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not really sec work but sales

 the difference is that i can have conversations that have empathy to it. Or similar energy. HOw to point this out with the initial cover letter? I can talk about or write about it here. Ask what it is they like about the one htey have now. HAve now? Like most? Altered or improved? 

By asking these three questions, you determine or influence the conversation to a win-win situation. I can point this out. This too can be morning pages so i am doing this here and now.

I've added the idea on there. HOw many minutes to that. Nomw what. HTe match last night was interesting. I can build on this. I dont hav tennis scheduled for today. I can do these high knees and calf hops. It is the achilles tendon you are working on. HTis is more the awareness that your are running on those.

But you move side to side. You hardly go on a straight line this way. Now you see why. When they lob it, that goes high and you have time to catch up. Now you see. Next season be better already. As you see, the stats went up already. It gets better now this mway.

That band-aid gets in the way but you can work htrough this now. She got up earlier. That's a step in a different direcion. You can see the panci mode but you dont have to dwell on that. You have this going for you now. 

Continue on anyway. This too is connected. I can work that or work something else. This is better. Small adjustments lead too compounding results. Everything is compounding? Aha. It seems like it. Even if you have no goal or intention, doing it often brings compounding results.

It's the same with water. It's like zen has stories based on nature. I guess it's what is available to everyone so the lesson can be relevant and understood. That's how you tell stories then. HOw does this become relevant to you in this way. 

I see what you means there. But you have this in place. Finish up on this one and you see what it means on there. Just get to the other side. Use up the energy. Do you want to do that one too. It is a lead. Even if you were to just talk on there. 

I can point out what is being done here any way. Or just reach out because it is connected. It is relevant because it showed up in your news feed. Ok. Got it. I can talk about my sales/marketing experience. HOw you can talk to people  without being pushy. 

This is something that isnt really pointed out in these conversations. You dont just send things out. You make sure you address the situation. It is how you construct the comms that makes it readable because it solves a problem for them. Someone else can start the conversation and then i come in.

At some point i can head out on my own and do the calls myself. Maintaining the relationship, maybe even upsell the client. I think that is something they will want to use. But if you were to make client calls, will there be enough to do the actual security testing? 

You have have to do a number of thisgs. It seems it's more of a marketing consultant that they seek than osmeone in IT. I can take this and start going in this direction. I think you see here what you need to talk about. If so, what imems need to go in there.

Talk about how you sell in the digital space. They say consultant, but this is really selling. Consultative selling. Not hard-sell. But you know how to corner those that are qualified. Now you see what the difference is. This could be a step into that space.

Looking into it now. This one is in sydney. I've been there. It's hybrid because you'd be out all the time selling anyway. You are meeting people and talking security. Is that what you want to do. Is there something else you can do on here. 

Now that you see, send it out. I dont think the certs matter. Those that have them can barely talk sales. They are more focused on something else. Find one then have a cert guy be there as the poster boy. It's all for show anyway.

Now you see how this is relevant for you. It runs in hte background because it's part of the show. And you see how this is relevant. What are the talk-points here. You see. This is what they want. To get more clients. Let's go into that.


what if it is possible?

 i ran subdomain enumerations early today. I published two videos, sorted the issue with rendering. I think it was productive. Also made deposits playing tennis, then walked home. 

It may not meet other people's standards, but i live my days according to the instruction manual. In this regard, it was a good and productive day at that. Can you make a racquet from bamboo composite materials? That is interesting.

This way you have plenty lag and whip action. It's going to take plenty of getting used to it but it can work. Yes, it was productive. Maybe i can do wall tomorrow, or not. Either way is good. I can do different wall schedul? It could be. See what you get out of it.

It is the kettlebell workout and jumpropes that i miss. I know. That is an interesting fishing method. You get how that works. Trust that this is connected. They are part of the web. That's what all this is about. These are nice colors for the video. HOw do you get to that. 

I dont know right now. But it is in my energy. I see that. It's why i am interested in these. Then let it be. It comes when the timing is right. Otherwise, continue on with this. You dont have to invalidate. I just added a step forward. And it compounding results. That's the point.

Can i find such similar locations on here? There should be. They shouldn't block them off as these are public domain. Anyway, you get that. It's midnight. I can go to bed after this. Finish up with this. This is an interesting hobby in this way. There is tennis match in this way. 

