write it out

i dont know why or what she's making for lunch but i guess she is trying to make it up to me. I had a negative day not what i prefer but i got something out of it. Lady just wanted to complain and spread negative energy. What does she get out of it. I can sense her negs coming right thru the phone.

I let my self get affected by that. It's not what i prefer but what do i get out of it. I wasnt really in my energy. I was trying to handle it not my way but someone else's. It felt like the morning was so full of that. Used to be sundays was easy days but this was different.

But i got an early finish out of it. I have one day more leave available and yet have two more weeks to go. I guess this is what is in store here for me. I thought i had much but how come it's down to one. I dont know but you have been taking earlies quite a lot. Let it be so. I have a week of nines coming up. Let's use it up.

I can do coffee early in the morning. I miss that energy. I used to be there. What's different this time. I dont know. What are you doing different today. I am writing about it. This is positive downstream for me. I am using this fireplace video as backdrop. This is downstream. I like it. It's neutral and gets me in that warm feeling. And it's different again.

I use up the energy this way. I write about it. I dont know how it works but it works. That was a long meeting there and it was bulk ex. So be it. I wonder how things will be on the move. I heard positive feedback about it so i allow for this to be here. Use up hte energy and see where this is going. So they call it the floss.

Who thinks up these things. What's for lunch. It could be fish. We can do grocery today but i finish late tomorrow. I get home kinda much later as well. Let's see how it goes. We can do it tuesday. I guess so. I am off and tomorrow is friday. Let's ride this wave see what happens. It's this or that anyway. No need to invalidate. You always get something out of it.

Why would people do that. They are so beat up they dont have anything else to do. How do you use up that energy then. I am not sure. Let's see how it goes and then i can check things out later. I did not bring my tablet this time. I wanted to go light. And i did but missed it as i had a long wait at bus stop. It was good though. There were moments of teutral for me.

So how do you use up this energy. You dont have to. I am making my lunch for tomorrow before dark. I am wondering what dinner is or is this dinner she is making. Maybe so. They go to church anyway. She is gung ho on that. I go to bed early then. But i dont have to get up early. Just do this. I guess this is what the energy is for.

What comes next. I am not sure. Just ride out this wave and see how it goes. It goes like this and you can make things up as you go along. This is high stress situation and you are gaining something out of it. Finish up the trade part. Do your writing. Cook everyday. This is what it's here for. This is what you get out of it. I guess i havent been doing much of that.

Where to do form here. Just write it out. That was impromptu hud. You get that now and then. I dont know why they have that even. Just make sure you make it there. I dont think it's fair to compare. But if that were you how do you do things differently. I go by synchronicity. Besides, it's not something that interests me. I would rather do something else.

Like what? Finishing pages. Then i can get on with my day. I can write some more later. Let's see how it goes from here. Is it better this way. Or is there something else that you want. It is cold. We are in the dead of winter. Good thing there is no snow. That puts it deeper into that. I wonder how they can survive off that. How do you camp on that.

They use up a lot of energy along the way. It can be sad that way. But this is what it is. What can you make out of it. Write about it. Then how can an antagonist be that way. They have so much negative energy it works against them. I'm not sure but it can be there or the energy has shifted along the way. You find them in low levels.

It is rare that it gets higher than that other than it is in their path to be there. But that energy wouldnt last that long. It's why i am not there then. You see the point there. Now what else to write about. You are in the light. You it felels i'm in the right path...a path taht interests me. Stick to this light then.

When the energy shifts then yo ucan make changes to it. You have two weeks three to this. Then you can see where this is headed. Do you want it that way or the other. If inflation is a factor and compounding works for me then i put them into the bot farm. What if yo uwere wrong, then it is fuel for the bot then you can get it back as well.

You are in this path anyway. Where is this headed now. I'm not sure but it looks sideways for now. The hours pass and the longer time frame takes over. It might takes several days and you are adding to that energy. This is how you use it. I can take a nap later. But they go to church and it's a waste of time for me. But i allow that. I dont have to force my ideas there.

I get time off on tuesday. That i look forward to but then the next day is bummer coz i have to get back. Have to is the word. Now that you are aware you can redefine things. What's the best thing here for you. I'm not sure. Just keep writing then we can do something else in the meantime. Or not. Why get that. It's too cold.

Let's see what the plan is here. And then it is getting to be smoking here. I dont know. Just finish writing then you can check things out. Is that relevant. Perhaps not yet. But at least it's in place and you can see where things are headed. Let's i am curious about this. I can see something coming up soon. It's lunch or dinner. I dont know.

changes coming through

this is the last notes for the day. I have new intention. Same path this time it is autopilot. You see te state of being. It's relaxed. It has more time to help out in the real world. I can choose. I have always chosen.

What comes here. I act on the easy things that interests me. This is the only path or there can be any other path and i am open to what is here and now. No need to invalidate. That was shown to me time and again. This time i feel the excitement. I am shifting right here and now. It doesnt matter anymore what is on the outside. It is my choice how i respond to it.

I can choose how i experience this here and now. This is the magic of it. I am excited how this is going to shift again once the energy has been used up. Do i turn it off. How can you turn off creation? You are always creating in every way you cant even imagine. I see what lines up with me. I go do this here and now. What comes next.

I'm not sure. I am headed into the weekend. Daughter is coming over saturday. Let's see where this leads to. I have this week and the next. After that i start work nearby and it's an environment i prefer. I dont know what's in store for me but it feels like this is what's relevant for me now. I can expand explore more into cooking. This is what i do now.

