Somewhere in the beach? That be nice. Where else. Go sit under a tree, lock the bike to your feet. Go to that lake and doze off under a tree. People don't go there much. What other place be nice. I ddont know, not sure. But it be nice to go there. It was productive. I am responding to my limited perspective. What if there was more to this.
For once, there is potential in what i am doing. This is me growing and working on my business. It's not escaping from the negative. I still have contrast here. But i see my response to it. I can choose. I just woke up from nap and i'm still exhaused. Then you best take a nap. It's going to be a long weekend. Is it going to be this quiet. At least i see potential here.
I am tired. What to do in the meantime. Give it one hour. If still tired, go back to bed. You deserve it. At least it was all positive. The only time i went neg was doing nothing. I am growing in fitness here. Also my spirit is alive. What else can i do in here. Not sure. Don't force it though. It'll come to you. You've seen it work before. It's magic. Things just line up and it's perfect. Everything points downstream.
I like this music. It is a repeating pattern. I saved it to a playlist. I'm not sure what to make of this. But it feels like i'm in the path, in the light this time. What happened here. Not really sure. Maybe there was is a story in there. I'm not really sure. Just finish writing. That light is charging. It hasn't done so in a while. At least it's still working. You can look at it that way.
The bike is a good fit. I sits on it all day. It's fast i believe so. I get there sooner and it's easy riding getting back. I could have gone home but i had more than enough cold water that lasted me through the day. I wonder what the wife's schedule is. Kids be working today. I am going back to bed in one hour. Or not. I am awake now, but still tired.
Where should this track be. No movie tonight with wife and kids. I do one meal per day. It's good. I get to ride out a lot and then take it easy later. Maybe there is something else i can do about it. Not right now. It's adjustment time. At least one meal a day works and it saves me money. Do i have to go there with her. Not really. I needs to fix that zipper.
How do i do that. The bag is broken. I can get better bags online. I can get me that big bag but it costs much. Why not a cooler. If it were a pizza bag, that be a problem. Just work with this. I need something for the rain. How do i close that up when it's raining. That be an issue. What else can i do here. Not sure. But i can get me a plastic cover for that bag for when it rains.
I don't know what or which one but i can let it go at that. Just do this for now. I am sure i'll work something out. I go pretty fast. It's rather flat where i deliver. That's good. I can work something out to get effective at it. Efficient could be the work looking for. I am that already. How else. I'm not sure. But i hang out near burger king.
I did two deliveries on that one. It was good. Where else. What was the farthest. Milford. And it was an easy ride back. It was fun. I had fun today. I look forward to tomorrow. How do i scale this up. Not sure yet. Trust the timing on this one. You see the energy in there. You have it in you. Don't look at the illusion. See the feedback.
That means you don't go hard on yourself for not having their path. It's not relevant for you to be therre but you can use that. You are using it already. It don't matter what the circumstance is. The important thing is your energy. Then you can see things from this perspective or that. It's all up to you now. Maybe i can take the bike on the bus.
The rack is so big. I have this down pat. How else can i take a nap around there. Check out the lake. It's quiet there anyway. I can put down the bike and take my nap down there. Which tree. Not sure yet. I like this one. It's one hour long. I can use this as meditation background music of for writing background. How do i download this.
Maybe i don't have to. I saved it already. I can then edit it to remove the early notes. Or not. Simply use it because it's there. What else. There is this expectation that i should write. Am i avoiding it. The energy is not lined up for it. Then i don't have to do it.but whence i sit to write, the flow channels through. These kids can come home later.
Did they ride uber on my card. Let's see how that goes. They needs to pay it back otherwise it's going to be added expense on me and they won't be independent that way. Or not. We can work something out with this. But things will come around. I can take a nap or full on sleep. I get up tomorrow and see how the legs are. It feels heavy this time.
I rode much harder today. I was pretty fast than usual. But those guys were pushing more. It wasn't relevant. I don't have to match that. Simply know that i did good. I am happy with the day with the self. It was a good day. I can't say that of the other things. Maybe this is how things are with me. What positive thing can i do in here. Not sure yet.
City has more hills. I can't ride there. I hardly know them shops. Here i know them and can get them sooner. Delivery takes easy i take a minute to acquaint myself then i'm off. I get there fast, looking for the address is sometimes a challenge but i get by. I know what to do when i get there. Usually they go out and meet me. Then it's all ok.
This is how you do it. Synchronicity abounds. I see it everywhere. It was kinda hot in there. I can find me a different place. Or not. At least i'm in there. I can sleep on those trees there. Where else. What are my other options. I am sure i can find a bench i can lie down on. The church? It's a restricted negative place. Too bad it became like that. They don't get it.
But that's irrelevant for me. I am doing a lot of other things in here. What comes next. Not sure. I simply write for now. It's almost nine and it's dark because of the clouds. We might have rains tomorrow. If so, i take a break for now. I can fix up that bag. How else can i work it out. Not sure. Maybe i can put on another set. Or gets me a different bag.
Be open to the idea. Something comes up usually. Do i do albany. Are there people working that area. I guess so. There's always people ordering anyway. Do they have enough drivers. Who was that guy. Not sure i know him. I don't see him much. How come he knows me. Maybe one of those guys you pass by on breaks. I am assuming that.
