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im going to stick with this video for a while. Not much happening here but a yoga teacher. I woke up upset? Not really. There was insight and then got into reddit compared my self situation with others top picks. I dont think that's fair. There are thousands of them on reddit having an up cycle. No use comparing as mine is not relevant to theirs.

So how do i get back to center. I simply pay attention to what is here and now. No need to project. I cna start delivering this weekend. There is nothing else that's out there. I can do just one. If it goes ok then i get another. If not and the day ends in the negative then i still have myself a job. At least things are moving forward.

It'll rain a bit the rest of the morning until it's time for me to go. This is korean. There be settings like those and this is not relevant for me now. Just grow organic? Where did that come from. White house wood floors varnished light almost yellow as brown. We went there for a pinoy event years ago. We were on our first year i think. And i compare to that history.

No game as well. Mine is not resonating with that. I just write stay in this moment. There be plenty in there that have different energy. I'm fine i see the contrast and it's not me. You microscope into that and you see the difference. That part there is nice. What else can i do here. You trust them rather than do your own research and see what makes sense for you. Those are nice lines.

I am on the way. Compared to someone who is there, they dont gain immediately but you see the bloat. Mine energy you see its slow but there is less bloat and the energy is headed in this direction. So the path shows me the time and space and how it can be used. Be here and now. Change one thing and you change everything. It has to be from the inside as nothing else is out there. And that's how you proceed from here.

What comes next. You already are. Why did she get up so early. Not sure. She did not go to school yesterday. I want to be on day off. If that works i go again until it stops working. And then what. I'm not sure. But you save into that put something into it. Where do you get the energy for it. Right now it's not relevant for you. Why did it turn into that. It's not yoga that way.

I will have a look for now. It's still about them. These things are possible see. You dont have to go there that way. What is this about. Too fancy. It serves the ego more than anything else. I guess so. Unless everything else is online for him. It is more ego for him. But just see the video. I like that one. This one too. It's the lines and you clean them so you maintain the lines. It dont have to go this way or that. Simply get going in this direciton.

I can make changes this weekend. I'll see how it goes. Them brakes thing he forgot something there. Could be a phone or wallet. I like the lines on them saddles. It's the leather. It's the browns. I like browns. Compare them with blues dark and you have a good go on that. How else can i work more with them lines. Not sure yet. See where this is headed. Then i can go deep into that. It's something i can do as well.

That one is nice. You create them custom then see how it goes. It can be painless that way. You have a nice shop in there. It can be classy if you make it so. There be a market for that and you can see how it relates into that. He ships them from here and there. That can be added to cost. Why am i on this energy. Waiting for wife to go. You change from the inside. This is how i use this energy.

I clean it and it's like new already. It's not about racing then. Its about being in the moment and enjoying the ride in and of itself. Then i can ammoving forward with it. What bag is that. It's xharness config as they say it. Not relevant now. Who said it. I can go into that. Explore that then. What is that series about. You create just enjoy being here and now. Then you see how it connects.

How do you actually increase that. It's not a lot. But if you make changes to it then will it happen. How do you get from here to there. Not sure yet. It can be communal. But not all of them are in that nature. You can tax them out of it then give back to the people. You see where this is going. Then i am in this rut. See it. Allow it. I am resisting. Now what. I am still in that momentum. Things feel stuck at this time.

Simply observe the thoughts. I dont have to fight it. Just be here and now. Then i can see where this is headed. A hill ride is dreaded? Not exactly that negative. More like a challenge. I like them racks at the front. Something i am using anyway. Then i can make changes as well. How to use them brakes as is. I can change things now. I can use the ones from the other bike but it breaks apart everything else.

These shops are going places. I think so. You can always expand on to something. But things are changing with me. I think hers has stopped its momentum. This kid is up early. What is happening there. She bikes to work. Where do you leave it then. You have shops. Then you see what's happening there. It feels more like a boiler room. I get what you mean there.

Give this a year. See the attention. You have this in the negative. They took everything in there. How do you protect? Not really sure but there are things in there you can do. You see what that is doing. I've seen this before. Then it is going not where you want. These videos look lame. But it only wants to show a point. I see what you means there.

Just write finish this then see how it goes. I want to stop now. Then i stop. I write about stop writing then get what you can out of it. But its this and that. This is still lame movie video and you can see what is there. What can i do in here. That bag i see it before. Those other ones not for me. I am seeing this. I want to stop writing now. Why so. I want to get on with my day.

But this is what my day is about. I feel plenty resistance in there. How can i change? By allowing. I sit through it. Upset then just be upset. Feeling negative. Feel it right through. Dont change it just do this. How come you have to do all that. It's not fun riding that way anymore. Then i can do a lot.

Like what. Just ride and see how it goes. Write i means. Then you lock up everythin in there. Just observe this no need to do anything else. If it is like that then i wouldnt want to ride anymore. They have them all expensive and ride like they drive. Then it wont work. Not sure. I am comparing. Then i can allow or let go. Also look under the hood.

my eldest already

i made it through monday. It was busy, most of the time queueing. But it was ok. No long idles. Why is that. Was it because it's a monday? Or was it because there were more tv issues. How come they are not doing anything about it.

I guess they are. But it's taking too long that way. What else can we do about this. Just delay the inevitable. Then see how it goes from there. What comes next. I dont know. Just cross the bridge when i get there. I had back pain all day. It felt easier near the end of the ady. I fasted right on through. When i got home wife made adobo and sinigang pork. I was tempted to have dinner it's been 24 hours anyway.

But i have back pain still. I might as well finish this now and use up the energy than have that linger on as a habit. I am aware of this. I can choose how to move forward from here. I got rained on. I have the bullhorn handlebars. There be other stuff waiting on waitlist. The brake levers and bar tape. Soon as i gets them they go on. Let's see how it goes. What about that other package? It said it was attempted but not delivered.

I have another one on the side. I'll see how it goes. Wife is in the shower. She picks up other daughter from work. If i'm still awake i'll go. Otherwise i can go to bed at ten. I start at noon tomorrow. I'll shower tomorrow after yoga. I have clothes drying in there. Am i going to wear it then. Not sure. Morning i dont really need one, might put on a windbreaker. But when i gets to work i wear that other jumper.

