this is all connected. Do you need that one there. I fix the laptop later. I dont feel like doing that. The audio file there didnt really talk much about the subject.

I guess that was click bait. I deleted it and updated the folder. What was i doing back then. If i had stuck to it for that year or two, i would have much in the collection. Its like a tree. It grows over time.

integrity from clarity

 i dont think i have issues making friends. I get out there, do what interests me and i bring people around me who's in the same frequency. 

I think it's more an issue of not thinking you are worthy. Self-esteem? It colud be the right word, or that there is fear that you are not worthy. Then you act have that experience.

But that's the point. You see that you hold on to these definitions perspectives and believe that it's the only one that's valid. You need to test that. You need to test if it resonates with you at every moment.

If when it doesnt ...i like this track. Where'd i find this? Must be ted lasso. They have good music on there. Plus the story. Character arcs. Amazing. I wonder if they're coming out with more. Who wrote it? It's a team surely, but you are going to see more of that?

It could be. Or some executive is going to push their profitability to the table and that ruins everything. And that integrity is what you have intact. That's your clarity. It doesnt matter what others think. It's not you.

What's improtant is that you are true to your self. You are authentic. It's not being arrogant and not caring. It's more about clarity. I know who i am from the inside and it's not based on ego. 

That's what is different. Then i move on. That one is not me anyway. Just do this. Get to the other side. Use up the energy in this way. I can do tennis there. Or this and that. Why would i want her to pay for me.

That had never been relevant for me. I am not that person--ever. It's that i didnt want to go and would not spend on that but you insisted. But then again, i paid for my tennis all the way. I own this.

This is what responsibility is then. It's not that. It's more about being aware what your choices are. And you act from clarity. Ok. I am about there finish. I send in applications and continue from here. 

I have tons of things to do. I sent in the assessment. I move on to the next. We have tennis later? I have class. But i can login then leave that running. I learn more when i go myself. Continue on this path. I have this in place.

And not everyone is there, but you are up there. You have much in this. Trust that this is where you need to be right now. Soon as you shift, everything else falls into place with this. Let's get going. This is last line. I am done here. Just do this. Publish now.

spaghetti to wall test

 i'm feeling whoozy yet again. Need to refine that diet. I fixed the issue with the next line comment. It's all just a matter of curating solutions. You put them all together in a notes file, build up on this.

As you go along, you have this mental image of how all this works. Interesting. HOw do you use this then. You open up the notes file as you go along. In the meantime, you have claude running in the background in real-time. This is how it works for me.

HOw do you use this in your app. You talk about how this is a different perspective for you. I am going to dissect how she hits her groundstrokes. Also qinwen is on tha watchlist. She's improved her game much over the seasons. She's going to be up there soon enough.

It's how the groundstroke is hit. It's way different than from when i was learning back in the day. It is interesting this one. HOw do i reward him. I'd like some easy to practice. Which one would it be. 

The slower ball. There is a rage inside. What is that. HOw do you use that. It's inside everyone else. Ask the wall downstairs. It knows. I practice later after dinner. I can go late since it's a weekend. I have this. I do twenty. It's just the right amount this time. 

I have this video lined up on kdenlive. I dissect the groundstrokes and the serve. Maybe i can make a series on this in the coming months, then come up with something. Airports are still down. That is interesting. HOw do you change that.

It seems that there's a lot of windows client-end machines out there. This is interesting. If that were all automated with cs, then you find your way thru cs and you're basically in there unnoticed. 

Look into this. Assume always that you have been compromised. The job then is to scan your system for a machine learning algorithm. See which ones are connecting to the network. Review the packets that go in and out of the system. 

This is what the job is about then. I believe so. Now you know see what the job is about. There's always so much to learn on here. The next step is to get in there and get sorted. You have much to offer in this way.

What then is relevant. All of it is relevant. You simply continue on this path and see what comes out. You can widen your circle. You then get with the one that sticks on the wall. 

It's called the spahetti test. That's how i test things. When you get something to stick, you look under the hood to see why it stuck, why it didnt. Then you have something to work with and build on. It's the trick. 

show not tell

 considering what it's like the last two years, what was positive about the experience? 

I have a headache. Is it the monitor? It's too bright. HOw do you adjust that. Adjust monitor manual. There's a button at the back. I set this to fifty percent. It feels beter. But it's still bright. It's the white background.

That looks cheap. That's not relevant anymore. But i miss that lifestyle. Maybe get into that again. I ca nlok into that. It's relevant. I can go this path. Explore this. The camera isntn as good. Why not tel them that.

