what does resonate

 i dont have to go there. i dont have to invalidate that. it's like a stepping stone. a rung in the ladder. i cant get to next step without it. keep it there. it's now part of your tapestry. but dont forget the lesson here.

continue on with the instruction manual. it works for you. it is what sustained you in allthese years. you have connection. you just experiencede it. now you are moving forward. trust the synchronicity. 

you know what you are doing. i can make changes to that next time. the basic premise works. i simply continue on in this way. someone else is doing maintenance work. you simply do the instruction manual.

i can head out. it's not raining. if it did, it doesnt seem to be that strong a rain. i can do showers and continue on with this today. i can get me to the other side. it's like a never ending thing. 

i can work something out in the meantime. i think them be ok for now. it's me i be working on. i dont have to dwell on this. you saw how this works out. trust the timing. you know how these things work.

what then. you have access. you have the connection. unfold. gothrough the process of knowing. you chose tobe in this situation. you get how this works. trust the synchronicity. it's all connected.

right now i dont get how it is. but i trust the process. i can be in this way. i write it out so i can use it in nthis way. i am using up the energy. i dont have to know what the outcome is going to be. it's all a reflection in this way. you get how these things work out.

what comes next. you simply take the next step. if you need to go in this direction, so be it. i can move forward on this. i can drop that like it doestn work for me anymore and continue on. it's all here and now. 

you get how this works. trust the synchronicity. you saw how it is. let's get going with this one. it's not this or that. you see how this is relevant for you. i get that. you go inside. is there a way to explore this. 

you dont have to invalidate. you do the instruction manual. that's the point. you can talk about these things. that's the difference. or not. but then again, you got the point. it can be exclusive content in this way. but you see how it is connected. 

what comes next. you aee a real person in this way. i have choice in every step of the way. i dont need to have a relationship. i have one with my higher self. that's more than enough. i dont have to fill the gap. there is void because it is all void.

that's the point. i move on then. she dont have all the answers. it's more question and not question. but not knowing. it's the ego mind confused with itself? aha. i get that. now i move on with this. simply get to the other side. things are different.

you got this. now you continue on. i can work something out and it turned me off. it's not what i want. it doesnt resonate with me. be the reflection. you get how all this woks out.

i can stay or go. it doesnt matter. it's the eyeballs on this that work in this way. you know how all this works out. i can make changes and it is what you are doing. i dont have to go there myself.

now you see it. let's get going then. you can be in this space altogether i dont know what i am talking about here. it is the something in the soul shines through. that's the point. you get what all this is about.

let's get going then. you get this and you are in the light of knowing. you have the experience in this. you know what to do next. it's all work. it doesnt resonate with me anymore. 

go do socials

 i have choice. Here is opportunity. I can choose, can i not? I choose to choose my state of being. That's where it's headed.

Plus it works. Unless there is hidden agenda? It's not a block or detaur. There is something here for you. I have been in this proces for nine months. When does it end? When you say it does. 

Why not make it a habit? Can i make a habit about choosing my state of being? Why not. Then i go this way. It doesnt have to be that way. It doesnt come with built-in meaning. I put meaning into this.

Is it positive for you? In whatway. Where is chuchi going. What's he up to? I think he wants to go down. Where is he going now. He's in his couch. I think he wants to sleep still. You get the point.

I go there butthere'snothing happening. Why go when it is way much busier in the cbd central. I can go this way. I can work something out. I go easy. It doesnt have to be rush all the way. Plus i have better fitness base. 

I can choose otherwise. If not, it can be there, but if when it starts to fester. I can make changes. I can choose actively. Listen to something else that's different. 

Make them videos in your head, then come up to something. You get the point. Isit something that excites you? Will this give you joy. Give it a shot. See which ones will stick. That's the point. You learn more about your self in the unknown. 

How to trade this. I gained forty percent this month. That's a lot. You build up in this direction. That's the return on investment for you. Ok. I can work with that. You create content, then connect with similar frequency. That's the point.

I dont have to but i can build around this. Is there really that much difference. You have exchange risk. Other than that, btc is there and the tech stays around anyway. When the grid goes down, so do this. You go network free. There is bluetooth. 

There be other means. That's the point to all this. How to connect that way. You open up to the unkknown. That's the pointto all this. Why does it break up that way. It outgrows itself. 

