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 i write, then have cofee, then work. It's like standing on the side of the road. You dont chase around what's in front of you. When your ride is here -- that issue or situation that needs your attention -- you hop in, go as far as it will take you, get off then observe what's around you. You dont go and chase the cars around.

That's what this is about. And this is positive for me. I like this. This gives me, unravels, unfold, reveals the hard-wired bliss joy that's already in there. It can be a wild ride, or a noisy one, but so be it. I have choice. I can get off or choose to make something out of it.

But the choice is mine all along. I dont have to. I am not pressed for time. I am not old and running out of time. This is an illusion. I am timeless. This is what's relevant for me. This releases me. I've used up the energy. I have no need or want outside of myself.

Now you know. Now you see. We can go this way or that. I am done with all that drama. I think you get what this is all about. Now you are free. I dont have to go there. It's not to pity that, but you see the freedom and you see your choices.

And this is where i am. I have coffee after this or not. It doesnt really matter. I have this. It doesnt matter what the perspective is. The awareness is the gem you have had al this time. 

You simply went running after every car that whizzed by. If that is your thing, so be it. But put your awareness into it. Know see what it is you are doing. Once you've used up the energy, when you are finally aware, you simply let go. You just be. 

This is what my practice is about. It feels good this way. This is what gives me joy. Bliss. You have not, then you are inside something else, not inside of you. It has consumed you. In actuality, it is your thoughts and emotions.

The experience of it is real then. This is what is inside of your awareness. You do not replace one for the other. This is the insight. Now you know. Now you practice. Now you see. I can go this wayor that, but you get the idea. The more interesting ones come in the after lunch.

Aha. That was an interesting case point. I can do more of this or that, or simply let go. Now you know. Now you get it. This is to move forward. People like these need help. You were instrumental in this process. But how can that be.

Now you see. You can simply walk away. There is horror in their minds and you have a choice to all this. Now you see. Now you get it. It's time to move on. What is here and now you are. Now you see.

I can have coffee when done, or not. You simply write. You are in bliss. This is what the channel is about. It is all about choice. It is general in nature. You do not have to be specific. You can go into details, but you have this anyway. You are.

And this is what's great. You dont save up money. You build up an audience. And then you have a business. It is a system you have. This is what you have. You have system. It's not a business. But a system. 

Now you see what's different about this. You have a system now that works. This is what's on the other side. You needed to go through this to appreciate the gem you've found. You dug through dirt and you now have the gem treasure.

This is the kingdom of god. It's not about religion. It is a metaphor. It's not heaven where old bearded men sit in judgement of you. You see what's different here. Now you know. You can go forth.

It's the mulitply part. This is here and now. It's all been jumbled up. But why would you do that. Why would they give away such a thing. It is this way and that. In a way...

What does that mean. You question because it is in yoru awareness. And the question is triggering the awareness. That void is where the answer is. You dont have to answer. Just be in that void. That's the point.