I cook beef brisket. I do different styles and this is the practice for me. I do mostly savory as this is where it feels better. If i do carbs i zonk out. Then i am absent the rest of the day. But i can still choose even in that env. I have this. I have an abundance of opportunity to choose my response, my state of being my perspctive and how i experience the universe.

That is a lot for me. This is what my abundance is about. It doesnt matter much what is relevant. It just comes in. And i have a great wife. I have great kids. Each one is responsible. I am proud of how unique each of them are. It is what it is so they can get what they need to process. Not that we are poor, but this is what our process is about.

And now the energy has shifted. I have been seeing a lot of synchronicity since we have entered this year. Imagine that. Was that what the prediction was? It feels like it. There be plenty of contrast but when you know the big picture you welcome the contrast as this is an unexpected path along the way. And i am open to this. Then you dont have to plan anything.

You just write. What time to go to bed? After nine. In the meantime, just do this. I can get up early. Or not just set the timer and alarm. You wake up on the other side. What else is there. I have this thing below and i can turn it on when it's so cold. There be them not coming in tomorrow. I can be relied on to be there unless i get sick.

But that too is part of the process. I listen for guidance. This is my inner being connected to all that is. I am open. The local mind self some times gets confused and it's ok that way. What happens tomorrow. I dont know yet. Thursday is full house. Let's see if they let off early i'll take it. If not, just go through it and see.

I am excited about changes coming through. Is it prayer. It's not what an old man granted. I put myself in this frequency. This is my energy. This is my unique perspective. I alone choose. Then i can choose to be otherwise but i get the synchronicity that way. Then i choose what's best for me. And that is outside of the church or any religion.

I dont have to preach tat. It goes nowhere and you just waste energy. Preaching has to odo with ego local self. That's not me anymore. Let's get going with this and then we will see what happens. I have six months straight. How come it feels like it is a crime to do that. But you get more out of it. Then you can see this through. I'm not really using much of it anyway.

Then you can spiral around and see where the path opens up to. Then you will see where you prefer to go and that is also the energy shifting. Then i am full. I have much in me. It's time. Not time but here and now. The energy is different. I am open. The time has shifted. How do you write about that experience. Is it for the bad.

I dont think it has to go down that way. That is a small child. Tat was a long time ago. Back then it was raining and camera cant be brought out like that in the rain. What happened tere. I dont know. You are here and now. Let's see were this is headed. I am writing and then you can choose not to write. What is here then.

You dont see. You just write. You have been there. You know where that is headed into. Then you can figure out what comes next for you. Do you want to go there again? Probably not. I can do something else this time. Do you want to see where that one is going. I guess so. But let me finish these and then i'll go check the chart. Better yet leave it as is.

Today is wednesday. Is there news coming up. I guess so. Non farm is two weeks from now. Next week actually. I think. Then you can trade that next friday. You dont have to do anything now. Just do this. And then i am full. Stuffed is the right word. I guess so. It is my consciousness. I can change things inside my awareness.

How do you do that. You choose what you prefer. You always have choice. You are never without choice. Otherwise you are not the unique persepcetive of all that is. You can choose not to have choice. That is also a choice. But when you realize that then you have a choice. You see how that looped back. It's always connected in every which way.

That is the beaty of it. That is all there is its this and that because this is that. And then you see it is the same everywhere. How do you go from here. I'm not sure but i will use up this energy. It dont matter what is on the outside. This is still mine and then i can check in or out of watever there is for me. Then i can go this or that.

energy is different

my todo list is full atm. I'll finish the priorities then see what opens up later. Daughter couldnt join me for breakfast has work got up late. Why is eldest holding on to negatives? She's not. It was a one off thing from the past. That was a different version of her but she does hold on to negs every now and then.

That's just how it is with the local self. When you channel your inner self you get to see things from a higher perspective. I got cable extensions. This way it's not in the way like this. How do you recharge it then. There you go. Now it's charging. So it's all moved to that side away from the mouse.

What else? Finish laundry, do yoga then have lunch. How to have lunch? I forgot to take them out. I may have to go there then. I can do so now. Done done and done. What's next. Finish writing. Then i do yoga. That thing has to be reset without soap rinse. Then i can hang do the next one in line. I can hang it out front or do so at the back.

I think it best at the back but if it rains then that's a thing. Is it better out back? You have more air between them plus the wind comes along to help but it's winter. It's more likely to rain than for hot wind to come through. Ptah of least resistance is to hang them up front.

So that's where i'm headed. Am i able to do that thing today. Not really. Emotionally, my energy is quite full. I may have to do so that next week on my next day off. After that it's one more week to go. Let's see how things go from here. I may have to go paknsave for the lunch this week. Them briskets get me through the day without feeling hungy. I can go into that and see how this goes.

For now the library is full. I will make changes here though. You are accessing that and then it's all from your awareness. This feels more easy to understand. I am in a hurry. I can use this energy and channel that positively. You see how you channel all the time. How do you fix that. Is it the shower non slip mat she was referring to. I think that welcome thing is bang on.

I'll see what i can do here. For now, it's a full plate. I am open to anything though. It was cold this morning and it's starting to warm up. I do yoga then see how things can go from here. How did wife slip? I already told her it was slippy. I guess she had to find out. Then so be it. I was surprised how slippery it was. Son tends to be anxious. It's his path.

I can help but i show by example unless there is a request. Then i can share my experience. Neighbor downstairs is back. He must have left something in there. He tends to leave earlier than i do. He has a car. I guess he dont like commuting but it's the same thing. Things line up by relevance. You get what is relevace and you get it in abundance. It comes to you automatically.

