there for christmas

it's quiet now. I have fear. Trust in the negative perspective i guess. This gives me awareness.

Kids are great. One is finishing her studies to get to the real world. But you already have these. She's got two jobs and is still in uni, works and lives in her own apartment. She has student loan. These things i didnt have back in the day. I guess they are better off now.

But that was my path. If it were not, would i have come across the love of my life? Maybe so if it were truly meant to be. But things could easily have been different. It is always different. You never cross the same river twice. Write about it. No expectations.

What's this story. Forencsics etc incident response. You look for that kid see what happened. But is closure the key? What if you did find them, what would you do? I'm not sure. Mess things up on their end so they have difficulty on that level. But it only brings them deeper into the dark. Why not do research then trust the synchronicity.

These things happen for a reason. Then you can find alignment and peace through this. I guess you can never bring that back. I have my omad soon. We dont have meal tonight. She can stop for rice and all that. Son goes back to school next monday. I was in the dark yesterday and day before.

I am aware. I think i've balanced the energy now. I move on. I see it as an echo. The river is different. I write so i move on. I get back to the wahh book. The next day i go back to asm. This is the path for me. This is interesting. No need for motivation, you just do. You choose. You pomodoro your way through the day.

How about fasting. I can easily get into that soon as i get the job. But for now, omad works. This lines up the energy. Or not. But this is all connected for me. Then i move on. For now it's only this. I can restart things later on. Is it still there. I think it seeds. When done, move on to next.

Done, turned that off. Now you know you are independent. I dont have to go there change things around. What comes next. You dont have to force these things to happen. What is that thing. I could be wheelchair access. It's a bit too low. I have corn in the boiler. Maybe i can put that in the oven instead. But i dont know how to operate that now.

I'll do so later. Is this the path for me. I'm not sure, but get through this finish them see how it goes. This is adding files into it. I finish these then get going there. You write connect to flow. This is my process. No expectations. If there was, i shine light on them use under the hood. This i get something out of it.

Wife can travel, or we go there. She'll be on break anyway. She can hang out with the kids there that way. I can help things out perhaps. She can stay with them i dont know. But it works that way. Do they want her in there for christmas? I guess so. Son might want to travel with them.

Is it something else. I have fear? But awareness changes shifts the energy into something i can am using. She could have walked to the park. Or walk around that mall. I used to do that a lot. What about that energy. I'm not sure what that is about, but there should be a trail you can follow.

I am looking into it. Why this. I'm not sure, but this be done. Wait for her to transfer it out then i'll add some more. I may have to restart this thing. I finish these then do another set. Iget what you means there. I think it's all done by now. What comes next. This thing is discharging.

Are there things you can do around here. I'm not sure, but it is all there is to it. Probably dont have wifi. Can you help in that aspect? It's using off that. What can you do different. I'm not sure. But this is where i am. How can you help change these things. There be stories everywhere. You simply have to look.

It's not creepy unless you think say so. It's one more point of view anyway. Why not make it positive? If not, at least get to zero balance. Then everything else universe moves around with you. I have back pain. I was sitting twisted last night. Abs need more work then.

This is how you use it in positive way. How do you shift this around. When it closes in, you simply close those accounts out and move on. I dont have to go there now. Simply do this. It is what it is. That is irrelevant? It is not connected for me so i move on from here. It's not that great. I can see the difference.

What make out of this. Not sure. But you can put something in there and quiet things down? Or not. Can i make that my something else? Not sure. But you got this. Save it for later, or not. But it all connects back to you. I do so later when i finish a set on that end.

This be what i do all day. No runs. I have ankle issues. When sorted, i get back to it. For now, allow this to be here. Or not. What happened there? I thought i was lined up for it. I dont know. Just do this then. You are what you say you are. I think this here be done. She gets that later.

then it is

i have good book now. I can do llc or s corp. It is pass through and now i gets it. Maybe down the line we can shift that to something else. I dont know.

Why not buy and sell. You can train yourself woodworking carpentry. You dont need certs for that. It is going to be a not hobby but something that puts you in frequency. Carpentry sounds good. Looking into that now. Build homes people want to live in.

Where to find good architects? It's there. They come to you when you resonate. You build it over a year, then sell it. Dont get too attached to it. You always have these as your expenses. Then it is something i look forward to. What comes next. Not sure. A bike shop? Build, buy sell.

It's a full-time job. You'll need a vehicle for that. This is where a line of credit comes in. You'll get that anyway. What else? You can fix things up. Get something out of town, then sell them. You can have a restaurant but it is full time. You want something you can do on the side.

