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i think i had a one hour nap. That was nice. Naps are great. I guess i'm old now. I'm fifty. What else do you want? It's a given and am turning spiritual? Not exactly the right word. It's more like using higher frequency energy rather than act on the physical or illusion.

That was more a longer round-about way but it made more sense for me. How can you confirm that. Synchronicity is aligned with what i prefer. I get insights. I feel connected with higher self, if you can call it that. The quality of insights are make sense. It gives me direction. It explains things, points out things i don't see. Things like that, this here is a cop-out.

It'd be nice to ride out with mobile data this way. But it's to listen to music and i can do that here and now. I'll ride lunch to dinner tomorrow. That mecs buddy must be on a trip by now. He said he was going on holiday shortly after i got back. And i reconnect with bro again. This is why it's here. I get these connections instantly. I do miss the guy. He's here. You recall the energy and they all come here.

I guess it's time to move on, not be entirely physical playing with the illusion. This is what i have. Is the wife done using the monitor? She leaves for work shortly. I have improved so much. Before i did only two mecs and went home out for three days. This time i only need two days max after like about ten mecs. Not bad. And it gets better considering the age i'm in.

But that too, is an illusion. Things are always changing for me. Then i am using the illusion. Something like that. I use creation is a more aligned word for me. The tracks seem to repeat themselves. I'll get there eventually. I have this in me. I do that then pick up from there. Then i can ride in the city lunch to dinner. I'll have a check in there see how things go.

What else be there. It'd be fun to ride city. I've always looked forward to it. Then i can have all this and it's fun this way. Where to park bike? Not sure. There be posts. I can get me a longer chain for quick lockups. I then come back. This chair is too leaned back. Get a different one. It'll be there for you. I used to like this track but not exactly.

It was a long time ago. Now i have my own cans and listen to it still. Those were the times. Then i go on to writing. Get outline, unpack connect. This is what i do. I write much each day and i add images. Those blogs are lining up. If i had me own site, how would i use it. Add to the database and keep adding to them. I'll make one here.

I think the ones i had was deleted. Let me get a few more work on them today. I don't have much to get a new droplet. What next. Get that sotred. Work build on it while here then upload on next available payday. At least things be moving this way. Does it have to be fast? Not really. But it is mine and am working on building up this way. What other things need to be there.

You can download a template then put it on server, go from there. What about their day to day management? Create a dashboard. How to harden the backend make everything secure. Not sure yet but i can play with it to make that work. You see how these thnigs connect. This is a better quality track. There you go. All plugged in.

There's plenty here showing you the synchronicity. Daughter is resting. She deserves it. Should i say no. She knows how to choose. Let her not suffer the consequences, but learn be more aware of the consequences of their decisions. That's what i am allowing them to learn. At least here the cost is lower and can be reversed--rather than go all in later and can't reverse that.

Not sure if that made sense. Installing mx had no option for dual boot. Do i go for ubuntu? Or some other disro that gives me option to dual boot? I think i can repartition then put something in empty space. Then i install from there. But you don't want to be an expert on that right now. First research then play with it.

That day was a lot of rides. I could do the same but lets test that for tomorrow. Do that for a month then move mecs to the city. Should i do mx like that. It seems easier. Shifting into that now. Do i like this track? It's slow. I can keep it at that. Today was break day like yesteday. Keep it that way. At least things be running ok this way. Is there a ways to show the processes running. I am not sure.

What if i just ran conky nothing else. Let's go check that out later. Conky auto setup on that side. I read some gui issues with deb. It's a something installed in the backend. If it were dual boot, can they access that install. Not sure. There was a down thumb on it, how come it still played.

Maybe that there is an issue. Can i go for an easy ride. This movie was ok and thing started drifting down. But they were married and that's what it was about. You get down times like these. And i'm on this side then. Let it be so. Use up the energy. You'll see what comes next. When that applet fades out, you unplug charging is done. What if she didn't come out, then he keeps singing.

And she's used to performing anyway. I guess that's how these things are. And then you unleash and people shoot video and share. That's...opened bottle for wife. That was rather tight there. It fades out in ten minutes, maybe five. That's one song. Maybe it tunes in to what you finish listening to then plays more of that.

The algo wants you stay in there. If yo ustep out then maybe that they take note. How do you get into that. I like solving problems like that. But if you don't have support in there, then how do you manage things around. I'm not sure. But i'm done there. This is where i am now. The longer you stay out, the more it affects you.

I get that. And that's not me anymore. This is me running my own gig. That's the point to all this. Let it be so. Align. Use up the energy. This is the intention path i'm in. Let it be so. I'm using up the energy now then. Write more. This is what i do. Then you harness that path and it gets wider and more connected you become more aware of this connection.

This is why i'm here then. You show this path as an option. It's not only jobs but what you create you are supported. This is my example. I stick whith who i am so they see my light as well. They have a choice. You have options. You go this way or that it's all valid. They are in your awareness anyway. Then stick with this. No sudden changes. Make one, see how it goes.

I am done with the config for now. Am i. Do i still want to go there. You have to work with the wifi and ethernet issue. I have good background with this anyway. Let's see how things go from here. For now, it's all good and working well. Everything is open under the hood. You have enough contexct already. Are you going to change with that. Everything has the other end of the stick. This is that.

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i am tired exhausted my legs feel tight heavy pain discomfort from yesterday's ride. That's unpacking for you i can edit later. This is different font from gvim. At least this way i can tell see the difference just by looking at it.

You unpack to get reeader share with the experience. That's what writing is for. I do work today. Or i can go out one more day, then take the day off tomorrow. That looks like a vajj. I can do something else, what would it be? For a while, thes efolks were talking about digital gigs. Now they are saying get out there and do labor work. And then it gets congested again.

It's not that people don't want to go out do hard labor, but it's a low entry something that anyone can do the work. That's the point to it. How come no one else wants to do it. Because of red tape? Then get on the red tape. But it's the results you want. Not everyone can do that. Get into campaigns. Not everyone knows how to make campaigns. Offer that instead.

Offer to help out. For x amount of dollars, offer to run their ad campaign and see where that leads to. I may need to get my own account then. How do you do that. Set up a website with flask, then run a campaign based on that. You know how to make an ad. People will want to market their service that way. You can offer to improve their conversion. Copy alone won't do that. It's the offer and the list and one other thing. I forgot.

I used to know that. I can look it up. I think it's list, offer, creative. It makes sense that way. I don't have to charge phone right now. Laptop is still charging. I looked into fedora, the cable still wouldn't work. What happened? Even if i removed that from there, it still won't work. What am i missing here. But it takes a lot to make that work, the whole day even. Maybe decide on that later.

For now, finish writing. What do you want to do. I'm headed there right now. Not everyone knows campaigns. I can specialize get vertical on this one. You know the three anyway. I can run a campaign to make that up front and center. Not everyone knows about this book. It's my little black book. How do you get up there. Do facebook and google ads. Show your results then grow from there.

You will show ads to these folks and then you can expand. I think i can target them that way, nz and aus brokers, then you get inquiries and get them to click, show them you understand how this works but campaigns be your forte. Then you can expand from there. It may take some funds but you'll get it back on the first client then the next one is the profit.

