gone inside here now

 try something new, different. Explore into self. It's not outside. You've been hearing this all along. Go inside. See how that works. Get the dopamine hit, but in reverse. Lean into pain. 

The way through is the way through. This is the process for me. If she's there on the other side, so be it. This is a different exploration. Trust the timing on this. It's going to be ok. You have been here before. 

Everyone is going to be here for you. You know what this is about. Trust that this is connected. Once you get past this one, you see how this works out for you. I can play tennis, but why not make this your rest day. 

I can explore the city. But i dont have bike this time. Chuch is up. I love this dogs. They are so unconditional. Why did we every tie dogs. I dont know. That was based on fear. That is sad. 

I know. Now things are way different. You have this in place. It'sdifferent now. He dont like the chicken. Maybe it's stale. Perhaps. But you can work something out. I can rest today, or rest up thursday when i work on-site. You ge how all that is baggage.

I know. It's to learn this. It's time to use up the energy. You get how what's in store for you. This all here what you thought was isnt really. You can be anywhere even the poorest places and still find joy. That's where it's all at. Where was the place you were most happy.

She doesnt get it because you saw all along. Now you get it. Now you see. All cards are out on the table. I can work this through then. What comes next. Just do this. Get to the other side. We never really shared anything together. It's sad this way.

I know. We got off at the wrong start. I had issues myself. I see this. I am moving on and forward. If i restup there is tennis wed. Monday, i dont think so as it is a new year. I run through this. 

I can run this one too. Rest up through the rest of the day. Will i be injured. No. You fast today and get to saturday next. Maybe even wed. You'll be ok. I think it's all in there. You go check it out. 

It's even on the hard drive. I can look into it. I can run at noon. I dont have to use that crutch. I be letting go now. It's time i go inside. Lean on the pain. This here doesnt serve me. If you want to be here so be it. If not, i let you go. No hard feelings.

But this is journey on my own. This dog has its suppport system. My son is looking after him. This shoe arrives monday, no tuesday. So be it. Them be going to be busy and it's like the pro3 but for everyday use. 

I like these sauconys. They are engineered for running. I should have got one sooner, but it wasnt synchronicity. Now you know. Now you see. I can deep dive into tennis this way. You saw how he struck hard but didnt last that much long at the wall.

That tells you much. They can hit all over but precision wasnt there. I kept mine within that circle. I think that's good enough. I can make it tight. The power comes later. First you hit it right, then you get to hard hits. But hit it right and you dont need power. 

Now you get it. Trust this path. I can run later. I rest up the rest of the day anyway. I'm not running marathons anyway. A thursday break sounds good and the way i run is way too easy anyway. I can have coffee. You be ok. Trust that all this is connected.

It's not a junkie hit. You get that this is leaning towards pain and you get the dopamine hit afterwards. You are changing your system. This is what i do here. It's not an experiment but a new process.

It's a system. I be enter this mode and it's all here. I have coffee now. Trust that this is all connected. You get how this works out. When you are you are. You already have it in you. Let's get going. 

fragmented ok is

 clarity is the gift? I got an insight yesterday. It is when i try ...not try, but think things through exclusively that i get triggered. 

I was trying to make sense out of incomplete information. And that's what the circumstance was. The local mind doesnt have the wherewithal to understand comprehend everything in creation. Hence, it went around in circles. If i had let go of getting an answer, i could have been in the experience awareness and be ok with it.

That's the point. I return to breath. This is the waareness. Aha. I've fragmented myself. You go back to breath. And then you see. You zoom out. You understand. You find insights, not answers. 

It's never complete--that's the point. But this is what makes it complete. That's the paradox. It's all in the paradox. And now you have a more understanding of this. Now you see. Fragmented. Complete. Whole. Empty that's the point.

Now you see. Now you move on. You have leveled up. You have are complete in this moment. This is th egift. You dont have to go there now. Just be. Trust know that this is all connected. Trust there is trust and not trust. Be in the awareness.

I can run later. Or not. I can play tennis later, or not. The point is that you have it in your awareness. This is the practice. You can be if it serves you. But how. You are better off aware that you are fragmented. You get there faster. If there is synchronicity you'd know. But this is the synchronicity. This is what's relevant. Else you wouldnt have awareness. You are framented.

And now you see. You get the whole body into the shot and not just the arm. This is the lesson. You got this. You are aware of it. Complete may not be the right word. But it can get there. You see that. Now you know. 

That one was on the other side. I guess fragmented doesnt will not show you the way. And i dont have to. Just this. This is the path. Rest days are on there. And you got this. It helps with motivation? That too is incomplete.

You are always motivated. It is the something lost my train of thought. This is desire? Observe. What do you get out of it. This is the point. It is the awareness. You deal with fragments. That's what this is. Not broken, but perfect as to where it is relevant.

I get that now. I see. This is what it's here for. I realise saw something and it made sense because i was in that frequency. Now you get it. I can have coffee after this. If i stay on, then so be it. But you got this now. You see. 

She meant well. You took it fragmented not complete and you saww not the big picture. But you get it now. You can move on. That's the point. You get this sorted and you know. This is what it's here for. 

Where else can you get this. It be nice to run with dog. How to get this sorted. I'm not really sure. But get him off leash and you can run while he explores. I can work with that. This is the workout for me. I can run barefoot again.

He's going to enjoy that. He has options and you can run around. He's not going to go away. He knows when to approac and not to. The point is, he too is enlightened being. He is awareness. He knows what's relevant for him. This you can let go and have control. 

Again, paradox. I can run later, or not. You have choice. I can go back to bed take a nap. It's all about choice. This is what's relevant for you. Once you know you have it, then it's gone. It becomes a choice. That's the point here. Now you know.

Now you have moved on. I am in this space. She dont have to know all these things. I see the questions come up. You dont have to. The thing is trying to get to the answers trip you up. You dont have to in real-time. You simply be.

And then all these things are added unto you. You got this. Now you know. It is time to head back. You got this anyway. And it is a definition. It is a perspective. I have choice. Every step of the way i have choice. 

aware what i identify with

 let's write, and then see if i can walk the dog later. You know see how these things ar. I dont like the run testers. It's mostly product reviews and not much gain i get from that. 

I like kofuzi. It's more personal and although reviews they have, i find it useful enough. I can see where the gaps are. I can build in this direction. It's more catering to those that need to do lifestyle changes. 

Or not. But i had a good run. I feel good. I needs breaks in between or the knees start to buckle. I had a rest yeserday. It was more than 24 hours rest and i only did tennis walls...not much running.

I can work this out. Every month before i add a kilometer, i go for a personal record. This sounds challenging enough. I got deep into this listening to that yoga retreat meditiation thing. When she left i was pretty ok, upbeat. 

Now you see. Now i have choice. Everything is out on the table. It wasnt about me after all. It was never about me. It was her insecurity. It reflected to everything she touched and i dont want any of that on me. Why did i blame myself. 

I was led to believe. Why am i on here again. At least it is in my awareness. What worked. Be in the experience. No more thinking about it. Just be in the experience. How do i work tomorrow. I can head out to city work in the library. 

But i cant do talk there. Where else is it possible. I can go to campus. I can work from the library on there. There is a campus in the city. I can go there instead. But it is the library. There are study places on tehre where i can talk.

You have plenty options in the city. At least it is different. But it entails cost. I can recharge off that thing. They have power outlets galore in the study rooms. I can work on that. 

What are my other options. After work, i can do something. I can head out to uniqlo. But the shoes could be delivered today. Ok. That is a factor. I run tomorrow after work. I used to run evenings. What happened there. I can get back to that. 

There are plenty of things to consider. I think daughter flies in on march. But i dont think so. She has a lot going for her already. Plus where is she going to sleep in. I'm not sure they are having that conversation already. 

Why do i even entertain that thought. It's not me anymore. Why is the thought even there. I see the identification. That's what you work with. That's teh thing. I can build on this. It is teh story anyway. 

I works again tomorrow to friday. Thursday i head out onsite. It's ok. I can work with the variety on there. It's all connected in this way. Trust that this is so. What are my other options. Just do this. Get to the other side. 

You get ho these things work. I can bring dog downstairs. Is this dyslexic. I can bring him to park. But there be no more dogs on there. Just get him excited enough. The brother takes him out during the day.

I think mornings. But there are times he doesnt want to go out. That's normal. I think things are ok in this way. This is what i identified with. Now i see that. Now it's not the same. 

It looks teh same but it is different. The awareness makes it way more different than same. And it's a different ballgame altogether. You can build in this direction. I messed up big time. I'm sure it's the same on that side of the court.

And now i can identify with this. Trust that this is so. I was more arrogant back in the day. Now i see it. It's not the same. You get how this works. Let's continue on. I can identify differently. I choose different. I choose clarity.

difficult reward balance

 write first, then have coffee. It's still early. I take the day off. What's that on his back. I can get me another carbon plate, or do something else.

I am bored. I am healing. But you can do without a crutch. Crutches dont help in the long run. I get that. What then. Just do this. Use up the energy. Get to the other side. You've been in this space before. That lapses. This is not enduring.

You want prefer choose enduring. I hang out with the kids, or i can do something else. How do you develop that. Wall is good. I get good mileage out of that. 

It's spelled with an e. But that's the thing about this language. It's like java. You want something like python. It would be ruby for me but the libs are hell. You dont want to get into gems. Python is easy as a simple include. But that's just me. I dont know much about this.

But you know people. You know yourself. I like this better. What can i do abotu this. It is the experience. You can go inside on motivation. You go have fun with this anyway. Then you can go far and wide. That's the point.