I feel the airconditioning on my back after a few hours or two of working. Then i put on that jumper and i'm ok the rest of the day. That has panniers. These people ride a lot. It must be fun that way. How do i get there or at least resoonate with that signal. Is it going to rain all day tomorrow? If so, i may have to walk with umpbrella. I am getting sleepy now. Wife is seriously considering a new laptop.

I dont get what for. Is she done with her work. Maybe she needs a tablet or something. But it's her decision. I allow. That's my part of the equation. I surrender to what is. No needto giht it. That was balanced riding. I dont see that often in there. Do i need to check on that one. I wonder if that handlebar is thick enough. It seems like it but i'll check it out later. It looks like it's going to take less space with the pizza basket.

I'll see how it goes. For now, only do this. Sit this one out until the rest of the equipment is delivered then take it from there. I dont need to wait for the bar tape but if it gets here then i use it. I may have to watch out for that bar if i see cracks or something. It's a risk that way but hoping it's made of good quality. They have insurance of a hundred for every bike they sell.

That's what you get for these bikes. It's why they cost much. How can i use this energy. Not sure yet. This reminds me of cubao. That's where i went to growing up. Things be different now. I finish writing then see if i can go to bed. Tomorrow is day two. I do five two fasts. The twos are those weekends i dont have work. It's going to be tough tomorrow but soon as i get home, i get ready for bed.

It's like now. I finish writing so i am awake then go to bed. I wake up feeling refreshed and the autophagy would have kicked in while sleeping. The dreams are more vivid on fasting. That's what this is all about? It looks like it. It's just part of the equation. You can expand from there but the energy is quite different. It's a unique high each time and it's better than drugs.

Then this is teaching you something. It feels like higher frequency. I am exploring this then. On my days off i'll take that break. I may have to throw that meat out. Let's see what we can do here. For now, i can get something different on friday. Maybe i can get me some meat then cook it. That sounds rad. Or just break the fast the usual way with bread and something else. I'll schedule that.

This is something to look forward to. This is time travel for me. Time folds when i am fasting. You realise here and now and see how time just went by like that. Just be in the here and now. Wife asking why i'm not eating her cooking. I choose not to at this time. I stick with the plan. She is watching movie. It would be good to have those but not today. Maybe next time. When i finish these then things go easy.

Not right now. Am i going to bed soon. I feel sleepy now. Maybe take a nap then sit that one out. Maybe it rains later. Or not. Son bought good bluetooth headphones. That's his money. He is kinda training to be audiophile. That's good. At least he knows how to research and look for good bargains. This is teaching him too how to be independent. Is it working? I dont know. Zero expectations.

I show by example though. Then see what comes out of this. Am i headed somewhere after this? No shower. Can i make coffee? No. That has sweetener. The coffee is terrible i'd need sweetener for it. I can do sigang but that has carbs. Then i sit this one out. I am using up the energy this way. Better to sleep on this. I have vitamins to take though. That got rid of the cramps. Let's see what comes out of this.

This week then resume again the following week. I see what you mean here. Then i finish these. That was a sixty year old? It looks like it. I am resonating with higher self no need for insistence. I can be crippled with back pain, or not but i am using up the energy to be here and now. This kid has grown up fast. I am lucky. I have a good family and now they are learning to be independent.

It is sad, but it's for the higher good. I miss my eldest already. But there's nothing to do until the energy is used up. Then they come back and each time it is better as the energy is always shifting. That's what this is about. Them be drones. I think so. I dont need one right now. Just write and finish then post. What good are those. It gets me out unless that is the energy to use up.

I do ge stuff i dont really think about but this is the reward phase. This is alignment for me. I am going to sleep this one out. They have panniers. There should must be a local brand that everyone knows about and would recommend. Then it be interesting to visit that joint and see how it goes. I would rather ride out in there than other things. That settels things then. I rode in the rain.

My stuff got wet but i can skip that tomorrow while they dry out. It's going to rain again tomorrow i think. Then sit this one out. See how it goes. I start late, finish late. The schedule is shifting again to night time. It's the same thing anyway. Use this up and see what comes out of this. Why are they not doing anything about it. Maybe it's not urgent for them. Then i dont have to do anything. But use up the energy.

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that was a creative boost interview on colbert. Now i am moved to see that movie. It's coming here. Sit this one through use up the energy. I have fasting started. Should i delete everything else?

No. Those are my stepping stones to get here. Open to what is. If it turns out to be negtive then it's part of the process. This is for everyone concerned. I can put a negative meaning to it, otherwise i can make this into a positive creation. Then it is going to be positive. It can go this way or that but it is positive when you say it is.

Then i can allow my self to be afraid. Then i can sense the energy of creation coursing flowing pour forth through me. Wife be home tomorrow. What to do thenn. Sundays. What do i do sundays. I can go have coffee. What else. Ride the bike. I have clothes to dry? I dont think so. I finished the laundry half day through. It was a good day spent with the wife.

There were down times but it was part of the day. We had to go through that. Yo ucant be all positive. There be up times and down and so you can get a higher high. How can i be honest in my writing. Just draw it out. I like this track. This indeed sounds so much better. I can get me son one of these. He knows about audiophile. He might want to look into it. The ones he has are terrible. This ihere are in ear monitors.

It was clicking on the way home in the city. I wanted to check out the takapuna scene dinner time. Is it too late for that. I can do so in the coming days. I can go do two weeks into that then when the racks come in go full time. No need for backpack. I get two racks for the price of one pack. I think that be a good deal. This so i have backup. I can do this. It's not for the money. It's for the workout and the experience. Then i'm in that frequency now.

I dotn have to get discipline. Others do it for the money thinking they get rich. It's opportunity for me to be in that energy. They have always been broke and was there for the scene. I think i can make a story out of it. Let's see how thisg goes. For now, do this as a hobby or interest passion to get out there and ride. I like this track.

It's been a while since i've heard this. Energy is coming around. I feel it but the response is different. I can write about it now. Daughter is not coming this weekend and the next. Haircut can be had tomorrow. It's not really about the money. Just trust it. There be energy here for to share. You put meaning into it. Let's see how it goes. I dont have to dwell on that.

Here's a track. At some parts it gets too cramped. Flat is the frequency nothing was altered. That's purity. Cramped meant thei digitized so quality was lost. Tidal didnt have something that worked and that is disappointing. There was attenpt there but they jucied the quality out of it. Too bad. Plenty opportunity there.

