publish issues gain

 like everyone else, being right is not a constant. I dont have to invalidate the situation. Only that it's giving me feedback reflection as to what is. 

We're just waiting for these two to wake up, then have lunch out. She's going to look for weekend work next year. It doesnt work for me that way. If i were to have a side-gig, it's never going to be a second job, but a business. 

Again, if you knew me, i believe in doing something that scales up and has leverage built-in to it. A job seldom has this, unless it was similar to that job i had back  in the day. But that's all different now. I can go back to that and the energy has shifted already.

What happens now. All cards are out on the table. You know what to do. I dont have that baggage, but it is a different baggage. This time around, there's awareness in this baggage so it's not the same.

I use it as a trigger. The trigger works as a trigger for something else. The wound is not as painful anymore, but it's there. It's just different this time. I can use it now in a positive way. Can you talk about these things? That's not minutes but seconds. 

I think there is music there that might cause issues. I will edit that out if it does. Otherwise, i go ahead and publish content so i am done with the day. The video is now being processed. Is there anything good to see from yesterday? I think so. I saw one or two.

But i'd rather empty the cup for now...somehow meditate on this. I ran yesterday last night after tennis. I did three km and felt great. I can run everyday, but is that worthwhile. Should i be doing tennis instead? I can. I do alternate tennis wall practice with jump ropes with running. 

I get slow intensity burn on the wall practice as i build up ...the snippet did not pass checks. I am doing edits, do another render. If it still dont work, i'll have a look at the video later make further edits. For now, continue on. This would be interesting but see what you get out of it. 

I have two that's finished. I'll do a harvest check on these after i post these. For now, just be with it. Why will it work this time? Because i did my checks. The only issue is when you get there. But why did i not continue back then? 

I'm not sure. I have mental health issues. I got baggage that's weighing me down. I'm different now. I can check on that see what you get out of it. The usual isnt there but i can make changes. 

Worst case scenario is that this takes about an hour and a half to render. I can take another nap. Or start on the next project altogether. I have several in there already. Maybe it's too long. I can edit these to make it shorter, but i need to see where it's getting snagged in the check.

one percent better today

 am i obsessesed about this game? You bet. It's who i am. HOw do you unpack that. I play tennis pretty much everyday--whenever and whoever invites me over, i play.

If the other is better or a beginner, it doesnt matter. I get out hit balls with them. If i lose i learned something. If i win, htat's a bonus. I still learned something but i see the reflection of my effort. Fruits of my effort? 

It can be that. But it is more insistence or expectation on the outcome. I hit balls because i like how a good hit sounds like on my racquet. I spell it that way because racket could mean like a gig or something temporary.

Racquet is a tool of the trade. It's a tool for a craftsman. Maybe this is what i'm doing, crafting points. Aha. That's interesting. Getting the racquet to connect hit the ball a certain way to get that pop. And when you hear that pop during a match, that's reward enough for me.

Like those. That guy played well before i did, but look at where his serve is right now. There are other players look at where their shots are. Maybe i'm obsessed and have time for this so mine is different. But that's what obsessed is about. You make time for your craft.

It's not about hard work. You can go out there and work from nine to five like millions of people do. But when you are obsessed about it, every hour you put in is an investment. Every day you make it a point to come out of it better...even if it's just one percent better--that's what i'm here for.

And i put this obsession on my channel. It's how i create videos. This is what i do now. Maybe do a compilation of doubles matches for these players. Different ones for different opponents. See you got an insight there.

People want to see how others play. That's the point to it. You can create these and show how this one is different than the other. Publish one video everyday. That's the point. That's the outcome for the day. That's the habit i'm building on here. 

Then i market the library in this way. Maybe come out with specials every week. That is something worth doing. Then you have thousands each week, each month. And it's passive. And it scales up and down with leverage. 

You then come out with a book. You explain the bio-mechanics of the game. HOw you can leverage skills with the geometry of the court. Mental toughness and game. You can talk about these things.

It's not that you make it happen. It's that you quiet the mind and let training shine through. That's what you are doing here. You do not rely on the motivation. Quiet the mind. Let your training take care of it for you. The higher mind is there guiding but it is quiet in there. You just be.