Finish these then have coffee. Do i want to run today. I can take it easy, then run tomorrow. I get back to work tomorrow for three days then it's ok. I can work this through. This is the difficult part and you let it be ok. You have the reward to look forward to.

It is the reward part, the silver lining that makes it work. If you go for reward without the balancing difficulty, it doesnt work as well. The enjoyment diminishes. It's like getting high on drugs. It's a shortcut. You get that part easy and relaxed swing.

But there are limits to this. Running is personal. You dont have to be the best but you still win. With tennis, you get to have your best days and still lose. The expectation insistence that you win is what trips you up. Simply go out there and have fun. 

It's still on sale, has dropped off significantly. If that why not this instead. It is about the run. I can do an unboxing on that. How do you make one then. You expand on this as far as it will go. You get into this and that. It is the quality of the message.

You get that. But if when you start falling that way, there are a lot of myths on this. You can work something out in the meantime. You get lazy. You put on cruches everytime. You get what all this is about. Do i get into that. I can do a video on that. 

Send it out soon as you are done. You dont have to latch on to these anyway. Simply get going get on the other side. When you get that sorted, you'll know what to do. You see how that is. Now you know. Now you move in this direction. Them be selling that and it's ok that way.

How do you help in this way. I think i see a path, but it's not rerelavt for me at this time. Get that plus the other one and you are scot-free. That is spelling but i dont have to go there now.

Tune in. Thi si is dr drive and you get this part anyway. It becomes well worth it because you have the process. It gets old in that way because that's no longer relevant for me. Continue on this way. Now you know. Now you see. There were questions about it.

Do i have to hear about that. Why not continue with this way. I think you see the point here. What are my options to this. Im not really sure. You can move on and forward now. Where do you find the connections. You already have it. You simply need to get going.

Ok. I see what you means there. Now you know. This is all yours and you are in this anyway. There is no cut-off. You simply are or processing this. That's the point. But you see it. Everything is out on the table. Why would i want to be on here. It's the underlying.

Aha. You see how that played out. Now you know. Now you see. What are my options here. I can go check that one out. I will look into this. I remove cache then restart. It works out in every which way. Now you done.

difficulty reward hit

 it should work now. I see the point. Delay gratification and you have more of that anticipation. That's the best part on there. But yo ugo direct it wears off and you get more pain. 

Leave it be then. You get the idea. Which font is this. I have coffee, but i write first. You go around. You make pain first, then you go for that. But isnt there a detriment to this. You see that. Now you know. Trust that this is so.

This is why asceticsm makes sense to some people. You delay gratification...you dont give in to urges for now. You give it time and when it's there you have more hit. That's what you do on here. You dont binge-watch on that. You simply get it running in the background. 

When you are ready, you will enjoy it more. This you see was what you are. Now you know. How do you choose to proceed. Now i see it. I dont have to go there. It doesnt have to be on there. Just do this. It is the anticipation that gives you the hit.

Now you get it. Let's do this then. You see how this works out. I think so too. What comes next here. You delay. You build on the anticipation. That's why it took that long. Now you see it. This is the reward mechanism. But they dont get that. You see how this works for you.

You use this. It is the hormone and you can work with that. You build on this. I get coffee but i do several things first. You go through pain, then you build on that. Now you make something happen. This is what you are processing. 

You want something but not give yourself one. You go around through a hurdle, then you attain. It doesnt have to be this and that. You get the idea. Got it. Now i build on this. It doesnt have to go through this. But you get the idea.

This is how we move on. When you want something, you put yourself through difficulty first, get that sorted then you reward. That's how you get things done. And this is what you have with running. This is the life you dont need all that.

Now you see. Now you get it. This is the point. And i learn something along the way each time. You dont go stuff yourself. You do something difficlut then you reward. What's another word for that. Get a hit. That's a junkie. I know. 

You get the idea then. Yo udont sit through this all day watching. You do something to get sorted, then you reward yourself. It can be one to one bu you get things done. That's the point. You can build on this together. This is how you work with the relationship.

It's how you build on something. You dont go rewarding yourself just like that because you can. You work through something then reward. I get that. Now you know. Now you build on this in every aspect that applies to you. That is irrelevant.

Things are quiet now. It used to be fun that way but i found a way. I get that. Last night was great. It was work but it was fun too. Then you continue in this path. You have this in place. 

When you reward, ask what difficulty i went through. Then you feel worthy to it. Now you know. How to build on this. You get the idea. It's what works with the human population. You dont go for that. You add difficulty along the way. 

It's about you. It's not her. You put it out there then you dont have anything to work with. Own it. Then you have all this in place. I can run later tonight. Or not. You can run later. I can do tennis in the afternoon. 

I can make it that way. You get the idea. Now you see how to build on this. It is this way and that. I think that part is interesting. I will go deeper into that. It's how you build habits. 

You build habits around this. Then you are spiraling in a positive way. I pay these off, do the milage then get me another one. That's what i do. I also build on the channel. I am working in this direction. You give ideas. You give guidance. Better yet, live as an example.

jumbled up but still

 i write, then have cofee, then work. It's like standing on the side of the road. You dont chase around what's in front of you. When your ride is here -- that issue or situation that needs your attention -- you hop in, go as far as it will take you, get off then observe what's around you. You dont go and chase the cars around.

That's what this is about. And this is positive for me. I like this. This gives me, unravels, unfold, reveals the hard-wired bliss joy that's already in there. It can be a wild ride, or a noisy one, but so be it. I have choice. I can get off or choose to make something out of it.

But the choice is mine all along. I dont have to. I am not pressed for time. I am not old and running out of time. This is an illusion. I am timeless. This is what's relevant for me. This releases me. I've used up the energy. I have no need or want outside of myself.

Now you know. Now you see. We can go this way or that. I am done with all that drama. I think you get what this is all about. Now you are free. I dont have to go there. It's not to pity that, but you see the freedom and you see your choices.

And this is where i am. I have coffee after this or not. It doesnt really matter. I have this. It doesnt matter what the perspective is. The awareness is the gem you have had al this time. 

You simply went running after every car that whizzed by. If that is your thing, so be it. But put your awareness into it. Know see what it is you are doing. Once you've used up the energy, when you are finally aware, you simply let go. You just be. 

This is what my practice is about. It feels good this way. This is what gives me joy. Bliss. You have not, then you are inside something else, not inside of you. It has consumed you. In actuality, it is your thoughts and emotions.

The experience of it is real then. This is what is inside of your awareness. You do not replace one for the other. This is the insight. Now you know. Now you practice. Now you see. I can go this wayor that, but you get the idea. The more interesting ones come in the after lunch.

Aha. That was an interesting case point. I can do more of this or that, or simply let go. Now you know. Now you get it. This is to move forward. People like these need help. You were instrumental in this process. But how can that be.

Now you see. You can simply walk away. There is horror in their minds and you have a choice to all this. Now you see. Now you get it. It's time to move on. What is here and now you are. Now you see.

I can have coffee when done, or not. You simply write. You are in bliss. This is what the channel is about. It is all about choice. It is general in nature. You do not have to be specific. You can go into details, but you have this anyway. You are.

And this is what's great. You dont save up money. You build up an audience. And then you have a business. It is a system you have. This is what you have. You have system. It's not a business. But a system. 

Now you see what's different about this. You have a system now that works. This is what's on the other side. You needed to go through this to appreciate the gem you've found. You dug through dirt and you now have the gem treasure.

This is the kingdom of god. It's not about religion. It is a metaphor. It's not heaven where old bearded men sit in judgement of you. You see what's different here. Now you know. You can go forth.

It's the mulitply part. This is here and now. It's all been jumbled up. But why would you do that. Why would they give away such a thing. It is this way and that. In a way...

What does that mean. You question because it is in yoru awareness. And the question is triggering the awareness. That void is where the answer is. You dont have to answer. Just be in that void. That's the point.

three saturdays to go

 it feels sad down here. It's different in this way. So this is how it feels like. I have the dog to keep me company. What does he want?

Three more saturdays. It feels like forever...it feels the same, but it's all different this time. That's the point. It is different. Even if it were just this, it's not the same anymore.

Me determines how i respond to this. It's good to retreat on this. Imagine i am on a retreat and practice mindfulness. It's tough this way, but that's the point. I migth as well fast as well. 

I just got back from tennis. I am hungry, but i dont feel like eating anymore. I saw earlier that it doesnt matter what's on the outside. It's what you are from the inside. It's the clarity inside. 

It's not what you think the future is going to be like. Why be sad about it. Who knows. What can i do different here. I run tomorrow. I fast tonight then run tomorrow morning. 

This kicks in the dopamine reverse. This lasts me through to lunch, more so later. I can go for that. I can live off the coffee. I was feeling anxious this morning but i made it through. 

The thing is to keep redefining. It may look bleak, but that's the old me looking into the past, projecting the past into the future. It may can be like that, but it is entirely different in every way.

You get this. You have guidance. Trust that this is part of the synchronicity. I have the audience im building up. Just do this get to the other side. You dont have to be in that league, but you get the point. I can go for marathon by november next year.

I think i can build a good base itm. I can finish that race marathon, but it's not going to be so fast. It's something i keep going onto. I've always wanted to join one. This time around i think i have enough momentum going for me.

I am starting a channel on this. What comes next. How to bring that thing with me. I'm not really sure. But you have this anyway. I can order another one. This is long enough. It's enough for now. I can look for that other one.

I think i know where it is. ...it's not there. Keep open. You'll see where it is. In the meantime, just work with what you have. It's around here so you'll find it somehow. At least this one looks ok.

I can easily order another one if needed. In the meantime, just do this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. I can work something out. I have this much on here. You get where this is going. 