How can i make one then. Look into it. Create one and i get me own server. I can expand from there. It's easy. You make it in async. That was a great spot there. This image is great as well. Who tends that garden. What's it like. I put negative energy into it. Checking under the hood. I see the pse just doing their jobs there creating this manifest experience. It's mine. I can change that.

These be in the inside. No need to react to the outside. Using up the energy anyway. I am headed nowhere. Everything is here and now. Why go. Use up the energy and you shift. And everything is your creation. It's always been here and now. What do i do. You go in that direction bring heaven down to earth. You create your universe here and now. Then it already is. Then it's part of this soul.

That was a positive experience there and i got a lot out of that experience. That was positive. I was waiting and my attention was off. Then i reminded. And i sat there with nothing. And i felt the energy. Now im lost. And i realize because the energy is different. It was a good day spent with the wife. It is moments like these that you forget about because you get more in today. Then you realize the energy has shifted and it's all good.

Then there be negs and you use up the energy anyway because you cant have the light without the dark. It's all one and the same opposite sides of the stick. So you go ahead and use up the energy anyway. I sit. And sit is good. Sitting is here now. I dont have to go do something to get somewhere sometime. This track is cramped. It could be so much better.

How do you send that htrough the internet. You can do that now cant you. Do so in node so you get async. But does that matter. Before bandwidth was scarce. Now you can do with more. How do you send that out. Proximity. You create that app. You send them out and it's about quality this time. You see that energy and you put that here and now.

I am in that path and energy then i get the synchronicity. Then i am that person. You i have billions of that every second. Imagine that for synchronicity. See the difference there. That was insight. This is the creation flowing through you. That's how you use it anyway. Then that too is part of me. I dont have to go there as this is already here. I can sense the energy. It's mine.

Where how do you go around then. Where is the water bottle. It's in that bag. Then i can ride with it. I dont have to remove it. You go early in the morning because it's fun. I can write if needed. There be poetry in it. Then i can write this and that. You have to condense all that into a short prose. I dont have to but support because it's my energy too. I own it.

This is what response ability is then. I can always choose. If the energy is negative, give it space no need to invalidate. Give it space. The energy will pass through not bercause it had to but because of the space. Energy is neither created nor destroyed. It's the beauty of all this dimension. How do i get more intense. Be here and now. What is here for you.

This here writing. The music. The ideas i am writing. I am listening in. What is coming through. Ideas here and this or that. But it's all insights and i write about it. They have story there. How did they create that. I am slouching. What is this track. Plenty in there that if i started radio, i get a lot more. And there is always something new. This be amazing.

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im upset here. I guess the momentum is on that side. What now. Just see this. It's that guy on the other side of the video. What backpack is that. Do i still wants to go there. I dont think so. Simply observe. Your self is wanting to control that part. What now. I dont know. Trust the timing.

I still have this to consider. Do the dishes. I am upset, not wanting this. Observe the thoughts. If that was meant to happen then it would have. Should i say something about it. I dont know. I still needs to wash. I was upset last night and still am. What could i have done differently. Soon as i went downhill the thoughts came with it.

That one you can use as an excuse. It's cheap. I got me the cap and cables and also the iem's. The music sounds so much better but its not monitor headphones. They sound better compared to earpods i'll give them that. What then. I dont know. Two days left and it's easy to go downhill from there. What can i do different. I start at eleven next. Was it a weekend break. Not sure but i think so. I can check that again.

At least it dont start too early. I may have time for yoga in there. I am not liking myself this way. I am doing omad. What can i do differently. There's a but in here. I saw how this fits in. But in th emoment i forget. Then i look under the hood. What comes next. I dont know. Only do this then see how it goes. The power cycle can do wonders. If it didnt then i send over a tech to make changes.

Zoom in zoom out. You'll know what to do. Maybe i dont have to do that one anymore. What happened there. Not sure. Look at that crowd. That was broadway. Them are big packs. Do i want to go there. I think this is the past in me. What can i do in here. Ride to there. That tells you how you are doing. What comes next. She dwells too much in the past. Then she is not awake. Am i. Not this time.

Then it served me well. What comes next. Not sure. Only do this then see how it goes. How do i finish these. I just started and yet now i dont wantto finish these anymore. I dont know. He is following this kid. What happened to the guy on bike. Just write about it. He lost him. Is that it. He's back. I am lost. Just finish writing. I havent been writing. I have been upset. Howo to spend this weekend. Just get out.

They be open saturday. It starts at ten ends at four. I can go there. Get this over and done with. I see. Let's do that then. I be out all day then. What are my other options. I dont know. Cross the bridge when i get there. For now, it's only this. I do omad at the least. Then ride this one out. Start sunday then. At least i get that part. By the time you get there i just started and get a head start.

I was sleepy and the eyes shut down. I got bored somehow. It was not a conversation but he is kinda that way. I saw that. Then i can see how things change. Why is that there. Is that something else. He is riding in there. That was funny. It must be fun riding there all day. Does it ever feel old. What is this lady talking about? I dont know. It is projection and hoping in the future.

Why not put it in the here and now. What can i do here now. Finish, post then shower. Then i get ready to go to bed again. That sounds ok. Do i want to go there. Whats she up to. Not sure. Let go. Or allow self to be upset then change the pse. That is the best alternative i see now. I feel like from there i was lost and somehow i did not get that. This lady is like not awake.

Do i still need that plastic? Not in the way i see it. Then i can get rid of it now. It doesnt really serve a purpose. Its only there pacute. Then it's baggage. I dont need it. I dont have to do what everyone else is doing. Am i testing something here. I am comparing self with others. I see that. Maybe it's time to go. It could be. But i'm not yet done. I am seeing this through, use up the energy. Then that be done.

I am doing a good job that way. At least i am getting these insights. This served me well. I have them now and then. It comes naturally like it flows right through. I shower after this then i get ready for bed. Is there anything i wants to see. I can open several pages. I am back with firefox. What is the new video about. That sounds exciting in there.

What else is here. Not sure yet. Only do this. Then i finish soon. Am i waiting up for her. That was a long nap. It was. Time to move on from here. It goes from out into the city and back. How long is that loop. How fast are they going. A lot of people in there are not awake. I too am not awake and this is feedback for me. Use up the energy this way. This kid rides fast.

