there you go again. Feb 01, 1:11. That is synchronicity the universe reminding showing confirming alignment. And it feels aligned right now. The cloud has lifted. The outside illusion is simply an echo now. What to do until it's time to go. I don't want to leave too early.
If i left early, i'd be sitting out there waiting. Maybe i can do some shopping now. Too early. Let's do this tomorrow. I have time tomorrow, or tuesday. Simply go over in the imagination what needs to be done. You peg those needed things into your awareness and all is good. Or not. But i can get me those jandals now. Not sure if i should get them standard crocs. They look ok.
How will it hold under the sun. Maybe i need to get work shorts as well. Where to get those. Malls perhaps. I saw some over there. I can use one of them denim shorts. Try greenhills or whatnot. But the malls have them anyway. I can get me two of those. Pants maybe as we are headed into winter. Which kinds. I don't know. Then look into them malls.
Will i have a companion going around? Why not. If she there, then good. I have company to fuck with. Not the right word there but it's a holding container word for now. They have their own lives. I can work with that. The nails are cut and short. I feel better now. I wonder how they can live their lives that way. It bothered me with my writing. I chose to be bothered by it.
What do i do here now. Write. I have that profile in place. Use it. Build up copy for that. Is it going to be landing page copy. I would can do direct mail go vertical on that. After which once established, it will be easier to take on other gigs. I have the copy from the most recent post gig. I can improve on that. Am i getting sleepy? This place stinks because of them dogs. That's their reality.
Mine is different. It's shifted already.responding to the echo creates a reality experience that's similar to it, almost but not the same. On the outside it looks the same bbut it's a whole different universe from the internal pov. And that's the beauty of it. Once you see the echo, you know you have been creating all this all along. What to do now. Simply trust the timing. I can leave at three anyway. I am good to go. I can shower now then take a nap.
What else is there. It turned creepy last night wanting to hear the voice. And why was there a need to give out contact numbers. Do they not have mobile data. I guess so. If not there fifteen minutes then go. I can stay on if there is notifications. But if none, i move on. Others get cold feet and ghost. Is it a self esteem issue? I guess so.
I have those issues as well. What to do now. She is cousin the mother hen in the family. But you get eagles like this and there be conflict. But you know that it's time to fly. You let go allow what is. Then you have positive energy. That is the point to all this. I will take a nap after this. Site is down. How can that be. Bug in the system. How to fix that then. Who is this.
It's like trying to explain a joke that just bombed. You need to stop talking at some point. You put in everything that comes to mind, edit out later when it doesn't connect. But just put them in there. Writing flow is different from edits. One is positive integrated, the other is negative and cuts out what may or may not be needed. I can come up better words not now. Later if need be.
The perspective is different. Some of them hardly knew my bro. I guess it's up to me to shed light on these things. What was cheerful about these things. Some say i was one of the alaskador back when we were kids. I guess i am. I was had issues i was not aware of and came out that way. But things seemed to mellow out. Now i am aware of creation. How are things be different now.
I have more synchronicity in my life. I hardly had to push to make things happen. They just fall into place. That was a key moment back there. And it was never the same again. Imagine that. These things had to happen. I just need to stay for the ending. How will it be then. I am not sure, but things are different this time. The awareness is there. It connects to my synchronicity.
How do you keep up with the momentum then. I'm not sure. But all this adds up to the story. People would love to hear how thing pan out. Is it going to be a positive or negative. It's all positive because there is no built in meaning to all this. It's why all this is beautiful, a masterpiece creation. I wish you can see what i have here. I can write abouti t. I just lost it.
Anyways, continue writing. It'll circle around. It needs to shift its energy now that the er is awareness in it. I leave at three. I stat moving around at two. I leave on wed. I am excited. I am curious though how things would be if i stayed. I don't know either. No internet. Then you change things around. You have all this. You can stay, come visit once a year.
The kids are grown up anyway. I can stay for work. The time zone is ideal for everything else. Where to stay. I don't know. It is a reality in itself. But i need old relationships. It's still there. Now they have a reason to come visit. How much will it cost. Double by now. Where to get that.. Through these writings. Alone time means you have more time to write yourself. You will see how these things go.
How do you get started. I'm not sure right now but i see the path there. I can pick up things here and there see what comes out of it. I have fresh energy. Or not. It don't matter. But everything is energy anyway. I get that. You can't show them the energy in pictures. You gotta be there to experience it. Maybe that was the connection there. I see. Now he is there. He's experienced the energy. And that's how it is anyway.
How do you use that regularly. How to tap into it often. I dont know not sure. Simply do this and then connect. Was i in that reunion? I think so. There is that vague memory. How was that organized. I think there was another one posted in facebook. How do i point out that they need to learn how to fish. But giving is their shortcut to ease the guilt pain somewhat. Discomfort is another word.
How do you show that they needs to learn how to fish. I don't know. One way is to create a foundation of sorts that be there to help. One org to teach how to fish. You keep giving to them then you keep them in the dark about their power. But if you draw them out of the dark by showing them they have the light, you empower them for the rest of their lives. Was that what i was doing or was i just selfish.
From the outside, it looks selfish. Then it's good. That means i am keeping to my own light. Why not point something out to them that it's not that hard. It's easy to stretch just a bit and you are good for that growth. If you scold them about it then that is negative. Asking for ideas is one option. This makes people think long term.i guess so. At least they help out. Short term solutions they are.
Do you need to learn that or is it inherent inside of you all along. How do you show by example here. I don't know. Spend time with them. How. It's too far and time and distance and effort might go to waste. When they are ready they will seek you out. Then i let go for now. If yo u had help does it make any difference? I think so. But you did get help. And that's why i'm here now.
the 4 laws of creation and how they are made manifest in my life
us back then
i had to start another page as i dont feel like posting, want to write rather. I am listening to this. The message has been consistent. Was that wifi connected. I don't think so. Friend iscoming over. One hour.
So i write. This guy we've known since we were kids, was the first kid we made friends with moving here. That was a long time ago. If everything is here and now, why the difference? Is it the result? The present is not the resurt of your past. How come it's this way then. You project this through your consciousness. Each moment is brand new. Change inside and the echo will follow.
It's why this feels like it's not your frequency. You have already shifted. You are seeing the echo and projection of others. It's mine but as feedback showing how things have changed inside and out. Why invalidate yourself. You create past and future through the present. How do i proceed then. Simply be here and now. You define the pse. It's all up to you.
How to help them then. Help out. I'm not giving them money but i can show them a path through effort and self sufficiency. It's about creating your own shift by action. And action grounds the energy. It is who you are. I'm not sure if they get this now. But if they the kids need help, i'll be there. How to go about this. Trust the timing.
The event is still fresh. You've just buried your brother put to rest. Let it run its course. You will eventually get through this and them. Just use up the energy for now. Be in misery if you have to. Choose to be in the light through the misery. This is what practice is about. This is the energy i use up. I guess i'm ok with this now.
I have less than a week. Son is back in school and so is daughter. Is there anything here that needs changing. Not sure. Should i go out see a movie with the brother? I can. Soon as i'm done with all these, i can go there. What if i'm left behind. Then it's going to be an exciting interesting exploration. I have friends who are still out there. They will have their own lives. I can create my own shift.
My kid would still be there. They will have families of their own. They too are your family. You are never alone, never will be. There is always energy. Turst the synchronicity. Why be afraid of it. We can simply stay here. I don't have to go out. I just don't want to hang out with her. I would rather sit in a mall watch people. Although it is getting old now.
What to do over the weekend. That is the question. I can go outside. I can travel. Sit on a bus and get to wherever it takes me. I can visit some folks that i used to know. I get back on tuesday one last sleep. Will that work. Is that aligned for me. I don't know. It is what it is. Need to cut my nails.
Where to get one. I can't bring it home. I don't know where one is here in this room. I am not sure he uses one. Does he ever climb still. He travels. Climb, i am not sure. Just do this then. See what comes out of it. It was a sad day. I got over it. Now the action continue. It's different but it looks the same. It's the echo. None of the people in here went. Everyone has their own lives now.
You go on with yours. You have moved on. I appreciate this guy coming over. I would have gone to their home to visit. We'll see how it goes. It's all connected anyway. If when they get together then he tells the story of what happened. For now, the pictures are in my phone. I can share the event with everyone. We'll see how things connect back together.
If five years come, where do you move that. You cremate. But everything in here has a cost. It's because that's how tax is generated. When money is turned over, a few of it come unhinged and that's where they have their pockets. It is what it is but they don't have creation. They respond to what is. How is this creation mine. You can choose. That's the key. Once you stay in that frequency you create.
They don't have access to that creation, ever. It may seem like it but it is very different in a way. Let it be so. It's not yet time for me to go. Just write. Is that joey. If so, he is home early. Then it could be the neice. I think so too. She is home early. I simply write in here. Just write. You do this all the time. What do you write about.
It's like we are complete strangers. I know. Is there anything i can do here to get to know them better without being creepy. I don'nt know. How come i did not get a reply from that one. I don't know either. Do they remember what their dad was like. Do you? I think so. I am not sure i remember his voice correctly.
But i am acting on my excitement. I have expectations though. Just et go. Be in the moment. No need to go there. I have moved on tremendously. No expectations. Simply let go. I am learning in here. Do i want to go there even. Simply do this hten. I don't have to see that happen. Only do this. I can post my address from the past but you don't have to anyway.
Do i want to go there even? What is happening in here. Not sure. They stay in their rooms all day. This is what my kids are doing. I think vian was able to connect. Sort of. They are pretty much the same age. This here is ahead by less than a year, a quarter or so. But it's within range.
These was what it was like with us back then. Three of them were pregnant at the same time. I guess that's what it is all about then. What comes next. You come into your creation. That is power. Which way to go. I don't have a story. You say that based on the past. See the difference. You are the word. You create all this. Tomorrow i can do my laundry then it's the last one for the trip.
I am restless. Where to get one. Is it better to get one here. If not, i have nothing to leave behind for him. I see what you mean. What can i do then. Not really sure. You only write about this one. How am i going to get this sorted. Does he feel any creaking. What if it never happened then. I have no experience of it other than the stories i hear.
I see. And then what. I think we had complete set back then. It was hopeful back then. Why did those things happen. They were all connected. There was expectations. Now you are aware, give it another go. I got the book from this work. Now i have it complete. I have references. I can make something out of it this time. What else can you do about this. Not really sure.
For now, i am writing about this. Then i can move forward with this. See how things go. What else can we do about this. Simply write. Finish all these and you will see how to proceed from here. Wife is at work now. I get out and see what is on the other side. Or not. We can simply sit here and just talk. I get that. Let's do this then.
So i write. This guy we've known since we were kids, was the first kid we made friends with moving here. That was a long time ago. If everything is here and now, why the difference? Is it the result? The present is not the resurt of your past. How come it's this way then. You project this through your consciousness. Each moment is brand new. Change inside and the echo will follow.
It's why this feels like it's not your frequency. You have already shifted. You are seeing the echo and projection of others. It's mine but as feedback showing how things have changed inside and out. Why invalidate yourself. You create past and future through the present. How do i proceed then. Simply be here and now. You define the pse. It's all up to you.
How to help them then. Help out. I'm not giving them money but i can show them a path through effort and self sufficiency. It's about creating your own shift by action. And action grounds the energy. It is who you are. I'm not sure if they get this now. But if they the kids need help, i'll be there. How to go about this. Trust the timing.
The event is still fresh. You've just buried your brother put to rest. Let it run its course. You will eventually get through this and them. Just use up the energy for now. Be in misery if you have to. Choose to be in the light through the misery. This is what practice is about. This is the energy i use up. I guess i'm ok with this now.
I have less than a week. Son is back in school and so is daughter. Is there anything here that needs changing. Not sure. Should i go out see a movie with the brother? I can. Soon as i'm done with all these, i can go there. What if i'm left behind. Then it's going to be an exciting interesting exploration. I have friends who are still out there. They will have their own lives. I can create my own shift.
My kid would still be there. They will have families of their own. They too are your family. You are never alone, never will be. There is always energy. Turst the synchronicity. Why be afraid of it. We can simply stay here. I don't have to go out. I just don't want to hang out with her. I would rather sit in a mall watch people. Although it is getting old now.
What to do over the weekend. That is the question. I can go outside. I can travel. Sit on a bus and get to wherever it takes me. I can visit some folks that i used to know. I get back on tuesday one last sleep. Will that work. Is that aligned for me. I don't know. It is what it is. Need to cut my nails.
Where to get one. I can't bring it home. I don't know where one is here in this room. I am not sure he uses one. Does he ever climb still. He travels. Climb, i am not sure. Just do this then. See what comes out of it. It was a sad day. I got over it. Now the action continue. It's different but it looks the same. It's the echo. None of the people in here went. Everyone has their own lives now.
