getting new player

 it feels like a patient-situation right now. I dont have to invalidate that idea. Just observe. Be aware. It's here for a reason. This means that you dont have to put yourself in that situation because the perspective-exploration experience is unique to each soul.

Ok. I get the idea. It's not a full do-this-and-that playbook. And i'm ok with that. I see what needs to happen, or how i can choose my response...be proactive in this situation. I have this and that. It works right now. Next step is to push the new ai to its limit and see what i can make use of it. 

Based on the work i did yesterday, i have plenty context tokens to work with. If when i run out, i have two others in the reserve tank. This should get me through the day. I can do a player focus thing each tourney. They play this much, then i can do a series on that. Or not. Simply get the good shots. 

Then make one for the season, the year. Pick the top 10 players at the moment. That's a lot already. That puts you in a different perspective each time. I see what you mean there. HTis way you dont have to show the neg ones. Is this a path i can explore.

Do that for the weekday postings. I see. Then you have a difference in how to publish videos. There is variety and it isnt predictable in this way. I can get them now. Or start with the most popular ones. There you go. I have the top ten. Usually they come in pairs. I just need to focus on the pair and not the individual player.

Or do individual player, but if it's for the season, then i can choose to start with last year, build up from there. Start from down-under tourneys all the way to the latest. Go for sf and final matches. That narrows it down.

Because the better camera shots are in these. Of if when it gets requested. I can work with that. This is on-going and there's plenty to work through. I have until july and i can publish a new one every week. It doesnt have to be a long video. 

Ten to 20 minutes is a lot. Or do several of them already. I think i see where you can work with this. I dont have to work with the lower ranked player. It's a compilation anyway. You get where this is headed. And then you explore ideas from there. I can build this on the other channel. 

Aha. That's a positive direction. This way you have two ways to take advantage of this one. You can pair compare the two channels and build up from there. I see what you mean. If one is down, they can watch see the other one. Will it get issues? Idk. Test and see what you get out of it.

Ok. I play with this idea. It becomes like so and you continue in this path. You see what you get out of this. I need to edit that image. It did not render properly. I'll do that after i finish this. The background needs to be different. 

I think so. Ok. You have direction now. Just do this. HAve tennis later and there is the socials late at seven. I can go into that. It is once a week. I can get that into the equation. As it is, i have that by running the channel. And you have a different one. With one channel though, you have more watchtime with eyeballs.

I see what you mean. Let's play with this idea. Trust that this is all connected. You get to see what comes next. And then you can build up from there. Start with the top-ten. It's top five actually. 

But then again, some of the players pair up with others. Plus it is the player making the point? Not really. It is a team effort. HOw do you play as a team then. One sets up the play, the other makes the point. Both get the ranking points at the end of the season.

I see what you mean there. This time is different because everyone gets to rotate the roster. I be getting that player see what we get out of it. HIs kids get coaching on wed, that i know. Not fridays. Ok. I can go there earlier to have hit time.

Let's do that. This way i can add one more player and have better rankings. HE can be number on too. I see what you mean there. Maybe assign as emergency or regular. I can go talk to him later if he'll be there. If not, we can see what happens then.

HE is a family man. Not sure about schedule. But he can bring his kids along for the match. Is that allowed. I think so. One of the sons of the member played with the team once. We can work with that. I'll go ask.

pan out accordingly

 i feel anxious, overwhelmed. At least it's a trigger into mindfulness practice. Just observe. No need to analyze why or how. Just observe. This is how i feel. This is what i'm thinking. 

It when it gets too much, i write about it. Otherwise, else go play tennis. That's always good. It gets me out of the house. It shows me the progress i've made all these years. This shows me that i too can be ok and good at this skill. 

It's not about getting better over someone else, but better than who i was before. In that regard, i've made plenty progress. I dont have to prioritize how you feel or think about all this. It doesnt work for me anymore. 

The lesson here for me is to put my self first. Then all these things are added unto you--or something like it. Just do the instruction manual. When it's done used up, then it shifts. I ride the next wave take it as far as it will go. 