What if i cant play anymore. You take a break. You do something else. That's the point to all this. You can do one hour. And then you stop you do something else. Or you can do this all day then stop.

The point is that it's here anyway. You have choice in all this. That was there a long time. How come it lasted that way. There was benefit to it. She got something from it. Here we go again. Do i have choice. Why am i going there. Because i am about to do this. 

You see it's in you. I can work something out. Build in this direction. You have much to say about this perspective. It is unique. They can watch see that but you get the point. It doesnt have to be related to it but you can choose.

It doesnt have to be in that way. There be means and ways and you got this in place. You know what you are doing. Trust the timing. It's all connected. You get what am coming through.

You tune in. You find your answers in this. I can take the day off tomorrow. I can bring dog to park. You get what the name is. It's easier to type doginstead of the name. You can change.

I can get used to it. Chuchi. It's not that hard. It's all within home keys. The developer on this works out. How come it's not on here. I see what you mean. That's not stable in that way. You can align connect with frequency.

looking outside for validation

 what if there's a middle way to this. What if i can be happy in this situation relationship anyway?

If that wer eso, how will that feel like? You already know what t odo. You can talk about these things, or you can work something out different. Either way, it's all in you now.

How do you know what it is to talk about? It's in you. You get how it is connected. Trust the timing. Ok. Let's move in this direction. What comes next. You do these videos. Show the small detail of where you are at.

They dont know what it is. You can expand in this direction. You can be the simple life slacker or something. It doesnt have to be perfect but it can be beautiful. You know what to do. This is why i write. 

I think you see what's different on here. She gets it from the outside. Mine springs from within. It flows through me. That's the difference. But can i stay here. It doesnt feel beautiful atthis time. Maybe it's because of all the baggage i carry.

I see. What if i were to let go already. She has too much work. There's no way i see in the middle of it. Why not simply move on. You'll find your reflection once you see the light. 

Right now, it has to come from the outside. There is nothing wrong with you. You are seek reflection from the outside. All that was lesson gained. You got something out of it. Now it is time to move on. Next. 

I get it. That was all in there. I have enough already. I am not going to go in that direction. I dont have to cause hurt anymore. I simply move on. I have everything i need anyway. 

I can open up to something on here. I have all this anyway. Let's get going. You can find relevance and all this is connected anyway. You dont need something big and grand. You simply work with this and see how it goes.

You have something big on here. You can bring in different and you know how to work this out. Trust the timing. I think you see where this is going. Let's get going. I dont have to announce anything.

It's this way and that. It feels comfortable and safe. But you already know what this is about. Trust the timinng. You know what is relevant. You get how creation works. She dont want you there anyway. It's just validation from the outside.

Did you learn anything anyway. That's what socials are about. People go and look for play. You can always go and find something different. Or not. You get the idea. What comes next. 

You expand in this direction. I can bring the bike home but that is a different story altogether. It doesnt come from that. You know the drill. That's two day. I can have something else different and see how it works each month.

It's meant to be slow burn. That' the ideal. I finish these then continue on move on. You got this. If it stays on, i can choose. It's all here anyway. I dont think i'm the one. Because it has to come from the outside.

I see what you mean. The connection was there. She chose different. Ouch. That stopped me from writing. Is it voice in my head. Was that insight. Is it different this time. Now you get it.

Now you see. I move on or not. But you get the idea. This is why i write. I move on continue on with my life. It doesnt have to come from that. I can practice one hundred serves and i am better for it. 

beings of frequency

 it's how you value yourself. Does it come ffrom the inside, or elsewhere.

That's the lesson here. One of many lessons i have gained from this experience. And now you know. It's in your awareness. It's not the same. It doesnt you dont have to go through process. It's all in your now.

That's the point. Now you have opportunity. Now you have choice. This is the abundance. You always have opportunity. It doesnt have to be a one to one reflection. You know this. You have this experience. I dont have to invalidate what is. This serves me. 

That's the point. It may look similar but already it is not the same. Why put yourself there. It's not accurate anymore. Now you know. It doesnt matter what's out there. You get this. Now continue on. It doesnt have to. Do the instruction manual.

