jan 27, manila

it's only nine in the morning. I'm not sure where to go or what to do today. I was thinking go to makati, but seriously, what to do for 12 hours. Eleven hours. I need a place to sit and hang out. Perhaps take a nap. I can sleep on the ground here. Finish writing and the idea will come to you.

What about work. Maybe i can get me some work done. I'm recharging the phone and tablet. Maybe i can travel some place long distance then come back. Better yet, go on bike. That towel needs to get hanged outside. I'll do so later. I can make something out of this house no matter how dilapidated it looks. How. First i'll post something on fiverr, build up the copy business. Slow but sure, it goes to that level side.

And then what. I put in funds. I do mecs work through to the night then pay off credit debt. How else. There is the bot farm. I'll be running that overnight. It's added cash flow. Having to go outside and hang out doesn't seem like a good idea. Just doing this then. Plenty of thing to do around here. I can figure something out in the meantime. For now, finish writing. This is the habit i have. I finhish when i start to write.

Does it have to be on the laptop. It's the habit. I don't write long hand anyway. How can copywriting add to the book. I'm not sure yet. Path of least resistance is this. It was felt like a good idea yesterday when i was telling my bro about it. Then things quiet down and anxiety and doubt sets in. But you already know what that is. This house is a mess. Can i fix it remotely. I dont think so.

If they were keen to fix things, they would have done so already. Just fix up one thing one side everyday. It all adds up. Over time, it becomes a habit and you pick up new habits. Your self esteem improves as well as it is an outside reflection effect flow from who you are. Then everything builds up or down from there.

I am fasting today. How far will you take this. I check in at that hotel tomorrow noon. So we leave early. How about the clothes. It wont dry until third day. I think there be enough time. The sun is behind the clouds today. I appreciate the gesture but i don't eat won't skip on my commitment for others--except maybe the wife. The lewis book is ok but it tends to focus on the details. There are nuggets every now and then so i'll be reading that. What to do in sydney.

I can walk around. That bondi beach sounds good. Also the opera house. I can easily walk out of there through immigration. I don't think they'll need a visa to let me through. Should i get work. I can talk to a few people but best to trust the synchronicity. That way everything falls into place without me trying to make things work.

Clarify the resonance antenna and you get the signal and the tv show. This is the analogy here. They don't go to church. Weird. And i thought they were a religious bunch. Not really i guess. Daughter is coming over today. It's nice to get text messages from them every now and then. I'm proud of them what who they are. I'll be home in ten days. Still aplenty for me to process heere.

What did i get out of this. Spent time with brother. Spider-verse had a lot of insights for me. The leap of faith. How does spirit guides tell you about it. Everything is here and now. When you resonate with a frequency, then that is who you are. No expectations. You feeel what it's like to be there, then just go there. I can go to gilmore today. But i needs for the billing cycle to change up so i have a fresh month to work with.

Otherwise the interest starts to pilu up from here. No eats until a week. Is that possible. I haven't tried it but why not. I have been on this path anyway. This makes it easier to shift through time and space accelerating everything else. I'm not really keen on going there. Is it a cost. To some people who don't know what they are doing, it is a cost. Where did that book go. I didnt bring it. What happened to it. I can't find it.

That means they moved it around. I found that old bag. And then what. I can work on that copy now. But the profile is going to be set in here. Is that an advantage. Why so. People will think it is. But then they wants the english to be spot on. I can but don't want to waste space on that. Then you go on right ahead with it. I have the books with me. This is the morning gig. After three i go out and do mecs.

That's the path for the next three months. How do you know this is going to expand. I don't know and i can leave it at that. I see what you mean there. The tablet is still charging. The pohne is ok but i can do with one more charge on that. Use his cable and change that thing. Or not. I have enough in here. It's already connected to the usb port. I am not moving files anyway. Besides, it'll charge anyway .leave it at that. This place if it starts flooding, that thing is an issue.

I guess somehow the power cuts off before that happens, or thing short immediately. How do you deconstruct what was done in that story. There must be a pdf somewhere on the net that i can look for. I'll check that out when i get back. I think i saw that already. I had it in the library. I'll finish writing. I don't get to talk like that to brothers anymore. I've out grown that. But this is where i grew up. Most of childhood was here.

Then the energy is here but now it is different. It's how the energy is affected. It's the perspective. How do you account for time travel that way. It is a perspective. You don't really go back linearly. The energy is there. It is all energy. You feel for it and you experience. Then it becomes real. Without the experience or he exxperience of feeling the energy, then it doesn't exist for you.

What time do i go. Where do i go. It's a sunday. Those places be full today. I used to go out on sundays. The class i in the afternoons. Is there anyone i can visit. Why avoid people. I'm not sure. Just get out of this then see how things go from here. He might not notice it but i seethe difference. And i know i cleaned it. So this is moving forward.

Inch by inch, it's not that frequency anymore. This is the effect i have on this dimension. I shift much. And it is my reality experience. Everyone can do so. I can write stories based on metaphysics. How do you expand on it. Put it in energy terms and everything is a cinch. Do i have to go there with him. Why not just stay here.

I'm not sure i want to go to the funeral but people are going to be there. So be it. Let's get it going right away. I think the cousins are going to be there. They be there for you. I think i have pictures on the family blog. Are things different for you. I was comparing self to others last night.

I still have it good. They have good pay but it's different. It's the feeling that things get sorted when needed. The flow is continous. It doesnt run out. Here theirs is limited somewhat. If they get sick and gets kicked out, how else do you get that sorted. Do you needs to get into blockchain. It can be. But right now, play with what you got.

And writing is it for now. That was fast. I tend to write faster now. I can post these so i don't have to do anything else. Then i can read about these later on. For now, only do this. I don't have to stay here. I can go out. You want to explore that. I guess so. But it's not me anymore. Not mine. At least they are doing good. Everything has moved on already.