I may be not there anymore. That is a definition. These folks are not in the present. I see that. It is in the past. Anything else here for me. This laptop may need a replacement soon. Do i go this way or something els. Not sure. Only do this. I will shower. What are my other options here. My work there has helped a lot. I just showed bling there.

At least it's not possible this way. At least you see how it works. And then i can figure out differently. What is this place. Where does it lead to. How do i get there. Not sure yet. Is it because of these things. What if you dont have them. You dont need a bag. You simply needs to head out and ride. Just enjoy the process.

I like this hat. I dont need anything else. I like that sense of humor. It is feedback though. I see the point. Then use it in your life. Keep on keeping on. This is here and now. I was slouching in there. I see that. I finished ten minutes into it. Then i can improve on this. How to get better. Cross that bridge when i get there.

Why did that lady call in. I dont know. They could have assisted their own way. I am working with this, moving forward. At least it's all here for you. Now what comes next. I dont know yet. Let's see what comes out of it. I was able to connect and help out with that. How come it wasnt the same here. Was the restart necessary.

I believe so but i can test that here. This here is a new video. What bag is that. At least it's here and i have less already. Is there anything else here for me. I will shower i post this when finished. Then i get ready to go to bed again. What happened last night. Plenty of thoughts. The momentum was there and had to change momentum. Then i am aware. What is that guy doing there.

why is that

it was a good movie. The story was simple and it kept going back to the point. I liked it. There were plenty of garnishings and it would have been better if the fight scenes were clean simple and evident? You saw what was happening instead of using fancy camera tricks.

I use the same principles in my story. I have thoughts of negative. I am aware because of tehe energy i feel. I allow to be here. I use u p the energy this way. Changes are coming. I am clear about who i am. I have changed my response to this already. I know who i am. There is fear because of negative pse. But i am aware. I have changed my response.

Now things are different. Creation has already moved in a different direction. What comes next, i am not sure. But i free myself. Everyone here is free now. No more family limited definitions. It is an open definition. I am here for the kids spiritually, energetically, consciously. Therefore it is positive. It is no longer limited. I allow. If when they feel like taking flight then i opt for that. It's sad they go but they come back and creation expands.

Then i am all for it. If she wants to explore other relationships then it's about time. I too have this on the other end of the stick. There is non eed to restrain. That only puts negative energy into it. I am free my self. Maybe i dont have to go there. I am not keen on it anyway. There is someone who i will live with. I know where it is am headed now.

What next. I am not sure. The energy has shifted. This was a positive experience. Now i see where the energy is. I have a better understanding of this. I am still here but i have uprooted myself. The energy is dynamic now. It is not stuck in one place. There is chocie. There is opportunity all the time. And i use up the energy. No she will not here about it. The energy is just shifted.

What comes next. I have a full fifty years ahead of me. Let's see what comes out of this. I dont have to go there. I can say that but i am not second choice anymore. The choice isnt hers to make anymore. It is mine. It has always been mine. The local mind has momentum but the energy has shifted anyway. Do i need a better bag. Something that comes off easy. Then it's a backpack. But it's not as cool.

Just get it over and done with. Get one and move on. Will i have plenty enough for the coming two weeks? I dont know. I dont have to be there. I am free now. I dont need to punish. The reflection is already there. I see that. Just get that over and done with. I dont have to change anything on the outside. I already have this with me. What comes next.

I'm not sure what to make of it. The local self is afraid. The distinction shows a separation? Not that. It's more awareness than anything else. Why does it hang like that. It buffers. Do you have to restart? They must have something else in there. What can you do to change things. You iso test. You eliminate one starting from the obvious then go from there.

Why not just change your email. That way you have moved on already. Then you can see what comes out of it. I dont need those things. But there is something in there you can use. It's always this way and that. People come out the other end. I have kids. It's time to move on. Maybe i can join a class or someithng then go from there.

I always have something in here. How can i attend to that. I dont know yet. But some folks reflect the scaricty they have in negative energy. I dont have to dwell on that. What gives. Why is this here. It was ok last night all night. This is why i go back to the other one. I can go out and have coffee but dont want to have to limit my time in there. I can let that go then do the laundry for tonight.

I will can finish drying them in the house. In the meantime i just go out and ride. I can go to devonport today. I have always enjoyed riding out to there. I can sign up for gym. This way i get to talk with people. This place is spread out whereas in the city i can focus on a small neighborhood then just go from there. When is the next weekday break?

I can ride going there. It is three hours. I've done that before. I go fast and i get there sooner. This video has crashed. What can i do to play this again. The chrome can play continuously. I spelled that as is. Do we have no connect. I think it is. The site is down again. It is not. Is my connection off? I dont think so.

It is my connection that's gone. Why is that. I dont know. Outside it's all ok. Why not connect hardwired. Then i used it before. It worked before. I can use that. I have an extra cable but that is one more cable to worry about. What else can i do in here. I dont know. Just be open about it. It is exciting to be out there. I get to use up different energy.

Then i am free. Not free. I've always been free. I see a different perspective. It is an unlimited opportunity for different perspectives i give myself. Then i use up the energy. I can change things around. I have opportunity always in all ways. I am exploring where this path takes me. Why should it be negative. I've always seen the positive aspects on this place.

Let's see where this leads to now. Why is that connection lost. Maybe it's time to go hardwired by ethernet. So be it. That's one more cable crossing over. I can put that thing down on the floor then ethernet connect from here. No mero of that. She'll sense it anyway. I am done. No need for formal announcements. She has that anyway.

I can connect with different levels. I explore that. It's that path i head towards. If they claim no pay then so be it. There's plenty energy. I got the experience. Even when their intention is negative, i can choose to get a positive effect out of it. At least her i can change things around if i chose to. The key is awareness. Just be the awareness.

How do you tie this up. I dont know but i am aware of it now. Things are different now. Let's see where this is headed. It's out there. I care about myself. I saw the limitations i put on my self. It is an illusion. Now this experience was just made positive. I got something out of it. Even if it were just an insight, then i got a lot out of it. Where to now.

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market went sideways. Itd be good for something you keep on the side, but ongoing revenue, i'm not sure. What if there was something else. Monitor power was loose. These things you can look into. Tell them to unplug anyway. This makes it easy to pass it through.

How do you do all these things then. I'm not really sure but what you needs to do here is that you already know these things and wanting to get what to do before you cross the bridge is just going to get you point upstream. You not prefer that. Why those two. You crash one and then you take the other on. Those two had a mother to protect them.