You go on with yours. You have moved on. I appreciate this guy coming over. I would have gone to their home to visit. We'll see how it goes. It's all connected anyway. If when they get together then he tells the story of what happened. For now, the pictures are in my phone. I can share the event with everyone. We'll see how things connect back together.
If five years come, where do you move that. You cremate. But everything in here has a cost. It's because that's how tax is generated. When money is turned over, a few of it come unhinged and that's where they have their pockets. It is what it is but they don't have creation. They respond to what is. How is this creation mine. You can choose. That's the key. Once you stay in that frequency you create.
They don't have access to that creation, ever. It may seem like it but it is very different in a way. Let it be so. It's not yet time for me to go. Just write. Is that joey. If so, he is home early. Then it could be the neice. I think so too. She is home early. I simply write in here. Just write. You do this all the time. What do you write about.
It's like we are complete strangers. I know. Is there anything i can do here to get to know them better without being creepy. I don'nt know. How come i did not get a reply from that one. I don't know either. Do they remember what their dad was like. Do you? I think so. I am not sure i remember his voice correctly.
But i am acting on my excitement. I have expectations though. Just et go. Be in the moment. No need to go there. I have moved on tremendously. No expectations. Simply let go. I am learning in here. Do i want to go there even. Simply do this hten. I don't have to see that happen. Only do this. I can post my address from the past but you don't have to anyway.
Do i want to go there even? What is happening in here. Not sure. They stay in their rooms all day. This is what my kids are doing. I think vian was able to connect. Sort of. They are pretty much the same age. This here is ahead by less than a year, a quarter or so. But it's within range.
These was what it was like with us back then. Three of them were pregnant at the same time. I guess that's what it is all about then. What comes next. You come into your creation. That is power. Which way to go. I don't have a story. You say that based on the past. See the difference. You are the word. You create all this. Tomorrow i can do my laundry then it's the last one for the trip.
I am restless. Where to get one. Is it better to get one here. If not, i have nothing to leave behind for him. I see what you mean. What can i do then. Not really sure. You only write about this one. How am i going to get this sorted. Does he feel any creaking. What if it never happened then. I have no experience of it other than the stories i hear.
I see. And then what. I think we had complete set back then. It was hopeful back then. Why did those things happen. They were all connected. There was expectations. Now you are aware, give it another go. I got the book from this work. Now i have it complete. I have references. I can make something out of it this time. What else can you do about this. Not really sure.
For now, i am writing about this. Then i can move forward with this. See how things go. What else can we do about this. Simply write. Finish all these and you will see how to proceed from here. Wife is at work now. I get out and see what is on the other side. Or not. We can simply sit here and just talk. I get that. Let's do this then.
that from him
seeing my brother's remains buried like yesterday, it's a lot to handle. I wonder how his kids are right now. It was tough for me back then. I think there's a lot to process. The healing started already. You get there when you make that shift.
It's true for everything else. I get that then i proceed. Friday is the end of the month. I think that was synchronicity there. I do the laundry, i poop then that's the chores to do now. I miss them all. Will i be the last one standing? There's a lot of excitement going on right now. He's been on and off hospital. I think it was headed downhill for some time now.
I don't know how to connect with them but i will reach out. That's what's different now. If they accept, then so be it. How else can i make this work. Put up a community local. Then i can build up something from that. There is a subr chat function. I can use that with everyone. How else. You need mods for that. I can walk around. There has to be a co-working space around here. How much would you charge for it?
It depends on what you are doing. Maybe make that into an umbrella group, then you can go from there. Or not. Too complicated? Then simplify everything. Make it a home or an apartment unit. There's a lot of space for rent right now. I am wondering if all that is being served. How else can you make it work. Getting around is a dud. Coming home took all afternoon.
In takapuna it takes forty minutes to get to newmarket where or grafton my old previous office. That is considered to be a long way off already. Plus there is less dust in the air. Here it feels grimy just walking around in the air. Is that pollution. Not sure what that is. Where is magoo's pizza around here? The one in galleria is gone.
I can do a search for it. I can get one later but fasting started already. Do omad. I feel like the tummy is much less now than when i arrived. Then the body has started using them. I can write much while here. If it is based on need then you don't want that. But put yourself in that environment energy frequency. Then it becomes yours until you say otherwise.
I have two things to do afterwards. I can break but those are not the way for me. How else we going to do this. Not really sure. I have people to notify. What else do we do about this. Just leave the message out. I think there is sincerity there. Do i go to makati? It's just going out there but i have memories. Wife is a good person. I am very fortunate.
I think we all are. If there was a big reunion in the afterlife, then we all will agree that it's been good. If it got tough, then it was part of the process to help others in the relationship to go through. He did start drinking much. I think it was poison to forget but you are aware of it though. What will move me to do that.
Yours it's food. And the feeling. You want to laugh. I think it puts you in the here and now. Then you already have the answer to that. I write much. Idon't need one fast. I simply need one to work on. But still, 8gb ram is my standard now. Anything less is a dud won't work much. I can get one cheap in nz. The point is i need something to work on while on layover.
I will go there once the new month is upon us. Itm, i have two days to kill. I can look for a phone. That one i can put on the card. The laptop, i can use the cash on it. If there was cowork space, will it work for you or you going to be busy managing the space. You see the difference there. Try not to point that it's yours. Others can see anyway. How did that guy make a killing off that market.
Not really sure. There is a way though. You simply needs to get cash flow going and then get right into it. Can you handle all that then. Why not. There is writing during the mornings. You need a coffee for that and shops for coffee. I can have coffee and write in there. I need an outlet to charge the phone. That is the arrangement i prefer. How to get there. Not really sure right now but you see the frequency.
Yes. Then that's where i am headed. Do the laundry, then get on with the day. Two things after this. I also post then get on wit the day. Why dig it up. Why not just write abotu anything. Then don't. But i already have the frequency. This is here and now. Wife's sms cut me off. I can go out, but later this afternoon. Not this morning. It's such a long stretch, unless there is work to be done.
Did she not go to work? I think dentist for lunch break. She's coming home late today. Even if she was fooling around, i gave her permission to do so. It's not fooling around. It's playing around. But i doubt that. What comes next. Those pointings are old. Those are not ours anyway. It's part of clutter. Dealing with others' baggage is too much. That coworking space will bring in a lot of baggage.
I don't keen going to gateway. Too much baggage. What then. Not really sure. We'll see how things go. Why not visit people. I can do so friday. Or saturday. They usually have one on the weekend. Then we can test that. And then what. Is it payday? Plenty people out tonight. Can i go home earlier? Of course. Or go for a walk. Go to madison. Greenhills entails a lot of walking.
There be other places in here. You will find resonates with you. Writing projects be nice. Write about these things. I get hat. What other movies are there. You see how home internet is not that big around here. Back home, it's normal to expect wifi in a home even if there's only one person. What if you make it a basic right? Give them dial up speeds just so they can connect.
Then prices of laptops are going to shoot up. People will have more access to the internet. It's already here. What is that cat. There is communication there. I guess so. I am writing. Wife is going to call in a moment. Needs to go to bathroom. Might do a bit of cleaning before laundry. It's cloudy but it's always like that.
I don't think it's going to rain hard. At least she is doing somehing about it. I think it could be coming from son nephew. So be it then. Just get to the other side and see how it goes. You know how to get to the other side. I get something out of nothing. Even if a dollar i was ok with this as long as it's out there and no trouble for everyone and it's a win-win.
I think it's headed there. Then we are all in agreement. Simply trust the process. What was she doing in there. She looks great now. I writes here. Not much happening right now. She knows how to reach me but since nothing, then let it go. It's time to move on. Who is that. I finish writing then check into those things. I think she is going to call anyway.
I had an ok day yesterday. What comes next. Finish. I always almost finish what i start writing. The only times not possible is for emergecy or if others be involved in the equation. Otherwie, i take a moment to finish everything. If all this is a reflection for him, what is going through in his head? Has it always been like this? What led him to this reflection? It has to do with pse. Can i change that? No. It's his responsibility. I won't take that from him. Give him space.
It's true for everything else. I get that then i proceed. Friday is the end of the month. I think that was synchronicity there. I do the laundry, i poop then that's the chores to do now. I miss them all. Will i be the last one standing? There's a lot of excitement going on right now. He's been on and off hospital. I think it was headed downhill for some time now.
I don't know how to connect with them but i will reach out. That's what's different now. If they accept, then so be it. How else can i make this work. Put up a community local. Then i can build up something from that. There is a subr chat function. I can use that with everyone. How else. You need mods for that. I can walk around. There has to be a co-working space around here. How much would you charge for it?
It depends on what you are doing. Maybe make that into an umbrella group, then you can go from there. Or not. Too complicated? Then simplify everything. Make it a home or an apartment unit. There's a lot of space for rent right now. I am wondering if all that is being served. How else can you make it work. Getting around is a dud. Coming home took all afternoon.
In takapuna it takes forty minutes to get to newmarket where or grafton my old previous office. That is considered to be a long way off already. Plus there is less dust in the air. Here it feels grimy just walking around in the air. Is that pollution. Not sure what that is. Where is magoo's pizza around here? The one in galleria is gone.
I can do a search for it. I can get one later but fasting started already. Do omad. I feel like the tummy is much less now than when i arrived. Then the body has started using them. I can write much while here. If it is based on need then you don't want that. But put yourself in that environment energy frequency. Then it becomes yours until you say otherwise.
I have two things to do afterwards. I can break but those are not the way for me. How else we going to do this. Not really sure. I have people to notify. What else do we do about this. Just leave the message out. I think there is sincerity there. Do i go to makati? It's just going out there but i have memories. Wife is a good person. I am very fortunate.
I think we all are. If there was a big reunion in the afterlife, then we all will agree that it's been good. If it got tough, then it was part of the process to help others in the relationship to go through. He did start drinking much. I think it was poison to forget but you are aware of it though. What will move me to do that.
Yours it's food. And the feeling. You want to laugh. I think it puts you in the here and now. Then you already have the answer to that. I write much. Idon't need one fast. I simply need one to work on. But still, 8gb ram is my standard now. Anything less is a dud won't work much. I can get one cheap in nz. The point is i need something to work on while on layover.
I will go there once the new month is upon us. Itm, i have two days to kill. I can look for a phone. That one i can put on the card. The laptop, i can use the cash on it. If there was cowork space, will it work for you or you going to be busy managing the space. You see the difference there. Try not to point that it's yours. Others can see anyway. How did that guy make a killing off that market.
Not really sure. There is a way though. You simply needs to get cash flow going and then get right into it. Can you handle all that then. Why not. There is writing during the mornings. You need a coffee for that and shops for coffee. I can have coffee and write in there. I need an outlet to charge the phone. That is the arrangement i prefer. How to get there. Not really sure right now but you see the frequency.
Yes. Then that's where i am headed. Do the laundry, then get on with the day. Two things after this. I also post then get on wit the day. Why dig it up. Why not just write abotu anything. Then don't. But i already have the frequency. This is here and now. Wife's sms cut me off. I can go out, but later this afternoon. Not this morning. It's such a long stretch, unless there is work to be done.
Did she not go to work? I think dentist for lunch break. She's coming home late today. Even if she was fooling around, i gave her permission to do so. It's not fooling around. It's playing around. But i doubt that. What comes next. Those pointings are old. Those are not ours anyway. It's part of clutter. Dealing with others' baggage is too much. That coworking space will bring in a lot of baggage.
I don't keen going to gateway. Too much baggage. What then. Not really sure. We'll see how things go. Why not visit people. I can do so friday. Or saturday. They usually have one on the weekend. Then we can test that. And then what. Is it payday? Plenty people out tonight. Can i go home earlier? Of course. Or go for a walk. Go to madison. Greenhills entails a lot of walking.
There be other places in here. You will find resonates with you. Writing projects be nice. Write about these things. I get hat. What other movies are there. You see how home internet is not that big around here. Back home, it's normal to expect wifi in a home even if there's only one person. What if you make it a basic right? Give them dial up speeds just so they can connect.
Then prices of laptops are going to shoot up. People will have more access to the internet. It's already here. What is that cat. There is communication there. I guess so. I am writing. Wife is going to call in a moment. Needs to go to bathroom. Might do a bit of cleaning before laundry. It's cloudy but it's always like that.
I don't think it's going to rain hard. At least she is doing somehing about it. I think it could be coming from son nephew. So be it then. Just get to the other side and see how it goes. You know how to get to the other side. I get something out of nothing. Even if a dollar i was ok with this as long as it's out there and no trouble for everyone and it's a win-win.
I think it's headed there. Then we are all in agreement. Simply trust the process. What was she doing in there. She looks great now. I writes here. Not much happening right now. She knows how to reach me but since nothing, then let it go. It's time to move on. Who is that. I finish writing then check into those things. I think she is going to call anyway.
