clarity is the gift? I got an insight yesterday. It is when i try ...not try, but think things through exclusively that i get triggered.
I was trying to make sense out of incomplete information. And that's what the circumstance was. The local mind doesnt have the wherewithal to understand comprehend everything in creation. Hence, it went around in circles. If i had let go of getting an answer, i could have been in the experience awareness and be ok with it.
That's the point. I return to breath. This is the waareness. Aha. I've fragmented myself. You go back to breath. And then you see. You zoom out. You understand. You find insights, not answers.
It's never complete--that's the point. But this is what makes it complete. That's the paradox. It's all in the paradox. And now you have a more understanding of this. Now you see. Fragmented. Complete. Whole. Empty that's the point.
Now you see. Now you move on. You have leveled up. You have are complete in this moment. This is th egift. You dont have to go there now. Just be. Trust know that this is all connected. Trust there is trust and not trust. Be in the awareness.
I can run later. Or not. I can play tennis later, or not. The point is that you have it in your awareness. This is the practice. You can be if it serves you. But how. You are better off aware that you are fragmented. You get there faster. If there is synchronicity you'd know. But this is the synchronicity. This is what's relevant. Else you wouldnt have awareness. You are framented.
And now you see. You get the whole body into the shot and not just the arm. This is the lesson. You got this. You are aware of it. Complete may not be the right word. But it can get there. You see that. Now you know.
That one was on the other side. I guess fragmented doesnt will not show you the way. And i dont have to. Just this. This is the path. Rest days are on there. And you got this. It helps with motivation? That too is incomplete.
You are always motivated. It is the something lost my train of thought. This is desire? Observe. What do you get out of it. This is the point. It is the awareness. You deal with fragments. That's what this is. Not broken, but perfect as to where it is relevant.
I get that now. I see. This is what it's here for. I realise saw something and it made sense because i was in that frequency. Now you get it. I can have coffee after this. If i stay on, then so be it. But you got this now. You see.
She meant well. You took it fragmented not complete and you saww not the big picture. But you get it now. You can move on. That's the point. You get this sorted and you know. This is what it's here for.
Where else can you get this. It be nice to run with dog. How to get this sorted. I'm not really sure. But get him off leash and you can run while he explores. I can work with that. This is the workout for me. I can run barefoot again.
He's going to enjoy that. He has options and you can run around. He's not going to go away. He knows when to approac and not to. The point is, he too is enlightened being. He is awareness. He knows what's relevant for him. This you can let go and have control.
Again, paradox. I can run later, or not. You have choice. I can go back to bed take a nap. It's all about choice. This is what's relevant for you. Once you know you have it, then it's gone. It becomes a choice. That's the point here. Now you know.
Now you have moved on. I am in this space. She dont have to know all these things. I see the questions come up. You dont have to. The thing is trying to get to the answers trip you up. You dont have to in real-time. You simply be.
And then all these things are added unto you. You got this. Now you know. It is time to head back. You got this anyway. And it is a definition. It is a perspective. I have choice. Every step of the way i have choice.