HOw do you get that out there. You see so much out there and see how this is. There you go. Now you have more in the list. Finish this one then add more to the equation. 

roger stay forehand

 the proxy clips take longer this time because it's being transcoded. HOw do i prevent this in the future? Do i even have to transcode them? What if i simply load the clip and not proxy them up.

That saves time. I dont scrub through the whole file anyway. Soon as i have my clip, i delete the rest then render. That saves time. I do that on the next clip. For now, let these work itself out. I can use it in the future anyway.

I have much in store here. But i gotta do them ne at a time to prevent that thing strikes back. Just take it easy for now. In the meantime, i am learning all these editing tricks. It doesnt have to be perfect. Just get going and you'll know what to do when you get to that bridge.

Is this something that's within the instruction manual? Yes. It is tennis. Also it is tennis doubles and has to do wist strategy and play better. This is definitely in my wheel-house. I dont have to do voice-overs or talking heads. Not right now. 

We have lunch and then we plays hopefully later this afternoon. I can start with one why not. Try it. But i finish these first. I dont want to start another while i am in the process of this. 

Finish then continue on to the next. You got this. In the meantime, this is the priority. HOw come it wasnt there. Because this is what's relevant for you. Soon as you've uesd up the energy, you get to that other one.

For now, this is what needs to be here. Use this up and you'll know what to do on teh next iteration. I think that's about half hour more to go. This one is longer. Just do nips. Do ten and then continue on to the next one. 

I can schedule the publish so i have one coming out everyday. I make sure and put that in the description. This way we have something new on the up and up. Should i mention that on the next one. I believe so yes. Ok. Let's get this sorted.

It has potential because most of the videos are for solos. Doubles you dont see them much and it doesnt ctome in the format that i make them. These are the videos i want to see myself. Plus it builds momentum over time. 

These videos are meant to be played in the background while you are working. That's why i make it this way. I have these running in a second or separate monitor so that my attention can switch between work and interest. 

This is the path then. This i build on. I can work on this as i work on the other. This is the synchronicity part and it's what i do around here. I wonder how that loads up on memory. Is that why it was slow then. Aha.

that's part of the game

 i can use that as motivation. Seeing that you have such revenue coming in plus leverage and scale, you can work something out. I'll publish my video come weekend.

It's going to be based on that. It doesnt have to be that much. Maybe do ten percent for the first year. Is that feasible? I'm not sure. But i can have a go at it. What is it about? About this going for that. Then i can continue on with this. 

I think it's similar to that one. It's way much smaller but that claimed that if you followed the blueprint plan you can get that much. Which was ...i did not act on it really, but the channel is no more. 

It was fun though until i got tired of it. Now i have this going all in. You get what it's about. You dont have to go there that one. Again, that's based on ai and it isnt much. It's machine learning and not really about knowing the backend.

Is it reliable then. Not sure. But i am trying a lot of things here. I have been eating healthier as of late. It's not full-on that but you get the idea. I dont think she'll be in those stands but is it relevant for you. You get the idea. 

It's not the same. What do you get out of it. I journal a lot. You dont have to have results. You simply practice in this way. HOw do you get that sorted. I think she's out of the tour now. HEr ranking has gone down as i did not even see her in the recent us open.

Or maybe i did not see it then. I'll have a look but it's not worth the effort. I like enjoy playing. There's rain. I think the court is going to be wet? If so, we can head out play tomorrow. I'll just do my wall practice later after 8pm.

In the meantime, i do the dishes after this, then work on that thing. The objective is to publish. Make it simple. Make it easy. Just create that and then publish. You add other things later on. That too. I can make a video out of it.

If i hit that number then well and good. If not, i can do other things. That one didnt look right. What happened there. Tennis is so much fun. If only i was starting over, i'd get all in on this. Or not. What happened is what's relevant for you.

Maybe in the next life or so. I wonder what it's like on that higher frequency. You hit walls and you have errors and not. But you see how it is not relevant in that way. I get that. You can work something out. You know how this works. 

This is finish up. You see what you get out of it. I look into the crowd. That's not relevant. I am ...the ego mind is looking for something to bite into. I have that in my awareness. This court is windy much.

personal story journey content

 i've decided that the business is going to be about content creation. But which way. I like tennis, but i dont think i can shoot video as vlog in that direction. I can edit the other's videos but there'd be copyright issues to contend with.

