tired to the bones

 it's almost identical this and the laptop, but there are differences. I'm fatigued? No. Body is just tired. Spirit smiling through. I'm ok.

I did four hours of tennis yesterday. Two hours each session, two sessions, one in morning then another in the afternoon. I'm gutting down on the number of sessions. It gets me so tired might get injured. 

But two hours is the sweet spot. I did not go to work today. Kids living their own lives now. Maybe i should cut this short but there is that video rendering in the background. It's good eight hours through. I dont think i can meet her at the station but i can pick up later at the central.

It was tough having to live through that was a nightmare. No it was ok. Knowing revelation was a nightmare. Suddenly realised everything was a ruse. Now i gotta stay on and make sense out of it. I dont have to. It's her consequence, not mine. 

They can look me up in the future or not. But i can move on from here. I dont have to. I spent my life on there already. I have choice. But i am choosing to stay. Why is that. What do i get out of it. The ego mind doesnt know doesnt have the tools to know what happens next.

It can use previous data, but here and now is unique. I am open to the synchronicity and this is path of least resistance and all that synchronicity. I dont know how this will turn out. I can have coffee. Or i can taek another nap later. 

Is it showers outside or is he sun up already. This dog had been sleeping all day. We can both come to pick up later. That sounds pretty ok. Let's get going. He's a curious little thing. He spent the day sleeping i guess. 

Now he's sat in that corner and might taek another nap. He likes hanging out in the room with brothers. What happen next. I could have opened position on that short. Maybe not but it's already on there. Can i make this shorter. 

I can work on something else, but keep these in the open. Someone might look into these and see how things will work out. Or i can edit them later see how things work out. That conky on the side gives them an idea as to what is happening.

That seems to work out for now. Can i maek a living out of this. Not at this time. It has to reach a certain amount. But then again, the exchanges are not as reliable. I can look into that now. Work on it next. That keeps me in the loop. It has been on restricted anyway.

I can send something out in the moment. Let's get going. I dont have much in that exchange. I learned my lesson on there. Does it scale. This one might. It is a bit steady but the risk is always there. I dont think she gets it. But she is looking into it. 

There are differences. I can make coffee after this. It's my third cup. I dont know what is going to happen on here. I can take the dog out. But then again, i'd be headed out. That was a solid nap. How long was it. I'm not really sure. That was there. I think i left it on that.

I can look at the time stamp. I should have used that one instead. Or not. It doesnt have to be on there. I can process things in this way. I can edit that video make it shorter. But then again, that's another stretch from here. 

I dont have to make things easy for him. There's a lesson on here for me. Even if it were the awareness of choice. That's more than enough for me. I can move on with that. Is this going to crash on there. 

Things are a bit slower in this one. I can work something out. But it is growing the account that interests me most. What are my other options get a job. Is that relevant. Right now things feel tight. Is that the consequence. 

It feels like it. Then that's what is relevant for you. You get how all this works out. What is that line on there. That's the limit candle. Right now price is trading off that. I can use this information. It works out this way and that. 

choose to let go

 this is ok. I can work with this, use up this energy. Big fish small pond. Everyone is using that and are much younger. You find you. That's the point.

I dont have to go into that. The court is hard and fast, slippy. I can work with something else. That one is much quieter, less noise in spirit. I can work with that. It resonates with me.

Go there then. It is this and that. You can choose to go this way and that. I like the balwyn court. There is one in doncaster. I can work with that. I dont have to go into that. But is it fitness really, or is it something else.

If it were doubles you can go into that much. You get how these things work. And it's constantly changing evolving. At times getting better or worse. But you get the point. What are my options here. I can take it easy today do nothing.

Friday saturday i go all out. Sunday is easy. Monday we have another set. Two sets sessions in one day is much. I can choose how to play this. You got this. When it comes to you, you get how to work the energy.

And it is different and unique in every way. It went there because he couldnt control it differently. I think so. And i can send the ball this way and that. There wasnt much poaching in yesterday's session. Why is that.

I'm not sure. I could have sent ball into that. I was doing something like it. You get how these things work. It's not meant to be slippy but it is not working in that advantage. There were plenty playing. 

You can get something to work in this way. I can look it up and see how to play the rules in that way. This is interesting. She got into it way much earlier. Things are different now in  this way. She did not have much to work with.

I can go in this direction. Or not. You get the point. It's working in this frequency. I can choose. I have choice. See where this is all coming from. You trade it this way and that. You have about three days worth of trades happening in this direction.