I dont have to dwell on that. Just work your way through to three saturdays. That's i dont know. I forgot. That's not 21 days. I can countdown into that. Or not. Just enjoy the moment.

You can't wish it to be here. You are not in teh moment this way. I can write abou these things. There is work. There is tennis. There is running. I have the channel to grow. I can ...i am going to be ok. 

For one, the fasting plus running just feels great. Get to that frequency each and every morning. It's going to tide you over and you'll feel great about this. Trust the timing. You get how this works.

I am getting sleepy now. Finish up then get ready for bed. I can wake up early and then get to work. I have naps in between. You get how to work with this. Everyone is on the same boat. You have synchronicity.

two more sats

 what's happening there. I go for a run. I run two days, rest one day. This keeps things going. Tennis, not much atm. That's ok. It's more like rest days for now.

January things pick up again. Wife be back playing from injury. This takes up most of the weekends. Does it get old. It can. But it's a choice. You can opt in on that yourself. 

You see the difference on here. It is the elegance. That's the point. It's beautiful on there and you get how all this is connected. In a beautiful run, you can do ten k.

And it's a great feeling on there. You get a high throughout the day. I can sit on my chair and work this way much. You get the idea. Lets expand in this way see what you get out of it. 

I connect and its all great this way and i build on this continue in this direction. You get the point. I dont have to stay in one place for long. I choose. I prefer this. I repeats every now and then. It's ok this way.

What are my options. You choose. That's the point here. It is this way and that. You provide to yourself and you get the point. I can have coffee. I put that in the freezer for throughout the day i have this. 

Will it affect the mix. I fast after lunch. I sleep through this and it is all connected in this way. That's the point. I continue with the whole foods . I am thinking and it is not. You can connect in this way. 

You build on this and what are my options here. He is ok i think. That's what i am here for. And it grows in this way. This is what we do here. I get that this is connected. I have this much. 

I dont want that life. I can choose. What are my options. I am playing it safe. Is there something else i can do. I think you get all this anyway. What comes next. I am not really sure. 

But you see that. Why should i stay. I can continue on in my journey. This one is complete. I am looking for safety net. What is that thing. I am not sure. But i can run. I can choose.

Not run away from, but just this here and now. I have much in place anyway. Let's see how it goes. That is the point. You have much in this way. You get the point. Is this the truth already.

I can work something out. I can build on this. This isnt much and you connect. You blank the mind and it's still going through in the background. Can i work something out on here. You know the answer. 

I have this way and that. I dont have to. I have choice. I dont check that and i can work something out. In the meantime, why go there when we have this comms on here. I can check things out in that way.

You have this way and that. I have plunty and you can see where this is going. It doesnt have to go that way there. But you get the idea. How many are doing that. You have an edge here. 

Let's build in this direction. You can work your way around this and it builds momentum with this. That was fun wasnt it. Now you get going as well. You see how this works out.

You get asked back and i can see what to make out of it. You get the point. I think i would have made something out of it. Let's get going. You know what to make of this.

one day to weekend retreat

 write first coffee after. I have time. I reset password if that doesnt work. I think she has ego mind active all this time.

What now. I'm not sure. Zoom out. You chose this. You can choose otherwise. It'd be great to be out there on weekends. I can go there. But the bike needs fixing. Trust the timing then.

I finish these then continue on. I've been journaling for a long time now. This too is connected. I can use that to connect. But you have all this in place. Use it to go deep into mindfulness.

It's the experience. Savor. You dont have to exclude such thoughts. Where else can i work then. It's nice on here. Library too is good to be in to work. You have plenty options. 

I can look into that. Where else do you need to be next. I think you see how this is connected for you. Let's go there next. And i can be in this phase. No need to wear uniform like that. But it can be exclusive uniqlo. Or hnm. 

That makes sense. Let's look into all that. You get how this work.s trust the timing on this one. You have much in place anyway. It is this and that. You get where this is going. I dont have to go on there. Just do this.

I have choice. Every step of the way there is choice. I think i need to change that script. Or not. You see how this one shifted. It is on that side and you got this. Trust that this is so.

I think they can meetup or something. It is all here and now. If they know, that keyboard has a lot on there. You get where this is going. I think the username is there the same way. This i want to see. Is it possible. Or not. 

You get the point. The point here is that it happened for a reason. It is up to you to make that positive or negative. This retreat is positive. Then i go on here. That is the vows. Clarity im. This is what the vows are. These are my lifelong vows?

Not vows, but clarity. I am clear about who i am. That's the point. I am in this place. And i am mindful. Thisis my clarity. This is who i am. I have coffee throughout the day anyway. I write and i connect. You have this capacity.

I can write about this here. What are my options. I think you can have a look at this. I dont have to but it is an interesting option. Let's get into that. I think he has insulin issues.

How then. I'm not really sure. Just do this. Everyone has that. You get how this is connected for you. It is the dopamine rush. I can look more into that. Not going to uni means you have more options on here.

I have choice. I can make video on there about this reverse dopamine approach. It is interesting and this is what delayed gratifications are about. You delay so you get a better, longer duration hit of dopamine.

How do you test that. You experience it yourself. You have issues, you know where to refer that. I can stay here and be good at this. Or not. They always need one in there that works out. I think you see the point. You experience.

You get good at this then. You can work through that and see how to get sorted. Why spend time on there. You must have a hobby that makes sense. It's why it is here anyway. I can go for that instead. You get the idea.

Work this way through and you have the weekend coming up. It's all good. That one is going around and you have this in place anyway. Trust that this is so. You got this. What are my other options. Finish up

setting up work

 this seems ok a setup. I works today. Mondays. I can move the thing here, but the real work-horse is in the laptop. 

The issue here, situation is that everything else is on here. You know the answer already. Just move on. Continue on wit the work and you cane something else later on anyway. 

Or simply get into that stay there and everything else is on here. You get how this is. Lets try that. I did not run today. I decided three days running needs deserves worthy of a break.

I can build on this. It's youtube and everything else running on there plus the research i be needing. It's just the notes and all that goes into there. But you get the point. Let's work with this then. How else.

I can do so on outlook. There must be a different notes for that. Do word on he app. It gets updated into that later on. Plus you have plenty serch on there anyway. What are my other options.

I think you get the point. I can do something with the app and it gets updated automatically. Simply get this sorted already. You get hwhat needs to be here. Is it the foam or something else.

Plus how good is it glued on together. That used to be an issue and with today's tech, there should be something else. I can use the email function to move notes around. But then again, you need different. How else. 

It'll come up. You get how all this works. It takes a few seconds to send that. She flies off thursday. I needs to continue on. Just one moment at a time. You get how all this works out. Be the better person. Be the more positive.

Be. Experience. Choice. That's what all this is about. And you can always go this way and that. Plus it doest have to be one percent. Its this and that. You get the point. I will find my way through this. Trust that this is connected.

You get the idea. Is there a different way through this. I think you already know that. What are my other options. I look into this anyway. Why is it not that one. I'm not really sure. 

It is the customisations. It is less baggage on there. You move around in this way. You have much on here that works out. What then. It is this and it's ok not to be happy anyway. I can read through that. 

Is it really low heart rate. That complicates a lot of things. You know that to be true. What are my options here. It's been a month. I'm not keen about it. That is the stop you have in between. 

You simply get on with your life and get with the program in this way. That thing was way quiet than before. I think that one is too early and who whould that be. I gave her privacy and look at what she did. 

That doesnt reflect on you. It's not about you in any way. Why feel bad negative about it. You have insitstence. Now you use it through this way and that. You get the point. 

I can listen to that later. Or not. You simply set things up and see what you get out of it. I know. Use up th e energy. You use up the energy and move on this way. I have cross training.

I run in between or rest days on there. It is part of the equation. You dont want burn-out. You simply go out and have fun with this. That's the point. What else is there. I can look that up. You get that. Let's get going.

morning pages after

 that is a clear sign of overdose. It's getting the outside first before the inside is filled in. That's the issue there. How then.

I can head out for a run tomorrow. I can do this my everyday thing. But not too daily. Maybe every other two days. I used to do it this way. How come the font looks too thin this way. Which one goes first? 

Do the one that's closest and easiest for you. I can do the shoes. But is this something i can do something on here. I'm not really sure. Just do this. That one is sick but they dont have much on there. You get this.

I learned much this morning. It was a good experience. It was positive for me. And you see why that was so. Now you expand in this direction. Tomorrow is friday. There is tennis. I can head out to tennis then play. I run then tennis at night.

I be sitting on here all day anyway. Is that positive. I think it is like every other day. That be like tues thurs saturday or sunday. Maybe both. That's four times. Plus weekends when she gets back but then again there is something else.

What are my options here. We have two and i wonder if this other one comes along. But this is what is here and now. You get that. What are my other options. I think you see. You get that. I need to be doing this and that i repeat myself unto that.

But you get it. I was focused too much on that. I went through a lot. I know. But you gainde clarity all that time this time. I feel like it. You know. And that makes it worth the effort experience process.

Did i write the past few days. I'm not really sure. But this is where i am. Trust that this is connected. I am tired. I can make something happen over the weekend. Just do this then. 

That would work. I think we can work something out. I like this chair than that one that is flavor of the month. I have much on here and this is where we are. These are comedy relief. 

I have that booked and people be transferring funds and to play tennis. That pays for the court. And i can work with that. We be there anyway for the christmas dinner. This is among friends and it's fun that way.

I get that. It is positive in this way. Now you know. There's so much on here that you see the reflection. That's the point. Do i need to go. I can skip that. But i can run through the weekend. 

