flys are everywhere

i'm not keen about her ideas. It doesn't jive with me but i ive her space for it. That's too fancy a bike for me. I'm not into fancy or sport bikes. I just like bikes that are functional. I don't leave my bikes without having to see it in one minute. Otherwise, i look for a more secure place before i leave.

Given that, how do you shift into that. I don't know. But this daughter is about to leave and then she'll come back for it. I think it's a waste of time and resources but she's fine with it. I don't have to go there. I can simply write about this one. Do i have to create that content. I don't think i have to. That is not mindin my business.

Why limit your audience with content that needs translating. I don't agree with her. How do you create videos like that. Someone has to go create that video or you come back and take the shot then go back do it again. But that is not how i see things. I would rather do something else altogether. How do i shift into this one. I'm not sure. The first day, i did two deliveries and i was out for two days. This time i can go for ten or more, then i' be recovering for two days.

How can he afford all that. I don't get it. Is it big hat no cattle? It could be. How do you sustain that. You can easily grab one from ali. I don't buy into that. The lens may be great but it's too pricey for me. Not my cup of coffee. I'd like to ride but the legs need recovering. Only son be home. I can go out later. I'm doing things she wouldn't understand.

It would be fun to gett into that though. Then you will find a way to inc that into the process. I think it is a gimbal like that. Too expensive there. But i have this here with me. Let's see how these things go. It's all connected anyway. I don't know what comes out of this. I don't really want to spend time with her right now. Why is that. Negative energy in me i guess. Too hot to ride outside.

What if i rode through dinner until midnight. That sounds like fun. Are there shops open until then. Will people order. Mcd's are open. I can go for that but i gotta line up thru drive thru. This guy is probably looking for a new place. I don't think they are just making the best out of the situation. New dog. That be fun for the new dog. I can do somethnig like it. They have bikes inside the house.

Wife has plenty of baggage. I don't have to deal with that. Is there something i can do here? Of course. I can be responsible to her. I can choose my response. Why is there jbl speakers. Maybe it works with the phone on bluetooth. That makes him hear the stuff but that is added cost. I don't have to go there. I always have choice here. I can ride that way or not. Do you need a pack that big. I'm watching the video.

It be fun to have a big pack. I uess i am headed in that direction. This guy spends a lot on those things. I don't have to. But hat's hime. I threw out the magnetic lens. I thought i'd never use it. Now it sits there and i'm not using it. There is wanting in me. I guess that be the contrast. That looks ok though on him. I guess the size i got wasn't a good fit or something. But i never did try it out. It looks ok though.

The guy has expensive equipment. Six weeks until wedding and wife says she would have lost the weight by then. That's up to her. I start fast today. How many hours has it been. Fourteen hours. That's his wife. They hang out together. She likes to ride as well. That's a big huge pack. There is a market but do you want that on your back? I prefer to have it in front of me on the rack.

Then i don't really need it. This guy has a lot of bikes. He also has those equipment. They don't have kids. They live together because of the company. I can get me one of those. That is a lot of toys. He probably gets a new bike once every two years looking at the pictures he has on that video. I don't think i'd go there but now that i'm on my bike all day, that could be a possibility.

That is something there you can do. What are the other options. Finish writing. I need to screenshot that bike serial number. I'll do that later. Those bags are too big. Why am i drawn to it. My packs are hardly full and it's the small one i use everyday. Anyway, i guess i don't really need one. It be great to ride around new york.

Are there more mecs doing gigs in there. Could be. There be other options. I will look into it. When you move, you gotta check what the situation is. I can learn them by riding though. It's how i got the lay of the land on this one. There is one big hill and that's in milford. There's another one headed into devonport but i seldom go there. I can handle that once every hour. I recover enough in one hour.

Do i have to go there. I don't have to. What was the smoke about. It is a long ride going there. It's a festival i guess. I don't have to go there. You see the outliers. Check out the median and see if i's a frequency i can match. Or not. I really needs a phone bag. I can check out ali for that. Should have ordered that one some time ago. Right now it's tight but let's see how it goes.

Is this too long. It is a thousand and seven hundred words per session. Plenty flies this time. Am i hungry. The stomach is discomfort there. Plenty rides. How do you promote something like it. I don't think they are working towards that but it's not here and now. She complains. Maybe that's why they don't want to hang out with her. I don't know.

But it is always about who you are. You never put it out there or something. If you tend to blame people out then there is an issue there. That is fixie he's riding. No brakes. That's not me. Too much effort there. That is a huge pack. Not for me. My bike is to weildly but if you put that on my back it's a painful ride. I really don't need one then. Just keep writing. Write about thesethings. I am headed there.

I am that person here and now. No need for conditions. I am burned on that arm. I need a shirt that's sleeveless. How do i get this energy. I drink plenty of water. That helps a lot. I have another bottle in the freezer. These flys are everywhere. You can arrange something in there. I take a nap later. Did i fall asleep earlier? I think so. I feel rested when i got up. Then you did.

Is this so much better than going to work. Of course. Anything is better than that. They don't want you seeing that as it affects everyone else. I thought that was my phone. I can create a channel for the locals. It don't have to be fancy. Just me riding around. But how do you create one in there. I'm not sure really. Is it too much trisk?

That is headed into that bridge. I write much. What's she put in there. I don't know. She put tape into it. What time do we leave. Flys everywhere. It has my attendion. Is it in the awaress as well. This one dont land easy. It takes a while o land. Do nothing. Finish writing then get on with your day. I don't have to g othere. Just do this. Plenty of flats. I don'tthink it be nice to ride with phone.