I can do like a journey-story vlog. I can do so with the content creation or marketing campaigns. I have background on this. I can write. Can i interview others? Or it can be a pinoy in australia vlog. But there's not much story in that. It's over-used and has run out of juice. 

What if a pinoy in australia quest? There is a goal or journey that hero needs to go through. That has a lot of story to it. It doesnt matter if it's a talking head or voice-over. As long as you can use it. I can shoot video on myself this way. 

It can also be a quest to win a banner. HOw far away is it? HOw bad are you starting from? I can work with that. I practice regularly but how do you get that story out anyway? HOw do you get better. I can use video snippets on doubles matches. I can point out the strategy i'll be using in a match. HOw i prepare for that and then show video how i implement that strategy.

Like i work on one thing for the week, then show how it unfolds in the video for the following week. Do we have to win? It's the outcome, but then again, it can be sometihng else. I have the camera with me whenever wherever i play. That too is something. Also there is the journey to get fit.

I can show where i start with regards to physique. I show what i do throughout the day. I can disable that thing there. But i sit here all the time. I know that. HOw else can you build in that way. Show that this is something people might be interested in. It doesnt have to be all talk. Unpack. Expand on the idea. Show, not tell.

Most of the videos out there is like just a video and commentary of what's happening. You need to put in a story with the information you put out there. I think that's the secret sauce. And it's not so secret. Pretty much the effective content creators know this by heart? The rest are just following what's already out there.

You're not getting anywhere anyway. Why not get with the program this way. I think you see how that works out then. It is a journey and a process. The b-story is how to grow the business. You show how you are able to create content that people are willing to pay for. This is the grow business side-marketing.

So it has two stories to it then? The one is the main story and the b-story is the something else. It can be the business, or the tennis. These two interest me. I can work in this direction. Also there's plenty motivation stuff that you can cultivate in this way. You see where this is going? 

There is so much on here. You know where and what to do with this. I needs to get past this here. HOw. I can head out and spend time away. There's so much on here you can work with. It's not doing anything anyway. Go process the energy in this way. 

What happened to that. The video went black and the browser was still on. It must be an editing something. They didnt see that? I guess so. This player is good, but she has emotional baggage. This one too is effective as a player. What can i do about this. Trust the timing. Trust the synchronicity.

issues in this

 i didnt check the audio. I had two running videos while recording the other. I wont get be able to use the other. 

I dont have to right now. Maybe i can do something about it. Or not. Keep things that way. What to do now. I do walls later. It wasnt productive yesterday but it can be. It's up to you. 

It's always something that you can use, if you choose to do so. It's up to you. Can something relevant come out of that. It could be. Did i see this match? It was the long one? Or was it something else? I'm not really sure.

It's the court they have the ball's too fast. Maybe that's the edge. But you can work something out anyway. It's raining again. No tennis today. Rain plus wind. Not good. I can will do walls after this. 

Is that something i can do right there. You have something on here. If you were marketing a product, how do you run the campaign? Go into that then build up from there. You usually have those in place. You can work something out.

Can i do seo in that way? You can, or do something else that's different. It's not the same because you have ai and is it really helping out? I havent have enough information on that. I can look things up.

I feel negative in this way. I can skip dinner and go tomorrow instead. Look into it. The fries are irrelevant. We have tennis tomorrow if there is, else we find something else. Or not. Just do this see what you get out of it. 

Ok. I have it in this way. Or not the other way. Can i add others into the equation. I can. Or not. The reds are gone. What caused that. I'm thinking it's the vinegar, but if it were, that would be there in the adobo. It's the spice you are having. 

It's too toxic? It could be. I've always had issues in this. You know how that is. You can build in this way. Do you need those in place? It makes you strong and it helps protect against injuries. HOw can you be sore about that.

I cat correct that but the connection is more important than the correction. Build in this way. I am in the neg and this is what. I have notes on that and i can do something about this. Tell about the architecture. 

You have resources on there that might not come in at that point but you have much information there to pick up on. You have a treasure trove that makes things different when it comes to the information. Maybe cme at it a different way. Like those economics videos? 

That makes sense. Do all these people play tennis? Or is it something that interests you. It's an acquired taste. 

not the same

 i think you already know what the problem is. There was no water in the tank. Throughout the day, i heard strange water pipe noise in that tank. It's that thing cant hold water. But how come no water is coming in.

