it was stressful as i had a lot of resistance in me. There was insistence, that i want things to be easy. Bu the energy is thru pain. I use up the energy. That's the point.
And so i made it to the other side for today. I took things one at a time as they come in. I make it thru to one day at a time. This helps to put me in the present? I guess so. When i have awareness i am in the present. When i feel negative, i trigger this to be in the moment.
I have a headache. I can run tomorrow. I can do tennis in the basement for now, do two hours. I come back finish he fasted day and continue on to tomorrow. The goal is saturday finish when she gets here. Just get through today and i will make it to saturday.
If when kids ask for grocery, i wouldnt be able to go until maybe thursday or friday. I think we can make it through. We had grocery recently and i can give them the gift card when they want more supplies. It was an ok time through christmas.
It was tough, but it's time for me to step up. I guess so. Things are way different. I do tennis and that's two hours. I can run tomorrow morning. Or do today and run tomorrow again. There's still light showers. It might rain tomorrow as well.
I can run or not. It doesnt really matter for much. I have new shoes. I can do two and there. What then. Get to the other side. See how things work out. What's in store next. It doesnt really matter for much. I would rather run...things being equal.
If so i run tomorrow night after work. I guess that's ok too. It's light thunders. There is a light shower. I finish at seven or before eight. That's a long enough run. Nobody in the park when you have light showers like this.
Finish writing and then i can run. I was stiff from last night. I'm done with shoes. Its time to move on. I get her the bag tomorrow. Its a long shipping might take a month. I think she had that under consideration. So be it. Plenty on here to see.
Finish up. There is still lightning anyway. Do i get rechargeable batteries? It's too many there. What happened to the rest of it. I think the kids are using it. I can work something out in this way. Just be this get to this.
Are there options for me different. I think so. Finish up. That's all you do today right now. I made it through to this. Do i give up? It's not giving up. Its alignment with what you prefer. It's not quitting, but clarity.
I'm not going down that path. It doesnt serve me. There's plenty on here to savor bask in. A good day is one. You can go this way then. I have new grips. I'll test them on when the ones i have starts to give. I can remove the underlying and use the new one.
I can do that tonight. I can go to bed early anyway. Not much happening so i can rest up run tomorrow. At least it's all behind you running in the morning. I can do so at night. I dont think the guys will want to play tomorrow. Not enough players.
Ok. Keep at this path then. I run again tomorrow. Rest up thursday and you go straight over the weekend. I can run saturday morning. That's nice. I can go this way. This looks interesting. I keep the pace slow and easy.
This resonates with me then. Do i get that one. She knows how long shipping will take. I think we can stick to this. What comes next. I'm not really sure. She's keen about it. So be it. How to get my racquet restrung.
I can bring it over to a shop. But it's all downtown and they close at 5. I dont think i can will make it there on time. Unless i ride over hte weekend so i will get the chance to go there. And so it is full of it.
But now you see. You have this in your awareness. I can get me another one of those later. For now, go out for a run. It's going to clear up soon and why not get started anyway. I can shower later, then do yoga. That sounds like a lot.