The thing about it is that you get what works for you. If when it doesnt then you do something else. But this one resonates with me. I can work something with this equation. I can go in this way. It works in this way. 

I take it easy today. I can do runs saturday and sunday but unday can be different. We have two more sessions that day. Ok. We have monday coming up. I can work something out. This time though when it's fasted it stays in that frequency.

I get home and do much in this way. I can play friday and you get how this works. Trust the timing. It doesnt have to go in that way. The volume is way good and you can trade off that. I can finish these things and get something done.

Get that sorted. I dont have to work in that way but you have much in this direction. Let's get going. You can do something about this. If it resonates then you can work something out. Or not. You get the point. It works this way and that.

I have much in this regard. She sleeps. I can go sleep later as well. I can pick up later and see how it works out. You see how things are different in that way. That wasnt fair. She shut you out. 

I dont have to go there now. Thing are way different. But she made choices and i should have left. She wasnt playing fair. I would have left. It wasnt fair in that way. What is different now. She broke things that way.

Does she know what it was all about even. It wasnt worth it but you got something out of it. Trust the synchronicity. You dont have to break things in this way. You get how these things work. You can go this way or that. I have choice.

still hurt

 it's all i think about, all day. Is it a neg. Or is there something different this time. 

Maybe that's what the process is about this time. Exploring this that it's over and done with. That it's time to move on. Is it that i've finally accepted that it was over long ago. 

Is it fair for me. Is this the ...will this give me peace of mind? At least i am open to different things this way and that one could work if i were open to that idea. I be exploring it this way. 

You get to meet different folks all day. You can work this way and that. If you go then you can see how things work out. I be exploring this way and that. Let's get going. It gets interesting. 

I am open to synchronicity. If this works out then i stay. If it doesnt by the end of one year, i move on. We dont have to go through all that mess. It adds negative energy to the mix. I dont need that anyway. I have everything i need.

Simply do this get over use up the energy in this way. It got old quick. It did. What happens now. You are open up to synhcronicity. You get to this then see how things work out. I can bring bro along and use this energy. Or i can do a lot of other things this way.

You get how this works. Trust the timing. You use up the energy and you know how these things work. I explore. I can work out something.

At least i am open to these ideas and experiences. I dont have to invalidate them. Simply put them into my awareness. It's a choice. I have options. This is my abundance. What now. Trust the timing. Open to synchronicity. I can do that later.

We can hang out in the courtts. Or do something else. Rest up. Simply do this hang out in this way. I dont have to. There's always plenty out there. But this is different in this way.

I use up this energy and see curious how this turns out. I dont have to invalidate...choose not to invalidate. I am open to synchronicity. This is what i do now. I can go this way or that. It doesnt really matter.

What comes next. Simply do this get to the other side in this way. Do i make a video. I move on. I dont have to invalidate that. I choose to be in the positive. The negative shows me the template i'm working with.

This is how it serves me. This is how i use this in the positive. I have coffee then i do that plus that and that. Get to the other side. Just do this. If she goes there then she made the choice. 

She already did. That's the sad part. I did not have to do anything. Then you are free to choose. I dont have to live with that. It was positive for me because i chose it so. It doesnt have to go that way.

I still dont get it. But it was vain. It was senseless. I dont get how she can do such a thing. It is here and now. It's relevant for you. You can choose which one to dwell on. I can move on with the positive.

It hurts this way, but what can i do about it. I simply move on. I continue in this path. It sucks, but what can i do about this. I think about it all day. It comes up. I pursue the thought but then when it starts to hurt, i let go.

This is what i go thorugh each day. How when does it end. It does. But if it doesnt, what can we do about this. Idk. Just get to the other side in this way. Use up the energy. It's all connected. Trust the timing.

redefined peace allow surrender

 not certainty but clarity. The unknown is your friend. You discover more about yourself...your Self in the unknown. That's what happened here.

So much pain, but because of insistence. I fast three days into birtday. This resonates with me. I have tennis tonight. It's good practice and i get to dial it in. I discover more about me in this game.

And then there's karaoke. She goes to work. That's important to her. But you choose what's important to you. All this because this had to happen. You chose this. And that's why how she is your soul-mate. She agreed to be part of this. She is there here and now for you.

I saw this, insight this morning when i woke up. I slept early soon after i was in bed. I was tired. It was a long day. I have long days like this. It's not the same river twice. All that--water under the bridge. It's what you do with what happened that counts.

This is what it's here for. I be starting another channel on this. You translate it into the local language. This way you have perspective and help the connection. This is what i do. I can take another nap after this. I go easy on the rides today.