You will create youtube videos along the way so that one too but you can always outsource that all thet time. Not everyone knows campaign anyway like you have the resource for that. Why not spend the whole day on that instead. It makes sense that way. I could have brought that book with me. I can always get me one from amazon. Or that other site barnes and noble.

The book wasn't delivered and i let it go at that. I guess that's not for me then. If i went in there, that might be an issue for me. Is there something lese i can do here. I can go out this afternoon and take a break tomorrow. Weekends you have everyone else out there but sunday you can take off get back into it monday. What was it like back then. I'm not sure. But do this work through monday anyway.

At least you give them legs a good break. Besides takapuna is always busy with short trips. I can do northcote instead. If it's uphill, suck it up. You get to work it anyway. You've been there before. It get slow but you know how to make this work. Will you get tips from that. I think it's the area i'm developing now.

Things started slow but it caught up midday and it got up there eventually. I need a notepad for those text messages. I'll set it up right aways. What comes up next. It's not for long. There is one other thing i do. Write. I write everyday. I do like a thousand words each day. I'll measure this one up after i finish.

What word processor is this. Calligra words. I think it's the default for kde. This de seems ok. It's loaded but i can work with this. I configured the top bar to color red so i know which app i'm working on. In xfce i didn't find a way to do this. Maybe i go into its config but i don't want to have to reinsstall just to get that working. Is it still installed on this machine.

What happened to that cable connection. I can look it up sort it but right now, it's not a priority. I say i do ad campaigns. Not everyone is doing that. I can improve conversions with better campaigns. Each month you test something different then grow from there. If it doesn't do as well, you can try something else. But it's always ongoing month to month.

This way you get a gravy train going for you. You test these ads on the app itself. You know how to sort this one out. I'll get right into it right away. How do you make it work in the cover letter. You know how. You cross the bridge when you get there. You don't won't can't figure it out from out here. You gotta cross that bridge, and then you'll know.

Or you can worry about it. No yoga today. Giving this body a much needed rest, or i can do yoga. These are easy stretches anyway. These help to recover faster. How do you not do drinks? Use the dispenser they are doing. Or use something else. Like what. Not sure. But i have it in there anyway. What else comes close to it. Not sure. I can get me a tall cup and play with it.

If they use a cheap cup then definitely it's going to fall off. How do you ensure that doesn't happen. Take it easy when you ride. Keep to the flats. I can ride out but then this phone holder did not last. They should have secured them nuts better. I will have to order some more. See how engaged your mind is on the positive things you prefer.

With a job you don't like, you spin energy on when you can get on with this. Right now you see things different. Freelance on this test your markets make changes all the time. How often do thy get into that. How else can you target better. Lower cost get better conversions click throughs.

I think i see the point in here. Run that thing in the background and see how it goes. Not everyone gets campaigns. You design killer campaigns and...got idea for a domain. There you go. It's available. Is that the benefit you want to show. How do i pay for this one. How far can i take this. Save it for later. You will come up with a better one later on.

Or not. At least be open about it. For now, finish writing. I get these ideas when i write. Not everyone gets it that way. I can look into it offer good advice. You can do both ways. You get how it works. Now let's get right into it. You always know what to do about it. You get that triumvirate and then you connect. That's the point to all this.

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i like good bike lines. This here is sometihng i'd ride on. The one i have is good nice. Lines, not so good. It's one of them modern bikes but i love it. It's a good steed. It has good fit. When i first bought it i thought i got sold into it as it felt too small.





Over time, i realized the older bike i got used to riding past three years was too big. It's a large or medium where i should be riding a small 52" frame. That went well. I can give that to my brother to ride when he gets here. It's best for riding around. But that's my opinion. Should i get rid of that matching symbol plugin?

It works now and then. I leave in hour half. I was able to take a nap. This water bottle can retire now, it's been a week. I need to transfer money. No need to worries. Trust the synchronicity. Resonate. No need to respond to what you think is. It is only my opinion and one perspective. For every situation, there are billions. Find one that is aligned with what you prefer. Start from here.

I writes. I can listen to music, but not now. I've done so this morning while having coffee. Needs to talk to wife about that. I have pain free fatigue none legs. It was a long break monday was an easy ride. I can straight ride this week make it a better pay one. Let's see how this goes. All shops be open now. Ride like what's his name. That guy gump. Ride like gump.

What does that mean. No ego. You simply ride. When it's time to go fast you go as fast as long as you can. When done, take it easy. Then head back. This is why belmont is perfect. Half way through is downhill. Then you make good time. Down to ferry is the straight path. I too can go fast in there. Most of the customers are aware of who i am. Got feedback from this kid who recognized me. That be nice. Why do they fly close to get caught?

That's their pref. It's almost done with summer. March and you have autumn in place. Daughter's birthday is winter. This we go through and i'd be writing more from here on. No need to catch that one until it presents itself landed. Then the work is done. For now, only charge this phone. The other is already recharged from this morning. I can leave earlier. What else to do here. Son comes home after three. Shortly after i go.

That thing about pbtech we can do next time. But if i'm free we can go some other time, maybe weekend. Or i can go earlier to pick up. I'll get in touch with that one. What other thing do i need to bring there. I'm not sure. Only do this. What else. I have anxiety over that. So be it. If she can't deal with that, it's her choice. Laptop is now charging. No notifications though.

How come this pic from national geo? Not sure what it's about but i got plenty from that wallpaper site. It's best this way as these be pics i like. I don't have to be artistic about this. I can take pics while riding. But not right now. There is plenty here to process. I can take breaks. I finish at ten. Yes. Not nine, unless i hit my target soon enough.

At ten, i get home eleven, shower then go to bed. Wife be home tonight but tomorrow to friday she be at work. Then i can have dinner or go to bed already. I have oatmeal with chocolate. That sounds good. Omad and this is where i am. That fly what does it want. Where does it go anyway. Not sure what it wants. I can spice up copy some more. You spend more time with it and you good as gold.

I am building things up and the only job in there was from years ago. What happened there. Not sure. Trust the timing this time. Then i can change things around. Only do this see what comes out of it. You have that much leverage in everything. I only do this. I can send reply soon enough. I'll install that. Should i be using this phone exclusively. Not yet. Use up the old one. This here be backup.

Why does it do that. It's a fly. That's what they do. You can choose how to respond to it. You simply have to be ahead by one chapter. That's not true. That means you go by the book. But you know when you need it. You can always search it up. You have pause in between. You use that more to choose howto respond. That's what mastery is about. Not even that. There is a higher level than master.

You know what that is. Trust the timing then. Where is that path lead to. Maybe a shortcut to another town. This one goes through back country and woods. It's better this as there be hills and it's quiet that way. I post this when finished and that one goes right into one of them posts. I write about three morning pages each day. This aside from the explore copy ideas writing i do when working.

What is the intention. Full time writing with regular clients. Then you expand into travelling. I can get me a blog that way. These goes through list and is it random? It seems to get the latest pics to show. That be ideal then. I have fifteen minutes to view them. The battery is charging. When done i can leave that unplugged. What comes next tonight. Not sure. Wife be watching tv.