I had an ok day yesterday. What comes next. Finish. I always almost finish what i start writing. The only times not possible is for emergecy or if others be involved in the equation. Otherwie, i take a moment to finish everything. If all this is a reflection for him, what is going through in his head? Has it always been like this? What led him to this reflection? It has to do with pse. Can i change that? No. It's his responsibility. I won't take that from him. Give him space.
manila jan 28 8.21am
start with the house. It's all dirty. The countly is in a mess. How do you change all that? Start with the room. Start with your thinking. It's all in you anyway. Everything extends reflects back from the frequency that's inside of you.
I should have brought my speakers. But then it's added weight. Do i get a rolling carry suitcase. The kids and wife is going to use it a lot anyway. It's nice to have it around but how else are we going to ensure it gets in there. Why not a backpack. But then you wont be able to sling it over your back the other packs.
Then that rolling thingy would be good ideal for you. Why be negative about these things. Not sure. I guess this is my synchronicity. Just o one percent everyday. Let me get that app now.
Done. I have one hour dev play in there. I'll be responding to emails. Am i coming back here? Definitely not. Unless someone dies, but still. I've moved on already. Do you want to get some bread. See that in there. Fasting feels so much better. I time travel best on a fast. Then stick with the fast for that reason. Do i get me a laptop and leave this to bro? I guess so. I'm just finishing out the month.
Soon as we have the new cycle, i put that on my card then i can pay it off when i get back. You'll know what to do this time. Everything is in place. Uni drivers go back to what they were doing and leave more for us. I'm going to be using the rain gear more often though. Plenty to do when i gets back. I can do dev work as well. But i would rather write. Focus on this. Next time energy lines up, rather planets line up in my universe, things be different.
This here, i have let go of it. That's why my energy doesn't resonate anymore. It's like i'm not really here so creation doesnt manifest. It's irrelevant. What's here and now is relevant and all this is feedback i'm using now. What comes next. Not really sure. I thought i heard them say these things but then again he is coming back. Simply use up the energy.
I can use this ongoing. The battery is charging. He can use it without it for about one hour or so. Considering it's been around long, that says a lot. Do i have to reinstall manjaro? I may have to so he starts off with a clean slate. You can do a lot of dev work on this. He had some background on that. Why not brush off them skills and start using.
I gave him the marcus acct. I don't think he's using it. Too much in the head. You need to let go some. That's what i learned from the teriyaki boy event. How'd she get stuck in there. That's her choice albeit unconscious. It's her background and past experiences. Not blaming anyone in here. You did not know what you see now. I can't help her. She is still unconscious. And you don't have to help those. Soon as they wake up, they will find you and come to you.
Itm, help assist those already awake. Do the nebuchanazeer. That is a cool name for a ship. Vessel is another word for it. That play in words is interesting. I am showering after this. The trip again isnt what i want though. I don't have to go there now. Just get this over and done with. I have this much more to go. What comes next. I'm not sure.
I sit around and i see much contrast. Jesus did not help everyone. It was part of his process. How did it become saving the world about? Religion and conquest. It was the predominant theme. Good thing they were not taken over. Or were they. That could be it. How do you get from under that. You wake up. Once awake, you are invisible to them. Then you expand. You resonate. You don't have to fight them. You create a world shift dimension.
Then you have a portal where those awaken can come through. They have that they need resonate with them. No need to fight. That only adds more energy to the negative circumstance. You that's not what i prefer. How is this a story. It's the matrix on the positive integrated side. Aha. How does it end. He finds his own shift. Not underground. It is right in front of everyone. The only difference is the energy field.
You shift instantly once you resonate. That's the key. But soon as you think up negative thoughts you shift out. And you have no effect. Even if you put everyone you think is, to jail, it's not entirely them. Those are your own versions of them. Life goes on for everyone else. And it's still you and yours energy abounds. This is why you have these people that zone out. That's where they go.
You see why they get addicted. They go to that side of the brain or something but it's the energy. The body eteriorates because they are doing the exit thing. Nothing is ever negative unless you say so. Then the outside circumstance will reflect that for you. I nneed me a better table and chair. Can i walk to makati from there? Maybe there be malls around that area. I can look around.
I need to get me that data pack. I'll get that when i go out. I can pass the account over to brother once i'm done here. I can download the thing though. I'll email him send him a message noce i land on that side. At least in sydney. From there i have ytm. That's a long stretch. I can handle that. I've been there before. I see what needs to be done here.
I can do yoga on that side. Do o. It's a good long fast going through that portal. It is an energy portal. Everything is energy anyway. You already use it that way. What comes next. Not really sure. Do i want to go climb somethig. I am not ordering stuff in here. I use it to signal but i go to ali where i get better deals. Anyway.
I'll do that email later on. What time is he coming in here. Which bag to bring. I bring this thing along. This is my therapy. Do i have to bring me books? Not really. Just bring one shirt, and toiletries. And i'm done on that side. I write much. I walk around, then write much again. I think that's why you are headed there.
I can take a jeep and be there overnight. Do i have to sleep even? Not sure. Wish i was there but not. Just go to funeral. Then you are done and i can am getting on with my life. How are they going to get in touch with you. I'm not sure. When they are ready, come find me. I won't give cash but point you in a direction where you will be self sufficient. That much i can promise her. But i am not in that energy.
Because i write. I writes much. Do i turn this over then. Not sure. I am writing. That is like two days away. Where else can i use this. I don't know. Just use up this energy and see how things go. I'm not there but i think i'm losing weight on this diet. Not diet, it's energy uplift. The energy i feel is different on a fast. Then do more of this. It saves me money.
How do you show others? By your example. Live your life and others will see. Then you use it that way. How else can i change things around. Not so sure. Look at the app. It's not a distraction. It's a tool you use to get to shift. That's what i use it for. Then you can do something else. I will build up on them habits. Then i am shifitng from here to there.
I should have brought my speakers. But then it's added weight. Do i get a rolling carry suitcase. The kids and wife is going to use it a lot anyway. It's nice to have it around but how else are we going to ensure it gets in there. Why not a backpack. But then you wont be able to sling it over your back the other packs.
Then that rolling thingy would be good ideal for you. Why be negative about these things. Not sure. I guess this is my synchronicity. Just o one percent everyday. Let me get that app now.
Done. I have one hour dev play in there. I'll be responding to emails. Am i coming back here? Definitely not. Unless someone dies, but still. I've moved on already. Do you want to get some bread. See that in there. Fasting feels so much better. I time travel best on a fast. Then stick with the fast for that reason. Do i get me a laptop and leave this to bro? I guess so. I'm just finishing out the month.
Soon as we have the new cycle, i put that on my card then i can pay it off when i get back. You'll know what to do this time. Everything is in place. Uni drivers go back to what they were doing and leave more for us. I'm going to be using the rain gear more often though. Plenty to do when i gets back. I can do dev work as well. But i would rather write. Focus on this. Next time energy lines up, rather planets line up in my universe, things be different.
This here, i have let go of it. That's why my energy doesn't resonate anymore. It's like i'm not really here so creation doesnt manifest. It's irrelevant. What's here and now is relevant and all this is feedback i'm using now. What comes next. Not really sure. I thought i heard them say these things but then again he is coming back. Simply use up the energy.
I can use this ongoing. The battery is charging. He can use it without it for about one hour or so. Considering it's been around long, that says a lot. Do i have to reinstall manjaro? I may have to so he starts off with a clean slate. You can do a lot of dev work on this. He had some background on that. Why not brush off them skills and start using.
I gave him the marcus acct. I don't think he's using it. Too much in the head. You need to let go some. That's what i learned from the teriyaki boy event. How'd she get stuck in there. That's her choice albeit unconscious. It's her background and past experiences. Not blaming anyone in here. You did not know what you see now. I can't help her. She is still unconscious. And you don't have to help those. Soon as they wake up, they will find you and come to you.
Itm, help assist those already awake. Do the nebuchanazeer. That is a cool name for a ship. Vessel is another word for it. That play in words is interesting. I am showering after this. The trip again isnt what i want though. I don't have to go there now. Just get this over and done with. I have this much more to go. What comes next. I'm not sure.
I sit around and i see much contrast. Jesus did not help everyone. It was part of his process. How did it become saving the world about? Religion and conquest. It was the predominant theme. Good thing they were not taken over. Or were they. That could be it. How do you get from under that. You wake up. Once awake, you are invisible to them. Then you expand. You resonate. You don't have to fight them. You create a world shift dimension.
Then you have a portal where those awaken can come through. They have that they need resonate with them. No need to fight. That only adds more energy to the negative circumstance. You that's not what i prefer. How is this a story. It's the matrix on the positive integrated side. Aha. How does it end. He finds his own shift. Not underground. It is right in front of everyone. The only difference is the energy field.
You shift instantly once you resonate. That's the key. But soon as you think up negative thoughts you shift out. And you have no effect. Even if you put everyone you think is, to jail, it's not entirely them. Those are your own versions of them. Life goes on for everyone else. And it's still you and yours energy abounds. This is why you have these people that zone out. That's where they go.
You see why they get addicted. They go to that side of the brain or something but it's the energy. The body eteriorates because they are doing the exit thing. Nothing is ever negative unless you say so. Then the outside circumstance will reflect that for you. I nneed me a better table and chair. Can i walk to makati from there? Maybe there be malls around that area. I can look around.
I need to get me that data pack. I'll get that when i go out. I can pass the account over to brother once i'm done here. I can download the thing though. I'll email him send him a message noce i land on that side. At least in sydney. From there i have ytm. That's a long stretch. I can handle that. I've been there before. I see what needs to be done here.
I can do yoga on that side. Do o. It's a good long fast going through that portal. It is an energy portal. Everything is energy anyway. You already use it that way. What comes next. Not really sure. Do i want to go climb somethig. I am not ordering stuff in here. I use it to signal but i go to ali where i get better deals. Anyway.
I'll do that email later on. What time is he coming in here. Which bag to bring. I bring this thing along. This is my therapy. Do i have to bring me books? Not really. Just bring one shirt, and toiletries. And i'm done on that side. I write much. I walk around, then write much again. I think that's why you are headed there.
I can take a jeep and be there overnight. Do i have to sleep even? Not sure. Wish i was there but not. Just go to funeral. Then you are done and i can am getting on with my life. How are they going to get in touch with you. I'm not sure. When they are ready, come find me. I won't give cash but point you in a direction where you will be self sufficient. That much i can promise her. But i am not in that energy.
Because i write. I writes much. Do i turn this over then. Not sure. I am writing. That is like two days away. Where else can i use this. I don't know. Just use up this energy and see how things go. I'm not there but i think i'm losing weight on this diet. Not diet, it's energy uplift. The energy i feel is different on a fast. Then do more of this. It saves me money.
How do you show others? By your example. Live your life and others will see. Then you use it that way. How else can i change things around. Not so sure. Look at the app. It's not a distraction. It's a tool you use to get to shift. That's what i use it for. Then you can do something else. I will build up on them habits. Then i am shifitng from here to there.
jan 27, manila
it's only nine in the morning. I'm not sure where to go or what to do today. I was thinking go to makati, but seriously, what to do for 12 hours. Eleven hours. I need a place to sit and hang out. Perhaps take a nap. I can sleep on the ground here. Finish writing and the idea will come to you.
What about work. Maybe i can get me some work done. I'm recharging the phone and tablet. Maybe i can travel some place long distance then come back. Better yet, go on bike. That towel needs to get hanged outside. I'll do so later. I can make something out of this house no matter how dilapidated it looks. How. First i'll post something on fiverr, build up the copy business. Slow but sure, it goes to that level side.
And then what. I put in funds. I do mecs work through to the night then pay off credit debt. How else. There is the bot farm. I'll be running that overnight. It's added cash flow. Having to go outside and hang out doesn't seem like a good idea. Just doing this then. Plenty of thing to do around here. I can figure something out in the meantime. For now, finish writing. This is the habit i have. I finhish when i start to write.
Does it have to be on the laptop. It's the habit. I don't write long hand anyway. How can copywriting add to the book. I'm not sure yet. Path of least resistance is this. It was felt like a good idea yesterday when i was telling my bro about it. Then things quiet down and anxiety and doubt sets in. But you already know what that is. This house is a mess. Can i fix it remotely. I dont think so.
If they were keen to fix things, they would have done so already. Just fix up one thing one side everyday. It all adds up. Over time, it becomes a habit and you pick up new habits. Your self esteem improves as well as it is an outside reflection effect flow from who you are. Then everything builds up or down from there.