Because it's too much effort, idk. But you see how this is about. It's the place they stay. What is that place. That's no longer relevant for me. I would rather move to the next phase. I dont have to go there then. Just do this. 

It's been set to bright for the longest time. What are those things. HOw do you put a mic on there. I can look into that. Or a bluetooth adaptor. But it doesnt have that. I can work with something else on there.

Things can get interesting. But it was that phase and that's not in integrity. That's not me anymore. HAve the experience. That's what thi sis about now. You pull from the future/ideal self. 

This shows you how options are used. You got this sorted and you continue with this path. That is too much light. That's nice though. HOw do you resonate with that more. People do that. And you get that in place. Where is that. 

Idk. It could be in makati. It looks like that. Or some place closer. That was a neg. I can choose how to experience this. That is irrelevant. Continue on. HOw can she think that it's going to be like that. She chose to make it that way.

I'm gone. Just walk this path, use up the energy. I'm headed out. I gave it a shot. Soon as i land one, i'm out of here. You see that but it's not really me anymore. That's the point. And it's different already. 

Ok. Simply move on then. Go through the motions. That's not relevant for me. This one here is. You get what needs to happen now. I work in this direction. I think that' sthere. Should i be doing this.  Why would you go there.

Not for me..next! I prefer these. It's not about  the personality, but the content. You dont have to get ideas and be cute about it. Share content. Tell the story by show, not tell. 

dry my shoes

 i'm waiting? When you put your awareness to it, it's not waiting. It becomes practice. That's what is different. It is the state of being. It's the energy of it. 

And you do so within, not from without. It's easy to act from that but you get the idea on here. Is this relevant for me. I have this in place anyway. Trust how this connects back into you.

Or not. You have this in place. I can create me api's from this and the site connects to the api in this way. HOw do you convert json into website content. Surely there's a way into that. You have that as database anyway. 

The client connects to api. Api pulls from database. Different objects and response to client is such write to browser or client. Along the way it is converted. The server is doing the leg work from there, or it becomes html from json. 

Or do so as text and then client will convert that. You see how this works out then. You get the idea and you simply go in this direction. I have files being transferred in the backend. Leave it be at that. Pull from the future. Live from the ideal self.

What is the experience like. Aha. That changes everything. You build in htis direction. I can choose to think that way. But that is a choice. I have a say on that. I slouch on this chair. I sense that. It's not the same in this way. What comes next. Just do this. Files are transferred.

You dont have to do anything for now. You simply head out in this direction. When you get things going, you can work on that energy, but not before. You are not pulling in this direction this way. And you know that.

So now this is better. Because i am able to write fifty percent more in this way. You simply go this way and get that sorted. It takes few less minutes to get things going. I can do twice weekly day off. This is what the business is like.

HMm. Interesting. Imagine you have that coming in anyway. You continue in this way. You have expenses on there because you run your own business. Then you can work your way into this or that. 

But which ones need the assist. You have small clients and the bigger ones. You run in the background and help out in this way. Which ones do you go to. I'm not sure. But it doesnt have to be here now. You simply get this sorted.

Ok. This is in the bag. Continue on to the next one. I think it is going to rain later. HOw to dry them shoes. I can put them someplace that throws out warm air. That dries out the system. It is kinda warm today. Warm than usual.

laravel to go via claude

 i keep going back to that. The shouldavs, couldavs...how does it serve me. Why is this font smaller than the other. It could be the terminal setting. Better yet, it's the monitor it's on. This one is smaller in resolution.

Keep it at that. This one works out of the box as is. It has less functionalities...bells and whistles, but it's very stable. It's supposed to do one thing and it's doing it well--unix philosophy.

I started this. I continue on with this. Should i be study mode, or make something. The intention process it to build a portfolio. And rnow she's not cooking. The kids have eaten. I dont have to do anything anymore. The next meal is at dinner time. It's more for the kids. 

Do that later. I did not take a nap. Was i? I woke up and she was home already. I see the manipulation on there. This here is all messed up. Keep going. You have awareness into this. That's the point. 

You can easily go into all that. What keeps me here then. I have definitions in place. Now that you are aware of it, why stay here. Not sure what that is about. You get it. Trust that this is connected. 

Ok. I am sleepy. I am tired with all this. It is about web development anyway. Go into that. Finish one, then create one in go. You have two in this way. Do i finish one, or simply go into the other. 

You'll know what to do. It is going into the process that you find your way out. Be and you'll know. Have the experience and you'll know. I have several in there that's about web laravel. Go into it.