Other times, i simply allow. Just be. Take a nap. All that things. Observe what's different now. So much. I know how to analyze a program. I know have an idea what to do. It's the carrying out. But it drains me so i need to stop. Do a session in teh morning, take a break mid-day, then do another set at night to midnight.

This way, the information simmers in me head overnight. The insights i get in the morning are somewhatconnected. And i get more work into it. So i put in about six hours at least each day on this. That's a lot. Considering that it's your own business, that's a lot already. 

Grateful is maintaning balance perspective. Sure you have bad times, but you also have good times. Plus you learn something from the experience--always. In all ways. So let it be so. If nothing seems to happen, it's taking root. Big trees grow without you noticing much happening. 

You live your life. Next time you circle back, it's grown by so much. And you do this with your business. Cultivate. Curate, gather information. It's growing. You just dont have to pull it by the roots to see how it's going. Trust that the universe is doing everything to reflect the energy tat you are.

The drive test was postponed and it's ok. I learned something in the experience. It's always about learning. Not much you can do about it. No need to put blame. It's your energy. This is my task. No need to invalidate. If you puts blame, i cant change that. It's who you are. But i dont have to play that game. 

Why did i ever play that game anyway. What do you get out of it. Now you see. You have the energy. What comes next. We be late for that. It's ok. I can head out and walk now. It takes a while but you see how you can practice with this one. It's tuesday. Is there finals tonight?

I think thursday. Tomorrow we have team practice. What else is there. Can i change anything else, push it a mm along in any which way. You've done much. If the energy isnt there, no need to push yourself. It becomes that energy. Is that what you prefer? You get that equation. Trust the synchronicity.

What comes next. I'm not sure. Just this. You can work something out and it is you anyway. I think we can stay in this court but we need to pick up daughter. I can head back walking. I dont enjoy hanging out with you anymore. There is always that potential to fight or argue. 

Just this then. Leave it be. Trust that you have it in you. You contain this. Life flows through you. It is up to you how you respond what you make out of it. Then you see have the experience reality expressed through you or something like it. Just this.

You'll know what to do. Get this sorted anyway. You know what this is about. I have reflection and you see how it is anyway. And then you do. You dont have to force it. The kids know how things are. You dont have to force anything. 

Anyways, it's all opinion. What is fact is another perspective from a higher frequency vibration. It changes on every level. You just dont see it that way right now. And you can choose to live in this knowing. HOw. Do the instruction manual. The five laws of creation. 

You have all this in place. Trust that this is where you need to be. It'll all pan out according to energy. Know that you know what you are doing. You can go this way or that. It is what it is. You see what you get out of it i am running out of words to write. Finish.

combine to big

 at least it's moved forward, and i learned much along the way. Now i have a big attack surface, plenty api and opportunity--not to make money, but to gain more clarity on what i'm doing.

Clarity comes first. The money comes as an effect or reflection from this clarity. No clarity, no reflection. But that's my opinion. It might not work for you. What do you call it? Combining bugs to form bigger bugs.

There's a word for that, i dont see it right now. But continue on. You have this in place. I dont have to go there right now, but you see where this is going. This is different from just learning to get a job like you are doing.

This one is stand-alone. It can be for learning, reflection from the platform, or get a job. It works three ways. Is this better or worse? Neither. It's just different. And that it makes sense for me. This improves clarity as i move along.

It's better than blindly following tutorials. HOw can you publish one video each week and not have something to report? That's a question i'm working on right now. This here is part of the process. Leave it at that. 

Five lines equals one paragraph. It's because the window is smaller. That windows thing made sense years ago, but it is different now. I went back to cli. This is more efficient and i dont have to grab the mouse then looking for cursor.

I can launch programs on here and create new ones and i get faster at typing. That works then. I can comment out, and the space wouldnt show on the repository. The comments are for my own notes. 

Will it show when you inspect element? I did not test that. I can look into it and see. But right now, i have combining bugs to ato. There you go. That's what you have. Or combine to big. Then you have something in mind. It creates a mental image that the energy and experience can work on.

Ok. I have all this subdomains and urls that are live. HOw to use combine to big this way. Start with testing them. Askai for ways to test and find something itm. You'll find this as you go along. I can wash that and continue with this and that.