That was strong motherly instinct. What happens next. They moves away. They did not know get how to protect against that. It started out awkward but then the one with more information dominated. You grab the neck and tighten around it. You grab on a joint then when the leverage kicks in, you untangle that joint. That is a waste of attention. No, it was contrast. This gave me feedback where the energy is best spent.

This be based on my attention. I leave at one or after twelve. I stay until ten. I get back around eleven. That's the last time i do this here anyway. Thursday we find out what happens. That is the longer way. Maybe i dont want to go. But it's too cold. I have contrast in here. What can i do about it. I'm a tropical guy. I guess i'm stuck in that definition. How do i change it up.

Wear more thick clothes. Lose that fast finish then get on with your day. I get why this is so. Why is it so much resistance. I have this under the hood. There is definition saying not part of the process. I can choose how to respond to this definition then. The energy showed me it was there. What now. How do i change it up. Focus on the positive. Ptut negative definition into neutral at least.

What am i getting out of it. I have already added that definition. Now that i am aware, i see that it's not a habit. That's the next step then. It was lost somewhat by later information but now i am aware, i can change it up. Where is this going then. I dont know. Three days is a lot. I am moving forward now. What comes next. Just do this.

I have anxiety. I am using this energy. The response is already different. I do yoga. Do i need a heater for that. I can bring it in soon as they leave then i have it going and i have things recharging. Just leave things as is. I dont have to go there. I am open and all this is synchronicity no matter what the intention was.

This is my path. This is what i get out of it. Then i have it all in me then. Only be here and now. That's all there is to it. I have the five laws and am using it. When not, i see the energy and then i look under the hood. What is positive about this. Everything has both ends of the stick even that one. There are positives to this. I can choose how to use them or not.

The dinner was kind of a dud. The food wasnt as good. Why do they make it that way. They accommodate the ones that prefer that. But isnt that not the point. We go there to experience something different. I guess that was the point to it all. At least we were together. I'd post that later on. It's still in my camera. Need to change these things up.

What comes next. I'm not sure. You shouldnt scroll around on other people's phone but it comes naturally. You will want to see what else is there. So then you dont give up the phone. You simply show it over to them. What then. I have help in many ways. That shift has a lot of them going. Then i can go there. I've been there before. I have all the notes in there. How else do i change things.

You finish writing. This is part of the process. This is how i use up the energy. I used to take that long bus ride. Now it is different. Was it better for the commuter. For now it isnt. But most people take it the short way. The trip got longer. Maybe they are still tweaking it then. They just wants to take a break. How do you do that. You go inside again.

They had a different intention. See it as part of your process. It is cold in here. I do yoga. I do yoga when i have the afternoon shift. Then things fall into place and i am on momentum. At least i have this in the bag. I change over on saturady after shift. Then next week i only have one as well. I paid wife the money from grocery. It is a wed. Then the next is two weeks from now. I get that. Moving towards that.

No need to get one now. I can easily grab one when the need arises but the hand carry bag is something else not that backpack. Then get me something else. Like what. How do you move all this stuff around. I enjoy hanging out with the kids. I had a great time last night talking to them. It gives me point downstream to connect with them. I get to see what's happening in their lives.

She has to get the phone and get up. She leaves early and tomorrow she has interview. I think she has everything set up already. I didnt show how to connect the speakers to the phone. I'll do that after she gets up. I havent been looking at that image. It's easy to get that once it is relevant. Right now it is not. It's not about the job though.

What is forming with the day chart. How do you profit from that. I know. Its just that you dont want to be wrong about it but i've seen this before. Can i change my pattern, no. Allow this to be here. Use up the energy. The energy of the market is sideways but it can bounce off that these levels and sprint out. Then where is this headed. I'm not sure yet. I have positions in place in case of news spikes.

Then things can go this way or that. The point here is to see where this is headed. Close at breakeven plus then move on from there. It is going to give you that opening. It is part of my energy. It's in my awareness. Then i can change things around make it positive. I already have it in there. I have earbuds and have used them. What comes next.

Only be open. No need to go there. You simply do this and see what comes out of it. Then you get what is there. That is more power in there. What do you do about it. I'm not sure. But getting in there is part of the equation. She stood her ground and dissipated the energy. That was power right there. She did not have to do much but talk.

its get monotonous

its cold today. I was seriously considering quitting job. I get that online app, what happens next? I put in my notice, ride it out the next four weeks. How do i know it will work? Is it better to test it for the next thirty days, then put in the notice. I guess so. I have packages coming in anyway.

Then that's the plan. I've been having synchronicity and timing show up since. I have a gameplan on this. How to get that stem though. I dont know. I can order one tomorrow, or is it best to just get that pack. This way i can put it on my back. But i wont see it though. I guess it could be best that way. In the meantime, what's here is training rides today. I do twenty. The ride yesterday was good. I spent time with daughter.

How much did she retain? I'm not sure. It was a lot but it all comes back when she starts riding. Plus she'll learn a lot more on the rides themselves. One thing a day over time is a lot. Then she can save time going back and forth plus she'll be energized going riding. It's something you just know. This guy left early. No chics this time. Where'd he find that one.

I can get one myself. Why not. I dont put myself out there that's why. I give my self a haircut today. Then i comes back on wednesday and finish until saturday. That's a four day fast. It's to finish these things already. Do i have to salt that meat again. I can have that today when i gets hungry or decided to cut the fast. I can do sixteen then eat the rest of the day. That sounds good. I have more than enough in here.

What is the concern? The future. Then that doesnt count. I dont have to cross that brige until i get there. The point here is to make here and now interesting and the future will line itsulf up when here and now comes around. This is something i will regret when that time comes around. I get that. What comes next then. Not sure but this is how i use that memory. Then i know what to do next. I have the maturity anyway.

This is hot. How do you tend that garden. You had that experience before. It is iteresting to spend time with someone new. This is why it's here for you. I can open up or close that door. It all depends on me. Why not just let go of all that drama. There is so much momentum going for her in tehre. It's defined or how she defines herself and it's part of her process. The process could be simply to let go.

I can ride up to that albany thing. I can do sixteen or ten hours of this each day. That sounds exciting isnt it. I dont care much about the pay. Its the riding that i am after. Then the relevance will find its way here. Wife will take that car with her. Son goes to school. What about that email. Does he get anxious going to school. I may have to check on that. It is something he has to deal with and you do that with your friends. It's a process he must see why he is holding on to those things.