Cook something then have it delivered. That sounds good. Something good they want to come back for more. Why not build furniture. It can be outsourced, built by machinery. What else is there. People want something they can put their hands on and see it was crafted.

Or publish. You have amazon. Start with that, then expand from there. You can write stories that expand into something. That twelve years expanded pretty fast. You can have comic book store. That is interesting story in there. You'll need a venue for that as people like to hang out. That's what you do then.

You see the idea. Things resonate and come to you. Websites? What's the idea there. Not sure yet. But it is headed in that direction. You see the point here. Simply be open. The idea will come to you. It is something i do i dont have to but it is there. It can be these videos. That can be a hobby. What else. Write up a product then have it be software they can use.

Small business can be target as there's so many of them. But they are broke. Why not consumer then. What would it be. I'm not sure just yet. But this is where it's headed. You can write something up then teach them how to cross that line. You will have to do plenty research on this. But you get the point. It is the quality of the idea.

You have plenty of those. Now i can resume rides. Is this hobby or something else? Then it can be a product. You package it then sell. You can have this as well but you get the point. Let's get going. That thing has to go up there. They go to chadstone. It's a weekend. It's going to be full. Where to eat hang out.

They walk around. I stay here and there anyway. I go for the grocery. Then we take uber home from there. What else. Simply be open see how it goes. You can write up things then sell them. Who buys them. You like prefer return business. Then it is the security team. You do scans regularly look for risk opening. That sounds legit.

Offer them to companies that are growing. They cant afford to lose reputation on these leaks. You will get them notified but you get the point. To get to that level, you do all these things. Others dont like that but you can have plenty practice on that level. Do i have enough in there.

You sure did. Now my eyes are opened. Let's get going. I have this. I can do something during weekends. I can set this up so i have something going. I can even do golf as a business. This is interesting. You can talk people through it, or something else. But you see how it all connects back to you. They can do grocery.

I see what you mean tehre. I dont have to but this is point of contention. I dont have to go there. They can get me that tea. They have dinner i can sit around. Bring my own book. But i have direction now and here. Start with web. Then expand from there. Web, then reverse. Ok. I see a path. This is the hobby? Not that. But something to resonate with.

Point of resonance. She always drop these things? What else can she do as art? Not sure. But point these things out. I can go be open to that idea. Sit there what is it you look for. I had a good time yesterday. I can stay home this time. Or not. But you see the point. I have water.

What else be there. Not sure. This is a long weekend. I think she leaves thursday or something. I have mine oct 2. Things work out. You know about these. Let it be so. This is what you get in here. Then you see what happens. I can cancel that one out or move on expand from there. The company there does not exist and it has stopped.

What are my options. Stay here. I can have coffee from now. Then go see what you get out of it. The product is that way. I can test into that. Or not. But i see it here. Leave it so and see what happens. I can read book. Walk around sit riead again. That takes it far and wide.

Or stay home get going onto something. You see the point here. It is sql. You already have it. Play with it. See what you get out the other end. I have that book as well. If all i do is read, then read on. You dont have to be here. I've installed them though. How can that be job. Not sure yet. But you see the point.

am not see

if not sure what else, write about it. This be my mantra, choice as one of several. Others may not be relevant at this time, but this works for me.

Do i walk or do yoga? We be going out later anyway. That counts for my walk. Is it dinner or lunch? We're eating out later, i might as well have that as my omad. I can do walk and yoga to kill time that way keep me busy. Food here not my type anyway. We might eat out tonight.

I have one bus card. Did i return her card? I think so. What next. Wait? Not wait, better to resonate. Resonate resonates with resonate. And it is path of least resistance. I'll do yoga after this. The gout is gone. I left with that, came home and it's cleared. What caused it? The yogurt perhaps.

I still have that in there. I did not get anything last night. That was good. I fast this through and maybe i can cross that bridge later. So finish writing, do yoga and see if you can take a nap. That be key. I can take nap sooner. Yoga clears up my energy. Let's do that. That be one less mall to visit.

They have several lined up over the weekend. I'm visiting that place to get a feel for how that is. We take the tram. How to get from there, i'm not sure, but it is this other tram from flinders. Let's go there then. No rush. We cross that bridge when we get there.

I see how it goes. What's in there anyway. We went to this food place. Are we doing that night market? It looks interesting. If them not tired, we can have dinner at the bratworst place. Sounds good. What else is there. I saw this farmers market not quite. But it is a good start.

Maybe i can look at something else. Like people go to it and you get things sorted. I see what you means there. I can pick up on that. Get a building make it a parking venue and something else on weekends. That sounds legit. Parking has little headaches that way. What are these kids up to?