Kids woring sho she'd probably pick up around ten or so. I am on way home by that time. Have shower, eat dinner, or not then go to bed. That's my routine on workdays. I write daytime. This i am not tired and fresh from naps. I nap at lunch time. It feels best that way. I wonder what he's up to. Hope he is getting more gigs this time. He knows how to save. That's what's great about it.

What happened there. Not sure. But she is part of the family now. I don't know how this is going to turn out but i put neutral meaning into it. I leave it as such so it's partly positive. Then i can choose to see how it becomes positive. That's how my creation process is. There is always something. I see that the family brought her in that way. That's my brother. He's a favorite everywhere he goes. He is charming that way.

I don't get why i did not spend more time with him. I had issues. Looking back, i can choose differently. Then do so now. Be in that situation and know that you chose what's best. I did, i do now. I offered to bring him in but not sure how it'd go. I did not force anything on him. And it was for the best as mine had a lot of stops and go. It was for the good of all concerned.

And i learned much in my process. And so did he. In the end. I still got positive results out of it. All is good. All connected. There were drab times in between but looking back, it is all positive. It was intense and i got a lot from the experience. Next time i visit it'd be for fun reasons, and not because someone died. But i can't force it that way. I am open to synchronicity.

This is how my life is about. I transfer funds then i get on with my day. This is what i have right now. Do i connect with that. Phone is charging. I finish this. I am in alignment. That be good. Then i get home late tonight. It's fun riding this way. I am open. I have much in here. If not riding then higher funds means i can spend more time with it. But riding is going to be part of it.

I just get to spend more time. I usually tab on one week for that job unless we get extended. Maybe i should change up some of those offers. If that were so, how come no conversions. The other two were not that good. I still needs to improve copy on that. So be it. I'd get to it tomorrow or next day off. Maybe tonight i can work on them. I have one hour or two before i go to bed anyway.

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i'm going out. I like that thread. How come that channel isn't anywhere. I don't know atm, but i am resonating now. It's all energy then. Do i want to listen to it while i'm out? I finished yoga. It's not about that anymore for me. I am cleaning baggage then.

Phone is charging. That there was a great decision choice for me, my soul, my energy. Things are different. I allow. Then i manifest the experience. It flows through me. Kids are out one remains still sleeping but she has work. Next month uni starts. You see less of her but gets back home from work late.

This is how things are. I adapted the energy over that time. Now i am expanding. The energy is explored experienced. This is what who i am right now. It rained. But the weather is improved. I listen to that when i go out. What else is there. The traffic quiets down. I resonate with all that is. Let's see how things go. You don't go there. Then you see how it is. You are all that is.

I would like to listen to it some more. I'll look it up when i go out. This is time for writing. I did not get sleep last night immediately because i got insights. And i did fall asleep. It was the meditation. Then i do more of that next. I get home early. I do so tonight. I shower, clean the bathroom today. Or not. Five day fast starts today. Get over day three then that's all there is to it.

I think it's more a four day fast. I finish on friday at lunch but i am headed out then so i finish fast on dinner time friday. Wife won't be home then but i could be taking a break on that day. We shall see. I can have coffee now and then. How else do you manifest these. Not really sure. But i bring along things and see what comes out of this.

It is all connected for me. I add more pictures along the way. The pictures change all the time. You never cross the same river twice. I recharge these phones then. I thought i had the adapter tor for that but i dont. Moving on now. It is all energy. How do i resonate with that. You simply do. You use the knowledge apply that to your life. Then you see it manifest thorugh you. It is all here and now.

I like it. This is how we are. I write some more later when i get back. Do i run conky later. I can do so when i run things in here. Maybe do so on bashrc. Let's check that later. Maybe there is something in there as it is activated when i logs in. How do i change that around. How come that was turned off after the panel was removed. It was the same panel.

I can switch things around. That's how much power you have. I leave in half hour. I finish at eight tonight. That is a good stretch. The energy is shifted. I respond different now. I used to turn it off. This time coming back you simply leave it on. Then i can have that resonate all the time. I am doing that right now in belmont. Here i can only do two or three joints but that be good enough.

Maybe there be more in devonport. I will experiment with that as well. I am looking into it right now. It's going to be cold soon. I resonate with the energy. It is the energy frequency. At times i was so elevated. What if there was suh a person. There is. You resonate and will see that person. It's not like the highlander. It's going to be a native like the aboriginals in aus. Then that's where i am headed. Trust the synchronicity.

How do i get there. You resonate with it. It's not the having. You are clearing a lot of the baggage and clutter. Or allow it to be there. It is all here and now. I am on this journey if you may call it that. More like exploration expansion. Then that is word i use. No need to get jobs that don't fit with me. That was best decision. I see it now. It was easy if i were alone but wife be there so i'm letting it fall that way.

But things are different now. What comes next. I recharge this phone then move on. The tablet gets charged tonight. I finish at eight or at a hundred bucks. Either or. I do these things but drinks i avoid as it doesn't fare out well enough for me. I can check the orders before i go. If drinks be there i cancel. Otherwise it's a go. I get that now. What next.

When you turn off you get to the bottom of the list. If you are far away you can cancel already. Or check back in. It's all the same. You are trying to mentalize it. Don't work that way. You resonate. That's hte best way to manifest experience that energy. You resonate with it. They all point to the same mountain top. Then that's where im at. I am in this andthat. It is all energy. I resonate.

I will do swipes later when i get back. For now i only write. I may have time to post later. This is the morning routine. Unless i get gigs to write, this is where you'll find me moving forward. Let's see what's different this time. I'd get tired, but the thing is i'd be fasting. I'll do three day stretches. Wife won't be home then. Tonight she is. What now. I finish at eight anyway.

When i get home they'd already had dinner. I shower, clean the bathroom then head to bed. I'd be drained by then. Or i can mditate. That is what resonates with me here. I can write about this energy. This is interesting. You get right into it and you experience resonance. That is a deep word for me. Itis exploring and expanding at the same time. It is infinity. It is interesting. I am have bigger font but the terminal is grown proportionately.

It is quiet in there now. There was acceleration there. Maybe there is resistance so the energy is stuck while expanding. It manifests as disease. I hope not for her. Why is it there. Because your job is to show what's different this time. Then be the light. No need to preach. Things fall away because you don't need them there anymore. You think you are but it is different already. How do you use it up.

Not sure. But i am writing about these things. The battery is charging and plenty to go. I finish these soon. I don't have hackathons anymore. What happened. They resonate with the negative definitions. Why not join them and get things running again. It's not really the food. Maybe we will attract resonate with someone who can cook. Then it's best to be in a home environment.

How else can you help out. I have ideas. I can play them out. Why not have a home then work from there like a feast. You then resonate with resources as your energy frequency rises. You trust the timing. It's all here and now. The thought pattern goes there like clockwork. I am aware. I can choose. Then you see people coming in and they see it's fun want to be part of all that.