I am fasting today. How far will you take this. I check in at that hotel tomorrow noon. So we leave early. How about the clothes. It wont dry until third day. I think there be enough time. The sun is behind the clouds today. I appreciate the gesture but i don't eat won't skip on my commitment for others--except maybe the wife. The lewis book is ok but it tends to focus on the details. There are nuggets every now and then so i'll be reading that. What to do in sydney.
I can walk around. That bondi beach sounds good. Also the opera house. I can easily walk out of there through immigration. I don't think they'll need a visa to let me through. Should i get work. I can talk to a few people but best to trust the synchronicity. That way everything falls into place without me trying to make things work.
Clarify the resonance antenna and you get the signal and the tv show. This is the analogy here. They don't go to church. Weird. And i thought they were a religious bunch. Not really i guess. Daughter is coming over today. It's nice to get text messages from them every now and then. I'm proud of them what who they are. I'll be home in ten days. Still aplenty for me to process heere.
What did i get out of this. Spent time with brother. Spider-verse had a lot of insights for me. The leap of faith. How does spirit guides tell you about it. Everything is here and now. When you resonate with a frequency, then that is who you are. No expectations. You feeel what it's like to be there, then just go there. I can go to gilmore today. But i needs for the billing cycle to change up so i have a fresh month to work with.
Otherwise the interest starts to pilu up from here. No eats until a week. Is that possible. I haven't tried it but why not. I have been on this path anyway. This makes it easier to shift through time and space accelerating everything else. I'm not really keen on going there. Is it a cost. To some people who don't know what they are doing, it is a cost. Where did that book go. I didnt bring it. What happened to it. I can't find it.
That means they moved it around. I found that old bag. And then what. I can work on that copy now. But the profile is going to be set in here. Is that an advantage. Why so. People will think it is. But then they wants the english to be spot on. I can but don't want to waste space on that. Then you go on right ahead with it. I have the books with me. This is the morning gig. After three i go out and do mecs.
That's the path for the next three months. How do you know this is going to expand. I don't know and i can leave it at that. I see what you mean there. The tablet is still charging. The pohne is ok but i can do with one more charge on that. Use his cable and change that thing. Or not. I have enough in here. It's already connected to the usb port. I am not moving files anyway. Besides, it'll charge anyway .leave it at that. This place if it starts flooding, that thing is an issue.
I guess somehow the power cuts off before that happens, or thing short immediately. How do you deconstruct what was done in that story. There must be a pdf somewhere on the net that i can look for. I'll check that out when i get back. I think i saw that already. I had it in the library. I'll finish writing. I don't get to talk like that to brothers anymore. I've out grown that. But this is where i grew up. Most of childhood was here.
Then the energy is here but now it is different. It's how the energy is affected. It's the perspective. How do you account for time travel that way. It is a perspective. You don't really go back linearly. The energy is there. It is all energy. You feel for it and you experience. Then it becomes real. Without the experience or he exxperience of feeling the energy, then it doesn't exist for you.
What time do i go. Where do i go. It's a sunday. Those places be full today. I used to go out on sundays. The class i in the afternoons. Is there anyone i can visit. Why avoid people. I'm not sure. Just get out of this then see how things go from here. He might not notice it but i seethe difference. And i know i cleaned it. So this is moving forward.
Inch by inch, it's not that frequency anymore. This is the effect i have on this dimension. I shift much. And it is my reality experience. Everyone can do so. I can write stories based on metaphysics. How do you expand on it. Put it in energy terms and everything is a cinch. Do i have to go there with him. Why not just stay here.
I'm not sure i want to go to the funeral but people are going to be there. So be it. Let's get it going right away. I think the cousins are going to be there. They be there for you. I think i have pictures on the family blog. Are things different for you. I was comparing self to others last night.
I still have it good. They have good pay but it's different. It's the feeling that things get sorted when needed. The flow is continous. It doesnt run out. Here theirs is limited somewhat. If they get sick and gets kicked out, how else do you get that sorted. Do you needs to get into blockchain. It can be. But right now, play with what you got.
And writing is it for now. That was fast. I tend to write faster now. I can post these so i don't have to do anything else. Then i can read about these later on. For now, only do this. I don't have to stay here. I can go out. You want to explore that. I guess so. But it's not me anymore. Not mine. At least they are doing good. Everything has moved on already.
What about work. Maybe i can get me some work done. I'm recharging the phone and tablet. Maybe i can travel some place long distance then come back. Better yet, go on bike. That towel needs to get hanged outside. I'll do so later. I can make something out of this house no matter how dilapidated it looks. How. First i'll post something on fiverr, build up the copy business. Slow but sure, it goes to that level side.
And then what. I put in funds. I do mecs work through to the night then pay off credit debt. How else. There is the bot farm. I'll be running that overnight. It's added cash flow. Having to go outside and hang out doesn't seem like a good idea. Just doing this then. Plenty of thing to do around here. I can figure something out in the meantime. For now, finish writing. This is the habit i have. I finhish when i start to write.
Does it have to be on the laptop. It's the habit. I don't write long hand anyway. How can copywriting add to the book. I'm not sure yet. Path of least resistance is this. It was felt like a good idea yesterday when i was telling my bro about it. Then things quiet down and anxiety and doubt sets in. But you already know what that is. This house is a mess. Can i fix it remotely. I dont think so.
If they were keen to fix things, they would have done so already. Just fix up one thing one side everyday. It all adds up. Over time, it becomes a habit and you pick up new habits. Your self esteem improves as well as it is an outside reflection effect flow from who you are. Then everything builds up or down from there.
I am fasting today. How far will you take this. I check in at that hotel tomorrow noon. So we leave early. How about the clothes. It wont dry until third day. I think there be enough time. The sun is behind the clouds today. I appreciate the gesture but i don't eat won't skip on my commitment for others--except maybe the wife. The lewis book is ok but it tends to focus on the details. There are nuggets every now and then so i'll be reading that. What to do in sydney.
I can walk around. That bondi beach sounds good. Also the opera house. I can easily walk out of there through immigration. I don't think they'll need a visa to let me through. Should i get work. I can talk to a few people but best to trust the synchronicity. That way everything falls into place without me trying to make things work.
Clarify the resonance antenna and you get the signal and the tv show. This is the analogy here. They don't go to church. Weird. And i thought they were a religious bunch. Not really i guess. Daughter is coming over today. It's nice to get text messages from them every now and then. I'm proud of them what who they are. I'll be home in ten days. Still aplenty for me to process heere.
What did i get out of this. Spent time with brother. Spider-verse had a lot of insights for me. The leap of faith. How does spirit guides tell you about it. Everything is here and now. When you resonate with a frequency, then that is who you are. No expectations. You feeel what it's like to be there, then just go there. I can go to gilmore today. But i needs for the billing cycle to change up so i have a fresh month to work with.
Otherwise the interest starts to pilu up from here. No eats until a week. Is that possible. I haven't tried it but why not. I have been on this path anyway. This makes it easier to shift through time and space accelerating everything else. I'm not really keen on going there. Is it a cost. To some people who don't know what they are doing, it is a cost. Where did that book go. I didnt bring it. What happened to it. I can't find it.
That means they moved it around. I found that old bag. And then what. I can work on that copy now. But the profile is going to be set in here. Is that an advantage. Why so. People will think it is. But then they wants the english to be spot on. I can but don't want to waste space on that. Then you go on right ahead with it. I have the books with me. This is the morning gig. After three i go out and do mecs.
That's the path for the next three months. How do you know this is going to expand. I don't know and i can leave it at that. I see what you mean there. The tablet is still charging. The pohne is ok but i can do with one more charge on that. Use his cable and change that thing. Or not. I have enough in here. It's already connected to the usb port. I am not moving files anyway. Besides, it'll charge anyway .leave it at that. This place if it starts flooding, that thing is an issue.
I guess somehow the power cuts off before that happens, or thing short immediately. How do you deconstruct what was done in that story. There must be a pdf somewhere on the net that i can look for. I'll check that out when i get back. I think i saw that already. I had it in the library. I'll finish writing. I don't get to talk like that to brothers anymore. I've out grown that. But this is where i grew up. Most of childhood was here.
Then the energy is here but now it is different. It's how the energy is affected. It's the perspective. How do you account for time travel that way. It is a perspective. You don't really go back linearly. The energy is there. It is all energy. You feel for it and you experience. Then it becomes real. Without the experience or he exxperience of feeling the energy, then it doesn't exist for you.
What time do i go. Where do i go. It's a sunday. Those places be full today. I used to go out on sundays. The class i in the afternoons. Is there anyone i can visit. Why avoid people. I'm not sure. Just get out of this then see how things go from here. He might not notice it but i seethe difference. And i know i cleaned it. So this is moving forward.
Inch by inch, it's not that frequency anymore. This is the effect i have on this dimension. I shift much. And it is my reality experience. Everyone can do so. I can write stories based on metaphysics. How do you expand on it. Put it in energy terms and everything is a cinch. Do i have to go there with him. Why not just stay here.
I'm not sure i want to go to the funeral but people are going to be there. So be it. Let's get it going right away. I think the cousins are going to be there. They be there for you. I think i have pictures on the family blog. Are things different for you. I was comparing self to others last night.
I still have it good. They have good pay but it's different. It's the feeling that things get sorted when needed. The flow is continous. It doesnt run out. Here theirs is limited somewhat. If they get sick and gets kicked out, how else do you get that sorted. Do you needs to get into blockchain. It can be. But right now, play with what you got.
And writing is it for now. That was fast. I tend to write faster now. I can post these so i don't have to do anything else. Then i can read about these later on. For now, only do this. I don't have to stay here. I can go out. You want to explore that. I guess so. But it's not me anymore. Not mine. At least they are doing good. Everything has moved on already.
jon stroke hospital
my youngest bro is in critical condition in a hospital. I'm flying out tomorrow morning. If he makes it or not, i get to see him one last time, and my other brother as well. It's a sad time. If he makes it through, it's going to be all uphill for him and his family. He knows this.
It's the first day. My dad was out three days before he passed. My mom lasted about 24 hours as well in the hospital. I don't know what's going to happen now. I'll be there at least and see how things go. I'm on a tight dubget. I'm not sure i want to annnounce my arrival. It's going to be tough anyway as well. How do i get a cab from there. I can walk out and get a bus outside. I've done that before. What are my other options.
Maybe someone can come and get me from the airport. I don't know who can do that if my brother is going to be available. I needs to pack my stuff. I bring one laptop on handcarry. What else. Maybe i can get me a slightly bigger bag on the way back. I'll be travelling much anyway. It's going o be a tight budget. I'll be taking uber ride tomorrow early morning.
It'll mess up my sleep but at least i get a break from my rides. I'll fast as much as i can, that's the operative word. Other than that, it's all water for me. No need to worry about these things. I feel like an outsider already. What comes next. Not really sure if i want to bring the laptop. I won't be doing much anyway. My videos are in here. I can figure out something in the meantime.
How come they did not get my passport details. Not sure. But my name appears on it. Wife has big card limit. I don't want to go there but it's not going there. I'll be out three weeks. How to pay off card by then. Not really sure. We'll see how it goes. I'll have to get me a job going back then see how far it'll go. I don't know if things get better by then. Hopefully it does.
I would be in a better condition physically by then. That's two weeks fasting. I can hack that. That puts me in a better frequency. I needs to go to toilet. I'll go check my schedule when i get there. Itm, only be here and now. I'll need to get me something else. How can i get me a ride coming out of there. The question is, i go straight there, head back to rest then see how things go.
Which bag is better. That backpack looks small though and it's going to fill up quick. What are my other options here. Not really sure. Just do these things then go from there. I'll have to carry that one around. The essentials will go to the mess bag. The rest, i'm not sure. Why not bring both and one pair jandals. I'm not going anywhere anyway.
That makes sense. That one, plus another be good. Or something else. Like what? A pair of socks. That changes the game a lot. How else can i do that. Not really sure. Only do this. May have to get something else. Who or where can i stay while i'm down there. Airbnd sounds good enough. I can stay some place conveniennt. We'll see how that goes. Where else. I'll be talking to people while i am there.
Or not. Things have changed. Having a bike to move around would surely be fun. How to bring it back? Buy one used, then sell it back or gift to someone else when you go. Joey might need one. But they left their bikes out to be stolen. How do i guarantee it's going to be used. I'm not sure i can leave them outside like that. I wish i cut it tight. Are there friends i can stay with while there.
I don't know. I can contact people or something. I'll see what i can do there. I needs to prefer to hang out with people i know. Gary is one person i can see again, with others if possible. But i'm not the wife. She connects better with them. I guess i'll be walking around much doing nothing then. Just like in the old days. I might go visit some cousins while there. Or something like it.