I'm not keen on doing that now. Then take a break. At least it's still on course. You saw howw that feels. Let's get to it. This is feedback. I use it. I returned got something out of it, now i'm back on track. It's me putting it outside. I am aware, i can choose. Then i move on ahead from here.

This is a nice bike. The park bench looks like it is attached. I can get me a brown next time. This is the kind of bike i can ride around with all day. I'm in that frequency then. What comes next. Is that feasible. Maybe the two of them can ride out. She likes to ride, but not with fear.

That is sad to spiral into the dark that way. But there has to be process there i'm not seeing. If so, simply be open to that idea. This is my practice. It's not wanting the job, but that i am open. If this is part of my process, i embrace it and use up the energy. Wanting is not open?

It feels negative. You have hard expectations on the outcome. That's not open. Maybe it's there to get you going. I can point this perspective out there. If it works out, then so be it. Someone saying i want this, then you become like everyone else. I dont think they are going to look into that.

Focus on something else. Be a person almost everyone will want to work with. There's the difference there. They dont dive too much into that. It felt like a dead end. I would rather do something else. I've been there before. That be feedback.

And i've moved on since. Am i taking a nap. Of course. I do yoga first, then take nap. On wake up get coffee and that fits like a glove. That's not me anymore that way. I want what i have. Im done with that equation then. It's all connected. I dont have to bethere. You saw how it ties up.

Then i moved on. No walks i'm headed out this afternoon. I'm heating up that soup so i can have it tomorrow still. Tomorrow is friday and wife be home then. Or i can drop off daughter and i be on my way. But it is best to fast. I like my energy then. Let's get going here. I have a week.

I'm not correct? But from my generation? Not entirely. I guess it is a different perspective. Then so be it. Let's get going here finish up. I have two more lines. You get the point here. Lower this table so it is better off. Finish that then get on to yoga. Do i restart something? Not really.

This. Just finish these. No need to go there. Tomorrow holiday. I think they go to mall tomorrow. Is there anything else? It's a long wait in there. What else can i do. She hangs out with her. I hang out with her. It's a change of pace. I'm open to that. Let's get going there.

I dont have to call out. What comes next. Not really sure. Finish. This be last line and timed in perfectly with my take five. I break five minutes but i do yoga so this takes an hour. If plus nap then longer. I am crashing? Plenty time in here. Have coffee instead of meal. Sounds good.

is the energy

daughter arrives tomorrow. I head out at around ten to get there by noon. That's about time she gets out of arrivals. What next.

I'll be profiling nab. Look into it. The account opening process was ok i guess. They have that free account which works out good for me. It's to keep the money in but to order or online transactions, there be fees. I use the other for that.

Maybe the salary should go in the other one. I dont know. But the account dont transfer from the other side. Is that a crack in the wall. It's what you look for. How then is memory managed in this device. It works the same or is it different. I'll have to look into that manual.

I'm sick. I had it bad last night. I'll take it easy today. Table to bed table. That should give the body spirit time to recuperate. Then i get that interview on a thursday i suppose. No. That's a true, not a wed. I can go check it out but have to open a browser for that. You know what you're doing here.

He's a dog breeder. How do you build something from that. It's a hobby. How do you get into that. You start from there then you go into cloning. Aha. That part is interesting. Why is this perspective. Not sure. It is part of that one i guess. I am aware, i can choose now. Leave it there for now, just observe that it is so.

I have issues in from the past. I am aware. I can choose. What is the void they have. Can you create that. It is there. How do you use that. Use is better word than exploit. How to connect sounds better all around. Touch on that is another word or phrase i can use. It is different here and there but you see the point.

I finish write then have coffee then get started with the lessons. No yoga or walk? We'll see walk later. Do i have coffee? I dont like how that thing smells. I can choose something else. I picked something out of the ordinary. It's the cleaner thing.

I'll use that next time. For now, this is where i am. We can use it in there, or not. Not much in the kitchen but solid food. Then i can go there use that. She got rid of the umami. You can incorporate that into the food. Warm it up so it dissolves.

Or get rid of it that way. I need release this energy. How. You can explore options here. But you see the point to this. It's the energy i have. Then lets get right to it. It's tuesday. This is taking too long. Are they waiting on anyone. Not sure. But are they still in there.

Gather information. Scope out the place. This is how you build the profile. This is the work i do. It's the energy i'm in. Work sounds feels like it's outside of you. It is a reflection. It is all inside of you. Then you own it. You can make changes once owned.

Awareness is also here. Simply be aware. What would you do in there. It is lonely to live there. How do you get off that place. Too much trouble if you ask me. Go do something else. It be nice to explore that world. You can be in a different light that way. But the world is different on that side.

