i didnt write, now i can. I am in meditation these days. It's to put in the awareness and it is connected. So it is in lieu of writing.
Is it quiet in there. I believe so. There is no control? There is, but also there is awareness. The control is there to bring back to breath when the awareness is there. I have resistance in this. Now you sense it.
This is what you do. This is the in-betweens. And it's ok i get lost in there but the coming back is key. You have all this guidance and i had to g othrough that because it got me going in this.
And so it is. So be it. That was tough, but i made it through. I have tennis. I have meditation. I gained much in the experience. I have a new relationship. This is entirely different. Everyday is different. That's the point.
This too was the lesson. You would say it got you moving this way. You learned all that but it was part of the lesson. It was part of the process. Now it is different. You can talk about this, why not? I dont have to make sense. You can simply give an analogy or metaphor. Play with this idea, see how it works.
That's the point here. I have mic. I can work with this too. You can test different scenarios and it all works out for you. Be in the experience. Choose discomfort. Choose difficult. That's what you have on here. And you expand in this direction.
Is this the trinity. It could be. You have this as template for your stories. You build in this direction. Do i need umbrella? I can enjoy the light showers. It's this way and that. It's all connected for you.
I have much time on here. Just do this. I think you see what that is about anyway and it is the running much and the hit the ball thing. And it's fun when you mave that one good shot. That's the point. And i dont need fairways. I simply need a wall.
Not even a wall at that. I have mental imagery. I have this world inside. But what else can you make out of it. You write about these things. You can write it out then read it. You have several options and you get to this level.
I think you see where this is going. Something is going down in that direction and it's tough. Take time for yourself. Talk to that self and you bring in back. Imagine it's this. It doesnt make sense but trust me on this.
Try not to make harsh decisions. Talk to someone you trust. That is what's needed out there. You can make a video out of this and they connect with that. You can talk about a lot of things and it doenst run out. Always there is a different perspective to this.
I can expand in this direction then. You have this in place. It's all connected for you. Trust that you have connection in every which way. I can finish these then continue on. You hove this. That's what is different about this.
I can go to city then or back. It seems this way and that. You simply had to go through that. That's the experience and so you trust the timing. Trust the synchronicity that you see it now. Trust that this is so.
And you thought you cannot trust. You go inside. Can you trus this. Now you see. Now you know. You have the experience. You cannot think it through. This happened because to get you going in this direction. Now can i let go.
Why not. In my awareness then it is different already. You dont have to have the process. You have the awareness and it's not the same. Now you have choice. What do i get out of it. This is key.
You expand on this with the writing. You build in this direction. You go every which way because every which way is connected. You take in more so you have more to work with. Continue on.