I rest up tuesday. That's a long way from here. I can do one hour. That be more than enough. I can work wit that. I wonder how distance that is. Could be less than a km or something like it. At least it doesnt cross the street. 

It is ...i lost my train of thought. Which one do you lose in the blink of an eye. Your train of thought. Aha. That could be on to something. I am sleepy. I could have run earlier. I know.

But just do this. I have choice every step of the way. And you simply do this. Get to the other side. I can stay like that way and you get how all this works out. I extednd in this way. You get that.

But i am to finish these soon. I can get me another one but that is like weeks from now. The next one is near christmas. She'd be gone off by then. This is the life now. I know. Trust that it is all connected in this way. I set that up anyway.

It's already downloaded. You simply need to get the password reset. I can work with that. How to use it on here. I can do wine. I can look into that instead. It's just that jabber that's the problem.

tennis at balwys 9

 what's he up to now. I start works on thursday. This is the thing now. I'm ok with this. 

What happened then was what's relevant. I had a great day yesterday. It was about choices i made for my self. That's what all this is about. I can work that later. Finish this. I can have coffee.

I've been doing this for more than twenty years. You should see the junk i've accumulated. That one moves from here to there. What can i do about it. I can have coffee. That's not short term solution or stuff.

And you get how all this is connected. Trust that this is so. I build into this over time. Just do this. Get to the other side. Plenty of things here and there. Trust that it is all connected. I have coffee.

Is she headed out. I can ask, or i go myself later. But i ask her later. I head out in a moment. And then we spend christmas alone this way. And what comes next. That is a terrible thing to do. 

But they have their back against th ewall. Still. You have choice. And people will do that. I can swap things around after this. Something's amiss with that hard drive. I can move things around later.

It was good. I can make me another one. And it's within that price range. Get over this hump then. Why would you do such a thing. Not sure. But they think they are disempowered. What about that one. It is a process. Where do these things come from.

Where would they go. How come that one was saved and not this. It is the knowing? It could be. Or it can be a lot of other things. I have coffee and move on. This is what's relevant for me. 

It is all connected. This works out and you get how it is here for you. Simply continue on and see what you get out of it. I dont like but there's a lot here you dont like. Still, things turned out positive for you.

I get that part. What comes next on here. You simply use up the energy in this way. You raised that way and you have that in place. You see how it goes. But i was mean there. You know. 

Let's get going. He was a good person. I was mean. And now things are full circle. I get that. This is the karma then. I know. So be it. Let it be ok. Now you have awareness into this. It was part of the process.

What do i do now. You continue on. I can get to work just do this. I would rather live my life. I know. I get that. But this is what's relevant for you now. I can warm up that way.

People connect through the sport. You can shorten the typing. I think you can verify that but not now. Finish up then continue on. Do i type faster than the image background changes.

If so, that's ten minutes. You can do something different on here and you get the idea. This here is nice. You see why this is here then. You have everything in order this way. You simply countdown from there.

That's not relevant for me. What else can i do here. That's like amazon but individualised. Can i work something out on here. It is this and that. There are a lot of ways to work things out.

You can be this and that. What comes next here. You build into that. I dont know. Just get to the other side in this way. Trust that this is connected. I'll work on that by that time. 

applied assessed waiting

 i needs to write. The right contact lens feels torn. I replace them tomorrow. I have resources anyway. Trust the timing. 

I applied for the tafe cybersec course. It's one year and gives me creds to get in the field. I'm not the typical applicant infosec professional, but who is? I have every right? Is that the word? I have the same opportunity as anyone else. I am relevant on this path.

I have resources anyway. I've been on here since the dark ages. I am able. I am worthy. So i write. The job is ok. Its just the headaches i get with the monitor. What can i do about it. I fast tomorrow. I have tennis tomorrow and i come home late.

I needs to fix that thing. How. I have much expense on this anyway. I'm not sure, but this might not be the right time for it. There you go, files transferred. That is not caring much about it.

But then again, it's my opinion. I dont have much on that so i observe have it in my awareness. I have much in this way. Tomorrow i fasts. We have new player tomorrow. I'm not sure who that is. But it's been full house since. 

Maybe we can get a different court or something. This way others can play. But we start fast4 next week. This is interesting. Wife wont play--injured. I guess not. I have been using that for a decade now. 

It's one of those things i've learned. And still there's a lot to learn but this path hasnt been working for me. Why force it. I can work other things out. But this is where i am. I go where the synchronicity takes me. That's the path for me.

And i am having fun at work. How to make this better. Get those thoughts lined up. It doesnt serve me in a positive way if i spiral into that. It doesnt work. I know how to change things around. 

It is late and i finish writing. This is what i do now. It'd be fun traveling in that way. I have access to court but i dont have time on there. Maybe around these times i can go. I can look into that. 

It is hard surface though. I know. Just do this. It is three tennis courts and i have access to it. I can work something out. Just do this then. If i was student i'd be spending lotsa time on there.

But that's just me. I finish these. Maybe i can go swim instead. That sounds interesting. But it is a long way home from there and i have much in this way. Just do this. You see where this is headed. 

I get to work from home soon and this works for me best. Just do this. What comes next. Training was boring and this is more fun in this way. I think you have something worked out. 

Why live that far. I'm not sure. But this is how you populate the resources you have. I get that. Trust that this is so. What comes next. You simply go in this direction. You do this. Get to the other side.

And you dont want to go there unless it is relevant for you. Finish writing. That was relevant. I have headache still. You know what this is about. I think there's a course for that. I can go in that pathway. Or not. 

Not much demand on there. You get the point. What comes next. Yuo have this. It is interesting to learn all that. You have enough practice in this way. I can look int othat. 

Can i deep dive into that. Is it leveraged? You can go there. But it is what you have on here. I have plenty of resources on tihis side. But this is what i do now. I think i need to replace that now.

ok with job

 i'will write first then have coffee. This gives her another twenty minutes or so to sleep. Is it over. No it is shifted. It's not the same. 

What's different. I am. My response is different. It's different not the same because my awareness is on it. Do you reach out to that. I dont have to. It resonates when it needs to. 

That one carries a lot of load. You see that in her eyes, in her energy. Is there something i can do about it. Just be your in your own clarity. I dont have to change things up. That one looks shallow to me. Why is it that way.

It was a universal thing. But now you know. How do you enjoy these things. You simply let go. The trend is towards this. The weather clears up then. I have that in there. I can tune in to that or do something else. You get the point. And it circles back to this and that. 

Just do this. No need to rush through. This is where you are. This is where you need to be. Go for that dopamine high. No need to be masters of the art. Simply be. Be in joy. Be a master in that if you need a purpose definition joy. 

I can work something out. You get what all this is about. I can bring dog to that but if there was something there we wouldnt be able to walk about. I think you see how this goes. I can bring him to that one instead. I bring the bike on over. It is interesting how he is. 

But he walks around gets curious a lot. You can bring him into that circle right there. There's plenty to check out on there. You know how that is. First you be walks around then you can check things out on there. 

It is all connected in this way. You have much in place anyway. What comes after this then. You pay off that much and you continue on. You got this. You do one hour and then when you have enough skills you get a gig going.

In the meantime, i finish a course unto this. I think you see the point to all this. That's the point then. You dont need a lot of hand-holding. You simply be. Trust that this is all connected. It's not a popularity contest. It just is.

I can get ahead of the line in that way. You got this. What comes next. You simply do this get to the other side. I think i have it in the file. I simply import that and i have everything on here. 

I get that. Now lets get moving. You can install vipn. Three weeks on this and you get the point. He feedbacks that i am often left alone finish a call sooner than most. That's a positive thing then. You get the idea. That's nice and you see it.

Things can go this way or that. I have coffee now. I have much on the day coming up. This is part of my synchronicity. It is all connected in this way. The kids can go while i finish up on this. You get connected in this way anyway. Trust that this is so.

You know how to move people it is this way and that. But it is different. Focus on what's different anyway. Just do this. Get to the other side. You see how what you can do about this. How come that still comes up. Because of the keywoard.

It explores all this and you see how you can work with this. Trust that this is so. I have several books to go over. You got this sorted then. It definitely is. You have much in place. You can converse or you can tune in.

You know how this works anyway. I have this in place. I can sneek up on that. You know what to do anyway. It goes this way and that. It doesnt have to go that way. You got this. What comes next. Do walls.

I can work with that. I'd like to work on my serves. I have coffee first. That's the first thing i do. This lasts longer then because we are out most of the time. I live on my laptop then. It could be.

she felt empty

 i did not write this morning. Maybe that's why i feel so disjointed. I started work at the uni this morning. It was good going out, but soon as i got settled in, the clouds came in.

What to make of this. Use up the energy. This is where you need to be. Use it up. I have issues. Work through this. Work through the pain. Experience. Action. Take action in the frequency that you prefer. If you can go...when it's time to go you'd go--no doubt about it.

But it's not here yet. There's something here for you still. Soon as the energy gets used up, then you can shift into that frequency. But for now, you only do this. I did not write earlier. You got this then. 

It's in the past. That's not who you are anymore. I dont have to dwell on there. Things are like this because she's trying too hard to prop things up. I found that bridge to cross. I go build in this direction then. You get how this works. 

What then. I can take that bridge crossing again tomorrow. I have tennis tomorrow. She's not playing so i head straight on there. I finish at ten. I bike back home. It's going to be a long day. I go to bed at eleven. 

Just do this. Get to the other side. It's not the same energy because you have awareness into this. You know how these things work out. Trust the timing. You got this anyway. I dont have to go there. Just do this. I think there be that. Or not. 