I think the bad guys are the ones left behind. Those that do notsee. It is the energy and it is greater than the local. So they go crazy because of it. It brings up something else. The ones who raise up their frequency, they see beauty. That is higher frequency. How then. Why is the eyesight part of it. There's somtehing wrong there.

It can be not that, but by accessing, it is to see. Why not simply on promixity, the energy opens and invites resonance. The ones not resonate they leave or drive out those hiher? No. They leave. They cant stand the energy. Where to go. Outskirts. How do they adapt differently.

Over time. What if you wero on opposite sides with your loved ones. Then you join them. There's your story. It's not that you spy but you simply want to be with the wife. That be the love story in the story. One perspective. Then you see all the danger that comes with it. Then she sees. He shares the energy and she gets it.

Do you preach to others then. They have isolationist attitude pov over everything. They plot but it comes back to them. It's all negative synchronicity for them. The higher ups wont allow harm. It's not negative. It's just synchronicity for that side. Everything is connected.

How does it shift. Wehre does humanity go? There's a difference in there. You dont have to do much but it is interestenig. Then you put it on that side. You see the story. What is title and all that. Not really sure. Where they be coming from. The energy is different. Where to connect.

It's all here. It's not outside. They are integrating. How do you connect with that energy. Be in that frequency. Raise it up. Resonate. Then you have it in you. Trust the timing. Everything is connected. They come to you because you are family to them. How do you respond to this energy.

expand into that

i like this terminal better. The font, size and that i can open a new one on side or below active. But that's just me.

What's the excitement here? Bug hunting. Is it for recognition? It's more about the story. That you can look under the hood makes it interesting. And all that. I can make this a bit bigger. There you go. This looks so much better now. How'd we get there.

What comes next. Son be in the bathroom, just got out of his room, perhaps just woke up. It's term break. He'd be home all two weeks. I started doing yoga, but decided to stop, wasnt feeling up to it. I'll resume tomorrow. I moved meal break fast to 4pm. This way i'd still be full at dinner time not put my self in that spot.

How does it work. I get the walks and nap in between. I have coffee after nap, then have my meal. I did have coffee earlier. I wasnt 'alive' this morning so a coffee is in order. Plenty work in there. I am learning asm. This helps much with reverse eng. I have this on the bug hunt curricullum. See how it connects but it answers questions.

What comes next. Just do this. I have that finish writing. This puts it in perspective and i have a good kernel running. It is a step up from default. I am thinking this be for new hardware. I learn much about these things. How do these add up. No expectations. I can go out for a walk after this? One more set, then i heads out.

Ok. After that walk, i do another set, then take a nap. After nap, coffee then break fast. Sounds good then. I can make this work throughout the week. Weekends? I am lining it up. How^? Stick with the schedule then see what you get out of it. This makes you finish sooner. You'd rather finish than persist on this energy.

I leave at ten, get there by noon as she is headed out of immigration. She has her nz passport and would be interesting if she had someone with her. But she is old enough and she'll be navigating much throughout life. Then let it be so. They are in a different env than when i grew up. This is interesting.

I'd like to be there but synchronicity says not this time. What is the story here then. Finish but see the contrast get feedback on this. It's still running and you get these things now and then. I like the blue i can make changes to these. He's having brunch now. You dont have to do things their way.

Find what works for you then build up from there. This way you can share that you find your own way from this. What comes next. Finish writing. Where do these come from? We finished one season yesterday. I like being in the beach like that. How to resonate with that energy. You allow for this to be here. Then you use up the energy and you make the shift.

This is the process for me. I'm getting plenty feedback. I use vim and it's easy to edit these. This nice view. I can live here for a long time. What would you do in that shift. Not sure yet. I can live there permanently surface now and then for a mission. But it is where i stay. That is air-gapped solid. I'll look into it.

How do you shift into that. You simply resonate with the energy. No expectations though. Simply pee on it and youll get feedback. I get your point. I writes about this. How do you write? You simply be open to the story to flow through you. Your job is to write it down, then make sense of it later when it's time to edit.

Edit no write. Write no edit. This you do and repeat always day in day out here and now. Eventually you find the story. It's always been there for you. What comes next. What are you getting out of this. Is it possible to do so in that space? I'm not sure. Then you are where you need to be. I can take a nap when sleepy.

Or not. But this is alright for me. You use up the energy there. What was that. I think i pressed something in there. Observe and test. See how things turn out. Or not. But this is the energy. How do you shift into that one. Keep at it. Finish this soon asap then expand into that. You have all the tools you need anyway.