How else do you run these things. I can join them and talk to them about these things. They do not resonate with the energy. They think they have to push things to make it happen. I'll have a talk with them. I can make a contribution. I can add to the energy. This is the point to all these. I can remove some of the images away. Itm, this is what's here and now. I use up the energy. It's why you sit.

That's why the experience was there. You got something big out of it. I have used it all this time. It's all about using up the energy and this was brought to light for me. I head out. I wear someting nice. I bring a towel so i can freshen up midday. I did that before but i turned off the thing and got lost. Now i see it. It's a queue. You go to the bottom when you disconnect.

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good sleep, woke up to clouds and a bit of rain. Weather app said rains end at 9. I have wet bag in the garage. I'll bring it up later when i'm a bit awake, not sure if i have coffee. I don't have good coffee or sweetener and i am broke.

Why let circumstance dictate determine how you feel. Is this what i prefer? I would rather be at peace. Then set awareness. I am at peace. If you focus on that then it breeds the next thought on and on you feel terrible and you create the reality experience. Why not be in the sob you prefer and things go from there. I like how that helmet looks just sitting there.

There you go. That's a positive neutral thought. That gets things going for you. Why not try a different venue. Albany sounds good. It is a long way from home. When done you gonna drag yourself through that. How else can i get things going here. That part is run by chinx. I'm not sure if i want to go there. Just ride out later keep to the usual for now.

Was i supposed to ride out today. Who is that in the shower. Second daughter. We grocery tomorrow. I have much to do. Just be in the sob you prefer. Everything expands from there. You have this anyway. I don't want to be riding in wet weather like that. What else can i do in here. Not sure. Just do this. I wrote up a good image for the copy there. Just keep to this. You will grow it eventually.

I have this. I can run the camera recording while i write. People needs to see how the writing process goes along. Then youtube took over that other site. I don't think they are still up and running. The photos i see here simply rotate somewhat. They have this built in on xfce. I am so tempted to go in there but that's a whole day down the drain. Do i have breakfast now. I can get cereal.

No. I can stay on fast for now. I write much and i can do web dev stuff. How to use this. Do a blog. Add a channel. You have this much. Why not get into it yourself. Be a coach or something. But it is getting people to do something. He has social proof down pat already. Can't go for that right now. What else can i do in here. Go into that then remove the others. You simply log in to that session forget about this one. When something breaks, then you got a problem there.

It's one day down the drain. Do it some other time. Right here and now, i think i have my plate full. I can am writing. Do i go out mecs for lunch. I have that place. But if i get drained tired i go home early. Let's stick with that schedule instead. Login and start earlier soon as you hit that place. Grow up from there see how things go. It's like being on patrol. Let synchronicity guide you.

I can do that. Then i realize i'm halfway through. Riding through mountains is much more fun but how far can yo ugo with that. At some point you'll have to carry it with you. I added two more lines so it's an even three lines per image. I will add more later when i get to it. Why not just use it and see how things pick up from there. I have access to most stuff from in there anyway.

I will experiment with it. But i don't have to get that up and running. I think it will when i switch over. I may have to turn it off or something. It gets from the same pictures. Is it even random. Not sure about that one though. I can uninstall that and see what else i get over there. The thing is i think about it and the thoughts come one after the other. But awareness you put lights on it and you simply observe.

I can like thinking of the right word there and i got in the zone. Do yoga? Kids be home. No. I do so next week. I did three of those last week so that's good enough. Where to have coffee. That coffee there was good but at what price. Get something else done here. I can do the laundry here. Does she ever use water. She is a weird bunch.

What else can we do here. Not sure. Wife is leaving for aus not sure how that happens. She applied for in-house. No news. Just be open. Have fun. It's how magic works. You know these. Have fun. How to have fun today. Ride out have fun there. Meet people. I already have that. Have sex is fun. What else. Eats not quite. You get high for about while eating and when done you crash.

Fasting is the reverse of that but the great energy feels happens the next day. Why not get that going for you. What's the path here anyway. I don't know. I'm not sure anymore. I am shifting. You are open. You can have anxious feelings about it, or not. But it's ok. You are aware of all this anyway. She got tired. I don't blame her. I'd get tired myself. And it was good. These pics are great.

How do you take a shot like that. You bring these files over on de. It's just the design that's different. I can use others but it don't have access to those things. Why rely on those reviews when they don't really use it that much. Arch is great but when it breaks, your production pc breaks down. Can't have that.

But just write about these things. I am itching. I don't mind writing at home. This is work i do. How do you shift into that then. You get put out bait hunt for whales. Then you get something sorted. What happened to those players. Have they moved out. Ps is not the same anymore. They are not on build mode but take profit mode. They are now rewarding their investors. When it's that, you move on.

I guess i'm here simply open to this. Not sure what comes next though. Can i make something out of this writing. This i have been consistent with for twenty years now. I don't have anything to show for it other than the hundreds of blog posts i have. Why not use this for a personal blog do see how it affects your seo.

It is black magic as i don't know anything about it. I can put up a site but i don't know how to generate funds from what i am doing. At least you are aware. Leave it at that. It's neutral no meaning. It doesn't have to be bad there. I have been up and about like this. What else can i do here. Trust the timing. You are in this for a reason. You don't have to go there then. You got this.

I feel bad about that. Because you have integrity. But that's not the real word. The proper word is moral compass. Or something like it. That's not the ideal word as well. It is starting to get cold. We are moving out soon around this time. It was a month or two and that was announced and i was already moving. Was i selfish.

No. You got it that the process is different. I don't buy it much but it kinda makes sense that way. I can turn it off and run something else. I will look into it. For now, the xfce thing i like. How do i pull that out of there. Not sure yet. But i can make changes from there and keep it there forever. I will look into it.

Not much to do today. I can do the laundry. It's going to be cloudy today. Hope no rains. I will focus on the writing. Not sure how to grow that. It is elusive for me. Do i work for someone else. Use their structure and help out that way. But you can do so here and now. Plenty of learning from this side. Who was that in the bathroom. Could be daughter getting ready for work.

plus less negative

somehow i fell asleep last night. What happened there. I think i was asleep, turned and woke up. Plus there was negative energy there i couldn't figure out.

Woke up to that sub saying hard labor work unsexy is the way to go. Was it the same here when i was there. Why not the path i'm in. What's not right about it. You always get competition everywhere. See the soundstage on this one. There is that guitar playing on that corner of the can. That is quality. You don't get that with other cans.

I have that in my awareness. Now i have choice. I just changed that from a negative awareness into something i can use. She's not talking to me. I get the tyres lined up and then i can go do mecs. Rains forecast for this afternoon. I wonder if it's light showers or outright rain. From experience, these are light showers. This goes out at five. They have lunch later. I don't think i want to be part of that.

I had to write. This is the habit. Plus i finish. I start writing then finish. These be the two habits of morning pages. It looks like i am busy here but it's the way to go. It don't matter what they do. There is no point of comparison. The path is different. My perspective is different. I can switch to that timeline.

This gnome de is starting to look great. I can delete the other one. Or just keep it there for now just in case. At least it looks ok. Then this is ok. There be animations and all that. It don't seem to be slow as others claim. The hardware is good and plenty stuff i can put things into. Finish those library things then it'll shut down. For now write.