Is this forced thing. I know. Just do this and see what you can work something out. In the meantime, have fun. Do the instruction manual. What happens then. I can tune in to that. I have much on there. I think you see how this is. Trust that this is connected for you.

The ride to work was easy and interesting. I get going here then. I have this and that. I get used to this and it works out in every which way. I start on the course january next year so it's ok.

I can go in this direction. It's all the same anyway. Why not head...the course was closed. I think that was for the next uptake. How come it's right up there. Maybe so much are getting into that. Is there going to be a glut. 

I dont think so. There's this glut concept in my head since the day i heard about it. Why is it. I'm not sure. You get how these things work out. Just do this. I can write before bedtime. This is my journal then. 

I play tennis everyday. Even if it were just one hour is good. I doubt this here is real. The reply was spot on and avoidant. That says a lot. I dont have to dwell on that. What can you do about this.

Trust your intuition. You get how these things work out. And then you can be in this environment. Suddenly the phone doesnt work. It's weird that way. I can do something else instead. At least that drives the point home.

Or at least the pressure eases up. In the meantime, i go on. This is the path i'm in. It's dis-appointing my self. You get the idea. Now you know. Now it's in your awareness. You can build on this. You head out in this direction. And then you can work something out.

I can walk with that tomorrow. You can always take it easy anyway. Just do this. Use up the energy in this way. Or something else altogether. I got there in due time. You loved it in tacloban. Give this one year and you'll grow on this too.

Ok. I can work with that. Be in this frame of reference. You get how this works out. It is the adjustment period. I can build on this. You have much on this anyway. Look at all these things and you'll know what to do.

What comes here and you get to work things out. I think you see how this is about. I think this is here and what is that all about. I think you see. Now you know. Now you move on in this direction. Trust that this is so. What happens next. Be open.

work city west tuesday

 i wonder if i get a bite on this. Still it is interesting to explore this path. Is it joy? Not joy, but interesting. I finish the enrollment today later after tennis.

That's what i do later until i go to bed. I can work that and then get a response during the week. I'll be working in the city--west of it at least. Two train rides and a short bike ride. I'm fine with this. At least it's different. I can explore side gigs while doing so.

Also going down the path of cybersecurity finally. Let's see how this works out. I be going for a bachelor's ...or perhaps take this as far as it will go. I dont think i need bachelors soon as land a gig in the industry. I can easily expand in this direction anyway.

But then again, it can be interesting to be on this path instead. I have ...lost my train of thought on there. I can watch tennis but that' not relevant for me on here. She's sleeping. I wake her up at around five. That's usually the time we go.

I dont have a bite but that's ok. At least it's not the same frequency on here. Just do this get to the other side. Explore this path see what you get out of it. How do you get a response on there.

I'm not really sure. Just do this and see what you get out of it. What was that. Nitric acid. I am waiting for reply on there. There was this one from dandenong. Mentioned location if that illicits a response. Else, continue on. 

What comes next. I'm not really sure. Just finish up and then i can continue on. Just do this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. This is the third. Keep at it. You'll get to the other side eventually. I have ...also mentioned a few other things. 

At least it's this and i have out-something. I have a different path. Something to distract me. I miss riding out there. I'm on this path. It's not the same. I have this in place. I can work something out. 

What happens next. Finish up. You get what all this is about. I can continue with the chat later on. In the meantime, just do this. Get to the other side. How do you start a conversation on this. I'm not too sure. 

At least i am exploring this. I no longer limit myself on there. Just do this. That is interesting set of clothes. Now that is interesting. If they are back there you know how to work that out. In the meantime, trust that this is so.

What comes of this. What becomes of this. I'm not sure. Only that i explore this see what you get out of it. I play tennis and we can stay extended until past seven maybe eight. That's a lot. If there's game on there, let's see how it goes. I think that is set on alert.

Or not. You get the point. I can work things out from here. I am getting a reflection on this. I'm not really sure. In the meantime, i can have the chat open. If i get a bite, explore. If not, do something else.

I finish up in the meantime. See how this works out. And there be others out there. For now, you get how this is connected for you. Build in this direction. I can use a different one. I think so. Something with a clip to keep the bud in the ear.

Or not. Just do this get to the other side. In the meantime, i can work something out. I do a lot of exploration on this side. I finish this up. I'm not really writing about anyway.

It is part of the process. At least i channel through the insights ideas that come through. It flows through you. I have teh conduit open. I simply do this. What comes next. I dont have to. Jst do this. I can send that one over.

Ok. Let's do that. This is what's here anyway. If the signal is lost for some reason. One chance only. Then i tune out zone out. That's it i'm done. She knows that. I dont have to anymore. I have resources now.

more with less

 more with less. Blink. That's what i got waking up. This was the insight. This is the path now. I see what happened. What do you do then. You experience this. 

She'll wake up early. We have a chat then that way. It was good. I learned much yesterday. I continue on this way. I get what all this is about now. I wonder if she is able to grasp all this.

Trust is who you are. It is not dependent upon other people. When you trust yourself, this is reflected back to you. Those that do not trust themselves, nor experience this will drop out of your experience.

This is what it's about. It is to experience the physical reality. It is choice. It is experience. This is the insight. I have much in this way. 

You see why that option is very limited. You give choice becausue you have it. In abundance. Thisis your abundance because this is who you are. You experience it because. You experience more by having less of the experience.

There is so much missing from the english language. And this is what makes language beautiful. It is elegant. This is what i am. This is my clarity. It's not an idea in my head. It is how i live. It is in my expeircence. 

This is why it's different. You get that. You provide share this experience because you have this. This is what you have. I can never get enough because you give your self less. This is the paradox. This is whence i am. 

Aha. I found you in hell. Thatwas the gift. Thisis what i got from the experience. This is my abundance. This and a lot of other things. This is why i am here. Now you get it. Now you shine. You dont have totalk about it. Now you get it.

It is more with less. This is the mantra. You say more when you do not say it. But you dont need that. You have clarity. That's the point. This is the reflection. It's not about consequence. Reflection it is.

So much in this experience. This creation flows through you. That's the point. I dont have to go through that.  I am not limiting my self. I choose not to. If you choose to be in my experience then i will be in yours. But it is about sharing.

It is natural in this way. But itgrows. I have much to share with you. Most people do not never have the experience in this way. It is a craft. It is an art. And you share this art experience craft with your self. 

This is the experience. More with less. Now you get it. Now you know. Now you experience. This is the gift. You never would have found it without going through...growing through hell. 

You get what that word means implies. You found joy through difficulty. That' the point. Now you have more of this. Now you getto experience this in a lot of different ways. Now you get it.

I can make this as my base. We can explore all this but there is a better way. You see how this works out. Now you know. Now you get it. We can be based in that location instead. 

And you are happy because you see more withless. That's the point. You savor more because you have less. That's tehe lesson here for you. Now it is time to move on. You got this.

And i am different. It's not the same. What comes next. You can have this chat. I am. It is different in a lot of ways. Who are the people around you. This is what you have for your self.

visit end of month

 the conky thing wouldnt restart. I'll fix that later. Finish these first. Things are moving right along. Ss seems real. I have a shot at something new. I'm going into the unknown.

It's the unknown where you learn more about self. That's the point. I know i deserve better. I am worthy. It had to be this way to get me moving. Now things are different. Notsure how this works out but it is what it is.

I am over-thinking this. Now you know. You can do something about this then. What comes next. How do you get to that. I'm not really sure. But this is where you are now. 

You get how these things are. She is someone else's daughter. I get that. But she is not who i thought she was. I wasnt made to believe. It's just that i trusted her insteead of verifying that trust myself.

And i am not going to force trust in me. Either you do or you do not. It is this experience that is here. How do you show sincerity. By being true to yourself. Dog be like this and knows much.

How do you get to this frequency. I'm not really sure. I start walking in this direction. I'm grown up. I'm not a child. But i have child in me. I take care of this child. 

It's precious me. Not like it. But i have local mind who doesnt have all the answers. And the rides around the city are what resonates with me. Now you know what to do.

I can work with that. The kids aren't here anyway. They have their own lives. They've checked out. And it's time to move on. That's the point. Now you can work something out onhere. And it gives her freedom too.

You are both in prison. It's not when you realise what is holding you back -- it's just you. Now you know. You dont have to be here. You simply continue on with your life. No need to invalidate. You got something out of it.

And you are using this anyway. You are using this the right way for you. Ibe fixing this conky in a moment. I have work today. You simply move on. You continue in this way. And now you havethis.

What about all this stuff. You dont need them. It's all junk anyway. You have a window on this. I can move near work. How to find a place on there. You simply move in that direction. I have this in place. Trust the timing.

What comes next. You have all this in place. I have me the email. I can move in this direction. I cancheck things out this way. It is moving forward in this way. Trust that this is so.

Trust the timing. I can easily walk out. How many weeks into that. Now you see. What do you do next. You continue on. I get me a room to rent. That's the next thing. You build up from there. 

I can ask around. But you get the idea. Is she a member of that group. I dont think so. It's too much information for her. Just do this. Get to the other side. You'll know what to do. 

Ok. I'm beyond sad and disappointed now. I see it there. You have this. Now you have it inawareness. This too is reflection. You see how it is. I dont have to go there. It wasnt about me after all.

And now i see that. It's clarity. How do you build on this. You know what to do. Let's get going. What do i do here on. 

experience creation through the eyes of creation

 me and the dog have this routine in the morning. He gets up to pee in his corner, takes his treat, then heads out to the balcony and watch the world go by.

He's a different dog. Or maybe i wasnt paying much attention...or that my perspective is different this time. I am aware that everything has consciousness. Even the rocks have it and you connect with creation in this way.