And it is something you have. Bucket list is to make that top ten. Or not. Not for recognition, but feedback. I get your point. Finish writing and you use up the energy. This guy learned much and hardly see him in future videos. I can check into that. Do so after finish writing. This is essential and is necessary step in my process.

That was in the past. It's not my energy anymore. Everything has shifted. I'm not sure how that falls into place, but trust the timing. Then i can go in here. You are in the process here. Trust the timing. You can write much or not. But it is here for you. I go out for a walk next. If sleepy, then take a nap.

But the coffee will make that shallow. Best to walk, do a set, then nap. I'll do that. I finish writing, take a break, then resume again. I have much in here to process. This is how i use up the energy. I write about these things then see how it goes. Is it once a week?

I dont know. Trust the timing. You are here for a reason. Use up the energy. Maybe, local mind thinks, it's a path to get you going in this direction then see an opening. I trust that one. Let's do this. Finish up and done. Two more lines on this one. There is strain but allow that to be there. Use it in positive light.

is an insight

this works ok. Stick with this. Slept well and quiet. I did not get to workout yesterday and i'm fine with that, nothing wrong there. I can go out later, or keep it at weekdays.

You only shift one percent and everything the river has changed. You never cross the same river twice. Let go of expectations, or at least be aware you have them. Then all these things are added unto you. Keep it simple. You got this. I dont have to go there. Just do this.

And that one percent you gonna love. It has shifted i dont have to go after that. You simply do this. Everyone has that. Even them they have it i dont have to go there and change things around. What i dont get is how we as culture tend to sit back like that.

It is so. No need to be like another. Then i let go. I simply write this. I have conky and this seems to run so much smoother now. I upgrade to higher kernel and it is ok. The 52 had some imaging screen tear issues. I guess it wasnt installed correctly. The lower kernel might not have been ideal for new hardware.

Cut nails later it is six degrees outside and i'm ok warm in here. No flies. What happened there. Maybe too much of that. Need to carpet this to kill the echo improve the sound thing in the house. The room has carpet so less echo in here but still have it much. You get the point.

I write. Then i have coffee. She is going to church. She went to bed much later than i did. I am here and now. I get started but i get much a lot done during the week. Weekends can be different but still related because me. You see that anyway. It has shifted.

What comes next. I see the point there. Everyone has it i guess. You know what this means there. What comes next. You get in line. You see how it goes. Finish up. You only need aware of one percent. When that then you have shifted. No need to go overboard. Trust synchronicity on this.

This has always been here for me. She goes to church this morning. I can go out for a walk. Will it rain later? Then go much earlier. Start with the program. I think she makes lunch. We have that then. Weekdays stick with the program. I cut me nails. Is he doing vacuum later.

Then i dont have to push things around. It is the awareness that you create. What gives there. How do you get that sorted. You simply make those as you go. Then people take on that as well. It is the path. See how it goes. It is fun to go do that. Let's get going then.

How come you stopped having fun? It's too cold. Then i can change things around. Look forward to having fun with that. This is the point. I can get me one, but i am better off building that down payment. Let's get right to it then. Why not use the imagination? Aha. That is an insight.

This is going slow, but you are different anyway. There's a brand for that and it's not relevant on me now. I have coffee after this. She's going otu anyway to church. We can have count to ten later after lunch during nap. But it is not the rat race. There was an investment book i read.

Get going with it. See what it is in amazon. Ok. But you see hte practical application on this one. You dont have to follow that path. Yours is unique and only you can fulfill that path. Doing coffee after this. Is there anything different about this. Use the weekends to balance things.

I get what you mean. Spend time in there and you create jobs that way. I can help out with this. Alternate. Do one am, the other pm. And you are done. That gets you farther and get quality time to it. Now get going. It's all in you anyway.

I dont have to change much around in here because you already have it in. What comes next. Finish up and see how things go. I had that insight in there. Where is this place. Do you have them here. How to see. Ride bike get close to metal. Scrape to metal on the bug sounded good. I guess this be the vehicle then.

Yes. You zoom out and trust the synchronicity on everything. His wife is going to give birth soon. He stuck with that and had much in life. I am happy. It was not a lesson but experience more like it. I hope he was happy and able to let go. It was a fun experience that way. Then so it is.

Everyone has it. I did not turn my back. I didnt have it in me. You get the point. Let's get going in here. Trust the timing. He is in a much better place now. I had resources the next time albeit short it was more than enough. Now i get back to regular programming because things are different already. I get coffee next.

Finish then make coffee then get on with the day. I write much. This makes it look busy? It's not really a journal but morning pages. I dont have much there because that is not a priority. How then do you expand on this. Network. Build up that well. All is well.