Does it take you a week? Then it is a week well worth it. Trust that this is connected for you. Also you  have a lot more in there that is in the works anyway. Go there, do that. You'll know what to do.

You have way much more in this. Go into this and that. You'll know what's relevant for you. Trust the timing on this one. Get into  this way. You'll know what t odo. Anyone can go in that way, but it wouldnt go very far.

Just as you are having this experience. The thing is, you are learning. So it is all good. I don t have to choose that. I am aware of it already. Just get into this space. You'll knoww hat is relvant.

That one was automatic. It went in well. I can do this and get this sorted. I can feed this to claude to generate similar code. I think you see how this works. You know what it is you are doing.

progress not perfect

 why is it doing that auto-indent thing. It was doing the same earlier. Which one is it.

It doesnt seem to be happening here. Maybe it is something else. I be looking out for that. This channel was mentioned but then again, it showed that it is slow content. Too much left-brain thinking. But you want to show gain.

I am looking into this auto-indent thing. I'm not sure what this is about. It's eleven. What is that shop about. I am gliding into this but it is interesting. Somehow that branch died down. 

There was a lot of promise into it but now everything has died down. I think they're not making money in there. I think the enterprise thing is hiring, but what about the small joes? 

Continue with this. Do a livestream when i go into that. Then i can edit the video after i'm done there. This looks interesting. I can commit to something like this. But if she be home anyway, what are my options with this. I have this in place. I have such a camera.

The issue is about editing the video. No. The real issue is making video. Go for progress, not perfect. I can work with that. It's going to rain in the coming days. I do wall practice the past two days now. 

I go in there and back. This is big calamansi. What is this about. It's about food. HOw often do we head out for food. I have copilot on vim. You see how this is relevant for you. Just follow your insight intuition. It worked in the past. 

What comes next. Do this. I think. I like those. I can go for that. What is this about. I dont have to do that. You already have all this in place. You create content because people are looking into these things.

Maybe folks can ask questions and i be like helping out with something like those. You get the idea on there. Just finish these. This is like halfway through. It is interesting that food. I think you can do something that's similar.

What's the appeal on these. I can ask. But not right now. I spend a lot of time on there. I can work something out. But you get how this is. What is that thing. It's like a small bird fermented? That's weird. Maybe it's a delicacy on there. 

Do i want to go there.  At some point i go into that. I leave that for a week. I think this is the pattern here. You dont have to take it too seriously. Just do this. Get to the other side. 

But you have an idea on this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. This is something you can work with. Or not. We can work with this. Just go in this direction. You'll find the connection. 

Ok. I'll resume tomorrow then. I can show what my days are about. But it has to be on-going. Just get on with it. I think the correct spelling is there but i dont have to deal with that now. HEr broth is fake. But you can make one and use that. 

I get that. Now you see  this and then you can work something out. Aha. That was interesting earlier. You have a strain and then this is about research to make it work, make sense.

Ok. I am recharging my buds. I go to bed soon after. Why did that remove that. It's the content inside. What is that thing. It looks like a delicacy. That is weird. I can watch this and see what it's about.

Or not. Just do this. I think you have all this. And i can look into that get more information detail about it. That seems like chicken but it is exotic at that level. I can look into that. Not now.

pathway to portfolio

 time to write. Waiting to go out for lunch. It's mid-july already. Time flies faster than usual. Why is that. I tune in to that monologue every morning. Maybe i can get that running next time i spiral into it.

What is that noise? These are vulnerable targets. We have guests coming in on september. I go check-in on job hire. That's something to look forward to. It's been three months now. I have much noise junk going through my head. 

That was immediate. I dont have to get into html atm. But it is a skill i can use if needed. I'm past that now. What happens then. That was a lot of noise. Tonight is men's finals. I dont think we'll finish that. So tonight is good for palabok. 

Last night i was tired and needed to sleep i did not sleep the night before. I went to bed at 4am. I was in the neg, triggered. We be headed out. I slouch. I looked into that and this is where i am. I do one more into this. I check that things out. Why would internet connection be out.

I can look into it when i go there. She needs to not outsource this thing. I can set up teamviewer on their end, so that what she'll do is enter the code. But how else to secure that. I dont have to dwell on that but i can look into it. That was automatic.

What happens then. Just move on. You, what do you get out of it. It's a waste of time and resources that way. Just continue on with this. If you resonate with ideal self, you could have used that four hours more productively, mastered go. 