Why would you want to capture bigs like that. Why not just do it or sport, take pictures, then let go. They have plenty to go through anyway. You see where this is headed. That's the point. That's where who i am. Now you know. Now you see.

This is the reflection. Trust the timing. I can work on that tomorrow. Or not. You get the idea. It is this way or that. You get what needs to happen here. Just do this. Take it one step at a time.

THAt one is gone. I guess that' show the energy was used up. It'snot me not for me. I move on. What do you get out of it. This is sorted already. I have moved on. It's no longer relevant. Continue on. 

The quality of work you put into it is the reflection you get back. There are no caveats. That's how the universe works. If so, look to the dee. Something in there is off alignment. You think it's not but why is this the reflection. I get that.

Ok. Let's continue on with this. You get how this works out. Trust that this is connected for you. Then you see. Now you know. You continue on. You have that. You are putting in the time on this anyway.

And you do it in a way that you dont get burnt out. Then you continue on for the long term. That's the point. Long term game with long term people. No expectations or insistence on teh outcome. Plenty i have learned here. This one is positive.

Because the energy is positive. The other one is poison so be careful with it. It feels negative the words in that video. I dont have to dwell on that. Is there something here that is relevant. 

If i went through the troubleshooting with this, will it work out? I think it's best you use it to understand first, then troubleshoot. If you do one without the other, that could be you lost in the rabbit hole. Ok. I get that. 

I continue with recon tomorrow. Plenty still to be done. I can finish recon this week, maybe less. Then i continue on. There's so much todo. This is why there is plenty to be had here. Not everyone will have the resonance to work this way.

And it's not good vs bad. It's just the energy of it that i describe. No discrimination although it may seem that way to others. I am tired and sleepy now. I go to bed after this one. It's always late this way. I think i have had enough sunlight for today. I even did three kilometer wal. That was positive today. And sent application. I put in teh effort. It was a positive day then.


not formatted is ok

 moved things back to where it was a few months back. This feels like home. But what is home when you are moving around a lot? Transient? Nomadic? That seems about just right. You live here then move again live elsewhere. 


Is that the lifestyle you prefer. Can you live off that. Work on two or three at a time. If when you dont find anything, go get another to replace. But you are exclusive to two or three. You look for them in business logic. Let them race for the low hanging frut. 


HOw is this relevant for you then. I'm not really sure right now. But this is how the method or playbook looks like. Some go into soc and are looking into spulnks. But that's not me. I am thinking that this could be replace as it is repetetive work and can be run as a script.


Can i make a script with this. For recon, yes. I am looking at a few recon tools right now that i use a lot. HOw come things add up a lot this way. The thing about arch is the repository. It's easier to add programs whereas with others it's way more tedious.


Ok. Stick with this then. Is this where it's headed. Should i even look into web development? I got hits interviews as web dev. Why not do this instead of support work. If you are in that space, then you could be looking into that. 


But the thing is, you can do bbp. Nothing there on web? Is it. If you do gigs, you can do that. But it is plenty in there. Is there something else i can do here. I'm over-thinking this again. Following the instruction manual, what is blink? Bbp. Ok. I stick with this.


No more thinking. That spirals into itself, like dog chasing its own tail. It gets you busy and excited but it's not getting you anywhere. Not that it's not connected. It is. HOw come this is still here.


The buds wasnt completely seated in the charger. Now it's off. It's not transmitting anymore. I prefer these two askai's. I get things done this way. The rest is when i want to do something else. But that time is well spent away from keyboard. 


Ok. I see that. This is where it's going right now. Is this day off? Is it not giving me the numbers i seek. Maybe the roles is too vertical. But that's a smaller pond. You prefer it that way and be the big fish in there. You get what i says here.


Then you go into a number of other things. I already have a lot of search done on here. It takes a few minutes with askai rather than doing search on google. But then again, they have gai in there already. But it's not the same. 


In what way. I get my answers and some insights with these two combined. Some times, i feed one response to the other and vice versa. This way i double check results by seeing what it can see.


Where is this going. I went back to this because it's transparent. This isnt transparent anymore. What gives? HAve a look into it. I may have changes dosmething along the way. I get the fingers get dyslexic this way and that. I had something going by building in that direction.


Now you see. Ok. Continue in that path, but this is different this time. You see that you are in this frequency. I stays. This feels better. Continue with this one and see what you get.