Itm, i am finishing these pages. I ran the script and it works. Most of it was just curling api from third-party sources. You can build from that. When you run outo f ideas, that is synchronicity telling you to take a break. 

You've planted the seed. It's time to leave it to magic and space-time to grow. That's the point. You can play tennis, or just play. That puts you in relevant frequency. You can build on this. Then you get insights when fresh rested.

That fixd things. Continue on. I dont have to stay there. Soon as you gain cruise control, you can go to city and have the office from there. What's different is that you are working anyways and you can stay there as long as you want.

You have the tax number. You run this as business and build that along the way. That is way more interesting. Let's get that. Now you see. You can move here and there. You can work overnight as that's part of the work. 

Just continue on to this when needed. Then you see what comes next. It doesnt come across much as a question mark. You simply conitnue on with moneyball and sabermetrics. That's how i see this. It's the platform persective where this is different.

Not better, but that it makes sense for me coming from this perspective. Although not as early for sqli hunters, but that i have a different perspective that makes sense to me. I can have the rockmelons or have something to eat now.

Finish up then get that sorted.

explore different metrics

 i've been at this since 6am. I can take a break, have my walk. It's still a mystery that one. But if someone got in, the sleeping bag would be the last interesting artifact. If it were winds, how come the clips are still in place?

I can let go now. It isnt relevant for me anymore. Just do this.  Finish pages then head out. I have the local programs to work through. That's more than enough for me. I have four to go through. Do api testing  and go to the next. HOw is this different? 

I dont know. I have sabermetrics and moneyball to perspective. That's a big jump. Know that this is here and now. What stats would they be look for in this regard? I see what you mean there. What comes next. Just do this. See what you get. I should add 'when if relevant.'

nothing. Continu on to next. I can always get me another one. I have this and it's a business. I can travel and still get work done in this way. I have the equipment and the perspective. I am having the experience.

The situation then is outcome and conditions. Ok. I see i have expectations that it is one to one reflection--if this then that. But i have it in my awareness now. I am open. I allow this to be here and continue on.

Ok. I get that. Then i continue on. I hang the clothes. I am due for a break. When i come back continue with api testing. I can work through all that, but start with this one, then continue on. I dont like the manual everyone else is doing thing. Just do this.

Ok. I have the tools. I see what you means there. Looking for inefficiencies to leverage. Then i get what needs to happen next. You move on. You have hundreds of programs to process. Meaning i can automate this once i get the hang of it.

I can then create a cloud app for processing. I analyze the output, feed them to askai then build in that momentum. I see. This is interesting. And it's my own business. That is what's different. You can contract to others but you have this in place.

Ok. I see what you means there. Continue on with this. Lunch is later. Right now, just do this. There could be tennis later. Check the weather. Otherwise i practice wall this morning. But the elbow needs rest. Ok. I take the day off if no tennis later.

That sounds just about right. The next one is wed. Then heading to the weekend you get another one. Aside from that, you get invites to play. The difference is flexible work schedule. I show up, get the works done. I do this and get that one sorted later.

Ok. It was the weekend. Continue on with this and see what you get. I have others coming in anyway. You have this in place. Right now, i have the tools on this. You get what this is about. If it interests you to join a team, i can get that sorted.

That's the point. I'll be added to the ert admin panel for the club. That's coming up soon. I think the december meeting will address that. What comes next. I'll ask for help if necessary. In this moment, this is more than enough.

Others can take the lead on that. There are more senior members who can do with a different ahead of the game perspective. You dont have to be ahead. You simply explore what's unique about yours. Build up in that direction. 

Ok. It's all energy anyway. You understand know this. Then you are using it. If not, you simply put it in your awareness. Like i missed something. What was that message about. If it is relevant, you would nt miss it. You'd be right center in that situation and the reflection and everything is there.

Ok. I continue on with this one then. What comes next. These videos are interesting. It's because you have all thi sand then you can simply get that running in the background and not pay attention. When you do see somethig, it is relevant and you can see where the positions are.

