I'm not sure. I can ask later when after the shock has worn off. In the meantime, just do this here. You dont have to know everything to get to the other side. Just write. I had ideas. What was it like to be shocked seeing earthlings for the first time. How did you know there was something different.
Seeing as you are in a different density, how did you find it at first. That is a good question. The answers are there. Imagine seeing someone who was but wasnt because of something. You'd be thinking why dont you just do this or so. And then you realize they have blinders on. I cant put myself into it. But you've been there before.
Not the way they've seen things. Tomorrow is thursday for me. It's the weekend less people on the road. I like it quiet like that. I start at nine so i have time for my coffee. That part i like enjoy. I can come home much later as daughter is coming home to sleep over. I think wife is planning something. We needs to get cooking oil tomorrow.
I'm not sure how to do so but here could be some sex tomorrow if i'm up to it. If she wants to go to bed early then we can go there. If not, we do so sunday night. She'd be home. I am still gung ho on that interview. It is synchronicity so i take that step. No expectations though. Let's see where this is headed. And then what.
I dont know. If it appeals to you then go. If not, go do something else. I dont get why this is not profitable. What is that conflict. I dont know. Is help required. I am not sure. It is relationship issues. I have the new wok. I couldnt season it by cooking onion on it as we've run out of cooking oil. I did put oil on it after washing.
I will do so over the weekend or during rdo. Where is that coming from? I'm not sure. It is relationship issues. Isnt it always about that. Tomorrow is saturday. I havent done early finish in a while. But they know it is an expense that way. What is that noise. Should i get involved. That it is in your awareness gets you involved with it.
You have chosen your response to it. Then you already know. I have my lunch cooked. I just need to prep for tomorrow. I have showered. I can sleep one hour later so i get to sleep through that time. But i woke up needing more sleep. It's the same anyway. Is daughter home? I think she went to bed early. I can msg wife and ask later.
I'm not sure she is working fridays. She used to not. Let's check after i finish. I did upload? No. I forgot to upload. I'll have time for that tomorrow. Do i listen to music? I dont have to. I am pointing downstream just by writing. I have two kids active right now. They are in their room playing video games. That's how kids are these days.
I wonder what comes next. What is the story there. Did they give up. What about those having fun. Maybe it's connected that way. But you know the drill around here. It's always connecting back to you. You can see where this is headed. And then you will see what comes about. I am not sure what this is for.
There was back story there. You see where this is headed. You are resonating. Everything that's relevant for you is upon you instantly. No need to bring it over. Then monday i look forward to. It feels like a turning point. They have gym. I wonder what it's like. It could be like moving to all asia.
I could have stayed but things did not work out. You have this with you. Let's see how this is going to come about. You recall that. What comes next is up to you . It's why you have that in the past. You can always make changes as you go but it's all in your awareness. I miss having the wife at home. I can hug her later when she gets home.
I guess this is what it's for. The energy is different now when we hug sleeping. I like the energy there. I feel what's the word there. It feels good just to hold her hand. It feels good just to be on her skin. And she is a good person. She is what's relevant for me and i am good to go. Not everyone has this. And i got to share as well.
What happens now. Just be in the moment. You dont have to be anything. It's thursday. Not much happening in the market right now. Should i put a position on? It is bullish for now. Let's see how it goes then. If that were the plan then you'd be hedged by now. Let's see where this is going. You have more than enough anyway.
What happens tomorrow. It is quiet tonight. I go to bed early? I can choose that. Or i can spend one hour up some more. I can hang out with the kids tomorrow. They can wait or go ahead with dinner. We can go for desserts afterwards, or something like it. If they are going out i dont think i'm keen to it. Let's see how it goes.
But it was good dinner with the daughter. At least we get to spend time together. It's not the food you order but the company. I'm elated that my daughter still wants to hang out with me. She can order them herself but i find it enriching that they spend alone time with me even if it were just for one hour. This is priceless.
And this is how it's connected for you. I'll do the skillet tomorrow. For now, only do this. Do you have to bring it with you? Not really. You dont need it but you can practice in there. You can set up your own pushcart wok station. Where to put the water? Is that polluting? Not really. I dont know. We shall see. It's the food truck. I can do that.