Then i post. The phones are charging. I can be out at around eleven. I go out until four or five, six maybe even seven if it doesn't rain. I'm fasting twenty four anyway so i don't have to do much today. I line up the bike. It's been a while. The rear only as the front don't get much banged on. This music be here and you get them tonight until the weekend.

I'm thinking i'd do weekend in the city mornings until eight or something. Get the lunch then dinner rush, then go home. I don't have to be there late. Only do this, see what opens up. Keep to this. I can even start selling my own gig somewhere. How to do that. Not really sure. Folks find it complicated generating leads. It don't have to be one to one.

You can create a newsletter or series of videos putting you out there as a resource person. This way you are positioning yourself and leads come to you. It's up to you what to do from there. I can do that video thing. I can create the script, then they do the content i simply edit then manage the channel. That sounds good. I put it out there, create the schedule. How much will you charge for that. Not really sure. Plenty in there.

Can they hire someone else? Of course you can always find someone else. But local person has better feel for what's happening. I can outsource the video editing. I can do the script based on latest developments plus i coordinate with resource person for feedback on this week's video output. We get something out by monday. I will need several video guys on that depending on the client.

Will i be needing software to manage all that. Where to get a good camera. I can get one easy put that on tab. That is something i can am looking into. What was that. How come it was unliked but still playing. That's not good. Still, the phones are charging. I am exploring ideas this way. I get out of there by eleven. I finish then. See what comes out. If it don't rain i can stay out all day finish after dinner.

I can do mcds all day. That plus the pizza joint. When that joint opens up i can do something else. Where else can i go. That one has burger king to it. Everything though is uphill from there. I do uphills anyway. It takes a while to get there but it is a bitch to uphill to. What are my other options. Stay belmont. You get much in there anyway. You know where to go.

One look at maps and i know where to go. I don't even need it there. I can keep the bag untied and it stays on anyway. Then so be it. Keep it right there. What about that rubber thing. From where should it be coming from. Easy from the front i just unhook it from there. After the order i get off the bike. This way it's right in front of me all the time. Just remember to get that sorted. I see.

That makes sense. It all becomes automated. Look into all this see how things go. Then you know what else is out there. What about billing. It will be convenient for the customer. I send it out. If they complain then we can move things one week out see how it can eb consistent from there. But it is a weekly thing and see what yo uget out of it. I finish then post. Get on my way.

I can do my thing out there. Plenty of light plus less negative energy. I can update that gig later when i get home. At least that is up there. I get to see more of it. Do i have to do google ads? It looks promising but it's a job. You can easily manage one out of the bag get someone else to do it for you. It's the results you are after rather than that. You can also do facebook ads.

I think it is the social network they are after. You create one, it goes to a video on youtube channel. That's the point to it. The website maintenance is a bonus. They may have to create their own content or pay as part of the service. So it's the online ads, youtube channel, content for website. Those three things. You need can farm them out. You manage everything provide the results.

That sounds good. Who else can benefit from that. Those joints that are misunderstood. Will they have time to dissect taht. Perhaps they can but if business picks up, they want to spend more time talking to people. This guy got sorted out. You can always do somtehnig. You can change your response. Then it's all different anyway.

One last line then i post. It cuts down to three now but there be plenty and it's just stuff like this one. Anyway, you have clouds out there. Then i start the mecs, finish earlier. I am looking into this. What are you going to call it. Digital marketing package. Facebook ads, youtube and website. Make it three to easy remember and maintain. Is it feasible. Why not.

me check in

i'm feeling kinda off this morning. Wife left for work, 2 kids are in school. Not sure if other daughter is home or at work. Changed my wallpaper. I'm not sure if i'm doing mecs tonight. I surely will. It was raining yesterday and was thinking of going home. And then things got busy.

I feel kinda sore. I'll do another nap this lunch. I can do copywriting all day today. Be in the light, having taken that leap of faith. The response is different now. Things are always different. I'll bring up the bike after this for checkups. I need to recharge them bike lights. The other one was a dud but this works fine.

Everything is connected. How can it be otherwise. That was an easy edit. If it were other text editors it be different. I have gedit. Most of the apps i used were from gnome. Now that i am here, not keen on making changes. But how do you select multiples. It's built it with xfce. I can go back there but this one looks neat, at least for now.

What terminal is this. Not sure. It is terminator. I like bec i can split the screen. Not that it's important but i can change things around sorta. The other one entails a lot of changes to be made. Just keep things this way see how it goes. Then i make more changes. I guess this is my way of using up the energy.

I can go out. I booked that mail to send. Next stop i get a response. Let's see how it goes. I think i did but they are not user-friendly. I can get me another regular but that's not me. I think she has issues baggage that i carry around. Let's change things around here make it different. Let's go for it then.

Where do you find one. Not really sure. Not a lot of pinoys around here suriprisingly. Where else can i do mecs like this. Maybe not have to. Going to city is a lot longer ride. There be hills in there plus cars galore. I slouch. It makes writing more difficult. Just be aware. I take next nap then i can go out. Thinking this too much. I get out and just pedal away. That's the plan. No laundry.

I'll have coffee later. I can make that chicken soup so i'll have it dinner tonight. No bread. Do i stop by grocery tonight. I guess so. I have enough in there i think. I'll clear off the cards this way. How so? Not yet sure. Let's get this going this way. And then what. It's clearing off a lot each day but the legs get tired. I'll be clearing that up.

If i were single, i'd be content with what i do here. Why can she be not content. So much wanting. Then i can change this a bit from hereon. How else can i bring up that profile. Not really sure. Take odd jobs here and there get it up to where it's supposed to see how things go. I'll do that. And the other gig economy will work but it is getting people trainid like you wont believe.

Can write like unbelievable. Do you put the silent e in there. You can best to look it up to be sure. You don't have to be sure. I got a lot of junk while working. That's what you got out of it. That kinda distracted me from all that noise. I am aware and have changed things already. The wallpaper is the same both monitors. That's the thing about it. I'll see if i can get that working on there. It's ok having two anyway. I got this.

I haven't been on amazon for a while. Let me check in on that as well. Simply write and finish writing. I did not go for that the requirements did not meet mine. I feel not motivated in there. Why is that. It was'nt fun and it was fun for a while. You have that perspective. I can change things up if i wanted to. Or not. But it is what i do now. Just get things going and you'll gain momentum again.

You can take breaks now and then plus this is something you'll enjoy doing down the road. Let's get back into it. At least write something each day. How else are you doing this here. You have three or four vim open then you simply write through it. I have that sorted and it looks ok that way. Do i have to get that other one working. This feels ok for now. I can have that changed everyday.

Or not. I finish writing. You don't want to go back there stay in the mall for hours before coming home. I would rather stay in a condo than there. Those be cicadas. I call them cricket. What's the difference. That used to bother me a lot when it's inside the house. But here it's just like this. Do birds eat those.

I guess so. The wifi is not working on this one. I needs to look into that while i'm here. I can change the theme on this one. But you want the blue top so you rotate know what you have active. I just write. This is what i do. Is this dreaming. No. Hers is failure. You plug aways in there not really what you want. I've been on that side. My soul withers. You die early on that side.