What now. There is tennis later in the afternoon. It's a sunday. Leave it at that continue on next week. We are headed into november. I needs to send out that email tomorrow. And then i have something different in this way. Where do i find that email? It's in there. 


I'll look into it next. I have this work cut out for me. I think you see how this works out. I can post the results on the facebook page. This way you see how it's faring and you have feedback in there. Looking into it now.


And then what. We have another committee meeting late november or december. Next year we get the turnover. Do you prefer getting the president spot. I'm not sure. It looks like a lot of work. Do sometihng else. 


curate what works

 it feels ...i feel frustrated about scope and the tools i need to use. I guess this is the noob beginner part. Just go validate if you get this feeling. This way, you get to learn something new and you can work something out later.

When you feel overwhelmed, it's time to stop and take a break. Right now you be taking a break. I can do one more then take a break for a walk. That sounds just about right. I've been up since 6 on this. Most of the time is on that. Should i be using that other one instead?

Can i do something else then. Check out the default one. I think you can dl that from the repository and see how it works out. It's a lot of testing. That's the point. That's the lesson even in real-time. So you do a lot of testing, then you curate what works and what doesnt.

At the end of the day, you have a repository full of what works and what doesnt. Continue on in this way. It can also be like a book you are writing. Then you continue on in this path. There was insight there. This is the frequency for me.

HOw then. Continue on. Learn what you need to get. It was much warmer yesterday. I head out to walk after one more session on that. Did i get to map out crypto? I dont think i did. I simply went on ahead with what was next on the list. I can go back to that.

Ok. Just do this then. Again, it's part of the process. You are learning much. By next year, you have gained much. Keep to this consistent. Mountain to ocean, water is consistent. You have streams or something and just keep at it. The consistent effort results to compounded results.

There you go, added. Keep too? Done sorted. Finish these then. Just one drop per hour. You learn sometihng new and different each hour and that's good. You are adding for compound results. The magic of compounding. Why did i not get that working in the background? I did.

Whether you are aware of this or not, you are adding drops to this. Droplets equals habit. HAbits head out to the ocean. That's what you do here. What's for lunch? I think there is longanisa there. But it's still frozen.

Maybe she plans to do something else. She's given up on the office. I think that's where this is all headed. You simply do this then. Trust the timing. See what you get out of it. Then you know what to do once you've used up the energy.

And then you learn something about yourself. That's what scaled option is. This zooms in to the image. There has to be a balance to this. Which one would it be. Not sure. But that's a different rabbit hole for you. You'll know what to do there. 

Ok. It's a lot like this. Them be asleep still. I can go later, but it is headed to lunch time. I can have something then nothing for later. Three times a week is enough? Go for something relevant. I get that part. What comes next. 

Finish the recon. I'm not sure if i should be using httpx. If not, ask. Maybe there is a tool like curl with different options i can use. Or not. But you get the point. You ask, learn something and then add this to your repository of what works. Wwr. What-works repository. 

Do i have a list on there. I am not sure. But it is a series of repos that i have now. I'd head out shortly. I finish this then head out. I needs time out on this. I've been at this a long time. This is a long match. You can build in this way.

What happens on there. I think you see. You have all this in place. You be working in this direction. I be on that slot next match. Or not. You have three others in there. It's only fair this way. Step up everyone and the team steps up in this way. 

What comes next. You simply do this. You have the fixtures. You can time how you play this way. Then you connect everything else. HOw come that park has a lot of those. Where do these come from. HOw come i'm not in that frequency.

Because the path is different. I'd like to play. Where to find matches socials. You can set up one for yourself. I can build on that. Yo uhave a different thing already. Just do this. I did wall last night. It was productive. I still learn something new.


not sure how

 more often than not, i'm just running scans, analyzing and reading output. A few times i am digesting information. This is the life then.

I'm ok with that. Every now and then you get insight and you look into this. HOw would this be a hero situation? HEro solves a big problem this way. What would that problem be? If it were the martian, he gets help communications, but what else?

If that were ai evolved, how different would things be. What if you can get to that level? Aha. That would be interesting. It is a tool. And you can get far with this. HOw do you use this information then. I'm not sure at this time. Right now, price will consolidate in the coming days around this range.

