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 again overwhelmed, anxious. I am not allowing. I have control and negs in place. I wake up like this, but i use it to put me into awareness.

I have seen this before. I am aware of it. There is no need to control this even. It's just another part of the control issue. But i have choice. That's what is important. I have other things to do in the meantime. I have the channel. It's got a thousand views each week. 

Right now it's given me 3k views from last week. That's a lot if you ask me. And it keeps going and i have enough videos to last until march next year. I can take it easy on that. In the meantime, publish older ones as you go along. 

HOw come it works this time? Idk. But i have the recipe on here and it just works. Done and sorted. By the time i finish these, i'll do the laundry hang outside. Why was that in the sidewalk? I think they were cleaning up the car call it ayos-ing inside or something.

Again the hyphenate. That is invalidating the experience. But you can shift that. I see it there. HOw come this works some time, others not. You have it in there. Not comm is part of the equation. Work on self. If when it resonates you see it, otherwise, you see how this works out.

And you can work something into this. Should i make it blank. I can. I can do something else on those nights. But it is open. You can join others in the practice. I think so. I learn something in that equation. And it grows from there. I like my wallpapers. It doesnt have to resonate with you.

It goes on random i think. It goes through the list but the image is centered like that. I can work on my own. Come back up then come in. The point is that you apply pressure in that way. They cant see it because they play like singles when the only thing they can do is doubles.

I dont have to point that out. The ones in my community resonate and know the value. You publish one each week. The ones that resonate with you are the ones you can work with. I can publish one new each weekday then another one on the weekend. The new ones get published for later.

This way i work with something and the later is for something. HTen you can work something out later. But you have a full activity on here. Now you see. Let's get going. You have much on your plate this way. It is the over-thinking that gets to you. Lets see how this goes.

And they are over-thinking all this. I see that. It is that instinct to come across and cut angles. It's not the baseline rally. The point is that you position or place the ball so it is poachable. You do htat and then you can work something out. 

Do you have to point out what's not happening on there. I'm not really sure. But they can see sense you are consistent and putting the ball back. That's the idea on there. It's not really that you practice much but that you work on all levels. 

I think that's a desperation call. Anyway, you have this in place. Why not put it out there instead. When does the season end? It's just trouble getting players. I can build my own team this way. I talk to people in the court anyway. 

I can work something out. This way, you have something on there and people are building up anyway. Or not. You have this and it's not active. What else can you do on here. I'm not sure. Work on self. You resonate with your community and it comes to you. 

You know how that works. You dont have to go on tehre. Just do this. There's so much patterning there. HOw does that work for you. Open up. The questions open up a doorway or path in the head. What is that noise. 

Observe, allow. Is it best to do the zen thing? It is this and that. It's connected. But you have temperance in place anyway. I'll bring tea for tonight. We have much in there and it's just junk food anyway. You have options for the no meal conversation.

And that's what you have here. If that doesnt resonate, i think you see how this is junk in there. You can work something out instead. Ok. I get that part. You build up in this direction and see what comes relevant or not. The meeting is this sunday.