I finish at three or four. Three. This way we get there by five or so. It's plenty time and i can choose this way or that. You get to cross this bridge. I can do yoga later. Thi is part of the fast.

You fast to go fast? No. That's physical. It's for the connection to shine through. Connection connected to all that is. This is what i do here then. Does it measure in that way or something else. Dog sits here. Them had fun yesterday.

That's key. She got something out of it. I did so too. And now things are different.this expands in this direction. You got this. What comes next. You do thisfour days in a row. You have much break in between. What happened to saturday. 

We played. And then we got rained out. We went home continued with the karaoke. It was great. We saw a movie. It was fun. I had insight enlightenment. That was deep saturday. I learned much on that day.

And this is what it's here for. I have momentum going in this way. We both do something that we value enjoy--tennis. Plus karaoke. We spend plenty of time in this frequency. Then we have competitions.

I learn much from her. This is what it's here for. The phones are recharging. I can plug this other guy in later. For now, this is where i am. I spend the day recuperating and working out different muscles.

This time we go through autophagy. That's teh point here and not to lose weight. It's to clear up the system. Ican go back to bed after this.dog sleeps here and we can cross over to the other side.

Or not. We can do tuesday. She dont have to get up early on that way. Plus plenty of work. That's a given. You get what all this is about. It's not the same boat. We can do something like this or that. 

I am building into this. You got this. Trust the timing in this way. There's so much todo. That's not relevantat this time then. So be it. I trust the synchronicity in my life. It doesnt have togo that way.

You dont have to go down that path. It's all the same anyway. Plus it is all ego. You think you made all this happen but it is throughconnection and synchronicity. It is reflection.

The other way is that it came from other and you think it's yours. I was there before. It isnt taken away but an honest onetoone reflection. This is what i have here and now. You got this. You know. It is all connected. This is all synchronicity.

i chose to stay

 that happens at ten. I need to recharge the phone shortly after that. How do i get that sorted. I can move the sim card to the other. It recharges faster. I can take the call outside. 

After that call, i can do something else instead. What are my options here. Student allowance. Do i really want to go into that. It's a sure thing going into it. But if it'snot in my excitement todo so, what's the point. 

It should be free so people who are interested in that can get into it. But that's just my opinion. I can talk to him about other things. That you can make money out of this and get going. Is there something else on here that you can make something. 

Tehre is. And this is the path for me. This is what needs attention. How do you get into these things. You see how these things are. Look for buyers and sellers. You wants...your job is to be in the middle, get the invertory to get in the action. That's the point. You dont want to be buy-side nor supply-side. You want to be in the middle.

That's the point to all this. That's what i'm here for then. The demand is in this direction. Give them the tools to find where these are and you have something to last you a decade. This will evolve. You be right in the middle of it. 

You can stay here or not. The point is that you have something in here that is of value. People will gladly pay to be in this frequency. That's the point. Now that you know what then. Price is coming off oversold with a trib on it. 

How do you trade this. Look for failed harami. With that, you go into the other end with a tte off the box. Do i want to be in this relationship. It's not someone else. It's me grieving over that time. I dont have to separate that. It's still me. She dont like that because she gets hurt.

But that's part of the consequence. It is the consequence. Do i want to be in this circle? I can work with that. Maybe it's not even my process if you dont want to be in it. But is she living in that shadow? That is weird. 

Her life is like the junk she sees on her tv. What comes next. I'm not sure. Holy shit. Is that where it's headed. I dont think i want to be part of that. I can move on. Build up from here. It doesnt have to go into that. I have it worse than he did.

I am comparing. But there is awareness on this. I know how to get into that part. It doesnt have to go into that. You already have this. It's the certainty they are after. This is what moves you. Now you know. How do you connect? 

That is the part. I have headache. What can i do about this. Where is this headed. I'm not sure. But it gets you going in this direction. It doesnt have to be evident at this time. Simply enjoy the process then.

This is starting to bait and switch. I can do something else. Is it worth my time to stay in this. I dont see it. I'm here only when it's convenient. Is it true. What are you looking at. This data. 

But when time, i am front and center. Am i. Yes. It was there yesterday. I like that. I already have that in place. I appreciate that. She offered to drive me there and back. That's much. I already had something in place. She didnt have to but she did.

If that doesnt say mean anything to you then it's not connecting. But it did. It had to happen that way. Then i can go into this. I slept tight? I think i did. I wake up and it was solid sleep. No need to extend.

