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its get monotonous

its cold today. I was seriously considering quitting job. I get that online app, what happens next? I put in my notice, ride it out the next four weeks. How do i know it will work? Is it better to test it for the next thirty days, then put in the notice. I guess so. I have packages coming in anyway.




Then that's the plan. I've been having synchronicity and timing show up since. I have a gameplan on this. How to get that stem though. I dont know. I can order one tomorrow, or is it best to just get that pack. This way i can put it on my back. But i wont see it though. I guess it could be best that way. In the meantime, what's here is training rides today. I do twenty. The ride yesterday was good. I spent time with daughter.

How much did she retain? I'm not sure. It was a lot but it all comes back when she starts riding. Plus she'll learn a lot more on the rides themselves. One thing a day over time is a lot. Then she can save time going back and forth plus she'll be energized going riding. It's something you just know. This guy left early. No chics this time. Where'd he find that one.

I can get one myself. Why not. I dont put myself out there that's why. I give my self a haircut today. Then i comes back on wednesday and finish until saturday. That's a four day fast. It's to finish these things already. Do i have to salt that meat again. I can have that today when i gets hungry or decided to cut the fast. I can do sixteen then eat the rest of the day. That sounds good. I have more than enough in here.

What is the concern? The future. Then that doesnt count. I dont have to cross that brige until i get there. The point here is to make here and now interesting and the future will line itsulf up when here and now comes around. This is something i will regret when that time comes around. I get that. What comes next then. Not sure but this is how i use that memory. Then i know what to do next. I have the maturity anyway.




This is hot. How do you tend that garden. You had that experience before. It is iteresting to spend time with someone new. This is why it's here for you. I can open up or close that door. It all depends on me. Why not just let go of all that drama. There is so much momentum going for her in tehre. It's defined or how she defines herself and it's part of her process. The process could be simply to let go.

I can ride up to that albany thing. I can do sixteen or ten hours of this each day. That sounds exciting isnt it. I dont care much about the pay. Its the riding that i am after. Then the relevance will find its way here. Wife will take that car with her. Son goes to school. What about that email. Does he get anxious going to school. I may have to check on that. It is something he has to deal with and you do that with your friends. It's a process he must see why he is holding on to those things.

He can go deep into that and it is a valid choice as any. If he gets something outof it then well and good. This is his process. What else can i do in here. I may have to turn back off that internet and then he can get going again. I reset that to make it work. What comes next here. Not sure. But he could be the type of person who dont use it much. How do i move forward with this. Pizza boxes are something to nadle as well. How else do you do it with this one. I dont know.

I cross that bridge when i get there. Maybe get a front rack for that bike. Then that is the one i'll be using all the time. Get that rack or something. How else can i do this. The others had a pack. How do i put one in here. Do i want to ride all day on that or this one. This one feels better and faster. I can stick with this over time. And it is the fun i'm after anyway. When it stops having fun then i let go.




It's not fun anymore. I justrealized thtat. It gets monotonous. I dont want that. I prefer that even if it pays less. I dont have to worry about wife here. Whenits fun then the creation takes care of itself. Then i gets to ride more and when winter comes around you cross that bridge when you get there still it is going to be ok.

And that's the point. Why am i anxious about it. Will it work? Why not. Then i can log off when the things slow down. I do ten hours a day each day. How do i know it will work for me. I am not sure really. I do five to midnight so that's seven. Then i do three hours during the day. I start off at eleven then ends at one. Or two. If its still coming at two i keep going. I know what the rates are.

They have algorithms to detect surge. I can go into that. It dont have to be long hours. I can complain about it or not. The thing is that feedback. I can keep the bike out. That is a pint in there. Get that bike out of the way then i can go ahead and see where that is headed. There is less traffic for me here. When that happens you get another profile? I guess so. Or not.

That is a factor then. What else can i do here. I dont know. When that kicks in you might want to get a job or something. Will it stop even. I dont know. But people dont seem to give feedback after getting their meal like i do. Or my son doesnt. It just kept adding. But it will work out for you in here. Let's see how it goes.




I am excited about ithis. I have energy going on this momentum. This is pointing downstream. Let's be open see what comes out of this. I can always change later. No need to worry about bike. It will take care of itself. And then things start to happen on that side. That is the equation. What time is she getting up. She goes to work today. I just keep writing. There is laundry to do in here.

What else. Do laundry ride out do my twenty then get on with the day. Which way. I dont have to see. I simply ride this one out. Do my twenty on that side of the fence. Let's go for it then. What else can i do in here. Clean up the body. I do my fast. Then i get on with the day. It's an intermittent fast this time. It's changed already. See where this is headed. And then go for it.

Wife is getting ready to go. I may have to take another trip to the toilet. Do i do dev work again. I dont know. Is this something i wants to do. I dont know either. I simply do this. I go here and there see how it goes. It is sitting at the back. It's in the oven. I see what comes out. Story has that bridge to cross. I go see what comes out of it.

What does she get out of it. What does he get out of it. Its the ego identifying itself with the ideas in his head. I may have to go to toilet again. I do my pushups in the shower before i go. That is a habit now. I am getting something out of it. I guess so. Or not. Then that one is warm. How come it's not melting. It is the cemistry. Go to toilet.