And this is the path i'm in. Not working on, but the process i am in right now. This is where i'm headed. It's interesting this way. I can easily get call center work but i quit on that anyway. I would rather deep dive into this, get something i like then get on in that path. 

And that's what i do right now. Plenty on there that are in this, but not everyone, even in my class are balls deep like this. And this is not better or worse, but that this is what's relevant on here. So this is where we are. 

Just get on with this then. Trust that this is connected. When is that next. Then you have an approximate time and ddate as to when you get that notification. I get that. But this is where i am righ now. So this is what i do. Just do this.

What are my options here. That is so much noise. Can i do something else on here. I was already in that direction. Now i know what to do. I should have listened, but i chose not to look into that. But now all cards are out on the table. 

I know. And that's hebind us now. Just do this. Why do i keep checking into that. I'm not really sure. You  get the point. Just do this. Trust that this is so. What comes next. I'm not really sure. 

Finish up. Just do this. You'll know what to do about it. It is familiar. That's what this is. What am i doing here. Not really sure. You are not going to get answers to that. Just do this. Just be here and now. You'll know what to do.

Was that relevant? I think so. You'll know what this is. I think i can go there anyway. I have this in place. I  create one, get going with that. It doesnt have to come up with that. You simply create the backend/api and then you have someone else do the front-end. 

I get that .finish up on this. Just finish these then you'llk now what t odo. It is this and that so you have security concerns that go with that. It can be this and then you'll see what's relevant for you.

Ok. I have two lines to go with this. You have a path on there. I dont have to do front-end. Just do this for now. Then i can segue into devops, then security. Or both. I can do security from backend, then devops. It is either or.

And then i publish, then get on with my day. I can work something out from here. And then there is that. It is out on the table. I dont have to worry about it for now. Finish up then get on with your day. I get that. Let's get going.

date app directions

 i like this better but the other one is for when making screencasts. But then again, i need two so the other one sits there. 

I had to toilet after getting up. I forgot what the insight was about with yautja conviction. What's the other word for that? Decisiveness. When you make come to a decision you stick with it. Resolve. There you go, that's better. It hits the spot.

Still, what does that mean? Resolve? It comes from clarity. You know who you are. Even if when you cant put a word to it, you understand from a deeper level what it is you are. Something like it. I cant stick with that and i connect just write what comes to mind.

Wife went off to work. Does it become like this at some point? If so, why even bother be in a relationship. HOw rewarding is it when these things even happen. Why not just be alone, be on an even keel? When relationhip comes up, take it then let it go. Like water.

That's an idea there. If so, you can  be in a relationship as the y come up and then open up let go when it's time. I can work with that. It wasnt my call. But this is synchronicity telling me what needs to be here. I agree with that then. I do golang all the way. 

I found this book. I work through this and i get a good grasp on the language as solution. Then i build in this direction. If you have a date app without much investors, then you have something in there that works. When you have money to send back, that puts you in a bind and users look elsewhere. 

I can even do something with open source and build from there. It's a platform. Much like what you get in a bar. People go there and have expectations filled. Just do this one thing wel and you are off to the races.

That's the next step then. You have this in place. You have a good solutions platform and you simply build in this direction. When you have this, the job is to maintain this. You offer notes when you need funds. Once all sorted you pay it off. 

There should be a platform for that as well. I think there is. But you need to do due diligence on that. I think you can work something out. It can be like crowd thing when you pull people in and they put in the funds. That can work. They can use crypto for that.

Aha. Now you see how this works out. It uses the technology that's already there. This is the full-time job for me. I listen in nto ideas and build a team for execution, to carry out the details. You connect on both sides. It is the future that you pull this from. 

HOw then do you execute on the idea. You go play. You put yourself inthata frequency. I can eat sometitem after lunch. It doesnt matter what time. I do that not because i need the money but because it's fun. I can work in this direction. Now you see how this works for you.

Or not. But you get the idea. You can help out even. That was a fun time for me. I look back to that with fondness. It was great going around. I'd do that on a dime. I'm headed back in that direction then. Look into it more. Or this one i can tune in to this. But you get the idea.

Is there something else here i can work with. I'm not sure. But that moneyball was a great movie. It gave you a look into the backend as to how to build a winning team. It doesnt have to have an ending like that. But it was something else. They could have finished the thing different.

But this is the team you are building. This is what you do on here. Sure there be others but the platform offers opportunity for advertising. So it is mobile based. It is this and that. When you go this way, people will tune in with the app and seldom online. 

But that's ok. You still have them. That's the void you fill. That's why it works in my head. Now you execute. You build in this direction. What comes next. Open up that book, start work on this. I think he fasted yesterday. That's amazing. I did not have that when at his age.