He can go deep into that and it is a valid choice as any. If he gets something outof it then well and good. This is his process. What else can i do in here. I may have to turn back off that internet and then he can get going again. I reset that to make it work. What comes next here. Not sure. But he could be the type of person who dont use it much. How do i move forward with this. Pizza boxes are something to nadle as well. How else do you do it with this one. I dont know.

I cross that bridge when i get there. Maybe get a front rack for that bike. Then that is the one i'll be using all the time. Get that rack or something. How else can i do this. The others had a pack. How do i put one in here. Do i want to ride all day on that or this one. This one feels better and faster. I can stick with this over time. And it is the fun i'm after anyway. When it stops having fun then i let go.

It's not fun anymore. I justrealized thtat. It gets monotonous. I dont want that. I prefer that even if it pays less. I dont have to worry about wife here. Whenits fun then the creation takes care of itself. Then i gets to ride more and when winter comes around you cross that bridge when you get there still it is going to be ok.

And that's the point. Why am i anxious about it. Will it work? Why not. Then i can log off when the things slow down. I do ten hours a day each day. How do i know it will work for me. I am not sure really. I do five to midnight so that's seven. Then i do three hours during the day. I start off at eleven then ends at one. Or two. If its still coming at two i keep going. I know what the rates are.

They have algorithms to detect surge. I can go into that. It dont have to be long hours. I can complain about it or not. The thing is that feedback. I can keep the bike out. That is a pint in there. Get that bike out of the way then i can go ahead and see where that is headed. There is less traffic for me here. When that happens you get another profile? I guess so. Or not.

That is a factor then. What else can i do here. I dont know. When that kicks in you might want to get a job or something. Will it stop even. I dont know. But people dont seem to give feedback after getting their meal like i do. Or my son doesnt. It just kept adding. But it will work out for you in here. Let's see how it goes.

I am excited about ithis. I have energy going on this momentum. This is pointing downstream. Let's be open see what comes out of this. I can always change later. No need to worry about bike. It will take care of itself. And then things start to happen on that side. That is the equation. What time is she getting up. She goes to work today. I just keep writing. There is laundry to do in here.

What else. Do laundry ride out do my twenty then get on with the day. Which way. I dont have to see. I simply ride this one out. Do my twenty on that side of the fence. Let's go for it then. What else can i do in here. Clean up the body. I do my fast. Then i get on with the day. It's an intermittent fast this time. It's changed already. See where this is headed. And then go for it.

Wife is getting ready to go. I may have to take another trip to the toilet. Do i do dev work again. I dont know. Is this something i wants to do. I dont know either. I simply do this. I go here and there see how it goes. It is sitting at the back. It's in the oven. I see what comes out. Story has that bridge to cross. I go see what comes out of it.

What does she get out of it. What does he get out of it. Its the ego identifying itself with the ideas in his head. I may have to go to toilet again. I do my pushups in the shower before i go. That is a habit now. I am getting something out of it. I guess so. Or not. Then that one is warm. How come it's not melting. It is the cemistry. Go to toilet.

they will go

would you rather just be a pretty face or a person of character. Long term the latter is preffered. So i guess you go from pretty then build up on character. But it is a crutch you can easily rely on and years pass then next thing you know it's done. That is too much marketing there on this video. Not for me then.

Do something else. This one. Just do this. Didnt go to work. It doesnt resonate with me. Why not go in that frequency, see what happens. Then it's all synchronicity for me. No more ego led. Not that the local mind is not needed but it doesnt have all the information and relies not on frequency and resonance. It did not work for me.

What then works. Resonance. I go in that frequency and this is what brings forth reveals to me what is relevant. Then how do i expand into this? Daughter has work. We reconnected with family. Is it? It is the relationships. How then do you go into that. I want to create something. If not create, learn a craft, build into that. Then this is what th estory is about. Building on craft.

I dont have to go there. These tracks are good and quiet. I trim them every now and then and it's good for me this way in here. You can here the flow come right through and continue writing. What happened to the tablet it drained out on me. It's recharging now. What does hero want? Build on craft and get outside reflection. But hero gets it doesnt work that way. At this time, cooking doesnt work.

I am fasting most of the time. By the time i break fast, i am ravishing and dont mind what i put in my mouth. This fireplace video plus cello music from writer's flow is my writig setup. But when i coax the flow of ideas, then i lose the connection. I pile up the wood, then start the fire. That's the metaphor here. This is the insight. How to expand? You simply keep on adding wood into it.

I dont have radio playing on this one. I dont see that come through anymore. I havent written in a while i guess. This is discharging. Is that laptop not needed anymore. I can ask. Can i use that? For what? I am not sure. I do one year on this then see how it goes. Secondment goes into that. I can build up on that see how it goes. How do you hop on to that boat? I'm not sure yet. I'll see it when i get there.

Riding the bike sounds fun. Then i can build on the craft on the side. What would that be. Writing the book. Write trade cook. That's the three things that interest me at this time. We can grocery tomorrow but i dont know if she's up to it. Where are we going tomorrow. I dont know yet. We shall see. Is daughter coming over then. We shall see.

Wife not home next weekend. I have that off two days? Just one this time. Then just go on to this. That is sunday off. I get that. I can use this to write. If i get that i can start riding. I do a little bit more everyday. I resonate on that frequency. It's why this is here. Then i cross that bridge. I do four each night? Might even extend up to five or ten depending on the demand.

And then when things show as stable, i can go for more. I do more on my days off. Then i write on my free time. Days off can be this or that. They take a break, someone else takes over. This is a hilly situation. You go uphill faster. Then lets get right to it. That is so skinny. Are those real. Not really sure. What comes next. Plenty of oil in that garden. I can write about it. Tablet is charging. The other phone had to sit this one out.

I get plenty on the memory lane. Plenty of thinking which led me to eckhart. That is a very european name. We get more coming in next year. Where would we be then. I am not sure. I dont really know and then i get what comes up next. Maybe they will go there that way. I did not check that out. I'll go see. Do i need a spare one.

I have the tire here. I guess i can do with another set. Get one on next pay. Am i getting that bag? Confirm first if you get them gigs up and running. But it was a disappointment that part online. I will go for this local one but the issue here is how soon you get there. Is this where i wants to go. Why not just do it for the fun of it.