Better yet i just might hang out in the hospital so his wife can go work. I can come home at night or something like it. Their kids are going to be there. I don't have much to do anyway. Where to leave my stuff. Not sure. I'll have a towel, three to five shirts, two pants and i'm all good. They alternate for the rest of the week. I don't know what to do when i gets back. It's going to be tight.
I'll just apply for whatever work i find. If there's a want ad, take it, then expand from there. Kitchen hand be good. As long as i do that labor all day then i'd be fine. Part time also works. I can do uber eats part time. That's the part time i prefer. I can go back to that. But we are headed into winter. I won't be home for son's birthday.
What are my other options here. No need to go back. It's all here and now. Surrender is key. This is washteh. It's all good. It's all connected. I don't know how things are going to be. All i know is that this is where i am and it's relevant for me process. He left too early. It's way too early. What now. I don't know.
Just take things as they come. Stay in the hospital. See how you can help otherwise. Where can i stay around there. Not really sure. I can get me someone to hire a cab then pick up. Maybe one of his kids or something. Or something else altogether. I don't know. We'll see how we can arrange something. In the meantime, i walked that far. I can do so again. I don't know. But trust the timing on this one.
It's already in pasay. I can take a ride from there. What bag do i bring make it easy to move around. That blue mission workshop sounds legit. It's not too big though. Bring another one for the laptop. Then these two sounds good anyway. Is there something else i can bring along. I don't know. At least walking around with them is going to be ok.
Where to stay. I can figure it out when i get tehre. Everyone is going to be at work. Why be so eager to go. What if things were to turn around just like that. Not sure. But just be open, do your best, trust the synchronicity. These are my todo list every morning when i get up, i remind my self. Focus on these three and i'm set for the day.
It really did appear on my dream to bring a book. Or something like it. Screen memories. Then i saw the message and that got things rolling. Plenty of travelling to do. Walk. Take the jeep. You gonna be ok. Where to get money from around there. Visa atm machines. Wife used to do it that way. What else can i do around here. I am vulnerable.
This is surrender. Wife is taking a test. Let her be. It's a sunday. I leave early tomorrow. I takes uber. They be asleep by then. I have dinner with whoever is around. Then i fast while i am there. It's going to be a long grind. Let's see what happens. Either no passing, or a lot of crying. His friends are going to be there.
It's going to go so fast, except when doing nothing. How to charge devices. Not sure. But i'd be reading and doing them exercises. Then you gonna be alright. Simply do that use up the energy. This is part of the process. You don't know hat you don't know anyway. It's all connected.
It's the first day. My dad was out three days before he passed. My mom lasted about 24 hours as well in the hospital. I don't know what's going to happen now. I'll be there at least and see how things go. I'm on a tight dubget. I'm not sure i want to annnounce my arrival. It's going to be tough anyway as well. How do i get a cab from there. I can walk out and get a bus outside. I've done that before. What are my other options.
Maybe someone can come and get me from the airport. I don't know who can do that if my brother is going to be available. I needs to pack my stuff. I bring one laptop on handcarry. What else. Maybe i can get me a slightly bigger bag on the way back. I'll be travelling much anyway. It's going o be a tight budget. I'll be taking uber ride tomorrow early morning.
It'll mess up my sleep but at least i get a break from my rides. I'll fast as much as i can, that's the operative word. Other than that, it's all water for me. No need to worry about these things. I feel like an outsider already. What comes next. Not really sure if i want to bring the laptop. I won't be doing much anyway. My videos are in here. I can figure out something in the meantime.
How come they did not get my passport details. Not sure. But my name appears on it. Wife has big card limit. I don't want to go there but it's not going there. I'll be out three weeks. How to pay off card by then. Not really sure. We'll see how it goes. I'll have to get me a job going back then see how far it'll go. I don't know if things get better by then. Hopefully it does.
I would be in a better condition physically by then. That's two weeks fasting. I can hack that. That puts me in a better frequency. I needs to go to toilet. I'll go check my schedule when i get there. Itm, only be here and now. I'll need to get me something else. How can i get me a ride coming out of there. The question is, i go straight there, head back to rest then see how things go.
Which bag is better. That backpack looks small though and it's going to fill up quick. What are my other options here. Not really sure. Just do these things then go from there. I'll have to carry that one around. The essentials will go to the mess bag. The rest, i'm not sure. Why not bring both and one pair jandals. I'm not going anywhere anyway.
That makes sense. That one, plus another be good. Or something else. Like what? A pair of socks. That changes the game a lot. How else can i do that. Not really sure. Only do this. May have to get something else. Who or where can i stay while i'm down there. Airbnd sounds good enough. I can stay some place conveniennt. We'll see how that goes. Where else. I'll be talking to people while i am there.
Or not. Things have changed. Having a bike to move around would surely be fun. How to bring it back? Buy one used, then sell it back or gift to someone else when you go. Joey might need one. But they left their bikes out to be stolen. How do i guarantee it's going to be used. I'm not sure i can leave them outside like that. I wish i cut it tight. Are there friends i can stay with while there.
I don't know. I can contact people or something. I'll see what i can do there. I needs to prefer to hang out with people i know. Gary is one person i can see again, with others if possible. But i'm not the wife. She connects better with them. I guess i'll be walking around much doing nothing then. Just like in the old days. I might go visit some cousins while there. Or something like it.
Better yet i just might hang out in the hospital so his wife can go work. I can come home at night or something like it. Their kids are going to be there. I don't have much to do anyway. Where to leave my stuff. Not sure. I'll have a towel, three to five shirts, two pants and i'm all good. They alternate for the rest of the week. I don't know what to do when i gets back. It's going to be tight.
I'll just apply for whatever work i find. If there's a want ad, take it, then expand from there. Kitchen hand be good. As long as i do that labor all day then i'd be fine. Part time also works. I can do uber eats part time. That's the part time i prefer. I can go back to that. But we are headed into winter. I won't be home for son's birthday.
What are my other options here. No need to go back. It's all here and now. Surrender is key. This is washteh. It's all good. It's all connected. I don't know how things are going to be. All i know is that this is where i am and it's relevant for me process. He left too early. It's way too early. What now. I don't know.
Just take things as they come. Stay in the hospital. See how you can help otherwise. Where can i stay around there. Not really sure. I can get me someone to hire a cab then pick up. Maybe one of his kids or something. Or something else altogether. I don't know. We'll see how we can arrange something. In the meantime, i walked that far. I can do so again. I don't know. But trust the timing on this one.
It's already in pasay. I can take a ride from there. What bag do i bring make it easy to move around. That blue mission workshop sounds legit. It's not too big though. Bring another one for the laptop. Then these two sounds good anyway. Is there something else i can bring along. I don't know. At least walking around with them is going to be ok.
Where to stay. I can figure it out when i get tehre. Everyone is going to be at work. Why be so eager to go. What if things were to turn around just like that. Not sure. But just be open, do your best, trust the synchronicity. These are my todo list every morning when i get up, i remind my self. Focus on these three and i'm set for the day.
It really did appear on my dream to bring a book. Or something like it. Screen memories. Then i saw the message and that got things rolling. Plenty of travelling to do. Walk. Take the jeep. You gonna be ok. Where to get money from around there. Visa atm machines. Wife used to do it that way. What else can i do around here. I am vulnerable.
This is surrender. Wife is taking a test. Let her be. It's a sunday. I leave early tomorrow. I takes uber. They be asleep by then. I have dinner with whoever is around. Then i fast while i am there. It's going to be a long grind. Let's see what happens. Either no passing, or a lot of crying. His friends are going to be there.
It's going to go so fast, except when doing nothing. How to charge devices. Not sure. But i'd be reading and doing them exercises. Then you gonna be alright. Simply do that use up the energy. This is part of the process. You don't know hat you don't know anyway. It's all connected.
on this energy
it's not scaling. I make quota and that's it, no room for extensions. What if i created a series on direct response. I'll do research myself, see how i can come up with a better campaign. If they use it, well and good. If not, just leave it out there and see how others can make good use of it.
Then do you have to deal with other people about it. This can have something to do with sem. I'll do run a campaign, see how that connects with everything. System update is taking too long. I was waiting for it, never did come around to it. Listen to music. I am overthinking things. I am still in transform stage. That image change took up slack and vim paused for about three seconds.
Wife still sleeping. She works from home today. Is it the writing. Do i keep to a website. How. It's an added expense. Do i will i enjoy doing that. What about rides. Be like that seth channel. He's having a grand time there. How do i shift into that. Use that as a beacon and head off in that direction. You want to get into influence position?
But that requires a lot of takes. Then do takes. It's going to be winter soon. Then this is the path then. How to create a channel in that direction. I have the basics already. I only needs to come up with content that connects and holds attention wanting to come back for more. I think the formula is there. How else can you get this sorted and working for you.
Not really sure. But you put things out there and you have something in there. Is it about the rides? He surely enjoys them and i would have thought that wouldn't work in the early days. That be a nice remix. Is it about remixes. I used to enjoy using that headphones. I'll switch back later at the end of this month. Is this them.
Wife sleeps. I don't know what i want, but i am certain about what i don't want. I dont want to stay in thtat job. Getting the bike was an opportunity i gave myself. Synchronicity opened up that path and so i take it. Wife thinks it's not a good idea. But that riding is interesting for me tells me that it's connected. So i let things go for now. Itm, i explore possibilities.
If an idea sticks around, then i go deep into it add more energy awareness into it see what comes out of it. I guess this is what i'm doing now. People are leaving for work. Running a channel, i'd simply watch the comments, take directions from there. I am looking into that then. What am i interested in. Nice gardens. This thing is taking up space.
This guy made 1000 trips. Will i ever get there. For now, it looks like it. And there's nothing wrong with it, unless i say so myself. Why is she still sleeping? How can she sleep through that. The system update is about done. I may have to restart this. I can go for coffee. Trust the timing on this one. I had carbs yesterday. I see that i eat much when i'm in that space. Daughter is grown up.
She works at wendys. I think she enjoys that. She is pretty. She likes that thing and i helped the other one get connected. The factory reset gets things working. She is awake now. But still in bed. I am waiting for this thing to finish then get on with my day. Do i do yoga. Will i do yoga. It feels like a long trip but it's productive. I hit my targets in there. Less compete and even if others be there it's ok.
Plus there's this lady i'm crushing on at the take out. It's like inspiration and sunlight through the forest. I enjoy hiking and sunlight coming through is a welcome sight. Not that i'm going to do something take action on it. I simply enjoy the view. If i get to connect then well and good. For now, this is the path i'm in. What comes next. Not really sure. But i am using it well. I feel better about my rides.
I get behind by a few minutes but i am consistent with it. This is a step and part of the process. No need to invalidate. This is here anyway. I am acting on inspiration. I can listen to this while riding. It's a friday. It could be good or bad. In takapuna, it's going to be slow. From experience, i can hit my numbers where i work. Stick with this then.
How long has this been here. Not sure. Just do this see what comes out the other end. I have movies from the library. Daughter comes to visit tomorrow. I guess so. This be a nice track this time. I can add this. It sounds so much better. Man this update is taking longer than usual. What happens now. She works at home. And then what. I'm not sure. It's all about this. Trust the timing.
I am listening to music as i write. Direct response is something i'm more familiar with. I'd like to write a book but not sure i have the energy to match there. This has soundstage. The others sounded flat. This looks like a better version. They have opm so i stick with this one. I go on radio often anyway, so i'll stick with it.
I get free data 2gb tonight. I'll keep to that and see how it goes. I think it was thursday last i was there. How do you form friendships this way. Not really sure. Maybe this is what the story is about. Look into it. Then you can expand. This is the wants. How do you go about this then. Not sure. Get untouchable. They respect that if they see the light. If not, they only bring more negative to their reflection.
It's not about that one though. How do you practice more of that. Simply get the technique, then practice with anyone. I can work with my son if he is interested. This is a better sounding track so i give feedback on this one. It adds to the algorithm somewhat but they are already good with that one. Let it be so. See what comes out the other end.
If i got positive synchronicity doing those jobs, definitely i will enjoy the reflection i get with this one. Let it go down every now and then. What you'll notice is that it spirals upward. Everything is connected. Washteh. That's how it is. This image is beautiful. That's what i do in here. Let it come to you. You will see more of it in the coming days. Is it about sailing.
I don't know. But i am within range. I'll find something in there. Let's see how it goes. I can ask around and then i can go take things from there. I can learn much about it. If not, i know how to swim. It's something i can expand on through winter. I'll look into this one. This is a far better track. Good thing they went back to fix it.
Now it's a better track to listen to. Why did they not come out with this earlier. Maybe it was there but the synchronicity was different. Now you know. I'm almost done here anyway. What comes out the other end. Write about these things and see what you get. It dont have to be loud to appreciate the quality. I do the laundry when she's up. It's almost nine anyway.