But i did ride a lot out. That was the time of my life. I guess i have those moments when i am riding full-time. Now you see what you need to do here. Just build in this direction. No expectations or insistence on what the outcome ought to be. Let's get going.

how to burn off negs

 i uninstalled them apps. Too much baggage, too much contrast. I'd rather trust the synchronicity, ride that wave as long as it takes me.

Ok. What got you there. I dont want to dwell on that anymore. All i can say is that the synchronicity showed a lot of contrast. Moving on. There's so much on here i can work on, build on. Do this instead.

I removed the position because i move the terminal window to a unique position anyway. If i need something else then i'll simply open up a new one. This works and i can build on this. What now. Just be in the moment. Right now, this resonates with me.

I trust who i am. That one was based on deeit. It never was about me. Now i forgot what it was about. That means it's been assimilated. You've already digested nte information and is now part of you. That helped me a lot and it's confirmed my assumptions. It's time to move on.

It doesnt matter what happened on the outside. Sovereignty. That i am. That i matter. That the outside is an illusion and reflection. That my injury has healed and it's time to build up myftness base. This is the path i'm in. 

This one is white but it's not transparent. Can i change it to transparent. I think you see where to look into this. But i dont need that right now. I just nedd to write about this. I made lunch. She bought eggs so i wait as that is part of the fried rice or something.

It's not a shortage but something that's artificial. They want to raise prices. But it goes back down because it is artificial. Supply comes up and you see a leveling off on that. But when the other side is being held, there is something wrong with that system. 

You dont want that. What do i do. Use it as a trigger...a gateway into becomeng or going into awareness. This way i make it positive, work with me, for me. Just do this. Trust the timing on this one. 

What comes next. You simply use up the energy. They protect their own network. That's what you do. When it doesnt something, hten they drop off. But you get that part. Trust that this is so. Finish up. This is how i burn it off. I am burning this off. 

Ok. What then. I can finish this. Rather than go after jobs that dont resonate with me, why not build into a business or job that resonates with you--something you've always wanted to do. I was on that path before. Now you see what it got you. 

But that was positive. It happend for me, not to me. There's a difference there. I help out whenever i can. Now you see how this works out. I think that guy rang other units but did not get a response. Do i check on that even. 

I'm not sure. Maybe i can ring someone else on there. But he had his bag. Maybe that too is connected here. I can check on that later. HE is someone i've never seen before. HOw is that. Go check.

You can let go now. You got something out of it. Trust the timing. Trust the synchronicity of your life. HOw then. Finish these. Burn it off. Burn off the excess baggage. You have plenty? I am holding on to them. This is how you clean up. This is how you move on.

That's the process right now. I am moving on. It doesnt matter what the surrounding is like. You are different. You see that there is clarity in you. Build in this direction. You got this. It's plenty junk on there. You see that. 

I know. Now i have this. What comes next. There is socials friday. If there are more, i can join that. We have two more on the other courtr. I can rest up or do walls in the meantime. My elbow is getting the cold compress. That's how you heal this. 

It was aggravated by using the crutches. At least you gave it room time to heal. Then you hlearned that cold compress works. Do more of this. You get how this is relevant for you. Ive moved on since. I am looking to get into devops now. If relevant, then you have the experience.

gout, six weeks in

 you are looking for it outside, when it's already inside of you. You simply need to resonate. You have something special. But why did it had to take that long. 

You will never have an answer to that. And this one. What's it telling you. Finish up with this one, then continue on to the next. That was a powerful day yesterday and today. It is a reflection of your clarity. Life goes on, that's what this is saying.

Is that wisdom there? It looks like it. To be in that position, you need to have gone through a lot on there. You get how that is. It's a solo trip. And you go where you need to go. Airports are both sad and joy. 

Why is that. I too am drawn to airports. But that messed things up. That tells me what my clarity is about. Things have already shifted. You get what you are about on here. You can start off with that. But you see what needs to happen here. 

There is pain. I get that. I can switch it around. I take the med at onepm. It needs to be like this. It's not that cold. It's light showers and i havent played in more than a month. HOw come it's taking this long. This is the process for you.

They know. It shows. Seeing a story like that, you just want to walk away from it. It's despicable. There's a lot of judmente to it, but people dont want to deal with that energy. Am i judging here. No. There are plenty options. Why see how this one grows when you know what the seed is already. 