It's a risk i dont have to do now. Maybe in the future. Only doing this then. What else is there. I think i got full pay even though i did not show up three days. Then you got something out of it. I got shades coming in. Might be here next year new year. Also a rain poncho making it possible to ride through rain. It's a full time gig now. I don't have to tell her as she won't get it. What pack is that.

think i have

i went back to spotify. Their interface is so much better than ytm. The issue i have was that the account was hacked just like that and others complained on it as well. I'll give it a few before testing. I am testing now.

It's bright sunny and blue skies outside. I'll do mecs today friday. It was slow last night, did about four deliveries. It was ok. I was in much better shape. Coming home i rode up the milford hill. I couldn't do that before. I am in much better space now and that is a plus. No expectations. I did have that last night. I allow myself to be there.

Saw this mecs indian guy on motorbike. I think he also saw my bike. Got an order shortly thereafter. This guy works the area. How many are there? Not sure but there's this other app i can check out. I'll see later. It doesnt use up as much data so i can stick with the current plan. I don't use videos on the job anyway. I use the audio and that's why i use yt than spot.

Spot only has podcasts. I haven't tried those yet. I have a blog. I was saw this ad on reddit. Sounds too much like upwork. I dont...not my preference. It sounded ok but it's not me. I'll find different resonance. I better do yoga soon. Not should. Something i prefer. After new year. Wife be home today. Friday but leaves for work later this afternoon. I like them hips doing yoga. I see more of that in there.

Renovations being done on that strip mall. They are updating the place. Means the owners are making moolah off that. There's always someone who's going to complain about it. I'm not sure how to get to that level but i trust the creation. I have timing on my side and everything is where it should be. I write better from this energy. Trust synchronicity. And i have access to the creation. That's more than anything you can get.

How do you quantify that. You show by the work you've done. Then i can test this see how it goes. What else is there. I'm not sure. Are there others on the same level here. I can do landing page copy again. It's my perspective but you see how these things resonate with you. Are there ads on this level. I think so. I'll try that again later. There must be an app for that.

There is, but they won't talk about it now as other devs be working to neutralize that soon. The quality here be not as good. I can get something later. Right now, i hardly use it when i'm outside. I have everything good and in place right now. Keep it there and see how it goes. I hardly go there anyway. It only plays in the background like this. I would rather pick up a skill when i'm out there.

And i get insights when things quiet down in the head. I am having fun look forward to getting out each time. I finish that then get home then go out again in the afternoon for the dinner shift. And i am having fun did i mention that. And i get to the other side each time. And this is where i prefer to be. Now let the energy flow through and see the reflection. You'll get there. Trust the timing. When you see it you'll know.

I have web dev skills as well which may come in handy with a small agency. There be plenty of them out there and i can pick up the outliers. I think that is the more common soure. Look into this. Ok. I now have spot installed on the phone. I can listen through the ads for now. Trust the timing on this one. It's going to resonate. It's all here and now. You are simply on a different channel. Trust the timing on this one.

New year is coming up. Can i handle that. Of course, why not. I have more than enough to cover this. It's creation flowing through you. Then you can connect. You find synchronicity in everything anyway. I enjoyed the ride down there. Trust the timing on this one. Do you have to change things around? I believe so. I can put that on my card but with an extension you can get everyone else on that.

But it's not something i can use on my line of work? I believe so. It's not a safety issue. It's to quiet the mind when working. That helps then. You will have everyone else on the gig. I will look into it. For now, only do this. There be plenty out there for you. The image rotates. I did not write last night. I was tired. But when i went to bed, the sleep wasn't there immediately.

I guess i wasn't that tired then. I think i have a lot of songs in here. Then it can add more when needed. How come it's only 99 songs. I think when you are on this plan it gets cut somehow. Not good if you ask me. I used to enjoy this track if i remember correctly. How do i put this on the expense pad. It's family. Will have to add them as shareholders. I will look into that soon as cash flow is regular.

Right now it is. Respond as such. You know the drill on this one. Trust the timing. See how it goes. I don't have to go there. How can it not be creative enough. Meaning there's more to it. How can you be living well. I have that talent. It's not even talent. It's a connection to flow. If so, everyone has access to it. You only needs it to flow through. You catch it all, then sort later.

Is that how you do things? Sometimes yes. When i don't get in the way, yes. How do i put this in a box that when i get a new box i can simply put them in. You already know these things. Trust that and you'll know what to do. I like this already. I like the vocals and there's that twist in there at high notes. And then there's also the rhythm. I miss that station. It used to be good.

It's all me anyway. I have it in here. But not everyone appreciates that. Why the limit when you have advertising anyway. Not really sure. That drives people away and i tend to stick with what i got. Then i may not go there anymore. Just do it this way. You'll see the reflection. You get feedback how you are doing. And i see it everyday. Thene you are lined up. She sleeps soundly through the morning.

Soon as there's light i wake up. I take a nap later in the day though. I can join them for late lunch later after the lunch gig. For now, i write. No expectations. Only doing this. And then it takes on the last few music tracks i listened to. I trust this timing for now. I found it boring back then but this is just me. I have this and the longest one is still one year. I have never gone beyond that. This here is me now.

I can go for long on this and i get more efficient. Then let's see where this is headed. At least we have cash flow with this one. You don't have to worry much. Only trust the timing on this one. They add up but you always know what to do about it. It's all here. I get that and then simply doing this. I listened to it when i finished work.