I can do that. I will do laundry as well. It's not an excuse that one. You can make conscious and aware changes to your life. You cant go to the past and use it to live your life today. You can if it works for you but the way she's doing it doesnt make sense this way. What comes next. Not sure yet. If when you get that part then it's not for me.

Why do i go there. Is it because she has that part. I am not sure. Why not go there myself. I see what you mean. Then that served a purpose there. How do i monetize? You dont. It comes to you because it was relevant. You can cut down time but you see where this is headed. Now what. You only do this. Nothing else much matters. That if i went there then i can do something.

You see what this all means for you. I am waiting mode. Then take charge i will am. Do this and the next two days i finish. Do i fast these days. Just do time window meals. Eat after lunch then stop at six. That makes sense. I'd be drunk and full anyway by then. Do so because it resonates with you, not to get something out of it. That's where the illusion is. You go and resonate.

Does it work? That's where the story is. How do you go deep into this. Hero goes through change. The local mind wants to control the outside but finds out an easire way when hero gives up surrenders to what is. Hero sits this one through making himself as comfortable while going through contrast. Then he finds out why that was so. This is the practice.

The story is with the internal conflict. I have that coffee then start eating when i gets back. I dont know what she is going to make for lunch. There is that fish in the freezer. Not sure if she can help out with grocery tomorrow. I can take care of the birthday. I think we can work something out. No need to get a gift this time but christmas is coming.

Where to get gifts there then. I am not sure yet. Be open to synchronicity and you will see the reflection. This is what my path is for now. It may change but let's see how it goes. Just be open. Let the universe take you there. Unless this door closes then i stay on this path. The local mind doesnt have all the information anyway. Only do this be here and now.

bikes in there

wife got a bite moving to aus. I guess we are headed in that direction now. I take this as synchronicity. It's here it's relevant it resonates with me. It's the change part that i go through. It's not negative. It is exciting. It's the ego mind wanting to control things i guess.

How do i ship bikes to aus? I am excited about the wwarm weather coming in. We can be in that time frame. I'm open. Let's see how it goes. There is negative. That's part of the process. I have negative everywhere i go anyway. How do you bike down with bikes on snow. There must be special tires on there. I can look at it. They look like not fat tires at all.

What to do today. They have chopper with them. That is expensive. Someone has to pay for all that. They sit around all day anyway. How come i did not get that. Is it too thick and slush? Why are those blinds close? What to do today. I want to ride out at least. I can ride tomorrow. I shoulda rode yesterday but that's in the past. This is where i am now. I dont even have to do anything.

The best way for me is to stick to this see this through getting clear about these things. Why is there shotgun in there. I dont have that much hair. Plenty out there for me. I only resonates with it. What happens now. I'm not sure. Just write about this. Can i get me some coffee. I would love that. Where to go. Not sure. I can ride up to office and have coffee in there. I can wear shorts.

I can do that over the weekend. Just ride up take it easy. I start earlies coming up and then they shift again. Might get a text there. Let's see how it goes. Can ride up to there it takes a lot of time. But go from here to there is the adventure. What comes next. I'm not sure. I envy her. Then that is the ego looking through. Not that it's bad that way. I can clean that when i get home.

For now finish writing then get on with the day. What did i do last time. I went to uber eats. What was all that noise. Not sure. Sounds like she's stalled or something. That wasnt the bike. Daughter took bike to sleepover. At least she's out having fun. Thatbe fun too. I was there. Not that i passed it on but it was kinda colored. I could ride out to the city and see them for lunch. That takes up all day.

Not sure i am fit enough. Let's see. That be a cool playground but not a lot of greens in there. Let's see how it goes. I can always move up north. She is getting old in there. It's the beaches i long for. Then it's headed that way. I dont have to do that now but i was fit enough back then to finish one. I was grooming resonating in the background. Do i have coffee now. And then what. She is different energy there. When does it come in?

Look into it. Then i see what happens next. For now, finish writing. It is envy. Then i am aware. Then i connect. I have this here. And what comes out the other end. Not sure yet. Them bikes be cool. Them be expensive and that is envy. I dont need that much to enjoy riding. All i needs is to get out and just rides. I dont have to train for anything. If that license be the issue then i dont have to go there.

It's just opened itself up that way. I might see this as otherwise but this connects back anyway. What else is there. Not sure. I can stay here but there's really nothing here for me but wife and kids. It's time i build up a life of my own. That's a lot of swimming. Do i want to swim in there. Not much for swimming. Surfing is me then. Just do this. Do you go there anyway. I dont know. I can check out bikes in there. That old vintage frame is what resonates with me. How come they changed.

It's market influence. Not sure why that is. What is this about. The frames are smaller and slope that way. I can ask about that. Or not. Do i need track bikes. Not really. This guy rides anyway. What comes next. I dont know. Where can i ride today. Go out to that mcdo thing then ride back. That is a full day of riding. I get back i am fasted. I spend the day on this energy. Where else can i go in here. I dont know. Just do this then.

That is plenty of riding and they want you to buy the bike. I dont have to go. That chain link looks good. What kinda riding do i want to do. Get me a frame old school then build up from there. But since we are headed there i might not wants to go there. What else can i do in here. Finish this thing. Then i can see what comes out the other end. They have ideas. Maybe that wont resonate with me. They changed a lot.

Is it better this way. I can go head to head on price with that. But they have a budget and they can use that for branding stuff. But at the end of the day, when someone else makes fun videos better then that is for naught. Maybe it can be this and that. I see what you mean there. Son is alone at home. I can stay here but he wont come out until two. Then i can head out. The laundry is finished. It's hanging outide.

I can text him later to bring in the laundy. Do i have to bring my jacket in here. Yes. It be warm. Then i can walk up or ride up to that side. That is all the training i needs for the day. I also am replacing them ice cream for her. And then what. I dont know. Just enjoy it here be in this light. That is arrogance because there is fear in that. They make you think it's power but it's not.

What other options then. Ride out to have coffee. I am not sitting here all day do nothing. I am fasting anyway. I get that. What other things can be done out there .is it too expensive to do that. Why not build my own brand. That sounds like fun. I can do my own marketing. How do you put it out there makes it accessible. I dont know yet. But i can build my own series of bikes this way.