I am invalidating this experience. Why that. What is the need there. She did so twice. Why would i think that this has already changed. She never learned the lesson. And this on, it's nat what resonates with me. I could have said something. Maybe that's the lesson there. 

You are over-thinking this again. You already have your blink. Trust...i had that epiphany back then. I did not entertain it. And now i see it again. This time it's different. Now you see.

Ok. I can make pizza for lunch. The kids are still seleping. You see why that is so. Now you get it. What comes next. You know. Just go in this direction. It's like he died suddenly and is no longer part of the story. HE grew a family around him. 

HE stuck with it. That's the story arc. That was the journey. I can work with that. If it were to be published i can edit later anyway. But right now, just do this. Finish up. It's sad she's like that. But it happend for me, not to me. 

That's something i learned yesterday last night. It got way much interesting three episodes near the ending. Such a great series. HOw do you recover from that. Aha. This is the question to ask. 

I dont know. You enjoy the fruits of your labor, then you sit your self down and start again. That is what is great about team sport. You have a family with you. It's the same with tennis, although it is a much smaller family.

It was all connected. It's somethnig you can watch, recommend to the kids. It gets slow, but give  it a chance to grow on you. That's the point. The story is there and you be looking into it some. 

Next time someone asks for recs, that's one of the best. I get that. I wonder if he's seen it already. Maybe he did. It's this and that. It comes through and you see what you get out of it. Trust that this is so. 

It's painful this way. That is another gout but it's not as painful as before. Why this. Maybe i am fasting too much. I wasnt really. I am not even losing weight. That means you need to cut back on those food.

Ok. I get that. Trust that this is so. I have plenty time on here. Just do this. Get to the other side. I dont have to go there and you know what's here and now. I think we still have a break until the end of that time. Finish up.

one more week rest injury

 i'm not sure if i wrote this morning. But here goes. Spent the day on the road today. She decided to get this workout equipment 2hrs drive.

It was good. I learned much about self. I had insights along the way. I did a 24-hour fast. This was positive. I held off eating until we were on the way back. I took naps. And i did not blast with neg. I was in that frequency, but i chose to do different.

I like this video, but this one is a picture. It's good to use your camera in this way. This isnt their camera. It's someone else's. We have palabok later. I am looking into freelancing. The other one doesnt seem to work.

Whats happening here. Which one is popular among small business. If you needed freelance, where would you go. Now you see. I think the name goes and that should be your go-to website. I will look into it.

I did the test. I also got something out of it. This is what a souvlaki looks like. This is all over the place. The video definitions are a bit off here and there.  Why is that. They use footage that's not their. It's kinda fake in that way. Try this other one for zize. I did data science in go earlier...since last night.

I think it's the same no matter which way you go. The need is for the portfolio. I can build in this direction. Are these knowledgeable? I believe so. Look into this. You can make a hundy each week then that's like doing the rides. 

Let me look into that. This one looks nice. Where is that coming from. The quality of the camera counts. You can head out at any day and shoot video. You can spend the day doing that. When you come home, edit, then publish. 

You only need about eight minutes per upload. That's good enough if you ask me. I can build in this direction then. You  have the zoom lens. The issue next is the security. If it were an issue, what then. Tho colors like that. You can edit these to make the reds stand out.

Aha. That is a good idea. I like what he's cooking there. HE's using butter. You have the issue with the escape. I can leave it at that. I moe forward anyway. And i cant stop on a letter because it comes though automatically. 

The top seed is out. You have a few more and it's cleared the way for gauff. Is she going to make it through. This is going to be interesting. Even the defending champ is out earlier. I think someone is going to go for the title.

Let's see how this works out. That is good when it blurs like that. Then you focus in, blur the background. You can make things out of that. I thought that was still alive. But it's been cooked through. Sad that we do it this way. Also these oysters look great.

I ca nwork with that. I have much chapters to go through. Just do this. You'll know what to do. I an do fixings at first, then improve from there. I can use the existing funds to get promotions. I can improve on that. I'm not using the funds from that anyway.

I am going to build up a portfolio then progress grow from there. I think you see where this is headed. You had what you wanted. You can ignore the rest as a miscommunication. Ok. Let's work with this. I have this in place. Just do this.

And then you can grow from that. You put your bait out there. If you get a bite, well and good. If not, see what you get on the other side. I have much to go through anyway. You get how this works out.

What copy will work. I'm not really sure. But you have communication skills. You know how to connect. You build certainty into it. That's the competence part. The warmth part is the rest of the equation. 

