the place looks familiar but the energy feels different. This isnt the place. And you can make something out of it. Looking back, it's different. The place just said so. It's higher up.
I wonder why that is. Perhaps the place isnt the same anymore. It gets cold in here as i recall. But i am acclimated this time. If i go visit it is going to be cold. How come there's that env that looks similar? You see how it is then.
I dont have to share the energy with you. You tend to stay in your head thinking you can over-think your way through. It doesnt work that way. Why should i go there knowing that mine is a compass that works with any map whereas yours is a map that's based off decades old information that is no longer relevant?
Aha. I go there, i cant work my magic. I've tried doing so for more than a decade. Soon as you have something working for you, you leave me out in the dark. I'm not there anymore. I have choice. And this time, i am building into this reality. I have other self that's guiding me anyway.
Ok. How to do today. Do the instruction manual. Take it as far as it will go doing your best. People are talking about her. Who else is a lefty that's making the same frequency? I cant think of much on there. It's historical data vs what's happening here and now.
How do you beat her then. Now you see. Play the energy. Why does it feel that way? I dont have to compete with that energy. You already know see how it works for you. Leave it at that. Trust the timing. Mine has no strings attached to it. You come and play if you want.
They wouldnt because it's not local to them. But then again, they see the quality of play. You get how this works out. I get me a twig stove so i can do bushcraft in the env. But in urban situation, you'll have to do out and find it.
How to use the energy. You see how this works for you. Does it matter if it's a lefty. It does. It's subtle but the brain skips a millisecond to compute and running towards the ball with a miscompute like that causes faults. This is what you work with.
What do you have on there. He could have gotten something else in the equation. He has a tent in the shade. This is interesting. There is not much fishing on here, but you get the idea. That used to be a river bed.
The water shifted. Why is that. I cant wont go there. You are not there anyway. You have a agendas that are not positive in energy. It doesnt resonate with me. You resonate only when it suits your needs. That's not me. I'm not there anyway. That's an entirely different place.
It's up in the mountains past sampaloc. I have never been there. It's a long way even on commute. Anyway, you see options on here to do when you come visit. You'd be spending a week on that travel. Where to find that. Do you have teh time on there.
It's an option. This is the abundance. You have choice. You always have abundance from this perspective. Now you see. Go on mango season. That's past the christmas season headed into summer. Summer in these hills is perfect. You can spend days on here, but there is no fishing whatsoever.
Ok. I see your point. I think it was an intrusion of privacy going over my journals. But then again, you paid the price anyway. But these days, i'd appreciate it if you did not. What gain do you have on there other than to see if i'm onto you or not. That's lame. You are this person. I was wrong about you.
And now i see. I move on in this and i see the way before me. It's not a definite road map, but a direction on my compass -- a moral compass. That's the difference. You wouldnt even acknowledge what i'm doing here. You only see the trouble you are in.
Trouble that you caused yourself all these years. You dug your own into this and now you want me in that same hole. I dont think so. I did so before and what did you do. Even after the fact, you still kept to your comfort-dopamine habits. You dont get it still.
I wonder why i am here anyway after all these years. I guess this tells me how this works. What is that filter. Do i need one. It's too bright out. Can i use it on my camera as such. I may have to get something like it. I'm usually out in bright sun. On sunset i can easily remove that.