This here i saw it work before. What made you stop. Not sure. Not accepting myself this way. I can do that as workout next time. Itm, i can write and spend time in hotel writing. How can you do it that way. You've seen that work before. Let's get that sorted. I saw it writing that way. I can collect swipe files. This way you don't have to go there. You simply provide information.

You get how selling works. I can connect to that energy. Resonate and you frequency yours. Keep to this file then see. No movies. Plenty of things to do in here. I can get something up and running on that side. Then i can check things out. This is more important. I can get tired on there. Just doing this then. It was great when the weather was great. I have conditions then. You see that.

Almost done. Write much but it's starting to wane. I did when i was working. It was my therapy. Now i have other outlets. So i write less this time. It's not much writing back then. But i did so much. I'm past that now. What comes next. That bro when it happens it's going to be tough. How do you process that. Not sure. Cross that bridge when i get there. For now, only write.

Isn't that discounting things. I see. But i have these things i plan to run. Get going. Not out of fear but it resonates with me. I'll look into it make it work somehow now and then. It used to work that way. Let's get it going right on along. I'll put that page up and see that it connects into that. But first i post these. Then take a break bring up the bike. Will it rain today. That is the cyclone part.

no pictures today

there's that feeling again. I am outside of the forest now. Better that spelled easier than long form. But it's one of them words. I think it's just me in the house. I remember those days when it's just me and a girlfriend is coming to spend the day with me. Those are fun days.

How do you get that back? She's become boring now. She's too tight not having fun anymore. She's like that when asking her god for something. She acts like a child at times. She did not get to throw tantrums back then. There is someone else in the house. It's that weird lady. Can you get action out of that. Perhaps not.

That one has too much baggage. I have them too i guess. I can see it in the reflection. What comes next. You write, finish these. You write without expectations of payment. You write because that is who you are. No need to deal with those. I think i go that fly solid. I woke up at ten. That was a long time sleeping. I felt rested. I wanted to sleep in some more. Is this a symptom.

Not really sure. I guess it's done now. I am moving forward. What comes next. I fixed it. Except for the modem thing, i got everything else working. Then leave it as is for now. You'll get what you need next time. I can look things up, but for now, only do this. I am not going down that path, for now, only do this. I can borrow that thing from daughter. It's the wireless dongle. I can use that on hackathons.

Am i going back to that. How come they never went back. Not sure. But i can pick up from there. I can run my own show help people out. It has to be an existing thing and not some weird person's idea it might work. Is it. Would you rather be doing something else. Just do this, write. That symblo looks ok on this. I'll keep it this way. No need to go there. I can check out the name of that font. For now, only write finish these then post.

I can install xfce on this, but gnome looks ok surprisingly. What is that thing. Those be updates waiting. I'll do them later on. Finish these for now. Plenty of changes that needs to be done here. It be great if that sidebar you hide. I don't get why she had to punish people that way. It's her thing. She got punished herself emotionally. Not me. I get on with my life. It's beyond me already. I just wrote about it.

The outside doesn't have to show one on one. You are from the inside and that's all that matters. That is the money shot right there. How can you change these things. I think it's the theme and the icons. I can make that work. With xfce you can do these things. I can look it up if there be choices out there but it is the more configurable thing i found. I'll go check out enlightenment but i'm not sure i want to go there now.

I can look things up. I am only halfway through. Then i haven't been writing. I do mecs tonight. What would be the perfect occupation. Writing. What else could be there. A business on autopilot. You put in a little extra every now and then. The bot farm sounds good. Then you get right into it. You tweak it now and then. You turn on, off at some point in the day. Then you take the rest of the day off.

What else happens in there. I think i can get that working. That sidebar thing has to move away. I can change the icon size to that much. This is howing you how it's done. How do you change the theme then. You look it up. Then you will have access to all that. It's all connected that way. What else can we do around here. People look into that and see. I can create my own not for profit, then grow that thing into a charity. We can have events once every three months.

Where to get funds for the event. Not sure yet. That is what the fundraisers are for. You can follow them around though. I think the energy is floundering waning. How can you help out. Does it come out of pocket. What can you do how can you reach other people. Something happened and things are not working out for them. How can you turn things around.

Not sure, but it was a family and then something happened. You used up the energy. But things be different now. Your response is different. How can you see the difference here. How is this aligned. Be open to the synchronicity. There you can find alignment and change things around. I don't have to go there now but you see the difference here. How else can we make that work.

Not sure but there is that delivery that has your name on it. You already know the drill. See how else you can make it work. Then you get to find what other things be there. Or not. But you see the point. I can watch trailers all day. It doesn't disappoint the way other movies do. They pay more for the trailers. It's why the industry is bleeding. How do you change things around.

What is the disrupt tech in here. How can you put hem all together. Make videos, post them then see how it picks up. You can do hat other thing there. That looks yummy. I needs to get laid now. Where will you find a partner. Not sure yet but i am open to the energy. Then let it be so. If i'm here, then there has to be the other end of the stick. Let it be so then. It's all your energy now. You see that picture all the time.

People who order in, they are reclusive, recuperating. It's like yours, match it then you see the connection. I somehow like the energy down there. That's where i work. Synchronicity is the currency. I have it in there. Let it be so. You change things from here. I finish late today. Then i get back, have dinner and this is all i do from here.

My legs feel better. Not as sore as before. I get two in a row, then break. Then i make it three in a row. That's how you expand from this. Cyclone said was coming but the weather is great. There is clouds now and then but i can dry laundry with this weather. Then i ride out. I can bring that thing. I don't need the others. I can dry off riding around. Then let's get right to it.

The thing is that earphone. You already have the cap. Use it that way. You have it there. It wicks out the water and you get warm as well. I am getting ready for winter. Then i post these then get on with my day. How to fix that. No need right now. Give it a few months and see how it goes. How can you help out. You git clone then make it work on your device. I can have coffee now.

there with this

it's 2 am couldn't sleep. I get up and write without contact lens so i close my eyes. I might not be able to post until tomorrow. I listen to cello music radion on mello cello. I like how it sounds. Maybe in one dimension i play cello. Can i do so now.

Why not. I can take lessons on that but can i compose music with this? Why not. It's an instrument. It's a tool. I can do something with it. I get my son to enroll in boxing. He doesn't like it. He has social anxiety and it seems to get him in the dark more. I am doing internention. He won't get it but i see the manifestation.

He doesn't go out as much other than school and even school he won't go in certain days. This is for intervention. I am going to spend time with him on this. I may have to forgo getting a job. I will stick with mecs and freelance writing. This too is part of my process. I go do this for now.

I don't have to add tracks at this time. I smilpy write until i reeach that time or i get sleepy. Simply be doing this for now. I can add exemplary tracks when i discover them. Otherwise i keep writing. I was sleepy a while ago. What happened. Not really sure. I do mecs tomorrow as well. I may will cancel on date with wife. We don't need that. We spend time together anyway.