It was different around here. I go the long way ride easy to warm up them legs. Then i rush on every mecs. I take it easy coming back. This is how i do things. What comes next i am simply open. I do my best and then trust synchronicity. These are the three things i remind myself each morning. No expectations. It works out well for me.

And this is how i spend the rest of my days. It did change. It changed for alignment. Not saying better. It's more aligned with what i prefer. And this is the energy you want to expand on scale out leverage. And that's all you need. No complications. Trust the timing on this one. I don't have to go there. This is where i am now. I finish these then post. Do you need black background? Things are different now.

for the kids

it doesnt have to be fancy or high paying. You just gotta enjoy it. I'm not sure about that theme though. I feel like having that blog is overrated. Then this is the path for me. What can i do here. I can create one on my own then grow it from there. But it's too much trouble.

I could have just gone for a blogger then see where that leads to. I have poop coming up. Daughter is still using the bathroom. I'm going to have to finish these. Wife not talking to me. How come he can afford all those bikes on a messenger salary. Is it the channel. He has 32k subscribers. It's not millions like the popular ones. How can you swing that then.

She is aiming to visit manila again. How can she afford that. She is going for a loan. Not good but she pays for her own stuff so i don't have to deal with that. Do they have an ecommerce thing. Perhaps. But that don't scale as much. You gotta do a lot of things in there. This hing here can. At least the apache server worked out of the box. Do i play with this now. I guess so.

What was wrong with all the others. If she is not going to be talking to me like that i'm outa here. I can simply go out and ride my bike. Shops are closed today. I start the fast today at noon. Easier this way. Next stop is new years eve. Then we do another week on there. I can swing that over. What comes next. I'm not sure. Simply finish writing here.

Do i go to fiverr. I don't think i can get something in there. But it was fun back then. What comes next. I don't know. Simply do this for now. Those are stickers or something. I think so. Those are expensive equipment. He makes his own bags. That's a lot of things to sort through. I am looking for an easy way out. Does she not care that i needs to be writing here.

What's the point for the bag. It's huge. I dont think it's aero even. Just act on your excitement here. You can get to that other side anyway. What comes next in here. I don't know. Simply write. I don't have to go there. I think it still rains though. What else can i do here. Is that a workspace. It looks like it.

What's he up to then. What can i do for now. I needs something else to get this going. I'm not sure. Just write. That's too funky a bike. Notmy type. Those be fonts. This guy is a designer of sorts. Am i not that. Then i don't have to be. I'm not sure about this design. Then i can make my own. I can change the font. Then i can change other stuff in there. Or i can start with a bare thing then grow from there.

I think you have underscores in there. I can use that. There's a lot of tutorials in there. That could be a work in progress for me. It don't have to be fancy. There's a lot in there for you to work through. I don't want to be dev anymore. What can i do here itm. Not sure. Those straps are for gopro. You see where that came from. Tomorrow i rides.

I can go out drive daughter home. Hat's a lot of people in there. Do i want to go that way. That's traffic. What can i do in here. Is that a video i want to see. Not sure. Shops are closed i can simply ride out. This is the first year we are not going on a trip. March we have a wedding to attend to. I'll be sorted by then.

I have weeks to break. Then i do a twenty one day fast. That's a really extended fast. Just do this. Be in the moment. Where else can i go. Just get out somehow and see where this is headed. Why not just go. If she's not ken to be there for you why not go. I choose to be here then. I see that. Then i can be something here. What else is there.

Go for the ride. I can go for that pack but it's not mine anyway. I can get there evenntually. I have a good pack here with me. That one is an ortlieb. She is watching that thing again. I'll just head outside and see what happens. Is there anything else for me. I can do this. I am doing this. Just get this over and done with. Do i have to recharge phone.

Not really. I can take a nap but her noise is too much and she'll just be eating in there. I did not have to be support for people dying. It was all mine. Hers is in there but it is in her light to go, so i won't stop her. That's her process. We get out of each other's way. So be it. I keep writing. I am not sure what comes out of this.

I'm not sure what to do next. Just write then see how things go. I'm done with that one. Is there something else here i can do. I needs to change that up but a site up and running be good enough. I don't have to change that over. I can start over and move the other one. It's cheaper and i can work with it moving forward. The prices is good for two years so i'll stick with that one.

I don't have to go there. Just do this. The video is finished. Maybe i can find something here that works out. Itm, i can be riding again. How can you afford all those toys. I am not sure. Is it the channel. It could be. He also has these other things that could be adding to it. He even got himself a new bike. Butthat is not mine. There could be something else here. Maybe it'stime to move on.

It looks like it. I stuck around for the kids. It feels like it. She don't really care much anyway. I'm wasting my time here. Then i can explore opportunitiesfrom here on. That's where it's headed then. Simply write about it, ride and then it shifts. This is how i use up the energy. This is how it shifts. This is how i create universes. And what comes next in here. Not sure.

Finish these then i can see what comes next. Those are new tires. Why do i have to spell things that way. It feels like a dead end now. I guess it is over. It's just waiting to die. I am not headed there. I have plenty on my bucket. I am on the halfway point. I don't have to go tthere. Ten years be like that and you time flys and you are different. I get how these things work.

Then what do i do inhere. I can ride in the city. It might rain. Or not. What comes next. Simply enjoy the moment. You have it all in here anyway. I can find other things anyway. I can repeat that then see how things go. Do you need that other part. I guess so. How come it was so easy in there. I don't know. I can repeat that and see what comes out of it.