And i have that may have to get another one though. I like this rhythm. Daughter ate that bread i bought last night. She enjoys small things like that. She is creative. Did that come from me? I don't know but it was encouraged. Then i expand on this energy. She works hard. All three of them do. The son, i don't know what's happening there. But i am positive about it. I give him space. Everything is connected.
Then do you have to deal with other people about it. This can have something to do with sem. I'll do run a campaign, see how that connects with everything. System update is taking too long. I was waiting for it, never did come around to it. Listen to music. I am overthinking things. I am still in transform stage. That image change took up slack and vim paused for about three seconds.
Wife still sleeping. She works from home today. Is it the writing. Do i keep to a website. How. It's an added expense. Do i will i enjoy doing that. What about rides. Be like that seth channel. He's having a grand time there. How do i shift into that. Use that as a beacon and head off in that direction. You want to get into influence position?
But that requires a lot of takes. Then do takes. It's going to be winter soon. Then this is the path then. How to create a channel in that direction. I have the basics already. I only needs to come up with content that connects and holds attention wanting to come back for more. I think the formula is there. How else can you get this sorted and working for you.
Not really sure. But you put things out there and you have something in there. Is it about the rides? He surely enjoys them and i would have thought that wouldn't work in the early days. That be a nice remix. Is it about remixes. I used to enjoy using that headphones. I'll switch back later at the end of this month. Is this them.
Wife sleeps. I don't know what i want, but i am certain about what i don't want. I dont want to stay in thtat job. Getting the bike was an opportunity i gave myself. Synchronicity opened up that path and so i take it. Wife thinks it's not a good idea. But that riding is interesting for me tells me that it's connected. So i let things go for now. Itm, i explore possibilities.
If an idea sticks around, then i go deep into it add more energy awareness into it see what comes out of it. I guess this is what i'm doing now. People are leaving for work. Running a channel, i'd simply watch the comments, take directions from there. I am looking into that then. What am i interested in. Nice gardens. This thing is taking up space.
This guy made 1000 trips. Will i ever get there. For now, it looks like it. And there's nothing wrong with it, unless i say so myself. Why is she still sleeping? How can she sleep through that. The system update is about done. I may have to restart this. I can go for coffee. Trust the timing on this one. I had carbs yesterday. I see that i eat much when i'm in that space. Daughter is grown up.
She works at wendys. I think she enjoys that. She is pretty. She likes that thing and i helped the other one get connected. The factory reset gets things working. She is awake now. But still in bed. I am waiting for this thing to finish then get on with my day. Do i do yoga. Will i do yoga. It feels like a long trip but it's productive. I hit my targets in there. Less compete and even if others be there it's ok.
Plus there's this lady i'm crushing on at the take out. It's like inspiration and sunlight through the forest. I enjoy hiking and sunlight coming through is a welcome sight. Not that i'm going to do something take action on it. I simply enjoy the view. If i get to connect then well and good. For now, this is the path i'm in. What comes next. Not really sure. But i am using it well. I feel better about my rides.
I get behind by a few minutes but i am consistent with it. This is a step and part of the process. No need to invalidate. This is here anyway. I am acting on inspiration. I can listen to this while riding. It's a friday. It could be good or bad. In takapuna, it's going to be slow. From experience, i can hit my numbers where i work. Stick with this then.
How long has this been here. Not sure. Just do this see what comes out the other end. I have movies from the library. Daughter comes to visit tomorrow. I guess so. This be a nice track this time. I can add this. It sounds so much better. Man this update is taking longer than usual. What happens now. She works at home. And then what. I'm not sure. It's all about this. Trust the timing.
I am listening to music as i write. Direct response is something i'm more familiar with. I'd like to write a book but not sure i have the energy to match there. This has soundstage. The others sounded flat. This looks like a better version. They have opm so i stick with this one. I go on radio often anyway, so i'll stick with it.
I get free data 2gb tonight. I'll keep to that and see how it goes. I think it was thursday last i was there. How do you form friendships this way. Not really sure. Maybe this is what the story is about. Look into it. Then you can expand. This is the wants. How do you go about this then. Not sure. Get untouchable. They respect that if they see the light. If not, they only bring more negative to their reflection.
It's not about that one though. How do you practice more of that. Simply get the technique, then practice with anyone. I can work with my son if he is interested. This is a better sounding track so i give feedback on this one. It adds to the algorithm somewhat but they are already good with that one. Let it be so. See what comes out the other end.
If i got positive synchronicity doing those jobs, definitely i will enjoy the reflection i get with this one. Let it go down every now and then. What you'll notice is that it spirals upward. Everything is connected. Washteh. That's how it is. This image is beautiful. That's what i do in here. Let it come to you. You will see more of it in the coming days. Is it about sailing.
I don't know. But i am within range. I'll find something in there. Let's see how it goes. I can ask around and then i can go take things from there. I can learn much about it. If not, i know how to swim. It's something i can expand on through winter. I'll look into this one. This is a far better track. Good thing they went back to fix it.
Now it's a better track to listen to. Why did they not come out with this earlier. Maybe it was there but the synchronicity was different. Now you know. I'm almost done here anyway. What comes out the other end. Write about these things and see what you get. It dont have to be loud to appreciate the quality. I do the laundry when she's up. It's almost nine anyway.
And i have that may have to get another one though. I like this rhythm. Daughter ate that bread i bought last night. She enjoys small things like that. She is creative. Did that come from me? I don't know but it was encouraged. Then i expand on this energy. She works hard. All three of them do. The son, i don't know what's happening there. But i am positive about it. I give him space. Everything is connected.
how it goes
wife is getting ready to go. I have this story in my head. I can work with thtis. Henry and lisa. She works front office in a tthai takeout. Henry delivers for ubereats. He has a crush on her as she is very beautiful. There's a ten year gap. Henry is aware that guys ask her out almost all the time. How does he get into her pants?
He bids his time. He knows cats won't come to you but if you hang around often enough, the cat will start getting close. It's about the same way. Ask with short questions. Smiles. Then spend time help out. Show henry is a helpful person, good conversations. Share this one interest, which is, running the business. So it is a business she runs there.
They open for dinner orders only. People come in and out quick and easy so the rent is small and they are not in a totally commercial area. It's out of the way really. Just three tables in there. I can bring the wife in there. I'll get that sorted and planned. I got me this lunch tub. Hopefully this is better than the last. Although it looks big for just two cups. I'll sort this out.
I might put in spacers in there then cling wrap everything. Yesterday's delivery was a dud. How else can i get this working. Am i going out this morning? There is yoga after this, then i fix up my derailer, then i make dinner spaghetti. What comes next. There is still like four days before next grocery. I'll get something tonight or tomorrow.
I think tomorrow some more food. What comes next. What kind of spacer. Soda bottoms where you cut off the top part and put in the rest of it. Where to get one. I have it in there. I can use several others. I don't want to carry a lot but hopefully all that needs to be tested. It's starting to get cold again. It felt like a short summer but we are in global warming.
I worked without earphones yesterday. It felt better. I will improve on that. If i took those two orders i would have hit target and rode fifty km. I think that's the upper limit there. Of course not. I only set them limits. Up to me and i can redefine them. I feel better now and was sore noticed at ten pm waiting for my last gig. I see better now and am moving forward from there.
How else doing this. Enjoy the process. I can put in my poncho in there if needed but it might stink if doing that. I am cleaning this at the end of the day. Use baking soda to rinse that off. Where do we have it. I don't know but can get more if needed. Cleaned ref then. What comes next. Is she going to travel each year? She's earned it. I don't have to counter that. But she is not getting herself a house?
I needs to add that in to my list. I can get me some more grocery foods i eat during throughout the week. The bread was from last week so that's about expired. When's the next off. I don't know. I finish off until sunday. I'll take paracetamols along the way. That memoir was boring. It was just stating out events. See how it was. How would you rewrite it. Put some danger into it. Then people will want to find out what happened next.
Is it that simple. How then do you go from here. Not really sure but you don't have to fight anyone. People know the limits in there. You can do something else itm. Like there be cameras. You can report them and people start using them now. I did not get orders from mcd. I did get about two but turned them down. This time knows better. Just take them as they come.
This way i don't have to extend at end of day. Get them sorted early on you don't have to wait for ten. Go for target but enjoy have fun in process. You can talk to people. I'll get there some time but you know drill. What's she doing. Plenty on my todo list. Kids are getting ready for school. Soon enough. It's about two or three weeks and they are back.
Internet seems ok now. White led light is charging. I use them more often now. The tire patch arrived. Disappointing. Not going that way anymore. Know how to use this. I can check out hardware for rubber glue or something but here works well anyway. Wife leaving soon. Need to say goodbye to this image. That video has a lot of viewers but it doesn't really say much. Maybe he resonates with a lot of them out there.
I guess that's the story in there. New spideman movie. Even those videos have two million subs. Is cooking good. You don't have to go there. Find something you enjoy doing then go from there. Plenty of stuff here. He travels to ride and make videos. That be a full time work. That sounds fun. What is fun for you. Getting out there. Not really but riding with mecs gives it purpose and i have excuse to get in and out.
Delivered to same guy? I'm not sure i can't remember but maybe he did does. I don't know. Just get this sorted in here. I may have had some thumbs up here and there. I fixed that issue. I am moving forward now. What comes next. Making spaghetti shortly. I forget my recipe. Do we have enough ingredients? No onion. How to get one. Go out and ride if needed. I ride to test. I don't leave until three anyway.
I'll take a nap later. Need to get bike sorted. After this i do yoga. He is moving into editing them videos. Make it a haven or community or something. Reward them for staying. They look for that so why not find that sorted. What is she saying. Asked if i drive car over but i'll be working. Cant. She'll bring it i don't use it anyway. It's been sitting in garage while she was away.
It's more her car. She uses drives more than i do. I would rather ride bike to get here and there. It was fun back then. Do you need that bag? How come mcd can set up drinks without spillage. Not sure how. Let it sit there. I can cancel they keep the food but it's up to them to ask for refund. That's their thing then. Let's get this sorted in here. You know the drill. You have all done.
I'll finish this off then post then do yoga. That's a new dress. I don't use that. Where is that thing. I can't remember but it could be in one of them bags. It's where i put things. That unit felt neg and that's how i felt about life back then. I did not really enjoy what i was doing. But it was life changing. I made learned a lot of things about self.
Like i can hack through it and come out ahead. I got a lot of nice things from there. Is he still doing that. He gets into arguments and prove his point. I'm not that person anymore. You get in get out done. Barabing barabum. Done sorted. And now i've moved on and forward. I don't have to work until midnight. Things slow down much after nine.
But i can hang out mcd but it gets cold out there. And i stink. I think it rained yesterday. And son took it in late. He didnt do anything. We may have to get a talk started on that. I'll ask which jobs he doesnt want and take it out. But he has to get a better job done so we don't have to do it anymore. That's why he gets paid. Or not. I don't know.
There must be a positive way to do things. I see what you mean there. Just put that thing out and sort it from there. Garage needs better rooms. Don't need a new bike. Just get this one sorted. I'm not getting from that one let's see how it goes. This one is good though. I'll put the bag out in sun to get it dried out.
He bids his time. He knows cats won't come to you but if you hang around often enough, the cat will start getting close. It's about the same way. Ask with short questions. Smiles. Then spend time help out. Show henry is a helpful person, good conversations. Share this one interest, which is, running the business. So it is a business she runs there.
They open for dinner orders only. People come in and out quick and easy so the rent is small and they are not in a totally commercial area. It's out of the way really. Just three tables in there. I can bring the wife in there. I'll get that sorted and planned. I got me this lunch tub. Hopefully this is better than the last. Although it looks big for just two cups. I'll sort this out.
I might put in spacers in there then cling wrap everything. Yesterday's delivery was a dud. How else can i get this working. Am i going out this morning? There is yoga after this, then i fix up my derailer, then i make dinner spaghetti. What comes next. There is still like four days before next grocery. I'll get something tonight or tomorrow.
I think tomorrow some more food. What comes next. What kind of spacer. Soda bottoms where you cut off the top part and put in the rest of it. Where to get one. I have it in there. I can use several others. I don't want to carry a lot but hopefully all that needs to be tested. It's starting to get cold again. It felt like a short summer but we are in global warming.
I worked without earphones yesterday. It felt better. I will improve on that. If i took those two orders i would have hit target and rode fifty km. I think that's the upper limit there. Of course not. I only set them limits. Up to me and i can redefine them. I feel better now and was sore noticed at ten pm waiting for my last gig. I see better now and am moving forward from there.
How else doing this. Enjoy the process. I can put in my poncho in there if needed but it might stink if doing that. I am cleaning this at the end of the day. Use baking soda to rinse that off. Where do we have it. I don't know but can get more if needed. Cleaned ref then. What comes next. Is she going to travel each year? She's earned it. I don't have to counter that. But she is not getting herself a house?