The relationship is a priority. They get hot sooner but they get old sooner as well. That's the other end of the stick with that. No thanks. I am happy with what i have thistime. I can add comments but don't have to elaborate on these things. Then what happens. Do i have to go deep into that. Not really sure. But this is where i am. There was the financial partner. I guess that is a business.

I changed playlists as it was getting weird on there. He won't get it. I will have to use the trust factor. It's not getting better that it is affecting normal life. And his actions show for it. I will have to go with him even if we jast sat there each time until he feels comfortable about it. Then we sign him up and then we go from there. We do this each time. He doesn't have to go. He stopped playing hockey.

That wasn't good and he lied about it. He did not do anything. I used to go with him to make sure he went. What happened. It got out of control there. He won't admit to it but i see it. He wouldn't even go out. What happened. What caused it. Not really sure. I simply noticed this getting worse after we moved in here and he moved school. I guess it was the cahnges.

Then when there is big change, you gotta work with it. Use up the energy and transform the situation from the inside. You change the response to it. Even if we sit there for a year, we are going to do it that way. I am taking a break on those days anyway. Then so be it. This is the way it's going o be for now. I should have spent time with the brother to make sure he got it. But i did not have it either.

I should have stayed on. Maybe things would have been better. It was my shortcoming as well. It was out of control. I did not watn to face up to it so i left. It was that way each time. Now i see it. But that is not being responsible. I wasn't.. I am now. I go here and hange my response. I see it now. The inside is different. I know what to don this time.

I have anxiety this time. I am responding differently this time. How do you add all that into the playlist. I don't click on like as much. I simply write with the track in the background. How do you sleep sooner. Maybe we don't talk about these things. Why isn't she talking to him about it convince him. She perhaps lacks the social skills trusting on what she knows rather than synchronicity.

This is what writing has helped me. I go to the unknown knowing that i get support. I'd know what to do when i need to know it. I trust the synhrocinicty on this. Then i am able to go into the dark knowing that i have both dark and light in me flowing through me. That is the point to all this. Do i get my contacts then. Simply write. I rest today. The legs feel heavy anyway. If i rode today that be over training. I ride like six hours including rests. That is more than enough training.

But it's ok that way. I keep writing until i feel sleepy or when i feel like i've had enough. I just write about anything. Maybe thisis synchronicity for me. Write slower. See to it that the keys are hit enough and no letters be missing. I think i wrote ok there. I can write more if needed. I write about these things.

If he were alone on this, when does it change for him. He will come to realise that he needs to get out here. But that be years from now. If he doesnt have the tools or means to do so, he'd be stuck or not go through the process. But that is his responsibility. I see that. He gets to decide until he is an adult. Right now, he is young and it's my responsibility and duty and job as father to help him through this. Even if he doesn't understand or he feels anxious about it, then i help.

No judgemetn. I simply acknowledge that it's there. I help out. That track was getting weird. Why do they go there. I will have classical music recommendation from here on. But it's good to listen to these when moments like these. I can't sleep. These help to ease up. Writing also helps. I get to put things out there out here. The keys seem stuck but it's the writing. When it flows then you can write more.

Simply write. Do i have to poop. No. This track is ok. I quit the job because it don't resonate with me. I had two tubs of ice cream today. It was rest day. Did i have to test it. No. I simply wanted to experience this. No judgement or invalidation. I see it. He don't have to admit. Maybe he wants to play more, but i see otherwise. We'll have to intervene on these. Or we cut that altogether.

The keys have to change. I guess so. Then so be it. This is where we are now. Only do this. If he doesn't want to we don't have to go there. It is simply this. But that brings it deeper. You'll know what to do when you gett there, not before. You can let go for now, cross the bridge when you get there. I feel fake when dealing with that friend. Something doesn't feel right.

But i sense something there. I allow it to be there. Maybe one day it'll change. But for now, it's that. There is a wall there. It's ok. I guess that too is my creation. I allow it there. That way i can change it, or not. If not, then let it be so. Do you use this energy. I can write slower. How do you heal that sooner. You don't. You let it there use up the energy. It is energy afer all.

I am supposed to be done by now. I remember that dinner in albany with the wife. It was good. I hada job? Not really. But we can do more of that. We can go out with the kids. Three are with jobs. This here is mine. I own this. I can change this. I can let it go let him handle it, but i own this. It's my process. It may work or not. But this is the path i feel is relevant for now. It's easy and can be handled easy. Let it be so. Does that mean i can't work anymore.

Short term i can't work on a job. And that is connected anyway. I don't want to get a job. I would rather work on my copywriting or writing in general and figure out a business out of this. If it don't work out, at least i am acting on my excitement. I enjoy spending time with my son. I'd like tothink that he trusts me.

Then go this way. I might not be here for long. I'd like to help out as much as i can. For now i see he needs my guidance. Then i'd do so. The job can follow. I fix this theni can move on with my life. Let it be so then. Is it mental health issue. Sort of, if you look at it this way. Or from a certain angle. So be it then.

He is smart. He finds means and ways. I am here to help and to guide. I accept responsibility for this. We don't have to enroll him immeditaely. We can go there for the first month make him comfortable with the new situation. Then we can start easy. The point is to make him cowwfortable and safe, then we take baby steps. If when he says he is ready or take small steps towards that. Get him to do the easy ones. Once comfortable then he can progress. He big achievement is when he gets in the ring for some light sparring.

When he is there, then my work is done. I'm good with that. I think he can go from there. That means he enjoys it and he is comfortable pairing up with anyone. That be good. Then i might be able to help out from there. I guess so. There be people in there. Different folks. You see the point to all this. Maybe one of the daughters will want to get in there as well. Only do this.

This is my path. Maybe one of the kids might want to go as well. We'll see how it goes. For now, only do this. It's the baby step in front of us now. I can see what's next when after i use up the energy. No need grammar check. Only write ideas. Grammar and spell check comes later. Why did i not do anything about it. I had a job.

She won't get it but this is a priority. Then you can talk about it later. For now, this is where i am. I see that. Is the coffee still active. It could be the coke for diner. That was a lot. You needs to be able to fift the firngers as you type. Then you can see the letters come in often. When touch type you sometimes just hover not press deep enough. Slower means you are more aware putting in more awareness into it.

You write until you run out of words then creation flows through you. How long does that take. You don't wait for inspiration. You start writing. When it gets to that point, the energy shifts and you get creation flow. At times it's sticky as mud thick as mud. Just wade trough it. You get there eventually. No need to write fast. Put in more awareness into it.

The trip had its down times. I inetrvene now. It's time. The timing is righ this time. He knows it and i see it. It's time to do something about it. Reassure him tthat it is safe for him and important, he can do something about it. That is the point to all this. Then he can play games as much as he wants. The eng game here is to get in the ring for a light spar. When he is good and going, then i'm done.

The process would have changed for me as well. Then this is my process too. I can be coach if he wants it. Then i can use some of the tricks i know. Like see the ball, hit the ball. You see the opening, you do the combo. That's all there is to it. You'll know when the opening comes up. You simply train make it automatic. That's the point to it all.