It's not something i can fix. It's time to get us a plumber. Ok. It's going to work for now. I can make that conclusion tomorrow. For now, look into it, but i already know. If i had the tools i can fix this. It's not that the other is better. Only different.

And you see how that one is disconnected already. You get that. I dont have to compare. It wasnt me. I guess that was the cause, but it was all choice. We all have choices. I chose to stay because the kids were still young. I wanted them to grow up in the way i thought was right.

But now that they're grown up, they too are aware of choice. This is what's here and now. You get that. What gives. I'm not sure. They have music from the past because it is from the past. That's the story of my life. 

What are my options? Do hte right thing. That's what i do here. I think you see what is happening here. And then you get over it with time and desensitize yourself. Is this something i do as well. I think you know. You see. Is that dead? 

That's what the cold case is about. They were not able to solve it. You think this through. If i had enough tools i can fix this. That is distracting because she is one person team. You need a more complete team on that. It's why csi made sense.

Just finish up on this way and then you'll know what happens here. I finish up then continue on. Ok. Let me look into these. If it is simply mineral build-up, how do you test that. Where is it that you need to flush. It was flushing ok. 

Son said there were works downstairs. Maybe that too is connected. They should have notified the tenants. That is inconvenient. It's easy to notify tenants this time in the digital age. Ok. This is the issue with condos. It's not really cheap this way. Too much inconvenience in here. 

What else is there. Look into it tomorrow. The device seems to be ok for now. The water just stopped coming in. I think that one holds water, so to speak. Loook into it in the next 24 hours. 

Anyway, just check into that tomorrow. For now, it's just this. I can look into this rule out things. If it were the main works, they should have notified people otherwise, plumbers are coming in tomorrow in droves. 

What else si there. Just finish up. There's so much noise happening and then you get what is happening on here. And then waht. See how it goes. We have water in the tap. Maybe it is a different source. That's why it can be different. 

share the experience

 am i invalidating my self? Why am i not acting on that when i say prefer to go in that direction? Other's accept opinion? I have that then. Now that you are aware, how do you wish to continue?

I can work on this throughout the day. It's possible there is practice later, but you see how this is. HOw do i edit change these things then. Just do this. I am recharging the phone. I forgot how to transfer files from that camera. 

I render this video, edit that or simply save it up for later. I need to looks into this then. What am i doing on here. That will take a year to build an audience. In the meantime, do all these things. You already know how to get this thing sorted. 

Which path then? Finish these. Finished my coffee. Is this video relevant for me. Just work on these pages. You'll know. I want to play tennis. I've been on this page for some time now, or what can i do with this thenn. I think this channel seems ok. What are my opinion on this.

HOw do you unpack that? You need projects on that, or simply the ability to communicate your ideas through? Now you see how this is. Can i use a different letter for it? This is already on here. You get the idea. I can travel much.

Or not. But you get the idea. You have all this in place. Can i go there do this and that. Post to the other channel. If this is empty then you have this to work with. Else yo uhave tonight and you have much in place on there. I think i have everything fully charged by now.

Main phone isnt there yet. I did so just now. It's fun. It doesnt have to be fancy like that. You get the idea then. You have much information and the next phase is to practice...have the experience to make it yours. That's the reality experience to it.

Thisis my formula. Did it work? Last night, i had validation through insights. It wasnt about me. Why dwell on that. It's simply permission, a different perspective that you are now free. You can build on this. I know things and dont have to dwell on the perspective that doesnt work for me. 

If none, i dont think there's anyone else on there. But the classes are meh. HOw can i make this relevant work for me o here. I can build more in that direction. I have that account in plcae. I have the manual on how to build on this experience. 

I can build me a list or audience. You dont need that. You already have a channel. So yes, the channel will do. There is more lively relevant connection in there. You dont have to sell a course. You simply put everything on there. Show the experience. Share the experience. 

Then you have something that's relevant. You dont have to preach. It's already out there. They simply want to see how different the exerience is or the different perspective. You then build on that one. It's all connected anyway. You get how this works out. Now you know. Now you see. 

winning tennis doubles

 plenty of opportunities out there to start a business. Start with the instruction manual, build from there. 