If not, dont push against it. Use up the energy and then the energy shifts. What comes next becomes what's relevant and they bring themselves to you without you being aware of it. They just show up. Then you use up the energy from that level. It is kinda sad wife is at work. I enjoy spending time with her. It's what makes my days off better.

When i spend them with self, the energy is different. I am with my iner being inner self. Inner being like a verb. Then that too is interesting moments. These are the excitement. Then how do you use up the energy. Just sit with it be in the moment. You tune in by tuning out. There's somethnig about that senterne. How do you use up this energy. I'm not sure yet.

Wife can go get that but if i have the time later and energy all used then i can go. Otherwise we'll see how things open up from here. It is a long walk and we can check things out but when this is the energy then i can figure out what comes next. I get brisket then do the long walk exercise from there. But they close at three so it needs to be there at one.

Let's see how it goes. I go hang this one out after this. I guess so. Htat is intersting. How do you get more of that. I'm not sure but it's all good now. There is a jumble of cables on my desk. Soon it's going to be different as the connecting glue is consciousness. How do you tap into that.

There already is a tool for it. You needs to google it and you will find it. For now, the brisket is cooking. That comes next after yoga. I might lower the temp on that before yoga so you have more than enough time to simmer and cook be softer than chewey. Or otherwise it's not. That movie flunked. How do you make it different.

I dont know. It is kinda predictable. How can you not make it so. I guess it's not mine right now. Maybe he was an adventurer but a gambler it is kinda predictable that way. Just let it go for now and see where this is headed. I tend to write more on second day. Then this is my last two weeks at work. Things happen much faster when you are having fun.

Then go that way. This is showing you something new and different. How to use it from here. I have tons to wash. Let's get this going and see what opens up. For now, only do this. I can also be doing yoga. That is an important event. I can do more but for now, i make do with what i've got. I'll be changing up the files from there as well. Let's see how it all goes.

The one hour folder is where i do home work and explorations. From there i already have sql running. No need to reinstall. I have that in place as well. Then you are good to go. Next nine months is going to be interesting. How do you go from here. Make it like forensics. Find out what happened then you can pick up from there. It's so much more than that.

It's about the curiosity and having the context to put it all together. You have that. You get what you need when you get there. That's the important thing. Then you can shift into any creation that you prefer and choose. You know that the inner being is the one shifting. The reflection is for feedback. How do you travel then. Use your energy.

a positive option

still no offer. I am giving this a positive meaning. This got me moving in this direction. Now let's see where synchronicity leads me to. I got some good insights abotu the experience. I guess i've used up all the energy and it's time to move on and the energy has already shifted.

I take this all in stride as synchronicity. This is the timing and the energy has shifted. No need to be afraid. Fear and anxiety means under the hood you have negative source code. This means you are made aware you are aware and you can now make changes to the source code. You got feedback on run so now you change things.

What is off alignment here. I can see what was there before. I was looking for homeruns. Now that you see what is different about it. Now there is clarity. People talk about discipline or motivation. That's not me. There is only clarity. This is more than enough to gets me to the other side. It is cold this morning. What can i do about this?

Just write. Then you go do yoga then enjoy the rest of the day. Not sure i can do laundry as forecast today is rain. I can check for dry in the past laundry then do a set from there. Let's check that out later. This here video keeps repeating. No it's different this time. How to shift into that energy. Work with what you have. This is where it's all at.

It's the positive energy that you have. It is also the honesty but it's not that entirely but the clarity that you have. It is time to move on. I have shifted. I am always shifting. It is my source code that keeps changing. This is repeating. I had insights on writing later. It is that fiction writing. You put them in that state of being. How do you do that then.

You dont tell them to be there. You put them there. You give them the inside and out. Then they resonate with that energy. Is it the frustration. How will that look like in their head. You see the point there. That was wife texting. That is a different word now it wasnt there before in my youth. This is how the universe has changed. Was it mine.

It always is yours. That is a good seasoning on the wok. That is cooking eight hours a day. What does that bring along. Yo uget to see how it changes right in front of you. You get to see it all the time. Then you can learn from that experience. If that is related then you will see it open up. You take that shot. You always have a shot. That's how it is.

Now this is different. This is always connecting and there will always be contrast and reflection. You dont have to invalidate. You have choice in all this. That is not thick. It is ok spine. I know what to look for here. How do you sharpen. You look into it and see what opens up in your path. It's all about cutting now. I guess so.

Then use up the energy. It is connected. Breaking bad is not always welcome but it is the fork in the roaad. It is also invitation to the unknown. It is the call to adventure. And this is where it gets exciting. Now that it is shifted, how do you explore this path. My fingers are freezing. How do you get warm here. The day is half way almost. Just use up the energy. After yoga get ready to eat.

Do i go out to run. That is a positive option. I can go that way. Daughter not visiting today. She usually comes over on a weekend. And it feels fun that way. The energy is always shifting. It can go this way or that. It is time for you to go and i did not get any savings going on. But you still have this going for you.

Now that you see, what is different this time. Your response to it is different. You always have awareness. You have that and you have choice. You feel that energy. That is energy multiplied. Either you direct it in positve, negative or neutral. It is best to give it direction so you are using up the energy. Then you get to the other side.

And you find that the other side was here all along. It was simply a shift in perspective. So it's pse not dse. It's the same thing. If it looks stuck change one letter and you change the point of view. And then you make it yours. Was she dizzy last night. I was there last week. Now i am aware the energy has shifted again.