The sparring will come eventually. For now, only do this. Should i enroll myself? It's a different schedule and i might not be able to get some work in. That's ok. He'll make friends in there. Kids here grew up with bullying not ok. I think that is still the policy. Then we can work something out. I see that. What can you do about it. They have to come forward with it. I guess the kids are there. What happened to that one.

I am not sure. I am disappointed with how thatturned out. I did not know how to fix that. Wife don't get it as well. Why can't she get it. I don't know. It is sad that it went there. I can't reverse that. How come i did not see it. Not sure. Is that why she is there. Not sure. But she won't come back. She is having fun in there. She knows that she can come back. Always welcome. But it's her choice not to. She is independent now.

Independence comes from responsibility. Not sure really. Then how are you going to write about it. Not sure. Who is that. Someone opened a door. Perhaps going to bathroom. It could be that or the other one. Just write aboutit. No need to see that or otherwise. You know the path. Allow for this to be here. See what comes out of it. Then you'll know.

It was great back then. I could have talked to the other parents. Why did i allow that one then. I guess i was too allowing. Is that bad? There be consequences. But they are aware that they chose their own path. What comes next. You simply write. I don't go to bed yet, i am not sleepy. I write much slower at this time. What. Why when where. It feels like that letter don't wmmwrite well. I cant use different finger for it.

The finger has to go there. Who is this. That looks good. The images still change ofter. The yes are there. I am to schedule appointment there. How to pay this one off. You will. Trust the timing on this one. Take baby steps. It will get there eventually. If i had to write until dawn, so be it. I can get up later anyway. At least i am doing something abouti .t then you simply add to it over time. You have seven days. I give time to compost and simmer.

I add every time. I make it better this way. The end time is seven days. It'll be ready by then. I have research anyway. I add to the fee each time i get an upvote. This way i get more feedback and get more assignments. No need to write fast. Simply put in more awareness to the writing. It'll move on from there. It's using up he energy this way. I get that often. Is there a different way to write thise.

Not really. Just keep writing. I've done two sets already. I am not sleepy yet. Keep writing. Doing the hird set. If i go through this not yet sleepy then do another set. I can leave it up to her but she don't have the positive awareness yet. Turst the timing on that one. You'll know what to do. She got upset with that one. Theyve made up since. What happened there. And i was put in the dark there.

Just know that it was part of the process. I can do some work now, or later. I start right away. It's the research that's key. Once you get the idea or concept you are selling then you can start outlining then make it better. You have seven days anyway. I can write with theyes closed. Then you can use a reader for this. Or not. Simply use up the energy as you write.

I can use a typing aid, but i've gone through that. You can get the job later on. For now, only do this. If it starts in two weeks, how do i make sure i get in there. You make good with all that. The point is that you quit because you were moving. Then see how it goes from there. If you get negative feedback, so be it. At least you learned something from the experience.

I see your point. But why go there. It's the experience here. How else do i deal with this. I don't know. Being so far, you leave it with her nad she won't have the means to handle that. Then things get broken and you may have to intervene. You want to use up the energy here and now, let it expand from there. I feel getting tired of this music. How else do i listen to music here.

I'm trying out jazz this time. Mellow jazz hoping that it's all instrumental. So far so good. Not deep jazzz heavy fusion stuff. Just mellow instrumentals. Those two fingers feel tight. How to develop them more. Do i get to quse the other ones. They seem ok. It's the right fiher and they get used more often that awy. It is the programmer keyboard so it's all lined up to be used that way. Maybe they are better of more spred out or with a smaller keyboard. I can do with out the numpad but it's there.

So be it ther. You can get something else. These images look hot. I am listening to jazz music this time. It sounds ok. I can intro from here. I get to deliver to these houses and i am developing that market this way. This is interesting for now. I get to meet with people but it feels superficial. Maybe there is a better way to this. The food isn't that hot with hem.

Just do this and write listen to this music. Do i follow it. Just play it when he need is there. The fingers not writing much. Simply write. There is more soundstage with these tracks? I am not sure. You'll see more of it when you get there. This one has good soundstage. Maybe i listen more to jazz for the soundstage. I do that now. I enjoy this.

I bought this with the proceeds from selling my share of don mariano. I see this as a gift somewhat. It was synchronicity. I was'nt expecting it but it's here. I am open and took it. Then i found the shop and yes, got the headphones for me self. I've always wanted one. The opportunity was there, and of course, i use up the energy. This is the path for me.

I was using this when i landed sydney. And i had fun. I had connection. It was good. There be four of them there. That was deep synchronicity for me. I felt it. I was open to the experience. I did not know how but took the chance. I walked through the door and realised how it was connected. This is the path for me. This has worked for me. Even when not sure, i follow the path. I act on my excitement, taking it as far as it will go, with out expectations.

And i went back to airport, took a nap. I wasn't feeling good after that phone call anyway. Getting that nap felt good so i took that step. And when i woke up i was feeling better already. This is how i live now. I act on the synchronicity. This is connected. How do you call this path. Not really sure. But this is what the guides have shown me, by synchronicity as well. And it makes sense. So i live this way now.

That was a yawn. How do you get there with this skill. Not sure yet. But if it is resonating with your excitement, then this is the way to go. You best line up with it. You don't have to convince anyone else. When you have alignment, then everything points downstream. You move on with your life. And that meeting too was part of it.

There was so much contrast with her life. I don't not waat i prefer. And she don't want to let go from there. I guess her partner is part of that process. The marriage would not have lasted with me. Then it's all good. I got a lot of insights from that rip. In a way, they were all part of the synchronicity. It's not even four yet and i've written much. I can go back to deb now. Bed. I can go to bed. This is not the track for me.

Settings on always high. No mater if mobile data or wifi. I have it there anyway. How come not in maila? It could be withthe network. It's sad thatthey get cut like that. You pay cheaper that's why. But you lose much as well. I see that. How can you change those things. Not really sure. Just let it be so. Take things easy now. You want to go autopilot on th ecash flow. Or trust the synchronicity there.

I am here. It's going to be ok. If you ask me, then tak ethis path. But that's my excitement but if you did, then you make me proud. But you gotta enjoy it. This has to be a path that's relevant for you. It rcould be you know. The nation had been on peace for decades now. Things could change but you have options here. I see that one. Maybe they can make arrangements there.

I see that point. How then can you go there. Not really sure. I could go to med school through that. Should i try one. I am kinda fit atm. It's just the age that's an issue. But i have the physical fitness. I think i can make the cut. I have it skills. I can go into med background in there. Let's go for it then.

Or not. But i can try. No need for the restrictions. I can make changes here and now. No need to see a career path. Only know htat this is part of my synchronicity. It has been a buzz word for me here. And it gives me insider knowledge. I can do reseach anyway. How is that related. Not sure yet. I can make the cut. I don't have to be exceptional in physical but mental and spirit, i am there.

Then go for it. You can see changes as we go along. Or not. You nkwo the drill. I don't have to go all the way to that. The fingres get tired? Yes. Then i can take a nap soon. I don't ge to listen much. There be stuff that i'm doing here. Even if cleaning toilets there. I can do a good job doing so. At least you get paid and don't have to deal with all that.

It iss still part of the process. It's time for bed.