Then we will see what comes out of this. That is the wife or the sister. I think that is the wife. They are fixing flats. That one did not come through. I let go of it. They may have to get rid of those things. I don't have to see what comes out of it. Just trust the timing. You have it in here. You go for that and you see what happens. And then what. No kids. I don't know.

But then i finish these and move on. At least she is finished. I think it's time to move on now. What comes next. I'm not sure. You can do it that way, or not. But i know how to fix these things and then i can do what comes next. I've been cooped in here for some time now. Just get out and see how it goes. I'm done already. Do something else. Shift your creation and experience the difference.

can make something

it's almost seven. Two days to christmas and it's raining. It's usually like this? Not really, but it is opportunity for me to integrate everything.

Is my chair off center? I miss my good music. Where do i get that. Why not connect to the rhythm in your heart. Thi is why music couldn't realy fill you up. It's a void made for creation to flow through. And you listen to it. And what do i do now. I sit this one out and by noon time tomorrow if lightsail still doesnt work, either i stay with blogger or open a droplet.

I can tune in to tune out wife's tv. But you can use that as part of your process. I used to walk home in this kind of rain. It's no longer me. Things are different now. The response is different and now i resonate who i am. How do i tune that out. Is there anything else i can listen to? Radio.

That's better. I can tune in to something else. I can resume rides, take it as far as it will go and building up this business. No expectations. Simply get back to writing. I can provide outsource work. It's worked for others, why not me. Then you resonate with that. You are crafting campaigns instead of just writing copy.

Then it is there for you. Writing one copy is feels myopic shortsighted. I think you needs to do campaigns but you gotta analyze how things are working then pick up from there. How long in between blitzes. I don't know. But if i get to that bridge, i'll know how to cross it. I have this bible and it's my edge. Maybe i can write about that one instead. How do you tune in with them. I don't know. But i can do a campaign for my own business here.

How or what void are you going to fill in. Those that are already doing good and want to tweak the campaign to get better results. How do you connect with them. I am not sure yet but i am open. I can write from seven until ten. Then i take a break do mecs. I come back at two, get a nap and shower. I go out again at five come home at nine then do more writing until midnight.

This is going to be the grind? Why not. It sounds good. I get to ride everyday and then come home write and build up the business. The mecs allows me to compost ideas while outside doing something else repetetive. Poor kid got expelled. That is the feedback of his choices. Let it be so. What comes next. At least the kid was a tool to make that happen. He was that strong.

These are in agreement. He is probably in trouble now with his own parents who bully him around. He learns from the parents. Am i abusing the kid. No. I am teaching him how tto use it. This here is an old track. I guess this is what the radio is about now. I was able to bring in a few tracks. But did it stop my pings. I don't know. I have beef in the oven. I can use that for tomorrow when i break the fast. Or not. But it be there for me.

And we have that coming in christmas eve. Are the two working tomorrow. Is she going to sleepover. We usualy have them midnight. Then we keep that online. This so kids can do their christmas stuff with the significant others that they have. Or not. Anyways. It's raining. This is a different christmas. It could be snow. But it is global warming.

Do you even need snow here. Not really. Things are so different now. That is a fitt body. Does she have a well running system. That could be it. Am i in that space. Why not. I can go to bed soon. Here be kids that needs to get picked up. Why doesn volume go down automatically. I don't know. Maybe it is a built-in safety system. Can you make a story out of it.

I guess so. That was a turning point. It was a fluke that she found the kids in that river stretch. I gave up on that already. But that was the story. I hear this one often. The phone can last one more year, two maybe. I simply need one for the mobile data. How do you get to that side. Not sure yet. How else can i use this energy.

Simply sit through it. It's there for a reason. I can make something out of this? Why not. Am i giving things away. Not really sure. Simply go there because i have a wordpress site and i help out with the charity. That is the story here and it is also about php and i went there and it went nowhere. It never really picked up. It's like that next big thing. Things just quieted down.

It be nice to do mecs work in that area. It looks flat but everything else is uphill from there. How do you manage all that. Not sure yet. I'll cross that bridge when i get there. Itm wife is going to eat junk food until midnight. I simply cooked the brisket because it might go stale. If i am hungry later i can have that. If not, do something else. I am not hungry.

Then i just write. I don't have to do much of anything else. You can write this. What is the point to all this. Get an outline for the message so you'll know where it's going. Where can you find that. Aida. That is a basic one you can use for writing and public speaking. I think i have a differetn outline in my notes. Anyways, just keep writing here. Fill in the page.

How do i get that customer. Get someone online. Or not. You can network and build with other people. You can do consults. It's the point to all this. You can see where this is headed. You can be impartial about it. What is the image. Does it align with everything else. I am no expert here. I am simply building up this page. Do they contact you from there. I don't have to go there.

And then what comes out of it. Do i get to work with agencies. I think so. That is the endgame here. It looks like what's on the horizon. When i getthere, it'll expand automatically. But for now, that is the direction i'm headed. Why does it light up and off. I don't know. Does it take up energy. Of course perhaps. I don't know. I can test it out. I have that. It's going o be raining much. She is content just to sit in front of the tv and eat.

Not me. I would rather do something else. We have coke in the freezer. I'll do that after i finish these. There's a meetup coming soon. I'll be ready and prepared. Do i have to learn that much. I think css and bootstrap will help. I will look into it. And what do you want to achieve with this one. I don't know just yet. But ride this wave till you get there.