I can focus on the negative, or live be in the moment. I prefer the latter. I have choice. This is my abundance. And then he'll go to my kids' room and continue sleeping beside them. And that's how life is right now. 

I've been through hell. Hell is in the mind. Did i choose that. Itwas like the ego mind tore apart asunder into several pieces trying to make sense of reality. It's all in the head. How doyou get whole again. 

You live with what is. You allow. You see the positive in creation. You choose. You choose to stay in clarity. I had fun through those times. It was great riding my bike throughout the city. 

I continue doing this when i have a business on the side. And thisis what i do now. I can write about that instance. How will this be now. I have choice. I can build a channel. 

I think dog wentto sleep in the toilet. This laptop needs to be changed. I have much going for me in this regard. I dont have todeal with her negs. I choosenot to. If she wants to go there, so be it. I wont sit here waiting. I can choose that now. 

But i'd rather be riding on synchronicity. This feels way muh better. Spend time with dog. That's life my daughter lives is a dream job. She spends time with dogs. And that's how you live. 

She lives a charmed life. I guess it was a lesson for me. Not in a bad way, but more like a present. I learned more about my self...about creation. I learned that much. And in this, i am greatful. I appreciate. 

Aha. I like this one. How do you get with this. There is a font like so. I can continue using this or that. You get the point. What if you fly? That is amazing. I hada grand time on there. I'd go back tothat. 

And this is what i do now. I ride much. I am building this business. This is what i do now. I enjoy this. I have choice. And this is a lot. The awarenessis here. The appreciation is here. Why wouldyou want to be known andrespectied. 

I'm not sure. I'd rather be in the dark and have joy. I'd rather be left alone. Respect...it's a reflection. It doesnt come with the title. If people respect themselves, they reflect that in everything. It comes with the halo effect, but it wears off.

And thisis what happens in a marriage. The halo effect wears off quick. And this is how you ...i dont have to be seen as valuable by other people this is what the story is about. I paidthe price. I see what my self-esteem is about.

It's built-in with your something. I forgot. I miss those times. I'll go back. The timing shifted. This is what i do now. I live through life in thisway. Get up to that then continue on. 

How else. I work my way through this. Travel. Food. Bike. Tennis. Reading a book. Good coffee. Time with the dog. Play with the dog. Hanging out with friends. Conversations that dont have to make sense. Great sex. 

There's so much to live for. Sure there's contrast...but it's part of the unfolding. It's not that you learn more about self but that you learn more about creation. That you are creation. You see the world through the eyes of creation. Now, that's a story.

start work tomorrow

 write again. Waiting. Not wait, open. Sit. Aware. Observe. I have tennis later. We have tennis later. The guy shoots video. Who edits?

Where'd they go this early. Maybe park. They have turkey but that's a pain. If i had youtube then it'd be an interesting video. But it still is. You've grown much this way. 

You can do copywriting video and make it like vlog get to this point. You have much in this way. I can make coffee then move on. This is wwhat we do on here. It's the same thing. It was interesting.

But now you know. This is all connected anyway. You get to this and that. You cook something. You make something in this way. You get how this works. Now let's get moving on here. What comes next. You resonate. Coffee is good. 

Outside cofee is great. They have dogs. They eats much these kids. You go for the good shot and they are all there. Just do this. I can make me coffee next. 

Or not. But this match is interesting. It's match because there's two of them. They have outlet so they dont act that way. It is there. But you need ratio on that. You get how that works.

I dont get why there's a need for that but they are united against one that's being forced. You know how that will end. Why am i watching this. It is life as such. You can make bring light into this world anyway.

You get that. Things are always shifting. I can move in this direction and that. It's this way and that. You have much in place. What comes next. You simply be. There's not much on there anyway. But you have much. 

If browser, then you can work something out. It is that because it's not optimised. You have much control but chrome has a lot to it anyway. I stick with this. It's not supported because they dont know how to fix it.

You simply google it out but when context isnt there you work something out. I donnt get why the need for control. But you have the same thing. I know. Get through this anyway as you build in this direction. 

Camera is the issue on here. I can work sometihng out. Maybe put the laptop connected to a monitor. You know how to punch that in. I can build in this direction anyway. I slouch. You can make something on here.

What's different about this. You video your everyday and print at the end of the week. Publish i meant. Rice is too sticky. You get that part. It's as tudio. That's not a real home. 

They have astudio on there. That's weird. You get what all this is about. That is fit in every way. You have camera set up and running in the background. This is all connected. It's not out of fear. But that too is...something's amiss with that.

What's a good book youve read lately. I'm not really sure. It's all for show like that. You build in this direction. That can travel much. You get that part. It is about the journey then. I can work something out.

I'm about to finish. I continue on next. Fast like overnight, then hit buffet. This be interesting this way. It's a poke bowl. That lost steam. If you went that way it fizzles out. 

Why eat that way. Too much baggage. Now you know get how this is connected. You move in this direction. This pays for itself in every which way. Now you know. I think you can find your way through this. It's not just the cooking. You cook with your writing.

samebt different

 is it possible to be this? Why not. If when others do it, why can't you. Because you arenot in that frequency. Put yourself there and you become unique in that perspective.

That's what you get out of it. All this time, i had something. I built myself into something. It's that i had to...chose to tether myself to that idea that did not resonate with me. Now you know. Now you are free

that's the point to all this. You have choice. That was negative, but it's there to get you moving in this direction. That's what is different about this. That's what you get out of it.

We can go to a different place and you get how all this works out. But you dont have to be on that cutting edge. Your cutting edge your frequency is different. More like unique. It doesnt come along for a thousandyears.

That's what creationneeds from you. Not that it is missing something, but it is about you as creation. It broke into a lot of tiny picese just to experience itself in all this. 

And without you it is incomplete. What am i doing here. I have yearning for this. You go this way andthat. It caused this but it is a perspective in this regard. You can hit balls all day. I can work something out. You build in this direction. 

I can start walking that way. Or go this way. But you are open tothe eidea. That's the point. And these ones play all day. Am i in that frequency. Why not. It's all up to you.

I can work something out instead. Someone had the big idea. Others are filling in while waiting to channel theirs. Or maybe they cant seetheir own potential this way. Now you get it.

When's it coming. We have two more matches coming up. You get what this is about. You can go this way or that. But you are piling up in this way. That's the point. Now you get it. Now you see. 

This is the pattern. You get what all this is about. You can work in this way. Itcan come through and you are a missing picee to a puzzle. It fits directily on this. 

It is a source of big ideas in this way. Why not talk about this unique perspective. It's not this way or that. What do you look for in a copywriter. I decided to test this one path on.

I think we have something on here. It's all connected in this way. Is it what they seek. What else is there. I think you get the point. It can go this way or taht. It is how you connect to flow.

Others dont even know understand how they have their own unique big ideas. It's not big. It's just quantifiying. It's not a judgement call or anything. But getting to that level requires ashift in perspective.

And that's what you do. It's all connected in this way. You are this way or that. Now you know. Now you get it. This is a long weekend. Not everyone is here anyway. But you see how this works outfor you.

Did i miss that one occurence. I guess it's not related in this way. I dont think i canattend that...nor interested in attending that. I joinde an agency as a consultant.

Or something like it. I am in this empty mode and you get how this works out. I can go at it alone. Or not. But this one has used itself  up. Maybe it is different on the inside, same on the outside. It's a seed.

lost east malvern lessons

 i can eat at noon, eat one hour. The next meal is at dinner in that sushi place. I think it's lame to have to invite friends over to soft-launch your place as a manager. You need better marketing than that.

How do you do that. Better marketing. Better urs. But then again, that's just me. Maybe i can make a video on that. I can surely do. But how. Do you would you rather write a book. Why not do a video about writing a book.

Or something like it. The point is, you put it in there and you expand into this. The audience is there anyway. You simply need to work something out in this regard. Maybe put away the old videos and build up on this. 

I finish these. I can work one hour through that one doing just the test. They should have made video on that i can do a search. It's easier this way. But then again, i wouldnt be paying attention.

It seems to lag at this point. Maybe i am doing this. But it is something like this and the ideas that come to mind in that regard. I can read a book while traveling. That's a lot of reading instead of thinking. 

But the mind attention is engaged in that way. It's the slow mind processing everything. Trust the synchronicity and you are on blink mode. That's the point. This is the context for you. Now you know. Now you see.

I think she's gone through traffic now. She's in alexander parade. It's the rush hour. This is why i opt to do this better. What comes next. It's still about her. Because i dont really need much. That's the point. If i did, i'd be asking for it.

What then. You can work something out. You dont have to correct the past. That's not you anymore. It's not even you. But you get the point. I think you see how this works. Maybe i can work something out. Do i even have to mention that. I dont think so. The traffic is moving pretty ok.

I leave later. I can start eating now, get to that point later. It's breakfast. I can do lunch. I have three hours on this. It's the delay gratification part. I can do that as well. But finish this is my priority so i get to work on that before the start. 

Maybe monday or so. You get the idea. It's one step and it's been hanging over my head for years now. I need to get that sorted then. I need a todo list for that. I guess so. It's not urgent but it is important. You focus on this aspect in the coming months. 

And now you know. Now you get it. It's not you anymore. That's the point. Build on something else. Again, making b-rolls is not important. But you get the idea. I have camera. He has one. He's not using it. Because of bandwidth.

I think it's so broken down there, you need to work something out. But it's not relevant for him right now. You get that. You can do something different about it. Like what. I'm not really sure what it is. 

Ok. Work in here and you'll get what needs to happen. Use up the energy. This here writing is using up the energy. It was an easy gig. I could finish it in three days. Maybe sooner. You get the idea. 