That's how you internalize these things. That's where you get the tennis iq. And then build up from there. You continue watching anyway. I have until march april and then i have more in the local folder. I'll upload later. If that then this. 

zoom out to long view

 10am. I've been at this since around seven. I got up past six. That's productive if you ask me. More like q2 activities that compound over time. I learned much about this. I compared bug bounty programs and the one i'm working on still holds.

What then. Continue with scans, enumerations. You are looking to validate weakness and build from there. You have plenty more on this and trust that this is all connected for you. 

What comes next. Just this one. I dont have to pay attention to that. Or i can. But this one is like exploring a city according to the ai analogy. I can go into that, see what the response would be. But that may be irrelevant at this time.

What comes next. You simply build in this direction. At times they must have gone there. You see how this works out altogether. And that is different but you see how this is relevant. I fed the information for processing. Leave it at that.

I can head out for wall practice. I suppose we have tennis later. It is thursday. The other one is for tomorrow. I can join that, or stay with this one. I think you see how this is relevant for you. Trust the timing.

What comes next. You'd go through that cs job and it's the same learning process. Stick with this one. This grows into a business plus the crowd is thinner and the long term potential is more relevant for you.

Ok. HOw do i cross this use up the energy. Trust that this is all connected. You'll find your way. You simply needs to let go. Let the local self collect information. HTis is the seeing eye local experience for the higher self. 

Gather information by experienc, adjust perspective and energy. You will see the reflection in this way. It's all connected. HOw do you move into this one. I'm not sure yet. There seems to be a connection there. HOlding the racquet with both hands feel more secure. But is there power? 

It can be. But you are not after power. You prefer position playing the ball. You can add power, but on doubles with a good net player, that can be neutralized. Or you are made to hit power into a tight spot.

That's the point of a good net play. I think i got good returns on the 1/3. They did make points, but they had to pay the 2/3 first along the way. The key then is to minimize errors. HOw do you talk about that.

From hereon, we fixed the issue with rostering per match. It's a more mature way of running the team. We have three months before the next match. Organize join socials to get playing with everyone else. 

HOw do you get to this level. It's already the middle of the month. As such, i've learned much. This i know, see and acknowledge. If i had stayed in that job, it's a dead-end. You get better at doing that job, but how relevant is that aside from paying the bills.

I see. But the local mind is asking questions on this one. Yes it does. Trust the timing. All in good time. You see what comes after this. You then move anywhere you want it pleases you. That's the point. I think i've been here six months. I've learned much by now.

Then it has served you well. That's the idea. Even back then, it took a while to reach cruise control. But now you have ai. You have acceleration. That's the idea here. Now you reach cruise control sooner than having to manually find the information.

Things are way different this way. I heads out to walk after this. It's almost eleven. Is it out of fear? There is that, but it's more a general feeling. What's different this time. The knowing. The clarity. Then you are different. The anxiety causes you to forget all that.

Ok. I see. Now i have light. Stay in this light. You'll know what to make of this. You did much error? I think so, but not really. It's way within eight per set. That's good then. You played well. The serves were good and solid.

social every sat nbh

 ok, things are starting. They've set up recurring socials for saturday night. They have all lighted courts booked out, so that's a positive. I'll offer to help out. This puts me in position to get more members and into comp.

I tend to deep-dive into things. Rabbit holes. I just found the recurring socials and it hasnt been mentioned elsewhere. I put out a head-up to my network. This is the contribution part. I have a team that go regularly. I can add them up to that.

I tend to be part of something when i'm into it. This is the new decade. At least it's interesting and it is recurring so we see more into this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. Just do this.

We have tennis later. The rains stopped. I have a booking at four, but if the weather has cleared up anyway until later, we can go right away. I be using new contacts. The support is going to be there. You just need to be open. 

HOw do you add a panel into that. These are called panels. The big one is a window. What then is a bigger panel? Aha. You are rabbit-hole into that. It's not relevant, but at least you have this in place. That post just sent everyone aware of the booking. Now they'll be curious and adding that to calendar.

Why was that in every member's booking? So that it wouldn't be added or something. At least they already know. It kinda looks efficient though. See what you get out of it. At least he's doing something and it's moving forward. And you can put in effort into this.