It is always like this and it spirals and it is always different. It is the same but different. How is it different and the same. It is your awareness that makes it so. How do you use this. You just be aware of it. Just sit through it. This is all flowing through you. It is an illusion but the experience is real. How could that be.

How do you wrap your head around it. The experience si real. How is that. You experience it. Then it becames solid that way. Then your experience how do you change that if it's the part that's real. You change the p and s. That clicked somewhat. How to change that. You look inside. Then you have under the hood access. When you have that then yo uchange the experience.

How you experience leads to the other tow the p and the s. Either of the three will give you the other. And then you have everything. If it's not relevant then it's not going to be there. But when it is, nothing stops it from coming in. That's the beauty of it. You will never be pele or messi. But you will be or are the best part of your self here and now.

They too will never be who you are. Theirs was a unique perspective. They are there to give you reflection and conttrast and feedback. That gives you the eexperience. It is a different perspective giving you pointing to that which you can be. When you are aware of this then you can use up the energy. Hten it becomes yours.

How to spend the day. He sun seems out and the clouds are clearing. That is within you clarity flowing thorugh you. I can do laundry shorty so no need for tomorrow. Then you just line up with things. This is yorus anyway. Use it up and you see the experience. How to get that. You dont need it now it's not yet relevant. It's just this or that. Is it greatness or pure clarity.

this is classic

do i write fast enough? But that is comparing to someone else. That's not my equation. Then just be in the moment. These be the blues. This one seems to have good soundstage. Then it has hope. This one has tina turner on it in her younger years. There is so much pain in that voice.

The soundstage on this track is awesome. What now. Choose. Everything is opportunity. I had have a good definition to it. Then be clear about it. That's what the contrast is for. It's feedback for you. This is classic tina turner. Why not look more into her discography. I can do that. But it's not just one track. There be several.

Do research on that. Or look into blues. I like these tracks. Or not. That one just broke it. And you are moving forward. What happened to american idol? I dont know. Who's a good contender. I'm not sure. I can look into it and see how things go. It's all about her. That one is kinda social incomplete skills. I dont know what's happening there but you dont know the story.

I did not like that track. Why not do your own track and then add over time. Start radio on my playlist. This way it is somewhat related. This is all about contrast and reflection for me. Let it be so. By allowing all things fall into place. I am clear about this? It feels like it. There be contrast and so be it.

What happened to her? What's her story. I dont know. I guess it is time to move on. And i did. And it was headed into splitsville anyway. And i have moved on already. It was all a part of the process. It was difficult for a while but that was part of the process. I took that fork in the road and i'm glad i did.

There were dark spots on the road and it was also in there for a reason. And i got a lot out of the experience. This connects back to you. Let's see how it goes. You can make something out of this. That is a cool app there. It is like photoshop. Or sometihng like it. People use these apps.

What else you be listening to. I am not sure. But you will add to it over time. Then you can see where this is headed. You just keep adding to it and see how it goes. What else to write. Wife is making sausages. That be for dinner but not much rice. Could have done something here.

Let's see how she makes eggs. I dont like this trackdo i write fast enough? But that is comparing to someone else. That's not my equation. Then just be in the moment. These be the blues. This one seems to have good soundstage. Then it has hope. This one has tina turner on it in her younger years. There is so much pain in that voice.

The soundstage on this track is awesome. What now. Choose. Everything is opportunity. I had have a good definition to it. Then be clear about it. That's what the contrast is for. It's feedback for you. This is classic tina turner. Why not look more into her discography. I can do that. But it's not just one track. There be several.

Do research on that. Or look into blues. I like these tracks. Or not. That one just broke it. And you are moving forward. What happened to american idol? I dont know. Who's a good contender. I'm not sure. I can look into it and see how things go. It's all about her. That one is kinda social incomplete skills. I dont know what's happening there but you dont know the story.

I did not like that track. Why not do your own track and then add over time. Start radio on my playlist. This way it is somewhat related. This is all about contrast and reflection for me. Let it be so. By allowing all things fall into place. I am clear about this? It feels like it. There be contrast and so be it.

What happened to her? What's her story. I dont know. I guess it is time to move on. And i did. And it was headed into splitsville anyway. And i have moved on already. It was all a part of the process. It was difficult for a while but that was part of the process. I took that fork in the road and i'm glad i did.

There were dark spots on the road and it was also in there for a reason. And i got a lot out of the experience. This connects back to you. Let's see how it goes. You can make something out of this. That is a cool app there. It is like photoshop. Or sometihng like it. People use these apps.

What else you be listening to. I am not sure. But you will add to it over time. Then you can see where this is headed. You just keep adding to it and see how it goes. What else to write. Wife is making sausages. That be for dinner but not much rice. Could have done something here.

Let's see how she makes eggs. I dont like this track. This one i like. Then you just add to it throughout time. These two are playing with their phones. These are toys for them and it connects them with others and this is the tech they grew up with. I wonder how this will evolve and it'll be exponential. More so when dimension tech comes in and they get connected through the awareness.

How is that possible. And how'd i get here this quick. I can pick up daughter after dinner. I think i was able to nap. Then i can see what else is there. I can get something else in here. For now, just do this and see what happens. It's all connectedfor you. Trust the timing on this one. I dont think they called. But if they did then they can connect back to it.

This is here for a reason. At times it's not evident but when you put that definition in there and be in zero point, point downstream all the time as much as you could, then this is all connected to you. You are supported in every way. When you see the energy, go under the hood. The response is already different. Then it has served its purpose.

a different route

these things grow old fast. I have a lot on my mind. You might say my cup is full. How to empty? Just be aware. Feeling this way triggers me to look under the hood. It's not the job i want but it is connected. Maybe there is a definition here.

