try something new, different. Explore into self. It's not outside. You've been hearing this all along. Go inside. See how that works. Get the dopamine hit, but in reverse. Lean into pain.
The way through is the way through. This is the process for me. If she's there on the other side, so be it. This is a different exploration. Trust the timing on this. It's going to be ok. You have been here before.
Everyone is going to be here for you. You know what this is about. Trust that this is connected. Once you get past this one, you see how this works out for you. I can play tennis, but why not make this your rest day.
I can explore the city. But i dont have bike this time. Chuch is up. I love this dogs. They are so unconditional. Why did we every tie dogs. I dont know. That was based on fear. That is sad.
I know. Now things are way different. You have this in place. It'sdifferent now. He dont like the chicken. Maybe it's stale. Perhaps. But you can work something out. I can rest today, or rest up thursday when i work on-site. You ge how all that is baggage.
I know. It's to learn this. It's time to use up the energy. You get how what's in store for you. This all here what you thought was isnt really. You can be anywhere even the poorest places and still find joy. That's where it's all at. Where was the place you were most happy.
She doesnt get it because you saw all along. Now you get it. Now you see. All cards are out on the table. I can work this through then. What comes next. Just do this. Get to the other side. We never really shared anything together. It's sad this way.
I know. We got off at the wrong start. I had issues myself. I see this. I am moving on and forward. If i restup there is tennis wed. Monday, i dont think so as it is a new year. I run through this.
I can run this one too. Rest up through the rest of the day. Will i be injured. No. You fast today and get to saturday next. Maybe even wed. You'll be ok. I think it's all in there. You go check it out.
It's even on the hard drive. I can look into it. I can run at noon. I dont have to use that crutch. I be letting go now. It's time i go inside. Lean on the pain. This here doesnt serve me. If you want to be here so be it. If not, i let you go. No hard feelings.
But this is journey on my own. This dog has its suppport system. My son is looking after him. This shoe arrives monday, no tuesday. So be it. Them be going to be busy and it's like the pro3 but for everyday use.
I like these sauconys. They are engineered for running. I should have got one sooner, but it wasnt synchronicity. Now you know. Now you see. I can deep dive into tennis this way. You saw how he struck hard but didnt last that much long at the wall.
That tells you much. They can hit all over but precision wasnt there. I kept mine within that circle. I think that's good enough. I can make it tight. The power comes later. First you hit it right, then you get to hard hits. But hit it right and you dont need power.
Now you get it. Trust this path. I can run later. I rest up the rest of the day anyway. I'm not running marathons anyway. A thursday break sounds good and the way i run is way too easy anyway. I can have coffee. You be ok. Trust that all this is connected.
It's not a junkie hit. You get that this is leaning towards pain and you get the dopamine hit afterwards. You are changing your system. This is what i do here. It's not an experiment but a new process.
It's a system. I be enter this mode and it's all here. I have coffee now. Trust that this is all connected. You get how this works out. When you are you are. You already have it in you. Let's get going.