What do you get out of it. I'm not sure. Just do this. Then you have someone look into this. It's connected. Don't overthink this. See how this pans out. Whatever outcome, remember, know that this is connected. And that knowing is preferred than trust--which is conditional.

Ok. I sees that. What happened on there. I dl'd the thing so i can edit later and watch. But right now, the keyboard seems to be ok. It just needs a restart after some time. I get that now. I can watch this on the side. And i do a lot. I've already done at least 2 hours of work on the business.

It is moving forward. That's the point. I have enough already on my folder. Just do this. You cant get upset on that. It's part of the game and you have this in place. See what you get out of it. 

If you are not doing anything saturday night, that is a great way to go. Play and you meet people, build up rapport over time. That's how things are going to be on here. And you build on the team in this way. You have this in place.

Will there be singles? I think so. That's why they have most courts. It's all lighted courts. I think we can go anyway. Not much happening here today. I can do more work tomorrow during the week. Itm, i can take it easy. I've already done something.

I do more later tonight going into midnight. So it is mornings then midday everything else. Then i work another two hours till midnight. That's a lot. I do walls in the park from here on. That's ok. I can do more out there. If not court practice.

Otherwise, you see how this connects back into you. Trust the timing. Blink. You got this. HOw to work through temperance. Make and keep promises--first to your self, then widen the circle to others. You not do it the other way around. Fill your cup, then it overflows.

What's the plan today. Tennis. Then everything else. I can go now. No dishes to wash. I've done work on the business. I have my ducks in a row. Time to continue with the day. Then you'll see what's relevant. You use up the energy. You get this sorted.

And then comes nothing. You take a nap. You get drained take naps regularly when needed. I think that's more than enough. What else is there. Trust that this is so. You'll see what is there or not. Just do this. See what you get out of it.

Last line then i'm done on here. See what you get outo f it. It doesnt have to be a neg. Trust that you can put meaning into it. I change the serve yet again. I see. But it's connected and this is the path to evolution. You iterate curate over time.

doing eth testing

 my task is to rebuild. You're not a priority now. Maybe as my kids' mother but only because they are the priority and not you. The relationship is different. It's always changing. Everything changes. Cant fight that.

The issue is was that i wanted more. But it was more of the illusion you put up. I cant have that anymore. I move on. I have a framework to get me through. I build different. I build on solid foundations now. You can work to be part of that...this world, but it's different.

I'd rather go solo than be with you. You do not put any effort into the conversation. You talk better with your friends. I thought...i had the illusion that you were my friend. But it was all a lie. It was decades of lying. Who wouldnt die of that. It's different now. 

I accept that i fooled allowed myself into this. I bought into my own illusion that you were someone i missed out on. But that too is an illusion. Perhaps the next decade i'll focus on this business. I think this is what got me through. I see things different this way.

Tennis? It can be part of that. But it's not sustainable. It hurts much. I started on this process to shift frequency. This is the going to the airport or portal into a different dimension frequency experience. It's tough, but the mental spiritual side to this is tougher.

I'll go through this physical fast and come out the other end. Raising my frequency in the process plus that feels-better feeling helps with the reflection. Not that there are expectations, but this is a gateway portal i should have gone into years ago. 

I gave my self the chance. It did not happen. I continue on. It's not the same. I deserve am worth better. I am worth the best i can get or reflect back to me. HOw do you say that. But it's not the same. I work on this business for now. It seems uncertain, but that's where you find more of your self.

So what now. Nothing. I can take the day off. But there's so much to learn. That's the idea. The learn part is amazing and it reflects back and spirals into a higher frequency level. HIgher not meaning comparison but on a physics level. 

Like there's more energy passing through, like water through a hose. There's higher water pressure with more water coming through. That's what i meant by higher frequency. I can relate to that water hose. I feel a tummy ache. Like warm in my tummy. 

I needs to hang the laundry, do yoga, head out to walk. I slept through last night. I thought i'd be spending the night wide awake. But i practiced mindfulness. That's what i do now. I did not walk yesterday and the other day because of rain. The weather looks better now.