I think you get that. Now you can work in this direction. Trust that this is where you need to be. That had to fail so you know that this is the path process you need to be on. I have this. Rest one more week then you rae good to go.

new trainer pants cold

 i'll do that later. For now, i write. I'm sleepy but couldnt sleep. What's up. I had a call earlier, initial interview with a recruiter. That's ok. At least i have feedback. If nothing, then i know i'm on track here.

What then. Just do this. I got me some jogging pants. It's so cold around here. We have a week on this. I'm not playing tonight but my ankle is so much better now. I made changes to my esc key. Now it's a double on the h plus control. This gets rid of that error.

I can work with this. Dog is napping. I dont think we are headed out. Just do this. Get this sorted then continue on from there. I have much to do and i'm not doing them. That's the thing then. 

Finish them up. Then you will know that you are moving forward and not just playing catch up. Also you have self-esteem with you when you finish them. Also finish these. When i decided to make that adobo i did not even think twice about it. 

These pants are xl. I be doing something about this then. Yes i am. We have saturday then sunday. I can go easy. Or i can do wall practice. There's no practice or game match tomorrow. She might be working so at least it's moving that way.

What do i do here. Finish up. I can take it easy today. Or finish up on them assessments. At least i get that sorted and behind me. Finish at least one tonight. Ok. I'll do that. I need to take a nap it seems. 

Siegemund is out. She might do doubles until finals go deep into that. What then. Just get through with the day. No need to go there. That job interview brought up issues in me. And then i dwelt on them. I spiralled down i guess. 

But now you are aware of it. It's not the same anymore. I see that. I can get this started get this through the day. From there i can sort things out. Just do this. I can play tomorrow. I wonder if any will play as well. Or not. 

Just do this then. What are my options here. Finish these, then do that assessment. The other one gets sorted next week. Just do these things. You get that. You know what it is you are doing anyway. 

I have this and i finish these instead. I dont have to listen to feedback on there. What are my options here. I can wash my own clothes. The detergent she uses is so acidic it wears down the clothes inconsiderably.

I can work with that. But then again, i only get a few worn and it takes a week for me to get that much. Do them when she's away then. Ok. I can do mine once a week. I can work on this. And then what. I am watching the same thing. But this one moved indoors.

Yes it did. Finish up and see what else is there. I am over my head on this and that's good. That is growth. How to get through this tomorrow. Get busy. Get out. Get back late and after dinner. By then i shower, do other things then get ready for bed. 

I can work with that. I wonder who are playing tomorrow. These ankles are good and ready by tomorrow. The issue then is the elbow. The golf is still in there. I use them braces. I can work with that next. 

I am not tuned in. I am aware of that. I did housework. She considers that as not aligned. I am back here again. What do i get out of it. Passing the buck. Ok. Now i see. What how can i do this. You work on what's here and now. 

Ok. Finish up on this then continue on. Was it cold outside. This dog aint going out. I know. That's why you need to get that sorted. What happens next. Simply do this. Get to the other side. You'll know what to do next. But i have grep.

With grep, you simply type in the keyword and open the files from there. Relevant files. I wonder how things are. Things changed but it is a tweak. It's not that they've closed the doors. Its that they changed it for the stats. People are still coming in.

gratitude appreciate positive awareness

 i took a nap around 7am. I dont think i did...maybe a few minutes or so, but shallow nap. And it's ok. At times this guy robbins makes sense. But then some are fillers...rehash.

It's content that's already out there. Not much is original except when he's talking about personal experience. And that's when he makes a connection. So that's a lesson for you there. Always you get something out of it. You simply need to pay attention.

So now this is what i do. Just do this. But they have the interview on his plane. That is cool. You can make something out of this and then you see where this is going. Let's get going in this direction. You have insights on this. 

It's interesting the stories that he shares. That's how he resonates with a lot of people. You think it's true. Maybe it is something that's made up. But it doesnt matter. It comes from sincerity. That is what's unique about that story. 

Do i want to go this way. I think i need to finish these first then to get on with my day. I think this one is smaller now, more manageable. I can work with this. I dont have to go start over with this. Stick with this one and grow from here. 

In the meantime, continue on. Is it have padding? No. I turned off gap_x. Only gap_y has value to it. Leave it at that. Use this awareness into the work i'm doing. It's more like a connection app. It doesnt have to handle transactions. Just do this.

Do one thing good. You have something going both ways and then you can continue from that. I think there is the gin framework on there. I can use that to build something. Again, you can work something out. You have much in this regard.

It doesnt have to be that way but you can find relevance on here. Should i pay attention to that instead. I think so. I can tune out of this but does it take this long to finish one. It can. But it depends on a lot of things. Add value. How do you do that. 