That i feel how it is to not jump off th ecliff. I did before and it did not work for me. It was a struggle. But it was something that excited me. How come it did not work. My path could be different so i experienced it differently. But that is one perspective. From another perspective, you were supported. What did you make out of it.

A lot. Yes. It was different. Then how is this connected. You are responding from awareness. This is the path for ou now. Use it that way. Use up the energy. And then the energy will shift. Energy cannot be created nor destroyed. Use it up and then the energy changes. Like water it goes from solid to liquid to gas depending on how much energy it has is. Then it's the same with you right now.

If you dont land it then there's a message here for you. Who was that? It could be for the backdoor people. Then it has been cold all along. I've done my part cleaning the kitchen. It is time for writing. I can go deep into that but the energy has changed. What more can i do here. I'm not sure. I have my references in there. How come there's no response coming in. I'm not sure but whatever it is, the energy is still connected.

Do you get rid of that. Not really. I have changed it then. What else can we do here. Running my own food truck sounds interesting. How much to open up one. I am not sure. But it is a lot. Work with what you have for now. Right now, write cook trade. This is pointing downstream for me. I feel the anxiiety. It's the definition that something could go wrong. Then i have insistaence on this. How can you let go.

Just be aware. When you have the energy, check in, be in the moment. Just let it be there means a lot. Just being aware of the energy has already changed the reality. Then you have moved forward. Then you have changed the response. You have used it up and then you can go take it any which way that suits you. This is why it's here.

If you dont get it so be it. You can go for another one in a different company. The thing is you can always stay here as well. That too is an option. Then you can move into something else. Like what. I'm not sure. But this is connected somewhat. I think you see where this is headed. Why is that obsession. I am thinking or am i flowing out. You are simply writing.

Then you can do something in this. Why images? I dont know. I am drawn into it. I can write tomorrow morning. As long as this is part of your day then you can move forward with this. What else is there. What else are they looking for? That third wheel. I see what you mean. I hope this one connects. No phone calls today. I guess it'll come by email.

You dont have to control the outside. The ego is doing it that way. You dont have to. Just ride this one out and see what happens. Then you can see where this is headed. I wonder what you can make out of it. It's like that you cant wait to get out of it. Then i spend a long bus ride. You see the contrast then. Am i going to miss it? I guess not. I can always find something else.

Like what? Take a longer walk. Take a different route. There is always something different i can do. Let's finish this today. I can put in the resignation. I have a draft with me already and it's just waiting on the sidelines. I see what you mean there. I wont cant quit unless i have a solid job offer. Cant go there without reference. You see the definitions here.

You are putting it outside of yourself. I have a lot but only shows very little. What to do about it. I can look into the source code for it. Maybe there is a code. I dont know. It could be that long filename. You see where this is headed. Then you can change them up as you save it. Then you know what to do. For now, just finish writing. The two kids are in their room.

One more is in the way home. Things have shifted already. Is it a shame? Not really. You gave it your best. Now trust your creation. It's all up to you anyway. You can always create the reality that you prefer. I feel s omuch anxiety. This is practice contrast for me. Use up the energy. That's what i am doing. I write about it. What else can yo udo tomorrow? I'm not sure.

I can put in the resignation. How will it turn out. That is one thing. What more can you do here. I'm not sure. But ti is something she could have done during the day. You see that. Why didnt she. I dont know. It's not a game. I guess there is something here for me. Let's see how it goes. I think you were not firm on it that it needs to get done today. Let's get right to it tomorrow.

Then you can move forward? Yes. I can move forward already. Let's get right to it then. Are there others? The job ad was already pulled out. Unless they are getting more, the slots should have been filled out already. What about the two i've sent in. Dont they count in any way? I believe they should. I have one more and it's been busy lately.

Maybe i should have asked for it immediately but how can you do so when yo udont know the outcome. These things happen anyway. Let's see how this will turn out. It is connected then it is path of least resistance. Then you know what needs to be done. You can write about it or not. What is that noise. I can go to bed soon. But not yet. Finish these then post.

I have two more lines. I dont wan to spend another moment worrying about this. When it comes out, neutralize it. Bring the energy to zero point. This is the positive response i can think of. Also that one. Then this is the invitation to take action. I can go there first thing when i get in. Then i see what needs to get done. I dont think i can finish early tomorrow.

Why not call in sick. I can do that. You may have to go in through the back door for that. I have two in the pocket. Let's see how it turns out. Do i go this way or that. I am not sure. I can ask. Then you can make a decision. Things hinge the way i say it is. Then you can connect in any way you please. Just be aware. This is the practice for me. No need to judge in any way. That guy is cool.

it's more spirit

does it save? It did. I woke up upset last night but the shift neutralized it. I get it now. I dont know what her issue is but there somethings off about it. Resistance in a way. We'll have that talk. If available, i'll finish early. It's what's exciting for me. I also will work my way through thta. I have this coming up anyway. Let's see how it goes.

What comes next. Just get to the other side. Choose to be in this moment. There is nothing more. I think you got that part of the equation. Let's get right to it. Today things are finalized and i decide if i'll be going or not. If so then let it be right here and now. It is how things are different. Is it going to rain today.

I dont know. Daughter got her phone yesterday. It looks cool to have a new phone but it is the same thing in a different package. After a while, things seem to get normal again. The excitement wears off. What will be a more lasting excitement? Not much but choosing to be in the moment. This is always going to be here.

