me and the dog have this routine in the morning. He gets up to pee in his corner, takes his treat, then heads out to the balcony and watch the world go by.
He's a different dog. Or maybe i wasnt paying much attention...or that my perspective is different this time. I am aware that everything has consciousness. Even the rocks have it and you connect with creation in this way.
I can focus on the negative, or live be in the moment. I prefer the latter. I have choice. This is my abundance. And then he'll go to my kids' room and continue sleeping beside them. And that's how life is right now.
I've been through hell. Hell is in the mind. Did i choose that. Itwas like the ego mind tore apart asunder into several pieces trying to make sense of reality. It's all in the head. How doyou get whole again.
You live with what is. You allow. You see the positive in creation. You choose. You choose to stay in clarity. I had fun through those times. It was great riding my bike throughout the city.
I continue doing this when i have a business on the side. And thisis what i do now. I can write about that instance. How will this be now. I have choice. I can build a channel.
I think dog wentto sleep in the toilet. This laptop needs to be changed. I have much going for me in this regard. I dont have todeal with her negs. I choosenot to. If she wants to go there, so be it. I wont sit here waiting. I can choose that now.
But i'd rather be riding on synchronicity. This feels way muh better. Spend time with dog. That's life my daughter lives is a dream job. She spends time with dogs. And that's how you live.
She lives a charmed life. I guess it was a lesson for me. Not in a bad way, but more like a present. I learned more about my self...about creation. I learned that much. And in this, i am greatful. I appreciate.
Aha. I like this one. How do you get with this. There is a font like so. I can continue using this or that. You get the point. What if you fly? That is amazing. I hada grand time on there. I'd go back tothat.
And this is what i do now. I ride much. I am building this business. This is what i do now. I enjoy this. I have choice. And this is a lot. The awarenessis here. The appreciation is here. Why wouldyou want to be known andrespectied.
I'm not sure. I'd rather be in the dark and have joy. I'd rather be left alone. Respect...it's a reflection. It doesnt come with the title. If people respect themselves, they reflect that in everything. It comes with the halo effect, but it wears off.
And thisis what happens in a marriage. The halo effect wears off quick. And this is how you ...i dont have to be seen as valuable by other people this is what the story is about. I paidthe price. I see what my self-esteem is about.
It's built-in with your something. I forgot. I miss those times. I'll go back. The timing shifted. This is what i do now. I live through life in thisway. Get up to that then continue on.
How else. I work my way through this. Travel. Food. Bike. Tennis. Reading a book. Good coffee. Time with the dog. Play with the dog. Hanging out with friends. Conversations that dont have to make sense. Great sex.
There's so much to live for. Sure there's contrast...but it's part of the unfolding. It's not that you learn more about self but that you learn more about creation. That you are creation. You see the world through the eyes of creation. Now, that's a story.
