i'm betting he had mental health issues, that's why he took the path that he was on. Was it something i could have helped with? I too had issues. How can i help. Maybe i should have. If it did not work out then at least i was there to help. Leaving him alone to fend for himself was unfortunate.
But how can i attend to him when he chose to stay back? I was thinking he could have learned the ropes by himself being immersed in that env. But this is all in hindsight. Everything is perfect or as it is in hindsight, but all this is just one more perspective. There be lots of pov's. One pov is that i went off to get a better perspective so i can help out in case i got things sorted.
I guess it did not work out for both of us. But if i had a mentor, how would things have turned out. If i were my own mentor, meaning my higher self was my mentor, how could things be different. I have all the tools i need. The only thing that's missing is the application. Then go for it. Act as if you have a mentor now. How would you advise yourself.
I'd say, jim, you are on the right track. Go finish it see what turns up. Put up that fiverr gig, get copywriting campaign gigs on upwork. You will know what to do when you gets there. You don't have to do much. What are landing pages be like. Is it all that or something else. It is the direct mail with a lot of space and design and engagement tools. I think the right term there is involvement.
Son got up. No food though. I am broke myself from the manila trip and getting this laptop. Let it be so. Things are changing based on resonance. Let it be ok to be broke then you use up the energy and things change based on resonance. You are being resonating despite what is on the outside. You resonate based on the inside. That be good. Stay the course.
He is a minor. I'm more involved now. I'll enroll him in that boxing class until he is eighteen. After that he can decide if he wants to continue with it or not. I'll spend time with him going there. If he goes absent then i get text notification from the insturctor. Then i'll be on there with him until i'm gone. But this is how i spend time with him. He'll remember all this when i'm gone.
But for now, this is the path i see. I can use the time off from mecs anyway. It's all connected and eventually i'd be writing full time. Writing what. How much more convincing do you need to be for landing pages. Not sure. But these could be my home pages i set. I see what you mean there. So is it better to be on firefox? I think i installed that app. Where is it. It's somewhere in here.
I can create one if needed. Or log in to son's computer and do things from there. I can create a dual-boot env on this. Or use wife's computer to get things done on that side. I use it for research and writing. It won't be much and use it during the day. She helped out. This is how things are. It's both for me and the son and everyone else. I invest in the relationship.
I don't think it's that issue otherwise it be something else. It's time to go there then. What else is there. I think i can set that up one of these days. I'll get that message and see how things go from there. That is a nice picture. I don't have to bully him up. You already have much in here anyway. Maybe one of the daughters will want to get into boxing as well. Maybe kickboxing or something.
We can do that. But you want the duck skills in boxing down pat. When you have that, it's easy to get the kicking skills. But that's just my perspective. Beware the man practiced one kick ten thousand times. And that's what you do copywriting as well. Is it? Or is it just research. The creative part is what you have. Plus straightforward easy to understand writing.
I have a template for all that then. This is me writing. I like bridges like that from underneath. Somehow i can live in that environment. There is going to be a boxing gym like that somewhere. It's good to develop that discipline. That is what you aim to get. You have that in tehre. The bullying it stops with skillsets. Then you have it all in tehre. You have clarity, not discipline. You don't need those externals controlling others because you are clear.
Clear about your frequency--who you are, definitions, state of being, how you respond. These can be habit formed and you can always change them up once you turn up the awareness. Once you are aware of it, it's gone. The habit is stopped until you choose to continue to do so again. Then you figure out why you want to do so. What is the motivation. This way you own it. You choose how you respond. These are things you learn along the way.
This is why i write. What comes out of this then. Simply finish that one, then setup an environment and see how it goes from there. I can do a more basic one. You have it in here. Let's look it up after this. Do i need time for the fiverr gig. I have that working until midnight. I think that be more than enough time then. Time flew while i was there. Next thing i knew it was starting to get dark, and then it was nine, one hour left.
That's how you use up the energy. Give it time. It's going to come. You have shifted much over time. Do it all over again. It's all up to you. When you do these, you make it yours anyway. Then you can change things up, or not. But it is all up to you. I'll get on with this then. If this happens, then so be it. If he is sick, then he'll have to go and have sick bay call me.
That be the temporary solution. Not that i don't trust him. This is what or how things are. I made it easy for him to get out of the hard ones. Why does it matter what others think. I had that issue with self. I have it still. But i am aware of it. The awareness melts through and shines the light on everything. Hat is the magic. Then you can change it or not. It's up to you. That's creation.
What comes next. Just post these. That kid is doing stuff himself. He looks to here to see how things are. I see he got hungry then. I am doing these things for everyone concerned. He is young. He nedes guidance. I am not going through that again. This time i have choice. Until he is eighteen and moved out, i'll be on his back. And is it good that way. He'll see it was all for a positive cause reason. He will look back to all this.
If the intent is positive, then it follows that others can put a negative spin to it. But that's their perspective. I put a positive meaning to it. Then i get positive out of it. Even if it turns otherwise, then it's all there for a reason. I can choose how to respond to it. But this is all for a positive cause. Let's see how it goes.