It feels like i just went around in a circle. How what is different this time? The response. Knowing that i can make changes fifteen minutes today then come around to forty days i am a different person or something like that. Then you can make permanent changes. How can this be differently exciting. I get to choose how it goes. I can get them skillets or something like it.

Do you still cook? Of course. This is what interests me. I have alternate woks. There are a lot of fried rice videos on youtube. That's amazing. Not quite a lot of writer videos who are just writing and coming up with the ideas then ediing them to make it better. I think you can see the process here. You create content and you get the least side of it. How can you make it different.

Just post them on the site. You get searched and then you create a video where everyone can visit and stay there. It dont have to be there that way. This way content is yours. Someone else can copy it but you can put a watermark on it. Daughter is not joining me for coffee today. I'm ok with that. I'll be finishing several things today. That chapter is downstream now.

Hat is different this time. The response. It's a shorter travel and things are way different. The env is more upbeat has more sun coming in. I like it there. That it is a reflection for me shows a lot. This is adventure exploration. I look forward to this new chapter in my life. Let's see where this is going. She has exams. Now what.

Drive wife to bus station. Hang out. Maybe even write. I may have to save up but that too is par of the equation for me. I am on the cutting edge. There be plenty of people doing this. I can do ndroid dev. That too is exciting. I can do solo work after that. It's a thing that people do anyway. You can make that video tool where they can post them on their own.

It is an idea. You can go this way or that. It's all up to you. You are supported in every which way. I did not wake up to that. Wife comes home late until friday. Things are different this time though. There is that phone to pay off. That's two payments coming up and when i close it off what else do we do in the meantime.

I'm not sure yet. Let's see how it goes. There is about nine hundred to it. I'd still go. I'll do something else but i'd take the day off. This is for me self. This is connected. I dont know how it's supported. But this one here is hot. There be others that went away. Why did they leave that thing. I'm not usre. But is it the culture then. We shall see.

At least everything connects this way. There are temporary setbacks. You know how things are going from here. You have a choice. It's a loopback for you. You could have that yesterady. It's still kinda up in the air. They just need to fill in the blanks. Then you can do something else for you. It's all about you. How do you connect with that. It's the prime of the physical energy.

I am on the other spectrum now. I am exploring other things. It's more spirit and frequency. At least you are aware and cana make shifting easy and aligned. She is off to school. The's a good kid. I like her energy. She's bubbly. I dont know. Just be open. You all have positive energy about it. Trust the synchronicity. Then things will line up for you.

Everyhing that's relevant is going to be there for you. Trus the timing on this. I dont know what time she'll finish but this is solo time from here on. Do i do my run. If when i cut early i start running everyday. I cut it and shift into that energy. It'll be fun this way. I got plenty of time to shift and you dont need time for that. Just be in the energy and shift already.

I get what you mean there. It'll be fast. Yo udont really need it. It just sits there and you wont be making any travels. Then just trust the energy on this. She is hot. You feel better about yourself and everything else is there for you. I go back there tomorrow. Imagine i lasted nine months in that. Now things are different.

You are. You have shifted. You made this into a positive thing. You feel like you are back where you started but the energy is different. This way the response is already different. How to expand this way. I'm not sure. The energy could go back up that way. Let's see how it goes. The objective then is to go this way or that. But it's all part of the equation. Finish wiritng.

I clean the toilet then gets ready for the week. It's going to be different this time. Why did i think that way. Are they still the underdog. It dont seem that way. They could have taken over the market immediately. There is something flaky about it and now i am seeing teh energy.

Then now it is your energy. Do you have to have all those toys. Things are different now. What else is coming in here. I do yoga when i get back. Then i sits here and see how things turn out. Just do this and get to the other side. You may need to be home after ten. That's when things started to happen yesterday. So be it then. You have it all that's relevant. Let's see where this energy is headed.

second day off

i am interested keen about these streetfood videos that show different woks. Why am i drawn to them. I like to cok. What can i make with these ones. I can do fried rice for tonight. Start to walk then run.

I'll do that tonight. I have plenty garlic in the cupboard. Which veggies should i add. I'm not sure yet. She is considerate but up to a point. That guy left early yesterday. What which veggies would be flavorful? I can look up a good recipe. Something that you can chop up and serve that way. Local food sounds good. Something you just plucked from the ground even better.

But where do you find then. Could be an organics store. You put the egg in first. That's how you colorize them. I see. I have more than enough in there. You see how they makes it. I can get one done for dinner. Look up that version over there. Let's get going. You have shifted. Even if not it is still there for you.

Why no streetfood cooking for fried rice. I see what you mean there. Hat could be an opportunity for you. But then it's a lot of work and you are not going to be scaling up very much for that. What other things can you do? Write cook trade. These three resonate with me right now. When it touches, does that mean it triggers something? Most of the time it does. What makes it do a reverse trade then.

I'm nnot sure. This wearable stinks. That is not much size to serve. You can make them first. You can look for a stove like that. It has to be cast iron. I can transfer funds now i'll send in more anyway this weekend as the funds come in. Then i can add more to this other fund. You can look up vetsin on the asian store. They should have one in there.

You can do wok cooking for someone else before you put up your own. Use veggies and noodles. Is that going to be expensive? I dont think so. Let's get that cracking then. Start with what you have. Look up a good recipe. When you pick up get ready to cook then. She'll have to take that local bus.

Sounds like a plan to me. I'll go get some recipe. Will these kids eat it? I dont know. I can check it out and see. It's differently better pansit. It could be flavorful but i'm not sure yet. You use them beef for the fat. What acid can you add for the cooking? Lemons. It balances everything out. You see where this is headed.

