I use the same principles in my story. I have thoughts of negative. I am aware because of tehe energy i feel. I allow to be here. I use u p the energy this way. Changes are coming. I am clear about who i am. I have changed my response to this already. I know who i am. There is fear because of negative pse. But i am aware. I have changed my response.
Now things are different. Creation has already moved in a different direction. What comes next, i am not sure. But i free myself. Everyone here is free now. No more family limited definitions. It is an open definition. I am here for the kids spiritually, energetically, consciously. Therefore it is positive. It is no longer limited. I allow. If when they feel like taking flight then i opt for that. It's sad they go but they come back and creation expands.
Then i am all for it. If she wants to explore other relationships then it's about time. I too have this on the other end of the stick. There is non eed to restrain. That only puts negative energy into it. I am free my self. Maybe i dont have to go there. I am not keen on it anyway. There is someone who i will live with. I know where it is am headed now.
What next. I am not sure. The energy has shifted. This was a positive experience. Now i see where the energy is. I have a better understanding of this. I am still here but i have uprooted myself. The energy is dynamic now. It is not stuck in one place. There is chocie. There is opportunity all the time. And i use up the energy. No she will not here about it. The energy is just shifted.
What comes next. I have a full fifty years ahead of me. Let's see what comes out of this. I dont have to go there. I can say that but i am not second choice anymore. The choice isnt hers to make anymore. It is mine. It has always been mine. The local mind has momentum but the energy has shifted anyway. Do i need a better bag. Something that comes off easy. Then it's a backpack. But it's not as cool.
Just get it over and done with. Get one and move on. Will i have plenty enough for the coming two weeks? I dont know. I dont have to be there. I am free now. I dont need to punish. The reflection is already there. I see that. Just get that over and done with. I dont have to change anything on the outside. I already have this with me. What comes next.
I'm not sure what to make of it. The local self is afraid. The distinction shows a separation? Not that. It's more awareness than anything else. Why does it hang like that. It buffers. Do you have to restart? They must have something else in there. What can you do to change things. You iso test. You eliminate one starting from the obvious then go from there.
Why not just change your email. That way you have moved on already. Then you can see what comes out of it. I dont need those things. But there is something in there you can use. It's always this way and that. People come out the other end. I have kids. It's time to move on. Maybe i can join a class or someithng then go from there.
I always have something in here. How can i attend to that. I dont know yet. But some folks reflect the scaricty they have in negative energy. I dont have to dwell on that. What gives. Why is this here. It was ok last night all night. This is why i go back to the other one. I can go out and have coffee but dont want to have to limit my time in there. I can let that go then do the laundry for tonight.
I will can finish drying them in the house. In the meantime i just go out and ride. I can go to devonport today. I have always enjoyed riding out to there. I can sign up for gym. This way i get to talk with people. This place is spread out whereas in the city i can focus on a small neighborhood then just go from there. When is the next weekday break?
I can ride going there. It is three hours. I've done that before. I go fast and i get there sooner. This video has crashed. What can i do to play this again. The chrome can play continuously. I spelled that as is. Do we have no connect. I think it is. The site is down again. It is not. Is my connection off? I dont think so.
It is my connection that's gone. Why is that. I dont know. Outside it's all ok. Why not connect hardwired. Then i used it before. It worked before. I can use that. I have an extra cable but that is one more cable to worry about. What else can i do in here. I dont know. Just be open about it. It is exciting to be out there. I get to use up different energy.
Then i am free. Not free. I've always been free. I see a different perspective. It is an unlimited opportunity for different perspectives i give myself. Then i use up the energy. I can change things around. I have opportunity always in all ways. I am exploring where this path takes me. Why should it be negative. I've always seen the positive aspects on this place.
Let's see where this leads to now. Why is that connection lost. Maybe it's time to go hardwired by ethernet. So be it. That's one more cable crossing over. I can put that thing down on the floor then ethernet connect from here. No mero of that. She'll sense it anyway. I am done. No need for formal announcements. She has that anyway.
I can connect with different levels. I explore that. It's that path i head towards. If they claim no pay then so be it. There's plenty energy. I got the experience. Even when their intention is negative, i can choose to get a positive effect out of it. At least her i can change things around if i chose to. The key is awareness. Just be the awareness.
How do you tie this up. I dont know but i am aware of it now. Things are different now. Let's see where this is headed. It's out there. I care about myself. I saw the limitations i put on my self. It is an illusion. Now this experience was just made positive. I got something out of it. Even if it were just an insight, then i got a lot out of it. Where to now.