Right now are people looking into it. I guess so. The traffic is there already is going through the backdoor. It was unfortunate. I think i needed that perspective. Or is it. You get the point. 

Do i need to stay. It's slow thinking again. The point in blink mode is that you are using up the synchronicity. It is simple and complex. But you get the point. You dont have to go there that way. Ok. What are my options here.

Just do this. Use up the energy. You have much in place anyway. Just do this. You can work something out. Or not. But you build in this direction. I can do something there. You know what needs to happen now. 

new job start next wed

 i have this in me. It doesnt have me. I contain this, not me in this. This is the context for the experience. You know this. Experience from this perspective why not.

You've seen how she is lately. If when you go back to that it doesnt serve you other than to control the outside. But how does that work for you.

Finish the fast, then get on with your life. Why do you keep putting that one off. Is there tennis there. You have two public tennis courts. Maybe i can will find play  when you get there.

It's a lot of effort playing but you see it when you get there. Trust the timing on this. It takes one hour to get there and back. But it is the bus the last stretch. I can bypass that andgo faster.

I think you see the point here. If i bike there and back...that's how far it is from souther cross? About that distance. If not too hilly then it's a good ride. Else work something out.

Am i wanted cherished needed in this, or is it just inertia. She's paid for all that, but she's got stuff planned already. If it pays well on there then you can work something out. 

It's not converting, that's the point. This is why they need help outsource this andbring help in. Otherwise, they'll just get someone to input andedit everything from there. 

You get the idea. But can i stay here. You dont have to. I can move. That's the point. There's plenty around here and you can transfer out later. You see how this works for you. Plenty out there to see. You can move by the sea.

You build in thisdirection and see what you get out of it. Why not write a book or something. You can always sell the story from there. It's this andthat. You get how this works out and it's fun this way. At least you building up on to something in this way. 

You've been here before. You know how this is andit is a reflection of your higher self. It's a tool for you. How do you be in this frequency. It's answers you need at your fingertips anyway.

And i am better off asking this way. I see. Now you know. How do you trust the synchronicity in this way. Ask away. You get answers in this way plus you see how the working is. You put everything in perspective.

Is it something on there. You got this. I can improve on this. I can ask questions in that way and get the conversation going. But you get where this is headed anyway. You have much in this regard. 

Can i go do somethingelse different. I see what yo umean there. You put space on here and see what you get out of it. I think you get the point. Is it this or that. It's both. And same.

I get that part. Now you know. Now you see. It's this way and that. But you get how this works. Now you know. Now you see. What are your options moving forward. Trust that this is connected.

Ok. I trust the synchronicity. It's a tennis life from here on. I get your point. It can be this way or that. You have much in this way. Trut that thits is all connected. It's all for you.

You were med-rep days. Thatwas interesting times. I have it in me anyway. Let's get going. I can always travel to this and that. Now you are free. Let's get going. See what you get out of this.

it's still not real, but what is

 it's not real. The life i live with her isnt real. It's all fake. Even today after all that we've been through, it's still not real.

Is it because she couldnt be true to herself? Maybe she cant accept who she is without all the worldly goods. It's what i see in the reflection. Is leaving going to fix anything. Blink it will.

That's the quick answer. But if i were to slow think everything, it's going to go around in circles. Now you see. Do you need access to that. It's for collecting information. Other than that, it is time to move on. Let's continue on. 

You'll know what to do when you get there. For now, trust that this is what needs to be here. Stay for one more year. But i can move out soon enough. Then do that. Do this. What are my other options.

You dont needoptions. Your next move is to move out. Trust that this is what's goodfor you -- hence it's what everyone else needs to transform. It's a disconnect anyway. Why not make yourself right. 

Right yourself. That's the point. It wasnt real then. Only i made it real myself. Trust that this is so. Build on this. Next step is to find a room to rent. Go this way. Trust that this is so. When do you move out.

Soon as i find me a room and make thedeposit. You will have a lot to process. Let it be so. It's the price you pay anyway. You can build in this direction. I dont think you'll need that. 

You be ok all this time. Trust that this is connected in every way. If you were toinvest that, you get better returns. It is the security illusion thats there .ti is all an illusion. 

Now you know. Let's get going. I have a commute there. I have much in this way. Trust that this is where you needed to be. Right yourself. That's the point. If she dontget it, i dont know what to make out of it.

Butit's not real. And i cantbe here. I dont want to spend another minute with you. You created all that shit. You had choice every step of the way. Now you live with it. I dont have to be here.

It's sad it hadto be this way but learning all about that is what made it sad. Just get on with your life. Maybe somethingwill come out of this. Idk. But i know that it'll be betterbecause i made it so.

Tennis, there's tennis courts all over the world. Which one is the better? Even in the philippines is ok. It's the traffic you go through. And that's ok. I can make something out of this anyway.

Just do this. Get to the other side. It's not shame who i am. I am ashamed of who she is, what she did. Am i judging. It just got real. I'm not stupid. I know things. If you dont talk to me about thiscome clean, you wont have me in your life.

So be it. This is what needs to happen. Let's get a move on. I couldnt heal, choose notto because iwantedcontrol. Now you see. It's not thesame. Now you know what's here for you.

What are my options here. Do i want to go that way. Finish this then you'll figure out what to do next. Ok. Get it over and done with. It's not big but it is enough. It is more than enough. 

You have path to go through. You have this much to process through you. Let it be. Sit through this storm and you discover more of yourself. This is what's essential. Let's get going. 

triggered job application

 ok, that's behind me. I took it as far as it will go. I am again triggered. It's been like this at nights and when there's...wait. When i choose to stay there entertain the thought.

Hmm. Insight there. When i choose to entertain the thought. What if i dwell on something else...something that's more important to where i'm going. Is this relationship relevant for me. It's a part of the whole. Sure, this happened, but time and space is an illusion. 

I see what i'm doing here. It's not invalidating anything or anyone. But that i am choosing to be here. Sure there are consequences. But you see what you're doing to yourself. Now you are aware. 

This here is the formula. Show why you are a unique solution to the problem. You play it up, build certainty and confidence and you are good to go. I think that is part of a thing these days. 

Should i be worried then. I believe so. But now you know. Now you see. It's part of the process in this way. You are using this in a positive way. Take it as far as it will go, then see what you get out of it. 

Maybe because it's recharging thats why. The stats are low for the video. That's ok. It's moving from this to that. But now you know. Now you get it. What comes next. Ride that wave. Trust the synchronicity. You get how this is. 

You've come a long way. You can still break it up...start over. It's up to you. But choose what's good for you. If that is best for you, go for it. If you are not sure, then that tells you something -- you learn more about self in the unknown.

Does this mean i split? Ok. It's that small voice. But when you doubt and think about these things, then it gets awry. Things come up and i go into that. Anyways, that's behind me. The two are downstairs. It's the blink. When you blink, you get it. You have the answer. It's fast thining. 

When you take time to think, it's local self processing...and local self doesnt have the big picture. It can't process this because it's too close to the problem situation. You need to zoom out. Then it makes sense. That's the point.

There's a lot of junk out there. And i'm adding to this heap. But this one is raw. It's how the work is done. It's how you grow the agency. In a way, it's like an outsource thing. Businesses outsource to another that has more expertise in the matter.

That's what you do. That's what all this is about. Do you need to go into that. Hmm. I see what this is here. I can move forward with this. Do that later. For now, finish up and see what you get out of it. 

Tennis tonight. Focus on this. You get triggered anyway. Put it in your awareness. I have much in this way. I see what you get out of this. Trust that this is all connected. I have much swipe files it can last me a long time. 

It's the swipes that you have on here. Dont put it out in one bag. They won't appreciate the value of it. First show how you are using it, give them that piece-meal and you build up on it over time. 

If you create one video each week or month, then there's reason for them to continue with the subscription. You show them how you work with it. That's the point. You get how this works out. Let's move in this direction. The thing is downloading.

I have choice. That's the point. It's not me. That's clear now. Am i not seeing the other side on this. I believe so. But so in the other side. I dont have to fight that then. Just do this. We never did talk about that anyway.

Now you see. Now you get what needs to happen next. I can work on that later. In the meantime, just do this. I am waiting on the pics. It takes a while for him to get back on that. Trust the timing.

try be efficient

 i dont have to go there...no need to put more energy into what i dont prefer. You get how these things work anyway. That is reason enough.

What then. Continue with this path. Or not. You get how all this is connected anyway. I can go in this direction see how it works out. For now, only do this. Get to the other side. I dont have to go there.

I dont think it's working. Rather, i dont want to put in anymore into this relationship. I dont have to know for sure. I feel it in my gut. Instinct insight or something like it. Blink and ask me -- that's the answer you get. But if i were to slow think this through, i'd come up with a dozen excuses to stay.

Ok. What happens now. Be open. Do the instruction manual. Things open up and you blink your way through. Blink here meaning fast think. When cognitive strain, you go into slow thinking mode. This book is helpful.

I see that. Now you know. Now you get how this works for you. I can work something out eventually go in that direction and you get how all things are connected anyway. But i dont think she's keen about these things. Were do i get one of those. 

You dont need that. You have everything you need. Simply go in this direction. You'll know what all this is about. Do they monitor the comings and going of these things. I think you can plural that word, but it's understood anyway. Come and go. You can scan that and it makes sense. 

That's the point. Anyway. You get what to do next. Simply go in this direction. Just head out in this way. I can work out other things in the equation this way. You know get what to do next. I dont think email is there. I think they are sorting things out.