Which ones. I enjoy playing tennis. There's a gap i see for recs and i can build something with that. Also there is ppc. Most of the ones out there are not as good--big hat, no cattle. So these two are my jump-off points.

The rec tennis platform is for doubles. So it is vertical and big fish small pond thing. This is something i can do all day. It is something i dont mind doing all day. There will be competition in the market, but that's just part of it. It is a different perspective.

It doesnt have to be a full-time job after you get to cruise-altitude. You simply continue maintenance work. Ok. This looks interesting. I can use the ppc agency to market the thing and you have a great combination on there. 

These works are part-time and they needs to start work when people are awake. More so in a building apartment like this. I like this here one channel. I can make something local, something that's vertical. The skills are already there. You can talk about small business in this way.

Ok. I finish these then continue on. I dont have to finish that course. But it is sometihng i can do anyway. Do i want to continue with that. There is yet another six months into that. And the interview for the job? It's a platform to gain skills, but other than that, i can work on a number of other things. 

Let's get to it then. They did start a business on that. But you get how this works anyway. I can create a campaign but it is going to be for my business. Just do this get to the other side. You can ppc the ppc agency. That too, works out. 

This way you have samples to show and mention on there. Should i switch over to codeium. I think i can do so later. This here is autocomplete. I'll look into it. The thing broke that one time. I will look into that. But so far, right now, this works well for me. 

It's free even. If this is finished, then i can look into that. In the meantime, do something like this. Maybe i can do a switch where i go into config and set to false. That works out as well. I had the racquet restrung. It looks nice. I'd do that myself, but not now.

When the timing is right, it takes care of itself. That's the point. That's what we do on here. That's the head builder, the other one is like an assist. That helps and people help other people. That's the point of the business. 

I can work osemthing out on here. This is for the next generation what i'm doing here. You can go in this way or that. But there are strategies you can build on. Get ten, and you are set for everyday upload. I can work with that. I can look into the most recent and continue from there. 

if you were dra, how?

 this here is not going anywhere. I have time to write. There's always time to write. Dont look into that. It wasnt about you at all. 

HOw do you connect with this one then. You have jimsway. Refer to that. You have a good foundation with this. Trust your instincts. You have insights. You have connection. You know where it's coming from and how to get there.

The rest think they are creative, smart. But does it really have bite? HOw does it convert? The copy on the site looks contrived...madison-ish. Can are they looking for ogilvy? Perhaps bird? 

Can i get coffee on here. It's round 4. It's about time these teams faced each other. I write in a british voice it seems. This is because i was watching that series. It is interesting and the characters are riveting...interesting. I can look up better words phrases to describe, but not right now.

I do this. Keep writing and you see how this is. You get how that is. It runs under the radar. Why would they want someone else? Because you did not win that case. Do better research and you are unstoppable. Resilient? Not a one hit wonder. But is there burn-out there.

Ok. I am about three four lines to that. Finish up make coffee and work on that one. I dont think i wants to go there. That's too much for now. For me, it's this. Just do this. I can write about these things but it comes from two forks--research and connection.

You build on that. Once you've done your research, you put in enough meat in the funnel to cook. The cooking is the magic part. Others rely on snark ideas but how far will it take you when the client doesnt make money with the campaign.

Aha. Why not build your own agency. That's a nice shot right there and for a moment it works out. These things happen because you were standing there. And it's like the smarts watching what's happening and directing from that frequency.

And you are part of all this. You just need to zoom out. You have choice every step of the way. HOw do you get to that point. You can talk about that or show how you can help solve that problem.

Which way you want to go. I see what you means there.

Finish up then make coffee. I have this in place then. Just do this. Drive conversions. It's here and now. HOwdo you connect with that gateway. Now you see how to work with this. Get going.

gap in doubles app

 maybe it's best to practice train to get the fundamentals down pat. But when you are in matches, you let the subconscious higher self to direct the body bypassing the thinking mind...?

You do your homework before-hand. You identify your weak points post-match. Work on these weaknesses during training practice, then go blank during matches. I can work that out. It's when i am relaxed and not thinking that i make better shots. 

Better is relative, but shots aligned with what i prefer--if that makes sense. Morning is done. Am i on escape mode? Where'd you get that cut. I feel lost. I dont have to go there now. Just write about these.