I needs to add that in to my list. I can get me some more grocery foods i eat during throughout the week. The bread was from last week so that's about expired. When's the next off. I don't know. I finish off until sunday. I'll take paracetamols along the way. That memoir was boring. It was just stating out events. See how it was. How would you rewrite it. Put some danger into it. Then people will want to find out what happened next.
Is it that simple. How then do you go from here. Not really sure but you don't have to fight anyone. People know the limits in there. You can do something else itm. Like there be cameras. You can report them and people start using them now. I did not get orders from mcd. I did get about two but turned them down. This time knows better. Just take them as they come.
This way i don't have to extend at end of day. Get them sorted early on you don't have to wait for ten. Go for target but enjoy have fun in process. You can talk to people. I'll get there some time but you know drill. What's she doing. Plenty on my todo list. Kids are getting ready for school. Soon enough. It's about two or three weeks and they are back.
Internet seems ok now. White led light is charging. I use them more often now. The tire patch arrived. Disappointing. Not going that way anymore. Know how to use this. I can check out hardware for rubber glue or something but here works well anyway. Wife leaving soon. Need to say goodbye to this image. That video has a lot of viewers but it doesn't really say much. Maybe he resonates with a lot of them out there.
I guess that's the story in there. New spideman movie. Even those videos have two million subs. Is cooking good. You don't have to go there. Find something you enjoy doing then go from there. Plenty of stuff here. He travels to ride and make videos. That be a full time work. That sounds fun. What is fun for you. Getting out there. Not really but riding with mecs gives it purpose and i have excuse to get in and out.
Delivered to same guy? I'm not sure i can't remember but maybe he did does. I don't know. Just get this sorted in here. I may have had some thumbs up here and there. I fixed that issue. I am moving forward now. What comes next. Making spaghetti shortly. I forget my recipe. Do we have enough ingredients? No onion. How to get one. Go out and ride if needed. I ride to test. I don't leave until three anyway.
I'll take a nap later. Need to get bike sorted. After this i do yoga. He is moving into editing them videos. Make it a haven or community or something. Reward them for staying. They look for that so why not find that sorted. What is she saying. Asked if i drive car over but i'll be working. Cant. She'll bring it i don't use it anyway. It's been sitting in garage while she was away.
It's more her car. She uses drives more than i do. I would rather ride bike to get here and there. It was fun back then. Do you need that bag? How come mcd can set up drinks without spillage. Not sure how. Let it sit there. I can cancel they keep the food but it's up to them to ask for refund. That's their thing then. Let's get this sorted in here. You know the drill. You have all done.
I'll finish this off then post then do yoga. That's a new dress. I don't use that. Where is that thing. I can't remember but it could be in one of them bags. It's where i put things. That unit felt neg and that's how i felt about life back then. I did not really enjoy what i was doing. But it was life changing. I made learned a lot of things about self.
Like i can hack through it and come out ahead. I got a lot of nice things from there. Is he still doing that. He gets into arguments and prove his point. I'm not that person anymore. You get in get out done. Barabing barabum. Done sorted. And now i've moved on and forward. I don't have to work until midnight. Things slow down much after nine.
But i can hang out mcd but it gets cold out there. And i stink. I think it rained yesterday. And son took it in late. He didnt do anything. We may have to get a talk started on that. I'll ask which jobs he doesnt want and take it out. But he has to get a better job done so we don't have to do it anymore. That's why he gets paid. Or not. I don't know.
There must be a positive way to do things. I see what you mean there. Just put that thing out and sort it from there. Garage needs better rooms. Don't need a new bike. Just get this one sorted. I'm not getting from that one let's see how it goes. This one is good though. I'll put the bag out in sun to get it dried out.
what other things
i have negative perspective in me. That it's not perfect, hence nothing good in my reality perspective experience ever. Of course it's not true. It's just one perspective. From a different pov, everything here is just fine. How can i see that. Use that pov.
Everything here and now is just ok. Nothing too good, but nothing that's too bad either. It is true my income is lower, but there is cash flow coming in and i am learning how to run a business with cash flow. Things will not be always the same. This dimension, my energy shifts and with it the resonance that i keep. Then it shifts and it's always going to give feedback and it's always going to be perfect.
You already know how these things work. You've had experience and you see how to resonate. Then use this energy. Resonate with the frequency. Align. Why am i writing these? Because i do yoga after. I have a beef rump in the oven but i won't have that until i get back from mecs. Both bike lights charged charging. I used them last night. I won't be needing them tonight unless i get back early.
Maybe i can go out but wife will want to spend time with kids. Maybe we eat out tonight so that's going to be an issue there. I do omad. My body can't do full day mecs while fasting. I eat once a day midday. This gives body enough time to digest and use up the energy when i get to work. The ideal job business, it's not clearly defined yet. I carry other people's baggage. Opb.
I am aware, i have choice options. That's the point to all these. I do takapuna today. If it's slow, so be it. I was there once. I know how these things work. Let's see how it goes then pick up from there. What are my options here. Not really sure. Trust the timing. This here be my life now. I can look back but how does that make you feel about here and now?
You see the point to it. I do yoga after this. Then contain everything to here and now. I was having fun in there. I see that. I can do belmont again. There be three restaurants there that keep things consistent. The longest wait was yesterday, one hour, and then things just started to work after that. I can test that again today.
I am developing this market. Better to rush downhill from there but if when there's wind, that's an issue i can play with. What happened there. It shows there is a shortcut i can use. Which one is faster. I can time that. Then i need a thing i can use to put the phone on. Which one would that be. Not sure yet. Maybe i don't need a camera as it could be somthing i might not really need.
It's not the smart words you use but the research. This is not something that's being addressed. It's a niche i can focus on. I can sell that--hard work. But people won't buy that. See the comment. I am aware. I have options. Then i have something in here hat changes everything. It's not enough that they use smart sounding clever words. You need to do the work. You can't just go there unless you have constant connection always and may not be aware of it.
But it can get connected that way. I do yoga then at ten thirty i leaves for work. It can be cloudy or not. Wife leaves for home hour after that. I finish at one pm. I get home do my omad then rest up the rest of the day. The next day, back to the grind. It's just a label. You can put any meaning you want into it. You don't have to be afraid concerned about words unless it has meaning with emotions. Then you are aware and use it to look under the hood.
Everything serves a purpose then. Trash collected now. What's the story there that's different. That could be the pity part. Then you build up to fear and then you build up to resolution through the fear. That's what these stories are about. The mamet masterclass was a dud. I did not get anything yesterday listening for hours. I'd check out bird by bird instead.
So it is not entirely that. There seems to be a big promise in there but who else is doing four hour work weeks? It's a big promise but under-delivered. I can go check that out. Is it relevance. If so, do you simply give up on it entirely. I dont think you can have it that tight. But you can have four hour work days. That is more possible feasible given the circumstance. Even when you network for golf it's still working.
But why was it wildly successful? The promise of a benefit. This was a void people had and solved or offered a solution. How can you benefit from such a story. Not really sure but it is an expression of something else. Simply write and then no expectations. That is an expectation and condition. You simply write. I do yoga, then get ready for work. It feels different here but keep to this and see how it goes. Do people work from home around there. I guess so. Is it better belmont or takapuna.
I go former. There be less drivers in the area. Even the distance is just ok. I am developing the area anyway. It's my business through this. I do check the pay then trasnsfers done. It was a short week. I took two days off. I see that now. I can make changes this time. Maybe i go out tonight. We'll see how it goes. I don't have to but from seven to eight, things slow down from there.
You still get orders i did five hours yesterday. Most of the time was sitting. It shows it was only sixteen km traveled. That's not much. The week before it was forty six km on average. What happened there. Not sure but i am looking into it now. Plenty there and mostly that age level. Not my type. I would rather check into something else.
Like what. I'm not sure. But why am i focused giving awareness to that. It's not what i prefer and it's only one perspective. At least i am aware. I can let go or allow for this to be there. Wife gets home later. I pick up from airport. No need to argue. I see her argument. Simply do this. It's still better than last. I am building up to something in here. Things can go that way or this but it is my thing.
What comes next. Not really sure. Only do this. They don't make anything out of it. What are my options here. Not sure. I have edge in there. If it did not work then, why keep to it. Why not do this instead. You are building up to it anyway. Let's test this path and see how it goes. Have you put anything down on paper yet. I have that from others. Let it be then. You are writing. What is it about. No research. Then not writing, you do research.
I see that. It is something i can play with. What are you doing research on. You can let go or simply listen in to that voice. Then you can understand what is happening here. Describe that. What is she doing. On laptop and perhaps writing something. I can't write on this on a cafe. The battery only holds one hour. How else. You get a notebook and write outlines on it.
You get home research then write things out. This is what you do with it. That is good paper there. I can use that. When empty i can get me another one. Where. You have it in shops everywhere. Also there is warehouse stationery. I can always go there. What other things can i write about. The blank lets me draw doodles as well. I will look into these things. I have pen anyway. It don't have to be great novel.
You simply write. Then i do yoga after then i am ready for the day. These two are great habits to nurture. Then i expand from the energy. That is how you set for the day. Let it be positive. Have fun with it. Take it easy. That is the intention for the day. Is that possible. I guess so. I am in better shape now anyway. I can do four and it's all good that way.
Everything here and now is just ok. Nothing too good, but nothing that's too bad either. It is true my income is lower, but there is cash flow coming in and i am learning how to run a business with cash flow. Things will not be always the same. This dimension, my energy shifts and with it the resonance that i keep. Then it shifts and it's always going to give feedback and it's always going to be perfect.
You already know how these things work. You've had experience and you see how to resonate. Then use this energy. Resonate with the frequency. Align. Why am i writing these? Because i do yoga after. I have a beef rump in the oven but i won't have that until i get back from mecs. Both bike lights charged charging. I used them last night. I won't be needing them tonight unless i get back early.
Maybe i can go out but wife will want to spend time with kids. Maybe we eat out tonight so that's going to be an issue there. I do omad. My body can't do full day mecs while fasting. I eat once a day midday. This gives body enough time to digest and use up the energy when i get to work. The ideal job business, it's not clearly defined yet. I carry other people's baggage. Opb.
I am aware, i have choice options. That's the point to all these. I do takapuna today. If it's slow, so be it. I was there once. I know how these things work. Let's see how it goes then pick up from there. What are my options here. Not really sure. Trust the timing. This here be my life now. I can look back but how does that make you feel about here and now?
You see the point to it. I do yoga after this. Then contain everything to here and now. I was having fun in there. I see that. I can do belmont again. There be three restaurants there that keep things consistent. The longest wait was yesterday, one hour, and then things just started to work after that. I can test that again today.
I am developing this market. Better to rush downhill from there but if when there's wind, that's an issue i can play with. What happened there. It shows there is a shortcut i can use. Which one is faster. I can time that. Then i need a thing i can use to put the phone on. Which one would that be. Not sure yet. Maybe i don't need a camera as it could be somthing i might not really need.
It's not the smart words you use but the research. This is not something that's being addressed. It's a niche i can focus on. I can sell that--hard work. But people won't buy that. See the comment. I am aware. I have options. Then i have something in here hat changes everything. It's not enough that they use smart sounding clever words. You need to do the work. You can't just go there unless you have constant connection always and may not be aware of it.
But it can get connected that way. I do yoga then at ten thirty i leaves for work. It can be cloudy or not. Wife leaves for home hour after that. I finish at one pm. I get home do my omad then rest up the rest of the day. The next day, back to the grind. It's just a label. You can put any meaning you want into it. You don't have to be afraid concerned about words unless it has meaning with emotions. Then you are aware and use it to look under the hood.
Everything serves a purpose then. Trash collected now. What's the story there that's different. That could be the pity part. Then you build up to fear and then you build up to resolution through the fear. That's what these stories are about. The mamet masterclass was a dud. I did not get anything yesterday listening for hours. I'd check out bird by bird instead.
So it is not entirely that. There seems to be a big promise in there but who else is doing four hour work weeks? It's a big promise but under-delivered. I can go check that out. Is it relevance. If so, do you simply give up on it entirely. I dont think you can have it that tight. But you can have four hour work days. That is more possible feasible given the circumstance. Even when you network for golf it's still working.
But why was it wildly successful? The promise of a benefit. This was a void people had and solved or offered a solution. How can you benefit from such a story. Not really sure but it is an expression of something else. Simply write and then no expectations. That is an expectation and condition. You simply write. I do yoga, then get ready for work. It feels different here but keep to this and see how it goes. Do people work from home around there. I guess so. Is it better belmont or takapuna.