And it was in alignment. But it pushed me to the deep end and i survived and i gott a lot out of it. Then you are gained something out of it. You have expanded. Let's see where this is going this time. It is different. Nothing is the same. You never cross the same river twice. See how it goes. You will get sorted different this time. I have cash flow from the rides.

I also put in to the botfarm. These are the path i'm in. Even if it were to just get me going in this direction, i am taking this path. This is more in line with my preference. Let's keep to it. I have that. It's all energy. And you use up the energy as change is the only constant. Then you create the energy universe which manifests as reality experience. You already know that.

out the hardware

write first, videos later. It might not really fill that void, better to write for now. That car leaves early. I guess it's christmas weekend. Things are quiet out there, or not. We'll see. But i'm not happy there. Not the brand or anything else. My spirit was dying energy not preferred.

It's better this way outside riding bikes. I have fun. I accomplish. I add to self esteem. I know what to do. But that was part of the process. I got something out of it so that's ok. Everything be like that anyway. Let's get going here see what comes out. Plenty of these videos were not thought out well but that may have been the best back then.

How can i do videos. I don't have cameras so you won't see me ridin on them. What else is possible here and now. That bike wouldn't be so fast. Do i need a backpack like that. Wouldn't it be better to have it in front when riding. The rack would still be there anyway. If i got me a pack, that would cost much. Why not use it as an incentive.

I can do that. Get a pack in three months or so. I'd still ride. It's fun. Would i let writing get in the way? What's fun about it. I'm not sure. But this time i know better so let's see what comes out. I am open. I do my best. I trust synchronicity. These three be my mantra.

This bike here be perfect for mecs work. I can ride with that. Those leather saddles are ideal as well. But that gap in middle is key. Yesterday it wasn't comfortable. Maybe it was the shorts. Them spandex wasn't as cool. You need great legs and an ass to get that working. I wonder how things were like back then.

I had things lined up. It was great. That stretch was perfect and had fun. There were ups and downs. See that now and created them. I am a more active creator now. I am responsible for my resonance and creation. I can go have coffee there. That be fun. Then i can ride out to venue. It's an uphill thing but i can able am to ride that through.

I work until two, go home, then start over again at five or six. Finish at eight or nine, even ten. I recharged me light. I have that battery up and running then. I think wife turned off them lights. I like them christmas lights at night when i am alone here. It sets ambience. Things line up for me well. It's been fun this way. I use the energy. I have creation and flow. These two in my bag.

I check mail to see what's in there. Not much right now. There's less demand for it. I can go check that out. The copy isn't spot on atm. I'll change that later on. Do i write copy. I guess so. Do i need a server? That is the question. I can do blogger and update that site. It doesnt really need a wordpress thing although that will come in handy.

What if things were to line up this time, what would be. I have that as my call card although you don't really need those. I can be found that way. Can i write about those things. Perhaps not. I see things not lined up not preferred and i can let go. I have me a cool bike and bought it myself. How do i get around this here. Use it as backup. There be times i might not be able to get that sorted.

But it's all lined up right now. I use it much often and i have this in place. It's all lined up. I allow. I choose what i prefer. I guess it has to do with how you pse lined up. That's what i do. That is a placeholder. I attend these meetups, those that resonate with me. They have that means they are looking to make that work.

But who goes there. People with sites. People who maintain them. I can get me in front of that group. Then i can talk to people. I can ride bike going there and it takes three hours unless i get the ferry. That be fun that way. I'll go check that out. Otherwise, get the bike on the bus. Where would you put them. Not really sure.

They need to have racks on those buses. How else do i get home from there. I get picked up. Then i can check out the boosts on that neighborhood. Where do i leave bike. It's a long way three hours from there plus hills. I can go see. But on days off i would rather give these legs a break. I don't ride continuously but i can ride on and off for the whole day.

Then its not that bad. I am using this energy here. It's three days to go. That day is uneventufl though full of crass commercialism and consumerism. I would rather enjoy the quiet nights the week before. That lines me up. But that's my opninion. I keep to mine. If they had it there it would be fun. Why not move to singapore.

Or why not new york? It's where i would rather ride anyway. How do i do that. How much would it cost? Where do i stay and what about the bike. I can walk in bring it here. And it be fast getting here to there around. But uphill, that costs extra minutes and i'm ok with it. I can make it through. I had a good time coming back though.

I could have gone one more. I needs plastic for that. I'll go check out the hardware store and see what i can get there. They needs a bike rack. How come they don't have one. Maybe i can get me better locks? Not really. I'll get one from ali but the one i have is good anyway. Keep it there that way. Wife leaves early. She comes home early.

I'm done there. I have something that works now. Let's see how things go from here. I change those things. What kind of writing do they prefer. Video scripts. I can do that. I used to create them myself. It's a trigger to get their minds going. Then they don't really use those. I am getting something out of it. Right now, i prefer to do this more.

Then how to expand. I see opportunity for expansion. Let's get this sorted now and see. Wife gets up early. I am done here soon. But finish writing and then get to something else. It's the finished product you seek. Why not take a screenshot while you do research then do things from there. I get that. Then i can put together notes then create copy out of structure.

That's how i used to write. How else can i get tis sorted. I can put in money where there is cash flow. This way things are working for you and you can deduct that from cost and then see how they line up. It's all for you here anyway. You know what the energy is like. Simply write about it. Get to the other side.

