why not give yourself ...your Self, a chance this time. You've had experience on here. It's like growing a farm, a business. It uses the same principles. This time around, it's different. You have more awareness in this.
If that happens, then it's for a good reason this time. I can let go at that. It's good we had tennis already. It's four in the pm and it's dark and heavy outside. It's going ot rain more. We have tennis tomorrow morning. This one i enjoy doing.
I enjoy almost all of it actually. Except i guess for the ones with the beginners on it. I get how it feels now why they the more senior players i know, dont want to play with noods.
What can i do about it. If there, then so be it. Even the most senior one i now see as noob. I gained much in this process. I'm not sure if i can win one to one, but maybe i give them a hard time and i learn more in the process.
I have more than a dozen videos uploaded. Continue with this. So far so good. What's it going to be like in a year? Aha. That's the next video to make. This time though, i have a lab i can do and have two channels going for me.
I continu on this path. Do i go back to dev work? I can. It's a hobby. But it's been taken over by the content creation thing--make youtube videos. It's big. You can get something in this.
And i have two this time. I have much and i have training experience in this regard. So it is all connected. I dont have to have clients this time. Maybe advertisers, but it's more than that. It's why they dont want vulgar because of the ad.
So you can leave it at that. This video is about fifteen minutes long. That's all good. I can use this and once this works out, i can add others. It's all here and now. Do i get a diffferent one. I can go for it.
Or not. For now, finish up then do the dishes. I did take a nap earlier. I fell asleep. Just like that. I did not even notice that i did. This is process eaten. What's happening here. I think it's the video editor.
What can i do about it. It's the ram that's being used up. This one is lighter. I can use it more often, more so with just pages. I'll use the other when we are not processing in the background. This works now. I can move on?
One more of this then i can move on. Clean the toilet, wash the dishes, publish videos. That's the routine for the weekend. Also wall later tonight. It's the last thing i do . I have much. I do jump ropes with the wall practice. I am ready.