That's good then. You can move on to the next one in the equation. Just do this. Get to the other side. What happens next? Do the instruction manual. That's what all this is about. I did my best. I dont think it's relevant anymore. So i use up the energy. 

This might change. But if it doesnt, i'm ok with it. Continue on. Move on. That's what all this is about. I can travel soon enough. Just get it out there and you know what else to do. When do we get that out. 

I'm not really sure. But you get how this is. I have anxiety there. You can build on there and you'll know what to do. Can i move the material into this hard drive? I think so. 

I'll do so later. For now, it's only this. I dont want to have to carry another phone with me. But if i did, i can work something out then. I can ask about this and that. You get how this is. I think the msg is still on there.

I can send them a msg later. Am i hungry now. I be finishing this. It is the higher self. That is junk. That wouldnt work out. Sit this through. Should i make a note of that. 

There you go. That's in the mix. Continue on. I dont have to dwell on that. I choose not to dwell on that. Is it because she's out all the time that's why she's playing catch up? 

I dont think so. It's how she works or something. She's trying to get ahead running on a treadmill. That's not for me. You're in a hamster cage that way and you only progress within the limits of the cage. 

That's not me. I know what i prefer. I dont have to invalidate but why do i. You see how it is. Continue writing in this way. You have much in this regard. You can continue in that way.

Fishing for insights is what this is. You know what to do then. I have much on there. Can i change things around. I think so. Move folders around. You'll know what to do. I listen to different book now.

reinstall looks great

 this is test. I think it works. I reinstalled os. After testing the jabra headset, mic and sound went awry. Reinstall looks good. I discovered a new theme i like. 

I make pizza later. Itm, the phone is recharging. I head out after this. Finish up. I be recording with audio as i work moving forward. I dont want to have to make major edits later. I've lost the connection in that way.

I think this font looks bigger but that's ok. Can i adjust that still. It looks ok. I dont want to have to micro-manage everything. The pomodoro timer works. It's on gnome. The other one i have errors installation. The clock needs adjustment on the interface.

But other than that, it's all good. Continue on. I works until later. No game tonight. I rest up me legs. We have event this sunday iirc. It's the end of season get-together. We should have that more often. Next time. We have something new coming up.

I'm not keen about those things but you get the point. I think it's time to move on. I'm done with the double lives and it's not relevant. I dont feel excited for that but then again, that's a different time-line. This is simply context for which i can use the tools with.

What then. Finish up that gig, move on. You got this anyway. It has three revisions coming up and i can work something out. Trust that this is all connected and you get what all this is about. 

The install looks clean. There were errors earlier but i guess that's part of this process. I would rather do something that's relevant. Fasted tonight for steak friday. I enjoy steak. I can work something out in this regard. 

Ok. That is settled. What comes next. I dont have to get that. I can get me a different mic down the road but you get the point. It wasnt relevant. Why do i get that need to punish. It's an idea that's not relevant to me. I dont have to feed it.

But i get something out of the reflection. This tells me i have baggage that needs redefining. Ok. I can have a look later. For now, this is what's relevant for me. Finish up then continue on later. I can find me a different tribe. This is ok then. 

Clarence is ok. I'm glad he's ok. Not sure where the strain came from. Maybe in the house. Maybe in the park. I cleaned up my serve yesterday last night. I have this went back to the braden serve. This resonates with me. Less issues on shoulder and it's easier that way.

I have much in place. How do you get back to that. Phone is recharging. I can delay that with my clarity. So be it. This is what's relevant. This is the process for me. Can i get another cup of coffee? It's still early but you get the point.

At times it's like that. But i can work something out all the time. Most of the time. Finish up then continue on. You get the idea. I dont think that's going to happen on there but there is here and now. Trust that this is so.

You can work with other writers. It's ok. I have all this in place. I can change update the folders. You get what all this is about then. Can i add that in there. It' too big a file and you wont be able to read through. 

I look forward to that get-together. I hyphenate. This makes it easier to read scan because the words are broken up. I learned much in the interaction because of practice and perspective experience energy. 

I got a lot out of it. I am surprised. I continue on with this and plenty on this plate. This is the one i have in mind. This is the template. Why feel sorry for yourself. You got what resonates preference. I think i can continue on now.

Trust that it's all connected.

system scale leverage

 i got another bite--landing page critique to improve conversions. This is what i do now. I can have that going in six months at least, one year at most.

How do you know. Blink. I know how to work this. Let's get going. What that is, the saturday tennis her having to play elsewhere, it's just a phase. I trust my synchronicity when i'm zoomed out. I can am using the time to build self-confidence instead.

Self-confidence is self-respect, self-esteem. Things like that similar elk. Something like that. I get a bite every week and that's fifty two assignments projects to my portfolio.

That's enough to binge-watch on in my channel. Add that to the idea that i can work something out on here. They get more business, i get more business. This is what i do. This is interesting. This is exciting. Trust that this is all connected.

I needs to put in an urgency thing so they simply buy the gig ask questions later. You get how this works. Its not substitutable. You cant get a substitute for great results. Web dev you get substitute for price. If they cant afford it, you are replaced. But results, theyexpense that out. It's cost of doing business but as investing into their brand.

That's what i like about it. I can run this business anywhere in the world. Leave her be. She needs space to be her own, stretch her legs so to speak. I hope not literally, but if process is in that direction, so be it. 

I dont have to. I see it in this way. Trust thatthis is so. I pretended to be sleeping already. Just do this. No need to. I put theseed on there but it's upto you what to do here.

And i get it. Seh doesnt? Back then. If i focus then in the past, so much baggage. Focus on this. Build the business. Build the channel. Get a job on there if it interests you. But i have something going here to last me a lifetime.

I think i have the connections to make it through. It's like the neural pathway connection. It builds automatically on itself when the need arises. You know it's going to be there. 

You just go. Finish this up then continue on to the next one. I get how all this works out. Let's get going. There's at least three on here that can be improved. And that's just off the top of my head. 

I'm sure that if i looked at the target audience, the market, your offer -- i can do much more to improve conversions. And this is what it is. This is what yo udo on here. You get how things work out.

I have all this in place. You know where this is headed. You can build something and i have me here a talent on this. What can this channel be about. Build in this direction. It's my brand or ...diffeernt positioning. In short, yes it is a brand ofsorts. I like this.

I expand in this direction. I did my best. I cant wont blame my self on this. I'm way past that. It's time to move on continue on. You get how thi sworks out. You get how creation works.

Let's get going. Finish this today and submit. You get back edits revisions goodfor the day. I submit my own. Then i start a new gig coming into the new week. This is interesting. This is fun.

You get all that and you build in this way. I have plenty on here. You simply shoot b-roll and then edit them all up together. You create a story intoit. That's the point.

I can do this. You take baby steps your way into experience. Action here andnow.this is wha yo uget out of it. Is it a business? Is it a system? Does it scale? Do you have leverage? Yes to all that. Let's get going.

see the world burn

 i think this is in jetbrains font. It's ok. I be seeing experience variety in this way. I'll finish work on the copy tonight after we get back.

This here is on that. I think i wrote earlier. No thinking much on anything. It's there, you simply trust the higher self on about these things. I think they all went to central earlier. Or not. I think two went, the other stayed.

It's warm outside. But we get cold tomorrow. It's ok. Things change all the time. I like this one better. The size is just right. I think this was the original. Others made iterations to it and got different results. 

This one takes the cake. We have play on tonight. Who else is coming. I think them organizing something coming up. Can you do something differently better different. Why not. There's always opportunity with this one. 

I work on that return full strength. Go cross so you have much, in the meantime. From there you can go down the line. But it is all connected in this way. It sounds like they are going around in circles. I think she is teaching someone.

Then that's not good. It's neutral. It's not good or bad. It's what you make out of it. Aha. This is why i'm still here anyway. Do you want to see a video or something. I'm not sure she's interested. We can connect on something else.

It doesnt have to go that way. Just do this. You get what all this is about. It goes straight, not down. You go down on the serve and it goes to net. You had this experience recently. My double faults are down significantly...in a big way. 

Ok. I expand on this. I can do wall after this. It's my warm-up. I do two hours of wall then i'm good to go for tonight. We be late or something. You get how this is. Is she going out. I think so. It's a friday. I made chicken salad when i got home. 

It's much this way and that. I have much resources and i can pick on something similar. Trust that this is so. It can go this way or that. But you get the idea on this. That is so wierd weird looking that way. I had to see which one spelled right.

It's blink in all directions. I can add the file on there. I can remove everything else move it over there. I think it works out best in this way. I have much in place. Two hours wall is a lot. No need to go there. But you get the idea. You get the point. 

Where did that car come from. I think them be out late all day. I can look into this. Trust that this is connected in every way. I think i use that font on there. You have much in this regard. 

I record how i write copy later. Simply do this see how it goes. I can build in this direction as well. I am applying for this position. It's not a common thing. You dont learn that on there and those that do, they're not sure what it is they are doing.

It's a tool. You get how this things work. I can stay there get warmed up all afternoon. I heads out tomorrow. She be practicing anyway. I dont think that will last but yo uhave blink working for you. No need to press. You get how this is.

I think too much on this. Trust the blink part. You have this in place. I can unplug later but it can recharge in the meantime. It doesnt take one hour to full charge. Only do this. I thought about it too much. You get how that works.

I know .let go now. It's not worth it to think too much about these things. You get how this works out. Just finish up then continue on to the next one. What happens there. I'm not really sure. There were 20 that confirmed not sure they showed up.

What is there to think about. I think it's great to connect with other people in that way. This is way much less people how do you get in touch with the rest. I'm not sure. Maybe talk about thes ethings or otherwise. You get the point. Others simply want to sit back and chill.