Put something out there that makes sense. And then you'd be in the picture where it becomes relevant. It gets warm and i remove my jacket and it's cold. I can work something out and then this is the way for me. 

It's the env he grew up in. I think there's so much on here. Then you can work something out. Just do this. You'll know what to do with this. And then you have something and i am not able to make the connection. 

Finish up. I'm just do this. Squeaky. And you can build something in this and i am not paying attention. You have a choice on here. I see the effort. It gets off at times, but the intention is there. I can keep going in this direction. Is this weakness?

No. It is being positive about all this. What's happening on there. I think that is her support staff, emma. How come this name comes up a lot. I have this. I continue in this path. You get to this and you have much. Finish up. That's the point.

Do i want to listen to this. I think there's a lot of noise in there. She's not going this time. What then. You have this in place. You see how this is going. What comes next. I think there's a lot of fakers in there. You get how this is.

How can i use this. Now you have a different door opening. You see how this works. I be taking meds after this. It takes it off but i can use that to go into awareness. Or something else. It's all up to you.

What else can i do today. Not much happening lined up for today. I work on the project. You lose the edge and you keep working to get to the other side. That's the point. It's ther and you get there.

Finish up. Publish. It's how you do this. Did she lose in this match. I see that. I continue on this one and then you know. It's warm the air but it gets cold immediately. Do i take meds. Why not use that instead. Is there something else. Finish up.

job openings in military

 tokyonight updated, but still not in my colorscheme. What gives. It still doesnt work. Leave it. That's a rabbit hole you dont have time for now.

I applied for adf roles. Not sure how that will work out, but we'll see how it goes. I'd probably the oldest applicant on there but if it's about skills, i am balls-deep qualified for the position.

What then. I woke up with pain in my ankle. I'm not sure what caused that. I fasted after lunch. Maybe it's the food i'm having? I backed out of tennis tomorrow. It's almost a month now that i haven't played. This too is synchronicity.

It was tough yesterday. It's part of the process for me. I be doing b-rolls today. I have much to go do. This is the job. I do golang stuff. This branches out into security, machine learning and stuff--because why not. If it goes there then i go there. It's all connected.

I think it's just me that look at it that way. The path can segue into mldata because it works in the backend. That's connected too. It doesnt matter what your circumstances are. This is where you are. This is who you are and what is happening here and now.

Use this. Work with what you have. If it's painful and cant walk, sit here, learn all this, do your videos. Do voice-overs. There's still a lot you can do here. Do the fast. It's tough but this is connected for you. I can work with this. 

There's so much in here. Maybe do vim. Ok. This is way much simpler. I dont have all them bells and whistles. It's because so much is happening in the background that complicates things. Just do this. See what you get out of it. If when you get sick of that, go into the other branch.

Again, this gives you a different perspective. It doesnt matter what you have math in there and all that. You have gemma to eli5. Once you get that, it's in your tool-box. You can go in there and learn something else. Again, it's all connected in this way.

Now i have way much clarity in this. I get that it happened. I got something out of it. If you are not resonating, then i dont have to be here. There is no need to feel negative or invalidate that. This is the lesson for me. So i go this way. 

This is way much simpler. No notifications about package has to be updated or installed. They just happen. Does it work on this as well. How? Can you tell when it breaks? The other breaks so often i'm wondering if it's worth it. If not, i can always revert back to this.

The ankle hurts. What caused that. I am looking into it. I can ask gemma about this. I can look into that later. Just do this for now. If it needs one more month, so be it. Soon as i get this sorted then things fall into place anyway. But you have this in place. Just do this.

I could have applied for that. Now i looks into it. I think there is less tax on that and you can work with that env. I grew up in there and this one is different than the other. I think we can look into this much more. I be aligning with that frequency now.

And then you go into this because you have something else on here. You have gamers applying for those. I get into that. There is less timing and you can work things out. I am not tuned in? There is pain. What is that noise. 

You work in this way and that. You have housing allowance. That's a lot. And you have people coming in there. Plenty has baggage so they will not consider doing that. Those that do are gamers and the like. You see how that is.

It isnt going to be easy because of the training. You have alphas going there but you see how this works for you. Will there be tennis? There is now and then here and now. You can work with this yourself. You get that. Now you know. Now things are out on the table.

Get into it. This is done here. It's time to move on. Just do this work things out. Then you'll see what comes out of it. I dont know how this turns out but go check it out. Explore. You will find why this is here because you explored looked into it. That's the point.