I go former. There be less drivers in the area. Even the distance is just ok. I am developing the area anyway. It's my business through this. I do check the pay then trasnsfers done. It was a short week. I took two days off. I see that now. I can make changes this time. Maybe i go out tonight. We'll see how it goes. I don't have to but from seven to eight, things slow down from there.
You still get orders i did five hours yesterday. Most of the time was sitting. It shows it was only sixteen km traveled. That's not much. The week before it was forty six km on average. What happened there. Not sure but i am looking into it now. Plenty there and mostly that age level. Not my type. I would rather check into something else.
Like what. I'm not sure. But why am i focused giving awareness to that. It's not what i prefer and it's only one perspective. At least i am aware. I can let go or allow for this to be there. Wife gets home later. I pick up from airport. No need to argue. I see her argument. Simply do this. It's still better than last. I am building up to something in here. Things can go that way or this but it is my thing.
What comes next. Not really sure. Only do this. They don't make anything out of it. What are my options here. Not sure. I have edge in there. If it did not work then, why keep to it. Why not do this instead. You are building up to it anyway. Let's test this path and see how it goes. Have you put anything down on paper yet. I have that from others. Let it be then. You are writing. What is it about. No research. Then not writing, you do research.
I see that. It is something i can play with. What are you doing research on. You can let go or simply listen in to that voice. Then you can understand what is happening here. Describe that. What is she doing. On laptop and perhaps writing something. I can't write on this on a cafe. The battery only holds one hour. How else. You get a notebook and write outlines on it.
You get home research then write things out. This is what you do with it. That is good paper there. I can use that. When empty i can get me another one. Where. You have it in shops everywhere. Also there is warehouse stationery. I can always go there. What other things can i write about. The blank lets me draw doodles as well. I will look into these things. I have pen anyway. It don't have to be great novel.
You simply write. Then i do yoga after then i am ready for the day. These two are great habits to nurture. Then i expand from the energy. That is how you set for the day. Let it be positive. Have fun with it. Take it easy. That is the intention for the day. Is that possible. I guess so. I am in better shape now anyway. I can do four and it's all good that way.
how things evolve
it's kinda cold outside. I've seen it go down to four, less even. But this is me now. I told wife, came out of closet last night. No fuss about it but we'll talk more about it when she gets back. She must be in the airport by now, or in flight. Airnz offers wifi en route. I don't think hers allow that.
Daughter arrives around 2. If we grocery then, i wouldnt have time to do mecs. Why not go now see what comes out of the lunch rush. There should be more than enough in there. How come they be negative about it. Not trusting their synchronicity is one. And i do the same. The difference is the awareness. What can i do about this? See the contrast, get the feedback use it for directions.
Then i've let go already. Some books, writers pimp off that way mislead me in the past. Now i know see better. How come it became a bestseller? There must have been something working behind the scenes there. At this age though, that may not work. I have creation in me anyway. I write, then do yoga. I didnt go to work yesterday. Daughter asked to be driven to burger king. She got brother something as well.
I decided then to get a break. I can go today. I came out of closet anyway so it's ok to go now. I am concerned about rain but it is along way off from now. Trust how your life unfolds is the mantra here. I found a new channel last night. I am exploring the message. It resonates somewhat for me. I am looking into it today. I have that free anyway data 2gb. Let's see how it goes.
This resonates with me. Why believe that gaps matter? It would in her world. Not in mine. There was gaps there because i chose not to. But resonating this way, i know better. This is where i am now. What comes next. I can build up momentum this way. Do i sound arrogant that way. I don't know. But you have the awareness anyway. You simply are reflecting what's out there. Now things have shifted again. I am moving forward past the speedbump there.
What comes next. See how that area pans out. I can go early, finish around six or so then we do grocery. Plenty time in there anyway. It may get hot, is that alright with you. Nothing evident, i keep moving forward then stick to the outline. Not plan but preferred direction. Ok then. That sounds good. It is cold outside. What comes next. See what daughter's schedule is then take it from there.
That is acting out of fear. Why do i feel that way. There is definition telling me that things should be this way. That's expectations. Breath while you write. No need to rush things. Connect to flow. Let the flow or creation flow through you. This is how it works. You aware of this. No need grammar. I look forward now. I take easy ride. Then let things warm up. No need to rush. That's how it built up.
She gets back i am rested and can pick up. That is i leave around 9 go through back door to airport. That be more than enough time in there. I can bring son to have someone help out. She may have stuff for everyone that way. Then i ride off after lunch. She'll be resting up. I miss her. I hope everything be alright her side family. Her mom looks so old now. She is a good person.
That's where she is headed. Wife is a good person. It's the ego that gets in the way--meaning local mind. I am aware and i see the feedback. I use the feedback. Now things are different. How i feel is different. I am not responding to it anymore. It's like a distant memory now. It's filled with fun times in there. I have contrast and am using them as feedback. Remembenig to breath while i write. This gives me space. Not sure what that means. I can write about that space.
What about it. You put space here and there and is that something you can tune into all day. I believe so. It's in watch later already. Set that to 1.25 and you can finish it off by the time i finish. That is a nice pic. Who is that. What's it about? Maybe another photo shoot. What if there be something else in that image. Then the story goes grows from there. Why does it have to be egative.
It is a reflection of who they are. What if they be like children and connected to magic and creative energy? Then the image reflects that. Rather the story. It's not about what is in the picture. What's relevant is the energy you have nurture in you. Then how does that evolve into a story. Does it have to be dark? Why not make it everyday stuff.
Am i curious about that book how it ends? I believe so. Then i can get me a copy of that. Or not. I go out this morning, get that sorted then come back. If it's a dud, then i found out and can use the energy that way. People be getting up late? Not everyone. I have enough samples here to make it work. Then that's where the energy is going into.
This is how you do everyday. She gets home monday. We do this now so we get it behind us. How to proceed. I see the bike. I like the geometry and how it rides. I ride four hours and it was good. I never realized how tired i was until the last hour. Getting home was easy and fun. It was a fun day. I look forward to more of that then. Given three more months, everything is in place here.
Too much weight i've cut down on some of them. From here on i see how things evolve. I finished at nine and had a grand day. I am using up the energy from here. Where to get water? Not sure yet. The neighborhood, the energy was resonating with me.then it was a reflection. I like it here. Why move even? Not sure. She has fear. Let it be so. All things fall into place that way.
I don't mind not going. I have so much going on for me here already. I am gaining momentum. Not traction. Momentum is a better word i resonate with. I prefer that way word. Is it just words? Emotions as well. I can do that area and there be hills but more cars. Belmont has way less cars and people was driving home then.
I can play with this energy. How this. Not sure. Trust the timing on this one. I am not breathing. Breath. Enjoy the writing moment. No need to rush through this. I can edit later. This is what my writing is about. You do research, you add them all together then you grope your way in the dark. Find way in dark is better metaphor.
That's how you found out. You see what doesn't work then you find waht does. I am open. This you consider all angeles. Hen i allow give her that space. If she chooses that then so be it. I still care. What does that mean. Means you give space so let her be who she wants what she thinks feels response behavior all that jazz. It is positive expperience. It's positive pse.
Then simply go from there. Anything else here. I can go right now, get there early see how it feels like in there. You get orders this early for some folks. Others do it itm. Am i doing the same thing? This guy worked a year for it. Why so. Not really sure. There be others in there as well. I saw this other guy before. Someone added on facebook.
Not sure about that but i've moved forward. I was in better shape than that? Definitely. I wasn't big like that but i liked the way things fell into place. That was a long time ago. Things be different now. I am in this energy. Plenty creation inside and i channel the energy. How do you test that. You see it in reflection contrast experience. You simply are.
Daughter arrives around 2. If we grocery then, i wouldnt have time to do mecs. Why not go now see what comes out of the lunch rush. There should be more than enough in there. How come they be negative about it. Not trusting their synchronicity is one. And i do the same. The difference is the awareness. What can i do about this? See the contrast, get the feedback use it for directions.
Then i've let go already. Some books, writers pimp off that way mislead me in the past. Now i know see better. How come it became a bestseller? There must have been something working behind the scenes there. At this age though, that may not work. I have creation in me anyway. I write, then do yoga. I didnt go to work yesterday. Daughter asked to be driven to burger king. She got brother something as well.
I decided then to get a break. I can go today. I came out of closet anyway so it's ok to go now. I am concerned about rain but it is along way off from now. Trust how your life unfolds is the mantra here. I found a new channel last night. I am exploring the message. It resonates somewhat for me. I am looking into it today. I have that free anyway data 2gb. Let's see how it goes.
This resonates with me. Why believe that gaps matter? It would in her world. Not in mine. There was gaps there because i chose not to. But resonating this way, i know better. This is where i am now. What comes next. I can build up momentum this way. Do i sound arrogant that way. I don't know. But you have the awareness anyway. You simply are reflecting what's out there. Now things have shifted again. I am moving forward past the speedbump there.
What comes next. See how that area pans out. I can go early, finish around six or so then we do grocery. Plenty time in there anyway. It may get hot, is that alright with you. Nothing evident, i keep moving forward then stick to the outline. Not plan but preferred direction. Ok then. That sounds good. It is cold outside. What comes next. See what daughter's schedule is then take it from there.
That is acting out of fear. Why do i feel that way. There is definition telling me that things should be this way. That's expectations. Breath while you write. No need to rush things. Connect to flow. Let the flow or creation flow through you. This is how it works. You aware of this. No need grammar. I look forward now. I take easy ride. Then let things warm up. No need to rush. That's how it built up.
She gets back i am rested and can pick up. That is i leave around 9 go through back door to airport. That be more than enough time in there. I can bring son to have someone help out. She may have stuff for everyone that way. Then i ride off after lunch. She'll be resting up. I miss her. I hope everything be alright her side family. Her mom looks so old now. She is a good person.
That's where she is headed. Wife is a good person. It's the ego that gets in the way--meaning local mind. I am aware and i see the feedback. I use the feedback. Now things are different. How i feel is different. I am not responding to it anymore. It's like a distant memory now. It's filled with fun times in there. I have contrast and am using them as feedback. Remembenig to breath while i write. This gives me space. Not sure what that means. I can write about that space.
What about it. You put space here and there and is that something you can tune into all day. I believe so. It's in watch later already. Set that to 1.25 and you can finish it off by the time i finish. That is a nice pic. Who is that. What's it about? Maybe another photo shoot. What if there be something else in that image. Then the story goes grows from there. Why does it have to be egative.
It is a reflection of who they are. What if they be like children and connected to magic and creative energy? Then the image reflects that. Rather the story. It's not about what is in the picture. What's relevant is the energy you have nurture in you. Then how does that evolve into a story. Does it have to be dark? Why not make it everyday stuff.
Am i curious about that book how it ends? I believe so. Then i can get me a copy of that. Or not. I go out this morning, get that sorted then come back. If it's a dud, then i found out and can use the energy that way. People be getting up late? Not everyone. I have enough samples here to make it work. Then that's where the energy is going into.
This is how you do everyday. She gets home monday. We do this now so we get it behind us. How to proceed. I see the bike. I like the geometry and how it rides. I ride four hours and it was good. I never realized how tired i was until the last hour. Getting home was easy and fun. It was a fun day. I look forward to more of that then. Given three more months, everything is in place here.
Too much weight i've cut down on some of them. From here on i see how things evolve. I finished at nine and had a grand day. I am using up the energy from here. Where to get water? Not sure yet. The neighborhood, the energy was resonating with me.then it was a reflection. I like it here. Why move even? Not sure. She has fear. Let it be so. All things fall into place that way.
I don't mind not going. I have so much going on for me here already. I am gaining momentum. Not traction. Momentum is a better word i resonate with. I prefer that way word. Is it just words? Emotions as well. I can do that area and there be hills but more cars. Belmont has way less cars and people was driving home then.
I can play with this energy. How this. Not sure. Trust the timing on this one. I am not breathing. Breath. Enjoy the writing moment. No need to rush through this. I can edit later. This is what my writing is about. You do research, you add them all together then you grope your way in the dark. Find way in dark is better metaphor.
That's how you found out. You see what doesn't work then you find waht does. I am open. This you consider all angeles. Hen i allow give her that space. If she chooses that then so be it. I still care. What does that mean. Means you give space so let her be who she wants what she thinks feels response behavior all that jazz. It is positive expperience. It's positive pse.
Then simply go from there. Anything else here. I can go right now, get there early see how it feels like in there. You get orders this early for some folks. Others do it itm. Am i doing the same thing? This guy worked a year for it. Why so. Not really sure. There be others in there as well. I saw this other guy before. Someone added on facebook.
Not sure about that but i've moved forward. I was in better shape than that? Definitely. I wasn't big like that but i liked the way things fell into place. That was a long time ago. Things be different now. I am in this energy. Plenty creation inside and i channel the energy. How do you test that. You see it in reflection contrast experience. You simply are.
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