I guess they are. But it's taking too long that way. What else can we do about this. Just delay the inevitable. Then see how it goes from there. What comes next. I dont know. Just cross the bridge when i get there. I had back pain all day. It felt easier near the end of the ady. I fasted right on through. When i got home wife made adobo and sinigang pork. I was tempted to have dinner it's been 24 hours anyway.
But i have back pain still. I might as well finish this now and use up the energy than have that linger on as a habit. I am aware of this. I can choose how to move forward from here. I got rained on. I have the bullhorn handlebars. There be other stuff waiting on waitlist. The brake levers and bar tape. Soon as i gets them they go on. Let's see how it goes. What about that other package? It said it was attempted but not delivered.
I have another one on the side. I'll see how it goes. Wife is in the shower. She picks up other daughter from work. If i'm still awake i'll go. Otherwise i can go to bed at ten. I start at noon tomorrow. I'll shower tomorrow after yoga. I have clothes drying in there. Am i going to wear it then. Not sure. Morning i dont really need one, might put on a windbreaker. But when i gets to work i wear that other jumper.
I feel the airconditioning on my back after a few hours or two of working. Then i put on that jumper and i'm ok the rest of the day. That has panniers. These people ride a lot. It must be fun that way. How do i get there or at least resoonate with that signal. Is it going to rain all day tomorrow? If so, i may have to walk with umpbrella. I am getting sleepy now. Wife is seriously considering a new laptop.
I dont get what for. Is she done with her work. Maybe she needs a tablet or something. But it's her decision. I allow. That's my part of the equation. I surrender to what is. No needto giht it. That was balanced riding. I dont see that often in there. Do i need to check on that one. I wonder if that handlebar is thick enough. It seems like it but i'll check it out later. It looks like it's going to take less space with the pizza basket.
I'll see how it goes. For now, only do this. Sit this one out until the rest of the equipment is delivered then take it from there. I dont need to wait for the bar tape but if it gets here then i use it. I may have to watch out for that bar if i see cracks or something. It's a risk that way but hoping it's made of good quality. They have insurance of a hundred for every bike they sell.
That's what you get for these bikes. It's why they cost much. How can i use this energy. Not sure yet. This reminds me of cubao. That's where i went to growing up. Things be different now. I finish writing then see if i can go to bed. Tomorrow is day two. I do five two fasts. The twos are those weekends i dont have work. It's going to be tough tomorrow but soon as i get home, i get ready for bed.
It's like now. I finish writing so i am awake then go to bed. I wake up feeling refreshed and the autophagy would have kicked in while sleeping. The dreams are more vivid on fasting. That's what this is all about? It looks like it. It's just part of the equation. You can expand from there but the energy is quite different. It's a unique high each time and it's better than drugs.
Then this is teaching you something. It feels like higher frequency. I am exploring this then. On my days off i'll take that break. I may have to throw that meat out. Let's see what we can do here. For now, i can get something different on friday. Maybe i can get me some meat then cook it. That sounds rad. Or just break the fast the usual way with bread and something else. I'll schedule that.
This is something to look forward to. This is time travel for me. Time folds when i am fasting. You realise here and now and see how time just went by like that. Just be in the here and now. Wife asking why i'm not eating her cooking. I choose not to at this time. I stick with the plan. She is watching movie. It would be good to have those but not today. Maybe next time. When i finish these then things go easy.
Not right now. Am i going to bed soon. I feel sleepy now. Maybe take a nap then sit that one out. Maybe it rains later. Or not. Son bought good bluetooth headphones. That's his money. He is kinda training to be audiophile. That's good. At least he knows how to research and look for good bargains. This is teaching him too how to be independent. Is it working? I dont know. Zero expectations.
I show by example though. Then see what comes out of this. Am i headed somewhere after this? No shower. Can i make coffee? No. That has sweetener. The coffee is terrible i'd need sweetener for it. I can do sigang but that has carbs. Then i sit this one out. I am using up the energy this way. Better to sleep on this. I have vitamins to take though. That got rid of the cramps. Let's see what comes out of this.
This week then resume again the following week. I see what you mean here. Then i finish these. That was a sixty year old? It looks like it. I am resonating with higher self no need for insistence. I can be crippled with back pain, or not but i am using up the energy to be here and now. This kid has grown up fast. I am lucky. I have a good family and now they are learning to be independent.
It is sad, but it's for the higher good. I miss my eldest already. But there's nothing to do until the energy is used up. Then they come back and each time it is better as the energy is always shifting. That's what this is about. Them be drones. I think so. I dont need one right now. Just write and finish then post. What good are those. It gets me out unless that is the energy to use up.
I do ge stuff i dont really think about but this is the reward phase. This is alignment for me. I am going to sleep this one out. They have panniers. There should must be a local brand that everyone knows about and would recommend. Then it be interesting to visit that joint and see how it goes. I would rather ride out in there than other things. That settels things then. I rode in the rain.
My stuff got wet but i can skip that tomorrow while they dry out. It's going to rain again tomorrow i think. Then sit this one out. See how it goes. I start late, finish late. The schedule is shifting again to night time. It's the same thing anyway. Use this up and see what comes out of this. Why are they not doing anything about it. Maybe it's not urgent for them. Then i dont have to do anything. But use up the energy.