Then i got something out of it. I move on with this. I switch sim cards and this one doesnt need recharging. But what about internet on that. It's the issue i have. Should i move it elsewhere. Do so afterwards.

Ok. I'll do it that way. There should be an easier way to do these things but it isnt. Simply take the time to switch things over. If it doesnt work out then do something else. But this is all connected for you. Trust the timing.

day off rest tennis arm

 i chose not to head out today. I'm doing ok. It's the same amount i'd hand over if i had job anyway. This path, i have time to develop my own business, and at the same time get in shape, time for tennis and the q2 things in my life.

What now. I give that a call. I'd explore these paths, but then again, if when it doesnt resonate with me, i explore other things. The thing about this is that i have this in place. 

You got this. I be in this sequence. I have three days and it's just a little over under 20 per day. I can swing that. Or not. It doesnt matter that way. It does get you into these things and that's why i am not gunning for that. Maybe do runs during the weekends as it's mostly busy that time.

Or not. You get to see how it's all connected in this way. Why not though. I get to explore these path anyway. Trust the timing on this one. It's all connected. I do the video. What do i talk about. Raising funds for this and that. I think i have that in place.

I can trade that but it isnt in this way. I think you get how all this is connected. I'd give that a shot again. You get what all this is about. You can are in this direction. Trust the timing. If not, why do i go this way. 

I can have another cup of coffee. At least this is something i get to do. I have choice. That's the thing about it. It's all about choice. I was there before and it's all familiar. Like i've been there before. You get how these things work. It's the connection. Not everyone is aware of this and that. 

You have two separate channel so it's not really affected in this way or that. You get the point. How do you log in to that. I'm not sure, but just do this. Maybe i can check out that channel instead. It is the perspective. 

You get how these things work out. Trust the timing on this. Focus on this and that. What's she doing on there. I'm not sure. The channel is put on hold. I can work something out but i have much on my plate right now. 

You can put them all into the album, but what is all this about anyway. I'm not really sure. I have much already in place. Do i have lunch then head out later. I can do twenty each day. I come back much later but i get to rest up on the weekend. That's four days plus one. Do i break on wed?

Not this time because i be resting my arm this time. Ok. But soon as tourney starts, i be taking more breaks? You know what to do when you get there. You have all this in place. Or not. You get the picture. I have that and it's different this time. 

It's always different. It's never the same river twice. But you can work this into the energy. Frequency and shades got cleaned. She be making that. I can make pizza for tonight? I guess so. Do the flour. I get to work something into the equation anyway.

We can have that for dinner. Work through this and see how it goes. You have something to say. It's the perspective that's unique. Should i be trading that instead? I think so. The channel is different now. 

It's never the same anyway. I can go in this direction and that. It's all about choice. Now you have synchronicity. It's all this and that. It's connected. You see the connection now. It can go this. But it is all connected. It doesnt matter what happens, but what you do with it.

That's the point to all this. I make video but not sure what to talk about. Why not make that a livestream instead. I be doing most of that and is this something i can watch? I guess so. Is it going to go sideways? I dont think there's much to trade on this. 

I needs to open another account. It's why i be doing four days straight. Also be doing fasting in those days. I can swing that by. I finish on a thursday and she be coming from the city in that way.

It is the resonance for me then. This is what i do. Let's get going. I be checking that out anyway. It is regulated in that way but they dont have an office around here. It is unfortunate but it is not negative. You decide how this will affect you. Trust the synchronicity.

tennis not reddit

 there's something to it, trib. Sometimes these occur at 2pm. Other times at the london open. Either way, i have something in store. 

It may not be this or that but i have the whole day sunny and it gets warm. I can work with that. Yesterday was super busy and finished quite early. Just get that rhythm going and it's all good. 

It's like a full workout getting paid as well. It's not much, but it gets things sorted. I can work with this for now. I cant change the past, but i have alignment now. If you change that or the future but no alignment now...i was in alignment. But you have reflection. You have integrated the energy and beliefs.

It brought something up about you. That's what all this is about. You dont have all of the pieces but if you look at your reflection now, it's all there. Everything that's relevant to being supported, it's here and now.

You dont have to fix that. Just do this. It's all connected. It's the not knowing that gets to me, but you see it there anyway. That's the point. Now you know. Let's get going. I took on that but it got me going this way and that. 

There were light showers but it got me going. I continue on to this. I can work something out on there, or not. I can opt in to something different and there's a lot on here for you. Continue on in this energy.

It's all about choice. I have choice in here. You can go there or not. You get the idea. What comes next. You have wisdom. Continue on. Just do this. Get to the other side. Why would you have that. You see the point.