Is it a holiday still? I dont think so. I had a taste of finding a bug. It was out of scope, but that's how you find them. And this is what i do now. Is it open scope? It could be. But i learn this and can expand on this. That's the point. Trust that this is all connected.

Shoudl i learn about eth development? It can be that way. You get to see more. But if it's not relevant anyway, it's not going to be in your experience. Trust the timing on this one. You'll know what is relevant or not. I can go another in the toilet. Or head out walk already. 

Too early. Do this. Get to the other side using up the energy. I think they started out strong, but what shifted. I think i can work on that video later. Not now. I have this energy anyway. I got eight thousand views last week.

That is way much more than the hundreds i used to get. HOw come it's that way. I'm not sure. Does the sub request help? It could be. Keep it coming. Why not do something different. I'm not sure how but trust the timing.

You dont want that disconnect. Just be resonate positive energy. You'll have this come through you and you resonate. That's the process. It's all about process. It's what was mentioned an d lost track of that. 

Am i ready tonight. I am rested. That's more than enough. I do the laundry, do another set maybe do yoga. I do yoga after laundry. There is match tonight so it's good to be stretched. But that's tonight. Even so. This is practice.

different now lost

 i am at a loss here. Just keep at it. You're picking up the old trail. You'll find resonance. You'll know what to do.

Why am i listening to this. Is it something that is connected? Why is the mic on. That thing isnt connected. But there is no mic that i know of. HOw do i get this working togeether. Am i going to bed? Keep at it. Even if you do so slow and not knowing what you are doing--keep at it.

I dont get why that is, but that is more about social media. And they are tuned in to that all the time. I'm glad mine dont exhibit such behavior. Or not that i know of. HOw come she's beating her. I was expecting score to be the other way around.

I did well this afternoon. Now i have a goal--the perfect game. Zero unforced errors. Or at least keep it below six per set. I think it is possible. What then. Simply observe the game. I can create a new video to publish. But the next one is wed. So i have several days to this.

But i can work on one video crossed off the list. I think i did so three earlier, maybe four. I removed the terrible zoomed outs that are not the prime players on my list. This one is in the list, but she's not playing doubles right now.

I have several on tjen at this time. I can work through this and see. It's more an investment. She's going to be good and better. If that were you in the situation, how would you do it.

I dont know. I'd be doing a lot of research on the subject. I'd follow every lead. Basically make it my life to find the missing and end verything that's doing that. Where do you find help. I'm not sure right now. But once you start on that path, you'll resonate.

As you can see now, you are resonating. You bring to you people, places and circumstances that are relevant. HOw then this. That pic is too zoomed out. What can i do different with this one.

Just work through this. That one is so vain. It's scary that you have such energy. What now. I can go at this as such. I dont have to bring others into the fold right now because this is what's happening here. 

What then. You get how this is. That's in foregin land and you have all that. That's part of the suspense. HOw come she dont recognise. I'm not sure. That's part of the story. You missed the point. The question is going on this one path.

Aha. This is different now. I lost the trail on that one. What can i do about this. If you get owned that way in basketball, what do you do? You keep playing. I see what you means there. Now things are picking up momentum. You know what needs to be done.

I train some more. And i know what to train for this time. You saw that. We have match wed. I think it's a big one and we play away. Do i want to go there. I dont have to hit the score to get higher. Just play. HAve fun.

What can i do abotu this. I'm not sure. Just do this. Keep at it. HOw come she's losing to her. This one is a good player. She's not that consistent at this time. But she can be good. What happens then. I'm not sure. But it's fun to observe her play.

I dont have much in that equation, but it is something to look forward to. If she plays doubles and goes up to the semis, then i get copies back. I'll look into it but it's not relevant right now. And you know. You ese. What are my options.

I can work on something else here. Just do this. That thing is on again. What am i doing here. Is it listening. I dont have a mic with me. Is there a way to turn that on. It is the headset. But it's not connected. I dont think there is one devices to it.

I see what you mean. This is a won match. That's headed to the finals. Who's on the other end? That's a minor, but still it is a title if she bags it. Then you can work something out on here. I dont think that is relevant.