What needs to happen now. I get showers every now and ten. I think she got thata from the parents. What comes next. I am stressed. I am in resistance. I am insisting on the outcome rather than building with the ones i have.

What then. If they dont want to connect. So be it. Maybe this is part of my process. But you gave it your life and you get this. It's time to move on. But i have two. I have one. I have none. This is not being positive. Dont let go because the illusion doesnt meet your expectations.

See it for what it is, accept it, then build with these. That's the point here. Family issues are this from all over. You dont have to know. I am stressed. I am in resistance. Meditate. That's part of my training. 

I can do that later or go now. I can meditate now. HOw to do that. I can head out for a walk. She's gone down the drain like emma. Not exactly that. But she got away from the line-up. Others were looking to beat the one above when there was this that was unique and totally different.

The stats are going to be updated after thursdays, lunch maybe but more so by dinner. HOw do you process that automaticaly. Do i need to verify the scorecards? The team captains make sure that these are uploaded anyway. If not, then the players need to consult with the team captain on this.

She'll watch these things but doing nothing about it really. She plays in the head. She used to do wall practice but that's all there is to it. The fitness is not there. Why am i criticizing her. I am stressed. Then observe. Use this to trigger you into awareness.

What then. Just do this. HOw do you put pressure on your opponent? You make them take shots they are not comfortable with. Start with the obvious--backhands. Test for static and running backhands, both forward, back, side to side. There's a lot in there already. 

You send the ball to forehand then deliver to backhand. If this is the idea, consider that this too is what they are thinking. Now you know how to anticipate shots. You are open but you have an inkling as to where the ball is headed. I think i'm done here.

quest to utr 5

 write first, everything else after this. I'm not exactly sure why that is. It's the connection to source energy and insights...synchronicity. Everything else will fall into place.

And i get upset there last night. I get that. It's part of the process. It's in my awareness. This match is going nowhere. I woke up to insight. Get to utr five. It's achievable and possible in this lifetime. Three to five years.

I do plenty practice in silence, alone, in the shadows. I come up for matches once or twice a week max. I do doubles extlusively. This way i dont expose or open myself to injury. I play socials with different and more experienced players when possible. 

I dont open myself up to new insights until i've tested them. That's when i add them to my list or process. Like yesterday things got messed up because i watched the old "coach" on youtube. I realised again why i unsubscribed fr oth emchannel.

In isolation, the idea seems to make sense, but on the court, it doesnt cannot will not hold water. Now you see why the channel is no longer updated. There were some good ideas, like the video about tennis racquet weight and tennis elbow.it's why i chose a heavy racquet for myself. 

I think i have the heaviest stock racquet available in the market. The swing-weight stands at 342. The stiffness is ok at 61. There are lower ones but the swing-weight is what i'm after. 

When hitting returning fast heavy serves, you need that wall to swing to return it. HOw to get to five? First off, i lose the weight. I also do plenty practice on the technique and skills. I also not shirk from playing number ones.

It's the difficult ones you play that gives you insight into self. You can play number fours all day but that only feeds the ego. When you play number ones, you gain skills and insights that lets you beat the rest of the team. 

It does take a while though. But you'll have time and water under the bridge anyway. Why not get this energy used up. By the same time next year when you come around, you'll be comfortable at number one. 

I need to work on my serves. I can do that every morning while i am headed into summer just got out of winter. Put that in and you have this in place. I can get up early be there early. I dont have to be up by five. 

Maybe five thirrty and the half hour walk back and forth. HOw to get the shoulder issue rested? I'm not sure now, but you will know once you get started on the way. 

Can i do this in the basement? I may need a seat, but you wont engage the body weight mass that way. You need something solid to work on. Maybe i can find one to do socials, but fridays is ok. 

I have good players on friday. Why cant that be available on other days. We'll see how it goes. Use up this energy. It's what's here right now. Do that. Take a nap, then go. You have more than enough on here. 

I have this open right now. The phone is recharging. Send those out but it's not a pirority anymore. HOw do you get to that level? I'm not sure. Maybe something to log your training in. 

I can do that during the match. Or not pay attention to the scores as much. No. You can work on that part of the equation. Maybe something like beads while doing that. Maybe just one number as it happens. Then you can put that down on an spreadsheet after the game.

I can work with that. This has extended way beyond and it's ok. I can finish on this now. I be working on the assessments then.