Someone came home yesterday. I thought felt like i couldn't sleep but i did. I slipped into dreamland. It's not something you turn on and off. It sometimes feel so tired that it's just good to lie down. That i do today. I can start early or finish late. Why not go straight into it. I take a nap someplace then start over again. You know the drill. I may have to shower when i get home but that's the part of it. It's all connected anyway.

they were lost

it was raining today. I ordered rain ponchos, should arrive by january or so. Right before autumn. Not sure yet how i'd handle winter and storms. Maybe by then wife would have moved to aus. We'll see. I'll be open about it, do my best each time, choose my excitement.

I can't sleep. I'll save it for later then. It's already eightpm. I do mecs tomorrow. Today is thursday. A relative has cancer just found out. He won't last long. Told my wife that if i were in that position that they let me go. I may have to announce that. The sooner the better. The process is there anyway. I removed some files. I removed the smaller file size, those below fifteen minutes.

Most of these are simple tracks. There be a time when they only have the latest ones. I think i'm on that stage already. I have that dialogue and guidance on demand. Then you don't really need to listen to this anymore. Is she from a rich family. I don't think so. But she does get support. Does that happen everytime. I don't know. There is only one way to find out.

I am fasting now. This way i get to tomorow i would have been fasting twenty four hours. Then i come home break that fast, then do another one. I think when i take a break i do a twenty four hour fast. I am slouching. I don't really want to listen to anything. For now i just write. I am excited about doing mecs work tomorrow. I put the panniers on the washte.

It doesn't come naturally yet. But it'll get there. I'll have several bags with me when i go tomorrow. I want to test the panniers if they can hold those bags. If so, i can drop that other one. If not, they go and the main bag stays. It's just so big though. But it's there for a reason. We'll see how it goes. Maybe there is something i can do about it. Let's keep it open.

I can do something else when i'm done here. I miss that kid. Is this the first christmas? I don't think so. It was last year. That's a biggie. What goes in there. I don't want that on my bakc. I would rather have it on the bike and me pushing behind it. That looks cool. But it'll be freezing then. I can work something out. Let's see how it goes.

What are my other options. Winter is coming. If you ride car, might as well do it in the city. What are my other options here. Not really sure. Trust the timing. You'll know what to do. This ones are water easy dry. I can work with that. I ride much and when it gets to freezing i'm sure i'll do something else instead. What comes next. Not sure. But it is synchronicity for me. That's a light green motif.

Not for me. I don't really miss it as the bike i have is awesome. I love it and it is a good fit. Now i know what a good fit bike feels like. I can stay on the saddle for much longer. Let's see how it goes from here though. My wrist hurts. If i am depressed then so be it. I know understand the definition on this. I can write about things. I don't have to go there. Has that comedian passed away. I guess so. What else is there anyway.

How do i get to ten pm. I don't know. I can write much about it, then go to bed. One daughter is at work. Which card used it i don't know. It doesn't show but i can check on that. The car got sorted. We'll be going there from here on. I wonder how he could have missed that one. At least we are moving forward from here. Then we can get other things sorted.

For now, only do this. For mechanical you go to that. They have plenty competition in there. Is that their car. It could be a partner business. I don't know. At least you see a model in there. I can get an office like that. What comes next. I'm not sure. But if you were wrong about it, you know how to reverse that. Then you have potential with this one.

He is so anxious, i can only show example. I can preach all day but they learn from the examples better. Then i have that energy. Am i an empath? It feels like it. I get them now and then. Why not. If i say i am then i am. Who else is there to refute. I wrote it out. Could say it in less words. I edit later then add words. Now flow comes i write.

No editing. Just write out ideas. No editing when you write. I you they anything. Just do this. Everything is synchronicity. And then i get what it means. I don't have ten years for that. Time is an illusion anyway. I can am be in this moment and it all comes down to this anyway. The outside is an illusion reflection resonance and feedback. Work from here.

Why do i have to save. Not sure. The words are lost. What if they were lost. Then you simply do it over. I have lasses in side pocket. Makes it easy to read. Then i move to the address. I have that area like the back of my hand and i have good navigation. I can take it from there and get here to there. Just write about it and see. Now what. This kid worries about a lot of things. Maybe he sees me writing much.

He is preparing something to eat. I am not really hungry. I am more antsy. I get out tomorrow do mecs work. I am testing other things. But do i really need that. We shall see. I have like four bags there. Of course. Why not just leave out the others. I don't know. I fixed this one. Why not just use this one. I'll bring at least one. Ok. I can work with one. Which side. I don't know.

Try doing something there and just make it work with you for you. Leave the right one. This way i lean it sideways then go. Who's bike is it. It's been there for days and i don't think they'll come back get it. How do you free it. Not really sure. Maybe some rich kid just left it there. I can make good use of it.

Or someone can make good use of it. Not sure but it's not for me to take. I am not that person and it's not me anyway. It is fun to ride. When i get tired i take a nap. What if it rains, go to the library. I can always sleep on some corner in there. That sounds good. I can do the forward sleep so i don't snore. Make it a habit though.

Why yes, i can do it that way. Things slow down at three. That's when i take a nap and i can extend it by one hour so i am fresh for the dinner crowd. Maybe it's the suburbs. Not sure how it goes so just be open and do your best. This is the path then. What comes next. I don't know. I have files in there. They add up. One day off weeks is ok. I can manage. This is me taking care of self.

Legs feel tired, give it a break and you grow stronger. Trust the timing on all this. It's all connected. You have the energy. You create your univeres at each moment. And this is what i do now. This is why it's here. This is the test? Not test, but the reflection and feedback. I see the lag. I use the lag. This way i can tweak it to run the energy better. It's always this way and that.