Good. You dont have to go back later. Why are those people leaving early. How can you just sti there all day wait for customers. I dont know. You can if when you have something else going for you. That one looks good. You can look up a recipe for that. I have tons of recipe cook books on my tablet. I'll go check them out.

But it's so much easier to check them out in google. That is why it's a power brand. People use it all the time they even have that as a verb now. Both verb and noun is common use these days. Imagine that. And you can put that in your different reality shift make it yours. I see what you means there. How else can this be different.

I'm not sure. There is that anxiety. Different wok you see. This one seems to have been hammered into place. Alternate. Or you can use two to make two seaparate batches. But you needs to pay attention to one first. The first one i got looks manufactured but then again i could be wrong. It's so smooth it can only have been stamped. Then so be it but i like it now. It has this nice dong sound to it.

I get a different stove and first wok gets used up a lot on that side. That's extra cooking there. Just save up money on that and then the balance gets paid off. You can save mind space on it that way and dont have to think much. They serve that on street food. People eat rice all day. How else can you live off that. It's a lucrative business that way.

That is something that needs attention. If they are useless that way, who is going to look after the community. Teh people. How can you be sure of impartiality. You charge commercial fees for it. When it's not working that way how else. Then you have competition. That way you ensure good produce.

I see. Second day off. I should take a long week off before i start training. I'll ask about it. Otherwise, i can just laze off after the reference then takes it easy that way. I got the impression that way. I can do ramen but wok cookin looks good. I think it's too soggy that way. You see where this is headed. Why not go there instead.

Either go for noodles and veggies or fried rice. You see where this is headed. You also needs them cookingwine or something. I'll get them when needed. In the meantime let's look it up. I start today. Yesterday was wake up call. It showed i was back where i started. That thing did not make a dent. What's different this time.

The response is different. I can make that kind. So someone goes around taking videos of them. They never use eftpos because they dont have them devices. It can be stolen and hacked somewhat. I see what you mean there. Why arent they doing something to get ahead. I dont know. Maybe it has to bo with the salary there.

Professionals built the titanic but that is an outlier. You cant use that everytime. The median is full of alignment. You need to look into these metaphors and stuff. It's not all corect. It is a good marketing and influence ploy though to get you thinking. Can i run today. Why not. You are going to have them in place.

I can do the laundry then run. But the meal feels off. I do yoga then brunch. Then i head over there tomorrow to finish off the thing for the week. And then things are different again. I can change things around like that. It's why you have it here. The rain last night felt different.

What is that thing?

the story here

it turned out to be a day i prefer. I was positive. I was redefining. There were conditions and expectations but i turned them around by being aware. An old friend acquiantance passed away. I hardly knew the kid but he was a part of the community. What happened there.

I'm not sure. I can ask later when after the shock has worn off. In the meantime, just do this here. You dont have to know everything to get to the other side. Just write. I had ideas. What was it like to be shocked seeing earthlings for the first time. How did you know there was something different.

Seeing as you are in a different density, how did you find it at first. That is a good question. The answers are there. Imagine seeing someone who was but wasnt because of something. You'd be thinking why dont you just do this or so. And then you realize they have blinders on. I cant put myself into it. But you've been there before.

Not the way they've seen things. Tomorrow is thursday for me. It's the weekend less people on the road. I like it quiet like that. I start at nine so i have time for my coffee. That part i like enjoy. I can come home much later as daughter is coming home to sleep over. I think wife is planning something. We needs to get cooking oil tomorrow.

I'm not sure how to do so but here could be some sex tomorrow if i'm up to it. If she wants to go to bed early then we can go there. If not, we do so sunday night. She'd be home. I am still gung ho on that interview. It is synchronicity so i take that step. No expectations though. Let's see where this is headed. And then what.

I dont know. If it appeals to you then go. If not, go do something else. I dont get why this is not profitable. What is that conflict. I dont know. Is help required. I am not sure. It is relationship issues. I have the new wok. I couldnt season it by cooking onion on it as we've run out of cooking oil. I did put oil on it after washing.

I will do so over the weekend or during rdo. Where is that coming from? I'm not sure. It is relationship issues. Isnt it always about that. Tomorrow is saturday. I havent done early finish in a while. But they know it is an expense that way. What is that noise. Should i get involved. That it is in your awareness gets you involved with it.

You have chosen your response to it. Then you already know. I have my lunch cooked. I just need to prep for tomorrow. I have showered. I can sleep one hour later so i get to sleep through that time. But i woke up needing more sleep. It's the same anyway. Is daughter home? I think she went to bed early. I can msg wife and ask later.

I'm not sure she is working fridays. She used to not. Let's check after i finish. I did upload? No. I forgot to upload. I'll have time for that tomorrow. Do i listen to music? I dont have to. I am pointing downstream just by writing. I have two kids active right now. They are in their room playing video games. That's how kids are these days.

I wonder what comes next. What is the story there. Did they give up. What about those having fun. Maybe it's connected that way. But you know the drill around here. It's always connecting back to you. You can see where this is headed. And then you will see what comes about. I am not sure what this is for.

There was back story there. You see where this is headed. You are resonating. Everything that's relevant for you is upon you instantly. No need to bring it over. Then monday i look forward to. It feels like a turning point. They have gym. I wonder what it's like. It could be like moving to all asia.