Do you buy or sell, adding to your position? Zoom out to weekly and see what's happening there. Or just do three days? Weekly chart would be ideal. That's where the big trades are tuned into. And there is volume. There's just no way to track them. You can tell by volatility, but there's not much way to tell really.

Ok. Can you create something out of this just by price action and standard deviation. I think so. I pinned that price action so i can reference to it when needed. Right now, there is no signal. There's the pattern, but it's not complete.

What needs to be there. Support needs to hold. You need a price capitulation or exhaustion on volume at standard deviation. Then you sit it out wait for price action to unfold. You place the limit or stop order once you have that pullback. Then you sit back and wait.

HOw do you know that it's going to be a big move. Look at smoke pattern. If it's tight, then you may be on to something. But then again you might get whipsawed back and forth. If you are building a position in one way, go for it. If not, you might take painkillers for that.

And this is what happened. But now it's different. Now you see. You can forgive yourself for that. I know. I learned much. Now i see. What then. It is this and that. You have a tight range on there. But where is the high and low on the candle. That one there. 

I see it. Is this reliable? You get to see where previous day highs and lows are. I'm not tuned in and listening to my own thoughts. That's ok. This too is part of the process. Now i tuned in, or i closed my eyes. I can watch a tiv series, but it's best to sit here run my scans. 

After that i do an analysis. I have my ai run the data and see what i get. It's different now. You have insight and you build on that insight from here. You have new candle. Is it bulls buying up on this. You have volume. Check out the zoom out to weekly.

Week chart shows it's a distribution range. It's going to go side on this one. You might want to get into this if going long on the test of support. See what the bulls are doing. If no traction, do something else. But is this going to test a different support?

Not any time soon. You have much in this place. You might want to check out the hundred level. Level is there. Go see what you get out of it. Is this going to test 200k? It feels like it. You have pretty good support on the 100k. I think it'll test that simply because why not. 

I've cleaned up the price chart for levels. We only have major levels at this time. This is on the weekly chart. Is this something to watch? I believe so. I can restart the channel on this one. This supports the other channel as i'm doing something there.

This is going to test 100k as it did not touch that level. I think there's a lot of order on that level so it got triggered and sharks were biting. If you have bulls and bears, which ones are the sharks? Not sure at this time. But it feels like tehy are the ones that thrive on opportunity.

Them be the ones that are leveraged somewhat, take advantage of the situation. Something like that. I dont have my finger on that anyway. I can leave that in there for now. What do you think of the market. I can come out with an analysis each week.

You can talk about the method, but then again, is there a market for that. It feels like it. There is something about this as an asset. It's property. As such, is it similar to stocks and bonds? Gold? I can ask ai about these things.


still have issues

 again overwhelmed, anxious. I am not allowing. I have control and negs in place. I wake up like this, but i use it to put me into awareness.

I have seen this before. I am aware of it. There is no need to control this even. It's just another part of the control issue. But i have choice. That's what is important. I have other things to do in the meantime. I have the channel. It's got a thousand views each week. 

Right now it's given me 3k views from last week. That's a lot if you ask me. And it keeps going and i have enough videos to last until march next year. I can take it easy on that. In the meantime, publish older ones as you go along. 

HOw come it works this time? Idk. But i have the recipe on here and it just works. Done and sorted. By the time i finish these, i'll do the laundry hang outside. Why was that in the sidewalk? I think they were cleaning up the car call it ayos-ing inside or something.

Again the hyphenate. That is invalidating the experience. But you can shift that. I see it there. HOw come this works some time, others not. You have it in there. Not comm is part of the equation. Work on self. If when it resonates you see it, otherwise, you see how this works out.

And you can work something into this. Should i make it blank. I can. I can do something else on those nights. But it is open. You can join others in the practice. I think so. I learn something in that equation. And it grows from there. I like my wallpapers. It doesnt have to resonate with you.

It goes on random i think. It goes through the list but the image is centered like that. I can work on my own. Come back up then come in. The point is that you apply pressure in that way. They cant see it because they play like singles when the only thing they can do is doubles.

I dont have to point that out. The ones in my community resonate and know the value. You publish one each week. The ones that resonate with you are the ones you can work with. I can publish one new each weekday then another one on the weekend. The new ones get published for later.

This way i work with something and the later is for something. HTen you can work something out later. But you have a full activity on here. Now you see. Let's get going. You have much on your plate this way. It is the over-thinking that gets to you. Lets see how this goes.