And that was one session of writing. I can do another one later on. Should i go see a movie. This is so much better. Nothing to worry on a job. It's the same anyways. Simply enjoy this and see how it goes. You can take it this way or that. In the meantime, i only do this. I can take care of that. I don't know how, i trust the timing. It's part of my synchronicity. Then i can make something work here.

how that goes

i am pooped. My legs feel heavy. I am considering taking a break tomorrow. I did well today i guess. It was busy at lunch, slowed down around three whence i took a short quick nap in the library. I need a place to nap. Where will that be.

Somewhere in the beach? That be nice. Where else. Go sit under a tree, lock the bike to your feet. Go to that lake and doze off under a tree. People don't go there much. What other place be nice. I ddont know, not sure. But it be nice to go there. It was productive. I am responding to my limited perspective. What if there was more to this.

For once, there is potential in what i am doing. This is me growing and working on my business. It's not escaping from the negative. I still have contrast here. But i see my response to it. I can choose. I just woke up from nap and i'm still exhaused. Then you best take a nap. It's going to be a long weekend. Is it going to be this quiet. At least i see potential here.

I am tired. What to do in the meantime. Give it one hour. If still tired, go back to bed. You deserve it. At least it was all positive. The only time i went neg was doing nothing. I am growing in fitness here. Also my spirit is alive. What else can i do in here. Not sure. Don't force it though. It'll come to you. You've seen it work before. It's magic. Things just line up and it's perfect. Everything points downstream.

I like this music. It is a repeating pattern. I saved it to a playlist. I'm not sure what to make of this. But it feels like i'm in the path, in the light this time. What happened here. Not really sure. Maybe there was is a story in there. I'm not really sure. Just finish writing. That light is charging. It hasn't done so in a while. At least it's still working. You can look at it that way.

The bike is a good fit. I sits on it all day. It's fast i believe so. I get there sooner and it's easy riding getting back. I could have gone home but i had more than enough cold water that lasted me through the day. I wonder what the wife's schedule is. Kids be working today. I am going back to bed in one hour. Or not. I am awake now, but still tired.

Where should this track be. No movie tonight with wife and kids. I do one meal per day. It's good. I get to ride out a lot and then take it easy later. Maybe there is something else i can do about it. Not right now. It's adjustment time. At least one meal a day works and it saves me money. Do i have to go there with her. Not really. I needs to fix that zipper.

How do i do that. The bag is broken. I can get better bags online. I can get me that big bag but it costs much. Why not a cooler. If it were a pizza bag, that be a problem. Just work with this. I need something for the rain. How do i close that up when it's raining. That be an issue. What else can i do here. Not sure. But i can get me a plastic cover for that bag for when it rains.

I don't know what or which one but i can let it go at that. Just do this for now. I am sure i'll work something out. I go pretty fast. It's rather flat where i deliver. That's good. I can work something out to get effective at it. Efficient could be the work looking for. I am that already. How else. I'm not sure. But i hang out near burger king.

I did two deliveries on that one. It was good. Where else. What was the farthest. Milford. And it was an easy ride back. It was fun. I had fun today. I look forward to tomorrow. How do i scale this up. Not sure yet. Trust the timing on this one. You see the energy in there. You have it in you. Don't look at the illusion. See the feedback.

That means you don't go hard on yourself for not having their path. It's not relevant for you to be therre but you can use that. You are using it already. It don't matter what the circumstance is. The important thing is your energy. Then you can see things from this perspective or that. It's all up to you now. Maybe i can take the bike on the bus.

The rack is so big. I have this down pat. How else can i take a nap around there. Check out the lake. It's quiet there anyway. I can put down the bike and take my nap down there. Which tree. Not sure yet. I like this one. It's one hour long. I can use this as meditation background music of for writing background. How do i download this.

Maybe i don't have to. I saved it already. I can then edit it to remove the early notes. Or not. Simply use it because it's there. What else. There is this expectation that i should write. Am i avoiding it. The energy is not lined up for it. Then i don't have to do it.but whence i sit to write, the flow channels through. These kids can come home later.

Did they ride uber on my card. Let's see how that goes. They needs to pay it back otherwise it's going to be added expense on me and they won't be independent that way. Or not. We can work something out with this. But things will come around. I can take a nap or full on sleep. I get up tomorrow and see how the legs are. It feels heavy this time.

I rode much harder today. I was pretty fast than usual. But those guys were pushing more. It wasn't relevant. I don't have to match that. Simply know that i did good. I am happy with the day with the self. It was a good day. I can't say that of the other things. Maybe this is how things are with me. What positive thing can i do in here. Not sure yet.

City has more hills. I can't ride there. I hardly know them shops. Here i know them and can get them sooner. Delivery takes easy i take a minute to acquaint myself then i'm off. I get there fast, looking for the address is sometimes a challenge but i get by. I know what to do when i get there. Usually they go out and meet me. Then it's all ok.

This is how you do it. Synchronicity abounds. I see it everywhere. It was kinda hot in there. I can find me a different place. Or not. At least i'm in there. I can sleep on those trees there. Where else. What are my other options. I am sure i can find a bench i can lie down on. The church? It's a restricted negative place. Too bad it became like that. They don't get it.

But that's irrelevant for me. I am doing a lot of other things in here. What comes next. Not sure. I simply write for now. It's almost nine and it's dark because of the clouds. We might have rains tomorrow. If so, i take a break for now. I can fix up that bag. How else can i work it out. Not sure. Maybe i can put on another set. Or gets me a different bag.