This is why it's here. But why do i feel anxious. It's like running away from rian. Stand in the rain. You know and enjoy this anyway. You got this. Let's move on. Even i was wrong on that and you know what this is about. Now you move on. You continue on in nthis space. 

What comes next. Take it easy. You know what you are doing. I can go in that direction. Or not. You get the point. We can go there or do something else that's unique and different. You know what all this is about.

Trust the timing then. I am still a long way from that. Definitely have to go to toilet on there. But can you make changes with that. You work on it once, it continues on. That's the point.

You have this and build content in that direction. Now you know. What comes next. I build on this until may and see how things unfold there. You have much in place already. You are aware of synchronicity...opportunity and choice. 

Expand more in this direction. Do the instruction manual. What is relevant now. Do the video. Am i going for that this time. I guess so. Let's get going. It's a long stretch but there is something ehre for you. Trust that this is connected.

It hurts? Does it, or is it simply the resistance insistence you have. I see that. Now its different. It's not the same. The awareness is there. That's the point. You can talk about these things. 

You got this. What comes next. You simply be. This is creation aspect of. You have the unique experience. It doesnt have to be the same in that regard. Can i help someone else.

If they are not in that frequency you are not able to help out. What can i do with that video. Do the commentary, fast forward in those then you can work something out. The point is you know about these things.

Do that one video, then move on to the next one. You have this. It's all in you anyway. I can work something out. That is two hours commentary. Or not. You have all this in place.

Do all the nice shots. I'm not keen on it. Keep it with this channel, then continue on with something else. It's all the same anyway. You dont even have to go into that one. 

It's part of my excitement. Or something like it. You know what to do then. I dont have to write in that regard. You got this. I can go check things out. How can that be die-hard.

Aha. That's the question then. You see what all these are about. You can add to it then see what comes out the other end. You see bursts of energy in thatregard. Now you understand. Now you see.

why this is so

 last night wasrevealing. She did not even bother to check in on me. It was pilit after all. I can move on with that. I guess all bets are off?

Do i talk to my kids about this, or do i simply disappear get on with my life. I wrote lie. All things are true. What can i use this for. It's the meaning you put into it. You see now.

Let's move on. No need to go there. I dont think she cares. Let's continue on. I dont think she's going to talk to you about these things. But she did get up last night. Was it her or something else.

I'm not sure what i saw there. I was able to sleep though. That was interesting. You continue on with this. What happens now. You get a room to rent. You move on. Just keep walking.

I dont haveto be like that. I can be. I can be ok with that. I know what to do different this time. I can stay with a friend. I dont have friends on here. I dont think she'll want to talk things through.

It's not the same energy. If you have to know, continue on. Trust the timing. You can go into that energy. Or not. It's not for you anymore. You get why this is so. I have this in me. What is it for. 

You follow the synchronicity. She kicks you out this time. You can work with this energy. I get that. You simply continue on. I dont think she is going to talk with you about this. She never bothered to check in on you.

But you are crazy maker. I dont have to break things up. He heard. He knows about these things. What now. You continue on. Does this break anything. You see what this is for then. Hanggang dito na lang po tayo.

It's done then. It is. Why did they do such things. What comes from this. You get why this is so. You know see what comes out of this. You resent that but this is how things are. 

Now you move on. Just do this. Trust the timing. It hurts so much. Whatcan i do about this. She hadnothing. You simply continue on.it's tough and hard. But this is where things are.

You continue on. Trust the synchronicity. I move on. It's not the end of the world. I gave it this much. I got this far. Now you start over. You dont have to. But i can get me a job to cut across.

What does that mean. Do i even go in there even. Do i even talk to her about these things. I dont have to. Just do this. I write about these things. But i have been unstable. I couldnt move on. What then.

You go to the other side. Do i act things out. Or simply keep it in and move on to the next stop. I think you see where healing is. You go on and see how this works out for you. 

I already am in the process anyway. I can sleep onhere. What comes next. You do this. You get to the other side in this way. I can go back to bed. Or not. Just do this. Trust the timing. 

I dont have to. Continue on with this path. Just do this. I dont think she cares really. It's not real. It's not. You just work things out see how it goes. Or not. Just do the best you can. 

I get that. This is the path then. I dont have to go there. Just do this get to the other side. Where does that come in. I think you get what to check next. Let's get going. You see what happens next.