I could have stayed but things did not work out. You have this with you. Let's see how this is going to come about. You recall that. What comes next is up to you . It's why you have that in the past. You can always make changes as you go but it's all in your awareness. I miss having the wife at home. I can hug her later when she gets home.

I guess this is what it's for. The energy is different now when we hug sleeping. I like the energy there. I feel what's the word there. It feels good just to hold her hand. It feels good just to be on her skin. And she is a good person. She is what's relevant for me and i am good to go. Not everyone has this. And i got to share as well.

What happens now. Just be in the moment. You dont have to be anything. It's thursday. Not much happening in the market right now. Should i put a position on? It is bullish for now. Let's see how it goes then. If that were the plan then you'd be hedged by now. Let's see where this is going. You have more than enough anyway.

What happens tomorrow. It is quiet tonight. I go to bed early? I can choose that. Or i can spend one hour up some more. I can hang out with the kids tomorrow. They can wait or go ahead with dinner. We can go for desserts afterwards, or something like it. If they are going out i dont think i'm keen to it. Let's see how it goes.

But it was good dinner with the daughter. At least we get to spend time together. It's not the food you order but the company. I'm elated that my daughter still wants to hang out with me. She can order them herself but i find it enriching that they spend alone time with me even if it were just for one hour. This is priceless.

And this is how it's connected for you. I'll do the skillet tomorrow. For now, only do this. Do you have to bring it with you? Not really. You dont need it but you can practice in there. You can set up your own pushcart wok station. Where to put the water? Is that polluting? Not really. I dont know. We shall see. It's the food truck. I can do that.

you always do

what if magic were the norm but since you were raised on in a different frequency, you had lost all access to it? What if you had your higher self had an agreement before coming here that it will be there to guide you and get back that awareness.

How will that manifest? When you raise your frequency. When you feel good, when elated, joyful, then you see the magic and think that you are lucky. But then you see the contrast and experience the other end of the stic and negative focus and awareness and it expands and you are supported.

So you take a break. You take it easy. You then slowly poiont downstream. You then start to get into zero point. You then have clarity. Then you get insights. Then you start t oplay with it raising your frequency and have this on your vortex and you flow them through you. Then you see the synchronicity. Then you base everything off that synchronicity. That becomes your currency.

How is that. You dont rely on the outside money but how things the universe creation supports you. And you see how it connects back to your frequency. So what is the trigger. How do you go there. You allow. You then shift into the neutral zone, the zero point. That is the key. Then you see the synchronicity. You see how good the timing is at all times.

How do you shift through this. How do you use up the energy? How do you shift. You put yoruself in a different perspective. Once you see that perspective you then see how why this is so. Then you know you already have it anyway all along. It was never away. You were in a different frequency. How do you go there. How do you make this permament?

Define the dse and put yourself in the frequency. Then you see it the creation from this dse perspective then you see synchronicity as all that is relevant to yoru signal cant help but come to you, through you. No conditions expectations or insistence on the outcome. It's all here anyway. And you write about it.

How do you go about. Change your response to it. When you respond in the old way you are still there. But when you check your dse and see how what is similar or different about it, then you start creation. You activate creation. You create the universe. You shift into that density. Then you already are unless you say so. This is how you create your reality.

This is why you write. I think it is getting there but is it relevant for you. I can turn it off but there is plenty time to go through this. No out there. It is all a reflection. It is a projection. It flows through you then out there is a reflection an illusion and comes in through yo uanyway. How do you know this to be true? Everything is true anyway.

It depends on the creation you make. Look to your dse. Then you understand how all this is here. You are the creator. You can respond to this in the old way, or you can see how this is connected. I am able to write and explore and cook. I am supported. This is part of me. Then i see how i am using up the energy.

I can take a nap later but right now there's no more sleep. I can clean the bathroom now then have a shower so tonight i dont have to do it. For now just write. No need to go there. People are headed home. Tomorrow is thursday. I think there be nesting coming up. I think so too. What is that car. Someone leaving. How do use this.

Just write about it. That is the old way. Someone can go up there and take stuff but that is irrelevant for you now. Do they go around. Then how do you go about this. Just let it be so. You can always make changes to it. Then you are using that again. This is why synchronicity i am out of things to write. What to do next. Just accept. Allow for this to be here. Doing so i have changed my response.

I own it then. I choose. I get ready for monday. I may have to grab something to eat first then we do tuesday for grocery. That way i be ready and have eaten. Or not. You have a choice and how you respond to it defines who you are moving forward. That is synchronicity still.

We are past dead center winter. It starts getting easy from here but we are headed int oa mild ice age. Things start to cool down again. But it takes time. You can shift into that. You still know how this connects back to you. That is his first year. You still have three to go. You can use that or not. But this is all about you.

Can you install linux into that. If it is steam then he can use it. I think there be drivers for it and you can use them as well. What time are they coming in? At around after three fifteen after. Then you are done writing after that. You can take a nap later on. For now only do this.

Are things different for you altogether. I think so. Have i been like that. I dont think so but i may have been. Things have been different after that. You see that. You are already different after that experience. Not because of the experience but because i say so. It is my definition. Where is this. I think i have listened to this before.

I have listened to a lot of this before. Not much the others as this is random but you want not have listened to yet. Then i can check out the others. I can look into that and see how it goes. I may have to do rescan. I dont want to have to go out anymore. No need for dinner. I am already full. Maybe one more cup water. Coffee i meant.

Then you get something out of it still. You always do. In that way you have changed your response to it. You are not really after that one. You are changing shifting all the time. At least you know this to be true. You have this and then you can change things up a bit. What else is there. You dont know. You are afraid of something there. I see that.