It never was. It is. But you get the idea. It wasnt working. It was all dead bedroom. And it was out of fear or something in that regard. I thought i was doing her a favor, but she did not tell me about it. Just get to the other side. You can opt for that but you get the picture.

Walk away when you go there. Just do this. Get to the other side. You do something about it and you dont have to dwell on that part of the equation. I can check in onthat as well. How do you trade that one. 

You had a limiting candle on there plus the breakout pullback. There's two ways. You now have something here to work with. Continue on. This drama is part of the reflection. Now you know. Let's see how things work out this time. You got this. I still am paper trading.

I do the livestream but it's just part of this and that. You can work something out, or not. You have this and that. Just get to use up the energy. Sit this one out if you have to. Simply use up the energy. 

I can have coffee after this then continue on later. I head out today. It's tired, but i did not have banana yesterday. I can work sometihng out today. Head out to southbank and you have something on there going for you.

It's not this and that but this and that. Now you se ehow it's connected. Finish up and continue on. It's all the same anyway. You dont want to get into that equation but you get the idea. What comes next. 

It's all a hassle that way but you see how all this works out. Am i rushing through all this. I guess so. The phones are recharging. I have this in place. I dont have to go but i have this in place.

It is a business. You can build something on here as you go along. It's the same energy but different. It has all the scale and leverage that i resonate with that i prefer. Then stay with this. It is a reflection.

Ok. Continue on. I am excited about it. What is it about it that's anxiety. Check the filters. Is there something else. It's the travel. Just do this get to the other side. Do more of that exploration. You are good to go.

back to visit

 why do i keep going there. What do i get out of it. If nothing else, it's the awareness. Today thursday she goes to city work. Tomorrow we do tennis, her surgery, then we come home do karaoke.

Saturday is the rest day but i have work till sunday. That's fine. I have tennis coaching then. It works best for me this way. I learns much. I learned something last night as well. It's doing something you love. You build around it.

How else is this a thing. Just get to the other side in this way. How could i have traded this one still. I can go short on this. Is this still a short? It seems like it. Big news like so and why is price headed down.

I can close that short then open a new one. Or simply close it, stop trading. That's the rule. Go for that one instead. Go for a smaller trade amount this time. I can work with that. 

How do you read tape like that. It moves so fast. Her phone's recharged. I think she left it charging overnight. I was tired last night, went to sleep soon as i was in bed. That doesnt happen as often. If i had fasted overnight i'd be here then. Wed is the night to fast then.

Is she up already? That's early this time. Who is that moving. Son is up. Or he hasnt gone to bed just yet? Why is it different this way. The chart doesnt reflect that. Is there a way to use that. Intraday trades how do you effect that. 

I think you see how to trades that. How do i close this one out. I dont know. I can report on that instead. Or close it as it is, open a short position. I can work with that instead. 

Stop and reveresed on there. Is that good or bad. This is the last trade then i rest it up for a week. I can add this to my trading journal. Let's see how that works out. What comes next. Is it still within parameter? I think so. 

How do you read tape like that. How is that relevant when you have all this? You simply trust the timing on this one. It's still creeping up. Where do you close this position then. You know how this works out. Where is that coming in. 

Is it like so. How do you read tape like so. Maybe it is something else altogethere. I think you get where this is going. Where is my stop-loss order going to be. Previous day high. And then i stop trading from there. Is it still going? Is that so.

It is according to parameter. Keep it open. I had a long day yesterday. I was tired more than ever like so. Should i have kept that short instead? It looks like it. I be stop trading now than keep following that position. I know. I drive her over there then i continue with my day.

Is it over truly? Why go there even. It doesnt do me any good. I prefer to be in this frequency. Everything is booked for tomorrow. Let's get going. Maybe i can use that racquet instead. It's smaller but i dont see any distinct advantage with it. 

I can work something out with this. It's still there. Keep it there for now. You know what to do next. I think the news just came out when i got up. Is it something i want to do next. I have earbuds recharging.

It's just noise all that. You know what happens next on here. It is this and that. I dont have to work with that instead. This is something i be doing now. It got stopped out but i am working with a much smaller position size. 

I increase thatsoon as things turn into black. I can work with something else on here. Watch that tape. I can trade mornings like this? Or something else. It is something else. How could i have traded that one. You see where that topped out. How could that be better. 

Fade it. Aha. You can work this way and that. Do the london open, then you can trade volatility on the new york open. This is a skill i be using on here. I can work that and this and it works better so you use it that way.