And they are over-thinking all this. I see that. It is that instinct to come across and cut angles. It's not the baseline rally. The point is that you position or place the ball so it is poachable. You do htat and then you can work something out. 

Do you have to point out what's not happening on there. I'm not really sure. But they can see sense you are consistent and putting the ball back. That's the idea on there. It's not really that you practice much but that you work on all levels. 

I think that's a desperation call. Anyway, you have this in place. Why not put it out there instead. When does the season end? It's just trouble getting players. I can build my own team this way. I talk to people in the court anyway. 

I can work something out. This way, you have something on there and people are building up anyway. Or not. You have this and it's not active. What else can you do on here. I'm not sure. Work on self. You resonate with your community and it comes to you. 

You know how that works. You dont have to go on tehre. Just do this. There's so much patterning there. HOw does that work for you. Open up. The questions open up a doorway or path in the head. What is that noise. 

Observe, allow. Is it best to do the zen thing? It is this and that. It's connected. But you have temperance in place anyway. I'll bring tea for tonight. We have much in there and it's just junk food anyway. You have options for the no meal conversation.

And that's what you have here. If that doesnt resonate, i think you see how this is junk in there. You can work something out instead. Ok. I get that part. You build up in this direction and see what comes relevant or not. The meeting is this sunday.


testing ideas to get job

 ok. Today was productive. I have one report on the repository. At least this shows what i've done, together with everything else in that repo. 

For someone in the know, that should give them enough information about what i'm doing. I needs to address more of the uncertainty. HOw to do that. I'm not sure at this time. Just continue on. I be taking a break for now as i've reached the 5-hour limit on claude.

I be coming back to that at around 9 or so. I'll be up until midnight anyway. This lets me use the app twice a day. This is more than enough. Soon as i level up or resonate with that frequency, i'll get the subscription. This way i can use indefinitely.

What's different this time? I may have to move inter-state. This means less of the frequency on that and more of the one on here. I can work with that. Plus there'd be people i'll be working with. I can hang out with them. Or not. We'll see how it goes. 

Definitely there'll be explorations on the different hobbies on my bucket list. I can do remote work and fly in every now and then for in-person meets. That works out for me. I may have injury on the ankle or heel. Enough rest in 3 days and i'll be back next week for comp.

Let it simmer for now. I have confidence in this direction. It's what i've been doing all this time. It's having the context to run these audits and assessments and tests. Plus the ability to talk about these things as they resonate anyway.

I can do that this. Just do this. Then you can make that repository private soon as you are on board. I can leave a number of things out there. Ok. I see what you means there. It's just this. And you continue on with this and that. 

You can do two or three reports. I be building up from there. There's always one anyway. I can also do forensics on that. But it's not really something i can do but i am big fish in this pentest pond. It's a big pond, but compared to blue team and red team and in between ponds, the pentest pond is relatively smaller.

Ok. I am building in this direction. Eventually i be contractor and can work from anywhere. This is remote work and it is possible as it is independent of location as you have security clearance with this. I sent in that application although i'm not sure if the link works. 

Now you know. The link works on incognito. They should be able to access that file folder even if not logged in. Everything else is set to private or on gitignore. I have this in place. That means that you have much in there that should get their attention.

You are working with uncertainty. My job is clarity because that's my reflection. You redirect from certainty to clarity. Now that's what is different. What ocmes next. Finish this up. Then you have plenty on there to work with. I can work on that video today. 

The intention is to publish one video each week. I want to do that latest one. I'm a fan and they won this tim. The opponent was formidable and broke my theory about singles playing doubles. 

There's so much on here. Let's work on that next. I be doing this in between. This is my workflow. And i am headed in that direction. It's clear that the account is the only thing that's missing. Soon as it's there, we get that rolling the following month.

One video per week seems to work. Leave it at that. This is what's relevant for me now. If that gets flagged, then i can do something else. Right now it's this and that. See what you get outo f it. This is what's relevant. 

I think you see the connection with this one. I do a lot of typing on this. You wouldnt believe how much typing goes into this until you are in that frequency. And that's why i changed keyboard layout. 

And it's paid huge in how easy for me to type on the computer. And laptop. Because i have mechanical keyboard on the desktop. I can move this to laptop at any time. I think you can move to that neighborhood next time.