That can be my side gig. Then i am doing something that i love already. Worry or cross that bridge when you get there. For now, only do this. It has infiltrated. Not in that way. No city riding. They have to focus on that and then see. But it's not me. That is a big frame. Too big for me. I guess so. Should i get me another smaller frame. There was that. But now it is not here. I can look into that but this here be fine. Plenty opportunity to make changes out here.

They should give out them hats. Then everyone has them and it's not special. I see that. Then it is negative that way. What comes next. I dont know. Just head out ride out. See where this is headed and then you decide from them. I finish then i post. Then i get to that side of the road then i see where this is headed. And i am finished one more line. It is i forgot what race that was.

You come in as pairs and that is your time but it is the weakest link that goes in there. Do you want those. I can copy that and market them differently. It's all marketing stuff. How do you get into that. I'm not sure. They ask about what you've done but if when you are that good then you have something in here. How do you get into that. You go fast. Really fast. Then you shift. Shifting is not fast. It shifts.

back in here

havent been listening, riding more after work having a grand time. I listen to playlist now that i am writing. I dont get to write mornings as i start leaving earlier. This week everything starts early and day off is thursday. I have three day stretch. I'll get on it now.

I took a nap, got up at eight. It's fun riding downhills like that. I dont get to do that now but it's going there. I did not ride after work. The intention is to get riding deliveries after work. At the minimum, i'll do deliveries on my days off, doing that all day see how it goes. I'm more comfortable now after today with work. I got almost plenty of tv issues and i made it through the day without losing my head.

At some point i was looking to help another agent but it wasnt in my process. At least it as there as an intention. It's the energy and how i respond to the situation. Monday tomorrow. I start at eight. I get up when i wake up leave at seven. This music is here. It'll be cold when i go but i have this thick jacket that gets me through. It's the something else i lost track. Just write.

I can join grocery tomorrow. I have budget but the next one is going to be tight. We'll see how it goes. I went ahead ordered the iem. I needs one when riding. It's the best i could find at that price and market. It may last one year and i'm ok with that. I can always order another one later on. It's the same as the sandals. I have two and they lasted more than expected. I use them everyday almost.

It's comfortable and i like how they look. I got one comment that it was an interesting pair. I can listen to something else but this here for writing is ok. Do i need a camera while doing dev work. I call it delv work short for deliveries. I also have the bot farm. That's where the delv revenue will go to. Then it runs on auto pilot. This is what interests me. I am also getting them backpack. That happens on next payday.

It should arrive in a week after ordering. I can sit this one out. Or try out the othe pack but i have been itching to get this one for several months now. I have an excuse this time. I wont be able to use my mess bag if i do delv work. Or is devl better. I think latter writes better. It was an interesting day. I was mostly on fast mode and did omd today. Tomorrow wife is home and i'll be ok. We have grocery and i've been there before handled it quite well.

I finish writing then i am going to shower. I dont have time to do that tomorro. Plenty of opportunity. It's all opportunity. I have plenty on this playlist. I guess we are keeping this one. The other one still has a lot of catching up to do. Maybe there will come that time when i can export this and add them on the other side. We'll see how it goes then. For now i do this. Write. Where is that place.

It has an interesting name. Whoever coined that place's name was creative. How did everyone else connect with that. It could be a coastal town as it is downhill from up there and it is a mostly coastal town. Who lives there. What is interesting about this here work. I learn much about influence and how to talk to people. I also use up this energy and convert that. This is what i get from it. Then i write about this now. This playlist is a lot of tracks.

Are they having dinner. One daughter is still at work. I can simply listen to this now. Tomorrow markets open. I am not that guy anymore. What's it like to be riding all the time. Maybe it's where i'm headed. I can get me a gopro then or just a gimbal will do. Then i ride all day. The revenue dont matter much as riding is better for me. The market grows each year as people will order in.

I am on that energy now. Do i want to listen to this. Where are they headed now. How come they leave that early. It's their stats. Who are these people. What do they do. How come they ride out a lot. They have plenty of toys. Maybe i can do something similar. Using this as a place to resonate with the energy. And then i transform shift into that resonance. That's what this is for and it's fun this way.

What else is this about. It is for me to create teh universe and shift by resonance. This sounds interesting and i have plenty of feedback. It's good this way then. Past the night shifts and i'm ok with it. And this kid is so much taller now. He's almost an adult. I am done here. I dont have to take care of kids anymore. Do you need different road bike. No. I just need to resonate with this then everything works out. I like that jingle. He was the songwriter.

Amazing. Can i go there. I dont know. What are you doing about it. I can start learning get me a guitar. Then i can play with the energy. It's all about this. How do you arrange them. I like these tracks where i can share the example. Then i head out in that direction. Who is it going to sing. Then you can post them on the internet. Then others can make changes. But do you have to sell them. I guess so. Look into it.

There is always opportunity. I go shower after this. I join them for dinner though. Tomorrow is trash day. It's monday and it's my midweek. Then i can shift again and it's payday and it's going to be different. Let's see how it goes. This is so much better than the previous job. Although the other had shorter times, i was already on the way out. Then this is all resonating with me.

Not good or bad, it is just so. She's back in here. Then she got the deal she wanted. And it was negative and there is negative energy in there. I like the video there. I can tune in to that. I can let that keep playing as a loop. Or not. How can i listen to music. Get them iem and then ride out listen all day. That's the point to this all. How far can i go. I'm not that rider but more casual and then just enjoy the ride.

Then that is you. Them backpacks are on its way. Whats it feel like to have them. It's the situation where you think which one you gonna use for the day. I usually decide one hour before going out. For now i use the small ones with the buckles. I dont carry much anyway. But when doing devl work i need more space to carry. And also that it can be tightened so the pack is compact. Then it's all good.

I will look for this after i finish then see the video. Do i have a playlist for that. I guess so. I like this one video. Who came up with that idea. It's so fun and creative. I think you can focus on something like that. Then i can use up the energy and i am listening to this. Havent heard this for a long time. Do i go on that side. No need. Plenty of contrast there and at times i let my guard down and go not aware.

But i come back and cehck under the hood. This here was a good track to listen in the car. One of them old tracks back from my uni days. It was fun. It was miserable. I got a lot fom it. I wish i can go back with this here now. I use the time machine and i make changes. Then it's all different. You got what i needed and it's all good. That is why it's all here. I see the point to this all and i am aware now.