Be open to the idea. Something comes up usually. Do i do albany. Are there people working that area. I guess so. There's always people ordering anyway. Do they have enough drivers. Who was that guy. Not sure i know him. I don't see him much. How come he knows me. Maybe one of those guys you pass by on breaks. I am assuming that.

pay it off

there's this guy on reddit. He is contemplating suicide because his app dev business is only making 50k each month. This was the annual salary i was making as a slave. He's not happy about it. Talk about perspective.

I don't know just yet how i can scale up to that but gives me an idea where all this can go. Looked it up. He had 50k active users but makes only 50 a month. That's not good. Is that the average. If so, the outliers are there and are showing off. How then would you consider getting into something they tout are such.

Look to median and average. Given the total number, what is in the middle and what's the outliers doing. I've reset my phone. I am thinking of alot of other things. I reset my phone, will return it back. If i can get this for free why not but it is a cheaper one and his phone still works. He doesnt need one just yet. It'll be there when it's ready.

It is a rather expensive toy but if he'll take it as christmas and birthday gift, why not. But then again, i'll be saving up for it anyway. Just do this for now. Keep moving forward. I don't think real estate is the best path for me. It is a job unless you take on added operating expenses to get others working on that business. What is investor mode then? Watch the markets. Trade that. I already have that skill.

Then i can am building up to that level. The hurdle is 12 percent annual. If i do better than that consistently then that's the thing for me. I know how that feels. I am already there then. How do you get that steady and stable. There be less costs to it. It scales easily. It's been there for years and i have had no trouble maintaining the account.

Yet there is fear. This thing has been around for decades. It is a business that i am looking into. How do you shift from here to there. Not sure yet. Conky is working now. It wasn't after that update but it seems to be running on lua now plus that update i made is working it seems. Wife leaves for work today. She does that until wed then she cuts back goes back to night work from there.

That is a concern but she is going to go there late and i can work around it. I'd probably be headed home by then. It can happen. I am not invalidating that. I removed some files last night. Recharge phones while moving files then. I keep going back to that. Let's do somethin else in the meantime. Where are those files. I don't think its' there. Write trade cook. These three are the ideas in my head. I like the idea. It resonates with me.

Let's go there then. My legs feel better now. I can do one more day off but i'd like to get going already. People be rushing here and there. I am done with that. Let's see where this leads to and see how it goes. I'm not that person anymore. Things are different now. You can put a worm into it and have it run on the network over time.

You plant it in. Soon as it connects to a network, it propagates and grows into it burrowing like a real bug. Then it simply multiplies itself in there. You need plenty of programming to make that work. How do you get around those. You identify self as that. But that's ai work already. You see what this is doing here. Do i do that or go into python. Python sounds more fun. I can look into it deeper.

It don't have to be fancy that way. You simply needs the eidea, then grow from there. The point is, pc's and devices are getting faster each year. It can run a python script or create an exe from one. It's been done before. Then i can dive deep into this and see how it goes. You don't have to but if it resonates with you then it is easy work.

But when you do it to get a job, then you are on the wrong track my friend. I like getting around and seeing houses plus see people with the opportunity to rain. That is fun. Then i grow from there. I have plenty of rain that i can tend to and it's within earshot. It's not an expectation but you'll get feedback on this soon. I gotta measure that one and i already have it in place.

Needs to be getting that second bottle for the second round. When mind local takes over things slow down. Simply let it flow thorugh you. Do what works for you. These three has been constantly there over time. Do some travel work as well. I get that point. This is why it's here. This resonates well with me. I can go to that point and all this works out because of the other two.

It's not passion but interest. It's there. You simply let it compost for now. Turn it every now and then. It's like simmering food. You slow cook and let it come to its time. The dots look interesting. Who tends that garden. I'm not sure but you'll see how all this connects anyway. I get that part. For now i write. I don't know how this will turn out. Things just turned and i am outa there. This is all done for me.

How do we get that sorted then. I will look into that and pay it off a dollar at a time. Make it ten a week and you are done. Let's get that sorted then. I was duped into it but i did get something good out of it. Let's get this going then. After that you are scott free. What comes next. I don't know yet. People can notify me when it's done. You know how that feels anyway.

I can ask about it then see how it goes. I was there before. I can go check that out. It works like a fortress. What are they afraid of. That is based on fear. It is not what i prefer. Do something else instead. This guy don't know squat about trading. Mine is simple and it works thus far. I dont have to keep that but i can use it as feedback.

So we keep it there for now. Are people going to pick up on it? Why not. If it works then why not keep it there anyway. Which pair is going to swing wide but come back often. These pairs that are almost the same. They swing within that narrow range. You can keep it there. The swaps are low as well. You know it's going to come back anyway.

I get what you means there. She is getting ready for work soon. I did not hear that alarm go off. Was that phone drained battery? I can write about tese things. You can sort starting december this year and see how things went from there to here. Put a neutral energy meaning tto it. It's all positive anyway. What to do now. Simply grind this out. And it's fun now.

They left in two days. I can look that up. Things were so different back then. I was in the dark. I was depressed. I had to struggle to find something positive about it. And the energy reflection was there. Now i am in positive energy. Synchronicity is the awareness and i see it manifest experience.

You can use key words when you wirte. No need for grammar change that later. Then you come ideas flow write then you dont have to go there. You simply write more about it. Who keeps getting up early in the morning. I can check who that is. I have gigs and it's ten bucks a gig. I can do with two of those. Just to get the working done. Then see how it expands from there.